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Straight up lied to a therapist abt my previous sh bc their confidentiality policies are shit 😭
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to the people who repost my gifs on other socmed platforms and give a credit back to this blog, i see you, i appreciate you, and thank you ❤️
#just ignore this ngl#personal tag#thank u for linking em back to this blog i really realy really appreciate it#is it needed? no not really i kinda gave up cuz u cant stop ppl from doing what they want anyway but i just appreciate the ppl who#link back the gifs here so other ppl can maybe find other stuff#ur the real ones yall thanks a lot#i will admit that its a little disheartening seeing my gifs get like 2k likes on the bird app and#i can barely get around 500 notes here now but eh what can you do and at least people like them enough to share it on other sites#tungle just doesnt have too many ppl around anymore unlike other more popular sites lol
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#steve harrington#dustin henderson#stranger things#dusteve#stedit#dailyharrington#mine*#it's been a million years since i made gifs#mostly bc it's a lot of work for things that ppl don't like#but eh#i needed something to do#and writing is not working
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jjk is about a lot of things but most of all with regard to Shoko Satoru and Suguru it's about how if you don't interact with people who aren't in your weird fucked up school with like 10 ppl total on a regular basis you WILL become an incredibly interesting adult in a way that makes people pity you
#JJK#Jujutsu Kaisen#Like obv the post is jokey but genuinely I feel like ppl don't talk about the intense isolation that goes on#Shoko Nanami Suguru and Satoru like regularly interact w 4 ppl (the others + Haibara) and like... Man. When you lose 25% of your social lif#And you can barely. Talk to the other 75% because they're equally but differently affected. Shits going to do some Interesting Things to u#Also it might be part of ''op grew up with very little social interaction not for any one specific reason but in general#Doesn't naturally form friendships/bonds even when surrounded by ppl'' but only having like 1 or two close friends#(and like. Satoru calls Suguru his only friend. He definitely likes Shoko and Nanami but obviously there's a distance there)#Will do some Very Interesting Things To You. Anyway Satoru and Suguru were both pretty heavily implied to be very socially isolated#As children (bc of being ''the strongest''/able to see curses but also autism. They're autistic) and then ended up having a wildly#Codependent relationship that ended up ruining them both bc they didn't know how to start fixing things#Because they were the only ppl they really knew so. I'm going to be honest I think at some points they straight up loathed each other#Suguru bc Satoru ''left him behind'' Satoru bc Suguru ''didnt catch up'' and like. They had fucking no one to talk to#like 1. Shoko and Nanami are Also Kids and Know Both Of Them Well so trying to go to them would be. Wild#2. The adults in their life... There's only so much Yaga can do as one man. And I also think he's Struggling#3. They straight up don't know how to talk to people. They just don't.#Anyways they hated each other because they loved each other and I'm not saying talking to other ppl would've fixed this but#I think it could've changed A Lot y'know. Eh maybe my point would be stronger if Yuuji Megumi n Nobara#Like. Had better fleshed out social lives (showing why they're less fucking. Deranged) bc there's clearly Elements but not really much#Concrete stuff to point to. Yuuji kinda just forgets his old classmates. Sad! Megumi had His Sister and that was........ And Nobara didn't#Get her shit resolved. So. Yaaaay
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thinking of rereading the entirety of HoME again. for my health
#‘for my health’ says the woman who has been struggling so much she’s barely read a book in the last half year lmao#silmarillion#(eh close enough)#tolkien#personal#also because I got so viscerally appalled when someone the other day tried to claim that ‘the second age has a lot less written about it tha#n the first age’ like I beG YOUR PARDON LMAO WHOMST#clearly someone hasn’t read unfinished tales 🙂↔️ clearly someone hasn’t read the entirety of HoME 🙂↔️#and like obviously idc idc I’m not a completionist truther read as much or as little of a fandom as you want enjoy what you want etc.