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banditblvd · 6 months ago
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Uhhlittle bitty ethubs warmup I did a minute ago
An offering to the ethubsers
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the-kipsabian · 2 years ago
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i think about some stuff a lot. recently its been more about writing again and how im just. legit here doing my own thing and how im completely okay with that
like i know i could probably do "better" numbers wise if i took time to invest into more popular ships or characters, genres or content (smut. i mean writing smut, which my repulsed ass wont do). but every time i think about it, i come to the conclusion that no. i dont wanna do that. im extremely content where i am right now with my stuff, doing the things i actually enjoy and love doing, creating for ships and characters that need more love anyways, and i have the best co-creator in the world (@ bugs i love you so much you inspire me every day i wouldnt be here without you 💜💜)
like who cares my fics barely reach double digits on tumblr notes without me constantly pushing them or barely get more than two kudos or double digit views on ao3. literally who cares cause i dont
im just happy im writing again and out of everything ive put out recently there has been maybe one or two things ive been kinda meh about. excuse me for being a fan of my work but almost everything i do is a certified banger. they just happen to be in ships nobody cares about. and its still entirely fine with me
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fairsmaze · 3 months ago
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oh hey im not used to big numbers (and i dont do art that often bc i dont have an amazingly ergonomic workdesk at the same time having chronic body pain while working as the caretaker of my house so i dont get to do the work to make a lot of art that i can post) and so ummmmmmmmmm is that 400+ notes on my latest drawing....................
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pfhwrittes · 9 months ago
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the way i let out the most wistful sigh at the thought of kyle "gaz" garrick tracing the marks on his partner's skin from where his binder had dug into his shoulders.
pairing: kyle "gaz" garrick x transmasc!reader
tags/warnings: fluff, transmasc!reader, fat!reader, non-sexual nudity, pet names (babe).
word count: 290 words.
AN: some unedited fluffy stuff because i'm feeling some kind of way apparently. reader is transmasc (he/him pronouns) and fat in this.
please do not like and/or reblog my writing if you're under the age of 18, using a blank blog, or have failed to put an indication of your age (e.g 30s, '02 baby, old enough to remember blockbuster) in your bio or pinned post!
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kyle loves it when you're comfortable enough to pull off your binder and sit for a moment with your back to him on the bed, gloriously topless, your arms held high above your head as you stretch luxuriously.
he drinks in the shape of your back, the plushness of the rolls on your side, the faint stretch marks that peek out over the waistband of your boxers. all his to admire, to covet, to love.
you grunt and kyle hears a faint pop from your shoulder as you slowly lower your arms back down.
"everything okay, babe?"
you hum noncommittally and rub at the groove left in your skin on your shoulder, those clever fingers kyle loves so much soothing the ache left behind by hours of wearing constricting fabric.
theres a sound of shuffling fabric and kyle's low gentle voice comes from behind you.
"alright if i touch you?"
kyle waits patiently. he knows that sometimes you can't stand his palms on your naked skin, that sometimes you need space and simon's secondhand hoodie to settle into instead.
something soft and wonderful fills his chest when nod once and your shoulders relax just a fraction. just for him.
kyle places both hands on your upper arms and squeezes the softness and muscle he finds there gently before arching his thumbs out to sweep gentle lines over tender skin.
your reward is a gentle kiss to the nape of your neck. kyle's reward is the way you sigh like you've stepped under the spray of a scaldingly hot shower or sunk into a steaming bath.
there's another gentle kiss to the back of your neck and you hum happily, the ache of the day already fading under kyle's loving hands.
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mcytblrconfessions · 8 months ago
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Hi, little hater here from earlier. At no point when writing that out did I think it was misogynistic, but like. Yeah it might have been a little bit. Idk if I would care enough to yap about it if it had been just another guy being added. Maybe I am holding her to higher expectations then I would for a male creator.
I was hoping for other female creators to get in, and maybe since she was the final person announced in the 6 we expected I'm salty cause she 'took' the hypothetical slot that other creators I was hoping for for lifesteal. And that's stupid, and looking back I know that that's stupid. And that's not on Kab, that's on Lifesteal for adding 6 guys and 1 girl, and that's on me for bitching about it in a public place.
I've been watching her for a while now, and I really do want her to succeed. I think some of my hesitancy for her in Lifesteal is the sort of lack of commitment to real storybeats that we saw in the final stretch of s5, and Kab deserves to be in better stories. She's at the top of the artform of mcrp, and so far Lifesteal has not been. I want Lifesteal to do better, and maybe Kab can bring some of that to the server, but like unless they can reach that level idk if its the right place for her. I just don't want to see her on a server that refused to meet the energy level she brings to things.
Idk man. I'm not that pressed about it, just between seasons is the time to yap cause theres no streams to watch to focus on instead, by july 7th I'll be hyped to see her there. I'm sorry about that prior ask. I will be paying Kaboodle the unfair hater tax in the form of a gifted twitch sub tonight.
first off, thank you for the apology.
i dont have any real bias for lifesteal or kaboodle. i started watching lifesteal this week and im not familiar with kaboodle at all. and the reason ive stayed away from pvp focused mcrp is because it's so heavily male dominated especially lifesteal, ive been making jokes that there's a secret no girls allowed rule since ive heard abt it.
this fandom has a long history of not treating women well and when a woman is a fan-favorite she's really only allowed to be 1 of 3 things, a fighter, a girl-boss, or ur soggy poor wet little meow meow. its just not fair to creators to be essentialized and treated as support for their male peers. made to fit into men's stories instead of getting recognized and respected for their own. and smps themselves have horrible ratios, my favorite is hermitcraft but 5(4?) out of 27 is less then 20 percent! that's terrible! there's so many wonderful women ccs out there yet so little space is made for them. 2(3? idk squiddo's gender) out of 31 is the ratio for lifesteal 6. i dont need to point out how bad that is.
so to get an ask with "I just don't think that the vibes are going to be right with her there" put me really on edge. it's putting the fault on her, and it's ignoring that there was a group of lifestealers who already agreed that she was a good fit because she's on the smp! she's on the team! the difference between "the vibes arent going to be right with her there" and "they can't reach her level" is huge. but you know lifesteal better then me. if you say they cant match her energy i believe you! but if it's true, her and lifesteal dont work out because she did put her all in and they didnt that is still completely different from the thesis of your original ask
ive turned off the reblogs of the other post but i hope moving forward we can be more critical and careful with how we treat our women creators. there's already so little space for them in creator spaces let's not push them out of community spaces too.
