#FINALLY ITS HERE SORRY FOR THE WAIT
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IM FUCKING BACK BABYYYY!!!! [Read tags for a lil info!]
(Please accept this silly doodle dump of my brainrot boys uvu ✨)
#HI!! HIHI!!#posting now when its a little dead lol but#omg sorry for suddenly disappearing ive been seeing all your dms and asks#just had college finals and a mental breakdown so had to take a break off tumblr xD#BUT IM BACK AND HAVE SM TO POST#i was still drawing a lot lol#im gonna go on an ask answering spree tonight/later today so I'll try get to most of them#also tysm for 5k here :') so cool u guys like my silly little doodles#cant wait to be silly here again hehe 🤭#SENDING KISSES!!#rottmnt#rottmnt leo#rottmnt mikey#rottmnt raph#rottmnt donnie#jax#tadc jax#huskerdust#husk#angel dust#tribbleart#tribbletalks
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Uhhlittle bitty ethubs warmup I did a minute ago
An offering to the ethubsers
#bandit's doodles#ethubs#uh platonic#do I tag that as hermit shipping#i wont tag their individual ones just in case??#sorry for not posting much lately btw#Im on that new hyperfixation kick#you know the drill#but don't worry the hermicraft perma-fixation is going strong and will be forever#having 2 hyperfixations at the same time is like when a stray cat finally lets you pet it after months of feeding and talking to it#like it's so :D#and also my chest is explodingand my heart rate spikes whenever I think about it#happy#overjoyed even#and then incapacitated#We'll just have to wait it out probably#I'll still draw the hermits ofc#Just posting less frequently??#lest we get non hermit/traffic on here#Theres already enough of that in my likes/reblogs#its my destiny to post hermitcraft art actually
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Theory: All For One gave Tomura the Decay Quirk
I was thinking this for a while. Midoriya learned that Tenko was originally Quirkless, already being five, so there was no way for him to have the Decay Quirk; All For One gave it to him
Isn't it awfully convenient that right as Midoriya wonders "Who is this guy?", that All For One showed up?
All For One knew Tenko was a blank slate without a Quirk (yet, or at all).
Going back to ch. 235, we see that after Tenko was playing heroes with other kids, he got walked home by a man in a suit
Suit, shadowed face, hat, tall, and Tenko still has black hair? This matches this memory, and we can see there's a lot of shading in the palms
All For One walked home Tenko. He could've given him a Quirk during that time. Right after he brought him home, Kotaro got mad that Tenko was playing and talking about heroes. Already, while Kotaro is upset at him, we see Tenko scratching. According to Nao, his allergies got worse, and if he was just given a Quirk, his allergies could've been fueled by the new Quirk as his body adjusts
Even if it's just a mutation, we do know that his itchiness was related to Decay, since the itching went away after he destroyed what he didn't like (his Quirk revolves around de-constructing and destroying, so natural leanings toward those urges, etc)
Yes, Tenko's Decay may very well just be a mutation like Eri, but I just want to bring one more thing to attention about the theory (All For One gave Decay when walking Tenko home):
When Tomura used Decay and was fighting Re-Destro, back when he only had Decay, Machia was in shock, because it reminds him of All For One long ago. Not only his figure as a ruler that Machia remembers, but All For One could've done the same thing as Tomura (Decay), long ago
#spoilers#i dont know if someone already elaborated on this but heres another one then#honestly this is halfbaked#tomura shigaraki#afo#all for one#gigantomachia#bnha#mha#boku no hero academia#my hero academia#i do think its possible afo gave the quirk walking tenko home#but the way i put this is not the best.#maybe tomura was just a mutation but if not:#EDIT: THAT PANEL IN 419??????#I MADE THIS LIKE A WEEK AGO TO FINALLY GATHER MY THOUGHTS.#i may be right may be not? but THAT GLOW.#too late to post this now but#a bit of elaboration to explain how stuff happened then i guess?#or im wrong because theres no text and i dont know whats happening#mhhhhhh was thinking this since hearing tenko had allergies but mehhhh im so late#man imagine giving decay to a kid thats still learning the world. how can he know what its like to pet a dog or something#WAIT#IM SORRY. MONCHAN.#DARN IT