#but when I went ‘oh there’s actually a lot in unfinished tales and in the home! it’s rly fascinating and fun and some of my favorites have y#ou had a chance to check it out ever?’ this person rly had the audacity to say they’ve ’read some of the unfinished tales’ like hm. somethin#tells me I don’t believe you lmao#I have never once in my life heard someone call. unfinished tales. the book. titled unfinished tales. ‘the unfinished tales’ like lmao what#anyways. it’s okay to admit you haven’t read something babe I was actually gonna recommend a few parts of that book and HoME you might enjoy#but 💋 okay then 💋#also normally I’d give ppl the benefit of the doubt but this person is Like This TM a lot and always has to outdo others & im over it lmao#but also also anyways. I am not immune to the HoME rereleased editions with that gorgeous artwork they are calling me and I am weak to#resist their siren song 😭😂 they’re so beautiful but each set of like 3-4 books (some have 3 some have 4 and the last one also has an index)#are like. over $100 each lmao ripppp.#I do own a few of the HoME but I don’t own all of them and. aaaaaa I need a complete reread#13 yo me 🤝🏻 late 20s yo me : going ‘hmm life is crazy maybe I need to immerse myself in the obscurent most dense Tolkien lore I possibly can#and yknow what. we’re so right. we’re so right#the history of middle earth#unfinished tales#and that conversation. as weird and posturing as that person was being. did get me reminiscing about my HoME obsessed days and I was like aw#I should revisit that :)#sometime self care is rereading 12 volumes of obscure lore about a fictional world with no one to talk with it about#anyways home my beloved. unfinished tales my beloved. love those books#obviously OBVIOUSLY I love the silmarillion and LOTR and the hobbit and beren and luthien etc etc ad infinitum as well! ofc! I just. I love#all of them ♡ hehe ♡
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Sometimes I prefer to think of Nico and Jason as a friendship that exceeds romance.
I don’t know why. Maybe I’m just fetched up with all the romance going on in media or just everywhere I look. Sometimes it just feels nice to have a platonic love that relies on nothing but the resonance of your souls and your own will.
Romance feels like a pull, a push - you fall. It’s like something you can’t help. I hate it when I lose control of myself. Friendship feels like, well, two people saying ‘Hi!’ after six months not seeing each other yet still smiling like the old days and knowing the other would have your back no matter what.
That’s how I see them.
#Look at me now you wouldn’t expect me to have anything against the idea of romance. I do. A lot.#but my life does not concern how i see the fictional characters. it’s an entire new world. and i’m glad for that#eh. ppl can live without romance. ppl cannot live without friendship/ familial love.#that’s what i believe in#platonic jasico#nico di angelo#jason grace#the importance of friendship
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the absolute funniest trans ally was my cis friend in high school, who called me terms like "sir" to try and help me feel validated as a transmasc
except i was semi closeted. so to avoid raising suspicion he started ALSO occasionally calling random cis women "sir" and random cis men "ma'am" sometimes.
#eliot posts#a lot of ppl brushed off my poorly hidden Gemder Fuckery as ''eh. [deadname] is just Like That.''#and brushed off his poorly hidden participation in my Gender Fuckery as ''eh. john's just Like That.''#the power of being so autistic that ppl just don't notice the transgenderism#i wore a suit to prom and the only comment i got from random classmates was like ''of COURSE you would do this lol''#i got a heavy guilt trip from my mother when word got out to her but. worth it.
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For like a brief moment at my cousin's wedding I thought "might be nice to have someone special, like a partner" then I remember that comes with a lot of work, and ya know, having to think about another person; their wants, feelings, and I can barely care about my own lol why the fuck would I want more work?
#relationships are hard and I'm too fucking lazy to put into the work and effort of maintaining or making one#a lot of ppl are like ~well maybe you'll meet someone special~ I can barely handle TWO friends and the family I have#after work the last thing I wanna do is BE around MORE PEOPLE#do I get lonely sometimes? eh kinda but mostly I feel bad because society puts romance on a pedestal#I enjoy it in my fiction and fanworks but like many things I like in my fiction do not apply for my real life outside lol
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Sometimes I think Levi and Gortash deciding to destroy the Elder Brain is unrealistic, but then I remember the state of (not scared because he his clothing protects him from that, but let's call it nervousness. Nerves. Almost but not quite anxious) frenzy Gortash is in the convo near the Morphic Pool, and what canonically neither of them can subside the brain.
