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#ts4#sims 4#the sims 4#simblr#ts4 screenshots#the sims 4 screenshots#ts4 simblr#the sims community#ts4 edit#show us your sims#cafesulsul#whimsygen8*#juno got the opportunity to be featured in the first issue of penny pizzaz's new magazine#idk i feel like along with penny's social media presence she is also a respected magazine publisher and editor#cafesulsuledits
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Do you have a list of good sex ed books to read?
BOY DO I
please bear in mind that some of these books are a little old (10+ years) by research standards now, and that even the newer ones are all flawed in some way. the thing about research on human beings, and especially research on something as nebulous and huge as sex, is that people are Always going to miss something or fail to account for every possible experience, and that's just something that we have to accept in good faith. I think all of these books have something interesting to say, but that doesn't mean any of them are the only book you'll ever need.
related to that: it's been A While since I've read some of these so sorry if anything in them has aged poorly (I don't THINK SO but like, I was not as discerning a reader when I was 19) but I am still including them as books that have been important to my personal journey as a sex educator.
additionally, a caveat that very few of these books are, like, instructional sex ed books in the sense of like "here's how the penis works, here's where the clit is, etc." those books exist and they're great but they're also not very interesting to me; my studies on sex are much more in the social aspect (shout out to my sociology degree) and the way people learn to think about sex and societal factors that shape those trends. these books reflect that. I would genuinely love to have the time to check out some 101 books to see how they fare, but alas - sex ed is not my day job and I don't have the time to dedicate to that, so it happens slowly when it happens at all. I've been meaning to read Dr. Gunter's Vagina Bible since it came out in 2019, for fucks sake.
and finally an acknowledgement that this is a fairly white list, which has as much to do with biases with academia and publishing as my own unchecked biases especially early in my academic career and the limitations of my university library.
ANYWAY here's some books about sex that have been influential/informative to me in one way or another:
The Trouble With Normal: Sex, Politics, and the Ethics of Queer Life (Michael Warner, 1999)
Virginity Lost: An Intimate Portrait of First Sexual Experiences (Laura M. Carpenter, 2005)
Virgin: The Untouched History (Hanne Blank, 2007)
Sex Goes to School: Girls and Sex Education Before the 1960s (Susan K. Freeman, 2008)
Bonk: The Curious Coupling of Science and Sex (Mary Roach, 2008)
Transgender History: The Roots of Today's Revolution (Revised Edition) (Susan Stryker, 2008)
The Purity Myth: How America's Obsession with Virginity is Hurting Young Women (Jessica Valenti, 2009)
Not Under My Roof: Parents, Teens, and the Culture of Sex (Amy T. Schalet, 2011)
Straight: The Surprisingly Short History of Heterosexuality (Hanne Blank, 2012)
Rewriting the Rules: An Integrative Guide to Love, Sex and Relationships (Meg-John Barker, 2013)
The Sex Myth: The Gap Between Our Fantasies and Realities (Rachel Hills, 2015)
Come as You Are: The Surprising New Science That Will Tranform Your Sex Life (Emily Nagoski, 2015)
Not Gay: Sex Between Straight White Men (Jane Ward, 2015)
Too Hot to Handle: A Global History of Sex Education (Jonathan Zimmerman, 2015)
American Hookup: The New Culture of Sex on Campus (Lisa Wade, 2017)
Buzz: A Stimulating History of the Sex Toy (Hallie Lieberman, 2017)
Histories of the Transgender Child (Jules Gill-Peterson, 2018)
Revolting Prostitutes: The Fight for Sex Workers' Rights (Juno Mac and Molly Smith, 2018)
Ace: What Asexuality Reveals About Desire, Society, and the Meaning of Sex (Angela Chen, 2020)
Pleasure in the News: African American Readership and Sexuality in the Black Press (Kim Gallon, 2020)
A Curious History of Sex (Kate Lister, 2020)
Boys & Sex: Young Men on Hookups, Love, Porn, Consent, and Navigating the New Masculinity (Peggy Orenstein, 2020)
Black Women, Black Love: America's War on Africa American Marriage (Dianne M. Stewart, 2020)
The Tragedy of Heterosexuality (Jane Ward, 2020)
Hurts So Good: The Science and Pleasure of Pain on Purpose (Leigh Cowart, 2021)
Strange Bedfellows: Adventures in the Science, History, and Surprising Secrets of STDs (Ina Park, 2021)
The Right to Sex: Feminist in the Twenty-First Century (Amia Srinivasan, 2021)
Love Your Asian Body: AIDS Activism in Los Angeles (Eric C. Wat, 2021)
Superfreaks: Kink, Pleasure, and the Pursuit of Happiness (Arielle Greenberg, 2023)
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Losing it, besties.
The way Phil loves Jamie. Me too, Phil. Me too.
Why am I not really surprised? Probably bc of the way he flirts with Brett. That pic of him almost kissing Brett. Not failing at it now, is he? lol
A nod toward some very particular part of the fandom. He's so self-aware (he's also a dork).
He already mentioned it before, but I love reading things like this nonetheless.
Kudos for asking this way, implying that Roy and Jamie are in love, and for Phil probably not even blinking before answering with a more or less straight expression on his face.
For the record, I shortened the answer, but overall, I like watching how much Phil loves both Brett and Juno. They're great actors and it seems like they're nice irl, too.
And "Jamie wants to be with Keelay", but then also all those words about Roy and Jamie. Make up your mind, please.
S-season 4 when? ;_; I'm still amazed by what Jason managed to create. Wow, just wow.
(in Phil's voice) Gosh. Heavens.
Me too, Phil. Me too. ;_;
Kudos to the interviewer for being a part of the fandom tbh, but also being a grown up that recognizes fun and the love for fiction, being it books or fanfiction. Because ultimately, I think, most of published books are originally someone's original characters and imagined world. Fanfiction for a small or non-existed fandom. And some published books were originally fanfiction that got edited and published as original work.
