#DAMN I AM FUCKING PISSED ABOUT THIS
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Day 245 | id in alt
Boy got too comfortable. Now he inside the seat.
#dailykugisaki#jjk#kugisaki nobara#itadori yuji#i just needed to doodle something tiny for now#Itadori would be the type to somejow sink into a damn seat#btw yes. i do be on that fort my nite grind#unfortunately i am not ninja. fortunately i am not ninja#we stay winning#YALL HEAR ME. WE STAY FUCKING WINNING#i need to talk about Kugisaki more often shes like cocaina. so is yuki but we dont get into that yet#yet#im STILL so pissed#bitch im always pissed what the fuck#one of these days i might see the hatman and its not gonna be pretty for him#i will beat the fuck out of him i fucking will i swear im on every sinhle edge and im so ready#mike tyson on that bitch TRUST ME i know my hands and they like to scare me#i keep on making fuckass noises akin to like the fuckin rake you see in the woods or something. do i need a lobotomy#dawg MAYBE. but will i get one? naur💖
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frog documentation. frogcumentation
I think I mentioned a while back I'd post nibling frog momence after the gift's done given. which happened on the 2nd this month I just forgot lmao. anyways we can do it now. I used the boigameista pattern scaled up to four pieces of A4 print paper and decided to double deck it to a two layer thing, not unlike a pillow, for ease of washin. because it was gonna be gifted to a one year old child
took a long time and made a number of mistakes bc hand sewing makes me worse as a person but this guy was done in time for the birthday occasion and that's what matters. chose non-fuzzy fabrics for it because we live in a dense city in the tropics and from personal experience if I hug something made of fur I would explode. the original plan included felt patterns on its back for bonus textures for baby but that wouldn't stretch well along with the rest of the thing so had to hold that back. eventually we got this
zipper across its ass, the coat type of zipper bc I miscalculated when ordering. but it did have a shape and that's all that matters to me. will be a fun game for the baby to grow up and be severely misinformed about what a frog looks like
happy extremely late birthday to this thing also
#bakuspecial#uhhhh. whats my craft tag. I forgor. update this later#frog plush babeyyyy#I want this thing to last until the heat death of the universe so I felled all the seams down. dont recommend doing this by hand#Im so stubborn lmao I refuse to get a serger I will simply get better at hand sewing instead. damn its taking kinda long#there used to be a Lot more frogs around hanoi. but the lack of clean water ponds and lakes have driven down the population#I live like right at the edge of the city rn tho (will no longer be the case in five years) so there are still a lot of aminals#house robins. skinks. fireflies (!!!!). praying mantises. tree frogs#they love to hang out at the fountain inside the complex right across the street. had to pick em up to return to the fountain#from the hot brick tiled ground a few times#theyre so small. theyre so small....#I miss house geckos they dont show up a lot in our apartment. I wish they would they would love the cockroaches around here#and of course. bc the kind of rice we eat is more short-grained and thus usually not all the way dried like the longer-grained type we have#so many rice weevils. do u know those little fucks do not drown for a Long time#do u know they lay eggs inside the rice grains and that's how u find out ur rice about to become the weevil beverly hill#by washing the rice and seeing hollowed out grains float up. I have become an expert at this.#but I get to see skinks in random bushes so who am I to be pissed about that. skinks rule#this has been baku talks about animals for a mile of tags. thank u for listening#well. its evening and the family wants to go out so that's what we're doin. hope u have a good time too wherever u are#see u this midnight when I reblog every new posts I've made in the last week or so lmao
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i might have mentioned this sometime before but ive been thinking about it again: the reason why lime doesnt ask mochi out and vice versa for a while
Some time after mochi becomes a witch and lime has been in her guild, also after he becomes PAINFULLY aware of how he feels about her, theres a moment where he has a conversation with her (casual-like) fishing about how she would feel about getting a boyfriend. as long as hes known her, shes never gone on a date with anyone, no ones asked her out, and shes never mentioned having a crush on anyone to him. so during some conversation about something or another, he asks something along the lines of "Well when you get a boyfriend, he's gonna need to be okay with your weird witchiness I guess haha-- (lowkey interest check)"
and his plan here was IF she answers to some extent that she would like a boyfriend, he would ask her out. but instead she kinda smiles a bit and falls quiet, before responding "If I could have one..."
