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you've been touching him a lot since he got back.
itoshi sae doesn't do anything about it — doesn't dissuade you from tugging at his sleeve or sliding his jacket zipper back and forth while you talk. doesn't comment or bring your attention to it.
but he watches.
you've been around him a lot since his plane landed, making up for all the time he's spent abroad, as if your daily chat threads haven't been enough. most of the time it's just the two of you, the way it used to be. sometimes his brother is around, though thankfully it doesn't seem like you've gotten any closer to rin since sae left.
other times there's a group, mostly your friends, a mix of guys and girls who don't seem to know what to do with themselves around him. sae is used to this — fame brings strange things to light — but you treat him as you always have, except for the touching.
you don't touch anyone else.
it makes him think.
sae has his reasons. he's never let your relationship get past that line, drawn in the sand. he's a professional football player on the other side of the world, and you have a life here. you have friends (even though you still call him your best friend), you have a job (that you complain about all the time), you have family (that can't be bothered to ever congratulate you on anything).
it wouldn't be right — to make you leave. to take you away. not when he needs to focus on being the best in the world.
(he is the best in the world. all those years ago he showed the U-20 team in japan the difference between them, the way the most they could hope for was dating a gravure model. sae never cared about that aspect. he already had you.)
he lets you touch him, but he doesn't touch you back. he keeps you at arm's length — where you're safe.
and then you ask him to be your wingman.
someone else — touching you? kissing you? having you? unthinkable. sae steps out of the shower and barely dries off before pulling on his briefs and pants. steps into his room and there you are, sitting on his bed, looking good, if a little sad.
he considers telling you to get your passport updated and catches the way your eyes trail down his form. maybe this conversation would be easier if he's wearing a shirt — your gaze is too heated, too distracting. you probably think you're being sneaky, hiding your feelings as best as you can, but sae knows you.
and your casual touches are ocean waves washing that line in the sand away.
sae walks towards his closet when it happens again. your finger in his belt loop, stopping him in his tracks. "what?"
"you were ignoring me," you say. "i asked if my outfit is okay."
your outfit is more than okay. "i would have told you to change if it wasn't."
"if you're going to be my wingman, shouldn't you hype me up?" you huff.
sae feels his jaw clench at the reminder. "no," he says, and his tone comes out cold. you don't seem to notice, falling back on his bed and testing every bit of self control in his grasp. "this is a waste of time."
he goes to pull on a shirt before he does something drastic. you're saying something, but it hardly matters when his flight leaves if you'll be on the plane with him. you've covered your eyes with your forearm, so you miss the way he pauses at the foot of the bed, teal eyes drinking in your form splayed out so defenselessly.
sae climbs over you silently, knees nudging yours apart, hands planted on either side of your body. "this is a waste of time," he repeats, watching with amusement as you take in his position. a blush sweeps across your face, but you don't push him off. that's a good sign, at least.
"what, you think i'm not worth being a wingman for?" you ask. silly. you have no idea.
and then you reach for his belt loops again, as if that's a totally normal thing to do and not something that drives him a little nuts every time. sae prides himself on his control, though, so he doesn't lean down to kiss you just yet.
"tell me," sae says, "have you become this touchy with all your friends since i've been gone?"
"n-no?"
it's cute, how wide your eyes get. sae leans down a little closer. feels your breaths on his lips. still doesn't kiss you — yet. "then i won't be your wingman. you don't need one."
"why not?"
do you know how breathless you sound? sae considers his apartment in spain, how he'll need to make sure the bedroom doesn't share any walls with the neighbors. the way you sound is all for him and him alone.
"because you have a boyfriend, now."
(companion piece to this)
#bllk x reader#blue lock x reader#itoshi sae x reader#itoshi sae#fuji writes fic#idk man idk#i wanted to get into his head and idk!!!#lmk if this needs other tag warnings
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I personally quite like shipping billford, but I don't like romanticizing it. I like thinking about dark and fucked up relationships and how they affect someone during the relationship and if/when they leave.
I find Bill and Ford's dynamic so fascinating. I do think that Bill did care somewhat for Stanford, but he was ultimately just a pawn in Bill's game of conquest, while Ford was so blindly obsessed with Bill.
I have mixed feelings on stuff like the handyman Bill au's. Sometimes, I feel like Bill is forgiven far too easily, that he feels remorse far too soon.
I don't think Ford would ever date Bill after Weirdmageddon, or if he did, it would still be toxic as ffffuuck.