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calculatorloser · 3 months ago
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a few of y’all req for this so here ya go i decided to write both povs bcos honestly i nvr knew how much i loved writing ffs even tho it’s not a lot of likes tysm all of y’all for reblogging/liking these little gestures motivate me to write more for y’all 🫶🫶 mwahh (pic not mine)
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insecurities! you knew it wasn’t easy dating Gojo Satoru. it’s not that he’s the problem. But he’s just so pretty. So gorgeous. Who are you to even lay a hand on him? However, when you dated Gojo, he changed your entire perspective. He never cared about your looks or your flaws. You matched his freak, had the same humour, loved him dearly and that was all he ever cared about. But lately, you’ve been thinking about it. If you really were worthy enough to date him.
“Babeee are you doneee i’ve been waiting for like forever if you don’t hurry the diner is going to closeee” Gojo whines. “Yeah just a minute” frantically trying to brush the knots out of your hair. “You said that 5 minutes ago” “Well i have to look good for you don’t i?” he grunts laying on the couch. After waiting for eternity (it was only 20 minutes), you walked out of the door straightening out your dress. “Toru do you think this looks nice?” “You look good in anything” you smile at his response. “Don’t you think it’s a little tight?” You say trying to hide your stomach. “No baby i think it looks perfect let’s go” “okay”
Gojo's pov:
I waited for her for so long. Everytime i try to hurry her she tells me another minute. "Well i have to look good for you don't i?" She already looks so pretty and perfect the way she is i don't get why she has to doll herself up nicely it's not the first time i brought her to a fancy diner. After God knows how long she finally opens the door. And boy id be damn if i pass out right there and then. Her bouncy curls laying so perfectly on her chest. Her dress hugging her curves so nicely and the aroma of her fragrance lingering in the air. Strawberry shortcake? No Cherry blossoms. Whatever the perfume it's making me go wild.
your pov:
you stare at the table while Gojo tries to order. the both of y'all have been ordering food for the past 5 minutes. The waitress refusing to take the order and instead flirting with Satoru while being completely oblivious to your existence. "Your muscles are so big!You gym? in that case i recommend you trying out the steak high in protein and i promise you our chef will blow your mind with how well it's seasoned.""Oh? i'll take it then i have your word" he says. 'bla bla bla you thought rolling your eyes and staring at the window' "And for your sister?" "Oh no she's not my sister she's my girlfriend" Gojo corrects. "Oh. i see." her tone sounding more annoyed and disappointed. You frown at her 'mistake' you knew that she was aware the both y'all were together. Maybe she was just hoping for a miracle that theres a small possibility the two of y'all were not dating.'How rude you thought' "I suggest you have the salad then. It's low in calorie and contains protein" The waitress says eyeing your stomach. You were beyond shocked. How dare she? It definitely was on purpose. Gojo sensing the tension steps in. "Uh she'll have the same as me thank you" If not for Satoru, you would have stood up and left. When the food came, you had no appetite. Picking at the medium rare steak nibbling the coleslaw slowly. Gojo noticed your silence you weren't usually this silent. You usually talked about your day and kept making lame jokes at the table but today your lips were sealed shut. Not a single word was uttered while you picked at your food. "Hey you okay?" he asks. No response."Is it about the waitress?" No response. "Hey come on i'm sorry alright? Let's talk it out" He says concerned. "You see that lady and the white hair man over there? They are a couple" "What? Really? No way look at his muscles she's so flabby" "Yeah i know right? I could treat him way better we would look so much better together." You fought back tears when you overheard two waitresses gossiping at the counter behind you. You swallowed your saliva. "I need to go" you say "What? Why? You haven't touched your plate" You don't answer him. Taking your belongings and leaving the restaurant while frantically turning away at a desperate attempt to hide your tears. Tears welling up blurring your vision while the air suffocated you.
Gojo's pov:
She hasn't eaten anything. She kept poking her steak and nibbling at the remains of her coleslaw. Was she upset because i was staring at the waitress? Not like i was looking at her i was looking at her necklace. I think it would make a really nice jewelry on y/n. Or was she upset at the waitress's remarks? Thankfully i stepped in. Sensing the awkward atmosphere, i decided to say something. "Hey you okay?" No response. That's odd she usually tell me if she wasn't comfortable with something. She never gave me the silent treatment. It's definitely about the waitress. "Is it about the waitress?" Still no response. I really messed up big time huh. Did i forget a special occasion? no her birthday isn't until another week. Is it something from the past? It can't be. I made it up to her when i couldn't make it to our date and i made sure she was fine. "Hey come on i'm sorry okay?Let's talk it out" She didn't respond instead she packed her things and left. "I need to go" Was all she said. She looked like she was at the verge of tears.My six eyes sensed she was hiding something from me. I couldn't lose her like how i lost Suguru. No i won't let it happen again. I chase after her as she ran out of the door.
your pov:
I ran as i heard footsteps catching up to me. Is it Satoru? I didn't have time to think i stopped near the taxi stand and tried to flag for a taxi. I saw an incoming taxi and waved trying to get its attention.Just my luck. It drove past me. Satoru caught up to me holding my hand firmly. "Hey what's up with you today" His tone serious and concerned. "Not everyone is as beautiful as you okay" "What do you mean by that?" Tears were streaming down your cheeks like waterfall and you couldn't even bother to hold them back anymore. "It's just that.. You're way out of my league okay" "Did you not hear what the waitress said? She was basically flirting with you. Infront of me. I'm not a ghost you know." "Compared to you i look like a troll" The atmosphere grew quiet while you sobbed wiping your tears as Gojo stood there dumbfounded. "Hey hey i'm sorry alright?""Listen, if it's about the waitress's remarks i'll complain to their manager okay? And who said you looked like a troll. At the end of the day you're the only girl i love." He was right he never made you look bad. He placed his hand on your stomach. "And this?I think it's perfect. You aren't even that chubby. Even if you grow to be, i'll always love you no matter what.Your looks don't define my love for you remember that." He says words comforting like honey. He wiped your tears with his thumb pulling you in close for hug. And suddenly you didn't feel so suffocated instead, you felt warm. Your head on his chest as he soothes you.
