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My jewish community, friends, rabbi, and educators: We are very invested in helping you be jewish. Do you want to help read the haftarah? Here's a chanukiah! You can have it!! Borrow these books! Here's some books! You need more books... Come to pesach! Come to the chanukah party! When are your classes done? We need a minyan for once!
Me and my 50000 IQ: What if I am Secretly Appropriating judaism? What if I am doing a Cultural Appropriation........
#jumblr#jew by choice#jewish conversion#personal thoughts tag#there comes a point where your concerns about if you are an Appropriative Cultural Appropriator hinders your jewish journey#i think a comforting thing is knowing that my incessant fear about this is confirmation that i love judaism#i love it with my heart and soul and (i feel) i'd be a less realized person without it#and i think people who genuinely engage in cultural appropriation just Do Not Care about the cultures they appropriate from#they don't love the culture enough to respect it and that is a big reason that it even IS appropriation#especially when jewish people are INVITING you to do things... it's not appropriation#i dunno last night i was feeling very anxious about lighting the chanukiah candles because i'm alone#but i've also lit shabbos candles. and it's just like... why would i choose not to engage in this when one day i will have to?#this time next year i will have to light candles. as a jew. and if i have no clue how to do it myself then i'll just avoid it#plus... i love my chanukiah and i want to use it. it is currently decorating my room because i love it#i hope they'll let me take pictures of all the chanukiah that'll be at the party#i'm sure they will because they're very open and they are very accommodating. in fact i'm bringing my clarinet too#i haven't touched that thing in well over four years 😭#but jewish music without a clarinet is like a body with no soul. it's impossible. it is not what g-d wants i think.#i just hope my ability to play by ear hasn't been affected by my lack of playing. i don't have perfect pitch tbc#but i fully believe you can know your instrument so well that you develop an ear for perfect pitch#in fact... i refused to memorize my marching band music because i DID develop that 'perfect pitch' ear. that's my dirty secret#i didn't practice in part because i can't have a space where noone could hear me practice and it's embarrassing and private to me#literally EVERY jew in my life has been almost TOO ecstatic about my jewish journey. i'm very thankful for it#i guess i just didn't think i deserved to have people as happy about me being in judaism as i am#so to be clear this is my brain being rude and dumb. this anxiety has NEVER been reinforced by anyone but myself#so i take full responsibility for it. but i think that anxiety is something many/most converts/jews-in-progress feel
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I love being into multiple medias that are all based off Greek mythology cause it's just like. Yes of course all of these pictures are of the same person.
Wdym they're not?
#Ok it's kind of cheating to put two percy jackson ones in there. But consider: lin manuel miranda jumpscare#Also fun fact: I've only listened to like 2-3 songs off the hadestown soundtrack and I've seen like. Maybe 1 episode of blood of zeus#And the last time watched hercules was when i was ~11. But like. I wanted more examples then the 2 pjo versions epic and hades#Anyway extra fun fact: I've been listening to Troy's music the entire time I was finding these& making this post#Time to tag them!#hermes blood of zeus#hermes hadestown#hermes hades#hermes pjo#Hermes hercules#Disney hermes#hermes epic the musical#Also sorry If that's not who currently plays Hermes in hadestown. I couldn't figure out who does#Coming to terms with the fact that Hermes seems to be joining the list of 'Greek gods I keep shitposting about'
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currently at That Point which occurs once every few months where one briefly begins pacing around the house teary eyed contemplating selling their own organs or becoming an online scammer or getting on anxiety meds so you can bear the risk taking required to be a hitman or so on and so forth.... why must everything so Expensive... Surely all would be healed in life if only I had one big plate of lasagna and a simple loan of $40,000 ... auoughhh....
