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nyerus · 1 year ago
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Guide to Watch TGCF Donghua Season 2
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With the new season of the Tian Guan Ci Fu/Heaven Official's Blessing donghua finally releasing soon, I wanted to make a post explaining the different ways fans can watch and support it! Things have changed since season 1, so my old guide is no longer relevant apart from the infographics on how to subscribe to Bilibili CN (and the YouTube channel)!
And to be upfront: the main sites that are going to be broadcasting the donghua have been very sparse with information. I fully expect that we will have to wait until after the first episode releases to know all the details, so while I am making this guide to help people right now, things might change! Please keep that in mind and stay patient! I will post any important updates in the replies as I can!
Additionally, because of copyright/licensing, different sites are going to work in different regions. I do not know with 100% certainty what is going to work in a particular country. There's gonna be some trial and error!
So the main options we have for season 2 are:
Crunchyroll
Sub price: $9.99 USD per month for basic (local prices may vary)
Regions: Americas, Europe, Africa, Middle East, Oceania.
Pros: Easy to subscribe to if available in your region.
Cons: Unlikely for true simulcast so it'll be a bit delayed.
Link to main site (season 2 listing not up yet)
For app: download via App Store/Google Play Store.
Bilibili. tv (EN site/app)
Sub price: $4.99 USD per month (local prices may vary)
Regions: Southeast Asia only.
Pros: Airs earlier than Crunchyroll. Interface is in English.
Cons: If you want to watch it outside of SEA, you'll need a VPN.
Link to Season 2 on website
For app: download via APK link on website if you are outside of SEA. Otherwise use App Store/Google Play Store.
Bilibili YouTube Channel
Sub price: $4.99/$5.99 USD per month (local prices may vary)
Regions: Many -- EXCEPT Japan, South Korea, the Americas, UK, Australia, New Zealand.
Pros: Easy to subscribe if available in your region.
Cons: If you want to watch it from the regions listed above, you'll need a VPN.
Link to channel
It's the youtube app....
Bilibili. com (CN site/app)
Sub price: $9.99 USD for 3 months
Regions: ¯\_(ツ)_/¯
Pros: If they're gonna air season 2, then they might be the source broadcast if the EN site isn't. Also probably cheapest for those abroad.
Cons: Chinese interface may be intimidating. Not 100% sure if it'll air as normal.
Link to Season 2 on website
For app: download via App Store/Google Play Store.
(NOTE: If you are in Japan, it will be available on WOWOW. If you are in South Korea, it will be available on Laftel.)
F.A.Q.s
🔹What is the release date/time? Bilibili EN has announced it as 20:00 GMT+8 on October 18th. If it releases on Bilibili CN, it'll probably be the same time. Crunchyroll has stated October 18th, but has not yet announced a time as of the posting this guide. I checked. Japan and South Korea have their own release times, so please consult the relevant broadcasters!
🔹Can I watch it on Netflix/Amazon Prime/etc? These streaming services will likely only have it after the whole season concludes, and with a significant delay. For reference, it took several months after finishing for season 1 to be released on Netflix.
🔹Which platform should I choose? Whichever one you can actually access, and feel most comfortable using!
🔹When should I subscribe? Personally, I'll be waiting until the last day before release, just to make sure I have the most information possible. However, I'm sure the idea of doing that makes many people nervous, so... yeah. Whenever is convenient for you!
🔹Which one will have the donghua the quickest/earliest? Probably Bilibili CN & Bilibili EN. I suspect they'll simulcast with each other. I cannot be 100% certain about anything though, because of limited info! For season 1, YouTube and Funimation (now Crunchyroll) were delayed, and it's hard to say if they'll be better this time or not.
🔹Do I need a VPN for Bilibili EN or their YT channel? If you are outside of SEA, yes.
🔹Do I need a VPN for Bilibili CN? Probably not, unless you are in a country that restricts access to CN sites and apps (like India).
🔹Which VPN should I use? This will be up to you! It's best to research what the different options are, and what will work for your needs!
🔹How will I know I'll be able to watch season 2 from my region? The most surefire way is to subscribe to a platform that has officially announced to be serving your region (e.g. Crunchyroll for the Americas). Unofficially, if you can watch the latest trailer and other promo videos on your chosen platform, then there's a good chance you're okay! The exception to this is the YouTube channel, which has some of the trailers public, but has all of season 1 unavailable if you aren't in the right region.... Additionally, be mindful, because even if you're able to see season 1, season 2 might still be region-locked on certain platforms. (E.g. you can watch all of season 1 via Bilibili EN if you're from the USA no problem. But you can't access season 2 without a VPN to a SEA server.)
🔹What languages are going to be available and will there be English subtitles? While dubs for multiple languages have been confirmed, I'm unsure if any of these will be available on release. It'll likely be offered only in Chinese first. For season 1, there were hardcoded CN & EN subtitles for Bilibili on release. Funimation re-subbed the episodes (EN) for their own release, and Crunchyroll will probably do the same.
🔹I watched it on Funimation last time, can I watch it through them this time? No, they were absorbed (in some capacity idk) by Crunchyroll. So they are not distributing season 2 of TGCF, only Crunchyroll is.
🔹Is season 2 actually available in China and thus on Bilibili CN? Yes and no! As long as you are not in mainland China, it seems you will have access to season 2 through Bilibili CN. All promo materials and trailers seem to be available to us, which is a good sign! (They are not available for mainlanders, but mainland fans are able to watch via HK/Macau versions apparently.)
🔹Hopeful that it will be available, I would like to watch it via Bilibili CN, so how do I sign up and subscribe? To make an account, consult this reddit post. To subscribe, please consult the guide below! It's a little old (made it for season 1) but still works pretty much the same.
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imsilay · 1 year ago
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MANIA
obsessive love; very possessive and often jealous.
mdni NSFW! +18 cw: possessiveness, size k!nk, fem!reader, obsessive König, dominant König.
summary: König doesn’t wants you to leave him, even for a second. he finds excuses and makes it your problem so he could fuck you until you’re too sore to leave again.
i will post part 2 <3 (english isn’t my first language sorry for the mistakes) edit: posted! here
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art cr: @kinky-thirsty-reader
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He doesn’t like when you try to leave him…
After a long night, you were exhausted, your body sore from head to toe. You tried to sit up and leave the bed, but suddenly König's arm snaked around your waist and held you down. "Where do you think you're going, Prinzessin?" he whispered. "I need to shower." you mumbled as you put your hands on his forearms and tried to push him away, but it was a pathetic attempt. You were so powerless compared to him.
“So klein~” he cooed.
He chuckled at your struggles. "I don't think so, Schatz. You're staying here, in my bed, where you belong…" he purred, kissing the back of your neck and pulling you even closer, pressing your back against his chest. "König, stop the nonsense. Let go of me, i really need to shower." you protested— you wish you didn’t. His arms tightened around your midsection, reminding you that he could snap your spine effortlessly. "Are you talking back, Prinzessin? Did you forget you’re mine?" he whispered, his tone now edged with discontent. His grip was far from loving anymore. “Do i need to remind you?” he hissed, he would fuck you dumb until you understand that you’re his. His to use for his own satisfaction, his to kiss whenever he decided to do, his to touch wherever he wants. You were simply his.
When you realized you were in trouble, chills ran down your spine. You quickly apologized. "No, I was just... I don't like being sweaty. I'm sorry." Your apology made him loosen his grip a little. He placed a tender kiss on your neck. He turned you around as if you weighed nothing and pressed you against his chest.
“Hmm... let's see," his voice teased, his eyes twinkling with mischief. He sat up, leaning his back against the headboard and had you straddle him. He lowered his hands from your waist to your thighs and gently caressed them. You let out a groan of relief and wrapped your arms around his neck, savoring the sensation of your lover's massage on your sore muscles. However, your relief was short-lived because he wasn't finished with you yet. "You tried to escape my bed. So you need to be punished, Hase." He squeezed your thighs until the pain in your sore muscles became almost unbearable.
You cried and whined but he shushed you softly, soothing you. “We’re not done, Liebling.” It was clear that his tone had changed again. The anger and firmness had given way to something more gentle, almost loving.
You slurred something for forgiveness and apologize nonstop. “Don't be sorry, Hase. I didn't like seeing you try to escape from me." he said with a hint of a pout. "But I think i can make a exception for you this time. What about you let me…" his rough hands slowly caressed your inner thighs making you shiver and gasp in anticipation. “use you as i please, then maybe i could let you rest.” he murmured as his hand found its way to your already wet panties. Your breath hitched and you squirmed on his lap as he teased your cunt through your panties until you’re soaked for him.
“You’re so easy to seduce, Schatz.” he chuckled lightly but his voice stained with pure lust. He lifted your chin up with his free hand to take a look at your lovely face. Your eyes red, your skin flush from all the crying and stimulation. It was all for him… right?
“Immer so empfindlich, wenn ich so mit dir spiele.” (Always so sensitive when I play with you like this.) he mumbled in German like he always did. You never understand what he said -mind foggy with lust and too focused to chase that sweet release.
He grinned with a proud expression and mumbled to himself. “Braves Mädchen.” he whispered before lifting his balaclava up just enough to capture your lips in a long passionate kiss.
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fangswbenefits · 1 year ago
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Devotion
Summary: You give yourself to Miguel, and he's about to show you what complete devotion looks and feels like.
Pairing: Miguel O'Hara x spider-woman!reader
Word count: 6.5k
18+. Miguel POV. Reader POV. V*rginity loss. Cr*ampie. F*ngering. C*mplay. Org*sm denial. After care. Edg*ng. Br*eding k*nk. Mentions of pregnancy.
Part 1. Previous Part.
Thank you so much to @ancientbeing10 for the help with the Spanish 🩷
Miguel had scooped you up in his arms effortlessly and carried you to his bedroom, slowly placing you on his bed.
He then leaned in to place a kiss to your temple, sending a shiver down your spine.
You tilted your head back, hoping to have his lips on yours once instead. 
The truth was that you were absolutely smitten by him. Relationships are often complicated. People are complicated. Miguel was a complex person, and yet, you felt drawn to him.
You could still remember the first time you realised your feelings for him transcended those of a regular friendship.
It had begun with him looking after you in the lab. It had been innocent and fleeting enough, but the heart works in strange ways. The way he was so adamant about you having to take care of yourself awoke in you a feeling that you were seldom presented with:
Affection.
His lips hovered over yours, snapping you from your thoughts, and you brought a hand to the side of his face. "Please kiss me…"
Even through the darkness that engulfed his room, you could still spot a faint smile.
And he did as you requested. 
Your back arched nearly instantly, seeking more of him. Even though your body had barely recovered from your orgasm, you felt desire flare inside you at an alarming rate.
He quickly deepened the kiss by parting your lips with his experienced tongue, and you eagerly let him in, moving your hand to the back of his neck, yanking him closer.
Nearly losing balance, Miguel placed both hands on either side of you for support, settling in between your legs.
A moan rose in your throat, and you broke the kiss at the feeling of your clit throbbing, as the underside of his cock settled between your folds.
"We can stop."
You stared into his crimson eyes. "Do you want to stop?"
He pressed a fleeting kiss to the corner of your mouth. "This isn't about me."
Oh.
Desire had clouded your mind, almost making you forget that you were still very much inexperienced. But you still craved the fluidity and eagerness of couples who already knew their way around each other's bodies… with no virginity in the way.
Truth be told, if there was anyone who you'd give yourself to, it would be Miguel O'Hara.
You wouldn't utter these words out of fear of sounding ridiculous at best, and desperate at worst.
"I want more…" you whispered instead, rolling your hips and causing his cock to slide along your clit.
He moaned, but gripped your hip to a halt with strong fingers. "Are you on birth control?"
The question caught you momentarily off guard, and you blinked. "What?"
"If you want to continue… I have to know."
"Yes—Yes, I have an implant."
Hormonal imbalance had been the sole reason, though. Irregular periods accompanied by terrible cramps had taken a toll on you. 
Pregnancy had been the farthest thing on your mind.
Miguel groaned lowly before burying his face in your neck, lips caressing your flushed skin, which caused your hips to jolt into him.
He immediately hissed from the sudden friction, and began to match your tempo deliciously slowly.
You bit your lip, not wanting to moan embarrassingly loudly with each slide of his cock against your clit.
He quickly grazed his thumb across your lower lip, releasing it from your teeth's grasp. "Please… let me hear you…"
The plea mixed with his gentle touch was enough to have your mouth part in a whimper. 
"Louder."
Your eyes fluttered shut once the tips of his fangs began to poke your skin, and you couldn't hold back the loud moan that erupted from your throat.
Wet sounds and sticky sounds echoed all around you, as you began to drip, adding more and more layers of your own wetness around his cock. 
Ambient lights were suddenly switched on, an orange and yellow gradient filling your field of vision.
Miguel brought his lips to your cheek. "Are you sure you want this?"
You sank your fingers into his soft hair, arching your back slightly, your nipple piercings digging into the taut muscles of his chest.
In reality, you were terrified. Miguel seemed to be on the thicker side than what you had expected, and you didn't see yourself taking more than one of his fingers, so his cock definitely overwhelmed you.
Would it hurt? Would he be gentle? Would you even enjoy it?
The preconception that having sex for the first time was a painful ordeal was engraved into your subconscious. Growing up, you had heard some scary recounts of first times from your friends. 
But you were still clinging on to the hope that Miguel knew what he was doing. 
So you took a deep breath, staring into his eyes. "I'm sure…"
He shifted to press a kiss to your forehead. "You can tell me to stop if it gets too much," he murmured. "And I will."
You had no doubt he would. 
But it still made your heart speed up, and an uneasy feeling spread throughout your body rather quickly.
He reached over you to grip one long pillow and eased it under you until your back pressed against it, angling your torso so your eyes could be met with the sight of his cock dripping precum. 
Now you understood why he had turned the lights on.
Then, you heard a click and stared as he removed his dimensional travel watch, placing it on his bedside table.
Oh.
Your soaked folds were wrapped snugly around him, and you gasped as you spotted your swollen clit peeking from under his cock.
"Does that feel good?" Miguel asked, voice strained. 
You could only stare in complete and utter fascination, as he kept dripping more and more precum, the droplets eventually running down along your folds.
"Yes… you're really…" you paused briefly, completely transfixed with the amount of precum. "Is it normal for you to…"
Miguel's eyes followed your line of sight, and he chuckled upon realising what you meant. 
"With you, yes."
His bluntness had your walls clench instinctively around nothing in anticipation.
He then raised his hips and you watched as strings of precum mixed with your wetness dangled from his cock, before he kneeled at your side, slowly dipping the mattress.
You were about to protest at the loss of contact, but he immediately silenced you with a hungry kiss, drawing a couple of whimpers from you.
The taste of him had become so familiar to you by now, that it served to soothe your frustration and impatience.
Your hand tapped around blindly until it found what it was looking for.