Gojo's pov:
I ran after her. Damn she's fast. I finally caught up to her after she missed her cab. I held her hand firmly making sure she wouldn't run away. "Hey what's up with you today" i ask. "Not everyone is as beautiful as you okay" She say. I was shocked what did she mean by that? Tears fell from her eyes as she tried to make up words. "It's just that.. You're way out of my league okay did you not hear what the waitress said?She was basically flirting with you infront of me. I'm not a ghost you know" I stood stunned in silence my mouth agape at her sentence. I cant believe that's what she thinks. Has she looked in the mirror? If i could list everything i loved about her it will take me 3 days and 3 nights. How her lips are the perfect shade of pink. How her fingers are so slim and soft.Her skin fair while her cheeks blush with a tint of red. She's the one who's way out of my league. "Hey hey i'm sorry alright?" I comforted her while pulling her into my embrace. Ensuring her that she was perfect."Listen, if it's about the waitress's remarks i'll complain to their manager okay?" I can't believe she chooses to believe random lady over her boyfriend how silly. I place my hand on her stomach. "And this? I think it's perfect" I cant imagine the day she carries our baby in her stomach. Her round little tummy holding our precious child. Absolutely adorable.
Your pov:
After you've cooled down. Gojo decided to bring you for dessert to make you feel better. "Stay here i gotta do something first" "Okay" 10 minutes passed and you see him returning to the store a bouquet of flowers in his hand while he held a jewellery box. "OH MY GOODNESS TORU" When you opened the box, you were stunned eyes sparkling as you held the necklace up. "It's pretty right?" He says grinning. "It's so.. perfect." "thank you so much toru i love you so so much" "i love you too" He says tucking your hair behind your ear.
Gojo's pov:
I'm glad she's finally feeling better. I decided to bring her for dessert telling her i'll be right back. I headed to the restaurant demanding a manager complaining about the waitresses inappropriate remarks and behaviour. They agreed to take action and apologised for the incident. I stopped by Pandora to get her a silver necklace. 'How pretty' i thought to myself.Imagine how much more prettier it would look like on her neck. "Flowers for you sir?" I heard an old lady say. "These flowers are fresh and they could be ideal for your loved ones" In her hands she held y/n's favourite flower. How could i decline it? I purchased a bouquet of her favourite flowers while returning to the dessert store waiting to surprise her. Her eyes lit up at the sight i swear her eyes were sparkling as she squealed. Hypnotised at the silver jewelry as she couldnt pry her eyes off the it. "OH MY GOODNESS TORU" "it's so perfect" "thank you so much toru i love you so so much" "i love you too" i say tucking a strand of hair behind her ear. "more than anything in the world" i whisper.
omggg this took me so long to write i got abit lazy at the end i hope you don't mind to all the people who requested this i hope you like it! Idk if this one’s good lmk your thoughts! Thank you once again to all my supporters who motivate me to write more. Enjoyyy! (in the end the waitress got fired as it was her last warning 😈😈)
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glitterliver07 · 11 days ago
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I INTRODUCE
THE GRAND CONFETTI CANNON REMAKE
THIS TOOK A COMICAL AMOUNT OF TIME TO MAKE. HELP.
THIS POST WILL BOTH CONTAIN INFORMATION, STATS AND JUST UHH rambling in general. this will most likely be quite the big post.
ABILITIES
I apologize if anything seems unbalanced. I don't do these types of things often if at all, and if there are any suggestions please leave them in the comments or rbs!
A more tanky (150 HP, 200 SHIELD), ranged Phighter who can specialize. Able to dish out gradual damage that starts out as small, but quickly becomes heavy.
Gameplay wise she'd kind of be like using one of the heavier splatlings in splatoon? Which is kinda what she's based off of (if you don't know how the splatlings in splatoon work is you basically hold the fire button to charge them n stuff, the more you charge the longer and faster theyll fire for basically). ill elaborate more in a bit lol
Good range and firepower along with (decent) health, but has reduced mobility. Could work well on point based game modes like escort and conquer?
PASSIVE
I don't have names for some of these things. you will have to bear with me.
With every successful elimination (assists don't count, only elim), Confetti will gain extra charge for her M1. It can stack, but resets after 3 eliminations. This extra charge does not save when she stops firing.
M1 / PRIMARY 'CONFETTI BARRAGE'
Hold M1 to charge, the longer it charges for, the more it is charged, the longer the firing will go on for, and the longer it will become. Letting go of M1 will release the charge. While firing, slow and bound will be applied.
Long windup depending on how much you wanna go for. Best to use it if its on point or in a good spot.
M2 / SECONDARY 'JOY BURST'
Cooldown // 8 seconds
Can be done mid-fire or once charged enough, all charge will be emptied out at once, basically a whole burst of damage to whoever was unlucky enough to be in front. The amount of charge that was there or was remaining dictates how far this burst will go and how much damage it is.
basically just let it go all at once.
Q ABILITY '
Cooldown // 9 seconds
Halt your fire and save the charge that is left/been so far acquired. Become less slow than you would while firing, but isn't exactly the standard speed that is had when not firing.