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the masculine urge to take a saucepan off thr draining board and bash myself repeatedly over the head with it until I pass out and no longer have to experience feeling Bad 😍
#struggling to tolerate this one ngl its fucking dire this weekend. i just cant do this man#thr things i would fucking do for attention please. just one person to notice and care in the slighest i feel like im losing my fucking#mind out here how does every single person who has ever mattered to me in my lifr see me in distress and choose to ignore it or maybe they#dont even recognise im ij distress in the first place i dont know whats worse i dont think i hide it well at all im just so done#listen like ultimately its fucking fine. i will get myself through it like ive gotten myself through everything else in my fuckijg life#i dont even feel bad that often these days im doing so so so much better and its so much more tolerable to only have to deal with this#once or twice a week instead of it being a struggle every single day like i dont think i could go back to feeling like that again ever i#dont know how i managed to get througyh it before jesus fucking christ. but i can deal with it i can deal with this#ik ill feel fine tomorrow. its just thr fact im so desperately fucking alone with it that makes it so much worse than it has to be#i fucking hate repression i hate being so incapable of expressing myself that its easier for me to injure myself than it is to talk about#how i feel to anyone i hate being trapped in this stupif fucking torture labyrinth and not knowing how to get out of it and never being#given a single avenue anything to hold onto i hate having to do it alone every single fucking time and when i do try i just freeze out#entirely i cant form a coherent thought my brain enters total fucking shutdown pure static white noise fuzz and i dont know why please#its so unfair i dont think its that much to want a little comfort. just once just for someone to stay with me while i cry it doesnt have#to be more than that i just dont want to be alone like this i just want to feel safe around someone just close to someone just once#and well ill survive without it bc i always have i guess. so far at least. and there are many things im grateful for and i do in general#feel pretty okay my life is pretty good at times even. i feel so pathetic and stupid and ashamed for even feeling like this#but do i have to go my entire life without ever experiencing any kind of real intimacy with another person emotionally that is#i mean physical is nice too and they go hand in hand in some ways but i just want to feel seen and safe over anything.im tired#i feel like i try.but not hard enough i know its all my fault really but i dont know how to try any harder but nothing will ever change if#i dont i cant expect anyone to do anything if i cant rven communicate in thr first place. oh i dont want to think about it anymore#i have a headache from crhing and its not even 8pm ugh. okay. well it is what it is.#ill breathe until i calm down and then tidy up whatever i left in the kitchen and get my work stuff ready for tmr#and polish my boots maybe. and read and go to bed at 9:30 i think. and ill feel fine in the morning#my fault for thinking about it earlier i know i shouldve nipped it earlier on its such an easy spiral to fall into i need to get better#it happens. okay anyway. no cause for concern im good guys. weakly thumbs up at the camera all covered in blood#my period is late actually thats probably all this is lmao. makes sense thinking abt it#cant wait for it to finally start and all earthly desire to leave my body so i never experience pain again amen#.vent#ignore this sorry for being mentally ill im not even that mentally ill anymore so no excuse rly ummmm. bit embarrassing innit.
