#Dai Yan Ni

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Cdrama: Love Forever Young (2023)

Gifs of Ending of cdrama “Love Forever Young”

ESPSUB [Amor entre dos sectas] | EP01 | Traje Antiguo / Romance / Wuxia | YOUKU

Watch this video on Youtube: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-1bPA2yEDYw

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 戴燕妮 ❦ Dai Yan Ni ❦ Flora Dai

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( reaction ) how you met yandere enha ! ୨୧ 一 엔하이픈 ՞

⸃ ⸰ ⌁ the first time you've ever met enhypen ヾ

yandere!엔하이픈・ fem!reader ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ g ・ smut ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ cw ・ ‎ wc ・ ‎n/a ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎| ‎ ‎click to library

request. hi again hhh i was wondering if you could do like a backstory for how yan!enha met oc? Absolutely love your yan fics btw! ^^

「 ୨୧ authors note 」

﹙ 𐙚 : jungwon﹚ .ᐟ

at school , you were the new girl and he was the class president so you trusted him easily, letting him guide you around on your first day , he even offered you a seat at the table he was sitting at. you sat with him everyday growing closer, he could tell you were developing a crush on him and that's exactly what he wanted, all he needed was you to confess and that's when his plan could really be set in motion: he could make sure you don't ever belong to anyone else but him.

﹙ 𐙚 : heeseung﹚ .ᐟ

what was supposed to be a one night stand from a dating website turned into you having a section in his closet , you just showed up one day and never left and you couldn't figure out how that happened and why no one ever called , heeseung knew you were so in love with him you didn't even notice him slowly removing everyone out of your life leaving space in your heart and head only for him.

﹙ 𐙚 : jay﹚ .ᐟ

you were a new waitress at a restaurant he often had dinner to discuss business with clients. you were the waitress waiting on them; he thought you were perfect, especially when you politely declined the advances of his clients he knew you would look perfect on his arms , so he made sure to leave you a large tip along with his personal phone number , you gladly accepted it unaware of the danger you just stepped into.

﹙ 𐙚 : jake﹚ .ᐟ

you two were childhood friends; he'd been obsessed with you since the moment he saw you playing on the playground ; you being a kid never noticed it , it wasn't until you two were teenagers where you started to realize jake was really into you , a little more than you were into him , but he was your best friend and you knew you'd grew to love him like he did you — turns out he loved a bit too hard and before you figured that out it was to late.

﹙ 𐙚 : sunghoon﹚ .ᐟ

you were the sister of someone he really hated you, at first he was doing only to piss them off , but then he actually started to fall for you , no more like grow unhealthy obsessed with you to the point even when his enemy found out about the secret affair and forced you to call it off it drove him mad, he was angry and we all know what happens when he's angry, what made him even angrier is he had to pretend to give a fuck when you came to him crying about it when in reality he with he backed over him a few times.

﹙ 𐙚 : sunoo﹚ .ᐟ

like jake you and sunoo were childhood friends ; but you fell for the boy first , and your relationship was actually good, he was one of the best people you ever known , of course he could be a bet overbearing and with did tell you he loved you 100 times a day and never got off of you when you slept together , he was just scared you'd leave him , you were you and he was no where like you , you had a reason to leave him , and he couldn't have that.

﹙ 𐙚 : ni-ki﹚ .ᐟ

the quiet girl in school no one talked to , ni - ki saw while he was skipping class like usual , you were sitting alone in the library reading , you were perfect, he wanted you and he knew he had to have you , so he followed you around , making sure you knew what he wanted every time , you thought he was cute , you eventually let him sit down next to you in the library , sitting there toying with everything why you read quietly next to him , sometimes you'd have to hold his hand to keep him quiet , you were so unaware that the reason everyone avoided him was because of how scary and dangerous he was and everyone was too scared to warn you cause then they'd have to encounter the boy who never left your side.

[pandoraroid]

redacted filipino hcs & thoughts! lol

mostly about shaw pack + vamps + guy&honey

inpsired by @erial-c nahiya akong itag ka pero hiiii po

the trivia and translations are probably not accurate 🧍‍♀️please forgive my very scattered brain thoughts

darlin probably does arnis. it's why they fight like a menace 😈 sam has never known peace since he's seen em wield an ital

arnis - a ph martial art

itak - a bolo sword(?)

asher doesn't call milo "tol" bc he's not tall /j

"tol" is like the equivalent of "dude" as in a way of calling your friend

lovely & darlin would probably call vincent & sam their asawang (gets niyo ba asawa + aswang)

asawa means spouse or wife or husband

aswang is a ph mythological creature. different sources tell different things but what is mostly agreed upon is that (1) they're nocturnal (2) they usually pretend to be humans in the day time if not (3) they hide in the woods (4) they prey on children, pregnant women (specifically for their unborn child), and maybe new borns. they often get lumped with vampires though i'm not too sure how accurate that is.

aspins have a very special place in darlin's heart. sam's cabin in the woods usually have attract lots of them and they never had the heart to turn them away. in a way too, they know what it's like to being wild, dirty, street dog.

aspin - a dog breed in the ph that is sort of a mix of other breeds. they often get a bad rep for being street dogs and not having a particular breed.

vincent n his cars get featured a lot in those carspotting around manila tiktoks. whenever lovely finds em they make sure to send those to vincent lol

(this is me also hoping that vincent gets to keep at least few of them when they leave the house of solaire)

not entirely sure how the entire mate thing would translate into ph culture but even with all that david & asher would insist on doing things properly before marriage - they would mamanhikan to their partner's parents respectively hehehe

mamanhikan or pamamanhikan is a like a traditional practice of going to the fiancee's family's house and asking for their hand in marriage lol.

whenever they drive down shaw boulevard, the pack would turn to david and go "taga dito ka di ba?" or something to that effect HAHAHAHHA

"taga-dito ka 'di ba?" = "you're from (around) here, right?"

angel know it's general cleaning morning whenever david is blasting opm songs or old timey songs around their house.

asher would take panliligaw very seriously!!!!! magpapaalam sa magulang lagi ni baabe paglalabas sila!!! aabangan niya after work si baabe tapos "sabay na raw sila umuwi" galawan mo asher talbot !!!! dyan ka magaling !!!! and ofc it never stopped kahit naging sila na ni baabe :))) 

panliligaw or ligaw is a more traditional pre-dating courting stage in a relationship. lol

marie has definitely said to david & asher & milo & darlin at some point na "kakaselpon niyo yan". it doesn't matter that they're adults.