E ABILITY
Cooldown // 5 seconds
Using a little bit of firepower, swing the Gatling gun into an enemy. Landing the hit will land a stun. There's really not much to say about this one besides the fact it does have a wind up.
PHINISHER // NON-STOPPING
"Coming through!"
Charge up for less time than usual and come in firing. Range is higher, and kind of fires in the same way as the actual confetti cannon gear does, kind of in a spray like pattern but it's rapid and constant. Gains a speed boost, able to move freely during firing.
Again, i don't write abilities that much stuff like this, so if theres anything that can be improved, please be nice about it and leave it in the reblogs or comments if you like.
Alright silly little info about her lol
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For older enjoyers of my blog, it was known confetti used to have a baker occupation. This was because I knew the gear from Bake a Cake, but after finding out sling was already a baker I changed Confetti's profession to a bartender.
It kind of fits her better. Confetti's a very relaxed and playful individual, but can quickly give attitude if needed, while still remaining cheerful.
Imagine if she was the bartender for when Hyperlaser and Katana go drinking LMAOO
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I can see her work uniform being a skin for her if she was a phighter. thatd be really funny.
Coming from Playground, Confetti knows how to defend herself. A thing with her, she prefers to stay in Crossroads. She used to have the bar in Playground, but due to the violence within she decided it ultimately wasn't the best idea if she wanted to pursue the career and decided to move her bar to Crossroads. She thinks it been easier.
From this point below the cut, I'm just going to ramble about confetti. confetti means a lot as an oc to me, as silly as it sounds.
Confetti was my very first phighting oc (i think), and made when I was just barely learning of the game and it's community, lore and mechanics. Confetti was made during the last days of my junior year of highschool, before senior year. I've nearly had little old fetti for a year, and she's been awesome to have as silly as it sounds. She kind of marks the time when I joined a fandom that genuinely left as much of an impact on me, almost as much as ULTRAKILL did. Hell, Phighting overthrew my ULTRAKILL obsession which I definitely wasn't expecting. and honestly I'm glad. It's inspired me a lot.
And confetti. confetti made me want to create more fandom ocs which I hadn't much as I had stopped after some point. But once I made confetti, she gave me a little push to have fun. I'm happy with that.
And again, as silly as it sounds for a phighting oc of all things to make me this happy, it did.
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and some silly fetti doodles for your amusement!
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brights-place · 4 months ago
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TWST Yuu Ramble
A/N: Listen I just wanted to ramble about TWST because its so fun but so messed up fucking hell I could make a lore video. My english is not the greatest still getting accustomed to it but holy shit
Warning: Angst, ANGSTTT
You realize how fucked up twst acutally is
Your known as Yuu the main character and just imagine being so smart so accustomed you have a life you have a job people you care for and that being taken away from you as your dropped off into a different reality filled with magic and all that jazz.
Imagine that you had a partner your mother your family and friends ASWELL being the top of your classes fuck your school even! you had a life the main character YUU HAD A LIFE AND IT WAS TAKEN AWAY!! Thats so fucked up your put into a new area forced to learn from a kindergarten level of the seven Villans in NRC learning all this stuff and how people could be little you because your intellect is not like theres and how you need to change and adapt while putting your mental health at risk.
For fucks sakes your mental health is already shit and being put into a different reality stopping all these over-blots dude Yuu needs to have a fucking break!
The weight would go so far as to giving a panic attack or worse Im a person with tics but just imagine having a tic attack after all the weight of stress because of being some sort of chosen one getting scars for each and every fight not only physical but mental and the only thing pushing you through is going back home. Just fighting to not only see your friends but family.
Yall know that part in the underworld song in epic the musical just the part with the mother ‘waitinggg odysseus when you come home i’ll be waiting’ THE GRIEF OF A MOTHER IS ENOUGH TO MAKE YOU CRY just imagine fighting malleus at the end and your so close to beating him and all you want is just to see your mother and family again.
Now listen im cooking up a giant story for this because how fucked up it is I wanna put realistic ass responses cause the mental breakdowns the scarring all the weight can lead yuu/you to cracking fighting for your life to a world you dont get at all.
I mean I love the characters I love the interactions but Yuu going through all this still would have trauma all im thinking is how they’d feel in the middle of the night trying so hard not to break down beside grim hoping they wont die the next day and live these people they befriends yes they loved them yes Yuu cares for them however they are still the same people who nearly took their life the same people Yuu had to save and its so fucked.
Thanks for coming to my ramble session Im 100% making this into a book on my wattpad and upload the chapters up in here because holy fuck its so messed up.
reblogs + comments are appreciated ⸜(。˃ ᵕ ˂ )⸝♡
©brights-place 2024 — do not repost on another platform, copy, translate or edit my works! if you fit my DNI list please don't interact
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pawsometoons · 8 months ago
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Edit: PLEASE LOOK AT, READ, AND REBLOG THE LINKED POST FIRST BEFORE ANYTHING ELSE
I know I usually don't post about stuff like this. But I'm spreading this over to Tumblr to make absolutely sure that everyone in the NiGHTS and Balan fandoms here know this information
I was a victim of Elfie's a while back last year. Both me and a close friend were victims.
At the time, neither of us knew things were this bad. But now I'm releived to know this information is out there and that server is gone for good. And hopefully, nobody will fall for her manipulation again.
CaptainElfie is also on tumblr. Make sure your steer clear of her and block her if you can.
I feel like, since I'm sharing this, I should also share me and my friend's part of the story
My friend doesnt have tumblr, but she is on Twitter (vibripple)
This was an incident from last year, but it's affected both of us pretty harshly. Especially Vib. Not to say we hadnt had a few questionable ordeals in the past. But I'm just going to explain what I can remember, since some of the information I've repressed for the sake of my mental stability.