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noodle was so right adobe fucking sucks ass. i just spent 90 MINUTES of my 135min class only doing fukcing troubleshooting
#bat rambles#i hate it here#cant wait to do my half year art final on this piece of shit#sorry if i sound angry and mad its just that im tired lol
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#big things are happeningggggg im gonna watch sentinel too pt1 aaahhhh#i almost talked myself out of it but this is NOT gonna be one of those series i like so much that i'll never finish it#ive been saving it so that i only watch episode per day#but i cant just watch pt1 what if blair diess#sorry 90s fujos thank you for your service but im not as strong as you i cant wait a day much less a cancellation between pt1 and pt2#aaa so exciting!!!!!#ive heard sm about alex i wanna see what she looks like#expect a LOT of updates to this post#omg right away the sound quality is awful omg gshdjdj#this is actually someone just recording their box tv i think#my post#omggggg alex is finally here and woah mama she is gorgeousssss#also real subtle with the jaguar pants fshdhd#they rly found a woman with a real jaguar-y face i think#its hot#omgg a music montage?? i love ittt weve been getting more of these on s3!!#woahhhhh the famed homoerotic preminition-animal-symbolism-dream????#YES AND THE SHITTY 90S ANIMAL/HUMAN MORPH CGI I LOVE ITTTTT#fellas is it gay to see a dream of yourself shooting a wolf in a blue jungle and as it dies that wolf turns into your roommate/life partner#asking for a friend#sandburg is WHIPPED i dont blame him i dont think i could talk if a woman like that was speaking to me#cassies still my favorite sentinel girlie but can u blame me for liking evil blondes
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yk in retrospect it really is no surprise that rgg has a lot of queer fans. outside of the games being utterly homosexual of course
#snap chats#sorry i finally finished reading the second volume of yakuza's bias#GREAT manga i cant recommend it enough im already crying waiting for the third one to be translated#i got a stroke when the manga mentioned.. those like. ai-chat character things#like christ i know this is a new series and the japanese version was released in january but my GOD this is still topical#anyway let me. get to my point LMAO#because while i was reading there was a speech given by My Main Man that ive noticed is. p common in yakuza media#yk a speech about how the only people who'll give them (yakuza) worth is themselves#and that they'll forever be casted out by society so their passion is the only thing to turn to and live for. something like that#and of COURSE i remember a similar sentiment from The Clan Heir Is A Trans Woman#and listen..... organized crime is very different from being queer. im pretty sure dont quote me on that--#HOWEVER when you have messages like that being thrown left and right... yeah its no wonder LMAO#of course its not note-for-note and the contexts are VERY different LMAO but yk what i mean#its like that one post talking abut monsters and monsterfucking being queer or something#dont listen to me i only go here on legality but i think im onto something#ok bye im gonna stare at my ceiling until i pass out. i wanna start working on my dummy comic but alas...#too busy with comms this week... AND im sleepy...
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SECOND TO LAST CHAPTER IS FINISHED. LETS GO GIRLS.
#its so weird. like theres one more chapter and then im like.... done w all my subnaut fics#like other than those other aus ive posted about but. tbh i never really intended to WRITE any of those#bc i would be here forever if i tried every single idea i came up with#but this is like the last big project i have planned for this fandom#and its. its weird!!!! ive been writing these fics for. what. four years?? five??#theres an end in sight and its like. huh.#NOT TO SAY IM GOING AWAY FOREVER OBVS. IM STILL GONNA BE HERE.#but no more 20k+ word stories until at LEAST sub3#sorry this has nothing to do w the fic at all EVERYONE ENJOY THIS CHAPTER IS A BIT OF A LONGER ONE TO MAKE UP FOR THE WAIT#final chapter will be out before the end of the week !!!!!#once again wtf r my tags#fanfic#fanfiction#subnautica: new years eve#subnautica spoilers
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Heterothermic
Chapter 7: Terrapene Ornata Ornata (Ornate Box Turtle)
Rise of the Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles
Family fluff, mutant biology speculation
Read on Ao3
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"Hey, does anyone know how long it's been since Donnie ate?"
Mikey's brothers paused and frowned in deep concentration at the question, which told him all he needed to know. He browsed through the leftovers in the fridge until he found a few slices of plain cheese pizza, heated them up, and made his way over to Donnie's lab. Mikey paused at the doorway though, as he heard muttering coming from inside.
