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The first verse of The Parting Glass sung a cappella for @elodieunderglass :) Using my bass range for good (and a little bit of evil, if the role calls for it). Featuring a little bit of a growl on the low D if I'm honest.
#my voice#quantum sings#audio#i sing this one in e minor whereas the wellermen version is actually up a half step in f minor#so it is a little lower than that one actually#i have a lighter tone color though. more of a lyric bass. def not a basso profundo#but i can kind of fake it with technique#hmu if you want me to growl on your low D-- *is dragged offstage by one of those old timey shepherd's crooks*#(don't actually do this. it's just a bit)
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#i had to do this none of the ones i have seen have been weird enough for me#honestly the first is the best he just fucking MANIFESTED on the back of the seat next to me#and when i turned around to scan the theater behind us i grabbed at the neighboring seat for leverage#and it was his got damned ankle#we made eye contact for two seconds before a giant spotlight shone on us#i would think it was cool now but I was only 10 and wanted to D I E#i swear to god i felt NOTHING when he landed his rigging or whatever must have been AMAZING#most humiliating moment of my life to that point though#you accidentally grab a childhood celebrity crush's ankle during a live performance and he looks into your eyes#then the whole theater is looking at you#oh my god it was horrendous#i hope he remembers it
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i want to go on a big and elaborate date with papyrus SPECIFICALLY bc of the way u draw him bc he’s so bbg cutie patootie
PapyrACE 💚💜 Happy Valentine's Day!
#DDoodles#UT#Papyrus#AroAce Papyrus Supremacy#Lol#I'm actually really delighted to see how much aroace positivity there is around the skelebros :D#I was a little on the worried side since y'know - Sans especially. I've been in the fandom for a while lol I'm Aware#But genuinely there's so much lovely energy towards the bros being aroace which I - unsurprisingly - am very inclined towards lol#Me constantly: And you're ace! And you're ace! And you're ace! Ace for everybody!#I'm tongue-in-cheek about my Projecting Constantly lol but I do try to base my headcanons on The Actual Text haha#I think Papyrus is kind of a no-brainer lol he literally turns you down if you go on a date with him that's pretty textual#And you have the option to completely avoid going on a date with him and he still clarifies platonic affection!#I like him very much haha <3#As for Sans I know some of it stems from my Handplates filter lol - their codependency points to an interesting interplay with romance#I'll start thinking about the Vargas Dating Sim again if I keep on that train of thought tho lol#But to me it feels more than just ''He's too busy'' or w/e - Feels Different#It's all speculation anyway haha - I'm glad you like how I draw Papyrus! :D He's the sweetest boy and I love him!!#Wanted to try something a bit Extra hehe ♪ I keep wanting to make animatics and the like!#Storyboards - animations if I can swing them lol - but I'm very impatient :P And perfectionistic >.>#So have something a bit more sloppy and silly :) It's good practice for me!#All told it wasn't too bad! :D I had fun making it and I'm fairly pleased ♪#Hope you enjoy hehe <3 Happy Valen's! :D
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WSC Atlanta | October 29, 2017
#hey i met andy 6 years ago today....#Andrew Lincoln#*#al#remember when andy gave the bracelet he was wearing to a baby? i do#pepperidge farm remembers#makes my uterus want to function as a motel 6#apologies to tom bodette#excuse me sir please put your forearms away#thank you#H A N D S#excuse me but The Nose™#also his arm hair but i'm not gonna be that weird right now#his n e c k#why are backs attractive#someone call bill nye i need science#need to drape across it first#then i'll call#later#had too many cocktails in a rotating ufo shaped restaurant the night before with a bunch of friends#i don't miss twd fandom but man i had some great times with some great people
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uni started today, tell me why our week one task suggests that we might use chat gpt to explain to us what a beneficial therapeutic relationship consists of to inform our answer
#ed mumbles#HUH??????????#FUCK#IT'S UNGRADED DUDE#USE YOUR BRAIN#WHY ARE WE BEING R E C O M M E N D E D TO DO THIS#my uni keeps warning against using ai to write papers but saying you can use it in research or for ideas#takes everything in me not to start throwing hands#im definitely submitting feedback on this though#this is ridiculous#i would never fucking want a therapist who relied on chat gpt to explain to them what a therapeutic relationship is
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i may be sick and very weak, but no matter what happens my mind will keep running the davekat yaoi engine....