"kakaselpon niyo yan" = "it's because of that (damn) phone"

this one is a bit more in general: vampire houses have THE filipino family drama. territory/progeny disputes? grudges? backstabbing? been there done that.

speaking of vamps: pre-turning, sam was once an altar boy (darlin: hahaha samkristan)

speaking of sam (again): pre-turning, he has a picture in baguio, riding a horse & wearing a cowboy hat. when darlin found it they couldn't stop staring at it for a loong while. 

sweetheart LOVES singing. marie loves having them over for karaoke.

marie would drag milo's ahh every night for simbang gabi.

simbang gabi - mass service for the nine nights leading up to christmas eve.

guy's filipino nickname would be "totoy"

"totoy" is another way of refering to a younger male. addtionally, it's also often used as a euphism for a dick HAHAJAHA

guy definitely has a tiktok acct tapos don siya nagpaparinig kay honey HAHAHAHA lagi niyang kinakanta "crush" by tweens of pop

guy always does those cheesy, poetry pick up line jokes to honey like:

"cheese, cheese, cheese. gusto kita i-keese (read: kiss)"

"mga 6 out of 10. medyo pilit yung rhyme"

"honey naman 😭😓"

translation:

"cheese, cheese, cheese. i want to give you a k-eese."

"a 6 out of 10. the rhyming was a bit forced."

"honey, c'mon 😭😓."

guy and honey are definitely oa x nonchalant pairings but may i also suggest na they are jeje x pogi typings. they both definitely have kanal humor though HAHAHA

- after returning to the pack, darlin couldnt help but cry tear up after marie called them "anak" again

anak = child

[porcelain-winter-doll]

Meeting your parents

m.sturniolo x fil! Reader

Warning: Filipino language (translation present), mentions of y/n. NOT PROOFREAD

A/n: y/n's mom's name is Rosalie while her dad's carlo

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Matt was very nervous about meeting y/ns parents for the obvious reason. Y/n's parents are strict and are against y/n dating but let it slide because y/n begged and begged to let them date.

Matt was holding a beautiful wrapped rose and tulips as she rang the doorbell on y/n's house, the door revealing kiera's mom, Matt awkwardly greeted Mrs l/n "good afternoon, Mrs l/n" Matt greets her as he mano po, just like how y/n taught him

(Mano po is a Filipino gesture of respect and a way to ask for a blessing from an elder)

"Abay, Carlo lika! Ang bait Ng boyfriend ni y/n" Mrs Rosalie calls out her husband, y/n's dad walks with an annoyed look "eto na yon?" Mr l/n sarcastically says

(Abay, Carlo lika! Ang bait Ng bf ni y/n = wow, Carlo come here! Y/n's boyfriend is nice) (Eto na yon?=That's him?)

The couple lets Matt in and Rosalie makes Matt sit on the couch "wait for Kiera here, iho. She's getting ready at the moment" Kiera's mom smiled at Matt

(Iho= basically a term for a boy younger than you, mostly elders call them that)

Matt was approached by y/n's dad, Mr l/n sitting next to him "how long have you been dating my daughter for?" Y/n's dad asked Matt, the Filipino accent thick on his voice. "About 1 year sir.." Matt answered quickly, y/n's dad nodded "if you hurt her, I'll come back here from Philippines to shoot you dead, iho" y/n's dad sternly says as he pays Matt's back

Y/n came rushing down to Matt after she finishes getting ready, the white halter top and jeans perfectly complimented her skin colour, along with the beautiful gold jewelry she wore. "Matt!" Y/n excitedly hugged her boyfriend "hi, baby" Matt smiled as he ruffled y/n's hair "look so pretty" y/n smiled at Matt's compliments

You and Matt walked over to the dining area "mama, this looks good" y/n says as her and Matt sat down next to eachother "of course anak, ako paba?" Mrs, l/n says making y/n and her dad laugh as a confused Matt sat still

Mama is mom and anak, ako paba is "y/n, I'm the best"

"so, iho. What do you do for living" y/n's mom asked "I do YouTube with my brothers" Matt awkwardly smiled "YouTube? How can YouTube feed you." Y/n's dad sternly says as y/n's head perks up "ano ba pa? That's bad to say" y/n sternly says looking annoyed "jusko, malalaman nyo Yan pag nagka anak na kayo" your dad rebates

Ano ba pa = what's the matter with you dad, wtv the dad said = my god, you'll find out if you both get kids

Matt quietly ate as y/n and your dad argued.

🍡🌷Timeskip🍡🌷

During the dinner y/n's dad warmed up to Matt and started liking Matt. They talked about the basketball teams and much more. After dinner Matt helped with cleaning, making Mrs,l/n happy about Matt helping her and even asked if matt would like to come over again sometime while they're still in america

Y/n hugged Matt as Matt pats her head "see you Tomorrow?" Kiera said as Matt smiled "see you, lovely" Matt kissed y/n's cheeks and bid his farewells

Y/n's parents warmed up on Matt and even fully accepted their relationship,over the next weeks and days Matt often visits the l/n's

•🌷🍡🎀🌷🍡🎀🌷🍡🎀🌷🍡•

A/n~ sorry for the change of views! I'm trying my best to improve on my writings and like uh, abt smut if anyone wants to can y'all DM me and help me or like teach me how to write smut? I really badly want to write 🙂‍↕️🙂‍↕️

[accio-victuuri]

wait.. i’m literally on here or weibo almost 24/7 ( as you can tell lol ) but I feel like i missed something. i’m seeing clowning related to xz’s photos and how it looks like he is a groom and it’s a wedding photoshoot. the place is also famous for wedding shoots ( allegedly, idk. i’m not from there ) so turtles are imagining again. lol. freakin coincidence that wyb’s GRA photoshoot was done at a wedding shop. plus the “wedding outfits” for weibo night. which is all clowning and galaxy braining.🌌

now, we’re joking around, like where’s yibo? he should be taking photos with his partner.

then i see comments that there is this one song WYB recently listened to. meaning, as recent as when XZ flew to singapore which is called 超人不会飞 (superman can’t fly) by Jay Chou. i know WYB and everyone else is a big fan of Jay Chou but the clowning comes from the timing of when he listened to it. let me get to that first.

here is the song if you wanna listen to it. 🎶

turtles are interpreting it as WYB longing to “fly” to where XZ is and be with him but he can’t because of all his work commitments. he wants to take a breather. thinking about what his life is and the constraints, and at times like this, when they spent days in Beijing, but now they have to be apart, it affects him even more.

however when i read the lyrics, it could also be because he can relate to what jay chou is singing about. here’s the english translation i found here. i have bolded the ones i felt like WYB relates too. literally no need for explanation. just read it. It fits with his status in life so much that it’s almost scary.