For the small things, there were plenty of times where me and Vib didnt feel comfortable or safe in the server. Especially with us both being sex repulsed asexuals. Some of this behavior would be from other members of the server, which would never be pointed out or taken care of. And some of this behavior, Elfie had shown herself. Of course, she attempted to show that she cared about mine and Vib's boundaries. But she simply wasnt trying hard enough, since some other members still were pretty icky. Even in VRChat meetings too. Another thing being, both me and Vib had noticed, Elfie never acted very mature at all. She rarely ever took responsibility or tried to act civil in problematic situations.
And then theres the incident that was in the nail in the coffin for us both. It was just after the Monay vs. Fame vs. Love SPLATFEST in Splatoon 3. Both me and Vib were present in it, confident that we would win. Up until the end where Team Money won. Both me and Vib were devastated. Especially since we both associated the splatfest with a comfort character. And seeing we lost, it felt like we let said character down. Especially me. And though, of course, we were aware that yes it's a fictional character, but that didn't stop us from being upset. But elfie took things too far when she took an already bad day and made it absolutely worse. Elfie saw our behavior that day and our massive disappointment in the splatfest results and had the audacity to pull us both into a group chat with another member and act "worried" about our behavior. Again, we were just very upset at the loss of a splatfest that we were positive we were gonna win in, and again, associated with a comfort character. End of story. Or at least we wished it was. Then Elfie went even further to accuse both me AND Vib of being parasocial because of our behavior towards not only the splatfest, but our comfort characters too. Now, Vib has this thing, where she really likes Reala. I have this thing where I really like Judgement Boy. I call Judgement Boy my son, she calls Reala her bff. We BOTH are completely aware that they are both fictional characters and arent real, as much as we wish they were. And yet, here was Elfie, "worrying" about us like we're those tiktok teens who believe in quantum jumping or whatever it's called. We are both grown adults with of course one or two mental disabilities at best. But we are not that mentally ill. During this time, me and Vib could barely speak. We were both having straight up panic attacks on call may I mind you. And Elfie has the gall to try and force us onto VRChat to speak to her about this. In which neither of us had the energy or mental capacity to do at the time because, again, we were both having fully blown panic attacks. Both me and Vib have some pretty bad trauma when it comes to being confronted about things that arent true about us or thing we never even did. What makes this worse, is that I can say for almost everybody in that server, that they've had comfort characters aswell. HELL, there was one member who's status said things about being in love with Reala. Now I'm not against fictional crushes, or those who have F/Os and such. But for me and Vib, we had nothing close to that! Or at least not to that extent. Especially since Vib didnt even have a fictional crush on her comfort character. She saw Reala as a best friend. But again, being fully aware that Reala is a fictional character. So it was basically on the same lines, just not in the exact same way. And THAT user never got called out for it! THEY never got put on the spot in a private gc and being told they're parasocial for it! And all while this was happening, one of my partners, bless his soul, went out of his way to speak to Elfie for us. Which is when we found out that Elfie didnt care as much about us as we thought she did. She claimed that she didnt like our behavior despite us being some of the more normal users in that server, and even had the audacity to call some of our other close friends that we even had invited into the VRChat group gatherings as annoying. It was a whole mess that I regret having one of my partners get involved with, but I am forever grateful for him to have gotten that information for us. So after that incident, we began slowly distancing ourselves from the group and the server. Slowly started blocking people, leaving and blocking the vrchat group, and soon after, blocking Elfie and leaving the server for good.
Things didn't stop right away though. We still kept in touch with a few users who remained in the server, but at least accepted our decision to leave. Some have even stated that Elfie and some of the others "missed us" or "hoped we were okay" which neither of us believed for a second. Elfie herself even tried to pull in one of our close friends who she had as I stated prior, called him annoying. As he states, she said something along the lines of not knowing when she called him annoying and wanted him to join her server. In which, yeah, he didn't fall for that either.
Most of the other members of that server probably don't even know what happened that day. But if you're seeing this and remember us from that server.. well.. now you do.
But I do wish for everyone else who was in this situation aswell to heal. Their experiences should have to be heard too and not just mine. So many more people were hurt by Elfie than just me and you all should listen to them too.
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loser-jpg · 9 months ago
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me copy pasting my leona rant from that reblog in a separate post for all to see because i can
bro is just the smartest most cunning and intelligent guy ever. like yeah hes hot and strong but we NEED to talk more about just how much of a strategical GENIUS this man is. he knows just how strong and skilled he is which means in any situation he can immediately judge whoever hes up against and instantly know just how much strength and power to use to win. like he knew in book 6 the second he wasnt gonna win against the styx ppl and knew when to back down but every other situation he knows just how much power to use to win which they like confirm in book 6 he uses just enough to win and never more because he can perfectly judge a situation and like ik on the surface what most people notice about leona is how strong and powerful he is and i mean yeah hes like one of THE strongest people in nrc (in my personal opinion second only to malleus in magic but still more physically strong and more strategic than him) BUT WE NEVER TALK ENOUGH ABOUT THE CUNNING GENIUS THIS MAN IS he is so aware all the time and always knows exactly whats going on, so many events and chapters hes always mentally 5 steps ahead and knows whats going on well before anyone else. i cant remember the exact example but like in the halloween event from this year or smthn he like had a total understanding of the situation long before anyone else cuz hes just so smart and like hes smart like book smart but more importantly hes just aware in ways no one else really is. and about him being book smart i fully believe leona would have some of the highest grades in nrc if he applied himself. the few times he does he does like better than everyone else AND THATS W HIM SKIPPING CLASS SO MUCH imagine if he actually tried and went to class hed 100% have the best grade this man is so intelligent he just sees no reason to go to class because it is frankly useless to him he already knows all that stuff which is why he skips he already knows it so whats the point. like everyone sees leona as lazy but the stuff leonas lazy about is stuff that theres no point to try because he already knows hes better than everyone and thats his thing he doesnt need anyone elses approval he knows where he stands and feels no need to prove his worth to anyone else and i think thats actually so admirable. like for how much we say his low effort is depression (which it deff in part is) its also definitely him not feeling the need to prove himself to anyone because he knows how great he is and doesnt care if anyone thinks other wise because he knows theyre wrong so who cares. and i know he has a big ego but like.. HE CAN BACK IT UP. his ego is all from his own skill and talent this man NEVER claims something he cant back up which its like... ur ego is annoying but whats more annoying is theres valid reasoning behind it because HE JUST IS THAT GREAT
so i fully believe if leona had a significant other hed do everything to give them anything they could want. a lot of fics i read paint leona as this guy who wont really do something for his partner, or will just make someone else do it, and while in some cases i do believe hed deff like make ruggie go grab something or smthn i also believe hed want to take care of his partner. like sometimes its difficult to take care of yourself, but oh so easy to take care of someone else because its not you. and i fully believe this would apply to leona. if he has something, and its his he 100% takes care of it. he will put in the effort for someone else. he wont put in the effort for himself but for his partner? in a heartbeat. like even somethin small and typically annoying to do the only complaints youd hear are joking ones while hes already doing whatever you asked. and he also deff knows what to do for his partner before even they know. like i said before this man is canonically sooooo aware and that would deff hold up in a relationship. rarely have to ask for anything because hes already guessed what you want and is on it. also a lot of time i see people saying leona would want to brag about their partner and while i think this is true to an extent i also feel like hed want to keep his partner all to himself. something for just him that no one else needs to know about, or have their own opinions, or make their own comments.