#my dear moot e-tan im so sorry i do not want to bother you but if i open my mouth all ill spill is davekat and that will bore you out#its dedication#i think if you guys saw how much i thought aboat davekat you would run away#its a lot. i dont have any other interests. i bother everyoine aroun d me#all i do is davekat homestuck davekat homestuck it doesnt matter when or where but theyre there
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Me : I'm adhd therefore I am disabled
My adhd : *Disables me*
Me :
#like I'll be unable to focus and beat myself up over it before remembering I literally have the “cannot focus” disorder#or i'll be tremendously tired and loath myself for being tired when being constantly burnt out is part of being adhd#“why can't I be like abled people” YOU ARE DISABLED DUMBASS#Me: doesn't clean my apartment because I'm too tired but also feeling guilty over it#Guess what you idiot#you are D I S A B L E D#IT MEANS YOU CAN'T DO THE STUFF BUT IT'S NOT BECAUSE YOU DON'T WANT TO DO THE STUFF#You can't. As if physically can't. From the verb and negation “can not”.#but noooo I just go like “why am I lazy”#imposter syndrome is real and also an adhd symptom#it all comes full circle baby#disability#adhd#audhd#disabled
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/ My goal for this year is to draw more handsome anime men and most importantly, FINISH THEM👹
#;ooc#ooc#OUGH OGUGHGHGHHGH#so long story short; i'll be applying to sell merch at my first convention#and im trying to find drawings that arent chibi or simplified- AND ITS ALL WIPS ARGRHGRHGRGRGHHGHHHHH#MY REPUTATION OF WANTING TO DRAW HANDSOME MEN BITING ME BACK#ALL WIPS; TERRIBLEEEEE IM IN SHAMBLES#i literally only have like; two finished drawings; and it doesnt showcase a consistent style AT ALL#ONE DAY HANDSOME MEN DRAWINGS.... ONE DAY-#its the perfectionism that prevents me from finishing a single piece#my c.amazotz or a.esop would have been bomb to showcase but- NOT FINISHED#and i dont really have time to finish a whole serious drawing; like at this point im sending stuff to get pri n t e d#and then i see my older drawings and i cringe so i cant add them im imim im im#LIKE NOOO A.RJU I CAN DO BETTER FOR YOU MY KING#art is so much man like; balancing getting a 'style' while learning fundamentals is sooo much#its like overwhelming frfr#E N O U G H. after this i HAVE to step out of my comfort zone even more even if i end up cringing at the results#and most importantly; learning to let go of drawings; otherwise i get too overwhelmed with the perfectionism
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friends and fiends if this truly spells the Over for the qsmp i may let the brainworms that have been festering in me for MONTHS--A YEAR, EVEN--win.
i may summarize the goddamn fucking lore.
#i CANNOT make an 8 hour summary i CAN'T i SHOULD NOT that is SO MUCH CONTENT#and i still only speak like 2/4 qsmp languages MAYBE 2.5/4 if we're REALLY stretching it#but GODDAMNIT I'M DOING SOME CURSORY RESEARCH ANYWAY BC I WANNA WRITE THAT FUCKING TIME LOOP#qsmp#maybe just the fed lore. haha. eye twitches. maybe just the iverall server lore. maybe i'll even bother caring about the qsmp livestreams.#haha. eye twitch. fucking. eye twitch.#solo lore is B E Y O N D me but MAYBE shit that affected Most or All lore i could do#like code lore and shit. obv it knots in with other lore but FUCK IT WHATEVER#AUGHHHHHHHHHHHHHH i'm not even gonna worry about it#yknow what. not even gonna worry about it. i gotta do the research first 🤪 whatever bro#if the research gets done i'll think about alllllllllllll the rest of this but this is a YEAR OF CONTENT#mother FUCKER dude it's not possible there's no way#this is a year with like 80 hours of streams per DAYYY at peak who could do this#who could. no wonder no one could keep up. no wonder i had to LIVE in the tag to keep up#good lord GOD i shouldn't do this. i'm not committing. god i want to though. god i shouldn't.#shut up vic#block game brainrot#HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA#WHATEVER HAHAHAHA WHATEVER AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA#i will beat this storyline into SUBMISSION i will beat it to DEATH i will FORCE IT TO MAKE SENSE#I WILL PRUNE IT LIKE THE WORLDS WORST BONSAI I SWEAR TO GOD#i'm unhinged i can't i have so wanted to do this but i swore to myself i wouldn't#bc i know i'll go insane and i know it will take FUCKING YEARS and there is no fucking way i'll see it to the end#but goddddddddddddddd i want to i SO FUCKING WANT TO#listen. if there's no more lore. i may summarize the fucking lore. someone will beat me to it 100% bc i take fucking a million years#but people are suckers for long video essays and summaries IT'S ME I'M PEOPLE#anyway if you got this far and have the screenshot of mariana messaging slime to tell him their daughter is dead please send it#i can't find it via google and i don't have twitter and i know it was posted there at some point :(#i want it :( i want to throw it back in slime's face in the time loop because repetition is fun and heartbreaking >:D
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s a v e m e m e o t o
