#DEVIL MADE ME DO IT BUT I ALSO KINDA WANTED TO
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@middlingmay's Fic Rec Questions
I saw this list and thought it would be fun to give it a go!!
1) Fic that's made you laugh the most
He May Be The Reason by @c-goldthorn. It's a Clegan Notting Hill au and it makes me squeal with delight. So cute that I got distracted while reading it and missed my stop on the train.
2) A fic that made you cry
my kingdom for a kiss upon your shoulder by pillar of our community @swifty-fox. I'm sure most ppl have probably read this one but it's such an amazing post-show continuation that really doesn't pull it's punches when it comes to both PTSD and the realities of being gay in the 40s
3) Fave comfort, silly fic
It's a little rogue but I'm gonna say Awake, Alive by the wonderful @whirlpool-blogs. It's a pet sematary au so not exactly what you would call traditionally comforting but the ending makes me so happy and the whole thing is just a joy. The fact that this came to mind when I thought 'comfort fic' is probably pretty telling about me as a person....
4) The fic that made you try a genre or trope that you don't usually read
This is also a bit rogue but it was tricky since I'll read anything, so I'll go with Strings of the Strings of Life by the lovely @weimarweekly, not because of any of the content but because I don't, as a general rule, read Dune fic that was written after Dune 2 released. I've bored everyone to tears with my complaints about that version of Feyd but it is what it is so I tend not to like any fics written about that version of the character BUT the prospect of a feydpaul Berlin techno au was too delicious to resist and the whole fic is so fun. It makes me miss Germany sooo bad.
5) An author who has inspired your own fic writing
This one has got to go to the anonymous author of both Close And Yet Closer and The Replacement. Both of these fics are god tier and their character psychology and willingness to allow their versions of the characters and relationships to be ugly and messy are so inspiring to me. They were also the first person in the John/Hausman tag on ao3 which is currently just me and them. I think about the replacement all the time and it was a HUGE influence on 3am Eternal. If I can ever write half as well as them I will die happy.
6) What are your fave underdog authors? Those that you feel are underappreciated and deserve a bit more love
Hmmm, this is kinda hard cus the MOTA fandom is pretty small so I feel like a lot of stuff gets decent buzz. Imma shout out @whirlpool-blogs again and especially their fucked up clegans fics, I have read and reread all of their works and they're always so so good. I will also add @steeseman for Up In Our Bedroom. It's another great post-canon fic and while it has a lot of hits, I don't think I've seen anyone talking about it on here.
7) What's one thing you wish writers/readers did more of when it comes to fanfiction.
The obvious one is comment, it really does make my day when I get a nice comment, even just a couple words or an emoji mean a lot. The other thing I would say is writing curt/Kenny fic, there's not much out there and I want more please. Also more fics where characters relationships are like genuinely kind of fucked up and toxic. I love that shit.
8) What's one thing you wish writers/readers did less of when it comes to fanfiction.
Oh man, I really do not know. The only thing I can think of is that I hate the word 'yap' or 'yapping' so if I see it in a fic I shudder. Hmmmm, I guess I also wish that there was a little more consideration when writing Gale's dad as an alcoholic because it's often treated as the basis for him being a shitty person. Addicts aren't automatically bad people and I sometimes feel like it's portrayed that way. @blixabargelds wrote an excellent post on this
9) I'm adding an extra one and that is current WIPs I am reading
Sympathy For The Devil by @blixabargelds, it's a modern ghost hunting AU and the set up is AMAZING. I will also throw Superstar in here even though it's not releasing main story chapters yet, everything Frankie writes is so tailored to my personal tastes it's crazy and I am so excited to read @mildharm's John POV chapters too. Literally foaming at the mouth thinking about it rn. When it starts being released fully, I fear it may kill me.
Love Song From A Dog and The Heart Is A Muscle by @swifty-fox. I've only just started THIAM but I'm so hyped for their take on the tattoo shop/flower shop au.