Ofc I don't really care how people interpret ships and whatever, I do what I want and let others do their thing. I don't think of myself as better than someone because I like making Billford so fucking dark and toxic. I'm not gonna harass someone because their interpretation of a ship differs from my own.
If someone's problematic or likes problematic ships that I don't agree with, I block them and move on. God knows I've had to block so many stancest blogs.
And also the comedy of saying Ford fucked a triangle is so fucking funny to me. I know it's a horrifically abusive relationship, but idk man geometry fucking is too damn funny to me.
So there's my two cents on a ship that I actually haven't even drawn/written anything for yet lol
I will eventually tho
And there will be triangle fucking jokes
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#gravity falls confessions#gravity falls#gfc.stanfordpines#gfc.billcipher#stanford pines#gfc.billford#bill cipher#gfctopic.billforddrama#gfctopic.redemptionbillau
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NEW CONTENT TO ANALYZE 🛐
For now have a very eepy fixation on the scene where Saran is wrapped around Vika. He's not even close to being physically similar to Vika. Does that stop him at all from being his own weighted blanket/being able to wrap himself around him? Not at all. The reason he has tentacles is to better wrap around Vika
(Something about how Saran seemed to be absentmindedly petting the scars, I wonder if it was due to the texture? Or just something he likes doing. Idk something about it is very intimate, for some reason, usually you'd see a character kissing the area so i guess it's because it's something i haven't seen before that IS a display of intimacy. Rolling it over in my brain. Like a rotisserie chicken. Good concept)
Also 'VIKA CONTROL YOUR TOOL' lmao. It's giving 'GET YOUR FUCKING DOG BITCH' "It don't bite" 'YES IT DO-'. Protective Saran. Also a tasty concept. Good brain food too. Good stuff
(Also, the person who was saying that they liked Saran despite having some issues with eyes is so real. I have a horrible eye phobia. Eyes in general (specially eye contact) really creeps me out and every now and then there will be an illustration where i go 'ah yes this is the eye character. How the fuck did I forget that when IT'S HIS WHOLE THING' because genuinely you HAVE to be putting something in him! He doesn't creep me out! Genuinely i dont have any idea how Saran isn't just one walking trigger for me or why i enjoy him as much even when he does occasionally spook me
It's so weird! Fascinating! Genuinely feel like consuming Saran content (well. Your content in general but specially Saran related) has desensitized me somewhat to eyes. I even find myself particularly enjoying the way eyes have been drawn that day! Good characters good lore and now I can go a step above in my character analysis (in other fandoms) by watching their eyes without getting freaked out about it! Never have been so happy to have stumbled across someone's work)
-eepy 🦜. Still rotating the way they cuddle in my head. Saran is so attentive. So lovely....
imo, wrists are super intimate to touch (probably bc im very sensitive there and dont like them being touched unless its someone im comfortable w and trust); not to mention scars (esp if its SH)
saran stroking and tracing them gently is like him acknowledging them but not judging or pitying etc vika; not paying extreme attention/hyperfocus to them but also not ignoring them to the point of it becoming obvious. they are just a part of the person he loves. they are just there
also, saran just really likes to touch (so does vika) but very soft and gentle; hes the kind of person who will always gently run his knuckles down your face, hold your wrist and trace your veins or scars, stroke the back of your hand or palms, push stray locks of your hair behind your ear. its little but very intimate touches that say more than words could in this moment, more powerful than a bold touch imo
LMAO ITS FUNNY BC while im not scared of eyes at all or anything, im also just very uncomfortable and bad with being looked at/eye contact (i can manage when its a few seconds tho but i really do hate being perceived) but drawing saran so much and his many-eyes when theyre all staring straight at the viewer never fazed me lololol (prolly bc i stare at my own drawings longer than any of you, since i work on them n all)
i love how the eye-guy somehow managed to break through yalls fear of eyes tho!! saran was on his way to become a doctor before he died, does it count if i say bby still managed to "help" at least one a little bit even tho hes dead now? 🥹
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I love how you agree that 001 is down bad for 456. Like... just kiss already.
Dude, it's lowkey terrifying, to be honest, because so far it's been for shits and giggles only. I swear, this tropes is about to be added into the "overused" shelf at this point bUT IT DOESN'T MEAN IT CAN'T BE ENTERTAINING, STILL. TO ME. SO BLESS BLESS BLESS GIFMAKERS AND MY MUTUALS for bringing those two into my dash since I've already heard ENOUGH from sources whose tastes are similar to mine so it is safe to say I can trust them when they say season 2, to put it mildly, not as good as the first season (derogatory in the most spiteful way) in sooo many aspects.