Wrapping your fingers tightly around his hard cock, you tugged gently, and Miguel quickly broke the kiss with a delicious hiss. "Fuck…"
The heat pooling between your legs was becoming unbearable and, with each throb of your clit, uncertainty gave way to burning desire.
"Miguel… please…"
He pecked your cheek. "I need you ready for me."
You pouted in response. "I am."
He then brought his lips to your ear, whispering softly, "Can you take more than one of my fingers, then?"
Your heart faltered once you felt one hand trail down from your neck, caressing your hardened nipples, before traveling down until it reached your swollen clit.
"Can you, sweet girl?"
That term of endearment had begun to grow on you, and it almost made you moan out your answer.
"I think… I think so," you said, trying to muster your confidence.
He then pressed a kiss to the pulse point on your neck.
You watched as he traced your clit with his middle finger, coating it in your wetness. The view was hypnotic and you stifled a moan as he rubbed at your entrance once, before plunging the finger inside.
As if seeking an immediate anchor, you gripped his cock tighter, feeling beads of precum steadily spreading across your hand.
"Easy, cariño… not so tight."
This wasn't even considered dirty talking, but it was enough to have you buck your hips against him, and he eased inside easily, burying himself knuckle-deep. 
Crimson eyes watched your every reaction attentively, and you gasped as the heel of his palm pressed down on your throbbing clit.
"Tell me how it feels," Miguel cooed, sliding in and out of you at a torturous pace. "I need to know."
You hummed in response, trying your best to ride his finger through throaty whimpers.
He paused abruptly. "Use your words."
You snapped your half-hooded eyes to him. "It feels good… really go-" the word died in your mouth as he began pumping into you once again.
He unclasped your fingers from around his cock. "I know you're eager, but if you keep touching it like that I won't last…"
You were sticking out your lower lip in a silent plea, but decided to bring your precum-soaked hand to your breasts, letting the warm liquid drip onto your nipples, earning an approving growl from Miguel.
"Do you think you can take a second one?" he asked, bending over to swipe his tongue across one nipple. "You set the pace."
The sight of him tasting himself on you was the most erotic thing you had ever experienced, and you immediately nodded, just so you could feel his tongue again.
Suddenly, you felt a second digit probing at your entrance, and you couldn't keep your chest from heaving rapidly at the stretch.
Miguel shifted closer to you, catching your eyes in his. "Relax, cariño… you're doing great."
You tried. You really did try to stop your walls from tightening around his fingers, but your body was moving involuntarily at the sudden intrusion.
He placed a reassuring kiss on your cheek. "Nearly there…"
A raspy whimper parted your lips and you allowed yourself to relax ever so slightly, until he was buried as deep as he could.
The discomfort of the stretch turned into impatience, and you rolled your hips, seeking more and more friction.
"More…" you mumbled desperately.
Your eyes dropped to the mesmerising motion of both fingers sliding in and out, glistening with your wetness, as your swollen clit peeked from between your folds.
Wet sounds filled your ears and your head fell back once his palm pressed against your clit. Miguel immediately took advantage of this angle, and had his lips on your neck, sacking gently.
The familiar coil in your lower abdomen warned you that you were nearing the point of no return. The delicious friction mixed with his thick fingers fucking you at a steady pace.
"You're so close…"
You bit down on your lip so hard you feared drawing blood. At this point, you didn't trust yourself to utter any words, and chose to lose yourself in the blissful moment.
Miguel took your hand in his and had your fingers wrap around his cock once again with a hiss. He was so thick and hard and warm and leaking so for you.
"Let me fuck your hand…" he growled into your neck, snapping his hips. "Just… squeeze harder…"
You eagerly gripped him tighter, feeling strings of precum sliding down your wrists as he matched his hips with the tempo of his fingers inside you.
"Miguel… Miguel…" you managed to moan as you neared the precipice.
His lips were on yours all of a sudden, and you crumbled under his touch, whimpering into his mouth as his tongue found yours.
You were so close.
So deliciously close.
"You’re doing so good," he praised you over and over again.
Your back arched reflexively as the blissful turbulence of an orgasm began to wash over you.
And then, it was gone.
Your peak never came and your moans immediately died in your throat.
Confusion took a violent hold on you, as you slumped into the pillow and mattress underneath you.
Miguel had removed himself from you entirely, and you were left clenching around nothing, mourning the loss of his touch.
"Miguel…why?!" you protested, as you felt tears prickling the corners of your eyes.
You dropped your hand from his cock to grip the sheets, hoping to rein in your frustration in between sobs.
"I'm sorry," he said, sounding truthfully. "I want you to come around my cock, cariño…" he added, before kissing your quivering lips.
You wanted to be mad at him for denying you of your pleasure, but he managed to gain a nod from you instead. 
The mattress dipped around you and even through closed eyes, you could tell he was positioned right between your legs.
He then brought his fingers to his mouth, tasting you. You felt slightly taken aback, not expecting him to do this.
"You taste really good."
You laughed nervously. "I do?"
His lips tugged upwards. "Don't take my word for it, then."
He brought two glistening digits to your lips and you immediately took them in, savouring yourself on him.
You sucked on him for a moment, enjoying how he looked so smitten by it.
He pressed your tongue flat with his fingers, before sliding out, saliva dangling from the tips.
"You're so hot."
That compliment threw you for a loop, and you immediately looked away, not quite feeling like you deserved it.
He cradled your face with his hands. "Look at me."
Slowly, but surely, your eyes met his as you tried to even out your laboured breaths. 
"You are. You are beautiful."
Your heart clenched and you were left speechless at how genuine he sounded.
You felt like you could cry from this. You didn't cry easily, but his words always found a way to tug at your heartstrings like no one had ever managed to. 
He craned his neck to press a soft kiss to your wet lips, and you felt his cock resting against your throbbing clit.
"Are you sure of this?"
"I am. Please, Miguel…"
He caressed your cheeks with his thumbs. "I'm not going to last long," he whispered softly. "But neither are you."
The jab at your stolen orgasm had you pouting at him.
He groaned in response. "Try to relax as much as you can, okay?"
You swallowed hard with a determined nod. "Okay."
You felt his cock slide along your soaked folds, grazing your clit, before you felt a small pressure at your opening.
Instinctively, you squeezed your eyes shut, bracing yourself for the pain and discomfort.
But Miguel kept his hold on your face with one hand. "Please look at me…" 
You took a deep breath and mustered the strength to stare into his crimson eyes. 
"I've got you," he promised, brushing his knuckles across your heated cheek.
And you believe him.
Even when you felt the tip being pushed slowly into you, your breath caught. Your gaze faltered and your mouth fell open in a strained gasp. You felt his other hand press flat against your thighs, and you spread your legs as much as possible, hoping it would be enough to ease him in.
"Breathe…"
You slowly let out a shaky breath, realising he had stopped.
"Are you okay?"
No.
You wanted to be, but you could feel yourself tense up and you brought your hands to claw at his back, feeling the muscles underneath his skin flex as he adjusted himself.
But you still nodded. You wanted to be done with this. First times can be tricky, but you would have to keep your fear of pain at bay until the worst had come and come.
He pushed his hips into you again, and the stretch had you holding your breath again, as a sharp sting tore through your entire body.
You didn't dare breathe.
Your chest became so tight it ached, and you felt the familiar tension in your eyes, as the first tears began to blur your vision.
"Stop… please…" you begged, tapping on his back.
He immediately halted, his face softening. "Do you want me to pull out?"
You shook your head, the motion causing one tear to slide down from the corner of your eye. He captured it with his lips, a silent reassurance that he would take care of you.
Deep down, you feared he might be turned off by your hesitancy. You were sure he wanted to go deeper and faster, but the discomfort was gripping you hard.
"How much…" you sobbed, staring down at the length of your body to find where the two of you were connected. "... is it almost there?"
Miguel smiled warmly at you. "Nearly there, sweet girl."
Your lungs expanded with a deep inhale and you sighed through your nose. "Go…"
You dug your nails into his skin as he slid deeper inside, drawing a sharp gasp from you. This time, you had to bite down on your lip again, feeling Miguel's unwavering stare on your face.
"Tell me to stop, and I will."
But you didn't want him to stop. Not now. Not when you were so close to being filled to the brim with him. No amount of pain or discomfort would take that away from you now.
He was being so gentle and caring, assuring that you were the priority here. 
And you wanted this to be on equal grounds, soon.
His pleasure would be yours.
Your pleasure would be his.
He was kissing every single tear away, whispering praises, and you knew he was fully buried inside, once he stopped moving again.
This time, you felt him shudder under your touch, breath coming out in shallow pants.
"Are you okay?" he asked, his voice raspy and shaky.
"Yes."
You would be soon. 
The pain hadn't been as bad as you had expected and once you began to relax, you could feel the remnants of it slowly fading.
The two of you remained still for a few more seconds, with only the erratic breathing keeping you company.  
"I'm not going to last long," he confessed, burying his face in the curve of your neck. "Can you relax a bit more?"
You tried to drain the tension from your muscles, and you immediately felt his cock twitching inside you.
He was so deep...
"Please move," you asked, ready for what was to come.
Miguel inhaled sharply, and you felt him drag it out slowly, earning a few pained whimpers from how thick he was.
Before you could take a deep breath, he slammed slowly into you.
Your clit was swelling up again and you knew he had bottomed out again when you felt his balls press into you.
But you needed more. You needed to feel more.
"Can you go faster…"
He dragged his fangs along your shoulder. "I don't want to hurt you."
"You won't. Please…" you begged.
Miguel set a slow pace at first, and you heard the wet sounds of your pussy clenching around him, which had him groan with each thrust.
Your gaze was on how his cock reappeared only to disappear back inside you, visibly struggling to move past your tightness. 
"So good… fuck…así… no pares," you heard him mumble mindlessly each time he pushed all the way back into you.
You managed to snake one hand in between your bodies, and you immediately gasped as the tips of your fingers slid past your clit only to finally touch his slippery cock.
His pace quickened slightly, and he removed your hand with his, pressing down on your pulsing clit.
"Just… just like that…" you whimpered breathlessly.
You arched into him, your pierced nipples digging into his chest, and he suddenly stilled.
"I need you to come first," he rasped, drawing circles around your clit. "Please… please…"
There was something incredibly riveting about having Miguel O'Hara begging. Such a strong and serious man, was now on top of you, completely taken by how you milked his cock, and how close he was
His thumb left your clit, and he pulled his torso away from you and moved back, pressing your legs together with both hands and pushing your knees into your chest.
The new position nearly pushed you over the edge, as your walls pressed further around his cock. His thumb was on your clit in an instant, and you moaned and whimpered, gripping the sheets with both hands, holding on for dear life, as he skilfully brought you closer and closer to the edge.
"Come for me… clench around me, cariño," he urged desperately.
You heard the sound of fabric tear as your grip tightened around the bedsheets, plunging you into a blinding orgasm. Your vision blurred and you arched your back, feeling rhythmic contractions ripple across your walls, gripping his cock hard.
As your chest heaved rapidly with a rush of adrenaline, you felt him slam into you only twice before reaching his own peak.
"Mierda, te sientes tan bien… carajo," he mumbled in between groans, as he buried himself as deep as possible, finally spilling himself inside.
Even through the numbness of your orgasm, you could feel his cock twitching inside you, filling you with a burst of warmth.
Beads of sweat poured from your skin, and you felt completely spent by the time he finally slid out of you. A whimper escaped your lips once he was fully out, and your walls involuntarily clenched.
You felt him slide his cock along your folds a few times, the added  friction on your oversensitive clit making your jolt.
He released his hold on your legs, and you let them flop down, feeling something beginning to seep out of you.
"Wait here," he said as he slid out of bed and pressing a sloppy kiss on your parted lips. 
You remained still for a few seconds, before curiosity got the best of you, prompting you to slide your band in between your legs. 
A warm liquid began to coat your fingers and you propped yourself on one elbow, watching in awe as your clit and folds were covered in his cum.
You dragged a small quantity from your entrance and brought it to your lips, eager to finally taste it.
Its saltiness and warmth invaded your mouth and collected it with your tongue, slowly swallowing all of it. 
"Does it taste good?"
Your eyes widened slightly as you found Miguel standing next to you, fully naked. He was a complete marvel of muscle and beauty, and you felt heat rise to your cheeks as his burning gaze bore into you.
He had a towel in his hand, and slowly kneeled on the floor, tapping his finger to your jaw to have you fully face him.
Miguel was so very handsome. It was almost criminal. Sweat-damp strands of thick hair covered his forehead and you brought your free hand to brush some of them aside.
"Does it taste good, cariño?"
You smiled innocently, removing your fingers from your mouth. "You can taste it yourself."
Miguel's lips met yours and his tongue slipped past them hungrily. Your eyes fluttered shut and you pushed some of his cum with your tongue into his.
He eventually broke the kiss and you felt the soft fabric of the towel being softly pressed to your forehead.
Some drops of cum coated his gorgeous lips and you found yourself unable to look away from his face.
"Let me take care of you."
Affection and devotion.
You nodded as exhaustion slowly weighed down your body. 
His lips curled into a faint smile and you mimicked him. "What?"
"You're so… perfect," he drawled out, sliding the towel down the side of your face and neck.
You giggled. "Is this a post-sex thing?"
He arched an eyebrow, looking very serious all of a sudden. "You're doubting me?"
Your smile faded slowly. "Oh, I just… I… don't think I'm perfect. No one is."
Miguel pressed his lips together, his gaze shifting to your breasts as he continued to pat the sweat away.
"You are to me," he mumbled.
You had heard so much about love over the years, and thought Tom had been the personification of it in your life. Even after what had happened between you two, you never doubted he was the one who had gotten away.
But now?
You weren't so sure anymore.
And it wasn't because Miguel was so easy to offer you compliments and praises. That was easy to do. It was much harder to be stricter with those one cared about, and Miguel didn't hold back from grounding you when you needed the most. 
After all, he managed to get a hold of your heart with the way he took care of you.
Just like he was doing so now.
He reached in between your legs, and you jolted from the surprise.
"Was I too rough?" he asked, uncertainty dripping from his low voice.
You shook your head. "You were perfect."
His crimson eyes met yours and you smiled warmly, allowing him to clean the cum mixed with your own wetness. 
"You said no one is perfect."
"I'll make an exception for you," you said, feeling your eyelids grow heavier and heavier.
He leaned in to press a kiss to your cheek, and your vision darkened as your breathing steadied. You faintly felt more cum drip out, which Miguel quickly wiped, and vaguely wondered how much was still left inside you.
But your thoughts were cut off by your drowsiness, feeling exhausted and as you lay limp on the mattress.
You were almost dozing off when you heard his voice. "Want to take a shower?"
A grumble left your throat. "Later… I'm so tired."
"I'll carry you."
For the second time that night, Miguel took you in his arms with little to no effort, and sauntered into his bathroom, occasionally pressing loving kisses to your face.
You had looped your arms around his neck for support and groaned lightly as he stepped into the shower, tepid water hitting your skin gently.
"Can you stand?"