Emperor can, turned illithid Orpheus or companion can, but are either of these evil bitches trusting someone else or turning themselves into mind flayers? I don't think Gortash trusts the transformation he can't personally control and Levi was transformed against his will enough, he won't be doing that again, no, thanks.
So destroying the brain is very likely the only choice they have for survival and I believe Levi, with his kind-of-outsider view and added info about Elder Brain (the tadpole connecting them and the convos he had with Elder Brain) can convince Gortash this thing is playing them and it has grown too dangerous and It's either it or them now, so it's really an easy choice.
The need to survive vs The possible power, but I think the need to survive will win, bc if there's a will, there's a way, and there's no will if Gortash dies (he goes directly into Bane clutches and he knows that).
So it's "Destroy the failed project and start anew" for them.
Levi heavily insists in abusing the powers the Hells have. He remembered SOME parts of their raid on Mephistopheles' vault and is now obsessed with what lays behind other doors/locks hiding other treasures. The inaccessibility of the vaults and the difficulty of the task only makes him want to do it more.
#dark urge: levi#enver gortash#i love somewhat grey-ish path they have bc like#levi is not a hero#but he accidentally helped a lot of ppl and defied bhaal so he is perceived as a hero#additionally he doesn't see any point of killing/hurting the powerless ones bc it's boring#they can't defend themselves it's. eh. not worth the bother#dragging the powerful ones off their thrones. now. that is fun#which only solidifies his picture as a folk hero#even as he keeps being a bloodthirsty murderer#and gortash uses levi's fame for his own goals#levi doesn't mind bc he mainly doesn't give a fuck about stuff like that#his is the path of war#me somewhat keeping my char's morals as they are while desperately trying to keep them from being the Big Bad: i am having so much fun#me: *is nervously sweating*#i think levi's case is ppl awfully misinterpreting his actions giving them the meaning they do not hold
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i wish more ppl should be willing to approach viktor/jayce through league w/t arcanes influences... its such a different form of love and history that gets scrubbed away by forcing league n arcane into the same timeline (also does the same back to arcanes setup!) when the two should be getting equal care and effort put in not just bc like leagueverse is just older meaner one note versions of more fleshed out characters n arcanes 'fixing them' or whatever i see a lot... let them be different. increase the vkjc biodiversity in the process.
#bc i do get tags like this way too often n its kindve disheartening. my league fanart isnt only worthwhile if you can pretend its arcane#jayce giopara isnt only worthwhile if you think hes jayce talis etc etc#does a disservice to the writing in arcane too bc they went to a lot of effort to change the story#n regardless of thoughts on it changing it to fit into a framework that will not exist ever for it just is making everything soooo boring#also i just need more league only viktor n jayce i love seeing ppls interpretations! have fun!!#im v tired so i could def word this more coherently later but eh
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vanguard loot is so good im having a blast over here
#ignore the fact that the materials cost 40m for each key IM not paying attention to that. i got all this myself gfkjhg#2 amalgams a tungsten plate and 2 refined umber in that first one... nearly payed for another key-#you do need a mithril plate but tbh they arent THAT bad. getting diamonds and iron is just a bit annoying#getting mithril is TRIVIAL and i have. so much titanium.#im having a blast over here opening these kjhfkg#technically losing a lot of money but so some ppl would call me stupid but eh. i like actually playing the game#really want that locket aaaaaaaaaugh it's a 0.78% drop. one day 👍#the powder is BUSTED with the golem and powder buff both out kjfhg#i also want more ice cold books aaaaaaaa#i've also gotten hilariously lucky with crystals BOTH times. it's only a 1/10 chance :0#chat#sb
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i realize i've kind of always been one of those ppl who doesn't necessarily agree w a post but will still rb it to complain in the tags even though i complain about other people doing that. embracing the hypocrite label is soooo freeing i will not lie
#like yeah seeing other ppl do it makes me mad but that doesn't mean they can't do it soooo#who would we be if we didn't have the right to complain about stupid shit for no reason at all#i realize i'm probably deeply unpleasant to a lot of people but eh i'm fine with that
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What do you think of the headcannon of striker being aroace?