and when he asks what the hell that even means, she tells him the same thing pom and tiramisu told her when she first became a witch: "This isn't just some happy fun times, willy=nilly side hobby you treat carelessly. Your family legacy and more importantly, your life, are both constantly at risk and you need to always be focused on learning and mastering your magic as it grows. To that end, you don't have time to date and be in a relationship-- it'll only be a distraction to you and a weakness that can be exploited. You'll constantly be split between your magic and your partner. Either you won't be fully committed to your studies to spend time with them, or you won't be fully committed to them because of your studies. It's not a luxury you can afford. Until this is complete and you have full mastery of your magic to the point where you're not constantly in a state where you need to fight for your life, having a boyfriend is advised against."
and lime just kinda stays quiet for a bit, before going "...so no boyfriend until the magic shit is all done..."
and in his head hes thinking yeah, fine, that makes sense. I dont want to be a burden to her or distract her, and I dont want to cause more stress for her because pom is like an asian mom that constantly will remind her about what a bad decision it is. and this ALL hinges on the event that she wants to date him and it doesnt ruin their friendship. so he eventually decides fine. ill hold off on it for now, just be there for her however i can and i'll ask her out when this whole thing is done (and in the meantime, maybe i can gauge how much she likes me if at all, and if not i can try to get her to fall for me)
(worth noting he WANTS to ask her out right before the timeskip happens, something like "Hey we should go get ice cream tomorrow-- you know, to celebrate your magic reaching its full power and all." (where he was gonna ask her out for real), and she smiles and says "Sure!", but pom already told her she was leaving that night, and by the next morning shes gone)
#bpp#text#lore#anyway. i was thinking about this but i dont know if i ever reached a full-fledged explaintation#i was never a fan of shows where theyre like trying to save the world from destruction and one side of the couple is like#(you never have time for me!!!) OBVIOUSLY?!?!#anyway pom and tiramisus advice is to not...have that#in an idea situation the witch doesnt fucking fall in love before shes even a witch#but what can they do ig#that actually makes it worse bc she loves him so much shes WAY more likely to neglect her magic studies to hang out with him instead#vs a normal. not in love witch. navigating a relationship she could drop if she didnt love them#this same logic applies to the post=timeskip. maybe even worse because rather than mochi being in danger now the whole world actually is#or at least all the witches#and lime is like FUCK when am i gonna be able to ask her out?!#hes wayyy more dismissive of pom in the post-timeskip when pom is like (no!! she needs to focus!!)#and limes like (oh piss off cat shes been focusing for like 5 years she can go on a date or two DAMN)
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Random rant poll cuz I'm furious and very off topic so ignore if ya so wish but
#im a fucking adult#and everytime im pressured into needing to drive when i dont want too#im dead set on it i just refuse#i know having your own car makes life easier to get places#but i just do not want too#i dont trust myself driving!#and being nagged about it everytime is not helping#being forced into it makes me NOT want to do it#so please let me be certain i have every right to not need too correct?#Luna Rants#sorry i am just genuinely pissed off by the same song and dance#whoever put no#read the damn question again
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Pea Brained Bounce House time. Was thinking about the earlier Mikey bit. Then I started thinking about Warm Coded. And then:
Raph’s got like. This thing, when you’re working out with him. He uses the cover of coaching you to stare.
It’s not until he’s got you doing chairs against the concrete wall, and you look up in pleading askance on how much longer you’ve gotta hold the position, that you finally catch the way his attention is trained on the swell of your stomach. The uncanny focus of his gaze on your thighs as the muscles start to tremble and seize up.
Raph likes to stare.