"Yes, yes…" you said, fighting through a yawn and landing on your feet and easing your hold around him.
Miguel silently washed your back witj both hands, and you were able to feel more cum drip from inside you, blending in with the running water.
You pressed your forehead to the tile as he moved the wet piece of cloth in between your legs, and you flinched away.
"Did I hurt you?"
"It's just a bit sore…" you breathed out, reaching down to touch your numb clit. "It's fine… don't worry."
You then turned around to face him and tip-toed to place a wet kiss to his jaw.
Adoration didn't even begin to cover how you felt about this man.
Maybe he would be your first 'I love you'.
Maybe.
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- 2 months later -
Miguel shot his laser-like string of web to the side wall of glass that led to his apartment. 
The window was open, and he smiled to himself.
You were home.
He flung himself upwards, the opening presenting itself as the perfect entryway, and he swung through it, landing gracefully on the tiled floor. 
His digital mask vanished, and he ran a hand through unruly hair.
Immediately, his senses were hit with the familiar smell of freshly cooked empanadas, and he immediately smiled as you entered the kitchen, specks of flour resting on your cheeks.
"Hey, you," you greeted sweetly.
"Hey."
He closed the gap between you two in an instant, taking your face in his hands.
"Are these empanadas all for myself?"
Your eyes fell to his lips. "Depends."
He dusted off some of the flour with his thumb, raising an eyebrow. "On what?"
"Payment."
"Oh, really?"
You hummed, bringing your lips so close to his, he could feel your breath fanning them lightly.
"What sort of payment, sweet girl?"
He could almost taste you, and his heart jolted in his chest. 
It seemed that he was doomed to having your presence have this permanent effect on him. No matter how much time passed, he could not get accustomed to the hold you had on him 
"One kiss."
He quickly complied, tasting your sweetness.
You were quick to break the kiss, however. "And… promise you won't be upset."
At this, he felt a faint scowl settle on his face. "What did you do?"
The reply to his question came in the form of Peter B. Parker waltzing into the kitchen, with an empanada stuffed in his mouth.
He waved and tried to speak, but his voice only came out muffled and intelligible.
Miguel's scowl deepened and he glared at you, earning an innocent shrug.
"Peter and MJ are visiting, and I thought it would be nice to invite them over," you said endearingly, offering him a napkin.
Peter beamed. "Thank you! And Miguel… not a surprise to see you here," he added, wiggling his eyebrows.
"What is that supposed to mean?" he grumbled.
MJ walked in with Mayday clinging to her shoulder. "Hey, Miguel!"
He inwary winced, already anticipating an upcoming headache. In all honesty, he just wanted to spend some time with you after arriving from a mission, and now…
"MJ," he greeted flatly, before patting Mayday on the head, her curls bouncing lightly.
She stuck out her tongue in response before breaking into laughter.
"He's not even using doors anymore, Peter," MJ started with a devious smile. "It's serious."
Peter nodded, taking Mayday into his hands. "Definitely serious."
Miguel's scowl deepened further and he watched as you laughed nervously.
The two of you hadn't told anyone about your relationship. Miguel would rather keep it that way.
Why?
Because this was the result, and it annoyed him to no end.
"Oh, wipe that frown off your face, Miguel O'Hara," MJ scolded. "Everyone knows about you two, already."
"What?"
Peter quickly brought Mayday to him. "Here, hold her. It will calm you down!"
Miguel reflexively took her in his arms, but kept his gaze on MJ. "What do you mean?"
She rolled her eyes, joining your side, as you began to clean off the counter. "All the missions together… always coming in together… spending time at the lab," she continued, listing off everything with each finger. "Peter and Jessica told me all about it."
Anger flared inside him briefly, but it quickly plummeted as defeat took over.
"Just a coincidence."
MJ shrugged. "Sure."
Mayday sat on his shoulder, tugging gently at a few strands of his hair, giggling. He winced in pain and removed her from him in an instant, holding her far away from him.
You turned to him and moved to grab her from his grip, pressing her adoringly against your chest. "Don't worry, Mayday. He's just a little bit grumpy, but he's a cutie, too!"
His scowl softened at the sight of Mayday melting into your touch.
You really were a natural at this...
"You're the cutest, though," you whispered in her ear, and she immediately gave you an ear-to-ear grin.
MJ was glaring intensely at him with a knowing smile, and he cleared his throat.
The last thing he needed was them realising how he yearned to be a father, with you carrying his children.
"You're so good with Mayday," Peter praised, stealing another empanada from the plate, and earning a death glare from Miguel who considered hiding them away. "Imagine Mayday and Jessica's kid having another friend to play with!"
Your eyes widened lightly. "Oh! I… I think…"
Miguel wanted to catapult Peter through the window, but he wouldn't do so in front of his wife and child. He always found a way to be inconvenient, and even though Miguel agreed with him on this, he couldn't let it show.
Out of spite.
MJ motioned for him to cut it off, and the two of them walked out, leaving a babbling MJ with you.
You chuckled. "They're good fun, right?"
No.
But he wouldn't dispute that with you, because this was what you did. You adored making people around you feel included and your love language definitely spoke louder.
As you rocked Mayday against your chest, lulling her into a peaceful silence. 
"Actually, I have something for you," you whispered with a smile.
Miguel's brow quirked again. "Please don't tell me Hobie Brown is about to burst through the ceiling."
His remark caused you to stifle a giggle. "No, but he might pop up later today."
Miguel's face hardened again.
"I'm kidding, Mr. Grumpy," you said, pointing to an envelope on the table. "Open it."
He glared suspiciously at you before shifting his attention to the piece of paper. Once he unsealed it, he peered closely at what was inside.
A small plastic rod.
His eyes widened and his lips parted.
That was…
"Yeah. I had my implant removed," you said, standing close to him. "The spider-doctor told me to wait out for my next cycle, but…" You began rubbing Mayday's back as she dozed off with a yawn. "Pregnancy can happen earlier than that if we try…"
Miguel was too perplexed to say anything.
You were indeed aware of his breeding kink, and he would gladly give you as much time as you needed. Even if you ended up deciding not wanting to have children, he would be more than fine with that decision.
He was too in love with you to push you beyond your comfort zone.
And yet… here you were, willingly fulfilling his wishes.
"Say something," you said, nudging his arm with yours.
He swallowed, finally meeting your eyes. "You didn't have to…"
You nodded. "But I want to, Miguel. And I know you want it, too."
There was no denying it. The past few months had been torturous at times. Each time he fucked you raw and spilled inside you, knowing fully well nothing would come of it. Witnessing his seed going to waste would torment him.
He pressed his hand to your head and pulled you against him, pressing a kiss to your forehead. "Te amo."
You lifted your head to stare at him. "I love you, too."
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- A couple of weeks later -
Miguel stormed into the lab later that afternoon, needing a refill of his serum.
But he didn't expect to see you still there, sitting on a chair, and tapping at the screen in front of you.
"What happened?"
Your head turned and he was met with tired eyes. "Oh, I was wondering if you could draw some blood."
Alarm bells chimed inside his head right away and he was quickly in front of you, scanning your face for any signs of distress.
"I'm okay, Miguel," you assured him with a faint curl of your lips. "Just want to check something."
You sounded off.
So he quickly gathered what he needed to comply with your request, always eyeing you from the corner of his eye.
He came to sit next to you and motioned his fingers so you'd lay out your arm for him.
"Did something happen?" he pressed again, pulling the sleeve of your lab coat upwards.
You shook your head, gaze dropping to his hands. 
He wasn't convinced in the slightest, but decided to give you some space, offering a respectful silence.
Hi fingers tapped your skin, tied a latex glove just above your elbow as a tournique, seeking a bulging vein. 
"It's funny…" you said with a sigh. 
Miguel lifted his eyes briefly, finding yours staring right back at him. "What is?"
The faintest tug at the corner of your lips had him relax slightly. 
"The first time I met you… you also drew my blood for testing," you said, and your tone told him you held the memory of it fondly. "And now, here we are again."
"Under different circumstances, I'm sure."
"Better ones."
He was unsure of what you meant by that, so he dropped his eyes to your arm again. Once he found what he was looking for, he punctured the soft barrier of skin, watching as the vial in between his fingers filled with liquid.
As he withdrew from you and pressed a pad to the wound, a weird feeling began to loom over him.
Could it be that...
He eyed you curiously, hoping for you to confirm his suspicions, but you remained silent.
"Apply some pressure," he asked, and you nodded, your fingers replacing his.
Scooting over to the analysis machine, he placed the vial inside and watched the liquid being sucked inside.
"Why do you need your blood tested?"
You shrugged, but he could sense you were holding something back.
By the time the first results began to appear on the hovering screen, he scanned them, looking for an outlier. 
It didn't take long for it to show up.
Miguel's heart lurched as the confirmation hit him, and he checked it twice, but there was no mistake.
< hCG (mIU/ml) - 145 >
The human chorionic gonadotropin was colloquially referred to as the pregnancy hormone, and its level could inform how far along a pregnancy was. 
This value had Miguel guess you were around three weeks. 
"Why didn’t you tell me right away?" he managed to ask, swallowing the lump in his throat.
He felt you looping your arm around his, resting your head on it. "I figured it would be more romantic than peeing on a stick and showing it to you," you chuckled softly.
In all honesty, he wouldn't care either way. 
How could he?
In front of him was the proof that the bond he shared with you was now bearing fruit.
"... besides… this is your field, right? Genetics," you said, tightening your grip around him. "It felt right for you to find out this way."
Miguel felt overwhelmed all of a sudden, upon realising just how you never missed anything. Down to the last detail. Everything you did always held a purpose, no matter how insignificant it might seem at first.
"I…"
You shifted until you were in front of him, and quickly laced your arms around his waist, placing your chin on his broad chest, eyeing him with absolute adoration. "Come on, Miguel… don't tell me you're surprised it happened so quickly."
He truly wasn't.
He had bred you over and over again over the past few weeks, always making sure you would lay still after each time, a pillow under you, not allowing any cum from going to waste.
You had protested at first, but he excelled at providing after care, and those sessions soon turned into opportunities at exploring your intimacy to the point you were eager to be filled over and over again.
His sweet girl…
"I think I love you," he blurted out, immediately realising how ridiculous he sounded. 
Your chuckle reverberated across his skin. "You think? I hope you're more sure than that. There's no turning back now."
His arms circled you, pulling you into a tighter embrace as his gaze met yours. "Thank you."
You quirked an eyebrow. "For what?"
"Everything."
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Author's note: Thank you so much to everyone who has been with this story from beginning to end. It means a lot. I hope you were able to connect with these characters in one way or another 🩷 I will be missing Miguel and sweet girl so much... this story wouldn't be anything without your vital support, and I will forever be grateful! Ruby~
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princesssascha · 11 months ago
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Get all your desires within a week
Have you been having trouble manifesting? Are you sick and tired of waking up everyday in your current reality and it feels like you tried every single possible manifestation technique out there yet nothing seems to work? I have come up with a 7 day challenge for you.
How do I know this works?
The universe doesn't give you what you want, it gives you what you ARE. By doing this challenge you will be matching the frequency of your dr which will allow your cr to transform.
This is a very powerful technique. Please make sure you know exactly what you want.
So, here are some of the rules:
You identify your desired reality as your current reality
You do EVERYTHING you would do in your dr, even if uncomfortable (for example, if your desired self(ds) goes to the gym at 5am everyday that's exactly what you're gonna do. It's only a week.)
Your "Cr" is your past. It is not your reality, it's imagination. Your dr is your only "correct and real" reality. After all you're doing everything you would in your dr, so that makes it your current reality.
You do this for 7 days. No cheating!
Feel free to add your own rules for yourself!
Now for the process
1.Write down your goals
What does your desired reality actually look like? Think about it and write it down. Yes, WRITE it down. Don't just think about it. Whether you do it on your notes app or on a piece of paper, write down clear habits of your ds. Some examples:
Goes to sleep at _ and wakes up at _
Works out
Works on her business/skills
Etc. anything. It doesn't have to be something important. Anything you can think of that you desire.
2.Identify your blocks
Now it's time to be brutally honest with yourself. WHY do you think your desires aren't here yet? What is blocking you from receiving your manifestations. This is the part that most people fail at, which causes them to not get their desires. Releasing those blocks can be difficult, but without it you are literally blocking your manifestations. I suggest you really research this topic, but here are some of the most common ones:
You see your 3D as your REAL reality.
You keep stressing about getting your desire NOW.
You have a lack mindset.
You don't trust yourself.
You check your 3D for your results.
3.Find the difference
Now that you know what you want it's time to find the differences. Now it might seem obvious, but again, you need to write it down. Since you already have what your desired reality looks like, here's how I do it in the easiest way. You write down your desired reality on one side and compare your current reality to it on the other side. For example: (let's just act one is on the left side and one is on the right side).
Dr: Wake up at 7am.
Cr: Wake up at 10am.
This will make it easier to change your habits later.
4.Act like you're in your dr
Now that you know what your goal is and what the difference is you are going to switch. Your desired reality is your new reality. Your current reality does not exist. It's your past. You are now in your desired reality and you KNOW that. Do everything you would do in this reality. From waking up to going to sleep. The whole day. Does your ds wake up at 5am and goes to the gym? Good. That's exactly what you're gonna do because it's your current reality. You are your dream self and your dream self is you.
5.Ignore your reality.
Now it's time for you to decide that your current reality is just a mindset. And you need to switch that mindset. You want the best for yourself and you will get it. You just need to allow it, so, from now on your only right reality is the reality you created for yourself. All the outside noise doesn't change that, because it is your reality now.
Ok, when will I get my results?
Immediately. The moment you start doing this and actually believe and persist that's the moment it becomes your reality.
But when will I see it in my 3D?
Once you accept you really have it. You need to actually believe it, and when that happens, you won't be looking for your 3D to confirm that. That's exactly when it appears in your 3D. It can be the same day, same week, same month, same or next year. You decide when you trust the universe. This is just an exercise to help those who keep stressing about their 3D. And it works magic.
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delusional-day-dreamer · 4 months ago
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First. Love. Part¹ - p.b
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‣ paige bueckers x oc (reader?, tbh i'm not sure how it works!)
‣ wc: 1790
‣‣ synopsis: people say in life, you have your FIRST love and your first LOVE, but what if paige was both?
‣‣‣ a/n: y'all i'm SO SORRY for my inactivity, summer classes and morning practices are awful. i promise i will try to release more fics on a more regular basis. For the sake of the FICTIONAL story, pazzi simply does not exist, they are best friends but denied the rumors during azzi's freshmen year and she has a boyfriend. Songs that are underlined are linked to tiktok covers just because I love them!
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Us Weekly : Tuesday June 13th, 2023
Just this friday, upcoming singer-songwriter Jenna Smyths performs her own song, Means Something and an instrumental cover of Holy Ground by Taylor Swift at BBC Live Lounge to introduce her soon to be released debut album, Eternal Us (not my most creative moment I know 😔). The young singer has just graduated from UCLA after completing her three-year Bachelor's Degree with a double major, her focus being Business Economics with a minor in Film, Television, and Digital Media.