"...wonder if it's possible? I bet Draxum would know…"
On the one hand, it was a bit rude to listen in on other people. On the other, it was Doctor Feelings' job to make sure his brothers were living their best lives. Mikey hid a little smile as he knocked on the lab door. Oh, Donnie was going to love the surprise Mikey had in mind for him!
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Donnie stared blankly. "What is this."
Draxum sighed deeply. "If I knew, I would tell you."
The day after Mikey had overheard his brother muttering to himself in his lab, he had invited Draxum over to the lair. Even though relations between the turtles and the sheep-man had improved, they were still not exactly each other's favorite people. That was okay, though! This could be a bonding experience!
Mikey grinned while rocking on his heels. "I just figured my two favorite scientists could get together and talk about science stuff!"
"Hmm…" Donnie glanced over Draxum with a critical eye. He was still in his uniform, having come straight over from his job at the school, and didn't look very much like a scientist at the moment. "I… suppose I did have a few questions for you," admitted Donnie.
Draxum sighed again. "Alright, let's get this over with."
As the two talked, though, Mikey could see them slowly growing more and more excited as they talked with someone who was on a similar level of intelligence. Mikey couldn’t help but grin - even if most of the science jargon was going over his head, he was seeing this as an absolute win.
At least, until he himself was dragged into it.
“I wanted to create ultimate, unbeatable warriors,” explained Draxum, leaning back on a counter in Donnie’s lab. “I hypothesized that combining turtles, animals well known for their defense, and humans, the ultimate pursuit predators, would produce creatures that could never be struck down.”
Donnie nodded intently, taking - was he taking notes? Hopefully that wasn't something Mikey would need to be worried about.
“Once I perfected the mutagen, it would take the best of each species’ qualities, so that they would cover each others’ weaknesses. For example, humans are warm-blooded and do not slow down in the cold, while turtles are far better in water than humans.”
Donnie nodded again, but glanced over at Mikey. “Box turtles aren’t aquatic, though,” he pointed out questioningly.
“True,” said Draxum with a slight smirk, “but I chose four different types of turtles in order to experiment with their unique qualities. Aquatic wasn’t necessarily on the top of my list.” His hand suddenly shot out towards Mikey’s face, and on instinct, he ducked his head into his shell.
“See?” came Draxum’s slightly muffled voice, and Mikey felt a light pat on top of his shell. “I chose this species because of the hinged plastron. It can fold in slightly to completely cover the turtle’s head.”
“Fascinating,” came Donnie’s awed reply. Mikey felt his brother’s hand patting around his shell more insistently, and swatted it away as he pulled his head back out.
Draxum continued, “Another reason for choosing this species is that they can be almost completely frozen, but still fine when thawed.”
Mikey blinked. “Wait, WHAT!?” he squawked, at the same time as Donnie said, “We are not testing that one!”
Mikey looked at his brother in surprise. Not that he thought Donnie would play games with his safety, but he thought the scientist would at least ask to try it out.
On seeing his brother’s look, Donnie explained, “It already happened once when you were young. You pretty much completely shut down, so I guess it's not too surprising that you don't remember. But none of us knew what was happening, and you almost gave poor Dad a heart attack.”
“Oh,” said Mikey quietly, mood thoroughly dampened.
Draxum, never one to read the room, simply barreled onwards. “Speaking of resilience to temperature changes, I assume you sweat?”
“We do,” confirmed Donnie.
Mikey, meanwhile, blinked owlishly at the question. “Obviously? Why wouldn't we?”
“Because normal turtles don't sweat,” Donnie explained. At Mikey’s absolutely gobsmacked look, he continued, “Since they're cold-blooded, there's far less risk of overheating than with, say, a human.”
“Yes, well,” Draxum cut in smoothly, “since I'd planned for you to be moving about quite a lot, I'd hoped that that particular trait would come through, in order to help keep you cool. It's good that your skin ended up more human in that regard.”