#And then you just eventually shrug and go 'welp. nothing i can do i guess' and sad cartoon music plays as you shuffle back to your room#It's just hard with my specific physical and mental issues since it's like.. I couldn't really handle most jobs. I can't handle school. I'm#100% aromantic and asexual so I'll never get married so I can't get money that way. I have too much issues with social cues#+ too nervous temperament + too low energy to put effort into lying and having a fake relationship just for money. so on and so forth etc.#Really I should have just been born into a middle class family. Which I guess everyone says. but ESPECIALLY considering my#chronic conditions kind of hampering my ability to function 'normally' or be Independent in a regular way. I'm always going to be#in some way sort of beholden to the whims of people around me who I must depend on. so... well of course they might as well have been rich#lol like that would have been better for me of course.#AAANyway... Just thinking about another stupid fucking climate change summer... months keep going by so fast.. soon it will be so again#And it's like such SMALL things would make drastic improvements for me. Literally if I just had a place with central AC#then like 75% of my issues with summer would vanish instantly. literally. But instead it's like.. having a cheap hot apartment + only#half functional dinky window ac + my illnesses that make me heat sensitive + living in a part of the country that keeps getting hotter +#inability to leave the house much meaning I can't just go spend time in a cooler place etc. all factors which combine together to make#it just utterly miserable for MONTHS and mentally draining. And literally ALL I would need to fix that is just...#have a place with central AC that works.. (or move to a colder country/area but that also takes money. Or just not have illnesses#that make me heat sensitive. but that I can't control). etc. etc. I guess it's just the nature of the constant background frustration of#being part of The Masses under our current manifestation of unmitigated capitalism. Such minor details would make such huge#quality of life improvements and yet will remain ever out of reach. ONE little thing could change your whole life but you can't even have#that. so many 'If only' scenarios. etc. And of course obviously I am incredibly thankful just to have anywhere to live at all. food to eat#. any sort of stability whatsoever no matter how fragile it feels/is. But that still doesn't make it not frustrating occasionally to look#around and see how relatively little would have to change in order for you to be a decent percentage more comfortable and yet#how still far away even those ''small'' seeming goals are. etc. etc.#Seriously think I've been traumatized by the summer or something somehow lol like thinking about it being warm weather eventually#makes me nauseous with panic. It's just SOOO much labor. micromanaging windows and fans and blocking every ounce of light#and not being able to cook (cant even afford a single degree of temp increase due to the stove) for months and barely being able#to sleep for months and the claustrophobia of days on end crawling out of your skin because it doesnt even get cool enough at#night to offer relief so you're just always feeling trapped.. hgrhh...#It starts getting hot here sometimes in May but mostly June then lasts through October now.. thats like half the year almost.. ARghhH#anyway... If any extremely rich person reading this would like to buy me an air conditioned house in exchange for multiple years worth#of art (I will paint murals on all of your grand dining halls and make all the custom sculptures you could ever want etc) then.. hewwo :'3c
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72 Seasons Metallica era is in full swing and the boys are looking and sounding awesome!
Pics by Tim Saccenti
#cant believe it only took 7 years this time thats 1 up from last#no but fr im qctually so happy that theyre releasing new music and keeping it going and fresh#love loving a current band and not one that only tours on their legacy#my fave old men#fr fr#they seriously do look and sound so great !!#metallica#james hetfield#lars ulrich#kirk hammett#rob trujillo#metal#2022
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why am i so interested in south american cultures and history. and why do i keep stopping myself from learning about them
#no cuz i have a fucking interest in it and its unexplainable idk where it came form#i literally live on a whole other continent way away from south america#i never been to anywhere in south america#i do not have a drop of latinx blood on me i have absolutely no connections to the damn place#but yet i am so interested in whatever the fuck incas aztecs and mayans were doin#about past history and current history#and current countries NOT TO MENTION THEYRE SOOOOO FUCKING BEAUTIFUL GOD#i saw a vlog about brazil and never wanted to visit a country more in my life like holy shit#also i was obsessed with sottr mainly cuz of the focus on the latino civilizations#but from little research ive done it was quite stereotypical and blending the civilisation even tho theyre very different#but okay anyway#i HAVE the interest and yet i dont go let myself research ???? like i literally tell myself no????? no ill do that later ?????????#i have very poor memory retention okay so ig that makes me demotivated but STILLWOUWHABFJ#i remember watching some vids on the topics and trying to learn the damn differences BUT I REMEMBER FUCKING NOTHINGGGGGG#i can barely remember what i have learned in math last (4 weeks ago) like jesus cmon...................#i want to learn but i can barely remember anything FFLOR FUCKS SAKEEEKSGXVAJ#but still I dint think that's a reason for me denying myself and self sabotaging myself here ?????#i guess cuz im not taking it as much of a priority compared to the subjects im doing it + art + art history#which i also fucking suck at btw i am constantly trying to learn sm for art history and i remember. barely anything !!!#i remember i had to relearn the events and everything of ww2 like around 6-7 times and im not joking here#cuz i would not remember anything and now i remmeber it vaguely enough to be able to know some basic facts but no dates or smaller events#ok god my memory retention is shit i think i actually gotta be concerned about that shit#anyway i just wanted to rant except i have absolutely no information or facts to offer whatsoever#rumaiq rambles#writing this whislt listening to a Argentina 70s top playlist and there is absolutely no bad song. i love them all. and that is very rare#especially for me i am picky as fuck with my playlists and music#idk what the conclusion of this is i dont think there is one