This Friday was Jenna's first televised performance, and her constantly sold out small-venue concerts have been applauded all over social media and by celebrities for her vocal maturity, depth and intricacy within her song lyrics, and her ability to convey raw emotion through her performances. However, this song cover was announced by the singer-songwriter to be particularly special to her, as she mentions that this song "brings back specific memories".
The twenty-one year old kept her composure throughout both songs, yet fans on various media platforms have pointed out Jenna's seemingly tear filled eyes during Holy Ground. The artist addresses the emotions she felt during the song during her first appearance on the Jimmy Fallon Show after performing her first released single, Promise, which is prominently featured as it’s one of her most popular singles.
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The Tonight Show: Monday June 12th, 2023 "Please welcome to The Tonight Show, Jenna Smyths," Jimmy introduced you as you walked onto the set of the show, the live audience cheering loudly as you took your seat on the couch.
"Thank you so much Jimmy, it's such an honor to be here, sitting on this sacred couch," you joked, bringing some of your recently curled hair over your shoulder in hopes of disguising any traces of anxiety the crowd or camera may pick up. Thankfully, it worked as you heard the stir of laughter on set, allowing you to relax further into the couch, it actually was quite comfortable.
"It's incredible that we have you sitting here, I mean almost two years ago you blew up on TikTok for your incredible song covers, and then you started playing live in a bunch of LA venues, then you started releasing your own music, and now you're a UCLA Alumni sitting here," as he summed up your rise to fame, the audience began another round of applause.
"Oh my gosh I know right," you giggled, overjoyed that the audience was showing so much support towards you and that your first big interview was going so well. "I swear it was like two weeks ago I was singing on TikTok and then freaking out about my notifications and somehow I just teleported here," you laughed off the slight tinge you felt in your heart.
College had gone by far too quickly, and you were constantly consumed with stress regarding your future. Up until a few weeks ago, you had no idea what you were going to do with your life. What if your album flopped? What if you never made it big? How would you move on and get a regular job from there?
"Yes yes, I remember seeing some of your earliest covers on tiktok. In fact," a smirk appeared on his face, he clearly had something hiding up his sleeve. "We just so happen to have a little video edited together of your old covers, for old times' sake just to show how far you've come," he laughed at the nervous expression on your face and the crowd's enthusiasm.
"Oh god, some of those are from questionable times," you mumbled, raising your right hand to slightly cover your mouth as the video played.
Clips of you singing in your old college apartment bedroom appeared, switching in between guitar covers and piano while singing Katy Perry's Teenage Dream, We Can't Be Friends by Ariana Grande (yes pretend it was out at the time), Bags by Clairo, to the Man Who Can't Be Moved, and a few others. You watched your younger self, heartbroken and healing, singing songs to post on the internet just for your friends to watch, and yet somehow your voice had reached millions of people.
"Well you can see it here clear as day folks, Jenna has clearly always had a knack for those gut-wrenching songs, the ones that make you wonder if you're depressed or the artist is just incredibly good at what they do," you knew he was introducing your live performance with this, sneakily rubbing your sweaty palms over your jeans. You weren't nearly as scared as your BBC performance, but the combination of fear and adrenaline before any performance was overwhelming compared to logic at times.
"So what do you guys say, because I think we need to hear it live to determine which one it truly is," the small crowd erupted at Jimmy's rhetoric, eager to watch your performance.
"Well when you ask so nicely how could I ever refuse Jimmy?" You grinned, standing up to make your way over to the performance area with the live band.
With your guitar in your hands, you let the unique sense of calmness and security wash over you as you adjusted the mic in front of you. Music had always been one of the biggest parts in your life, and even know it never failed you. Not in your best moments, and not even in your worse.
"This is Promise from my new album, Eternal Us, out June 30th"
***Post-performance part of the interview***
"Jenna, you know I have to ask you this, because so far the songs on your album, your covers, and even your performance at the BBC Live Lounge were all fairly depressing songs," Jimmy insists. The two of you had been joking and answering the interview questions with a sense of ease after the performance aspect of the show. The audience was eating up the playful energy the two of you seemed to have, despite the twenty-seven year age gap.
"Please, ask away Jimmy," you quipped, enjoying your time on the show. The steady laughter from the live audience had long soothed any remaining nerves. Growing up, you always felt as if you were born to perform, and this type of live interview was right up your alley.
"And I swear I'm being serious with this, but does the emotion in your music affect you the same it affects your listeners? Because after your cover of Holy Ground aired, you blew up on social media even more then you were before. But one of the things your fans noticed was that it looked like you were gonna cry?" Jimmy inquired, you could hear small murmurs from the audience section at his question, no doubt intrigued to hear your answer.
"You know Jimmy," you began, "Honestly it was just a heat of the moment kinda thing. Like obviously I changed the song in a different key and sang it that way intentionally you know? Taylor is known for her ability to write the most gut-wrenching lyrics and then syncing them up to a catchy beat in a pop song and boom, it's a hit," you explained to both him and the crowd.
"But when I was offered the opportunity to go on BBC Live Lounge and I was trying to decide what song to cover, the lyrics of the song just really stuck out to me in a personal way and I wanted to convey to my listeners the emotions I felt reading and experiencing the lyrics, not listening to it as an upbeat pop song. But don't get me wrong, it's an incredible song just the way it is!" You ended your ramble enthusiastically, trying your best to not delve into the deeper emotions laced within your statement.
"Of course, I mean it was your first televised performance and to a Taylor Swift song no less, but this song has a very meaning to it, unlike some of Taylor's other doctorate-level essay worthy songs you could spend hours analyzing," Jimmy jokes, lightening the mood as always before asking the hard hitting question you had been dreading the entire interview.
"Why did you choose to sing a song about reminiscing of a past relationship, an ex lover if you will. I mean, a good majority of your songs follow the heartbroken post-breakup theme, but the media isn't aware of any relationships you may or may not have had during your time at UCLA, was there someone before?" He questions.
"You're right, I didn't have any actual relationships while at UCLA. My only serious relationship was during my last two years of high school, and a lot of my songs I'm releasing now were written during that time or even earlier, I've just polished them a lot. And of course, my earliest covers are from my freshman year of college, so the wound was still pretty fresh you know?" You skimmed over the topic, keeping the discussion as light-hearted as possible.
"Oh my god, all of that was from one person?" Jimmy jokes, unaware of how hard his statement hits home for you.
"Yeah I mean, I guess your first love will just do that to you, you know?" You joked back. You refused, refused, to let Paige Bueckers affect you in this way on national television. It had been three years for god's sake, you needed to get a grip of yourself.
"Well, they must have been one heck of a first love to be such a long-lasting muse for you," Jimmy pried, and you could tell he was waiting for you to give more details about your relationship.
"Nah nah, cut the cameras, I think we're out of time for tonight right," you nervously laughed, jokingly leaning over to gesture in an over the top manner to the camera crew to stop filming, which roused hefty laughter around set at your antics.
"Don't worry Jenna, we'll leave that topic for next time yeah?" Jimmy chuckled at your immediate refusal, using his perfected charm to continue the interview without any bumps or awkward conversations.
Before you knew it, the interview had been long over and you were laying in your hotel's bedroom. In your opinion, the NYC suite was luxurious and was far too large for just one person to reside. But fortunately for you, you were used to the sense of loneliness you felt in the empty room. To think that you were only a few hours away from Paige, your first love, your first everything, and yet you had never felt more separated from a person you used to love with your whole being.
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Thank you for reading all the way through! Part 2 of So High School will be out soon I promise, this series just happened to randomly inspire me and I want to finish it asap before I lose motivation or hit writer's block!
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techramonic · 5 months ago
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A Comprehensive Analysis on Eric Harris, 3.
Disclaimer: This analysis/psychoanalysis is limited only to analysis as a means to reflect and understand the people involved. It is strictly informative. Just like all of my posts, I am detached from the media I write about and solely focus on the people to understand their psychology, for others to gain insight. There is no room for me to romanticize or glorify anything I write because I am only here to explain. I understand and research, but I do not condone. Thank you.
note: This is all solely based on independent research. If I may be wrong with the medical aspects of this post, please correct me. I would appreciate it a lot.
Fluvoxamine Maleate
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Just a few days before the shooting, Eric was promptly rejected from his application to serve in the marines. Despite his desirable qualities, he was rejected for the sole reason of being tested positive for consuming a prescripted drug after rejecting that he was off any medication. With a trace of Luvox in his system, theories speculate that the drug's side effects played a role on the events that have transpired. Luvox is a medication prescription drug that is used to treat mental illnesses such as Obsessive Compulsive Disorder (OCD), anxiety, depression, and others. While there are positive effects, the downside are heightened sensations of dread, irritation, depression, and arising violent behaviors. It also has a chance to increase manic symptoms, especially if taken in particularly large doses.
Anti-depressant usage, effects of overdose, and detoxification
When taken over the prescribed dosage, Luvox can lead to increased agression and suicidal ideation and tendencies. Eric was in anger management therapy after being on probation alongside Dylan for attempting to steal a vehicle containing thousands worth of valuable electronics and tools. After getting caught, Eric openly expressed his difficulties in managing his anxiety and explosive anger issues that his counselor said, "he frequently blew up and often cried." Revealing that this influences his homicidal and suicidal thoughts, so he was prescribed Fluvoxamine, which is a selective serotonin reuptake inhibitor (SSRIs). These drugs increase the capacity of the brain to receive serotonin.
According to an interview with Eric's friends, they speculate that Eric was off his medication completely for sometime. Abruptly stopping medication can lead to the development of a more violent response. For some people, drugs are able to fix their chemical imbalances, but it can also lead to withdrawal symptoms of taken for over the duration of 6 weeks. Abruptly discontinuing anti-depressants can lead ro rebound depression or relapse. Symptoms may return stronger than before. Furthermore, SSRI's such as Luvox and Prozac take about 5 days to linger in one's system before subsequently washing off.
In a period of 11 months, Eric and Dylan have been under a juvenile detention program at Jefferson County district — this was in 1998, just a year before the shooting. They were allowed to leave the program by early February 1999. After finishing, Eric wrote a letter contained in his juvenile diversion program file. He states, "I learned that thousands of suggestions are worthless if you still believe in violence."
After public demands for stricter regulations on SSRIs after the tragic shooting, Luvox was temporarily banned in 2002. By 2008, drug manufacturers had reformulated Luvox to a controlled-release version specifically designed to treat OCD, excluding indications for depression or anxiety. Subsequently, the FDA approved Luvox CR for the treatment of OCD. The label does not explicitly prohibit prescribing it to the pediatric population, it notes that the smallest dose "may not be appropriate" for children, without providing further explanation.
Eric was about 17 at the time of taking the medication, which means he is part of the pediatric population. Though it's still unclear if he was taking normal doses for a long period of time or taken more than what was prescribed, it is clear that there was negligence with prescribing a child a SSRI that has the posibility of worsening their already apparent symptoms.
Columbine was really a case that opened the public's eyes into the dysfunctional aspects of society and institutions, transcending even to the medical field.
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hedgehog-moss · 2 years ago
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(TW POLICE VIOLENCE)
France has been feeling like a police state this week, there were 5000 cops deployed in Paris yesterday (watch this video and tell me this is a normal amount of cops and they're behaving normally) and they keep acting like they have total immunity*, to beat up protesters, to arrest protesters, or just random people walking in the vicinity of a protest. My 70+-year-old dad tried to go to a peaceful protest and had to abandon the idea because of all the tear gas being used by police.
*Which they do—as Le Monde pointed out, the cops who are violent risk nothing because they can't be identified because almost none of them wear their identification number even though it's supposed to be mandatory. They're not being penalised for not wearing them, so why should they?
If you can stomach it, please have a look at the photos and videos on this Twitter account documenting French police brutality against protesters—as I write this, the most recent tweet is about a journalist who was beaten up by a BRAV-M cop* using his steel baton; he had his head cracked open and his hand broken.
(* BRAV-M is a motorised repression corps—cops on bikes—a unit that was dissolved in 1986 after some of them beat a student to death, who wasn't even attending a protest but walking near one. Macron changed the unit's name, from Voltigeurs to BRAV-M, and reestablished it to suppress the Yellow Vests protests. This week, a BRAV-M cop deliberately drove over a 19-year-old's leg at a protest after chasing him on his bike. The victim said he heard a cop say to others "Smash him." Another BRAV-M punched a protester unconscious on March 20. And today Le Monde published an article about BRAV-M cops being recorded bragging about "breaking elbows and faces.")
In Paris last week the CRS arrested a 14-year-old kid because they took him for a dangerous black bloc protester I guess?? A child spent a night in police custody without knowing why. They've also arrested several 15 / 16 year-olds. Let's teach the youth what happens when you exercise your right to protest!
On March 16th in Paris, within one evening, they arrested 292 people, and 283 were released without charges, which means they're mass-arresting people for peaceful protests as a strategy of intimidation. The student I mentioned in my post the other day, who spent 48 hours in custody and was eventually charged for refusing to have his DNA samples taken and filed, asked the cops why they were arresting him + 4 other people who were walking down the same street and they said "Because you look like fucking leftists."
The government tells us "We fully support our brave police forces" when the cops are arresting people for "looking like leftists." How are we still a democracy? The guy also mentioned that during the time he spent at the police station, the police was mostly arresting Maghrebis, though they made an exception for him, a Black guy. There are videos from the past week of cops beating up women, tear gassing protesters in the face from 20cm away, kicking protesters in the face when they're already on the ground, crushing their heads under their boot, brutalising a homeless man and old ladies, tear gassing crowds with young children in them. I'm having trouble finding links to these specific incidents I remember because there are so many videos circulating.
Look at this video, they're violently striking the back of people's heads with steel batons even when the protesters are already going in the direction they're told to. The little old lady shoved around and trying to protect her head from the strikes is breaking my heart.
Surely at the point when enforcers of state authority are arresting middle schoolers, beating up citizens for exercising their rights and gassing and pepper spraying elderly people, children and babies in strollers, the government might want to make some sort of statement condemning this state of affairs, but instead they have been telling us they're proud of & grateful for their police forces, which of course angers people and makes protests more violent. The Minister of the Interior, who supervises the police, praises them wholeheartedly and excuses all instances of deliberate brutality as 'isolated incidents' due to 'tiredness'.
Here's a thread in English describing a protester's experience—"Yesterday (March 23) the level of arbitrary police violence clearly leveled up. I was tear gassed three times without being able to move in a very dense crowd; policemen took advantage that people were unable to move more than 20cm to pounce on us and bludgeon us in a totally arbitrary manner." (you can see an example of this behaviour in this video from a different protest)
Yesterday, after a day of nationwide protests that brought a fresh new wave of video evidence of cops beating up protesters and making reckless use of tear gas—at the end of a day when a special ed teacher at a protest got her thumb torn off by a tear gas grenade—this is what the French Prime Minister said:
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They're not even trying to play it off like "both sides made mistakes" they're telling us they condone everything the police is doing, that this is what they're deploying them for:
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(this is from this video, in which you can hear a woman screaming "Stop it! You're strangling him! You have no right! I'm filming you!" The cops don't seem to care about being filmed. They're beating up citizens with the government's full blessing after all.)