Mikey held his arm up and carefully inspected it, as though staring hard enough would cause it to suddenly reveal its secrets.
(It didn't, of course, but that still didn't stop him.)
As the topic moved back away from Mikey himself, he settled back into the comfortable (if unbearably boring) position of a simple observer to their conversation. Donnie and Draxum ended up talking for hours, long enough for dinnertime to roll around, and Mikey finally excused himself to cook. As much as he would've loved to have Draxum stay and eat with them, the tension between him and Leo was still sky-high, (err… maybe that wasn't the best way to describe it, given their history) so Mikey simply packed up a Tupperware and sent Draxum home with a serving of food and a promise to return the container after washing it. This proved to be the right decision when, at dinner, Donnie rambled on about all the interesting information he and Draxum had discussed, and Leo seemed far more receptive to it than if the goat-man himself had been there. Who knows, maybe if Mikey and Donnie could soften Leo’s opinion of him enough, he'd finally forgive him.
Though, Leo really did deserve a proper apology for, y'know, being thrown off a roof.
Even as Donnie shot his hand out towards Mikey’s face in order to show off his hinged plastron, (which they'd all noticed at some point, but never gave much thought to) Mikey couldn't quite regret the hours-long science talk he'd been roped into that day. If mind-numbingly dull discussions of inane facts was what it took to bring his family together, then he'd gladly do it a million times over.
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1: The Question | 2: Spiny Softshell | 3: Red-Eared Slider | 4: Brumation (Extra) | 5: Shedding (Extra) | 6: Alligator Snapper | 7: Ornate Box
#heterothermic#rottmnt#tmnt mikey#tmnt donnie#baron draxum#holy shit i cant believe its finally over#so sorry for the wait but hey i got it out eventually right?#fic#also i'm probably never going to post a whole fic to tumblr like this ever again. it's only ao3 links from here on out#too much upkeep
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i wish the current off-broadway lsoh run would have like, dedicated understudy shows. because like im personally sick and tired of the nonstop stunt castings (its not Bad by any means im just. h) but also i wanna study their performances so bad!!!! espesically the orin et al understudies, i wanna see what teddy yudain and jeff sears do as orin so badly!!!!!!!
#on a completely related note. i am waiting with baited breath for when they finally recast bryce pinkham#i am SICK. of him. its his second (third??? idk) run and hes been here since JULY.#and the worst part is hes HORRIBLE!!!!! no disrespect of course he seems to do fine in other roles. i liked him in a gentleman's guide#but oh my god he is the worst orin ive seen in my entire life#this is coming from someone who's studied dozens and dozens of orin performances#i know precisely how this fucker should be played and bryce pinkham is actively spitting on me and flipping me off#anyway. sorry i dont usually do my real orin rants on tumblr???????? whatevs
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who do i have to kill to get my goddamn hands on a g3 abbey doll at its retail price what the fuck
im more confused than anything because the release dates i find keep changing (june 23 to july 23 to august 23)
but also some people have it in hand or some people are already selling for double the price but also local stores or anything online just arent available
so im just like🧍🏻♀️ what is happening
what am i missing lmfao
#its been out for almost a month WHY ISNT IT IN STORES HERE YET#ive been waiting for this doll to drop since it was teased in like May dude i need her rIGHT NEOW#sorry to international collectors i now understand your pain this is eating me alive lmfao#i want her so bad shes my favorite g3 signature doll so far im like clenching my fists fr#scalpers r selling for like 2-3x the price but i literally cannot find anywhere thats selling for 25$#like WHERE ARE PEOPLE GETTING IT IM SO CONFUSED#the new fearidescant secrets came out immediately (YESTERDAY) why CANT I FIND AN ABBEY UGHHHHH#i had a dream last night that i finally got one n then i wake up and it still ceases to exist#thats how much i think about it. its becoming part of my DREAMS#which really isnt that hard BUT CMONNNN#monster high#abbey bominable#monster high g3
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if an artist says their turnaround time is usually a week and that they should be done with your specific commission by the end of the week, then goes nearly three weeks without saying something, is it OK to ask them for an update on your commission? I'm a bit torn on whether I should wait a whole month