妈妈说很多事别太计较

ma ma shuo heng duo shi bie tai ji jiao

Mum said one should not be too fussy over most matters

只是使命感找到了我 我睡不着

zhi shi shi ming gan zhao dao le wo wo shui bu zhao

But my sense of mission found me and i can't sleep over it

如果说骂人要有点技巧

ru guo shuo ma ren yao you diao ji qiao

If scolding someone requires some skills

我会加点旋律你会觉得 超屌

wo hui jia diao xuan lu ni hui jue de chao diao

I will add a tune and you will feel it's very cool (diao)

我的枪不会装弹药（弹药）

wo de qiang bu hui zhuang dan yao (dan yao)

My gun is not loaded with ammunition

所以放心不会有人倒（人倒）

suo yi fang xin bu hui you ren dao (ren dao)

So don't worry, nobody will collapse

我拍青蜂侠不需要替身 因为自信是我绘画的颜料

wo pai qing feng xia bu xu yao ti sheng yin wei zi xin shi wo hui hua de yan liao

I don't need a double for The Green Hornet because confidence is the coloring for my painting

我做很多事背后的意义远比你们想象

wo zuo heng duo shi bei hou de yi yi yuan bi ni men xiang xiang

The meaning behind the things I did is far beyond your imagination

拍个电视剧为了友情与十年前的梦想

pai le dian shi ju wei le you qing yu shi nian qian de meng xiang

Filming a tv drama is for friendship and a dream 10 years ago

收视率再高也难抗衡我的伟大理想

shou shi lv zai gao ye nan kang heng wo de wei da li xiang

No matter how high the rating is, it can't match my noble ideal

因为我的人生无需再多一笔那奖项

yin wei wo de ren sheng wo xu zai duo yi bi na jiang xiang

Because my life do not need another award

我不知道何时变成了社会的那榜样

wo bu zhi dao he shi bian cheng le se hui de na bang yang

I don't know when I have become a society's role model

被狗仔拍不能比中指要大器的模样（怎样）

bei gou zai pai bu neng bi zhong zhi yao da qi de mo yang (zen yang)

Can't show the paparazzi the finger and have to put on a magnanimous front

我唱的歌词要有点文化

wo chang de ge ci yao you dian wen hua

The lyrics I sing must have some degree of literacy

因为随时会被当教材

yin wei sui shi hui bei dan jiao cai

Because it might become teaching material anytime

CNN能不能等英文好一点再访

CNN neng bu neng deng ying wen hao yi dian zai fang

Can CNN interview me when my English gets a little better

时代杂志封面能不能重拍

shi dai za zhi feng mian neng bu neng chong pai

Can i reshoot the Time magazine cover

随时随地注意形象

sui shi sui di zhu yi xin xiang

I must take care of my image at all times

要控制饮食不然就跟杜莎夫人蜡像的我不像（本来就不像）

yao kong zhi yin shi bu ran jiu gen du sha fu ren la xiang de wo bu xiang (ben lai jiu bu xiang)

I must control my diet or i won't look like the "me" in Madame Tussauds (it doesn't look like me in the first place)

好莱坞的中国戏院地上有很多手印脚印

hao lai wu de zhong guo xi yuan di shang you heng duo shou yin jiao yin

There are many handprints and footprints at Grauman's Chinese Theatre

何时才能看见我的掌

he shi cai neng kan jian wo de zhang

When will mine be seen there?

如果超人会飞 那就让我在空中停一停歇

ru guo chao ren hui fei na jiu rang wo zai kong zhong ti yi ti xie

If Superman can fly then let me take a breather in the sky

再次俯瞰这个世界 会让我觉得好一些

zai ci fu kan zhe ge shi jie hui ran wo jue de hao yi xie

Overlooking this world again will let me feel better

拯救地球好累 虽然有些疲惫但我还是会

zheng jiu di qiu hao lei sui ran you xie pi bei dan wo hai shi hui

Saving the world is tiring, though I am a little tired, I still will

不要问我哭过了没

bu yao wen wo ku guo le mei

Don't ask me if I have cried

因为超人不能流眼泪

yin wei chao ren bu neng liu yan lei

Because Superman can't cry

唱歌要拿最佳男歌手

chang ge yao na zui jia nan ge shou

(You) must get best male singer award as a singer

拍电影也不能只拿个最佳新人

pai dian yin ye bu neng zhi na ge zui jia xin ren

A newcomer award is not enough if you act

你不参加颁奖典礼就是没礼貌

ni bu can jia ban jiang dian li jiu shi mei li mao

Not attending award ceremonies is considered rude

你去参加就是代表你很在乎

ni qu can jia jiu shi dai biao ni heng zai hu

And if you do, it means you are over-concerned about it

得奖时你感动落泪（落泪）人家就会觉得你夸张做作（做作）

de jia shi ni gan dong luo lei (luo lei) ren jia jiu hui jue de ni kuang zhang zuo zuo

When you won an award and teared, people will think you are fake and exaggerating

你没表情别人就会说太嚣张

ni mei biao qing bie ren jiu hui shuo tai xiao zhang

When you have no expression, others will say you are too arrogant

如果你天生这个表情 那些人甚至会怪你妈妈（妈妈）

ru guo ni tian sheng zhe ge biao qing na xie ren sheng zhi hui guai ni ma ma (ma ma)

And if you are born with that expression, they will even blame your mum

结果最后是别人在得奖 你也要给予充分的掌声与微笑

jie guo zui hou shi bie ren zai de jiang ni ye yao ge yu chong fen de zhang sheng yu wei xiao

In the end someone else gets the award, you also have to give ample applause and smile

开的车不能太好 住的楼不能太高

kai de che bu neng tai hao zhu de lou bu neng tai gao

The car you drive can't be too luxurious nor can you live too high up

我到底是一个创作歌手 还是好人好事代表

wo dao di shi yi ge chuang zuo ge shou hai shi hao ren hao shi dai biao

Am I a singer-songwriter or a representative of good men and good deeds?

专辑一出就必须是冠军

zhuan ji yi chu jiu bi xu shi guan jun

My album must be ranked top once released

拍了电影就必须要大卖

pai le dian yin jiu bi xu yao da mai

My movie must sell well

只能说当超人真的好难

zhi neng shuo dan chao ren zhen de hao nan

I can only say, being a Superman is difficult

如果超人会飞（超人会飞）那就让我在空中停一停歇（停一停歇）

ru guo chao ren hui fei (chao ren hui fei) na jiu rang wo zai kong zhong ti yi ti xie (ti yi ti xie)

If Superman can fly then let me take a breather in the sky

再次俯瞰这个世界 会让我觉得好一些

zai ci fu kan zhe ge shi jie hui ran wo jue de hao yi xie

Overlooking this world again will let me feel better

拯救地球好累（地球好累）虽然有些疲惫但我还是会（我还是会）

zheng jiu di qiu hao lei (di qiu hao lei) sui ran you xie pi bei dan wo hai shi hui (wo hai shi hui)

Saving the world is tiring, though I am a little tired, I still will

不要问我哭过了没

bu yao wen wo ku guo le mei

Don't ask me if I have cried

因为超人不能流眼泪

yin wei chao ren bu neng liu yan lei

Because Superman can't cry

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I don’t think there is anything wrong with how cpfs are relating this to cpn cause that’s just how it is. But sometimes, there are other reasons why they do what they do.