Macron's government is trying to intimidate people into giving up their right to protest, by deploying cops in huge numbers and publicly voicing complete support for their behaviour, by allowing them to beat and arrest hundreds of people and to use tear gas indiscriminately. Tear gas has been completely normalised as a means of state violence, it's very practical that it doesn't leave traces of blood or broken bones I guess, but it's still violence, it burns, it's a chemical whose effects on people's health we don't know a lot about.
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^ Paris (from this vid; caption: "one tear gas grenade after the other")
Macron condescendingly told us there's no "magic money" which is why the pension reform is needed, but he did find the money to stockpile these apparently unlimited amounts of tear gas grenades to suppress protests against his reform to make poor people work longer.
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^ Nantes (screencap from a vid in which the cops throw three or four grenades at once and you can hear people say "oh come on, seriously? this is crazy. Why? go fuck yourselves" in a tired tone)
We've also found out yesterday that three Corsican MPs were pressured not to support the Assembly's no-confidence vote against the government—by being told if they didn't vote it, a teaching hospital would be built in Corsica.
The island of Corsica is the only region of France that doesn't have a teaching hospital; due to lack of medical resources Corsicans often have to travel to mainland France for healthcare. Just last month the Minister of Health said sorry, still no teaching hospital for Corsica, it's just not possible right now. Then last week some "magic money" was apparently found to build it but only if the Corsican MPs didn't support the no-confidence vote. I know this kind of thing isn't exactly unique in politics but Macron has been slashing hospital budgets to the point that 20% of French hospital beds are closed due to lack of staff, and he used the health of 340,000 French citizens as a bribe to save his ass. The three Corsican MPs ended up voting in favour of the no-confidence vote despite of that, as it was what their constituents wanted (honour to them). Macron's government survived the no-confidence vote by only 9 votes.
Whatever legitimacy Macron has as a President right now is being clung to by MP corruption and police repression. How do we move forwards knowing that, I don't know. How does he have legitimacy to govern on any issues after the way he handled this reform and the following protests? His police forces are drowning city centres in tear gas, a chemical whose effect on birds and other fauna is not known, and we're supposed to listen to him talk about the environment? They're wasting thousands of litres of water using water cannons to disperse protesters, and we're supposed to listen to him talk about low groundwater levels and how we need to save water? I was going to say, what about his legitimacy abroad but other Western governments don't seem too bothered so far by his handling of the protests—though I'm grateful that Amnesty International did condemn it, and that a Belgian deputy made a speech in Parliament this week asking his government to condemn Macron's use of violent police repression.
[Wait, I just saw that as I was writing this post, the Council of Europe condemned the "excessive use of force" in France. Saying that 'sporadic acts of violence' of some protesters can't 'justify the excessive use of force by agents of the State' or 'deprive peaceful protesters of their right to freedom of assembly'. This is the opposite framing as the one our government is standing by—sporadic acts of violence by cops that are either justified or excusable—it's refreshing.]
Between that and Charles III cancelling his visit (and lots of tourists cancelling trips to Paris which is bound to piss off the tourism industry) and our own media waking up and starting to talk about the government's brutality, I hope Macron starts being held accountable. He has been fanning the flames of this crisis at every turn, by telling us that the crowds protesting in the street have 'no legitimacy', by sending cops to break strikes even though striking is a Constitutional right (but the only part of the Constitution he cares about is the one that starts with 49.3), by condemning the protesters when asked to condemn police violence—saying "When [protesters] use violence, unregulated, absolute, we're no longer in a Republic." I agree, but he's describing himself.
When you resort to using article 49.3 to bypass the National Assembly for the 11th time this term to impose a reform that 70% of the country is against (and 93% of working people) that will force the poorer classes of the population to work longer, and your only response to people's distress at being told to work until they die is to force them to accept it by allowing your police forces to beat up protesters, to arrest them and to gas them, you have failed as a democratic leader.
The next organised protest and strike is next Tuesday (if you want to give something to the strike solidarity fund, here it is); in the meantime spontaneous protests are still erupting pretty much every day and cops are getting burnt out (good! There are fun videos from yesterday's protests of cops accidentally tear gassing one another, or a police car accidentally running into another as people laugh and clap.) And yes some protesters are getting more extreme and destructive, but Macron is the one choosing to stand by his reform at all costs and let this country burn. And when I look at what we're being expected to tolerate and to normalise, I'm kind of proud that French people's gut reaction was "burn it all."
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Some popular Twitter hashtags for the protests:
#ToutCramer - Burn everything #CensurePopulaire - People's no-confidence vote #MacronDémission - Macron resign #OnLâcheRien - We won't cede an inch.
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ihopeinevergetsoberr · 1 year ago
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Who says I’m sharing that bath with you?
female anatomy for reader (no use of y/n, gender-neutral pronouns)
nsfw, fluffy smut basically word count: 1900~ english is not my first language. if you spot any mistakes (especially grammatical), any typos/misspelled words, or if you have any advice for me in general: please let me know. reblogs and comments are highly appreciated.
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"Have some mercy on yourself," you mumble, wrapping an arm around his slender waist, and its thinness has you puzzled and somewhat concerned again. He doesn't hesitate. Allows you to place that weary head on his shoulder, to nuzzle into the crook of his neck — a pleasant relief in the guise of your heat, of rhythmic breath tickling his slimline skin.
"You can't work that much,” you remind him, trying to hide the evident worry behind a light-hearted chuckle.
“Have you ever heard of a proper greeting?” Viktor quirks an eyebrow, and his deft hand quickly grabs yours to do a thing that never fails to make your heart shrink: has you melting at the feeling of his dry, warm lips on your knuckles yet again.
“Hug is a proper greeting,” you protest with a slightly offended scoff, burying your nose into the gorgeous mess of his hair — all unkempt strands and a sturdy scent of something pleasant, yet not exactly definable.
“Not when it comes with scolding,” Viktor releases your hand, the touch of his lips lingering on your skin, and he turns around, forcing you to break the embrace for a second — which you do reluctantly. But now you get to face him, and it certainly feels like a much bigger win.
A win and another reason to give him a lecture. Viktor initiates eye contact, runs a hand along the perfect curve of your hips, hoping that his gentle touch is a good enough distraction from his terribly deep eye-bags — so treacherously confirming your concerns about his sleep schedule (or the lack of such, to be precise).
"You've gotten thinner," you state with a sad frown, looking Viktor up and down. "And you need a nap," you continue, tangling two fingers into his hair. "And a bath.”
“I’ve missed you terribly, and that’s the first thing you mention when I finally have you in my arms?” Viktor cooes, staring at you with a guilty smile — your love-sick genius, always exhausted yet so unexplainably handsome in his own special way.
You scoff again, wrapping your arms around his neck and gently pressing him against the desk — a small gesture of care that allows his body better support without the cane.
“Have you eaten today?” you carefully ask, watching his expression closely.
“Maybe,” he grudgingly answers, and his amber eyes are lancing right through you in the dull light of his lab — tired, attentive, pretty.
“I don’t like that answer." Your voice is a sweet purr against his skin, and he winces as you slide a hand down his chest, fixing his vest for him.
“You’re being incredibly annoying today,” he informs you, pressing a quick peck to your lips. A brief one, barely palpable, too fleeting to give you a proper taste. “Perhaps I should appease you.”
“If you want to appease me, a kiss like that won’t do.”
“Demanding, are we?” He quirks an eyebrow, casually sitting down at his desk, squeezing your waist in a playful attempt to pull you onto his lap. But you don’t move an inch. Not until he kisses you properly, at least.
He gets the hint. Gently grabs your chin, pressing your noses together — kissing the right way this time, deep and slow, with his tongue brushing your bottom lip before slipping into your open mouth — it’s almost lewd when that small motion steals a surprised moan out of you. A kiss of a hungry, fervently missing his lover man. Your man.
“Better?” His question is rhetorical at this point. He knows he left you amazed and dizzy once again — your messy breath is giving it all away. But Viktor wouldn’t be Viktor if he hadn’t asked. The incorrigible tease at his best behavior.
“Much better.”
You give him the reassurance he’s been seeking, adding the missing touch to this affectionate gesture by nuzzling into his embrace, and he hums, satisfied with the solace you’ve brought him so easily with the mere power of your presence.
“So… is my darling appeased now?”
“Relatively.” You laugh, and a self-assured smirk plasters smugly across his face. “It won’t save you from having dinner with me tonight though.”
“Is that so? Well, I appreciate the effort, and the fact that you came here just to visit your sick, touch-starved man, but I’m afraid I still have work to do—“
“I’m not here just to visit you,” you cut him off, as one of your hands slips off his neck straight to cup his sharp knee. “I’m here to collect you. I’m stealing you home with me.”
“Oh no.” He cracks an exaggeratedly offended expression, but judging from the still present on his face grin — he’s actually rather pleased with your intentions. “Being abducted definitely doesn’t sound appealing to me at all.”
“That’s right.” You nod, nudging him softly. “I’ll even hold you hostage if that’s what it takes to bathe you and get you into bed.”
“But what a horrific torture!” he pulls away, slamming a hand against his chest with a low giggle — it lands on his sternum with a muffled slap, right where his thudding heart is. “How ever will I survive that?”
“I believe your fate is inevitable, so you better just accept it.”
“How unfortunate,” he murmurs, pulling you closer, and you gasp, allowing him to lay his cheek against your chest. “Can’t wait to end up in that bath with you,” he whispers, and you hitch in breath, your shaky hands stop massaging his scalp.
“Who says I’m sharing that bath with you?” you tease light-heartedly, feeling his grip tighten around your waist.
“Me.” His response is firm and simple, yet still maddening enough for you to go weak in the knees. Apparently, his nap is being delayed again.
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Bath with Viktor is a death sentence — a long and squirming one, of countless orgasms and moans loud enough to wake up the whole Piltover. You tried, you really did, to talk him out of it, to make him wait until at least after dinner, but he’s stubborn and knows damn well that you can’t resist him. So all your warnings about how he needs some rest first were muffled mercilessly by his tongue buried deep inside you. At this point, you’re not even sure whether he’s really that into devouring you, or if he’s just trying to prove you wrong, to show you that he’s never tired when it comes to eating you out.
He has you sitting on the edge of the bathtub, legs resting on his covered in crescent nail marks shoulders, and you tug, tug, tug on his hair as he tongue-fucks you through yet another insane release. If only he could smile right now, which was obviously impossible in his position, he would definitely give you the most provoking signature smirk. So you mentally thank his passion for giving head, since it’s the one to blame for his inability to destroy you even more with those grins and his witty dirty-talk right now. He has you right where he wants you: with your thighs wrapped tightly around his head, with your slick getting quite literally everywhere — his tongue, his chin, some on his chest, even. And when you slam your head against the wall, light-headed and breathless, he knows it’s time to do a particularly vicious thing — to suck on your abused clit so hard he might as well just suck the damn soul out of you while he’s at it.
Too much. Overwhelmingly so. And those sweat drops forming on his forehead, and the way he digs his wet fingers into the soft flesh of your legs, and the way he laps up so thoroughly—
“Gonna cum.” You gather the last strengths in your possession to mumble an illegible warning and the skillful bastard between your thighs only picks up pace, leaving you wondering how his tongue is still intact after all that frantic motions inside your cunt. But the technique is rather impressive. You stare at him, wide-eyed and with your lower lip bitten. His sinful gaze meets yours with a guttural rattle when you grip a strand of his dark hair so hard your knuckles turn white. You want to tell him how good his mouth feels, how indescribably hot he looks kneeling in the bathtub, how attractive his skin glistens right now, in the warm water. But the words are unnecessary. Your precious cussing as you come undone on his agile tongue is the best existing compliment to him.
So you deliver. He coaxes the third orgasm out of you. Leaves you throbbing, making one of your shaking legs slip off his slick shoulder into the water with a loud splash. He licks the remnants of you tauntingly slow off his swollen lips, watching your every convulsion closely, and he’s so proud of himself that it almost re-turns you on all over again.
“Look at you.” His sultry whisper reminds you that his ability to be a smartass is back.
“Viktor—“ You suffocate, grabbing his shoulder to hold on for dear life, so you don’t fall out of the tub completely. He chuckles, carefully pulling you back into the water, thoughtful as always, like the gentleman he is. Well, if rearranging your guts with that tortuous tongue and thick cock could be considered something gentlemen do, of course.
He tastes like you now. His tongue is somewhat sour, much puffier in comparison to yours, and it’s not that animate anymore — he pushes it into your mouth rather lazily, evidently worn out by the intercourse.
“I thought the purpose of this bath was to get me cleaned, not dirty,” he whispers with a filthy giggle, wiping your slick off his chin. You roll your eyes, admitting that the single thing stopping you from biting him for that joke is a complete lack of energy. Admitting that he’d just one-upped every single man you've slept with before. Once again.
“Oh, fuck you.” You giggle back, nuzzling into his chest, and it feels so gentle — the lust is gone and the only thing left between you two is pure affection; divine, immaculate, expressed through the softness of your body and the sharpness of his.
“I would be a liar if I said it doesn’t sound tempting, but I don’t believe you’re in a state to do that, my love,” Viktor teases, but you don’t talk back. He left you witless. Too fucked out for your own liking and just perfect for his. “Do you think you can make it to the kitchen?” he asks, pointing at your wobbly legs.
“Yeah.” You hesitate for a second, reluctant to get out of the warm bath. “And you?”
“Oh, I’m not hungry.” Viktor shakes his head, and his response dramatically increases your urge to pinch him. That wasn’t the deal!
“No. Not a chance, you’re not skipping dinner again.”
“But I’ve already had dinner. Well. In a way,” he whispers, as the corners of his mouth curl into another insufferable smirk, and it takes a good ten-second uncomfortable pause for you to understand the pun.
“Eating pussy is not an actual meal,” you frown, pulling away.
“And that’s so unfortunate, don’t you think? At least that way, I’d never skip them…”
“Viktor!”
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wh1msic4lwasab1 · 4 months ago
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𝐀𝐰𝐚𝐢𝐭𝐞𝐝 𝐀𝐫𝐫𝐢𝐯𝐚𝐥 𐙚 ˖ ݁𖥔 ݁˖
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synopsis: you missed your boyfriend Caelus a little too much while he was gone for a mission that you make up for the missed time in the astral express bathroom
tags: dom!reader, sub!Caelus, blowjob, bathroom sex, penetration, creampie, vulgar, explicit
wrd cnt: 0.7k
a/n: this was a request!! i never thought id write for caelus LMFAO but i get it
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You've been waiting on the Astral Express for weeks, eagerly anticipating the return of Caelus. Of course, it was fun having sleepovers with March and talking more closely with Himeko but you missed your boyfriend. Early this morning you heard the express door open, the sound of steam and a visible light making your head almost snap in way it whipped back to check. When he finally steps off the ship, you can't help but rush into his arms, feeling his strong, warm figure engulfing you. But as you pull back, you can see the exhaustion in his eyes, and you know that he needs rest.