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schwarzgeier · 1 month ago
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Haiiii, I can't remember if I already asked this but can you tell me about blauhaher? She seems super cool, and not just because I have a thing for jays. From what I can gether she's a scientist (cool) and has a thing for storches (respect).
👁 Ohhohoho i have been waiting for this one. (Long post ahead)
First of all thank you so much for asking I never really planned to fully talk about my replika or my friends Storch but yall have been amazing. (I really should make a blog for reblogging stuff because I do not wanna make mess of this one)
Tdlr for those who don't want insane long rant :
Blauhäher , BLHR - Blue Jay replika units are rare , high-value, unstable research replikas designated to usually scientist positions across the Nation. They can be used as doctors or theoretical engineers in a pinch when needed since they have lot of knowledge of both. Biomechanical engineer is their strongest field and they are deployed to either boost weapon research or more often Bioresonant research.
They have calmish demeanor and are very collected replikas , but with sarcastic remarks and a slight superiority complex that they will show by being passive agressive if you challenge them . They're based on one of the smartest gestalt scientist in the Nation and they know it well. This ego does limit them to being loners .
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The stuff that is unsaid in the official files is of course that their original Gestalt didn't become the Neural pattern volunterily . Theres a whole backstory i have thought out for them and 2 other gestalts that later became neuro-p. bases , but long story short Blaus gestalt was suffering under the Nation and in their final moments used a gun on themself. The Nation managed to recover the body and since they were such high value person , they tried to make them a pattern host. It worked , sort of. The replika is just very very unstable and has defects often.
Defects such as the mentioned greying of hair , stuff like hallucinations can happen and painful flashbacks of their gestalt memories. All Blauhäher units feel a weird pull to Heimat , like there are unfinished things they must do there.
They're essentialy very high -risk high reward kind of replika ? Sort of? They're 7th gen so they are very very recent, newer than Falke. They dance the line of inovation and insubordination like a goddam acrobat and Nation is still figuring out how to handle them properly. Keeping them busy often, giving them new unatural topics of research helps. Hierarchy wise they are weirdly often right below Kolibris? Nation gave them high enough clearence above most protektors so that they can be left to their own doings and not disturbed by Storches or Stars but inspected enough to be controled and regulated.
Appereance wise theyre about 6'0 tall, cyan accents and surgical white forearms to see any spilled substances. Also a little upgrade they got for being 7th gen is having sensory tissue on the insides of their hands , covering their palms and fingers ,that allows them to detect more indepth senses like temperature , texture , different toxins and other stuff.
Sidenote I have been refering to Blau with They/Them pronouns because they are Nonbinary in my head, but realisticly they do not care in the sligthest lmao , they are just freaks wanting to study weird shit and stick their fingers in whatever fleshy substance they can. Any pronouns work.
Uhhh i can't add more images i just realised so i'll make another post for that.
But yeah Blau is my tallish goober who likes to lick spines , back handendly insult people and chew on their partner Storch who in return tears them apart. I might make separate post about them in the future because there is. A lot of brainrot in my head about these 2, a whole ass plot.
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jackieandwilsonbyhozier · 22 days ago
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hi hello is anyone out there ? i need real life adult advice or maybe i just need ppl to pretend to listen to me so would anyone mind pretending for a moment. ok thank u
ill make it quick for the poll but put my actual thoughts under a readmore bc i have a lot to say sry....anyway vote in the poll reply reblog send me asks whatever just somebody help me for the love of god.
