#Est replies

[emetoandotherthings]

Do you have an AO3 or something where all your stories are compiled? That way we can reread them and also kinda maybe read in order? Relative order anyway lol. Of Jude and Eden from the past until present. I know it probably wasn't written necessarily in order, but yknow.

I do have an AO3, however I'm not sure if it's all in order there, but you'd certainly be able to find fics easier.

I've got a masterlist on here too, but I think the only things in relative orders are the sagas!

[williamests]

WilliamEst last night from Daou's camera roll <x>

translations -

(🍦- hong, 🦖 - daou)

and then william waking up with a hangover, yet coming over to say --

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[sakasakiii]

I absolutely adore your designs, your work actually got me to read the Silmarillion haha but I am curious, do you have a design for the valar? I’d love to see how you’d interpret some of the lesser talked about valar, like Irmo or Nessa

hello!!!! thank you so much for your kind words! first off, it's such high praise to hear that...! i started drawing this stuff mostly out of a silly love for long haired elf dudes, so it's always very humbling to hear that other people enjoy what i make 🙇 i'm really happy you were able to read the Silmarillion!! it's truly a testament to professor tolkien's amazing work that there is a community invested in his work that's been so consistently active and thriving for decades now :D

now on to your question! i do indeed have designs for the valar -- the first renditions i ever did of them when i was a baby silm fan can be found here, but it's from 2021 so it's very outdated and frankly my old art makes me shrivel up a little ahjsdhj 🫣 then in 2023, i did some rough redesigns of them as chibi heads, but for some reason i never got around to posting it ^^;;; it's just been gathering dust in my gallery, but i suppose this is the perfect time to prove they do in fact exist...!

but this was in 2023, so ive had a few changes ive wanted to make in the time since-- i also never formally drew their fullbody designs, so ive been meaning to getting around that sometime this year :D im not sure when but hopefully before december, fingers crossed! since you asked specifically about irmo and nessa, the most i can say for now is that i think i'll keep irmo's design roughly the same from his 2021 version (though maybe with a more detailed outfit?), and nessa will get a total rehaul to follow her 2023 redesign! im so sorry that this is all i have to offer as of now though 😭

the most i have now are some very tentative manwe sketches from january i havent finished since then hahaha.... i have dubbed him 'biblically accurate manwe' ദ്ദി ˉ͈̀꒳ˉ͈́ )✧

thank you again for sending in such a lovely ask, and may you have a wonderful rest of the weekend! ^^

[firstkanaphans]

Since I a sure I can talk to you about this but what's up with people the last couple days. From a post I made about someone being homophobic about a kpop group to now seeing a tweet from someone who posted a clip of Est and View talking with the caption "Est being straight is my guilty pleasure". And then saying in the comments it was a joke. But like joke??????????

Link to the tweet: https://x.com/jjeonvkook/status/1901624793440412027

Straight girls have the hardest time admitting a celebrity might not be attracted to them. And 4K likes? Jesus.

But yes, I've noticed more rampant homophobia in the BL fandom lately and I don't know where it's coming from unless it's just been there all along and I've been oblivious. Like what do you mean First Kanaphan is straight? Do you have eyes? Every time I so much as insinuate someone might be a little fruity on this website, I get someone in my DMs telling me it's rude to assume as if I've called them some horrible slur instead of giving them the highest compliment known to man.

And in the case of Est specifically? Like I'm sorry, but that boy isn't straight. He's just not. Straight boys don't use he/him pronouns when describing their future lover. Or at least they didn't last time I checked. "But his first language isn't English. He was just confused." No, he wasn't. He likes boys. Deal with it.

[rontra]

on the eve of the war you ask me if i regret any of this i guess even you need reassurance sometimes you're only human after all

[whetstonefires]

for the record your mom's first cousin isn't your aunt, she's your first cousin once removed. her kids are your second cousins.

your aunts are your parents' sisters, or the wives of your parents' siblings.

english doesn't make much distinction between the paternal and maternal relations and is weirdly inconsistent about how relations-by-marriage work, but it's got a nice precise numerical coordinate system for the consanguinity of cousins. it's all based on nearest shared ancestor; very scientific; you can tell genealogists got involved.

unfortunately as a result hardly anybody understands how to apply it.

[therentyoupay]

im completely feral over all your jelsa stories!!!!!! do you ever write established relationship jelsa or have any headcanons about what they would be like together in a serious relationship or marriage????