Hit Me Where The Heart Is by @london-cowboy makes me legitimately insane. I jump for joy whenever there is a new update, these versions of the characters and their stories are, as Paris Hilton would say, beyond. I do not have the words to say how much I am loving this fic. The characters and setting feel so real and it's just so creative. AMAZING.
I need to get around to starting let us not desert one another; we are an injured body and also the time skip fic whose name escapes me by @irregularcollapse and also catching up with @weimarweekly's rodeo fic, Looking For Eight
Writing this was very fun and I encourage anyone reading to give it a go if they fancy it!!
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Good news, chat:
They’re only 25 millivanilligrams Which means I only took 150. 1000 is when the hallucinating happens.
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i am full of SHIT im a PLAGIARIST as a liar i’m a TEN.
#just want this to mean something to someone even if they don’t know who i am !#long way of saying PLS COME BACK TO SOCAL TFB PLS#GAH. ive been watching tfb music videos + performances + EVERYTHING tfb on my smart tv all day long i miss them sm#also they should’ve gotten SO MUCH LONGER for npr tiny desk concert like i get that was ten years ago but cmon. at least twenty minutes. :(#i miss seeing them live so so much…ik this is kinda spoiled of me since i saw them twice last year but i MISS it.#GAHHH <- me rn#i swear to god the devil made me do it#the front bottoms
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I got a cd of the normal album and bro my commute has never been so hype
#meow.#MY GRIP ON MY SECRETS SLIPPIN WHILE IM SPEAKIMG IN TONGUES#SCREAMING AT THE TOP OF MY LUNGS IN THE CONFESSION BOOTH#TAKE IT WITH A PILLAR OF SALT. HALT! ITS NOT MY FAULT#THE DEVIL MADE ME DO IT But i also kinda wanted to ;)#WHO'D WANNA BE HUUUUMAN AAAAANY WAAYYY#WHO PILOTS ALL THESE CRUUUDE MACHIIIIINES#ggghhhgh#ITS ONLY CULTURE AND ITS MORE AFRAID OF YOU THAN YOU'RE OF IT#whcosjsoterfpaaaawtwhshbrashprcabeihsatmwwhrhhthhbbbartldfyyatfofrstbbwhsttahsdh#<- first person who guesses the acronym gets my respect#222 has been stuck in my head for days
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❦𝐩𝐥𝐚𝐠𝐮𝐞𝐝 𝐛𝐲 𝐯𝐢𝐬𝐢𝐨𝐧𝐬 (𝐝𝐚𝐲𝐝𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐦𝐬)❦
#if I have to think about this idiot everyday he has to think about me too. suffer newspaper boy.#pink 😈#I’m done I’m done I’m not drawing all the details on the RAD uniforms#I straight up put M.ephisto in a different outfit for the kissing part because I didn’t wanna draw the back of that godforsaken uniform#put him in his outfit from the Lead On M.ephisto card but uhhhhh you cant really tell because#he’s got a white coat on and then a green vest with a white button up underneath it#but only the button up and coat are visible from the back 🫥#anyways who gives a fart#bug creates#safeship community#safeshipping#self ship art#the devil made me do it but I also kinda wanted to🐞#🗞️
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Just finished my first playthrough of BG3. Romanced Lae'zel, but ending up turning into an Illithid because the idea of making Orpheus or Karlach do it didn't sit well with me (or my character).
I told Lae'zel to leave with Orpheus in the end (I heard she wouldn't stay with a ghaik anyway, which she's valid for, but also, it doesn't feel right to ask her to stay when I know how much her people mean to her). And like-
Her face before she flies off---
She looks so heartbroken and sad.