#……. hm. is this gonna be a blood orange fic?#are they gonna converge?#looks at the blurple fic I’m already planning. fuck. this might be a blood orange fic#but how would that even work?#Mikey is so much harder to set a boundary with than Leo and Donnie#and what about my head canon of Mikey sneaking into Raph’s bed during nightmares?#I could just see. raph wakes up and readers all against him all warm and cuddly#he goes for the sleepy morning action#but his hand knocks against Mikey’s shell and there’s like the awful dawning realization that his little bro is cock blocking him#cue Mikey waking up cuz you smell all warm and he wants action too#only for the same realization to have th both going >:[ at each other#raph gets up like fuck this I’ll be a good boyfriend I’ll go get breakfast. you want pastries doll? I'll get you fucking pastries#and Mikey’s like fuck that I’ll be a better boyfriend I’m gonna go make homemade juice#and then reader is like. wtf where are my cuddly buddies? Why is everyone so pissy this fine morning?#<- zero clue they are in the middle of a pissing contest#goes to take a morning shower and gets interrupted cuz Mikey doubles back#youngest sibling gotta take advantage of the older one being out and all that#I could just see him all annoyed halfway to the Kitchen before going *wtf am I doing* and backtracking to corner reader in the bathroom#raph drags reader back in his room and closes the door in mikey's face when he gets back with pastries#cuz personal space (nest) privileges and it was cold outside and damn it he's was a good boyfriend he deserves cuddle time#also he didn't get mikey any pastries#proceeds to show reader there's more than one way to enjoy a pastry#……… have to think about this one actually plot poly is hard#raccoon rambles
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my tolerance for generational bullshit has officially reached zero. you literally do not need to make fun of kids. I was a stupid cringy teenager once and you were too. get your head out of your own arse. let people enjoy things, and if there's a cool thing you know about that you don't think they will, maybe instead of reaching immediately for "haha kids so stupid they don't recognise thing that was popular before they were born" you could try just sharing that thing with them. maybe try teaching rather than teasing, y'know?
#.txt#rambles#just saw a lovely piece of modern au Karlach fan art on the dash but the artist felt the need to comment it with#“lmao kids won't even know what she's holding 🤣”#and it's like#c'mon friend#firstly that's a fucking Gameboy#it's not exactly niche#but secondly even if someone didn't recognise that#this could be an opportunity to teach them about a cool console that played a major role in revolutionising how we play#but no you had to jump straight to “damn kids so stupid am i right”#ugh#it just pisses me off
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^literally me
#last of the 3 days#yesterday was a big victory#aside from learning the prosecutor is really pissed i oinked at her sleuthpig lol#looking forward to a fucking rest#faildaughters of the world unite#i am NOT being a trooper about this#whining every inch of the damn way
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i am SOOOOOO sick of seeing stuff about god damn ****** ***** EVERY FUCKING WHERE!!!!! i have literally every single iteration of her stupid name blocked on every social media and news platform i am on and YET!!!! stuff about her STILL permeates!!!! ii literlaly will get notifications of posts/articles about her and it's like HELLO!!!! i have that shit blocked!!!! i dont want it!!!! ican't fucking escape it!!!! i don't care i don't CARE!!!!!
#it is. INFURIATING#every single person in the world seems fo be SO far up her ass and its literally seeping into god damn everything and poisoning it ALL#i 👏 dont 👏 want 👏 to 👏 see 👏 it 👏#i 👏 do 👏 not 👏 give 👏 one 👏 single 👏 flying 👏 fuck 👏#the worst part is im like. one of the only people i know with this opinion too so i cant even like. complain about it#bc id just be pissing off my friends#but GOD DAMN I AM SICK AND TIRED!!!!!!!!!#mack rants
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PORTERS THE BAD GUY?? BRENNANS BEEN SITTING ON THIS FOR FIVE YEARS????? FIGS BEEN RIGHT THE WHOLE TIME???????????