#as someone who takes comms myself if i were me i would have sent an update after being unable to finish it within my turnaround time#just to be like hey heres what ive got so far sorry that this isnt the turnaround time i said it would be in my comms listing#but also im NOT them so 🤷 idk. literally anything could have happened and maybe they cant even use their phone right now#i dont wanna send them an email (even the very politely worded one ive been drafting) bc i dont want to be rude like at all#but also this person didnt get back to me for over a month when i first reached out to commission them so#im starting to see that for the red flag it was#and not like. a sign that they just have so many commissions to do. because it doesnt take long to send an email that says#'sorry im a bit too busy with other comms right now to take yours/work on yours'#i wouldnt have been mad. i would have either waited to comm them or taken my business elsewhere#i also wanna be clear i dont mind long turnarund times ive waited literal months for a comm with no complaints#its just the fact that they promised to finished it (completely unprompted) and then havent... said ANYTHING for WEEKS that seems sus to me#its crossed my mind i may have been scammed since they havent shown me anything more than a sketch#edit: part of the im really regretting comming them is because ive already waited a month to even like finish the TAKING my comm process#since they randomly didnt email me back for weeks right as we were finalizing the details#like i waited a LONG time to even be like 'are you still taking my comm?' bc in my head i was like#'they must have other comms that they havent mentioned (totally valid btw) if i wait the queue will be clear'#and then... yea idk i just dont think that was the case if their turnaround time is actually a week#which is a really short turnaround time anyway imo theyre making it too hard on themself#(funnily enough i have the same turnaround time which is why i know it can be challenging to do it in a week but its also completely doable)#anyway back to the fact i probably got scammed. their 'sketch' though i didnt wamna say it looked VERY much like#they just traced my concept sketch#which 😰
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was thinking about it all day and in regards to the anchor on elaria's hand in the funky city of spirale, the rate at which it is actively trying to end her is probably slowed but not completely gone. because where's the drama in that.
so much like during the dlc, the mark does flare up and causes her pain every so often. it isn't at the point where it'll randomly explode with energy from the fade (not yet) that could damage her and others but it's still something of a nuisance for her to deal with. i imagine she mostly wears like gloves or fingerless gloves on her left hand just so it isn't glowing at every hour of the day and drawing all attention to it. as for the pain, most of the time it's manageable but then sometimes one does have to grip their arm and drop to their knees because my god
#ooc tbt.#was thinking about that line cole says in trespasser#'your hand hurts. a heartbeat not yours hammering to a beat of a song in its final verse. i'm sorry. '#and i am just. just sitting here#i do want to wait to see how veilguard tackles the inquisitor before i update her canon point any further into trespasser so for now she ju#gets to have a troublesome hand but it's f ine
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also.... when will people admit it is SO much harder to win the stanley cup now than it was in the 1960s....... kjfdsfklsdjklf LIKE
#literally THE hardest thing to do these days it feels like. just watching full seasons of hockey#n ppl wanting their team to achieve its former glory. im sorry but there arent just Six Teams anymore lkJFKDS#like it was a different game back then but even if you ignore that aspect . there was LESS COMPETITION ALL AROUND.#AND if we want to talk abt complaining abt the leafs structure.......#leafs fans alive today.. who were born in the 70s/80s/90s... n have been lifelong fans..#have never seen them win as much as this current core has. like just sheer game-to-game wins... top 4 most winning seasons are all w them#like. ignore the playoffs for a minute bc whether they won 3 rounds or 1 round. its not the stanley cup n thats all ppl reduce it to anyway#like if the leafs had a second round curse or a conference final curse. it wouldnt matter to the fanbase bc its not a cup#yk what im saying#anyway.#its all just interesting...... justttt interesting#the goal posts constantly shift when ppl are trying to shit on them abt every little thing but like.#idk.... maybe have a little faith. just Maybe#the caps fans literally sat there forever waiting for a cup with their core like. u can chill just a bit#yes it sucks but. why are u not trying to have fun... its the pessimism. when ppls 'hobbies' become reasons for them to feel pessimistic li#for ur own sake. why are u here bubs
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MARKED FOR DEATH, an eddie/nancy pirate au — rated explicit | chapter three, out now
“You can’t banish me from leaving my own ship,”
“Doctor’s orders,”
Eddie scoffed, moving to stand from his place in the cot he had fallen asleep in, “As your captain, I order you—”
With a hard shove, Eddie was pushed back onto the cot. He glared up at his medic, who didn’t even bother to look at him as she spoke.