So yeah, I hope they do hold their private meetings and write more fanfiction. Post it, Phil. Then say that you did without saying anything else and let all the fanfiction writers lose their minds, me included. I think that would be fun.
x
#phil dunster#roy x jamie#jamie x keeley#roy x jamie x keeley#ted lasso#jamie tartt#i'm a bit on the fence about their jokes bc why can't you say that you ship roy and jamie for real?#but still
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The origin story of the Black List is almost mythic: In 2005, film development executive Franklin Leonard sent an anonymous survey to every Hollywood producer he had met with that year, asking them to name their favorite screenplays they’d passed on during the year because the scripts didn’t match their needs. In the movie industry, producers often encounter the same set of screenplays, both because writers’ agents and managers blitz the studios with new work and because the executives share their favorites among themselves. Leonard compiled a list of the favorite unproduced scripts and, at the end of the year, sent the producers the results. It went viral. The top two screenplays on that list were Things We Lost in the Fire and Juno. Subsequent editions of the Black List contained Oscar winners Argo, The King’s Speech, Slumdog Millionaire, and Spotlight.
In 2012 the Black List added a website where screenwriters could upload their scripts for a fee in the hopes of getting them produced. And in September 2024 that website added fiction to its list of accepted genres—a move that could create a new pathway for novelists to get published.
Unlike the original Black List, the website requires writers of both screenplays and novels to pay for attention. Creating a profile and listing projects on the site is free; for $30 a month writers can post their manuscripts for agents, editors, and film executives to download, read, rate, and consider acquiring. Picture books, novellas, and short story collections are not accepted, nor is nonfiction, except for memoir.
An evaluation and rating of the first ninety to a hundred pages of a manuscript, performed by industry professionals with at least one year of experience, costs $150. The ratings are broken down into nine components: Premise, Plot, Originality/Creativity, Character Development, Dialogue, Setting, Prose, Themes, and Pace. Each manuscript also receives an overall score, which is meant to capture “the feeling you get reading something that makes you go, ‘My goodness! Everyone needs to know about this!’” says Randy Winston, the former director of writing programs for the Center for Fiction whom Leonard appointed to oversee the Black List’s fiction enterprise.
Writers can choose to make their evaluations and component scores visible to industry professionals, or they can hide everything except the overall score. If an overall score comes in at eight out of ten or higher, the Black List helps elevate the manuscript with two free months of hosting and two additional reviews, as well as inclusion in a weekly e-newsletter to industry professionals. Writers can apply for need-based fee waivers once a year.
Paying for an evaluation also makes writers eligible for the range of awards the Black List offers, including a $10,000 unpublished novel award in seven genres and a partnership with Simon Kinberg’s Genre Films to offer a $25,000 television or film option.
“We think of the Black List as a large metal detector going through haystacks everywhere,” says Winston. “A lot of agents and editors have a ton of submissions in their inbox; we hand them the good stuff so they can find something amazing.”
Winston hosts the Black List’s new conversation series, Read the Acknowledgments, a live visual podcast released a few times a month that features discussions of the business of books and writing. Each episode, recorded on Zoom, consists of two interviews with authors, editors, agents, booksellers, or librarians.
In one of its many collaborative ventures to reach writers, the Black List partnered with the Authors Guild to offer an online information session in October; the recording is available on the Authors Guild’s website.
Winston says that numerous literary agents from both large and boutique agencies have signed up to peruse the site. Some of them use the Black List as a more curated supplement to their slush pile. Jordan Hill, an agent at New Leaf Literary and Media, notes that for writers without representation, the Black List eliminates the work of researching agents and querying. And for agents like her, the ability to filter manuscripts by highly specific genre (fantasy and science fiction each have ten subcategories, for example) and look at other industry professionals’ ratings and evaluations will make it easier to find promising projects.
But for writers hoping to sign a major deal, the Black List’s rating system can also be frustrating—and what works for screenplays may not work in the same way for fiction. Diane Hanks, an author and screenwriter in Massachusetts, has paid for dozens of evaluations from the Black List for thirteen scripts she submitted in years past. Two of her screenplays were optioned but not produced; one of those became her narrative nonfiction book, The Woman With a Purple Heart (Sourcebooks Landmark, 2023). Her work ranks in the top 1 percent on the site.
“I send something in because I want to see where I am and what needs to be fixed,” Hanks says.
During beta testing for the fiction site last summer, Hanks was invited to create an account and upload a novel. But in her first review, she felt the glowing praise in the evaluation didn’t square with the low numerical marks. She also didn’t think it made sense to evaluate a novel based on the first third, before the big surprises arrive.
In the Authors Guild info session, held in October, Leonard addressed the reason for the sample length. If someone wrote a mediocre six-hundred-page novel, he thought it would be unethical to encourage them to pay for a complete manuscript reading. “If you ask anyone,” Leonard said, that first hundred pages “is a pretty good way to determine, ‘Is this something I want to keep reading?’”
Hanks recommends the Black List to other writers but advises them to make sure their work is top-notch before submitting and not to be discouraged by a low score. “I know so many people who just gave up,” she says.
One of those people is John Singh, a writer in Los Angeles whose agent could not sell his first novel. In early September he posted it to the site and paid for two reviews. Like Hanks, he received glowing feedback that felt at odds with the overall score of a five in both cases.
On September 24, he looked at every score listed on the Black List’s fiction site up to that point and calculated the average at 5.27. Not a single novel had received an eight or above. “They’re saying that nothing that’s been submitted so far qualifies as good,” he says. Singh thought it could be damaging to his efforts if the novel appeared on the site with the low rating, so he closed his account after just three weeks.
Leonard and Winston acknowledge that not every manuscript is going to be highly rated, but they believe that is the key to the site’s power. In the Authors Guild session, Leonard explained, “Our job is not to drive industry professionals to every manuscript. Our job is to drive as many industry professionals as possible to manuscripts that we believe to be strong. And if we’re not getting traffic for your manuscript on the site, you should probably stop giving us your money.” Still, for writers who are ready for the exposure, the Black List may serve as a key to a door that is all too often closed.
Jonathan Vatner is the author of The Bridesmaids Union (St. Martin’s Press, 2022) and Carnegie Hill (Thomas Dunne Books, 2019) and teaches fiction writing at New York University and the Hudson Valley Writers Center.
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12, 13, 15 for the ask game!