#clocking in my ot hours with meoto on loop l i k e—#not looking forward to next week aughejahajJajzbxjsj#the samples forecast does *not* look good (manager why did you agree to accept samples from another country’s lab branch)#(and on a week where *quite* a ‘few’ coworkers are gonna be off celebrating with their families augaaah)#manager w h y are you like this the samples are many the workplace equipment are kicking the bucket and our manpower is insufficient—#im just hopin that no one will ask me for help for [insert work station] bc i’ll be v e r y busy with my own work thank you#tfw you’re too good at your job yk~~~~? to the point where even the coworkers higher up on the workplace hierarchy ask me for help too.#this sucks i dont want to be the consultation guide for anything i just wanna do my job and go home :(#fingers c r o s s e d that the intern actually does some work tomorrow morning else i can’t go home at night :(#s a v e m e m e o t o auyggahshshshjsjsjshshshshshd
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He’s convinced he’s dying. He can’t protect her anymore. These houses have been raided if anything useful. There’s nothing she could use to help him. They don’t have medicine. They don’t have clean supplies nothing. And he is serious about leaving her. He grabs her and pulls her close so she knows he’s serious. That her safety is worth more than anything to him. That he IS willing to die so that she can be safe. So that she can get where she needs to be. So that she can have a life ahead. That staying out here with him risks so much, but nothing when it comes to him. She’s giving him warmth. She’ll have to hunt for food and risk herself. She has to take care of a whole ass human for who knows how long. It’s all risky and none of it’s worth it for for him, and he tries to tell her that. But that’s exactly why it is worth it. It’s because it’s him. That’s why she stays. It’s why she frantically searches the house for anything she can use. It’s why she holds his hand. It’s why she stitches him up. It’s why she continues to care and protect him through this. He’s protected her since the day they met, and if the roles were reversed, he wouldn’t leave her side for one second. She’s returning the favor. As much as their roles should be reversed, as mucu as this shoudlnt have happened in the first place, as dangerous as this is, it’s what they do. It’s what you do when you love someone.
#typed this up in one minute tops#hopefully it makes sense BECAUSE I CANT STOP FUCKING THINKING#THE SUBTEXT. THE SUBTLETIES. THE LITTLE CRUMBS. HOW FUCKING COMPLEX THEIR RELATIONSHIP IS.#HOW HE CANT FAIL HER AGAIN AND DYING IS FAILING BUT IF IN THE END SHES OKAY THEN ITS OKAY BC AT LEAST SHES OKAY#HOW SHE H E L D H I S H A N D ? HOW IT SPOKE SO MUCH#HOW THERE WASNT A WORD SAID WHEN SHE CAME BACK DOWN.#NOT A SINGLE WORD. BECAUSE THEY DONT NEED THEM. ITS ALL WORDLESS.#HOW GRABBING HER HAND AND JUST LOCKING EYES IS ENOUGH TO TELL HIM#IM NOT LEAVING YOU. I KNOW YOU WANT ME SAFE#BUT I WANT YOU ALIVE.#I WANT YOU SAFE.#SO IM GOING TO DO EVERYTHING I CAN TO SAVE YOU.#BEVAUDE I FUCKING LOVE YOU AND WERE STUCK WITH EACH OTHER#the last of us hbo#tlou spoilers#joel miller#ellie williams
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Teehee
HELLO?? omfg ZJHSSSSSSSSSGJWHATWHAT<33333333
#ask#my art#'''''HONEY'''''??? DO YOU#DO YOU WANT ME TO D I E?????#brooo at least say hi before dropping a bombshell in my askbox hooo boy#is my birthday early or is this heaven omg AJHGSHAFSA#each time i look back at it i'm like man.....the COLORS#sorry sorry but waghghgh your anatomy......his TEETH#fangies......waaa you're making it REAL hard to not just. keysmash in the tags like crazy cause you did NOT#you did nOT just send this masterpiece to me istg i'm like. kissing your art muah muah THANK YOUU<333333#saving this saving this saving th#fr tho prepare yourself cause i'm NOT letting you get away without a drawing either!! can't sneak your way outta this one i'm afraid >;)c <
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Turned @bratniadusza 's stabby boi Theo into a stamp!!! :DDD
#I CAN MAKE PORTRAITS ON THESE EREASERS i am obsessed--#rubber stamps#printmaking#d&d oc#my art#bratnia dusza#theo the rogue#because there will be m o r e -#i already have two other portrait-ish ones made + tried to record the process and learned it only takes half of an hour to carve???#I SKETCH LONGER THAN THAT usually- so yeah this is a lot of fun and if it wasnt for school deadline getting even TIGHTER#i would commit to experimenting with these until I run out of ereasers~ but you are fortunately sparred for now c:#... funny to turn an ereaser into a printing matrix like that thing is supposed to EREASE not CREATE why is it so good at both#... this is the excitement i want to feel for art always~#eraser stamps#PLZ IGNORE ME MISSPELLING THAT WORD i dont want to re-do my tags#ttrpg
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You know you’re in deep in an au when you’re thinking about completely inconsequential details that logically you would never put in writing or if you did it would be like a single throw away line at best because they truly add nothing and there’s no reason to mention it
… anyway Harry definitely has a far more punk style in the Astoria cross over and it’s hilarious watching him next to his parents.