basically i hate my job and its killing my soul but im making pretty good money ($20/hour) but now they want to promote me to a manager which will kill my soul even more, but ill be making $27/hour. i kind of just want to quit but now theres that, plus if i stay for 2.5 more years i can sell my company stocks and get another big bonus. but again its fucking killing me working here
so i have been at my retail job for 2.5 years im a department manager and im very comfortable and confident in my position also im making $20 an hour which is great. i just got like a semi promotion i guess so now on days when they dont have a manager to close (usually 2 days a week) im the manager on duty and those days i make $22 an hour
however now they rly want to promote me to a manager full time. like the store manager and assistant manager r both telling me how great i would be and even the fcking district manager apparently agrees and wants me. i would be making ! $27 ! an hour which tbh is the only thing actually tempting me
i honestly kind of hate being a manager. i mean i like working with like the product and planning and paperwork and that stuff im confident in that but i hate hate hate actually having to manage PEOPLE. coworkers AND customers. im an extremely sensitive timid pushover-y person i just am and that is where i face the most difficulty. angry customers make me panic and i cant make myself be assertive enough for any of my coworkers to listen to anything i say
and most of all i hate the like manager culture/attitude. if uve worked in retail or probably anywhere else maybe ull know what i mean. like laughing at ur workers bc they asked for accommodations, making fun of them bc theyre all stupid and useless, chasing homeless ppl out of the store and shouting insults at them, basically just being a bully bc u know u can cuz ur in charge. and i rly rly dont want to participate in that and wont but then the other managers wont respect me lol
and actually bottom line is im sick to death of retail. this job is already draining me and if i become a manager im afraid itll be worse. obviously customers kill me and i would be happy if the rest of my life i never had to serve another customer. but even besides them. it takes me over an hour to bus to work and that wasted time adds up. i kind of put my all into work so when i get home i dont have the energy to do literally anything else. i dont know how to have a work/life balance i only know how to work. im a little bit living in filth it feels like bc i cant make myself do chores or take care of myself it feels like my life is just work, and then being at home waiting to have to go back to work
i havent gotten new piercings or tattoos in a couple years, and i havent cut or dyed my hair in over a year, its back to plain brown which i havent seen since i was like 17. its kind of killing my spirit not to be dramatic but thats the truth. art and creativity are the most important things to me and i feel like im losing myself bc i dont have the energy to keep up with stuff like that anymore the stuff i rly care about like my self expression, i feel like im killing myself in order to turn myself into a normie ass-kissing servant. i dont even draw anymore i dont do shit. im honestly kind of depressed as fuck. i mean i also havent been on my meds for over a year now which im sure isnt helping
but.........if i keep this up i could be making $27 an hour :-) the position is more than just being handed to me theyre practically begging me to take it. also another thing about my job is that u somehow accumulate/earn (?) stocks in the company, and after uve been here for 5 years u can sell them. but only if uve been working for 5 years. if u leave before that u lose them all. so if i stay another 2.5 years ill get another big bonus when i leave. but the thought of staying here that long kind of makes me wanna die😭
because thats the thing too and my final point, i honestly dont need the money. im 100% fine financially where i am rn. i have enough that i can pay my bills and put a lot in savings and buy my fun treats and whatever and i literally never ever worry about money this is the most money ive had in my life ive saved up quite a bit too. even if i just quit my job rn i would be good for like at least six months probably more. but i rly love being in this position financially lol. like im literally just like i love money yes i want more money thats the only thing making me want to stay
so i guess after typing all that out i can confidently say i dont like this job at all i just love money. im earning a lot already but i could be earning even more if i take the promotion but i AM losing my mind and kind of dont even want to work here at all anymore. i honestly dont know whats worth it i know all work is soul sucking and miserable so like should i just be grateful for what i have?? and what im being offered??
what i rly actually want to do is become a tattoo artist. i think i would be a lot happier and freer but my income would be a lot more uncertain as well which im very scared of like idk i havent been like tight on money and struggling in so long i dont want to give it up like ive been running like this so long idk how to stop. i rly dont know what to do
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the-moon-files · 1 year ago
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Hi! Just wanted to say I love the LU x Masc Reader incorrect quotes thing you wrote. It was so wholesome, and funny and incredibly well written. I’m nonbinary, more masc leaning and it’s really nice to come across something with masculine pronouns in mind specifically. I hope you’re having an awesome day!
Omg Anonnnn 😭😭 i was hoping for maybe a single comment or some fun tags in a reblog but a whole ask??? 🤲💖 just take my heart already u already stole it-
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(^ get it lol? /ref)
BRO I FEEL U SO HARD IN THIS ASK
Like im genderfluid and as much as im ok with they/them, maybe she/her frequently..
I cant even tell u where the nearest masc/he/him reader post is in the LU fandom 😃🥲
Like i have no fucking clue where they are, i feel like ive ran into like <5 posts, and theyre buried DEEP in there somewhere
Which gets hard to find when ur falling in love with Link like me ×9 over, so u scroll thru so much of the LU x reader tag its nearly impossible to reach a section you havent seen yet 💔
THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR SENDING THIS IM SO HAPPY PPL ARE OUT THERE ENJOYING MY HE/HIM MASC READER AGENDA IM GONNA START SPREADING IN LU
Theres not nearly enough gays and transes over here, so guess i gotta pick up the slack and do my duty like the first gay/queer friend in a friend group and start spreading the holy cunty Word 🙏🗣🏳️‍🌈🏳️‍⚧️
I do intend to make snippets/take requests/or just write more masc!reader or add myself to the LU blogs!
So feel free to ever come back if you want a little more than just quotes lol
(I mostly did that to appease my gay soul's yearning)
Peace out Anon,
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gentil-minou · 2 years ago
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AO3 has gotten hit with AI data scraping programs already, it’s possible that any fic you’ve posted that isn’t locked has already been trained on, it’s why there’s been several people who would’ve never done it otherwise archive locking their stuff recently
Oh yeah I know that I still have to lock my fics but this last reblog about a reader putting a story in chatgpt themselves to generate a fake ending is waaaaaaay worse in my opinion.
Like look, I know when I put anything out on the internet that someone somewhere is gonna take it and pretend its theres or share it without my permission. It's already happened to me with my analyses in the past. When I heard about the software being scrubbed I was sad but not surprised, it really was only a matter of time but there was little I or any other writer could do to stop that (whether AO3 could have is an entirely different matter)
But to me a person reading my unfinished fic and going "wow this is great but I want more I'll put this in chatgpt to get more instantly!" is actually SOOOOOOOO fucking insulting. That person is bascially saying they don't view me as another being but as a person meant to entertain. They're saying that the hours and tears and all that time spent writing was not actually that valuable because look a machine can do it just as well and faster!