SO MY CONFUSION COMES FROM HOW THE HELL DO PEOPLE KNOW WHAT HE RECENTLY LISTENED TO. I can’t seem to dig up how or maybe it’s something we don’t talk about. I have never experienced this kind of tidbit related to them before so I wanna know the source. Or is this like the gaming cpn where certain people know and they will not divulge the boy’s account for privacy? if anyone knows, feel free to comment. If i find out in the future, I will share.

[potato-mato]

grabe talaga symptoms ko pag magkakaron na..

- sobrang maldita/maikli pasensya

- antukin

- dami gusto kainin

- dami gusto bilhin 💸

- 1-2 days before sobrang dami energy maglinis and mag ayos

- literally day/night before 📈 high fever

nangyayari to within 1 week before ako magkaron, tapos pagdating ng 1st day, halos patay na. walang energy, ni hindi makatayo, di makakain, iiyak/magwawala nalang sa sakit ng puson. ugh, i hate this cycle 😭

pero ang lala ng pms ko this month, kasi halos lahat inaway ko. not sure if it’s my hormones or nakakairita lang talaga sila nung nakaraan at sumabay lang. hahaha pero okay na ngayon 🤣

on the bright side, dahil sa surge ng energy ko 2 days before, natapos ako magdeclutter 🥳 ibebenta ko nalang and ready na bumili ulit. char not char. nagkasurge nga din pala ng energy gumastos 💸💸 like, nakalista na mga bibilhin 🫠

screenshots for the memz:

eto yung inaway ko asawa ko (kasalanan niya + sensitive ako)

tapos eto yung sumipag na ako maglinis (bati na kami neto)

eto yung sinend ko listahan ng mga gusto ko paggastusan kay max

then lastly, nilagnat nanaman ako, sobrang sama ng pakiramdam ko, pero gastos pa rin 🥹 lahat na ng emotions, samantah!!

ANYWAY, LAHAT YAN KAHAPON LANG TAS TODAY MERON NA AKO. rollercoaster of emotions indeed

[solreix]

sakusa kiyoomi as yn's minsan childhood friend, madalas kaaway. at ngayon, boyfriend daw?

"ang kupad."

umirap siya sa hangin nang marinig ang salitang iyon galing kay sakusa. hindi niya pa nga nasusuklay ang buhok, at hindi pa siya nakakapag-pulbo!

"napaka-aga mo kasi, nagmamadali ka ba?" inis niyang sagot habang nakatingin sa salamin.

nakita niya pang inirapan siya nito bago sumagot, "first day na first day kasi nagpapa-late ka."

dumila siya rito. "first day na first day kasi, gusto mong mauna sa lahat! wala pa ngang magtuturo niyan sigurado."

"iiwan na kita—"

nang akmang tatayo si sakusa mula sa sofa nila, agad niyang pinagpag ang pulbo sa mukha at itinulak ang buhok gamit ang kamay. agad siyang tumakbo pa-pintuan, making sure nauna siya kay sakusa dahil magsasapatos pa siya.

"ma! alis na kami!" sigaw niya habang nagsisintas. muli, dumila siya kay sakusa dahil sa bagal nito maglakad, nauna siyang matapos magsintas kaysa makalabas ito ng gate. "disney princess ka masyado maglakad kasi kaya gusto mong maaga."

"kaysa sa'yo na darating sa campus nang pawis na pawis?" sagot nito.

"mama mo," asar niya rito.

"dugyot."

nanlaki ang mata niya, at nagpanggap na gulat. suminghap pa siya para mas dramatic bago tiningnan ang tabi. "dugyot si tita? susumbong kita!"

kitang-kita niya kung paano mangunot ang noo ni sakusa sa narinig. gusto niyang tumawa dahil dito, pero pinipigilan niya ang sarili para mas maasar ito.

bumilis tuloy ang paglalakad ni sakusa at dahil sa haba ng biyas nito, naiiwan siya. agad niya itong hinabol at tumalon upang abutin ang leeg nito, at sumabit.

"'wag ka mang-iwan!"

"get off me," naiinis na tinanggal nito ang braso niya mula sa leeg.

this time, hindi niya na mapigilang matawa nang makita ang pamumula ng buong mukha nito. umabot pa sa leeg. "sensitive talaga ng balat mo! konting lapat lang ng kamay ko namumula ka agad."

"marumi ka kasi," sagot nito, inayos ang suot na face mask.

"ang kapal-kapal ng mukha mo, hoy—"

alam niya namang hindi siya marumi, pero dahil sa dumi na 'yan kaya lang naman sila nagkakilala ni sakusa. bagong lipat pa lang sa tabi nila ang pamilya nito nang umuwi siyang puro putik mula bewang hanggang paa.

hindi niya makakalimutan kung paano siya nahusgahan nito pagpasok na pagpasok pa lang niya sa sariling bahay. malinaw na malinaw pa sa utak niya ang mukhang tahimik na batang lalaki, na nakasuot ng yellow t-shirt na may mukha ni sponge bob at short na kulay itim. nasa tabi ito ng isang magandang babae na kulot din ang buhok, at nakikipag-usap sa mama niya.

"yuck." hindi man lang ito nag-abalang hinaan ang boses!

kinder pa lang sila noon kaya dapat normal pa lang na marumi sila kalalaro. well, nahulog siya sa kanal kaya siya ganoon karumi sa totoo lang pero hindi na kailangang malaman iyon ng batang si sakusa.

sumama ang timpla ng mukha niya at kumuha ng putik mula sa damit. tumatakbo siyang lumapit sa batang mukhang bubuyog dahil sa suot nito at ikinalat ang putik sa mukha ni sponge bob sa damit nito.

"ayan, yuck ka rin!" at saka siya humalukipkip.

parehong nagulat ang mga mama nila sa nangyari, at ilang sorry ata ang nasabi ng pareho sa isa't isa. dahil mas malaki ang kasalanan niya, lagi siyang sinasabihan ng nanay niya na puntahan si sakusa para sabay silang pumasok at nakasanayan na nila ito.

"duduraan kita pag-uwi, ayaw mo akong hintayin!" sigaw niya nang muling magkaroon ng distansya sa pagitan nila.