#what the SHIT#holy fuck#he planned out jace and porter being the bad guys since the fucking beginning……#god no fucking WONDER he wanted gorgug to be angry and fig to change her god#horrible that i was kinda warming up to him. even though i was still pissed about his technique with gorgug#he IS a shit teacher god damn#fucking killed yolanda and maybe lucy?#also omggggg the drawing of ankarna and cassandra#this too is yuri…#them reaching out for each other ahhhhhh#and ankarna not letting her followers hurt cassandra or ruvina AHHHHH#i think i hauve covid#fantasy high#fhjy spoilers#fantasy high spoilers#fantasy high junior year spoilers#fantasy high junior year#porter cliffbreaker#i am UNWELL#ankarna#also yes im behind we dont talk about that
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I don't know... horrible things happen all around the world and it's not a competition
Atrocities are committed against multiple groups in multiple parts of the world at the exact same moment, and none of them erase each other. They all matter, all the people in this world who are being brutalized matter. There shouldn't be any line you draw where one group doesn't actually matter as much as another
You're welcome to prioritize your energy towards helping one group or another, but what's not ok is invalidating or dismissing people who are actively being harmed
Same goes for trying to figure out which social group has things worst (and lets be honest, always using a US lens)
Like... maybe the important thing is to prop each other up and help everyone get on their own feet rather than trying to... pick fights about if physical disabilities or mental illness are less respected (I'm trying to pick a more absurd example but sadly I've seen exactly that argument happen before). Maybe it doesn't really matter and what matters is helping who we can when we can
I'm tired of it, I'm just fucking tired of it. Support people, champion them when the world is just brutalizing them, but you don't need to throw a single other person under the bus to do that
Which seems to be an absolutely impossible lesson for people to learn
#I won't say anything else on this; but I will say that to me one of the groups that it feels like is most forgotten is Syrians#including by me if I'm honest#I don't know what's currently happening in Syria... but... my understanding is it still hasn't really gotten better#assad is still brutalizing people last I had heard#so rather than saying anything else I'd prefer to simply focus on some people it feels like were forgotten back during Obama#and... and have remained forgotten#and I'm sorry I can't do more to help with the suffering in the world#but... you notice what I'm not having to do here?#I'm not having to throw a single other person under the bus#I'm able to just focus on how much I wish for Syrians to be ok (which is a hollow gesture on my part in many ways I think)#and I can keep all the focus on Syrians rather than throwing anyone else under the bus or doing any whataboutism#and that's literally all I'm asking of you fucking people#don't downplay human misery to try and make your thing seem more important#they're both fucking important... they're all important#there's so much suffering I can't even keep up with it#there's so much of it that I can only name without knowing the details; Congo; I believe Sudan is still suffering; Haiti#I don't know how things are in Ethiopia right now... I can't keep track#and none of these situations and the horrible things they're dealing with; things I haven't even been able to follow#none of it detracts from and of the issues I am following more closely#I don't need to compare them and say 'well it's not as bad'; because... bad is bad and any is too much#and nothing I say here will do a damn thing; no one'll hear and even if they did they'd ignore it or get pissed#that's what my evidence shows me about how people behave#but suffering isn't a competition; the correct amount is zero#and... perhaps I'd have more tolerance if I hadn't watched how you behave with stuff#...the worst part is the person I adore who... man... I wish I could just get them to really think through their words#they mean well; they're coming from a place of love; but I just haven't been able to paint the picture for them of the harm#and I'm flawed; I don't have all the answers; I could be wrong here#but... can you at least see why I feel that maybe we shouldn't pit misery against each other#that the people suffering have more in common with each other than opposed and... maybe westerners aren't fucking helping#eh... too fucking drained thinking about this; end of tags
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Day 127 | id in alt
They hangin out on a building fr.
#dailykugisaki#jjk#kugisaki nobara#itadori yuji#fushiguro megumi#tokyo trio#PEEP THE NAILS YALL#i had to draw Kugisaki with a watermelon sometime it's a thing of its plus i just wanted to state the obvious of where i stand again#i got into an argument with the politician major again yall#i dont wanna say anything out of context but they just said something extremely tasteless and it pissed me off a bit#thinking about the fact i watched a fucked up rose bush strangle another plant and thinking about Kugisaki like a freak#all plants can be a little weird#i enjoy drawing Kugisaki with scars. she deserves them#a friend drew Kugisaki earlier and i had never felt so much joy before.#everyday i am taken aback because i think of Kugisaki in lost beloved one movie scenes its dumb as shit#I DO NOT WANT KUGISAKI TO JUST SHOW UP OUT THE DAMN BLUE I WANT HER TO DO SOMETHING INSANE AND THEN SHOW UP#i cant elaborate because idk soul cannibalism for some reason idk ifk#Kugisaki's fit is like just a different colored fit of what i saw megan thee stallion wearing#famous people can rock shit if you find the right ones#im trying to do backgrounds more and i do refrence but what i do is called “getting references and then fucking it up”#i dont get down yall i fuck up#Nanami cameo because i just wanted to draw him looking technologically incompetent when it comes to face timing#ive just been tweaking as of late#ive been reading too much where people think Kugisaki barely knows anything due to her origin#YALL THINK SHE WOULDN'T DO A BUNCH OF SHIT OR LEARN SHIT JUST FOR FUMI??? WILDING OUT HERE#just realized why i can't do backgrounds in a certain way. its bc i dont do lineart.....