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la la land is held back by how badly it wants to be a stage show which is kind of funny because dear evan hansen is made by the same people and it’s held back by how badly it wants to be a movie
#then when they made it into a movie it was worse but that’s beside the point#i just rewatched la la land and my current review is that there is nothing you can get from watching that movie#that you can’t get 1000x better from a last five years & portrait of a lady on fire double feature#after la la land came out i watched it in theaters and it was one of my fav movies for years#and now i like it less every time i watch it#but it would be amazing as an off broadway musical
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nothing in this world is more satisfying than watching trivia shows where, for all intents and purposes, you're not the intended audience and you are fully aware you're not gonna get anything right, and then you get something right either before the contestants do or that the contestants get entirely wrong
#has previously been about only connect (which is very british and I have been to the uk twice in my whole life for less than 2 weeks total)#(the question was a music question)#(they had flight of the bumblebee and the flea waltz and idr what else and I went “insects” like 4 seconds before they got it)#currently about “um actually” wherein there was a question about discworld#and. I have never read a single terry pratchett book in my life#but they had a maps question and instead of a map one time it was the sentence “you cant map a sense of humor”#to which I went “oh that sounds like a thing terry pratchett would do. is this discworld?”#which. none of them got#also makes me feel vaguely confident in my nerd abilities when they show book covers#and I see enders game and know it immediately despite having last read the book a decade ago#(in my defense enders game changed my brain chemistry in slight untracable ways)#((there was also a timelines question on time travel media and I got bttf2 but also groundhogs day which none of the contestants got??))#((despite. the very visual way they did the timelines showing the fucking Loop??))#anyways I'm like this on p much any trivia show I ever watch#like I only get 2-3 questions right but on Every trivia show I watch. all of them#which. yknow. who has space for all of that in brain at 21 and passively#sometimes I still think abt that one time a trivia show asked abt white pepper#and I went immediately “oh its the same as black pepper they just make it differently”#which. is correct btw. but absolutely flabbergasted my mom that I pull this out of nowhere#I aspire to know tiny bits of irrelevant knowledge#like its not even my party trick. thats recognizing birds on sight and knowing random undertale facts#but then you sit me down in front of a trivia show and usually I'm wrong#and then everyone gets something wrong and I get it right and its like where did I even learn this#its great fun#I should assemble a trivia team at some point
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idontwanna play enstars aevent i dont wanna Yes i do yes i do yes i do yes i
#tours are more fun#getting multiple copies of a card in song event is torturous though. only have ever done it for kanata And only 3 of him like i#i dont understand the ppl that rank in jp music Iknwo its lik e they just have a bunch of dia and usually have#the maxed gacha cards for point bonus and shit but oh my mama. ITs frightening to me.#Getting 3 kanatas was so horrible and to be fair i was also working full time and incredibly sleep deprived AND LITERALLY SICK AT THE END O#IT#ive called off from my current job One time since ive had it and it was on the last day of stella maris event bc i had winter allergies and#so incredibly exhausted and i wanted to finish the event without staying awake for 24+ hours or some evil shit#but kanatas stella maris scr matches with chiakis bridegroom scr. So its all worth it in the end really#i think i have like 200+ clears of miwaku geki bc of that goddamn event#like as in i wasnt even at 100 before it
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cookie run characters music tastes according to some guy (introduction)
hello and welcome to my newest series. time to lay down some expectations real quick.
i will be going over every cookie, with the exceptions of the "special" rarity cookies (BTS, sonic and tails, hello kitty, and cookiedroid) because ???? (the remaining ones seem to be original so they can stay i suppose?)
ill be going in the order that they are in on the crob and crk wikis respectively, starting with crob, and of course i will not repeat cookies that appear in both games.
i will give a brief rundown of what each cookie is like and, if applicable, how i came to the conclusion that they most likely listen to whatever they listen to.
im absolutely open to suggestions/criticism. i do not have an infinite music knowledge, so maybe theres a certain vibe i couldnt really capture because i didnt know about a handful of artists. theres a pretty good chance you can change my mind about many of these flimsy opinions. im just here to fuck around.
with all that being said, first post will be gingerbrave
#music taste#music tastes#cookie run#cookie run kingdom#cookie run ovenbreak#crob#crk#music#im giving into the demons and i am going to apply to a coffee chain#a different one from last time#sometimes burning your baby hand on the stove once is not enough to drill into your head that you shouldnt be doing it#yet i am sick and tired of my current job holay molay#wish me luck#apparently the tip money is fucking goated sometimes
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Okay, seriously though wtf is Space Dandy?