12 - favorite character to write about this year
one hundred percent definitely ialai because shes kind of a blank slate but also not? like shes in canon she has a defined personality i didn't have to totally oc-ify her but like we never get in her head in canon since she has 0 povs so i got to do it. and i think it was very fun going ok how do i make her distinct and not Sadeas But A Girl? yeah
13 - favorite writing song/artist/album of this year
i mean obviously ive been listening to the juno soundtrack while conceptualizing writing editing etc wasp cup but like in terms of Song Inspires Writing chapter 8 of tbhwo pretty much only exists because i was listening to distance by ajj and i went you know what theres potential there
15 - something you learned this year
KEEP A LIST OF A SPECIFIC CHARACTER'S KINKS/FAVORITE AND LEAST FAVORITE FOODS/FASHION PREFERENCES/ETC SOMEWHERE SO YOU CAN CROSS REFERENCE WHAT THEY DO AND DON'T LIKE im never going to live down ialai getting edged and enjoying it in one chapter and then saying she didnt like getting edged like 2 chapters later. alternatively you can just. write the whole manuscript rough draft style before you publish but im doing that for wasp cup and its making me so impatient
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#note: this week I’ll be reviewing the Barbie Movie#the question is: which review will I work on next?#media review#& juliet#juno steel#Nimona#Juno steel and the vanishing act
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What about the book? Are you still writing 🤭🩷?
I WAS LITERALLY TALKING ABOUT THIS WITH JUNO THE OTHER DAY.
IT WILL BE PUBLISHED AT SOME POINT I PROMISEEEEE. I'm currently editing it and fixing some stuff but it'll be out in 2025, sometime around March would be ideal but idkkkkkkkk
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୨✦ ⠂JUNO'S RULES ⠂✦୧
╴╴╴╴╴⊹˚⠀before you follow ꒦₊˚ get 2 know me!


ᴗ ✿ᴗ) ⠀general ⠀。゚.⠀1. minors (17 & below) do not interact. note: i put age ratings and content warnings per post but it is for general guidelines only. as i have mentioned before, some of my posts are sfw, but for the safety of minors, do not follow or interact with my account. ⠀。゚.⠀2. no translation or re-publishing of my work or claiming it as your own. ⠀。゚.⠀3. do not repost any original images uploaded on my account. note: while some of my images are either partially ai-generated, edited by me, or pulled from other sources, it is discouraged to lift images from this account.

rules! 💗✦﹒ᵔᴗᵔ
⠀. ⁺ . who i currently write for:
haechan⠀karina⠀jeno note: this list remains flexible.
⠀. ⁺ . who i will not write for:
idols under 19 years old⠀male reader⠀idol x idol⠀
⠀. ⁺ . kinks that i write for:
dom/sub⠀ sadomasochism⠀ role play⠀ objectification⠀ breeding kink⠀ voyeurism⠀ breath play⠀ humiliation⠀ impact play⠀ orgasm control⠀ overstimulation⠀ use of toys⠀ power play⠀ dacryphilia⠀ dumification⠀ nipple play⠀ cnc⠀ dubcon⠀ perversion⠀ corruption
⠀. ⁺ . kinks that i do not write for:
age play⠀dd/lg⠀feet and armpits⠀scat⠀vomit ⠀stepcest

requests! + anons! 𓂋🌸⠀
。゚.⠀1. requests, headcannons, hard/soft hours, drabbles etc. are always open, but if it goes unanswered its because i might be busy or unable to follow through. i will delete asks depending on the content. ⠀。゚.⠀2. anons are welcome! make sure to use a code at the end of your asks such as emojis, symbols, nicknames etc. taken anons: [ null ]
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David Myles, The Trews, Kellie Loder among winners at East Coast Music Awards
The first group of winners at the 2023 East Coast Music Awards have been announced.
Singer-songwriter David Myles, who had four nominations, won album of the year and solo recording of the year for "It's Only A Little Loneliness."
Adam Baldwin's "Lighthouse in Little Lorraine" was recognized as song of the year.
Newfoundland and Labrador's Kellie Loder was named songwriter of the year as well as fans' choice entertainer of the year.
St. John's duo Fortunate Ones won folk recording of the year for "That Was You and Me."
The Trews of Antigonish, N.S., took home rock recording of the year for "Wanderer," while Juno Award winners The East Pointers won group recording of the year with "House of Dreams."
The East Pointers led the pack with six nominations along with rapper Classified, whose name wasn't called Thursday night but is up for more awards this weekend.
Other winners of the night included Zamani Folade as African Canadian artist of the year; Natalie MacMaster for director's special achievement; Lisa LeBlanc's "Chiac Disco" for francophone recording; Nicole Ariana's "Master of Denial" for fan's choice video; Jah'Mila's "Roots Girl" for global music recording; Morgan Toney as Indigenous artist of the year; and City Natives' "The People of the Dawn" for rap/hip-hop recording.
The year's ECMA festival is scheduled to run until Sunday, when the remaining awards are set to be presented.
The ECMAs have also announced that the 2024 edition of the festival will be held in Charlottetown.
This report by The Canadian Press was first published May 4, 2023.
from CTV News - Atlantic https://ift.tt/LlF9MwS
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Here it is!
E1: I Love This Part - Tillie Walden
Ace Of Spades - Farida Àbiké Íyímídé
E2: We Are Okay - Nina Lacour
The Importance Of Being Ernest - Oscar Wilde
E3: Night Sky With Exit Wounds - Ocean Vuong
Pride Display Books!