I can't put it down, is the thing. I haven't even moved past episode 1, knowing they're reusing the old elements that'd make the entire thing redundant and a waste of time. But when I think about if Jun-ho's existence is also included in the sphere of this... situationship or something between Gi-hun and In-ho...... I can't lie, it is hysterical because wHAT DO YOU MEAAAN YOU'VE BEEN OBSESSED WITH LOOKING FOR YOUR BROTHER, WHO ISN'T 100% YOUR BIOLOGICAL BROTHER THAT'S DISAPPEARED SINCE YEARS AGO, yet somehow you're always drawn to this particular man in the oddest way possible because NOT ONLY THIS MAN HAS GONE THROUGH SIMILAR ORDEAL AS YOU IN A PLACE WHERE YOU FINALLY FOUND YOUR BROTHER, yet at the same time not knowing this man MIGHT BE YOUR BROTHER'S TYPE
IN THE MOST SOULMATE SHIT KIND OF WAY??????????????????????????
Smh siblings
#crazy ass work for tropes where siblings unknowingly orbiting towards each other#but not without the help of a third party that has this intense gravity that can both reunite while also destroy#i'm not saying Jun-ho might as well join his brother's toxic yaoi game with this particular man btw#bet Jun-ho would rather eat glass than witness the whole possessiveness his brother has or something#UNAWARE that when it's just obsession in disguise. the very same thing he ALSO possesses (ha)#Hwang Jun-ho i am so sorry you're related to that embarassing older brother of yours lmao#(i know he can get along just fine eventually with gi-hun if they're in-laws) (which is fuckin hilarious to me honestly)#Squid Game#Hwang In-ho#Hwang Inho#Hwang Junho#Gi-hun#Hwang In Ho#Hwang Jun Ho#Seong Gi Hun#Seong Gi-hun#Seong Gihun#player 456#player 001#nazura
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Yeah ! Metal!Rama is back and it'll make quite an impression !
Knowing Ramattra's perfectionism, he had to make every show memorable. This is one of his best and most accomplished
It took him several weeks to create these special effects. Nobody was supposed to know before the show (except the guy who was going to "beat him up")
Yeah ! The technical team and his crew were unaware of this, and the surprise was titanic
#Overwatch#Ramattra#fanart#AU#Metal!Ramattra#video game#my headcanon#sketches#Heavy Metal#Black Metal#Hard Rock#listen to an old playlist and you'll be inspired to draw our dear Rama working on a concept for one of his concerts#imagine the whole show and that last song#the highlight of the show !#The person who would “beat Rama to death” would be a “rival” singer#Strangely enough#I had Conrard directly in mind for this role#Even when it's not there and I haven't drawn it#he's ALWAYS there#Hellllllllllllllp ! X"D
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I apparently have an affinity for drawing grizzled old men and their psychopathic exes
#I've never drawn Stanford Pines before#except for when I was in middle school I think. I don't know#has someone done this already? who knows#if they have please send it to me#I just find this meme so fucking funny man I couldn't resist#I haven't even read Bill Cipher's new little diary yet#I just knew in my bones. I had to draw something#stanford pines#ford pines#grunkle ford#bill cipher#gravity falls#my art#digital art#meme#billford#I suppose#fanart#gravity falls fanart#the book of bill#the book of bill fanart#artists on tumblr
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Breaking Bread, and Spilling Soup.
[Bonus art]
[First] Prev <–-> Next
#poorly drawn mdzs#mdzs#wei wuxian#lan wangji#jiang yanli#jin zixuan#The amount of times I had to double check my spelling for Jin Zixuan...#Why does he have to have a cousin who's name is just one letter off...why...#I originally wrote out WWX asking for an update on his sister more explicitly - however even the Audio Drama has LWJ pick up#on the fact WWX wants to hear news about how JYL is doing. Though I'm certain he knows how much it will sting.#This might be official somewhere - but I personally believe that LWJ made the stop in Yiling to run into WWX to share the news.#Three days feels like a remarkable short time to tell someone about a wedding...though I imagine this wasn't LWJ's first attempt.#Maybe he delayed because he felt like it was not his news to share. Maybe he tried for weeks to find him.#Regardless...ouchie! A fun reminder that Jiang Yanli still means a lot to WWX even if he did cut ties with Yunmeng Jiang.#How many stabs to the heart did this feel like? To not be invited at all? To know she's marrying someone you fear will treat her poorly?#To know that the world and people you left behind haven't stayed stagnent. That they are moving on and moving away from you?#It never feels good to be left behind. Even when we burn the bridges with our own hands.