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Any men out there wanna pretend to be my bf to get my parents off my case about marriage? I am so so serious right now.
#my mom gave me a really really lonf lecture and upset me because her and my dad want me to start thinking about settling down ans getting#married. again. cos this comes up all the time. ans I reiterated that i do wanna marry and have kids. i know im 26 years old why do they'#think im also not aware of this??? like i suddenly forgot my own age and have my head in the clouds all the time. and i got so heated cos i#said they only believe in that in theory. in reality neither of them have accepted the idea od my leaving home or the idea of mw being with#a man. and they start freaking out if they even find out i talk to them so to say they want me to get married is so fucking naive#ans when i mentioned this and that they're more than ok w mt brothers talking tp women she said that if i wanted to settle down she could#talk to dad and they could “go about finding someone for me” and I've never been so pissed#i got so upset. why does everyone keep saying this to me. as if anyone my dad knows could ever be a half decent man#and the truth is they don't care if im in a happy marriage they've accepted that i won't be they only care that im gone and saving face in#front of family. that's all. it's always reputation it's always “what will people say?”#not once did love come up. not once did shw even imply that i should marryfor love#or that they hope i love someone and marry them. because they're more happy with the idea of me marrying for the sake of it than#they are at the idea of me finding genuine lovw#im not a fucking broodmare im not here to push out babies for the sake od reputation.#and then i said nor being married isn't the end of the world and she said “it's important that you settle down”#and i said im unwavering in my principles. she can call mw high maintenance like she loves doing but I'm not wavering on the#kind of man i want to be with and when i do marry him i want it to bw genuine. because be loves me and vice versa not because im ticking off#somethin from a damn checklist to appease them. and if being unwavering on my principles means staying unmarried then so be it.#my obligations are to god and myself and that's it#and y'know what??? i am in love with a boy already#and yet they don't care that i wanna be in love at all. no im just a puppet to follow a certain narrative in life live according to evergone#else has and that's it.#im done.#and then she tried to apologise by getting me a slice of cake and that somehow made me feel worse.#i dont want an apology. i want to be heard and actually listened to for once. i want someone to ask what i want. to actually give a shit#and love me cos it's me. not cos im some thing to further an agenda. or some toy or puppet that does your bidding.#is it so much??? to just want to be loved in return? to marry and live according to how i want to?? ans not want anyone to make these#decision's for me?#ruined my whole day.