#normally i just watch things for amusement#but this is the first time in a while where im continuing to watch because i just want to know where the hell it could go next#a rare post about my current media consumption (not music related)#almost to the last episode and just... how are they all so different?#mightve made the mistake of watching a few episodes high - namely the ones where it starts to get real weird
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the extreme level of 0 fucks to give i feel about work lately is kind of problematic. but also...i give 0 fucks about it. just absolutely 0 motivation beyond the most bare minimum i can get away with doing and that's not even really motivation. that's just "i need to not be a complete bump on a log or i will get fired and we literally cannot afford to live if i do not have a job and also i would lose my admittedly very good healthcare that is covering therapy and medications and testing for my adhd, insomnia, and chronic fatigue." but like i don't care about it. i'm back in the office full time (i work remote during breaks) and i'm dreading it
#quilleth in real life#is this burnout? idk but maybe#i can barely get the energy or motivation to follow through on things i *want* to do#because i have to spend 8.5 hours a day pretending i give a rat's ass about my job#when i just. don't. i could not care less. it's boring and i often don't have enough to do#and i'm tired of getting spoken down to or having to repeat myself 8 trillion times#on the same messages i've been passing on since i started over 3.5 years ago that are coming from higher up#and i say this as someone who worked fucking retail for years#i would almost rather go back to stocking shelves than deal with this#let me loose on a store during inventory tracking and reconciliation time#at least then i can have something to do and use my mind to figure out wtf happened to shit#i feel like i'm getting stupider just from the mindlessness of my job#getting told 'oh wow you're so fast' is a good thing during peak holiday shopping and gift wrapping time#but at my job it just means i blasted through what apparently takes most people days in a few hours#and i have nothing left to do for the rest of the week but have to pretend i'm busy anyway#if my last job paid decently and had benefits i'd still be there even with the bullshit i had to deal with#because at least then i had people i could talk to and things to do#and also could wear comfortable clothes and listen to music or audiobooks or podcasts#(which i admittedly do listen to things at my current one but listening to audiobooks and doing data entry#kind of don't mesh well. like i will end up typing in things that i just heard instead of the correct data to transfer)
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#@ me please just do the one task you have left to do today so you can enjoy your evening#and stop being afeared#anyway I love directing a choir but I hate being in charge of the admin I am so bad at it#if only I could beam into everyone's minds when to meet for practice#but I can't so um girlie if you don't tell anyone there's going to be practice tomorrow evening its not going to happen#I guess I am worried that if I announce it there's going to be a secret reason why it cannot be so#and then I will look like even more of a disaster#with the track record we've had it doesn't feel that unrealistic is the problem#I keep being gone every weekend and the past few practices I have been able to hold have been miserably attended#due to conflicts that were a surprise to me#because no one can communicate around here I guess#my other simple task of printing music today already went awry#when the girl misunderstood me at the ups store and printed wayyyy too many copies#shoulda been a karen but I was too scared so I just said thanks and paid THIRTY DOLLARS and took my huge stack of paper and left#aasdfghjkllkjhghjkjh that's not what I asked for!!!!!! but I'm just eating that extra twenty I guess#last time we met we didn't even sing bc there was like 4 people and we just made a schedule for the rest of the year#decided evening practice might be better#but only those four people are currently aware of that plan#and I have procrastinated trying to get the word out because I'm Scared for some reason#like it's literally not that serious but yikes yikes yikes#what I need is like. an assistant with good organizational skills#I can do the music. I can run the practices. I can even bring snacks#but for some reason I just cannot get it together
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YOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!! The full Arches soundtrack got released!!!!!!!!