"hindi kita isasabay," sagot nito kahit nakatalikod.

akmang sasagot siyang muli nang may humarang na lalaki sa kaniya. "uy, hoshi!" nakipag-apir pa siya kay hoshiumi.

"wala ka namang jowa diba?" bungad nito.

pabiro siyang sumimangot. "mapanakit naman bungad mo, dalawang buwan tayong hindi nagkita."

humalakhak si hoshiumi. "tanga! irereto kita, crush ka kasi ni kanoka!"

nanlaki ang mata niya. "kanoka–kanoka amanai!? yung sa volleyball?"

ngumisi ito. "oo, pre. type mo?"

"sinong hindi may type sa kaniya—"

"yeah, but sadly may boyfriend siya."

naputol ang sasabihin niya nang may sumingit. iniangat niya sa katabi ang tingin at nakitang si sakusa ito, wala na ang suot na face mask at wala ring ekspresyon sa mukha.

"weh? tingnan mo! maka-react kanina akala mo naoffend ko siya!" sumimangot si hoshiumi. "sayang naman patay na patay sa'yo 'yon—pero i-interrogate kita sa jowa mo next time! late na 'ko!"

bago pa man siya makareact, nakalipad na paalis si hoshiumi. nilongon niyang muli ang kasama. tatlong beses. mabagal. at pasama nang pasama ang naging pagkurap niya habang nakatitig kay sakusa.

"anong eksena 'yon?" tanong niya.

umangat ang kaliwang kilay ng kausap. "bakit? gusto mo si kanoka?"

"hindi—pero kahit na!" lumalim ang gitla sa noo niya. "epal ka sa love life! at boyfriend—sinong boyfriend ko?"

ngumisi ito, at tumagilid ang ulo. "ako."

ilang segundong katahimikan ang namutawi sa pagitan nila bago siya nakahanap ng isasagot. "may... may hd ka sa'kin?"

this time, noo naman ni sakusa ang nangunot. "hd?"

suminghap siya. "h. d. hidden desire!"

nalaglag ang panga ni sakusa. sumara ang bibig nito, at muling bubukas pero isasara muli. tila hindi alam ang sasabihin. sa huli, bumuntong hininga lang ito, umiling, at tinalikuran siya.

"hoy! hindi ka pa nga nanliligaw!" habol niya.

humarap ito sa kaniya kahit naglalakad. "i will, tanga. pinaalis ko lang magiging sagabal."

[kdram-chjh]

Cdrama: The Blood of Youth (2022)

ENGSUB 【HIGHLIGHT】 萧瑟抚琴，叶若依雷无桀一同舞剑！#TheBloodofYouth #少年歌行 #Shorts

Watch this video on Youtube: https://www.youtube.com/shorts/8mnu51NuPQs

[adreamofsplendor]

 戴燕妮 ❦ Dai Yan Ni ❦ Flora Dai

© adreamofsplendor

[gardenwons]

Filo conyo! enha hyung line (maybe sfw for maknae line only if u are comfy w it) like i need all of them as conyo kids. (Jake is ateneo, Jay is lasalle... ARGUE W ME ON THIS!!)

Also can i be 🎀/🌸/🍒 anon??

AYAN NANAMAN KAYOOO 🤭🥰🥰🥰

heeseung isko ng bayannn lets go! I cant w him 😭 puta literal campus crush. Everyone KNOWS this mfer, kahit papasok palang mga freshies alam agad nila kung sino ung hot na senior 😔🤭 Super shy despite the popularity, he shoots his chances w women he genuinely likes naman. Although acads is a big hindrance whenever pursuing someone— seung would always hit you with the “its not you, its me” bc ayaw niya pa naman bumagsak ng tuluyan (both w grades and you)

Jay as a lozol kid, he fits right in. Kinda the trend setter in campus na IT boy na cold na maingay sa hallway biglang sisigaw. Super gentleman, Chivalry never died w this man. Known to be loyal (long term relationship fr) kinda type!! Would always be that guy you’d see driving as his mode of transpo to school. Tapos dad polo shirts every other day talaga, anak ni henry sy ung palaging tinutukso sakanya 🤪

jake admu! my lil stem boy 🥺 brains and beauty ang atake. APPLIED PHYSICS ANG COURSE PLS ang hot ayoko na. Maharot pero usually siya nasasaktan sa mga kaharutan niya 😭 palaging nagmumukmok pag failed ang situationships. Truly a hopeless romantic, tipong maghihintay sa library to see if may girl na he’d fall in love at first sight with. Madaling kausapin, leader ng org nila and loves socializing, super conyo and super okay with it.

sunghoon ust idc idc loves ghosting ppl bc he seems too preoccupied w/ studies + panglipas oras mga flirty chats niya jusko. Overall he’s a sweet guy,, talagang wag lang muna landiin if hindi niya pa kayang seryosohin my god. i cant see him as an athlete pero bakit nursing talaga or dentistry AHSHHS POGI SO MUCH.

All of them became friends through mutual connections and would often see them before or after exams in bars either sa pobla or bgc 🤭 asar v much whenever one of them brings their gf (pero sa totoo inggit lang sila)

next time na maknae line 🫶🏻 kinikilig ako asan na ba jake ko from ateneo ano ba yan >:(( TYSM anon ily namiss ko filo moots💓 ay omg nsfw ba dapat to natuwa ako just imagining them as students 😭 sige sige next time fr nsfw na HSHDHSH

[shikanonny]

— FILIPINO HIGHSCHOOL SWEETHEARTS?! ♡

pairs: albedo, childe, heizou x reader (separate) notes: very cliche, taglish, fem!reader for heizou but i tried to make it so the others don't have a gender, can be seen as them being in junior high school or senior high school, not proofread, pure fluff ps. this is my first post, also i'm planning to make a pt. 2 of this so drop character suggestions!