#emmodii rambles#baldur's gate 3#baldur's gate series#lae'zel#spoilers#i don't regret my choices and i do love a good angsty story. but at the same time... OOF.#may you find a new source of joy in the astral realm my queen :'(#for anyone curious- i played a githyanki which i heard is the only race that can fly off with her or something?#but well. again- didn't quite fit my character to have someone else turn instead pfffft#ALSO HE'S A CLERIC OF ILMATER AND A REDEEMED DARK URGE. self-sacrifice is kiNDA TO BE EXPECTED HAHAHA.#anyway- do give romancing lae'zel a shot guys. she may be a hardass at first but it's really because she cares a lot#also slightly off-topic but as a dark urge gith... durge grew up in a city so like. wonder how out of place they woulda felt with the#other githyankis anyway. i think i read somewhere that a gith durge realises they don't really feel connected to creches and stuff#which is interesting and makes me curious about how exactly they were made. cuz they have the traits and knowledge of the race but didn't#grow up with them. i guess the easiest answer would be 'god magic shenanigans' but STILL.#trust me to overthink things hahaha XD#if anyone's curious what happened to my guy in the end--- we followed wyll and karlach to avernus hahaha#what are the devils gonna do? steal the soul we don't have?? TRY IT BITCH#of course i did reload multiple times to have my character kill himself. because that was another option that felt possible for his charact#...and also because i wanted to see how companions would react to it. krewfjewlkrjewklrjewl- although the narration for durge suicide#is also quite interesting! of course maybe that's just me being mentally ill eff (/lh) but having a kill that isn't going to murder daddy?#gives a redeemed durge some control and a final say at last. which is still sad but a nice way to tie up their death methinks#ANYWAY- time to go find a way to convert him into a full-on OC. elves and dwarves are one thing but giths are blatantly dnd so i'mma have#to figure that out for my own story lore and universe--- some kinda new species? humanify him? or convert to another existing general speci#hmm hmm hmmmmmmmmmm-#emmodii plays bg3
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mr william wood nya-ing is something that is fortunately real
the vid
#the devil made me do it#but i also kinda wanted to#will wood#ww#will wood fanart#will wood and the tapeworms#wwattw#wwattw fanart#dandelion's art
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Do mechanites cry?
#rolling with difficulty#vrla rwd#mrsn rwd#vr la rwd#mr sn rwd#art i made#yet another thing i drew then just fully forgot to post LMAO#man i had to listen to 3.7 like 3 times for this. goddammit#easter egg: the 4 big infernal books in the shelf all say contract law like its a textbook series i guess#the small one next to them says Doctor Faustus bc i was looking to my irl bookcase for inspiration#and the christopher marlowe play was one of my alevel lit texts#also i think it would be really funny if the devils have their own version of the story of the deal with the devil guy#honestly this may have been the kinda. last straw of my burnout cuz this was a lot of time spent on a lot of stuff im really not good at#and none of it turned out... exactly how i wanted but oh well. it is what it is#ok the kinda annoying thing about me spending far too fucking long drawing super emotional scenes like this is i kinda#desensitise myself to whatever im drawing. like i felt it the most with the demon possession comic i casually tossed into the discord#bc thats the exact kinda angst i personally LOVE but it just doesnt have the same punch after ive been staring at it for 5 hours straight#(anyway go read cal's fic about it its on ao3 and its bloody good)#all this to say. when i first listened to 3.7 and austin had that exchange of like#'noir can i ask you a lore question' 'sure..?' 'do mechanites cry?'#i straight up got fuckin CHILLS. and sometimes i forget that but i try to force myself not to
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ok u can have normal sketches as a treat:
#toh#the owl house#emperor belos#philip wittebane#i saw some belos fanart#and couldn't resist#i am not sorry#the devil made me do it but i also kinda wanted to#my art
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I had a bit of a moment the train last week. And for some reason, I decided to keep adding to it. I've been adding at least one thing every day to this picture since pride month started.
Here are some of them. If the devil is luring me down to hell, I will not be going down alone. Happy pride month.
Most recent one (14/6/23)
The past 😭
I'm scared for the future.