“Doctor’s orders take precedence over the orders of a captain—” —Erica took a moment to glance at Eddie before looking out the window near the cot— “—especially when doctor’s orders pertain to the captain’s health.”
#eddie munson fanfiction#nancy wheeler fanfiction#edancy fanfiction#stranger things fanfiction#edancy#stranger things#tv#mystuff#myfics#ITS FINALLY HERE#SORRY FOR THE WAIT
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everytime i think im done ranting i remember something else LMFAO this one is extra long i hit tag limit god mf damn
#self#for instance.....my mom wants me to cut off everyone who is still tied to the school#and im so mad at myself for feeling a certain type of way when the campus manager called me not too long ago basically to tell me she doesnt#trust the girl who did this shit and she wasnt mad at me but was also mad at me for bringing her to her dads house#for reference we were trying to get a cat from the campus managers dads house LMFAO#and i honestly cannot wait to speak to her again and be like 😔 god dammit you were right like you were every single time#i just dont understand the wiring in her head to think the shit she says and does to people is normal and okay and how she doesnt realize it#is literally a mental health break. when i finally told my mom the first thing she said was shes probably off her medication#which.....probably isnt wrong sadly coming from someone who has borderline and very easily can lose it#but the difference is i dont give in to the urges to try to hurt everyone around me in every way i can#and me and her have said before that we thought she might also have borderline because we were very similar#but god damn does she love proving that if she has it its extremely severe or its something else entirely#on an honest note. shes incredibly narcissistic and i know her mom is part of the reason shes that way bc she was given princess treatment#her entire fucking life and then doesnt understand when other people dont treat her the same way#i hate rambling about this and i hate it that it is bothering me so fucking bad but like ???#if youre going to decide that you can put our past aside period and move on then fucking do that and stop bringing the past up as a way to#hurt me and the people around you???? she acts like shes not done horrible fucking things to people. so sorry i wrote a letter that was very#honest at the time. so sorry that when you found out i apologized for it and said i regret it because 2 weeks after my apology i no longer#regret writing it. if its making school a living hell for you....theres probably a reason for that girlfriend#i am not the person who put that shit in your folder#though i seriously fucking doubt its actually in her folder shes probably assuming it is#and youre the one who made a complete ass of yourself to every educator that ever stepped foot in that building#that has nothing to do with me that you are a literal warning given to every new educator!!!! i havent even been in school there in months#yet IM the problem??? how am i the problem when i graduated in fucking january???? everything since then falls on you#AND YET AGAIN! MIGHT I MENTION! IT IS NOT JUST MY LETTER!!! THERES AT LEAST 2 OTHER ONES!!!!!#BECAUSE IM NOT THE ONLY PERSON SHE DOES THIS SHIT TO!!!!#god sometimes i sit back and realize that theres a reason she regresses as a person and i do not#im not going to sit still anymore and let someone walk all over me and she can thank herself for that#shes who taught me that blocking and running as fast as i can doesnt fix anything#so here we are bitch. youre not blocked and im sure youre sitting at home thinking about how youre right about everything
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