# albedo as your matalinong seatmate na pogi

· yung nakaglasses na matalino na kaklase niyo na anak ng teacher tapos sobrang pogi omg andami nagkakacrush diyan pero walang lumalapit kasi study first daw siya · pero makapal mukha mo kaya nilapitan mo HHABAHSBSHSHS JOKE LANG nagkatabi lang kayo by chance nung inarrange na yung seats · medyo awkward nung first aray, nagkakausap lang kayo tuwing magpapalitan ng papel or tuwing may hindi siya makita sa board ganon · tapos ayon, nagevolve yung talks niyo about sa mga notes na di niya makita sa board to talking during discussions about sa topic, nagtutulungan na kayo · TAPOS OMG kalaunan nagtatanong siya sayo ng mga questions about sa topic kahit alam niya na para lang makausap ka · at first it was just curiousity, and then it turned into an interest to you tapos ayan na, wala na, hinang hina na siya HAHAHAHHAHA · and then kasi ang smooth smooth niya makakasingit siya ng mga tanong tungkol sayo like "what are your favourite hobbies? do you watch this series? what about games?" GANON omg kinikilig ako teka · tapos gagamitin niya yung mga in-common niyo as conversation starters after that, if wala naman kayo in-common SIYA NA MAGAADJUST · like may minention ka sa kanyang series na nagustuhan mo tapos over the weekend papanoorin niya yun para sayo para sa monday makausap ka niya about dun and then AHSJNEBSN KINIKILIG AKO

# childe as your friend that secretly likes you

· pure chance lang na nakapartner mo siya para sa cotillion nung grade 9, pero gago andaming nainggit sayo dahil dun 😭 sino ba naman hindi kasi, si childe na yan oh · hindi mo alam kung papaano mo siya i-aapproach at first kasi di mo naman siya gaano kilala kasi di kayo classmates · pero thankfully, siya na nagapproach sayo nung first day ng practice · ang daldal nito promise, ilang beses na siya napagalitan during practice kasi mas malakas pa boses niya sa choreographer HAHAHAJAB kung di siya magaling sumayaw siguro na kick-out na siya · LIKE?? ANG BILIS NIYA TALAGA NAPICK UP YUNG DANCE TAPOS SOBRANG ELEGANT NIYA PA SUMAYAW??? tapos ikaw andiyan lang. naapakan paa ni childe every step · pero okay lang naman daw !! tinatawanan ka nalang niya in a light-hearted way syempre · omg pero siya din nagguguide sayo tuwing sumasayaw kayo para madalian ka ng onti, AND HE DOES IT IN A WAY NA NAPAKAGENTLEMAN NIYA · LIKE lagi niyang tinatanong if comfortable ka ba na hinahawakan ka niya sa waist mo ganon and if okay lang ba yung pagguide niya sayo ): inaassure ka din niya na okay lang na tapakan mo paa niya kasi magaan ka lang naman daw · anyways ang galing niyo nung day na ng prom!! GWAPO NIYA SOBRA SIGURO NUNG PROM pero hindi mo na notice may pagtingin din siya sayo nung nagenter ka sa venue!! · after nung prom nagstay kayo as friends, and then during summer nagusap pa kayo ng mas madami over chat and mas naging close pa kayo · and then after summer nung next year na dun na kayo naging magkaclassmates kayo omg!! so now inseparable na talaga kayo, kung hindi kayo magkatabi pinapaalis niya yung katabi mo para lang magkatabi kayo · dinadaldal ka naman niya during discussions kaya pinapalipat din siya ulit 😭 · siya din yung friend mo na magpapatawa sayo if nagprepresent ka sa harap, papansin gago · pero papansin talaga siya promise omg, sayo nga lang siya nagpapapansin HAHABAHBSBEJW · like he'll do anything just to get your attention, recess na? sasama ka sa friends mo sa ibang section para kumain? wag na, sama ka nalang daw sa kanya libre ka pa daw niya · medyo seloso kahit hindi naman kayo HAHHAAHBSHEJ may kausap ka na ibang lalaki? aakbayan ka niyan tapos sasabihin niya lang sayo na nagseselos siya LIKE?? GAGO · pero ang lakas din nito magparinig sa socmed siguro, syempre lahat yung pagparinig niya about sayo pero ang manhid mo daw HAHAHAHHAH

# heizou as your admirer that's a year younger

· ang kapal ng mukha nito promise siya yung unang nagapproach sayo tapos yung unang message niya sayo PICK UP LINE 😭 mapapa-"????" ka nalang talaga · sarap hambalusin sa pader 'di mo alam kung may gusto ba talaga sa yo 'to or wala lang magawa sa buhay, napakapilosopo kasi pagkinakausap, pero in fairness at least funny siya HAHAHAHHA · tawag niya sa 'yo "ate" kaya dapat tawag mo din daw dapat sa kanya "baby" (tangina ano connect?? diba sarap hambalusin) · nagoffer siya sayo one time na tutulungan ka daw niya sa math assignment mo, eh gago isang year nga agwat niyo sa school · tapos mga 2 days after that nagoffer ulit siya na tutulungan ka daw niya, alam niya na daw ngayon, so ayon nagpatulong ka na tapos omg ayun nga alam niya na nga, tapos nung tinanong mo kung san siya natuto non sabi niya binulabog niya lang daw ate niya hanggang sa tinuruan siya HAHAHAHAHA at least nageffort siya na tulungan ka diba? · nagsesend siya ng mga selfies niya as conversation starters, nagpaparate sayo tapos nagagalit kapag under 8 yung binibigay mo · pero pag ikaw yan nagsesend ng selfies lagi niya nirrate ng 1 kahit hindi ka naman nagtatanong HAHAHAHHA pero okay lang sinisave niya bawat selfie mo kasi tapos sesend niya yan randomly sayo while calling you pretty · anyways ang smooth din nito omg, very flirty lalo na kapag nagkakasalubong kayo sa hallway, siya yung tipong magtuturo nalang bigla sa sahig and then magsasabi ng "HALA NAHULOG! ako sa 'yo hehe" SARAP SABUNUTAN · daming sinasabi kapag nakita ka niyang may kasamang iba "ate sino kasama mo? pwede mo bang sabihin sa kanya na mukha siyang itlog hehe" "did you know ate, bukod sa ayaw kong bumagsak ayaw din kita ngumingiti sa iba?" "what if pumunta ako diyan tapos ako nalang po kinausap niyo imbis na siya? promise mas funny po ako kesa sa kaniya" "ate iiyak na talaga ako 😭" · pero ang cute talaga nito, hirap hindi i-tease dahil dun

[sunb0rn]

i was suppose to do some work today to try na ifigure out ang mga bagay bagay na di ko gaano magawa within office hours. eto ata yung first attempt ko na mag uwi ng trabaho this year kaso pagka open ko ng google sheet na ttrabahuhin ko, ginagawa na ata ni ate Beth. may iba pa naman sana akong pwedeng gawin din pero idk. hindi naman will o kasipagan ang wala pero parang nag ffly sa utak ko yung mga naisip kong task, plus yung exhaustion pag nakikita ang screen. parang overwhelmed agad ako.

kakaligo ko lang at this time, and naisip ko nalang di na ata talaga mag wwork sa akin ang pag uuwi ng trabaho. kulang na kulang ang weekend sa pahinga, even personal things- I also thought of doing errands, I ought to do ng eh I cant find the energy to do. pero siguro kung pagkaka kitaan yan gigisingan ko talaga ng maaga. thing is, this could also be a time to try na maghanap ng part-time job pero mukang tablet yung kailangan ko. hahaha. tbh kino kontra ko sarili ko at sinasabi na making excuses lang ako to buy a tablet pero hindi eh. parang yung purpose talaga sa akin ng gadgets, factor yung task na gusto ko gawin. especially that:

a. im using a budget phone. less than 10k range in particular. for me contacts lang talaga ito and a little socmed.

b. inuuwi ko lang yung work laptop (di ko pa din okay lappy ko)

weekends like this just make me wanna ask how to live a life ba. i mean yung slow days, not necessarily nasa labas pero productive. i cant even be productive in taking care of myself, can't even update this blog the way I want to!!

we are trying to advocate that rest is productive, yes, pero gusto ko din ng iba pang klase ng rest bukod sa pag higa lang.