• All Boys Aren't Blue - George M Johnson
• I Wish You All The Best - Mason Deaver
• Melissa - Alex Gino (previously published and shown in Heartstopper as George)
• My Magic Family - Lotte Jeffs and Sharon Davey
• The Kingdom Of Sand - Andrew Holleran
• Beyond The Gender Binary - Alok Vaid-Menom
• Ace: What Asexuality Reveals About Desire, Society, and the Meaning Of Sex - Angela Chen
• Bi: Bisexual, Pansexual, Fluid And Nonbinary Youth - Ritch C. Savin-Williams
• My Shadow Is Pink - Scott Stuart
• 100 Queer Poems anthology edited by Mary Jean Chan and Andrew McMillan
Library Background Pride Books
• Leah On The Offbeat - Becky Albertalli
• The Prom (Penguin edition) - Sandra Mitchell, Matthew Sklar, Bob Martin, and Chad Reguilin
• Nate Plus One - Kevin Van Whye
• Birdgirl - Mya-Rose Craig
• This Place Is Still Beautiful - XiXi Tian
• Princess Ever After - Connie Glynn
• Girl Woman Other - Bernadine Evaristo
• When You Call My Name - Tucker Shaw
Book Lovers - Emily Henry
E4: Les Miserables - Victor Hugo
The Little Prince - Antoine de Saint-Exupéry
The Awakening (English classics edition) - Kate Chopin
The Outsider - Albert Camus
We Are Okay - Nina Lacour
E6: Birthday - Meredith Russo
Around The World In Eighty Days - Jules Verne
From the Shakespeare And Company bookstore, (incomplete list)
• The Swimming Pool Library - Alan Hollinghurst
• The Catcher In The Rye - JD Sallinger
• Heartstopper volumes 1 - 4 - Alice Oseman
• Radio Silence - Alice Oseman
• This Winter - Alice Oseman
• Nick and Charlie - Alice Oseman
• Pax - Sara Pennypacker
• How To Be Parisian Wherever You Are - Anne Berest, Audrey Diwan, Caroline de Maigret, and Sophie Mas
• Pandora - Susan Stokes-Chapman
• Loveless - Alice Oseman
• The Color Storm - Damien Dibbens
• The Story Of Art Without Men - Katy Hessel
• Rossetti: His Life And Works (Penguin Modern Classics edition) - Evelyn Waugh
• The Hound Of The Baskervilles - Arthur Conan Doyle
• Better Living Through Criticism: How To Think About Art, Pleasure, Beauty, And Truth - A.O Scott
• Bold Ventures, Thirteen Tales of Architectural Tragedy - Charlotte Van den Broeck
• Muse: Uncovering the Hidden Figures Behind Art History's Masterpieces - Ruth Millington, Illustrated by Dina Razin
• Fierce Love - Dr. Jacqui Lewis
Crush - Richard Silken
E7: Boy Erased - Garrard Conley
All Boys Aren't Blue - George M Johnson
Bookstore Background Books!
• Loveless - Alice Oseman
• This Book Is Gay - Juno Dawson
• Juliet Takes A Breath - Gabby Rivera
• The Beauty Of Everyday Things - Soetsu Yanagi
• Nate Plus One - Kevin Van Whye
We Have Always Been Here - Samra Habib
E8: Summer Bird Blue - Akemi Dawn Bowman
Books From Isaac's Room (an incomplete list)
• Vadim - Donald James
• Dune - Frank Herbert
• Birthday - Meredith Russo
• How To Own The Room: Women And The Art Of Brilliant Speaking - Viv Groskop
• Boy Erased - Garrard Conley
• All Boys Aren't Blue - George M Johnson
• Ace Of Spades - Farida Àbiké Íyímídé
• This Winter - Alice Oseman
• Save Yourself - Cameron Esposito
• Consumed - Henry Wallop
• The Final Detail - Harlan Coben
• No Safe Place - Richard North Patterson
• The Darkling Spy - Edward Wilson
• Book Lovers - Emily Henry
so I went peak autism and made a list of every book of note I could identify in heartstopper season 2, whether it's read by isaac or seen in the background of a shot if anyone is interested in knowing what Isaac's reading 👀
#isaac henderson#heartstopper season 2#heartstopper#isaac heartstopper#heartstopper s2#tobie donovan#corley says stuff#tay dont look
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Aurores Boréale, Tome 1 : Changement de Marée — Freya Barker
Quel impact cela aurait-il si tout devenait brusquement noir ? Pour Mia, un trajet en métro bondé change toute sa vie. Se retirer dans une région désertique l’aide à faire face à un monde soudain trop bruyant, trop turbulent. Confinée en toute sécurité dans un petit chalet sur le lac, elle n’est pas préparée au voisin qui emménage de l’autre côté de la baie. Une blessure rédhibitoire pour sa carrière a définitivement mis Jared sur la touche. Sa réputation comme « Le Fonceur » ne survivra pas aux responsabilités imprévues qui l’attendent. Loin des yeux du public, il s’adapte à sa nouvelle réalité, sous l’observation silencieuse de l’ermite intrigante de l’autre côté du lac.
De Freya Barker publié en Mai chez Juno Publishing [ Amazon ] 308 pages
Une jolie histoire toute douce, une romance entre un ancien sportif d'une quarantaine d'années et d'une nana vivant en ermite car agoraphobe. Deux personnalités qui ne devraient rien avoir en commun ou se rencontrer et pourtant...
J'ai passé globalement un joli moment de lecture avec la première partie, on va dire pendant la mise en place de la romance et de la rencontre. On alterne les points de vue entre Mia et Jared, découvrant dès le début des situations assez coquines... j'ai failli arrêter ma lecture car je ne voulais pas de trucs superficiels, et ce ne fut pas le cas. L'autrice prend le temps de construire leur histoire et propose deux personnages avec un âge et une carrière derrière eux.
La deuxième partie, je me suis ennuyée... pas de gros rebonds, ni de vrai enjeu et j'ai ainsi un peu perdu de l'intérêt car ça manquait de saveur de leurs premiers échanges. C'est souvent le plus compliqué dans une romance contemporaine : essayer d'être crédible et réaliste, d'offrir de jolis moments tout en faisant en sorte que le rythme nous tienne jusqu'au bout. Peut-être qu'avec moins de chapitre, j'aurais eu moins ce sentiment.
Maintenant, si vous aimez les trucs doux, que vous cherchez des personnages avec du vécu, un petit peu de sport et un cadre idyllique, Changement de Marée peut vraiment être cette touche de frais qui nous manque en romance contemporaine.
#AUTEUR Freya Barker#GENRE Romance Contemporaine#EDITION Juno Publishing#SERIE Aurores Boréales#Sportifs#Médecins#Handicap#Maternité#Paparazzis#llyza#SP
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queer romance and sexuality recommendations:
the art of giving and receiving: the wheel of consent by betty martin
leatherfolk: radical sex, people, politics, and practice, edited by mark thompson
gay spirit/gay soul/gay body edited by mark thompson
fierce femmes and notorious liars by kai cheng thom
confessions of the fox by jordy rosenberg
s/he by minnie bruce pratt
the faggots and their friends in between revolutions, by larry mitchell
bushfire/afterglow edited by karen barber
best lesbian erotica volumes 1-13 published by cleis press
the beggar of love by lee lynch
sometimes she lets me: best butch femme erotica edited by tristan taormino
why are faggots so afraid of other faggots?: flaming challenges to masculinity, objectification, and the desire to conform, edited by mattilda bernstein sycamore
queer sex by juno roche
we too: essays on sex work and survival, edited by natalie west
cruising: an intimate history of a radical pastime, by alex espinoza
blood, marriage, wine & glitter, by s. bear bergman
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"This Means the World To Me" Part 10 (Final)
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AN: Short and sweet ending, but don't worry there's also an epilogue I'm posting right away (SPOILER: Skip the epilogue if you don't like babies)
You and Jason attended the Ted Lasso wrap party looking “disgustingly in love” as Juno said immediately upon seeing the two of you. It was bittersweet to say goodbye to the cast knowing this may be the last time all of them were together. Jason was surprisingly tight-lipped about the future of Ted Lasso, even with you. As a fan, you hoped for more Ted Lasso, but as the person literally stealing him away for your own show you were excited to get back to New York.