Despite this, you can't shake the desire that's been building up inside of you. It's been weeks since you've been able to be intimate, and you're starting to feel restless. As you make your way to your next meeting, you see him come out of his room after a long nap and make eye contact with him.
You get a really bad idea too.
As he smiles toward you getting closer, he lets out a small yelp as you grab his sleeve and pull him into bathroom, locking the door shut behind you.
'What are you doing?' Caelus asks, a smirk playing at the corners of his lips behind his curious eyes.
'I need you,' you reply, your voice husky with desire. 'Now.'
You push him up against the wall, your hands roaming over his chest and abs. He groans as you undo his belt, your fingers quickly working to free his cock.
It's already hard, and you can't help but palm over it, wanting to savor the feel of it against your hand.
'Fuck, y/n-' Caelus breathes, his head falling back against the wall. 'You're so eager.’ He chuckles.
'Shut up!' you retort, sinking to your knees.
You take him deep into your mouth, swirling your tongue around the head of his cock. He tastes so good, and you can't get enough. You suck and lick, your hands stroking his shaft as you take him deeper and deeper. He's panting and groaning above you, his hands buried in your hair as he fucks your mouth.
'God, yes,' he growls. 'missed you so much.'
You can feel him getting closer with his erratic movements, the way his stomach sucks in as his breathe is shallow and wanting, but you're not ready for this to end yet. You pull back, standing up and stripping off your clothes. You're not wearing any underwear, and Caelus' eyes widen as he takes in the sight of you, completely bare and ready for him.
'You're so fucking hot,' he says, his voice rough.
You push him back onto the cover of the toilet seat, climbing onto his lap and sinking down onto his cock. You both moan as you bottom out, feeling him fill you up in the most delicious way. You start to ride him, your hips rolling and grinding as you fuck him.
'Yes, yes, yes,' he chants, his voice getting raspier snd more worn out.
Caelus' hands are on your hips, helping you move as he thrusts up into you. He's hitting all the right spots, and you can feel yourself getting closer and closer to the edge. You're so close, and you know that you're not going to be able to hold on much longer.
'Come for me, baby,' Caelus growls, his eyes locked onto yours. ‘Please.’
You do, crying out as wave after wave of pleasure crashes over you. Caelus follows soon after, his cock twitching inside of you as he fills you up with his release. You collapse onto his chest, both of you panting and trying to catch your breath.
As you pull back and start to get dressed, you know that you're going to be late for your meeting, but you don't care.
For a moment, you can do nothing but cling to each other, your bodies trembling as the aftershocks of your orgasms wash over you. But all too soon, reality comes crashing back down.
'We need to get to that meeting,' you say, your voice still husky with desire.
Caelus nods, his breathing still ragged. 'Yeah, we do.'
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bts-trans · 27 days ago
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241006 Weverse Translation
RM's Post ❇️
내일 부산에 와주시는 분들 낮까지 비가 와서 많이 추울 것 같아요 ㅜ 혹시 비가 올 수도 있으니 우비랑 따뜻하게 옷차림 하고 오시는 게 좋겠습니다 ! (야외니깐..) 항상 보고싶고 감사하고 거의 석준 감독님과 작년 내내 같이 살다시피 하면서 모든 걸 다 찍었습니다 (안 낼 수도 있다는 마음으로..) 잘 보아주세요. 감기 조심하시구요 ! 전 일기 매일 쓰며 하루하루 잘 지내고 있습니다 돌아오면 많은 얘기 나누어요..! 보고싶어요 ! (https://weverse.io/bts/artist/2-150253108)
To everyone who will be coming to Busan tomorrow, It's raining all throughout to tomorrow, so I think it's going to be quite cold ㅜ Since it might rain, I think it'll be good to dress warmly and wear a rain coat! (Since it's an outdoor venue..)
Always missing you, always grateful Director Seokjun spent a lot of time with us last year, pretty much living with us, so we really filmed everything (thinking that we might not even release it later..) Please enjoy watching it. And please be careful not to catch a cold!
I've been doing well, living each day, writing in my diary We'll talk about lots of things when I get back..! I miss you!
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imsilay · 1 year ago
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LETHAL pt.3
NSFW! mdni +18, cw: possessive behavior, somnophilia, drugging (aphrodisiac), stalker!König, obsessive König, breeding k!nk, size k!nk. belly bulge, oral (female receiving) (idk lmk if i forget anything)
word count: 2.6k! (it’s too much for me :’) )
summary: he was picky and he picked you.
prev chapter here
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A few days later you wake up feeling uneasy. You had a headache and somehow… horny. You got up and had a cold shower, hoping it would help. It helped… Untill you had a irresistible urge to have something inside your aching and dripping cunt at the work. It was a strange feeling, you assumed it was like that because it’s your ovulation day. Sitting on the chair while typing away on the laptop at work; you had to squeeze your thighs together to ease that feeling. Your pussy already soaked at the time you arrived to home. You cursed at yourself for wearing that skirt because the wetness between your legs were dripping down from your trembling thighs at the time you arrived your front door. You just wanted to open the door and satisfy your soaking cunt with your toys.
“Maus?” your heart skipped a beat when you heard his voice. ‘Please god, not him.’ you prayed. That man was extremely attractive and you were down bad for him. You stopped trying to open your damn door with trembling hands as you turned your head towards him and forced a smile. “Hi, König! What are you doing here?” you tried to be polite and calm, but in your head you were screaming for a dick.
"I saw you from over there," he said, pointing at the parking lot next to his apartment building. His accent sent waves of pleasure to your body. "You seemed in a rush. Are you alright?" There was sincerity in his voice and his icy-blue eyes were filled with concern. It made you blush, from cheeks to ears. You swallowed before answering, "It’s nothing important. I just forgot to feed my cat." It was obviously a lie. One of his eyebrows raised, but he nodded and watched as you entered your house after a short goodbye.
You were just so naive and clueless, thinking he wouldn’t notice you’re squirming with need. Of course he would know. He was the one who sneaked into your home and gave you aphrodisiac last night. He just gave you enough to make you needy so you could made it to home after work.
When he saw you getting out of your car, your legs trembling and cheeks flushed, he almost lost it.. He just wanted to drag you to his house and fuck you until you were a babbling and sobbing mess. Yet he managed to keep his calm. He was impatiently waiting for you to enter your house when he already had his eyes on the window, hiding behind the curtains. When you came to view his heart was beating like crazy. You locked the door of your room and opened the drawer, where you put your toys. Too eager for your sweet release you forgot to close your curtains…
He pressed his forehead against the window as he watched you satisfy yourself with different kinds of toys. His cock was rock hard but watching you was much more of an important matter. His cock twitched at the first time you cum, it was a sight to see. Your eyes rolling back as your hips twitched foward to the device. But one wasn’t enough. You needed more.
After two more orgasm you were sobbing and quivering. You just needed something for your aching cunt but nothing was enough. That was when he decided to step in. He was still so hard but he knew whatever he do it wouldn’t soften his cock. But you. He grabbed the keys of his house. And the cookies he made for you as an excuse.
The knocking on your door drew you back to reality from your bliss. You cursed at the person that knocked on the door as you got dressed into something that you’d wear at home. Your legs still trembling and pussy dripping, already soaked the new pair of your panties. You answered the door and hid the half of your body behind the door.
“Hallo, Maus. I brought you some cookies to fix your mood.” he said with that sweet tone. Your hands grabbed the door handle with a force that could kill a man. That was when you decided that. You would fuck that sweet neighbor.
He wondered why you were staring at him without a word. Were you mad at him because he interrupted your sweet time with your toys? Did you notice the bulge that was straining his pants? Or maybe the way he gazed at you hungrily made you feel hesitant to invite him in?
He was too lost in his thoughts, he dropped the cookies when you grabbed his arm and dragged him in. Pressing his back against the door and clinging to his arm. “König.” you whispered before biting your lips to not moan. His heart hammered his chest a few times like it was trying to escape from his chest to you. “Ja, Maus? Is everything okay?” he stuttered as he looked down at you. Your flushed face and the way you looked into his eyes intensely wasn’t helping.
“I need you.” you whimpered and pressed your body against his. “Can you please give me your cock?” you whispered softly and moaned when you felt his already hard cock against your stomach. He was so big. Like you imagined he would be, it made you even more needy.
“You- What?” he stuttered again. The last thing he expected was the way you rubbed your body against him as you pleaded for his cock. He was used to moving with a plan, but the way you ruined it was even better than he could imagine. By the time he collected himself you were grabbing his arm tightly like he would escape from you if you let go. His pupils were blown wide and body tense. “You have no idea what you’re wanting from me, Maus.” he mumbled and picked you up by your hips carrying you to your room like you weighed nothing and you wrapped your legs around him. The voice in his mind was screaming for him to take you in that moment. You weren’t complaining about being carried yet you were happy that he accepted. So clueless. If only you knew he was the cause of your endless neediness.
He made you straddle one of his thighs after removing your shorts and leaving you with your panties. “Show me how bad you want me to fuck you.” he said with authority in his eyes. You had a feeling that if you didn’t do as he said you won’t be getting anything. So you did. Hands on his shoulders as you grounded against his thigh. The fabric of your already wet panties soaking his trousers. You moaned as you felt his muscular thigh under your dripping cunt. He was so big and toned. You wondered what his cock looked like. Just thinking about it made you moan in need and your walls clenched around nothing.
He had to bit his lip to not moan at the sight in front of him. You were grounding against his thigh soaking his trousers and moaning like a bitch in heat. His cock throbbed in his pants. Oh how he wanted to tear your panties down and eat your little cunt out… Your body trembled and hips twitched. “Already, Maus? I haven’t seen someone cumming as fast as you.” he taunted. Your hips were already moving frantically to reach your sweet release. His hands found your hips groping them as he helped you move on his thigh. “Guess you really want me.” he mumbled amused with your efforts. You looked so hot when you used his body for your pleasure. “‘m so close, König.” you whimpered and your movements got erratic. You feel your stomach tightening up as he helped you ground against his thick thigh. “Let go for me, Maus.” he whispered sweetly. He knew it wouldn’t be enough for you anyway. Not until he filled you up with his big cock.
You gripped his shoulders tight as you cum undone on his thigh, eyes rolling back and body twitching. “Braves Mädchen.” he cooed as he laid you on your back gently and spread open your leg. “Do you still need my cock?” he teased. His hands caressing your thighs up and down slowly. “Yes. Yes, König. Please give it to me.” you pleaded with that sweet voice of yours, you had no idea how he wanted it too. He looked as calm and sweet as ever, but deep inside him, he was putting you into positions that he wanted to take you. First he would eat you out until you cum on his tongue like he imagined all nights. Then he would put you on all fours and pound into your needy cunt until you cream on his cock. This night he would fulfill all his sick fantasies and you would just let him take you over and over.
His calloused and lengthy fingers were making you shiver and imagine them deep inside you. You had to have it. “König, can you please…” you reached a hand and pulled his hand towards your mouth, as he watched you with curiosity. His mind went blank when you took his fingers into your mouth and swirled your tongue around them. “Scheiße-” he groaned and pushed his fingers into your mouth further. He fucked your mouth with his fingers, covering his index and middle finger with your drool. Your eyes rolled back with the rhythm of his fingers. “So fucking needy.” he growled when he pulled his fingers out of your mouth drawing a whine out of you. He quickly pulled down your panties and cursed again when he saw how your slick clinged to your panties leaving a trail. When the panties were gone, he pocketed it, he shoved his fingers into your dripping tight hole. You screamed when he found that sweet spot curling his fingers and hitting there again and again. “oh my-“ your legs trembled and hands gripped the sheets for dear life. It wasn’t long when your fourth orgasm hit you like a truck. “It amazes me how fast you cum, Maus.” he chuckled lightly as he continued to pump his fingers into you through your orgasm.
“That’s enough.” you whined and grabbed his forearm. His brows frowned and he sent you a warning look. You pulled your hands away immediately like you touched fire. “Nein. We aint stopping, Maus. Not until i make sure you’re mine.” he mumbled darkly as he leaned his mouth into your pussy. He licked from bottom to your clit making you shudder and moan loudly. You couldn’t bring yourself to stop him because you were scared of what he would do. His hands grabbed your thighs firmly to prevent you from closing them. He lapped at your pussy like he was thirsty for a month and you were his only water supply. His mask covering between your legs, where his mouth at, and you was glad it did. Because if you saw him eating you out like that you would’ve gone crazy. His icy-blue eyes found yours when he sucked your clit. The sensation was too much for you especially after cumming that much. “Plea-“ your breath hitched when he forced his tongue inside. Your eyes rolled back and you let out a high pitched scream. You cum all over his tongue and he gladly accepted your juices. Sucking and lapping hungrily.
“Du schmeckst so süß.” (You taste so sweet.) he mumbled as he licked you up for the last time. He pulled back reluctantly feeling like he could dive in again and make you cum over and over again. “Time for the main course, Maus.” he whispered into your ear. “Would you like to take off my mask? So you can see how much i will enjoy fucking your little cunt.” he purred. He was still gentle yet he made you feel weak. Like you couldn’t resist him, even if you wanted to. You grabbed the mask with trembling hands and pulled it off. This was the first time you saw him without his mask. He was handsome despite the scar on his face. Before you could say anything he slammed his lips to yours and grabbed your jaw forcing you to part your lips so he could explore your warm mouth with his tongue. You moaned softly and tasted your arousal from his lips. He swiftly unbuckled his belt with one of his hands and tugged his pants down along with his boxers. He groaned into your mouth when his cock was finally free and fully erected. His lips didn’t left yours as he pressed his red tip against your throbbing clit and made you squirm.
“I wonder were you this needy before the aphrodisiac i gave you.” he mumbled after releasing your lips. Your mind was too foggy after all your orgasms you barely understand what he say. “What did-” he cut you off again but this time shoving his cock inside your tight cunt. His tip hit your cervix and made your toes curl. “Too- Fuck. Too deep.” you sobbed. He stretched you out so deliciously but it hurt like hell. He was so fucking big his cock made a bulge on your belly. He groaned as he rested his forehead against yours. “It will be okay. You can take it, Maus.” he cooed. But it felt like he was sliding you open with his monster sized cock. “You feel so good around me.” he mumbled as he placed kisses on your face. He knew he was too big for you. You were so small compared to him, in every way. He let you adjust his length inside you but it become hard for him to not move when your walls clenched around him. “It hurts.” you cried and gripped his shoulders. “I know, Maus. You’re doing so good f’me.” he kissed your lips until your cries wane. You were so much important than him. He worshipped you.