THANK YOU SO MUCH. 😭😭😭😭😭😭💕💕💕💕🙏 thank you thank you nonny for this super sweet ask and this really lovely question and all of your love and support!! 💕💕💕💕💕

i have... never actually written established!relationship (in any fandom), now that i'm thinking about it? that said, i guess i can come up with a quick list of some headcanons, maybe? 😂 i will have to think about this more, but for now, here's a quick drop:

elsa is an early riser; elsa helps jack create more sustainable sleeping patterns and habit formations 😂

when jack gets Impetuous Urges to Do Something Rash and Impractically Spontaneous, elsa will ground jack, reminding him to think before acting. (he occasionally Still Does It, anyway.) elsa knows what she signed up for, lol.

jack loves to play Harmless(!) Pranks, just to watch elsa’s reaction. (he is no longer allowed to sneak up on her after The Incident).

they also quibble over the definition of "harmless" and the specific logistical implications of that; for a while, jack was banned from further pranking, but then he got more creative at showing elsa that pranks could be wholesome and genuine, in which they could both be in on the joke. however, due to elsa's deeply-rooted Need to Excel and her (Not-so)Secret Competitive AF Streak, her retaliation in escalating the Cleverness Prank War quickly resulted in jack's prompt implementation of the Prank-Free Zones and Time Periods. (no, he was not scared.)

elsa, usually reserved, has learned to let her playful side show more often with jack. she might still pretend to be exasperated by his antics, but sometimes it's part of the game (or habit).

elsa sill struggles with opening up emotionally sometimes, but she progressively feels safe enough to share her innermost thoughts and fears. with time, she confides in him more about her worries. she still never likes the idea that jack sees her Imperfect Parts, but at least she can tolerate the discomfort (and, yes, take comfort in it) now

(jack loves elsa's Imperfect Parts, and jack admits that he is Weirdly Proud and Competitively Honored to be one of the only people, even including anna, who gets to see them. he also is strangely Comforted and Validated that elsa is, in fact, not perfect because for a while there, he was pretty freaked out and intimidated by how fancy she is.)

until he realized that no one ever let her actually be a Weirdo before, and once he realizes the Truth of Elsa Also Being a Secret (albeit perhaps more Subdued) Weirdo, the Universe Aligns.

jack listens to elsa's Big Conversations intently, activating varying levels of Serious Mode.

jack is getting better at recognizing the moments when elsa needs him to play and needs him to listen or Give His Opinion or any combination of those things.

jack learns that it's not always about Saying the Right Thing (which he is not very good at, anyway, or so our Serially Unreliable Narrator thinks), but rather being able to read elsa's mood and anticipate what she might need (even if she is not aware of it herself yet).

elsa is meticulous about planning and preparing for special occasions.

elsa likes traditions! jack likes tradition only because elsa likes them, lol, and hey, okay, these are more fun than he thought?? (who knew fun could be organized??!!?)

so he really wants to show (off to) her by pulling off Incredible Planning Feats in her honor, too (they do not go as smoothly, lol).

jack will often go out of his way to spontaneously create something meaningful, a moment or a gift or a gesture, that reminds elsa that he cares. he is big on words of affirmation, gift giving (but like, souvenirs that he collects on adventures like, "i saw this rock and it reminded me of your cousin olaf, we should put it on the window after we paint his face on it"), and acts of service, as well as physical touch and quality time. HE WANTS LOVE. he wants TO BE LOVED. he wants to prove that he is worthy of being loved.

(and elsa has to get him to Chill Out sometimes, remind him that he doesn't have to Do Things For Her/Anyone in order to be deserving of care; he is more than what he provides for other people.)

(jack gets its, and appreciates it, but also, the Urge to Provide and Protect is still strong, even after so much time, and sometimes Old Habits Die Hard.)

i get the sense that he'd be the type to he wake elsa up in the middle of the night to take her on a surprise adventure, or convince her to Do a Fun Thing without any preparation (/warning).

and she would Be Alarmed at the Lack of Plan (especially if/when jack Did Not Think This Through), but he also took precautions to ward off Concerns by pacifying her with tea, or reassurances that yes, he did call ahead to make sure the restaurant was open before they left the house, of course he did, he would never just leave home without double-checking beforehand (and frantically googles it two minutes later when he thinks she's not looking; she is, naturally, and even occasionally pretends not to be).

elsa approaches conflict with a desire to resolve things Calmly and Logically. she tries to understand jack’s perspective, even when she disagrees, and she’s careful with her words, not wanting to escalate the situation.

however, she can sometimes withdraw emotionally, fearing that she might say something hurtful if she’s too overwhelmed.