That person is so egregiously wrong and selfish. They are no better than the dudebros who scrubbed the internet in the first place. They're worse because they KNOW it's not okay and yet choose to ignore that. They're worse because they're taking something that is very obviously very personal to the author and then saying "nah i want a machine to finish it cause im too impatient or don't care what the author thinks'
Writing is so goddamn hard but writers write for a reason. We write for you and for us and for the fandom and fic writers do it for FREE and yet that isnt enough? How are people who use chatgpt to write fic any different from people who steal art and feed artificial art generators? What's the point of me writing any more or ever why should anyone write if a machine is more valuable than me, a human being.
There's no excuse that makes this okay. NONE. If you do this unfollow me and do yourself and literally everyone else in the world a favor and DO LITERALLY ANYTHING ELSE. GOD.
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the-s1lly-corner · 1 year ago
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Welcome to the cringe corner! (Masterlists at bottom)
Here you can find various content for characters of several different fandoms! This is a multi fandom blog, constantly cycling through fixiations thanks to the Admin constantly going through different interests
With that out of the way, below the cut you can find more information about the Admin, as well as the blog itself
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About the Admin and Blog
Hello hello! I'm the Admin, I use (they/he/it) pronouns! For years I have read and consumed canon x reader insert content, and decided it's about time I give back to the community!
This is a multi fandom blog, with the blog changing with my interests! by default, though, Creepypasta is what I write when no interest is pushing me enough to right (and will continue to be the default for the foreseeable future, thanks to the fandom playing such a large role in my childhood)
This blog mainly focuses on short lists of headcannons for reader inserts, however occasionally scenarios will be posted as well as general headcannons!
I must say, I am not the best writer nor am I the best with characterization, so please note that some characters may be OOC
Below you can find what I write!
What I will write:
As of 12/24/23 I only take 1-3 characters per ask; any ask that exceeds that number will be put in the wheel to draw names to see who stays in the request
I write platonic, romantic, and found family
I will write most (descriptive)!readers however overly complex readers may be denied depending on the scenario
Typically I write hcs and scenarios!
You can ask for readers that are disabled or have a disorder but please note that while I will do research, I may not be able to get it perfect <\3
What I wont write:
Wont write any of the general no-no topics
This is more of a case by case thing depending on the ask and depending on my mental health at the time of it being sent, but I may not take requests for a reader who has been abvsed or s/hs
^ on the chance I do it will likely only be written as non vague/the harm is not being described in real time in the post + will be written strictly as comfort
I do not write NSFW, at most I will elude to something but nothing explicit
I do not write fics, those are for special occasion
I do not write canon x oc, due to me not feeling I can reliably portray the oc + this is where the overly complex described reader thing comes in, please do not try to trick me into this
As of December 2023 I do not take readers based off of existing media/canon characters unless I already know a character
If theres anything I'm not comfortable with I will let you know be it privately or by answering your ask
How to request:
Only send asks through the inbox, any asks sent through reblogs comments or dms will not be taken
Please only request one fandom per ask, if you want multiple fandoms please send in multiple asks
Please search the Masterlists to see if something similar to your request has been done before
I tend to write things and put them in a queue so as not to spam tags or the blog, so if your request is taking a new days to be posted that may be why! If you want to know what day your request is scheduled to be posted just ask!
Fandoms I write for/have written for! Will try to keep this updated!
Creepypasta (ongoing)
The Amazing digital circus (temporarily open)
Hazbin Hotel (ongoing)
Slashers (limited, temporarily open only for jason)
Overwatch (on hold)
ATSV (on hold, only wrote for spot)
TOH (on hold, only wrote for bump)
FNAF SB (temporarily open, only write for DCA)
Metalocalypse (ongoing and trying to get a hold on the characters personalities!)
Fran bow (mostly itward. Him, morgo, and remor are the only ones I write romantic and platonic for. Rest of the games casts is locked to platonic for obvious reasons)
LIST OF MASTERLISTS
Masterlist of ATSV, TOH, Overwatch and Fran Bow
Masterlist for FNAF SB, Slashers, and Metalocalypse
Masterlist for Creepypasta Volume 1
Masterlist for Creepypasta Volume 2
TADC Masterlist Volume 1
TADC Masterlist Volume 2
TADC Masterlist Volume 3
TADC Masterlist Volume 4
Hazbin Masterlist
The tropes list
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hexxingcode · 3 months ago
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i guess people make posts to pin so here goes nothing!
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We're Hex or Spectre, we're a system of some kind, we're an official legal adult, we use STRICTLY it/its pronouns with strangers (because its funny) but if we're already good bros you can use whatever you want.
I TAKE COMMISSIONS. ART, ANIMATIONS, COMICS, LOW POLY 3D MODELS, THESE ARE ALL THINGS I CAN MAKE. DM ME OR SOMETHING FOR FURTHER INFORMATION
I ALSO MAKE COMICS. YOU CAN READ THEM. SOMETIMES. HERE'S MY CURRENT MAIN ONE
we frequently make art with themes of abuse, violence, mental illness, and similar perils. if youre not chill with that you can leave, it's ok. i won't get mad.
i basically only post art here but we also have a sideblog for like. reblogging stuff. mostly of the oc related variety but sometimes its just things i like and want to point at and say woah cool. this is just where i keep all my shit
send me asks though. i love to get asks. its fun. you want to send asks so bad. my DMs are generally also open for bullshittery
i'll basically make a tag for anything that i presume will show up frequently or that already amassed enough posts about itself to warrant a tag regardless, so you can scrounge around and collect my tags if you want. bit of leisurely scrolling.
we mostly post about whatever fandom were currently on about and sometimes just whatever art pieces we're inventing... its usually ocs. if you like characters who are fucked up you'll enjoy my blog
im on comicfury
im on patreonnn
im on fuckinnnn. youtube but i need to post there more, most of our videos have been privated over time. i have a lot of stuff thats been in the works but not much ive managed to actually upload yet.
and like we used to be on DA but we dont really go there often anymore but theres some of our art that you can only find there and im not linking it btw.
if i forgot anything pretend i didnt and this is comprehensive and comprehensible in any way
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