“So,” Juno started and you could tell from the glint in her and Hannah’s eyes they were being incredibly michevious. “Please tell me that going back to New York also means wedding bells?”
You scoffed, “It hasn’t been that long, and we’re both going to be busy…”
“Excuses, excuses,” Hannah dismissed with a wave, “Honestly I thought I’d see a ring right now, at the end of the wrap party.”
“Oh that would be so fun,” Juno clapped.
“What would be fun,” Jason joined the group, rubbing a circle on your back affectionately.
“You making an honest woman out of this one,” Hannah pointed at you and Jason smiled.
“You think she’d take me up on it?” Your eyes shot to Jason, trying to read if he could possibly be kidding, but as playful as he said it he was genuine. He met your eyes and just quirked an eyebrow at you. You sipped your drink instead of answering, but when Hannah and Juno weren’t looking you pulled Jason’s hand to your lips and kissed his ring finger. You knew he knew what you meant. That you were in this no matter what, ring or no ring.
The wrap party ended with tears and well wishes, and as you stepped out after the last goodbye you got a call from your Mom. You and Jason made surprised eye contact as the two of you walked back home and he gestured that you should answer it.
“Hi, uh, mom,” you sounded more flustered than you intended.
“Hey. How are you?”
“Uh, good, yeah.”
“I was just calling to tell you I’m excited for you to be back stateside.”
“Oh. Yeah.” You weren’t at your most eloquent but you were caught off guard.
Your mom sighed. “I know things have been weird. But I miss you and I’m proud of you.”
You stopped walking and Jason got worried but you held your hand up to gesture it was okay. You were just shocked that it was almost an apology.
“Thanks. Really. You’re still coming to visit, yeah?”
“Yeah, of course. Tell Jason I said hello.”
You hung up and laughed. “Well,” Jason asked reaching for your hand again.
“My mother says hello.”
“Fuck yeah,” Jason gave you an exaggerated fist bump and you giggled as you unlocked the door.
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Working on your show was the hardest and most rewarding job you’d ever had. Added to that the edits on your short story collection and getting it published, rebuilding your relationship with your family who now not only called frequently, but loved Jason—of course, you didn’t understand how anyone couldn’t—it was all driving you a little crazy. Jason was there every step of the way. After the blowout and I love you’s you could tell he paid close attention to how overwhelmed you were getting and tried to step in where he could. You hoped he knew how appreciated he was, and you did your best to return the favor.
After nearly a year of writing and production, you were taking a well needed off day. Willa was visiting and so far you’d been shopping, gotten your nails done, and gossiped to your heart’s content over happy hour drinks. Jason also had the day off to spend with the kids and you had already received several selfies the kids had taken themselves to send you, and Willa cooed over them with you every time. You and Willa were just about to pick a place for dinner when you got a call from the script supervisor. You didn’t want to answer on your off day but you all were about to use up the largest chunk of your budget on an elaborate wedding in the 5th episode and there wasn’t much wiggle room for reshoots.
“Hey, Y/N, I know its your off day, but we just got some props delivered and I want to make sure it aligns with your vision in the script. Could you come by? Just for a minute?”
You looked at Willa, silently asking if she minded, and she shook her head no, so you agreed.
“Sure, I can swing by, don’t worry about it.”
“Dinner after I give you a tour of the set,” you asked Willa as you hung up.
“Sounds good,” Willa chirruped.
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You and Willa laughed as you walked onto set but you cut yourself off mid laugh when you saw the wedding set… filled with people. Your people.
Jason walked towards you in a sharp black suit and tears were already springing to your eyes. He took both of your hands in his, also looking a little misty.
“Hi beautiful.”
“Jason, what are you…?”
“I love you. Very much. My kids love you very much,” he gestured to the two of them sitting with your niece and nephew, grinning harder than you’d ever seen them and you blew them kisses. “You are brilliant, you are funny, and you are my partner in all things. And, selfishly, I want you to be my partner in all things forever.”
You nodded, already too overcome with emotion to use your words.
“This show has been our lives. It's part of the reason we met and fell in love. It only felt right that this would be the place for us to make this thing,” he gestured between the two of you and you laughed, wiping tears from your cheeks, “permanent.”
You looked around the room at your family and his. At Juno, Hannah, Brett, and Brendan. At Sasha and the kids and Willa. At the set for this show you and Jason had poured everything into. All of this the result of the life the two of you had built together.
Jason lifted a hand to your face, wiping more tears, “What do you say?”
“I’m not dressed for this.” Everyone laughed and Willa held up a bag from your shopping trip early. Of course she had bought the cute white dress you had been looking at when you weren’t looking. God, she was a good friend. “And we’re not even engaged.”
“Oh silly me,” Jason smirked getting down on one knee and retrieving a delicate gold engagement ring from his lapel pocket. “Y/N, if you would do me the honor of being my wife…well, that would mean the world to me.”
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Kid Congo Powers Interview
Kid Congo Powers was a founding member of the Gun Club. He also played with The Cramps and Nick Cave and the Bad Seeds. Powers currently fronts Kid Congo and the Pink Monkey Birds and recently completed a memoir, Some New Kind of Kick.
The following interview focuses on Some New Kind of Kick. In the book Powers recounts growing up in La Puente—a working-class, largely Latino city in Los Angeles County—in the 1960s, as well as his familial, professional and personal relationships. He describes the LA glam-rock scene (Powers was a frequenter of Rodney Bingenheimer’s English Disco), the interim period between glam and punk embodied by the Capitol Records swap meet, as well as LA’s first-wave, late-1970s punk scene.