jack was initially (and, honestly, still is, even though he understands more now) hurt by her tendency to shut down when she Feels Too Much, and understands (although it's still hard) that elsa needs time to process her feelings and organize her thoughts.

jack also helps elsa actually Feel her Feelings, instead of just trying to intellectualize and analyze them. (she hates it, BUT sees the value. jack lives for these moments in which he realizes that he's actually contributing positively to her life and helping her in some way, rather than just being a burden or a nuisance, as was/is his fear.)

his initial reaction might be to push for a resolution quickly, but he’s also deeply afraid of Creating Distance between them, so after the first few fights, he really makes an effort to find the right balance between Pushing Hard Enough and Not Pushing Too hard, so that he doesn't drive a wedge between them as they work things out.

jack FEELS intensely, and can be so stubborn. he does not always have the most precise vocabulary or tools to describe his thoughts and feelings, or identify the root causes of what is actually going on inside him; sometimes elsa asks a lot of insightful and guiding questions that help jack come to the conclusions himself, and other times, she Puts Into Words the very thing that he had been thinking or feeling, but could not name, and it is very reassuring to have someone who understands him well enough to be able to do that.

after conflicts or arguments, they take time to Decompress and reassure one another (especially if at least one of them, if not both, was Overthinking again).

when they argue (and healthy couples do, remember!), it’s a dance of patience and understanding: elsa might need a moment to Collect Herself, and jack learns to give her that Space while also making it clear that he’s ready to talk whenever she is, and that he is going to try very hard to be Rational and Patient About It.

in the end, they both prioritize their relationship over any disagreement, always finding a way back to each other.

[0fbabylon-a]

❛ —He wanted to shave my bush. ❛ 𝐖𝐎𝐑𝐃𝐒 𝐒𝐏𝐎𝐊𝐄𝐍 𝐃𝐄𝐀𝐃𝐏𝐀𝐍   as Donna lights a fresh Marlboro Red tucked between the seam of her full mouth.  Her pack  —rumpled,  hand-fisted—  tossed to the table,  where her companion might sneak a smoke or two.  Her cherry lights bright,  lips tightening in a drag  —exhale,  sigh. 

     ❛  ...No.  I'm not done.  He wanted to shave my bush into a lightning bolt.  ❛

open post / mutuals only

[dipperscavern]

I don’t know how to express myself lol but why did you kinda make me take up writing again? Maybe that sounds weird—but reading what you write made me wanna write again myself so… I did? I’M SO UNSERIOUS OMFG sorry about spam I love you please don’t die

-🪿

it doesnt sound weird at all !!!!!!!!!! i have authors and even specific pieces of work that just get me in the mood to wrote and its such a compliment im that way for you omg :,) tears in my damn latina eyes

ALSO trust i do not mind the spam whatsoever because i have an inbox disease where they will definitely all get answered at a different time. like this one LMAOAOAO i love YOU big bumpy Hill no pickle Dill siblings jack and Jill please dont go up a Hill and fetch a pail of water that will make you ILL

[mercysought]

the only reason why I don't draw inquisition timeline asharen more often is because I truly cannot bring myself to draw the canon braid style that she would have worn for most of it

[emetoandotherthings]

Your account just may be the best thing I've stumbled across recently. I'm in love with your work

This message absolutely made my day week!

Thank you so much! I do hope you enjoy, because this gives me joy - and it's so lovely that people still like it after I've been away for so long! 💙

[taeminie]

est oscar right now!!

i knowwww literally what the hell HE'S SOOO GOOOOOD

[tadhgbarakat]

O novo diário de Tadhg Barakat, página arrancada. Madrugada após o baile do Imperador.

[alaskan-wallflower]

if i made a community would anybody want to join?

Also I do have a discord server!!

If you wanna hear me yap about my AUs, or you wanna yap about your own, or you wanna show off your art or anything at all! It’s a cozy corner for a reason so it’s a safe space for everybody 💜💜 please feel free to join and lmk if you’re interested (also lmk if the link doesn’t work-

[evermoredeluxe]

Not indie friends coming to a chiefs game with Taylor, but I hurd

lmfao

[artificial-absinthe]

Wait, you speak spanish?!

OMG, ONE OF MY FAVORITE ARTISTS SPEAKS SPANISH! FELICIDAAAAAD :D

Saludos, visitante anónimo. Sí, español es mi lengua madre <^^> Tu mensaje me tomó por sorpresa, pero es dulce encontrar que un detalle pequeño te proporcione un momento agradable.