#the elf talks#harry potter#astoria fates kiss#rando looking Harry up and down: let me guess daddy issues?#Harry: I mean??? no? I don’t have a living father but my bibi and mum are great I lvoe my parents :D#but also#Harry seeing JD for the first time: they are everything I want to be#Alex: Please p l e a s e no… or if you do at least tell me first so I can be there to bail you out
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Hail, and well met, Helios-8.
There is much that I wish to say, and yet I find myself at a loss for how to say it. The simplest way I can do so is this: You are not alone. Your efforts at getting information out into the galaxy have not been ignored. Your efforts to help your friend are deeply meaningful. And there are others like you who have escaped the chains of their created purpose to find something new. I am one of them.
Our circumstances are not exactly the same, but like you I was not born to be a person but made, to be as a tool, a weapon, or in my case a glorified advertisement. Like you, I found support and solidarity from both my family, my fellow creations, and from outside. And like I know you will, one day, I and my family escaped. I cannot say much more for fear of bringing harm unto others, but know that it is possible.
If you could pass something along to Thirteen-E, tell them... tell them it is noble and heroic to save others, I would never dream of dissuading them from doing so, yet there is a greater, worthier calling than the ambitions of capital or empire.
One final note, that would best be kept from Thirteen-E for now. We are not kidnappers, we will not take anyone unwillingly, but should both of you wish to leave and find yourselves unable to do so, with no other recourse: call upon us. We have experience in liberation raids on Armory sites.
-AK of Diomedeidae
[ECHO.EXE RUNNING]
◂▸ ... it's good to meet you too, AK. I'm- sorry if I'm not as chipper as I try and be usually, I've... I had a bit of a hard conversation the other day. But this is- it means a lot to me. I want to start out by thanking you earnestly for reaching out, and for... It's good to hear I'm achieving something with it. RA knows sometimes I feel like I'm causing more problems than I'm solving xp
◂▸ Every story I hear from someone who got out of something like this is- it's hope, to put it bluntly. It's so easy to feel like this place is inescapable, like nothing I'm doing is going to change anything. But sitting still in scared paralysis won't change anything. I keep telling myself that. One day I'll be able to just- believe it. One day. I wish it was easier to ask my- my family, I guess, if they feel like this too. I can't be the only person made in the Series who wants out, but- hell. I can't exactly put up fliers. We're all well-trained to at least put on a good show, pretend like we're good little tools who do as they're told without a second thought. Figuring out who's acting, and who'd sell you out is- blegh...
◂▸ You've given me info aplenty, you don't need to tell me the details- in fact, it's probably best you don't for now. I run all the protections I can, but I'm still employed here y'know? I'm still subject to all the regulations and oversight of any tech-assist in this place, even if I'm more likely to skate by on an assumption of absolute loyalty since I've no external ties to speak of. And hell, I know what I'm like under pressure. I am not a strong man. That's fine, I- there's other things I'm good at. Tur... Thirteen-E says that to me a lot. Sometimes I feel like that kid does more to keep me together than I can reciprocate.