#currently listening through it and I think most of them got a little updated and polished! I can definitely hear it in the title track#anyway all in all very cool!!! the soundtrack is so so good and it's nice to see it get a proper release! :)#I've been listening to roadside in particular on and off for like the last 6 months. obsessed with that one#anthemics did such a good job on all of it. there'd be times when first reading it I'd have to stop to appreciate the music for a second#arches vn#echo project#phoenix prattles
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today should be a t break day
bc I'll need it to be more effective in the coming days if we see family, and then I'll have the survey shifts
but since late last night i keep randomly nearly breaking into tears and thinking abt the stupidest shit that needs to stay in the box in my brain
so idk. maybe it will be. it is thus far. but I'm not leaving my room without a container of some edible or another in my pocket either
#text post#no idea where the fuck this came from and it kept me up until fucking four in the fucking morning#but only NEARLY crying my body/brain still won't let me FULLY cry#and i did email my prior doc with a 'can i ask u just abt this one current symptom and if it is abt what i think & ill send u 20 bucks even'#she said no to the twenty bucks but said yeah it does sound like my ptsd has been triggered by multiple things over the last year#and the not being able to cry is a part of it. my body's trying to protect me from feeling anything abt it and breaking down#and part of that means not letting the tears fall so there's no physical acknowledgement of any feelings#which is what i was thinking was going on but it's nice to confirm it with someone who knows their shit#doesn't fix it but at least i know.#the thing is that the triggers are like. good? bc im in a healthier safer environment now with ppl that don't do what my mum & fam do to me#but it means my brain is learning just how much of a lot of it Wasn't Normal and was actually Pretty Harmful and that's.#i want my brain to just accept and get over that already tbh. okay so that's the case it doesn't change anything????#why are we still thinking abt it and having feelings over it at this point bc that feels like a waste of time#there are no apologies I'll get for things that happened from when i was younger and there's no closure it just Is What It Is#I'm tired of even wanting to cry over it when I'd rather be throwing myself into making money & being productive art-wise#it manages to interrupt so many fucking facets of my life like#whatever. anyway considering a music au new draft where ed and izzy meet seth. and immediately offer to kill him for Pickles aksnsjfnfgj
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your top 15 shows can say a lot about your personality - tagged by @taeminie ily 💞🥰
(im gonna say this isnt in any order bc that stressed me out lmao)
my school president
bad buddy
theory of love
bbc merlin
great british bake-off
beating again/순정에 반하다
it's okay to not be okay/사이코지�� 괜찮아
his: koisuru tsumori nante nakatta
i feel you linger in the air
be my favorite
the gifted 2018
gaya sa pelikula
chicago typewriter/시카고 타자기
what we do in the shadows
history3: trapped
i will tag @earthfluuke @punpunsutatta @deshimango @taikanyohou @evan-eddie @panlyv @smileytharn @maggiecheungs and anyone who feels like it 💖💖💖💖💖💖
#im so bad at saying what i like i forget everything ive ever seen before in my entire life LMAOOO#important to note also that the stock music from theory of love was used in cooking crush yesterday#when ten is sewing the glove#and i fucking LOST MY MIND#every time they play it on one of their shows im like THIS IS FOR TOL THIS IS FOR ME#my emotions EXPLOOODEE#btw keep in mind that if we were going favorite couples alone this would be a completely different list HGKJLHGDKJ#also i have millions of opinions on all of these so feel free to send an ask for why i like them or etc byeee#answered#tagged#ali#mutuals#tag game#top shows#OH I FORGOT TO SAY i didnt include show that r currently airing!!!!!! bc of Fairness but in my heart last twilight is on here😙😙#I FORGOT TO TAG PEOPLE GOODBYE
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#chelseaspice on apple music btw#currently living vicariously thru this song 💔#ill probably never have a summer like this#thinking abt when the summer after i turned 18 i was so excited bc i had a lil money in my pocket#and i was younger and still had sparkle in my eyes#this was the time coconut girl and frankies bikinis first came up#i so badly wanted nothing than to be a sit on the beach girl#but i didnt live an hour from atlantic city like i did as a kid amymore#and the beaches at the pnw (noah fence) are a PITTANCE compared to the ones i grew up on 🤚🏾#and i had a shit excuse of a human being i was convincing myself that liked me as a best friend#i spent the summer working 10hr shifts at red robin getting sexually harassed 👍🏾#cant say i aint run it up tho#dont matter now bc i spent it all 😣#i took the last $200 made and put it in an account. thats the grown up thing to do right? save?#if i ever had it my way id be in my beach house wearing a sun dress w no undies making dj sets and#chasing my dog around. and in the night hit the boardwalk w my friends and party jersey shore style#….anyways will smith woooo! 😀😍#Spotify
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