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Text stolen heavily inspired by twitter user wormssoup
#Maximus#agentemaxo#Qmsp#qsmp maximus#pride month#“The devil made me do it but I also kinda wanted to”#Genuinely this man does make banger songs tbh#I just don't know where to find them#I just keep replaying the first 7 minutes of this stream 😭😭#Maximus has an effect on the workings of my brain that I cannot explain#His mere presence stops my normal pills from working#Was depressed for a bit but now I'm back on the grind LMAO#qsmp iv drip#Qmsp iv stand#Thank you Maxo for tweeting the furry picture I almost ran out of things to add
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@eclipsemuses ♥'d (you get a deadpool)!
What is up with spider-people and god damn tall buildings? Wade huffs out a labored breath as he finally lugs himself up the final rung of the fire escape ladder. Shimming up onto the ledge and then planting himself onto the concrete of the roof. (Looks like Built-up Roofing (BUR for short) to me!) Wade pushes the box out of his vision with a hand, reaching into one of their pouches to pull out a pocket mirror.
Gotta make sure he looks good! And, as always, she does! Not a fleck of dried blood on his beautiful mask. He snaps it shut like he's just broken up with their boyfriend over the phone back in high school after prom and stuffs it back into its place. (We didn't go to prom. Yes we did! Nuh uh, we went smoking with the guys outside a Denny's. Oh, I think I remember something like that.)
He approaches his spandex clad companion with a skip and slides up next to him on the ledge, leaning in close. Placing an arm on his shoulder as she tries to follow whatever his line of sight was behind those big buggy eyes. "Brooding up here all by yourself, handsome? Any crimes that need heroing?"
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WHY DONT U LIKE HIMENO X AKI?? i thot theyre kinda cute 😭 better than aki x makima...
i just. i have a deep hatred for her... she literally tried to gr00m denji and she just annoys me. also bc i love aki he's too good for everyone no one deserves him especially not h*meno ik she smells. AND SHE SAID SHE ONLY LIKES HIM FOR HIS FACE EUGH there aint no way she went to heaven like aki said she did
#the only ship w him i can tolerate is akiangel... if i try hard enough... obv riaki is the best 😓😢#do not even get me STARTED on aki and makima EWWWW we all puked#i hate h*meno sorry if its like incredibly petty idc#yes shes hot but shes also trash and just a terrible person overall#the only good thing about her is her developing akis character#and using the ghost devil to hold him back in that one scene UGHHH#ig she gets brownie points cus shes the one who made him get piercings and smoke which is kinda hot. but lung cancer isnt hot so nvm#thats it.#honestly r there any cute couples in csm#reze and denji on top though!!#whos excited for the csm movie#MEEEE#give me more aki content idc if its akiangel ill take any crumbs i can get#nonnie!#inbox 💌#all jokes aside ship who u want idrc its none of my business as long as its not like. weird or gross or just stupid#me x aki 4ever#when im (himeno) in a terrible person competition and my oponent is makimeat
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every time i think about mono being so afraid of being alone only to end up literally the most alone boy in the world i HAVE to throw up about it a little
#every night and every day i am thinking about six dropping him off that ledge 😭#it's so sad from both of their perspectives... i clench my fist#now he's in those FLESH WALLS morphing into a BEAST 😭#the dichotomy of his escapism being 'revenge' or 'a second chance'#it's a second chance... we KNOW this... please six come back he'll be better this time#LIIIIKE!!!!#erm i'll make a coherent post maybe actually#author becomes beyond reproach . / ooc#the devil made me do it but i also kinda wanted to . / delete
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Strolling around my pitch black, empty church singing 2Econd 2Ight 2Eer by Will Wood bc im the first one here and I don’t wanna touch anything I shouldn’t have
#everyone is hibernating from the Texas weather#‘The devil made me do it but I also kinda wanted to…..wait my pastor would probably love that actually’#lorelei’s yelling into the void again#southern gothic#will wood
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OC sheet
#sigh. now I have to put clothes on him#art#ignore the uh. bulge. the devil made me do it#(but i also kinda wanted to)
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desperately need to bug this guy
The frames (2 🫨)
#bug creates#the devil made me do it but I also kinda wanted to🐞#self ship#self ship art#safeship community#🗞️
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