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it's april and they are bloody fools
#ruby rose#weiss schnee#whiterose#white rose#rwby#my art#please kiss#also i haven't drawn weiss' atlas fit in a long time#kinda forgot bits and pieces lol#how is it already april#btw#the other day#i found these among us plushies online#an d then i got them cause they looked pretty nice and are about palm sized#so naturally i got a red and white one#wanted to get a black and yellow one too cause the full team but idk#dunno where i would even put them#maybe next time when i clear away all the junk on my desk lol#but yeah#ruby and weiss are fucking idiots i need them to hug#and i need to do my homework but i keep doing these silly doodles lmao
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calm after the storm
Kist Day by @lunhasissues
Murder by ask-dusttale
Killer by rahafwabas / rahaf-wabas / rahofy-sketch
#zu art#murder!sans#killer!sans#kist#bad sanses#undertale#undertale au#utmv#kist day#kilder?? murler?? murderer???#ok that's enough for now XD#it went from ''I don't understand their dynamic (ò_ò)'' to ''man I feel them SO well (;w;)''#what if they (being the most unstable sanses) could be stabilizers for each other? *^*#when one needs it more the other helps#(mostly Killer helping Murder ;3)#I feel like they could work really good like this... even if it's more than just a work? ♪#I just haven't drawn for four (4!) days and almost forgot how to do it :'D#thank you guys for patience!╰(*´︶`*)╯♡
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“It could be that the loss of her children drove the Queen deeper into her darker desires...but, I don’t believe she was fighting against them that hard before that particular tragedy. No monster does.” (Patreon)
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Hmm, wonder what he could cover those holes with :3c
#Doodles#Handplates#UT#Fellplates#UkaGaster's answers about Toriel really interest me :3c#As evidenced by the quote caption lol - but his other ones are very interesting too! Since it sounds like she's still around!#Poor classic Handplates!Gaster believed Tori dead for such a long time while she was at the Ruins#Meanwhile Fellplates!Gaster is just like ''? I saw the Queen last week she threw me into the pricker bushes? -.ò'' lol#But anyhow lol ♪ The implications that they're still in each other's vicinity really makes me curious about their relationship!#And how Toriel might react to knowing that someone - someone other than her - is having So Much Success on one of her sore spots#Not just of having children but of the constant reminders of Gaster's success where she has to live every day with a heavy heart for her own#Being cruel to him over it - well that's just par for the course isn't it ♪#He mentions that she's much more of an emotional sadist - insulting him and then making it Very clear that she does Not approve of the holes#''They're ugly and you should feel ashamed for drawing so much attention to something so unsightly''#I do think that her knowing that he's so intent on being kind and merciful and then twisting the knife on how much he's hurting her-#Making him feel guilty for daring to even attempt the betterment of all - for giving pieces of himself away and try to be a good person#''If anyone will break my spirit it will be her'' :)#Although that's all assuming that Toriel even knows about the brothers! :0 When I thought about it later it'd make more sense if she doesn't#It was still too good to not do something with the idea hehe - but imagine her betrayal if/when she found out tho she'd kill him on the spot#Gosh I haven't drawn Tori in foreeeeever I can't even remember the last time#Doing a/nother study on her would probably be fun haha she's rather plain how I draw her currently#I wonder if her Fellplates version would also wear reading glasses hehe#And the bonus :3c Where are the plates featured in Fellplates? Surely it's not just called that as a reference right ♪ Hehehe
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insp
#warrior nun#avatrice#ava x sister beatrice#i feel like Ava would more likely say this to Bea#but then when you think about it#Bea has killed way more people than Ava has I think#just even based off the two hallway fights alone#myart#warrior nun crack#i haven't drawn something in years
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I'm moving and was going through my books today and found the Book of Mormon script book I bought in like 2016 so I could illustrate Kevin Price's coffee monologue and opened it up to the Spooky Mormon Hell Dream section and this line has no right to be so funny
#bom#book of mormon#spooky mormon hell dream#kevin price#andrew rannells#so THEN I tracked down a bom slime tutorial and my GOODNESS this musical is so nuts#i used to listen to it driving to college and back#2016 me would be so pleased with how I've progressed#i love drawing things that I haven't drawn for 5+ yrs#i was gonna donate the book to the library but now maybe i will keep it lmao#musical#book of mormon fanart#when I drew the coffee monologue ppl asked for prints of it and i got so nervous lol#that tumblr doesn't even exist anymore and it had all traditional stuff#i drew so many broadway musicals#i was in so deep