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Castlevania is interesting but tell my why we get three episodes of internal conflict in the dracula castle (good) while the main characters are on a library and do fuck all. Well they have three scenes of relationship building that are supposed to mean something when they come out but they are so little and superficial imo
#and why the hell was season 1 four episodes#alucard and trevor hating each other is understandable but the resolution is fuck all and do not get me started on sypha and trevor#or sypha and alcuard. also sypha talks like she is supposed to reveal their inner workings and thats so bad.....#trevor and alucard are teens stuck in men bodies so they dont get along ok. can i know why....#also they were laughing and joking in gresit so what happened all of the sudden. the library is no excuse bc alucard knew who trevor was#idk man. its such a nothing burger. sypha and trevor relationship comes out of thin air wdym youre the best. since when are you being honest#am i going to blame this on a short episode count and also short episodes. yeah maybe. plague upon the earth#but them stuck in the library for three episodes and doing fuck all is just.... why#also dracula your war council is WHACK#get better fighters what is thus#also why is alucard a wolf. and hus flying sword. i an sure it is explained in the games but hello can i know why#why are we fighting in the study....#you know maybe i dont care bc alucard killing his father was very good. wish it made me care about trevor or sypha#and the dialogue wasnt so cringe sometimes#i respect sypha's two boyfriends grind i do. by god she will make them get along#wished i cared more.....#sypha telling them how they have grown as characters.... stop.....#hector has been kept as a pet noooo.....#not his face carmilla.... thats his biggest asset....#girl are you making marriage bows on the wagon after a week??? girl..... did he suddenly stop smelling like piss bc he sure didnt bathe#dont you worry ablut feeling lonely alucard im on my way.... if you will have me bc i am not sure about that yet but i will try alas#that last cry was just a little treat bc damn#you know alucard and dracula are the thing here and they dont even talk until the end.... travis and sypha on the other hand....#talking tag#watching castlevania
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"The bill for rent will be late this month, because we switched to the new system. Sowwy ;3;"
Normal companies would use the previous system during the switchover. Which still works and is accessible. But I guess it's too much to expect from a company in Latvia.
Or, you know, send the fucking bill in the mail. Like you've literally done until now, in addition to putting it up on the old system and yeeting it into people's e-mails.
Wonder what they're planning to do for the people who don't have that service. Such as, oh IDK, 80% of the old folks in this house.
#I AM pissed because I have no idea how much I owe this month since the amount changes#so I have no idea if I can buy damn groceries on Sunday or do I wait for the next one#Uupiic talks about stuff#bill.me is a fucking joke too if all the reviews I've read have even a speck of truth to them#no way I am entrusting that shit with my bank account or card data
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Mentally i am shaking my boss (dm) and the people in charge of the company i work with
Mild fit of rage rn, sorry
#cuz like how the fuck am i actually applying the “tips” yall suggest anyway. and still just barely not reaching#the percentage yall fucking ask for after quietly changing it on everyone#NOT TO MENTION YALL DONT TAKE IN ACCOUNT OF THESE STUPID. BROKE HALF THE TIME. ASS MACHINES WE GOTTA STRUGGLE WITH#THAT YALL WONT FUCKING ACTUALLY FIX OR STRAIGHT UO REPLACE#“oh you have to be hitting this percentage as company policy in 90 days or we'll have to let you go”#THEN FUCKING FIX THE DAMN THINGS#MAYBE MAKE IT EASIER TO CONTACT HR?????? OR TO BE ABLE TO ASK ABOUT HELP OR ACCOMMODATIONS???????#cuz I'm stiiiiiill pissed that our employee pages have a fucking tab. FOR HR. BUT IT DOESNT ACTUALLY HAVE A WAY TO CONTACT HR?????#what do you meeeaaan we have to go to the Public webpage to be able to do anything hr related????????#WHY HAVE THAT TAB THERE THEN#ugghhhhh#and the worst part is. i really do enjoy my job actually. its just bullshit with the machines and the harrassment to “be better”#that fucking sucks#and like. i didnt know until a couple months after working with the company that they changed to uph requirement to 75% vs the 65% when#i was hired initially. that was a silent change some of my coworkers didnt know either#and the fuckign print outs they make for orientation still say 65% to my knowledge#cuz they havent updated that shit since like. 2018 or something like that#anyway. ranting over now dhkdhkdhe i just get very heated over this cuz its not something me or my coworkers have any control over#even when we're already doing all the things in the very not helpful tips pdf sent w the reports
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One of my coworkers keeps telling me things about this job/company and I’m just feeling a real combination of
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#ramblings#like the concerns are valid! but like at the same time#I’m just like this job pays SO well compared to my last job where I did 3x as much#and I’m no longer being screamed at or cried at or trauma dumped on via phone#I’ve also learned that they hired yet another useless corporate person at my old job and I got so pissed#because I was like damn they really did not give a fuck about me#the biggest issue with current job lies in the owner needing a hand in everything and being a bit… frantic#but honestly? I will tell you I am good at navigating that shit#for now I take advantage of this well paying job with hella downtime
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