Don’t like ittt Idk I don’t like the Helluva Boss fandom’s tendency to slap an aro headcanon onto all the antagonists (Like they put one on Stella? That’s weird to me)
I considered the ace headcanon but that’s just not my thing idk. I’m fine with that bc he gets caught off guard by things the others say to him but like. Again it’s just grossed out by sex≠asexual and look at the statue he has of himself
All in all idc what ppl headcanon and I’m cool with whatever but it’s not my thing he’s not aroace to me
#also I ship him around a lot so. eh.#like he might be aspec to me idk but he’s not arospec to me#tzu asks#no hate to ppl w this hc but it just doesn’t sit right for me#unless ur also aroace do ur own thing ^^ /gen
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I should replay botw
#gonna be honest not a fan of how the zonai dominated totk#or good chunks of the story…#the ending rlly kinda killed my desire to play#like w botw I was a little disappointed that there wasn’t a post-botw state to dick around in#but when totk did it it was like…. idk man.#the whole thing was just. eh. to me#like Zelda is a damsel in distress and insecure again who needs to unlock some secret power#and the criticism that the old champions didn’t get a lot of characterization wasn’t fucking. they did the same thing w the sages and we don#don’t even know their names!!#and how the zonai existing rlly throws the timeline into disarray#and p much replaced the sheikah which ymmv but I didn’t like it#and we got a singular CRUMB of ganon characterization#which was FINE when he was just a big beast but now he’s a person and he’s clearly got stuff going on#cool plot threads abound and none of them are picked up and expounded upon#Sigh.#I should replay botw#also the Fuckin. loyalty vow ceremony whatever they do post game w Zelda and the kingdom of hyrule#I know loz is like. feel-good divine right of kings the video game series but come on man#I honestly wish Sonia had been hylia incarnate and rauru her chosen knight like ppl were theorizing#who fought against demise the very first time#or. idk something#just not who was part of a totally cool ancient race that were revered as gods!!!1!1!#*a guy who was
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just realized i havent told half this friend group in non binary... its been like a year :) how has this not come up??????
#one of them is literally trans... this somehow is worst#it feels too late at this point to be like hey guys i know its been a year buuuuuuuuut-#like should i tell them? yes will i? eh#i dont feel comfy just being like hey guys this is my shit i need to sneak it into convos or it feels awkward#havent figured out how to do that yet#the main friend of the group who brought us together knows#but hes like really flighty about it and since i dont rlly care what pronouns ppl use#especially when my characters are all different genders#i just like almost never correct him on it lol#cause tbh he calls me by my characters name even during normal convos#like theres a 70% chance hell just call me eira or kai rather than my normal name#and since eira is my current character and is a girl.... i get a lot of she/hers in there#and since its vc only i dont ever expect anyone to call me he/him cause i sound like a squeeky toy#well at least not unprompted#actually ive only sonehow played like 1 boy character 😮💨 thats sad i need to collect that gender#and also to force them to use he him for me :3c#dnd is actually so good if youre trying on new genders tbh#think i might make my next cyberpunk character enby :) gender is a construct in this dystopia anyway
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i like people but i hate people. hehe
my head hurts
#yap#choose any 4-letter system u like. enneagram matters more to me anyways#i care a lot abt ppl so i think the difference is.. do i care abt ppl bc i see them as ppl or do i see them as a system to be optimized#eh... probably both...#this doesnt answer anything......
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