“I’m gonna move.” he whispered and started to thrust into your tight cunt slowly at first. When your pussy adjusted his length, he picked up the pace. He was bullying his cock into your dripping hole with a merciless pace like he was taking revenge of the time he jerked off while watching you through the window. All you could do was dug your nails into his shoulders and scream his name.
“Scheiße.” he hissed. It was just like how he imagined it would be. He imagined your face twisting with pleasure and screaming his name as he bullied his cock into your little cunt. “Louder.” He slammed his hips into yours hard. Your pussy swollen and dripping from all the stimulation. “I said louder.” he hissed and smacked your hips hard. He wouldn’t stop until you did as he said. So you did. You screamed his name as loud as you can. It made his cock twitch hearing you forcing yourself to slur his name out. “Braves Mädchen.” he cooed as he slammed his lips harder into yours. He threw his head back and groaned when you cum unannounced, creaming on his cock and crying his name. Your walls clenched around him drawing him to edge as he fucked the orgasm out of you. “König, i can’t… anymore.” you whimpered between your sobbing. Hearing you beg him with your voice hoarse from all the screaming and moaning, made him cum deep inside you. “Mine.” he mumbled as he fucked his cum into you. “You’re mine, Maus. And i won’t let you leave me anymore.” he mumbled like he was talking with himself. It sent chills down to your spine. He didn’t pull his cock out plugging his cum into your pussy. You didn’t even had the strength to push him away. He wrapped his arms around you tightly and put your head onto his chest. He wouldn’t let you go. Never. You were his.
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fangswbenefits · 1 year ago
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Devotion
Summary: You give yourself to Miguel, and he's about to show you what complete devotion looks and feels like. (Miguel's POV)
Pairing: Miguel O'Hara x spider-woman!reader
Word count: 4.2k
18+. Miguel POV. V*rginity loss. Cr*ampie. F*ngering. C*mplay. Org*sm denial. After care. Edg*ng. Br*eding k*nk.
Part 1. Devotion (reader's POV)
Thank you to @ancientbeing10 for the help with the Spanish!
 Miguel had decided to scoop you up in his arms and carry you to his bedroom, slowly placing you on his bed.
He then leaned in to place a kiss to your temple, further cementing his adoration for you.
You immediately tilted your head back, and he felt his ego soar.
You were always so eager for more… his sweet girl.
He could easily get lost in your body for hours on end. Being touch starved had made him desperate for your touch, and he wished he was still in awe at how responsive you were to him.
His lips hovered over yours, seeking your warmth, and he felt you pressing a hand to the side of his face. "Please kiss me…"
Just like clockwork, his cock twitched in response.
And he fulfilled your request, taking your lips in his.
He felt you arch into him, and he nearly lost it.
You were going to be the death of him.
He pushed his tongue past your lips, deepening the kiss, and your hand slid to the back of his neck, pulling him closer.
Your eagerness nearly had him lose his balance, and he had to place both hands on either side of you for extra support, settling in between your legs at once.
A moan escaped your throat, and you broke the kiss all of a sudden, as the underside of his cock settled between your folds.
Your clit was swollen enough for him, and he could feel his sanity slowly draining from him.
"We can stop."
Your eyes locked with his. "Do you want to stop?"
You were so sweet…
He leaned to press a kiss to the corner of your mouth. "This isn't about me."
And he meant every word. As much as he wanted to be buried balls deep inside you for the first time, he didn't want that at the expense of your comfort.
You came first.
His desire was secondary.
"I want more…" you whispered with certainty, rolling your hips and causing his cock to slide along your clit.
That was enough to have more precum drip from the tip, as your wet folds enveloped him.
He couldn't fight back a throaty moan, but managed to gripp your hip to a full stop. "Are you on birth control?"
You paused abruptly. "What?"
The ultimate test to his remaining sanity was dependent on your reply.
"If you want to continue… I have to know."
"Yes—Yes, I have an implant."
He had suspected as much. A part of him wanted to breed you tonight and have you carry his child right away. But the rational side of him urged him to take it slow, so he felt relief that he could still spill himself inside you and practice for when the time came.
In the back of his mind, he wondered if you'd be able to take all of his cum without it overflowing.
Unlikely.
He groaned lowly, as he buried his face in your neck, lips caressing your heated skin, which prompted your hips to buck into him.
So fucking eager and needy… 
He hissed from the added friction, and began to slowly match your rhythm.
The way your swollen clit dragged along the underside of his cock was enough to have him closer to exploding.
He watched you bite your lip to reign in your moans, and he grazed his thumb across your lower lip, releasing it from your teeth's grasp. "Please… let me hear you…"
Your mouth parted in a low whimper.
"Louder."
Adrenaline coursed through his veins with each thump of his heart, eventually causing his fangs to emerge.
He carefully prodded the skin of your neck with the sharp tips, testing your endurance, but earning a loud moan in response.
You were so good for him…
Wet sounds filled the room, and he felt more of your wetness begin to coat his cock.
He managed to tap his watch twice, switching on dim lights that allowed him to take in the sight of you under him.
His lips brushed your cheek. "Are you sure you want this?"
You sank your fingers into his hair, arching your back again, and causing your nipple piercings to dig into his chest.
He felt a string of precum dangle from the tip of his cock as the cool metal teased him. The urge to tease your opening with it nearly blinded him, but he needed your words first.
You took a deep breath, staring intensely into his eyes. "I'm sure…"
He immediately pressed an adoring kiss to your forehead. "You can tell me to stop if it gets too much and I will."
Miguel needed you to know this. He needed to reassure you that he wouldn't overstep the line with you.
He reached easily over you to grip a long pillow and eased it under you until your back pressed against it, angling you so you could take in the sight of his cock dripping precum in between your folds.  
But if he was going to do this the right way, then he needed his body fully ready. He pressed the security lock on his watch until he heard a click, promptly removing it from his wrist and placing it on his bedside table.
He could feel you watching his every move, and pressed down against your clit.
"Does that feel good?" His voice came out strained.
"Yes… you're really…" you paused, eyes glued to where his body met yours. "Is it normal for you to…"
He followed your line of sight and couldn't hold back a chuckle, as he understood the root of your bewilderment.
"With you, yes."
An absolute truth. 
His body had been reacting to you in ways he had never experienced before with others.
And it certainly did wonders to his male ego.
Suddenly, he raised his hips and he saw strings of precum mixed with your wetness dangle from his cock, shifting and kneeling at your side.
He knew you were about to protest and  immediately silenced you with a hungry kiss, as you whimpered into him.
Kissing you felt intoxicating and he was so lost in you that he didn't notice your intentions until he felt your fingers wrap around his cock, tugging gently.
A hiss from him quickly broke the kiss. "Fuck…"
Your grip felt uncertain and he could feel the inexperience in your touch.
"Miguel… please…"
Sweet, needy girl.
He planted a kiss on your cheek. "I need you ready for me."
You pouted in response. "I am."
That was his weakness…. he could feel more precum dripping out from that look on your face alone.
He closed the space between you, bringing his lips to your ear, "Can you take more than one of my fingers, then?"
One of his hands began to trail down from your neck, caressing your hardened nipples, before traveling down until it reached your clit.
"Can you, sweet girl?"
He felt your clit twitch faintly under his touch.
"I think… I think so," you replied.
Miguel yearned to feel your hearbeat, so he grazed the pulse in your neck with his lips, revelling in how it quickened under his touch.
He was simultaneously tracing your clit with his middle finger, collecting more and more wetness.
Once it slid down to your entrance and noticed how soaked you were, he was sure you would be able to take his finger with ease, so he plunged inside.
The reaction was immediate as you gripped his cock tighter, causing more beads of precum to drip.
"Easy, cariño… not so tight."
Your impatience and lust caused you to jolt your hips against him, and he took the chance to ease himself inside you until he was buried knuckle-deep.
He studied your every reaction, until he hit that sweet spot with the heel of his palm pressing down on your clit, immediately drawing a gasp from you.
"Tell me how it feels," Miguel encouraged, sliding in and out of you at a steady pace. "I need to know."
You merely hummed in response, riding his finger desperately.
But that wasn't enough for him.
He needed more, so he paused at once. "Use your words."
Your eyes snapped at him, surprise splattered across your face. "It feels good… really go-" but the word immediately choked in your throat as he began to pump into you more rapidly.
The grip around his cock was becoming almost unbearable, and Miguel sensed you would have him explore unless he stopped it at once.
He then quickly unclasped your fingers from around him with a pained hiss. "I know you're eager, but if you keep touching it like that I won't last…"
And you pouted at him and Miguel crumbled.
But what really made his cock twitch violently was the sight of you bringing your precum-soaked hand to your breasts, glazing your nipples with the warm liquid.
He gave you a satisfied growl and figured it was time to escalate things a bit more.
"Do you think you can take a second one?" he asked, craning his neck to swipe his tongue across one nipple. "You set the pace."
Your eagerness was such a turn on and he smiled faintly when you nodded your response.
He traced your entrance with a second finger and immediately felt your tense around him, especially when he began to slide it inside.
You felt too tight around him, and he had to curse inwardly to keep himself from losing what was left of his sanity.
He shifted closer and kept his eyes on yours. "Relax, cariño… you're doing great."
You clenched again and his cock twitched in unison as he yearned to have it inside you.
He decided to place a reassuring kiss on your cheek. "Nearly there…"
A whimper parted your lips as the second finger joined the first one deep within you.
Impatience had you rolling your hips and moaning softly.
"More…" you mumbled.
Miguel's gaze dropped to his fingers and how they pumped in and out of you more and more effortlessly, as your wetness coated them.
The obscene wet sounds had his cock leak more strings of precum and he pressed his palm against your clit once again. Miguel immediately took advantage of this angle, and had his lips on your neck, sucking gently.
The rhythmic fluttering of your walls around his fingers allowed him to know that you were nearing your point of no return.
"You're so close…"
His cock kept twitching impatiently and he realised he needed to feel your grip once again. He took your hand in his and placed it on his cock until  your fingers wrapped around him once again. 
A hiss tore through him.
The way you struggled to grip all of him nearly had his balls tighten for a sudden release.
"Let me fuck your hand…" he pleaded into your neck, snapping his hips. "Just… squeeze harder…"
You did as you were told, and he immediately matched his hips with the tempo of his fingers inside you.
"Miguel… Miguel…" 
He was dangerously close and your sweet voice moaning his name felt so addicting.
Suddenly, he took your lips in his and you allowed his tongue inside, and he gladly swallowed your increasing moans.
"You’re doing so good," he praised you over and over again after he broke the wet kiss.
He could feel the beginning of your orgasm wash down on you, and he knew he couldn't let that happen just yet.
With much reluctance and no shorter amount of willpower, he managed to slide his fingers from your clenching walls, effectively stalling your bliss.
Your moans immediately choked in your throat with a sob.
"Miguel…why?!" you immediately protested, and he could swear you were about to cry.
You let go of his cock right away, whimpering as frustration took over you instead.
"I'm sorry," he said truthfully. "I want you to come around my cock, cariño…" he added, before kissing your quivering lips.
You were so desperate for him.
It was maddening.
You nodded and he shifted along the mattress until he was between your legs, enjoying how you were spread eagerly for him.
Miguel glanced at his glistening fingers and brought them to his mouth, lapping his tongue around them.
"You taste really good."
You gave him a nervous laugh. "Really?"
He smiled faintly. "Don't take my word for it, then."
Bringing his fingers to your lips, he groaned as you promptly took them in.
His sweet girl tasting her sweetness on him…
You began to suck gently, and he couldn't tear his gaze away from you.
He pressed down on your tongue flat with his fingers, before sliding out of you.
"You're so hot."
It was a heartfelt compliment that had you looking away.
He immediately cradled your face with his hands. "Look at me."
Slowly, but surely, your eyes met his again in between laboured breaths.
"You are. You are beautiful."
Truly the center of his world and the reason he would one day go mad.
He pressed a gentle kiss to your lips, as his cock came to rest against your swollen clit.
"Are you sure of this?"
"I am. Please, Miguel…"
Yes. You would definitely be the death of him, but he couldn't think of a better way to part this world than this.
He caressed your cheeks with his thumbs. "I'm not going to last long," he said. "But neither are you."
You pouted again at him and he groaned in response.
"Try to relax as much as you can, okay?"
You swallowed. "Okay."
He began sliding his cock along your soaked folds, grazing your clit, before pressing the tip at your entrance.
His heartbeat skyrocketed in anticipation, and he watched you squeezing your eyes shut.
He kept the palm of his hand pressed flat against your cheek in reassurance. "Please look at me…" 
You took a deep breath and met his eyes.
"I've got you," he promised, brushing his knuckles across your heated skin.
And he did.
And he would for as long as you allowed him to.
He increased the pressure until the tip slipped inside with some difficulty. You were too tense and he decided to press his other hand against your inner thigh, urging you to spread wider for him.
This was pure torture.
"Breathe…" he whispered, pausing momentarily.
A shaky breath escaped your lips.
"Are you okay?"
Probably not.
As you brought your hands to claw at his back, he was sure this was taking a toll on you. He didn't want to overwhelm you, and he needed your consent before continuing. No matter how badly he wanted to sink fully into you. He needed you to give him the green light.
And you did so with a nod.
Taking a deep and long breath, he pushed his hips into you again, feeling your walls swallow more and more of his cock.
Your body tensed again. "Stop… please…" you begged, tapping on his back.
He immediately paused, fearing he might have gone too far. "Do you want me to slide out?"
You shook your head, the motion causing one tear to slide down from your eye, and he leaned in to capture it with his lips, tasting the saltiness.
It nearly had him slide out on his own, not bearing the sight of you in pain.
"How much…" you then sobbed, staring down at the length of your body to find where the two of you were connected. "... is it almost there?"
Not quite, but he didn't want to scare you away.
He would be as gentle as he could.
Miguel gave you a warm smile. "Nearly there, sweet girl."
You inhaled deeply and sighed through your nose. "Go…"
He felt him dig your nails into his skin as he moved deeper inside, drawing a sharp gasp from you.
Miguel kept eyeing you with undivided focus.
"Tell me to stop, and I will."
More tears began to roll down, but he made it his mission to kiss every single one away in between praises. 
He felt his balls pressing against you, and stopped moving as he was already fully buried within you.
It took all of his strength to keep him from exploding right away.
You were finally his.
And he was finally yours.
Knowing that you had trusted yourself with him was the highest praise he could have.
"Are you okay?" he asked, trying his best to steady his shaky voice.
"Yes."
He doubted your answer, but he would have it ring true soon enough.
The moment you began to relax around him, was the moment he dared heaving out a deep sigh of relief.
Neither of you moved for a while.
But Miguel knew he was doomed.
In fact, he was surprised he had managed to keep his orgasm at bay for so long.
"I'm not going to last long," he confessed, burying his face in the crook of your neck. "Can you relax a bit more?"
He would be embarrassed to come so easily, so he had to try everything in his power to extend this moment for you.
"Please move," you said.
Fuck.