Well written, edited and awash with amazing photos, Some New Kind of Kick will appeal to fans of underground music as well as those interested in 1960-1980s Los Angeles (think Claude Bessy and Mike Davis). The book will be available from In the Red Records, their first venture into book publishing, soon.
Interview by Ryan Leach

Kid Congo with the Pink Monkey Birds.
Ryan: Some New Kind of Kick reminded me of the New York Night Train oral histories you had compiled about 15 years ago. Was that the genesis of your book?
Kid: That was the genesis. You pinpointed it. Those pieces were done with Jonathan Toubin. It was a very early podcast. Jonathan wanted to do an audio version of my story for his website, New York Night Train. We did that back in the early 2000s. After we had completed those I left New York and moved to Washington D.C. I thought, “I have the outline for a book here.” Jonathan had created a discography and a timeline. I figured, “It’ll be great and really easy. We’ll just fill in some of the blanks and it’ll be done.” Here we are 15 years later.
Ryan: It was well worth it. It reads well. And I love the photographs. The photo of you as a kid with Frankenstein is amazing.
Kid: I’m glad you liked it. You’re the first person not involved in it that I’ve spoken with.
Ryan: As someone from Los Angeles I enjoyed reading about your father’s life and work as a union welder in the 1960s. My grandfather was a union truck driver and my father is a cabinetmaker. My dad’s cousins worked at the General Motors Van Nuys Assembly plant. In a way you captured an old industrial blue-collar working class that’s nowhere near as robust as it once was in Los Angeles. It reminded of Mike Davis’ writings on the subject.
Kid: I haven’t lived in LA for so long that I didn’t realize it doesn’t exist anymore. I felt the times. It was a reflection on my experiences and my family’s experiences. It was very working class. My dad was proud to be a union member. It served him very well. He and my mother were set up for the rest of their lives. I grew up with a sense that he earned an honest living. My parents always told me not to be embarrassed by what you did for work. People would ask me, “What’s your book about? What’s the thrust of it?” As I was writing it, I was like, “I don’t know. I’ll find out when it’s done.” What you mentioned was an aspect of that.
When I started the book and all throughout the writing I had gone to different writers’ workshops. We’d review each other’s work. It was a bunch of people who didn’t know me, didn’t know about music—at least the music I make. I just wanted to see if there was a story there. People were relating to what I was writing, which gave me the confidence to keep going.
Ryan: Some New Kind of Kick is different from Jeffrey Lee Pierce’s autobiography, Go Tell the Mountain. Nevertheless, I couldn’t help but think of Pierce’s work as I read yours. Was Go Tell the Mountain on your mind as you were writing?
Kid: When I was writing about Jeffrey—it was my version of the story. It was about my relationship with him. I wasn’t thinking about his autobiography much at all. His autobiography is very different than mine. Nevertheless, there are some similarities. But his book flew off into flights of prose and fantasy. I tried to stay away from the stories that were already out there. The thing that’s interesting about Jeffrey is that everyone has a completely different story to tell about him. Everyone’s relationship with him was different.
Ryan: It’s a spectrum that’s completely filled in.
Kid: Exactly. One of the most significant relationships I’ve had in my life was with Jeffrey. Meeting him changed my life. It was an enduring relationship. It was important for me to tell my story of Jeffrey.
Ryan: The early part of your book covers growing up in La Puente and having older sisters who caught the El Monte Legion Stadium scene—groups like Thee Midniters. You told me years ago that you and Jeffrey were thinking about those days during the writing and recording of Mother Juno (1987).
Kid: That’s definitely true. Growing up in that area is another thing Jeffrey and I bonded over. We were music hounds at a young age. We talked a lot about La Puente, El Monte and San Gabriel Valley’s culture. We were able to pinpoint sounds we heard growing up there—music playing out of cars and oldies mixed in with Jimi Hendrix and Santana. That was the sound of San Gabriel Valley. It wasn’t all lowrider music. We were drawn to that mix of things. I remember “Yellow Eyes” off Mother Juno was our tribute to the San Gabriel Valley sound.
Ryan: You describe the Capitol Records Swap Meet in Some New Kind of Kick. In the pre-punk/Back Door Man days that was an important meet-up spot whose significance remains underappreciated.
Kid: The Capitol Records Swap Meet was a once-a-month event and hangout. It was a congregation of record collectors and music fans. You’d see the same people there over and over again. It was a community. Somehow everyone who was a diehard music fan knew about it. You could find bootlegs there. It went from glam to more of a Back Door Man-influenced vibe which was the harder-edged Detroit stuff—The Stooges and the MC5. You went there looking for oddities and rare records. I was barely a record collector back then. It’s where I discovered a lot of music. You had to be a pretty dedicated music fan to get up at 6 AM to go there, especially if you were a teenager.
Ryan: I enjoyed reading about your experiences as a young gay man in the 1970s. You’d frequent Rodney’s English Disco; I didn’t know you were so close to The Screamers. While not downplaying the prejudices gay men faced in the 1970s, it seemed fortuitous that these places and people existed for you in that post-Stonewall period.
Kid: Yeah. I was obviously drawn to The Screamers for a variety of reasons. It was a funny time. People didn’t really discuss being gay. People knew we were gay. I knew you were gay; you knew I was gay. But the fact that we never openly discussed it was very strange. Part of that was protection. It also had to do with the punk ethos of labels being taboo. I don’t think that The Screamers were very politicized back then and neither was I. We were just going wild. I was super young and still discovering things. I had that glam-rock door to go through. It was much more of a fantasy world than anything based in reality. But it allowed queerness. It struck a chord with me and it was a tribe. However, I did discover later on that glam rock was more of a pose than a sexual revolution.
With some people in the punk scene like The Screamers and Gorilla Rose—they came from a background in drag and cabaret. I didn’t even know that when I met them. I found it out later on. They were already very experienced. They had an amazing camp aesthetic. I learned a lot about films and music through them. They were so advanced. It was all very serendipitous. I think my whole life has been serendipitous, floating from one thing to another.
Ryan: You were in West Berlin when the Berlin Wall was breached in November 1989. “Here’s another historical event. I’m sure Kid Congo is on the scene.”
Kid: I know! The FBI must have a dossier on me. I was in New York on 9/11 too.