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[help-an-alter]

we have three alters who need help with their identities.

one is very cutesy, hyper femme egirl. she's been here for a little while. she wants things related to lovesick, gorey, and video game themes! she would like names, pronouns, and things she would enjoy.

the one is a bit confusing. they're not a human, they mimic humans. they don't talk often. they're very much connected to liminal horror. they want names and things to do. neutral names preferably.

the last one is connected to the umbrella academy. they're sourced specifically off of klaus and five. they want neutral or feminine names related to mystery, tarot, spirits, and time travel. they also want things to do, comforts, and pronouns.

Hello! I did my best with this one, and I hope it can help! However, I highly recommend googling the trigger warnings for the enjoyment recommendations. Particularly with the first alter, many of the things listed are either quite heavy, gorey, or just generally has potentially triggering content. Be safe and have a good day! :]

1

NAMES: love, aimee, cerise, cherry, cordelia, vevina, esme, carina, adora, amorette/amoretta, avila, carwen, amara/amora, cher, venus, kaira, evie, maisie, lottie, lacey, mimi, rose/rosie, rosanna, winnie, minnie, treasure, admire/admira, willow, veil, annette, ameri, aerith, mercy, mei, sora, techna, mochi, bunny, blossom, evangeline, eleanor, clementine, vivienne, juliet/juliette, nadine, arachne, ariadne, circe, calliope, ambrosine, narcissa, melancholia, grimoire, bite, minerva, miriam, mana, mania, crave, desire, passion, wrath, ophelia

PRONOUNS: ei/eir/eirself, love/loves/loveself, love/sick/lovesickself, heart/hearts/heartself, gut/guts/gutself, rot/rots/rotself, blood/bloods/bloodself, sla/slash/slashself, exe/exe/exeself, vi/vir/virself, vae/vaer/vaerself, do/dove/doveself, ro/roes/roeself, ro/tic/romanticself, cu/pid/cupidself, er/eros/eroself (alt. eris), cru/crush/crushself, stab/stabs/stabself, yan/dere/yandereself (can be done with any archetype), rip/rips/ripself, fle/flesh/fleshself, joy/stick/joystickself, ga/me/gameself (alt. gaming), gli/glitch/glitchself, vid/video/videoself, cli/click/clickself, pix/el/pixelself

THINGS TO ENJOY: doki doki literature club, yandere anime’s (mirai nikki/future diary, happy sugar life, etc), classic horror movies, just cutesy but darker anime’s in general (when they cry, made in abyss, higurashi no naku koro ni, etc), omori, one shot, yume nikki, irisu syndrome, you me and her: a love story (steams version has tons of removed content, but there are sites that provide the full game), katawa shoujo, danganronpa, pony island, school-live, fate/stay night, muv luv (the first is relatively normal, the second is where it gets interesting)

2

NAMES: scratch, scream, ghost, hyde, corner, ephemeral, mystic(al), surreal, dream, evanescent, kaleido/kaleidoscopic, cthonic, cthulhu, hypno(tic), eerie, vapor, vaporwave, anomic, dim, nocturne, null, veld, nim/nym, nox, quill, carbon, vale/veil, peregrine, sal, maris, lux, poet, cove, vesper, rook, elixer, glow, soul/sol, naren, endelian, viridian, aether, zenith, shrike, heath, crypt, hex, styx, dread, vex, howl, fable, hale, shade, vaughn

THINGS TO ENJOY: lots of roblox games (evade, doors, 3008, apeirophobia, etc), studying the backrooms, looking into architecture related to older buildings, found footage, lost media, the movie don’t worry darling, the movie skinamarink, short films on youtube, learning about folklore, exploring google maps, weirdcore tiktoks, weirdcore games, superliminal, mirrors edge, scp, stanley parable

3

NAMES: leto, haze, enigma, veil, rune/runa, mystique, wulfrun, calypso, calliope, raven, aradia, blair, sloane, genesis, maze, mazikeen, lilith, medea, elspeth, tamsin, lydia, shiloh, tatiana, lucina, anima, banshee, sybil, cerelia, neander, signe, evening, millennium, lustrum/lustram, sunday, mist(y), gloom, seraph, sera, shade, gargoyle, loom, moon, paige (page of ___), ace, empress

PRONOUNS: tar/aro/tarotself, arc/ana/arcanaself, maj/major/majorself, my/ster/mysteryself, haunt/haunts/hauntself, spi/rit/spiritself, ti/ime/timeself, clo/clocks/clockself, er/era/eraself, dec/ade/decadeself, year/years/yearself, hour/glass/hourglasself, ma/gic/magicself, mana/manas/manaself, gho/ghost/ghostself, sand/sands/sandself, thon/thons/thonself, card/cards/cardself, div/divs/divinityself (alt. divineself, divself), coin/coins/coinself, cup/cups/cupself, wand/wands/wandself, pent/acle/pentacleself, sword/swords/swordself, tar/taro/tarotself, ture/future/futureself, pas/past/pastself, ca/calen/calenderself, cen/centuryself, ve/ven/venself, a/ages/ageself, eni/enis/enigmaself, cry/crypt/cryself (alt. cryptic)

THINGS TO ENJOY / BRING COMFORT: practice several forms of divination (tarot, runes, bone throwing, even playlists can be divination, etc), look into witchcraft and/or paganism, watch time travel related media, explore a graveyard, respectfully clean gravestones, leave offerings to your ancestors (i recommend doing research into this first), create a way to show your identity (ie. bracelet, necklace, etc), cleanse yourself/your home, read mystery novels

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[lilithaban]

johnny suh birthday special

pairings: johnny x female reader

— filo setting

🖋️: smut!

warning: mature content, 🔞, profanities, overstimulated, dirty talks, birthday s!x

posted: february 9, 2023

raw and unedited!

happy reading!

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"Babe, you really fit to be on Single Inferno or Love Island"

It's true though! the way he's built is definitely for shows like that hot chicks will flock on him.

"Hmm maybe? you want me to join?"