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[ID: a digital sketch of Eda and Raine from the owl house. They're in their designs from watching and dreaming, pre epilogue. Raine holds out their arm for an injection (given by a disembodied hand and labeled "magic rabies shot") and Eda lays a hand on their shoulder and leans her head on theirs. She says "you're doing great Raine! how'd you get rabies tho?". Raine stares dead eyed at the viewer as a thought bubble connected to them shows Belos biting down on their arm. End ID]
I was gonna post a request today but I feel like it's gonna flop and this is funnier. So request tomorrow, Raine Whispers Rabies doodle today
#the owl house#toh#raine whispers#eda clawthorne#raeda#you guys have no clue the stupid shit i doodle when alone or in the company of my irl friends. this was partly their suggestion#you guys haven't even seen baldlos (he was just born today and also no one should see him ever)#anyway I'm so mad that THIS FUCKING DOODLE is the best raeda I've ever drawn. repulsive. why would god do that to me#anyway..enjoy#raine and hunter both being rushed to like. makeshift hospital tents after the finale on account of getting possessed#except when they're there they end up getting treated for completely unrelated shit#hunter had a growth spurt w/ insufficient stored energy/food in his body so he's kinda malnourished atm. raine has rabies (obv)#fun times all around#luz is perfectly healthy after death and resurrection tho! suspiciously healthy one might say...
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Happy Christmas!
(And Yule, winter solstice, lunar new year, etc, there are a lot of holidays at this time of year but it happens to be Christmas today, so there we go.)
Anyway, it always struck me as funny how Beleg showed up with supplies that one winter like Saint Nicholas himself except bringing gifts to the kids on the naughty list. Couldn't believe I hadn't done a comic relating to that yet.
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[Santa:] "Ah, well, I got here first. Tough luck, sorry, man. But hey, I do have some job openings for elves!" [Andróg:] "What's this black stuff he gave to all of us?"
#andróg#beleg#túrin#santa#the man the myth the legends#my trash#is this actually funny or am i just tired#i'm sorry professor tolkien#/end classification tags#i actually drew my christmas drawing in advance for once#you can't even tell but whatever#i haven't drawn much lately but when was the last time i was drawing regularly anyway#at least this one was a tolkien drawing#the last couple years it was less fandom related and more general holiday stuff
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And never let you go ♥
Bonus without the overspill lighting:
#💟#Digital art#Full Art#Art#Edgar#Scriabin#It's that time of year again where I get real sappy about Vargas ♥ Because yes! Once again it is my own personal Vargasversary! 🎊 Yaaaay#Seven years now - I don't know what to do with seven years it feels like a hard to define number haha#Right in the middle between five years and ten years! A while to be certain but hard to define as a Long Time either hmm#Well whatever it doesn't matter <3 The important part is that I still love Vargas and them very much ♥♪#I actually didn't really have any specific plans for this Vargasversary :0 I haven't been drawing them much again#Other things have drawn my focus and attention hehe ♪#So I just kinda set my hand loose - no sketches on paper no defined idea - this is just what my hand/brain came up with in the moment#I'm pleased :) I think it accurately expresses how I feel about them hehe <3#I wrote down what ended up being the text/caption a couple months ago while I was in Big Love in their direction#I don't remember what inspired it anymore other than just - They ♥ Themst ♥ Do love them <3#I've planned my next reread now ♪ Barring anything drastic (like an update lol) I know when I'll be rereading next#I'm looking forward to it! :D As always hehe <3#It's still a bit a ways off which works well for recharging :)#And of course I'll be doing my usual in the meanwhile - this and the main anniversary and my sketchdumps and Requestober haha#The caption is as much me as it is Edgar after all <3#Even quiet and sleeping I still find them as a comfort - a place I find rest and joy in ♥#Inspiring and lovely and wonderful - pretty and tender and dear!#Oh and#Always finding a way to flip up the bottom of the shirt#Hehe <3
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#disco elysium#assigning characters my thoughts pt.1#avoiding the problem of poses coming out too stiff because I haven't drawn human bodies from references in years by not drawing 90%#of the body 👍#(I do have another thing with a couple of full bodies even if it's much more stylised. but who knows when I'll finish it#if I'll finish it before I think it sucks. ai also have a fourth that I barely begun. and a fifth that's just in my head#who knows maybe I'll think they suck. I already think the one I doodled with kim's room was too rushed. needed a couple more panels)
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