Ryan: A person who appears frequently in your book is your cousin Theresa who was tragically murdered. I take it her death remains a cold case.
Kid: Cold case. Her death changed my entire life. It was all very innocent before she died. That stopped everything. It was a real source of trauma. All progress up until that point went on hold until I got jolted out of it. I eventually decided to experience everything I could because life is short. That trauma fueled a lot of bad things, a lot of self-destructive impulses. It was my main demon that chased me throughout my early adult life. It was good to write about it. It’s still there and that’s probably because her murder remains unsolved. I have no resolution with it. I was hoping the book would give me some closure. We’ll see if it does.
Ryan: Theresa was an important person in your life that you wanted people to know about. You champion her.
Kid: I wanted to pay tribute to her. She changed my life. I had her confidence. I was at a crossroads at that point in my life, dealing with my sexuality. I wanted people to know about Theresa beyond my family. My editor Chris Campion really pulled that one out of me. It was a story that I told, but he said, “There’s so much more to this.” I replied, “No! Don’t make me do it.” I had a lot of stories, but it was great having Chris there to pull them together to create one big story. My original concept for the book was a coming-of-age story. Although it still is, I was originally going to stop before I even joined the Gun Club (in 1979). It was probably because I didn’t want to look at some of the things that happened afterwards. It was very good for my music. Every time I got uncomfortable, I’d go, “Oh, I’ve got to make a record and go on tour for a year and not think about this.” A lot of it was too scary to even think about. But the more I did it, the less scary it became and the more a story emerged. I had a very different book in mind than the one I completed. I’m glad I was pushed in that direction and that I was willing to be pushed. I wanted to tell these stories, but it was difficult.
Ryan: Of course, there are lighter parts in your book. There are wonderful, infamous characters like Bradly Field who make appearances.
Kid: Bradly Field was also a queer punker. He was the partner of Kristian Hoffman of The Mumps. I met Kristian in Los Angeles. We all knew Lance Loud of The Mumps because he had starred in An American Life (1973) which was the first reality TV show. It aired on PBS. I was a fan of The Mumps. Bradly came out to LA with Kristian for an elongated stay during a Mumps recording session. Of course, Bradly and I hit it off when we met. Bradly was a drummer—he played a single drum and a cracked symbol—in Teenage Jesus and the Jerks. Bradly was a real character. He was kind of a Peter Lorre, misanthropic miscreant. Bradly was charming while abrasively horrible at the same time. We were friends and I always remained on Bradly’s good side so there was never a problem.
Bradly had invited me and some punkers to New York. He said that if we ever made it out there that we could stay with him. He probably had no idea we’d show up a month later. Bradly Field was an important person for me to know—an unashamedly gay, crazy person. He was a madman. I had very little interest in living a typical life. That includes a typical gay life. Bradly was just a great gay artist I met in New York when I was super young. He was also the tour manager of The Cramps at one point. You can imagine what that was like. Out of Lux and Ivy’s perverse nature they unleashed him on people.
Ryan: He was the right guy to have in your corner if the club didn’t pay you.
Kid: Exactly. Who was going to say “no” to Bradly?
Ryan: You mention an early Gun Club track called “Body and Soul” that I’m unfamiliar with. I know you have a rehearsal tape of the original Creeping Ritual/Gun Club lineup (Kid Congo Powers, Don Snowden, Brad Dunning and Jeffrey Lee Pierce). Are any of these unreleased tracks on that tape?
Kid: No. Although I do have tapes, there’s no Creeping Ritual material on them. I spoke with Brad (Dunning) and he has tapes too. We both agreed that they’re unlistenable. They’re so terrible. Nevertheless, I’m going to have them digitized and I’ll take another listen to them. “Body and Soul” is an early Creeping Ritual song. At the time we thought, “Oh, this sounds like a Mink DeVille song.” At least in our minds it did. To the best of my ability I did record an approximation of “Body and Soul” on the Congo Norvell record Abnormals Anonymous (1997). I sort of reimagined it. That song was the beginning of things for me with Jeffrey. It wasn’t a clear path when we started The Gun Club. We didn’t say, “Oh, we’re going to be a blues-mixed-with-punk band.” It was a lot of toying around. It had to do with finding a style. Jeffrey had a lot of ideas. We also had musical limitations to consider. We were trying to turn it into something cohesive. There was a lot of reggae influence at the beginning. Jeffrey was a visionary who wanted to make the Gun Club work. Of course, to us he was a really advanced musician. We thought (bassist) Don Snowden was the greatest too. What’s funny is that I saw Don in Valencia, Spain, where he lives now. He came to one of our (Kid Congo and the Pink Monkey Birds) shows a few years ago. He said, “Oh, I didn’t know how to play!”
Ryan: “I knew scales.”
Kid: Exactly. It was all perception. But we were ambitious and tenacious. We were certain we could make something really good out of what we had. That was it. We knew we had good taste in music. That was enough for us to continue on.
Ryan: I knew about The Cramps’ struggles with IRS Records and Miles Copeland. However, it took on a new meaning reading your book. Joining The Cramps started with a real high for you, recording Psychedelic Jungle (1981), and then stagnation occurred due to contractual conflicts.
Kid: There was excitement, success and activity for about a year or two. And then absolutely nothing. As I discuss in my book—and you can ask anyone who was in The Cramps—communication was not a big priority for Lux and Ivy. I was left to my own devices for a while. We were building, building, building and then it stopped. I wasn’t privy to what was going on. I knew they were depressed about it. The mood shifted. It was great recording Psychedelic Jungle and touring the world. The crowds were great everywhere we went. It was at that point that I started getting heavy into drugs. The time off left me with a lot of time to get into trouble. It was my first taste of any kind of success or notoriety. I’m not embarrassed to say that I fell into that trip: “Oh, you know who I am and I have all these musician friends now.” It was the gilded ‘80s. Things were quite decadent then. There was a lot of hard drug use. It wasn’t highly frowned upon to abuse those types of drugs in our circle. What was the reputation of The Gun Club? The drunkest, drug-addled band around. So there was a lot of support to go in that direction. Who knew it was going to go so downhill? We weren’t paying attention to consequences. Consequences be damned. So the drugs sapped a lot of energy out of it too.