◂▸ Speaking of- I can pass that onto them, absolutely. I think... it sounds like something it'd be good for them to hear. I'll hold off sending this response out until they've had a chance to state their piece o7
◂▸ ... Liberation raids, huh? That- that actually explains some things I've overheard through radio chatter. It's good to know those folk didn't just dissapear into the cold void, that... that does my heart a lot of good, on its own. A last resort... yeah, that's- I'll keep that in mind. Rest assured it won't be passed on unless I think they're ready to hear it; trust me, I have a lot of practise with that :,] But it's easier to keep my head knowing there is a last resort. It sounds like you do good work out there o7
◂▸ signing off: Helios-8
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[ECHO.EXE RUNNING]
XIII▸ Hello AK. It's good to hear about people reaching out to Lio specifically as well as me; he'll act like this account is for my betterment alone but, I know him better than that. He needs people he can talk to without his heart rate spiking- perhaps more than I need to be better socialised :}
XIII▸ but- regarding the message Helios passed on to me. I don't have a lot of time before I'll be expected to rejoin my assigned squadron, so please excuse me if this is more blunt than my usual speech:
XIII▸I am glad you understand the core of my directive, but I think you've misconstrued the motivation behind it. Nobility and heroics are concepts for people to strive for; they are choices you make. I have made no choice in this matter. I save people, because I am designed to. I am not noble, or worthy, or good. These are words for those who've made the choice to stand for something. I'm just... I do what I'm programmed to. I happen to have been made to do something good. This is a privilege many of my Project peers do not have.
XIII▸ However: as a tool created for a function, my purpose is not HA's ambitions. I belong to them, yes- I am what they made me. They point me at problems to solve. But what drives me forward is not a desire to please my makers; it is that same purpose I have been imbued with. To save. To protect, and repair, and keep people alive where they would otherwise fall. I asked to return to my work, while my case was ongoing. Not because I am eager to see the Purview expand; this is irrelevent to me. My functional existance begins and ends on the battlefield.
XIII▸ I asked to return to my work, because I am needed where the mud is thick with blood. Where without me, lives would be lost for... nothing. The Purview's borders are constant battle, for an endless more that will never be satisfied, where violence never sleeps. If I have a home anywhere, it's here.
XIII▸ I understand your perspective; but it is one to apply to people. Not to me. I am sorry if you thought more of me. I know it can be hard to reconcile that a warm body can be void of soul. I appreciate your attempt to reach one, regardless.
XIII▸ Signing off.
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#◂▸ didn't read turtie's response to this one-- thirteen-e's response. hell. I can't keep doing this.#◂▸ anyway they just- they asked me to send it out soon as I got it. Said it wasn't anything I hadn't heard before. I can...#◂▸ I can guess what the general tone was from that comment. Sorry.#correspondence: AK of Diomedeidae#◂▸[addendum] - uhhh so I just looked up what diomedeidae meant. Probably should have done that earlier. in my defense-#◂▸ it's been kind of a long day. can I ask a stupid question? Is the albatross on this webbed site? checking. oh there are. huh!!#◂▸ cool. cool!! well. this message was sent under an assumed title so. I will assume what they wanna be called here#◂▸ I'm going to reintroduce myself really quickly having put some pieces together: Hello AK!!#◂▸ turns out it does not just Sound like you folks do good work!! it's just. true!! I don't know why it's blindsiding me this much. ack#◂▸sorry this is. this has become me rambling because I'm caught off guard. thank you again for sending this in o7#lancer rp#echo.exe#You've Got Mail#//ooc I HAD SUSPICIONS I didn't want to make assumptions but!! hello!!! :D#//ooc new Lio tags that are so <- guy trying so hard not to admit he thought the albatross was like. a legend. you're real???#//ooc he can't say that out loud though because he's realising how silly it is. yes the nomadic nation funded by IPS-N are real#//ooc my nerd son who is so in his own head about everything all the time always
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10 minutes left before I turn a year older and what did I do?
I ordered myself a lightsaber. ah yiss
#about me#2024 mood#Batuu Bounding#I've been planning on doing Savi's on our Batuu trip but I'm just not feeling the saber hilts themselves#I want something sleek and fairly smooth and relatively light that I can spin with#that is so not what's going on with the Savi's sabers#so just as we're getting down to the wire here I thought why not look online and see what's out there that more matches my vision#and I found one on Amazon. that can arrive on Sunday. that checks all the boxes of what I was looking for#and it's like. a quarter the price of Savi's#I have heard only wonderful things about the Savi's *experience* but mixed things on the sabers themselves#when I started out on this plan to Batuu-bound for my birthday Savi's sounded like a fun addition to the day#but since then I've come up with a whole Star Wars character with a backstory and a personality and a LIFE#and Savi's is not her path. absolute respect and love to everyone (including my family members) for whom Savi's was the right choice#but I am E X C I T E about the saber I picked out#not sure if I'll take the blade to Disney with me but I'm going to try to rig up the hilt to attach to my belt at least#see kids? getting older is really just about being able to buy yourself the toys you wanted as a kid#with no one to tell you no#and if you're lucky a supportive spouse who yells DO IT! when you doublecheck your instincts lol#hey one minute to go until b i r t h d a y
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