Gusto ko nang kurutin sa tagilirin itong si Johnny habang hawak ang surfboard.

Tangina naman ng boyfriend ko ang hot. Dali-dali kong kinuha camera ko atsaka kinuhanan ito ng litrato. His tattoo looks so good on him.

"Omg babes look at that man! he looks so yummy!!"

"Shet ang pogi, lapitan natin? malay mo dilig na yan!"

Bago pa naman makalapit samin yung mga impokrita tumakbo na ako kay johnny at yumakap sa mga bisig niya. Hinigit ko agad mukha niya at hinalikan.

Napangisi na lang ako nang marinig sila. Cue na rin nila yon para tigilan pagpapantasya sa boyfriend ko 'no.

"Damn, don't you dare join that shit show ha!"

Tumawa lang ito at biglang pinisil dibdib ko. Namula mga pisngi ko at tumingin-tingin sa paligid. "Fuck johnny stop doing that! nasa beach tayo hello!"

Tinaas naman nito ang dalawang kamay niya at marahang tumawa. "Okay, but after we get back to our hotel, I'll do more. You should be aware that your hot pink bikini was really stunning. Later, sweetie, I'm going to fuck that ass."

Para akong mahihimatay sa sinabi niya. At kumindat pa nga ang loko!

We surf all day long till we become tired of it. Johnny asked if I would like to join him in there because he is a surfer, so I did. I love support him achieve all of his goals. Before the sun sets, we eat samgyup and take a brief stroll down the coast.

And here we are in our room. Devouring each other's lips. I am holding to his hair when his kisses goes down to my neck living hickeys. He quickly removed my bikini top exposing my boobies there.

"I told you I'm gonna fuck you tonight"

"Oh my god mhmmm" impit akong napapa-ungol dahil sa paghalik ni johnny sa dibdib ko. His brushing his tongue on my nipple caused my back to arch.

"Fuck johnny this is torture, just fuck the life in me," nahihirapan kong sabi habang paulit-ulit sinusupsop ng kanyang bibig utong ko havang ang isang kanay nito hinihimas kaliwang dibdib ko.

"Oh, my baby's hungry. Don't worry I will. Just let me finish my meal,"

Gusto ko nang sabunutan si johnny dahil parang lalabasan na ako sa ginagawa niya. Ilang supsop pa alam ko sa sarili kong nilabasan ako. Tangina.

Nang magsawa siya sa dibdib ko agad niyang winarak bikini underwear ko. Hinalikan ang hita ko paakyat sa puke ko.

Halos mahigit ko na hininga ko nang naramdaman kong inaamoy niya ang ari ko. Fuck

Nagsunod-sunod na ungol ko nang bigla niting halikan ang ari ko at himas-himasin ang g spot ko.

"Ooh damn johnny right there!"

His tounge hitting the right place. "God you're so good babe"

"Hmm" mas lalong lumakas ungol ko nang magpasok ito ng dalawang daliri sa puke ko habang patuloy na ninanamnam ari ko.

"Shit fuck... Oh my god please fuck me johnny I don't want foreplay anymore. Just insert that big dick on me"

I almost cry in so much pleasure his giving me. I didn't notice rin na nilabasan na ako for second time. Hindi ko na narinig sinabi nito dahil pinasok na nito ang ari niya sa puke ko.

"Fuck that hole. still so tight as fuck"

"This pussy's built only for me to fuck you"

"Mmhhh"

Puro ungol na namin ang naririnig sa kwarto. I don't know if anyone can hear us doing some job here but we don't give a fuck.

His thrust is going wilder and faster now. Sumasabay na rin ako sa ritmo dahil sa sobrang sarap ng bawat pagsalpukan ng ari naming dalawa. Tanging pag-alog ng kama, mga ungol at mura, at ang patuloy na pagtugtog ng rnb lamang ang tanging maririnig sa kwarto.

"Putangina babe"

"That fuck your pussy's choking my dick"

"It's so good!"

"Aa-aahhhhh"

Napasigaw ako dahil bigla na lang akong nilabasan.

"Mmhmm babe nilabasan na ata ako"

Kinapit ko ang mga binti ko sakanya bilang suporta dahil hindi pa rin ito nilalabasan. "Mmhhmm you are overstimulating babe"

"I know, I'll let you fuck the life in me until you are fucking satisfied"

His smiled even though he's banging me so much. I can see his happy and lust in his eyes.

"Then I'll do you in every possible way"

I smiled, grabbed his face, and kissed him.. "Happy birthday, Johnny. I love you so much"

[o-ochangx]

(Hehe hehe 🪷 is back lmaoooo with some pick me angst just because😙)

For Yan! NI-KI

"She looks pathetic... running after Ni-ki like that." Said one of the girls sitting by one of the stair cases.

I pressed my back onto the wall, listening to them talk. I immediately could tell by the second part of the sentence that they were talking about me. It wasn't the first time I was hearing comments like this.

"Oh, who? 🪷?" Asked another girl before continuing her sentence after getting confirmation on who they were talking about. "Yeah... Honestly, she's a great girl. Why would she go after someone like him?- I mean, don't get me wrong... I just think he doesn’t like her. She has lots of guys literally begging to be with her and she still seems to like Ni-ki when he literally keeps on pushing her away."

My eyes widened at their words as I stayed hidden behind the staircase that was at the right edge of the bleachers in the gym court. I started feeling my heartbeat speed up but out of a slight panic or maybe nervousness in me as I tried to think of the ways that I acted towards Ni-ki. Did I really seem so pathetic...? I mean- Yeah, I had indeed gotten attached to him since he was the first person I had talked to in the school but... he was actually pretty obviously pushing me away.

"🪷's really clingy. I would've gotten tired of her if I was him. Wouldn't be surprised if he disliked her." Said the first girl with a shrug.

I felt tears fill up my eyes, settling themselves on my bottom lashes. I glanced down at my hands which had a small bag of red velvet cookies which I had made last night with some of my newer friends and I was thinking of giving them to Ni-ki. I simply shook my head, shoving the cookies messily, even aggressively in my pocket, breaking them in the process. My face turned into an almost angry expression for a moment before turning to sour yet nonchalant one.

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The next day, I walked into class as I did every day but didn't greet Ni-ki as I usually did. I simply sat down on the desk, steadying my head in my hands as I just scrolled through my phone, a tiny pout on my lips.

Anon!🪷

Yah! What are you doing? (Riki asked softly, his voice still cold but it held some kind of warmth and gentleness in them which was rare) what happened? Why are you so quiet? Did something happen? (He asked while making you face him, squishing your face he looked in your eyes with a gentle smile playing upon his lips)

Anon 🪷

[sorry for taking so long to reply AISISISIS I just got caught up with work lmao]