I recorded the one studio album (Psychedelic Jungle) with The Cramps and a live album (Smell of Female). The live record was good and fun, but it was a means to an end. It was recorded to get out of a contract. The Cramps were always going to do it their way. Lux and Ivy weren’t going to follow anyone’s rules. I don’t know why people expected them to. To this day, I wonder why people want more. I mean, they gave you everything. People ask me, “When is Ivy going to play again?” I tell them, “She’s done enough. She paid her dues. The music was great.”
Ryan: I think after 30-something years of touring, she’s earned her union card.
Kid: Exactly. She’s done her union work.
Ryan: In your book you discuss West Berlin in the late 1980s. That was a strange period of extreme highs and lows. During that time you were playing with the Bad Seeds, working with people like Wim Wenders (in Wings of Desire) and witnessed the collapse of the Berlin Wall and the GDR. Nevertheless, it was a very dark period marred by substance abuse. Luckily, you came out of it unscathed. As you recount, some people didn’t.
Kid: It was a period of extremes. In my mind, for years, I rewrote that scene. I would say, “Berlin was great”—and it was, that part was true—and then I’d read interviews with Nick Cave and Mick Harvey and they’d say, “Oh, the Tender Prey (1988) period was just the worst. It’s hard to even talk about it.” And I was like, “It was great! What are you talking about?” Then when I started writing about it, I was like, “Oh, fuck! It really wasn’t the best time.” I had been so focused on the good things and not the bad things. Prior to writing my book, I really hadn’t thought about how incredibly dark it was. That was a good thing for me to work out. Some very bad things happened to people around me. But while that was happening, it was a real peak for me as a musician. Some of the greatest work I was involved with was being done then. And yet I still chose to self-destruct. It was a case of right place, right time. But it was not necessarily what I thought it was.
Ryan: Digressing back a bit, when we would chat years back I would ask you where you were at with this project. You seemed to be warming up to it as time went on. And I finally found a copy of the group’s album in Sydney, Australia, a year ago. I’m talking about Fur Bible (1985).
Kid: Oh, you got it?
Ryan: I did.
Kid: In Australia?
Ryan: Yes. It was part of my carry-on luggage.
Kid: I’m sure I can pinpoint the person who sold it to you.
Ryan: Are you coming around to that material now? I like the record.
Kid: Oh, yeah. I hated it for so long. People would say to me, “Oh, the Fur Bible record is great.” I’d respond, “No. It can’t possibly be great. I’m not going to listen to it again, so don’t even try me.” Eventually, I did listen to it and I thought, “Oh, this is pretty good.” I came around to it. I like it.
Ryan: You’ve made the transition!
Kid: I feel warmly about it. I like all of the people involved with it. That was kind of a bad time too. It was that post-Gun Club period. I felt like I had tried something unsuccessful with Fur Bible. I had a little bit of shame about that. Everything else I had been involved with had been successful, in my eyes. People liked everything else and people didn’t really like Fur Bible. It was a sleeper.
Ryan: It is.
Kid: There’s nothing wrong with it. It was the first time I had put my voice on a record and it just irritated the hell out of me. It was a first step for me.
Ryan: You close your book with a heartfelt tribute to Jeffrey Lee Pierce. You wonder how your life would’ve turned out had you not met Jeffrey outside of that Pere Ubu show in 1979. Excluding family, I don’t know if I’ve ever met anyone who’s had that sort of impact on my life.
Kid: As I was getting near the end of the book I was trying to figure out what it was about. A lot of it was about Jeffrey. Everything that moved me into becoming a musician and the life I lived after that was because of him. It was all because he said, “Here’s a guitar. You’re going to learn how to play it.” He had that confidence that I could do it. It was a mentorship. He would say, “You’re going to do this and you’re going to be great at it.” I was like, “Okay.” Jeffrey was the closest thing I had to a brother. We could have our arguments and disagreements, but in the end it didn’t matter. What mattered was our bond. Writing it down made it all clearer to me. His death sent me into a tailspin. I was entering the unknown. Jeffrey was like a cord that I had been hanging onto for so long and it was gone. I was more interested in writing about my relationship with him than about the music of the Gun Club. A lot of people loved Jeffrey. But there were others who said they loved him with disclaimers. I wanted to write something about Jeffrey without the disclaimers. That seemed like an important task—to honor him in a truthful manner.
Ryan: I’m glad that you did that. Jeffrey has his detractors, but they all seem to say something along the lines of “the guy still had the most indefatigable spirit and drive of any person I’ve ever known.”
Kid: That’s what drove everyone crazy!
Ryan: This book took you 15 years to finish. Completing it has to feel cathartic.
Kid: I don’t know. Maybe it will when I see the printed book. When I was living in New York there was no time for reflection. I started it after I left New York, but it was at such a slow pace. It was done piecemeal. I wanted to give up at times. I had a lot of self-doubt. And like I said, I’d just go on tour for a year and take a long break. The pandemic made me finally put it to bed. I couldn’t jump up and go away on tour anymore. It feels great to have it done. When I read it through after the final edit I was actually shocked. I was moved by it. It was a feeling of accomplishment. It’s a different feeling than what you get with music. Looking at it as one story has been an eye-opener for me. I thought to myself, “How did I do all of that?”
I see the book as the story of a music fan. I think most musicians start out as fans. Why would you do it otherwise? I never stopped being a fan. All of the opportunities that came my way were because I was a fan.
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Announcing my new monograph -’PRETTY MUCH’ for pre-order and shipping mid September from Aint Bad-
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In his latest body of work, Sandy Carson turns his wry wit to cataloging the year 2020, an uncertain and unprecedented time where the world began navigating the ‘new normal.’
Brilliantly observed and utterly relatable, these photographs (amassed mostly during lockdown in Austin, Texas and entirely during the calendar year) observe and document family relationships, grief, protests, social issues, and everyday street life as Carson left home to exercise and escape for his own sanity by foot or on his bike. Curious pairings evoke the interconnectedness many of us felt.
On the street or just around the corner, a timeless, heartfelt, and absurdist lens joins with Sandy’s hopeful approach to storytelling, inviting the observer to take a deep breath, buckle up and hold on just a bit longer. It’s a gentle reminder that someday, these days will be worth remembering. Pretty much.
Title : Pretty Much
Text By: Chloe Juno
Details : Edition Size 300 9″ x 7″, 96 pages Hard Cover, Perfect Bound ISBN : 978-1-944005-49-8 Published by : Aint–Bad Fall 2021
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