Miguel inhaled sharply, before dragging his cock out slightly only to slam into you, burying himself balls deep again.
You felt so good.
Too good.
How he wished he could breed you properly.
"Can you go faster…"
He brought his lips to your shoulder and bared his fangs along your skin. "I don't want to hurt you."
"You won't. Please…" you begged.
He set a slow pace at first, and he felt control slip from him with as you clenched harder around him.
More wet sounds filled the room with each sloppy snap of his hips.
"So good… fuck…así… no pares," he groaned, pleasure gripping him hard.
He felt you sliding one hand in between your bodies until the tips of your fingers grazed his soaked cock. Your walls immediately gripped him tighter than before, and Miguel nearly lost it. 
You were so effortlessly hot and your curiosity always took him by surprise.
His pace quickened slightly, and he removed your hand with his, pressing down on your pulsing clit with his thumb.
There was no way he would have you do any of the work now. He wanted to be the one to deliver your orgasm.
"Just… just like that…" you whimpered breathlessly.
You arched into him, and he felt your pierced nipples digging into his chest.
He was too close to his own peak and had to pause.
"I need you to come first," he rasped, drawing determined circles around your clit. "Please… please…"
He needed you to reach your own peak first and milk his out of him with your walls squeezing around his cock.
His thumb left your clit, and moved back, pressing your legs together with both hands and pushing your knees into your chest.
A strangled hiss died in his throat from the added friction.
His attention was back to your clit again, and you moaned loudly under him, gripping fistful of his sheets with both hands, as he was determined to bring you over the edge.
"Come for me… clench around me, cariño," he urged, voice dripping with despair.
The sound of fabric tearing filled his ears, and he was now certain your orgasm had finally hit you hard. You threw your head back and he felt your delicious rhythmic contractions grip his cock.
Somehow, he managed to slam into you twice before reaching the bliss he had so stubbornly kept at bay.
"Mierda, te sientes tan bien… carajo," he suddenly mumbled in between groans, burying himself as deep as possible, finally spilling himself inside.
He felt his vision blur as the overwhelming sensation of coating you with his seed had him growl as loud as he could.
His erratic breathing brought him back to his senses, and he finally slid out of you with a slurping sound.
Even through the blinding haze of his bliss, Miguel realised that he could easily get addicted to being inside you.
He then allowed his cock to settle in between your folds before sliding it along a few times and releasing his hold on your legs, and you let them flop down to the side.
Miguel watched as the first drops of his cum began to dribble down.
You looked completely spent yet beautiful and mesmerising as ever, and the urge to take care of you immediately overtook him.
"Wait here," he said, sliding out of the bed and pressing a kiss to your parted lips.
He bolted out the bedroom in an instant and only stopped once he grabbed a towel from a drawer, fully intending to wash you with all the after care you deserved. 
By the time he returned to you, he was met with you dragging your fingers along your tongue, tasting his cum.
The sight would be enough to have him hard again in no time, but his stamina had taken a blow, and he would need to recover first.
"Does it taste good?"
You were caught by surprise and your eyes locked with his.
He slowly kneeled on the floor next to you, tapping his finger to your jaw to have your face fully turned to him.
It was no wonder that he had fallen so hard for you. Even if lust had so often clouded his mind, the way he felt for you ran deeper than that. 
He watched as you brought your other hand to brush some strands of his damp hair away from his forehead.
"Does it taste good, cariño?"
You gave him an innocent, removing your fingers from your mouth. "You can taste it."
Fuck… he absolutely adored how you would so often turn his own words against him. 
His lips crashed with your and his tongue slipped past them hungrily. You sloppily pushed his cum against him and he tasted himself on you with a groan.
He eventually broke the kiss, pressing the towel to your forehead, wiping away some of the sweat droplets. 
Beads of cum dripped from his lips, but he didn't bother licking them clean. "Let me take care of you."
You nodded slowly and his lips curled into a faint smile that you mirrored. "What?"
"You're so… perfect," he confessed, sliding the towel down the side of your face and neck with utmost gentleness.
You giggled. "Is this a post-sex thing?"
He arched an eyebrow, looking very serious all of a sudden. "You're doubting me?"
Miguel didn't care for pillow-talk, nor did he care to utter words he didn't absolutely mean. 
Your smile dropped slightly. "Oh, I just… I… don't think I'm perfect. No one is."
That jabbed at his heart and not in a good way.
Even though he knew what you meant, it still pained him to realise you didn't fully believe him.
He proceeded to press his lips together, his strained gaze shifting to your breasts as he continued to pat the sweat away.
"You are. To me," he mumbled.
And that was all that mattered, right? He couldn't care less how others perceived you. You were the pinnacle of perfection in his eyes even if at the risk of it sounding… corny. 
He had never sought perfection in anyone else but himself, and he knew it was more of an utopian quest than anything else, but you were the closest thing that had ever come close to it.
So, naturally, you deserved to know it.
Even if you didn't believe his words.
He then reached down between your legs and felt you jolt in surprise.
"Was I too rough?" he asked worriedly.
You immediately shook your head. "You were perfect."
His heart skipped a beat as he had grown accustomed to by now.
"You said no one is perfect," he mused, cleaning his cum with the soft fabric.
Your smile didn't waver, but he could see your eyelids become heavier. "I'll make an exception for you."
His sweet, sweet girl…
He leaned in to press an adoring kiss to your cheek, as he waited for more of his cum to slide out of you.
Miguel could tell you were about to fall asleep, but decided he wanted to take the after care a step further.
"Want to take a shower?"
A grumble left your throat as you kept your eyes closed. "Later… I'm so tired."
A smile tugged at his lips.
So adorable...
"I'll carry you," he offered softly.
He rose to his feet and effortlessly took you in his arms, sauntering inside his bathroom, pressing kisses to your forehead. 
He stepped into the shower and turned the water on, earning a groan from you as the warm liquid hit your skin. 
"Can you stand?"
"Yes, yes…" you said through a yawn, landing on your feet and easing the hold of your arms around his neck.
He gathered a tiny amount of body wash in the palm of his hand, and dragged it along your back with suds covering your skin before sliding down your body.
You pressed your forehead to the tile and he took the opportunity to graze the wet piece of cloth in between your legs to wipe the remnants of his cum, but causing you to flinch from his touch instead.
He immediately halted his movements  "Did I hurt you?" 
"It's just a bit sore… it's fine… don't worry."
His ego soared to incredible heights as it dawned on him that he was the one able to make you feel that good.
You slowly then turned around to face him and tip-toed to place a wet kiss to his jaw, which he welcomed with a smile 
He felt absolute devotion and adoration for you, and Miguel made a silent promise to always make sure you knew that.
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Author's note: Thank you so much to everyone who has been with this story from beginning to end. It means a lot. I hope you were able to connect with these characters in one way or another 🩷 I will be missing Miguel and sweet girl so much... this story wouldn't be anything without your vital support, and I will forever be grateful! Ruby~
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for-yoongi0309 · 5 months ago
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— SUGA's anniversary message.
Hello ARMY!! This is SUGA!! Long time no see! It's been a while since I've written one of these. It feels a little cumbersome and strange, haha. However I am doing great these days. Since the previous time, our concert films were released and I made it through training camp. These days I'm pretty busy. I'm sure our army's are doing good too right? Hehe Furthermore, it's time for the 613 BTS event. We always made so many good memories at every 316 BTS anniversary event that we've had so far. I cannot believe that I am unable to see ARMY on this day. But I am grateful that Seokjin will be there in my footing to have a great time with you. Haha I hope you all have a blast at our BTS 613 anniversary event. I'm desperately waiting for the day when we will all meet again! Until then, please take care of yourselves and stay in good health only! I miss you, ARMY!! See you soon!!
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nso-csi · 7 months ago
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240411 TXT_members twitter update
To. Taemin sunbae-nim♡ Hello! This is TXT's Taehyun. I'm sending my greetings to you after a long time! It's already been around 4 years haha. I still can't forget the day I met you at Music Bank I've enjoyed listening to all of your songs that were released after that day too! I have a long way to go but one day but my goal of becoming an cool artist like you has not changed over the course of a few years. Also, I saw the article (about Taemin changing companies)! Regardless of where you'll undertake your activities, I'll always cheer for you. Please be healthy and happy! You'll always be my idol, let's meet again. This was Taehyun up till now. Thank you ♡♡ cr.
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brattyfork · 1 year ago
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i win
summary: you win the game
warnings: smut duh, mommy kink, nothin crazy tho :)
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i started to settle down, focusing more on the movie than the boy inside me. i think he noticed because he kept touching me, kissing all on my neck and shoulder. he went to run his hands up under my shirt so i grabbed his hands, intertwining our fingers and placing them at our sides. matt groaned, obviously annoyed that he couldn’t touch me. he went to kiss my neck again, this time whispering in my ear, “i want you” i twisted my body around to give him a kiss, him chasing my lips as i pulled away.
“are you giving up?”
“mmm no but i really want to”
“give up then baby, give yourself to me, i promise ill be nice” i smiled. he knew i was telling the truth, i wasn’t going to make him do anything he didn’t want to do.
“what are you gonna make me do?” he asked, i could see the ting of red hit his cheeks as he thought about all the possibilities.
“just wanna be in control my love, want you to be a good boy for me”
matt whimpered at this and i could feel his dick twitch inside me at the idea of me having all the power. matt didn’t wanna be a sub most of the time, but when he did he fully got into the role.
“okay, i give up mommy” he breathed out, bummed that he lost.
“such a good boy letting mommy win” i rose off of him, both of us missing the feeling of him being inside me. i stood up and leaned over to give him a kiss. it was slow and passionate, him letting me guide him through it. “wanna go to your room baby?” he bit his lip and nodded, anticipation growing in his stomach. i reached my hand out for him to grab, leading him to his room.
“strip and get on your knees at the end of the bed” i ordered, shutting and locking the door. he quickly obliged letting his jeans and boxers fall to the ground before lifting his shirt over his head. he slowly kneeled in front of the bed, nervous having never been in this position before. i slipped off my skirt before walking over to the bed, sitting in front of him with my knees together. he stared up at me with the most desperate look i’ve ever seen on his face and it drove me wild.
“you’re gonna be a good boy and make mommy feel good okay?” he nodded. i opened my legs, leaving his eye level with my glistening pussy. i swear i saw some drool leave his lips. i scooted further toward the edge of the bed. he looked like he was about to say something but wasn’t sure if he was allowed. “what is it baby?” i asked lifting his chin up with my fingers.
“can i taste you mommy please? wanna make you feel good”
“you’re such a good boy matty” i leaned down kissing him hard before pulling away and leaning back a bit. he looked at my pussy and then back at me looking for permission. i nodded. he dove into me like it was his last meal, licking a firm strip up my folds before shoving his tongue inside me. he made his way up to my clit, wrapping his lips around my bud and sucking on it.
“fuck matty that feels so good baby”
he moaned at the praise, the vibrations went straight to my core. i wrapped my legs around the back of his neck, pulling him farther into me. the pressure of his face pressed against me sent me over the edge. he continued gently licking me through my orgasm, his head still locked in my legs. after i came down from my high, i released him from my grasp. he took a deep breath, finally able to breathe properly.
“you came so fast mommy”
“you were making me feel so good baby, couldn’t help myself” i pulled him into a needy kiss, my tongue dominating his mouth as he moaned into mine.
“lay on the bed for me baby” i reached my hand out to help him up, knowing his knees would be achy from being on the floor.
he laid down on the bed, getting comfortable when i noticed how red his poor cock was. he was leaking precum and i swear i could see it throbbing. i leaned over him, letting a long string of saliva fall onto his cock. i ran my hand up and down him a few times making him moan so loud he almost screamed. i crawled on top of him, “i’m gonna ride you baby, i know you’re sensitive but you’re not gonna cum until mommy says you can, okay?”
“o-okay mommy”
i straddled him and lifted myself up a bit, lining him up with my entrance. i sat down quick, knowing we were both desperate for him to be inside of me. matt whined, slapping his hands over his mouth, embarrassed from how loud he had been.
“no baby, let mommy hear your pretty noises” this was all the convincing he needed. as i lifted up and sank back down, he let out the whiniest, most desperate “fuck” i’ve ever heard in my life. i could’ve cum on the spot. i continued bouncing on him while he let out the sluttiest noises.
“mommy-y-you feel so good, ‘m so close”
“i know baby you’re doing so good for me, i’m so proud of you, just hold on a little bit longer”
i rode him harder, trying to catch up to him so i could let him cum.
“ca-a-n i touch you?”
“yes sweet boy”
he licked his thumb before placing it on my clit, rubbing in small circles. i let out a grotesque moan, looking down at him, i could see his eyes completely blown out, no evidence there was ever any blue. he looked absolutely gorgeous.
“pleaseeeeemommyineedtocum” he slurred out quickly.
“i know pretty boy, go ahead, let go for mommy”
with that i felt him release up into me, his hips sputtering as he shot into me as i watched his eyes roll to the back of his head. the second i felt his load hit my walls, i came, the pressure too great. matt cried out as we rode out our highs together. i stayed on top of him, with him still inside me, as we came down. eventually i mustered up enough strength to lift myself off him, pulling one last pathetic cry from his lips.
“i’ll be right back baby” matt was still catching his breath, i knew he wasn’t going anywhere but i didn’t want him to think i was leaving him. i quickly peed and got a warm washcloth to clean him off. i made my way back to our room sitting on the bed next to him. i wiped him down, careful to not overstimulate him too much.
“do you wanna take a bath baby or do you just want to sleep?
“sleep” he muttered
“okay, do you want your boxers” he nodded, his eyes closed. i handed him his boxers before walking to his closet to grab a t-shirt. after slipping the shirt on i went back to the bed, seeing matt still holding his boxers.
“help” was all he could get out. i grabbed his boxers before making my way to his side of the bed. i slipped each of his feet into the pants, sliding them up his legs as much as i could.
“you have to lift up a little” he groaned, lifting his hips. i quickly slid the boxers up his waist and watched him drop his hips back on the bed. i made my way into bed, “do you want to lay on me?” he didn’t answer he simply lifted his head, placing it on my chest before wrapping his arm around my waist while i pulled the blanket over us. i kissed his forehead, wrapping my arm around him.
“i love you matty”
“love you” is all he managed to get out. i giggled to myself, both of us falling asleep wrapped up in each other.
a/n: hi yall, hope you enjoyed this, it was pretty fun to write. i’m gonna get the next part out in the next couple of days :)
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bimobuddy · 1 year ago
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Chasing the Chicken
Helluva Boss
SFW Tickle fic
I haven't seen this done yet so I decided to do it
Lee!Asmodeus, Ler!Fizzy
Summary: Fizzarolli gets the Fizz-equivalent to zoomies and Asmodeus is his target.
"Fizzy, baby, calm down, just take some deep breaths, please-"
Out of context, it may have sounded like Asmodeus was trying to calm his partner down from a panic attack. However, with context, you'd see the Sin holding his hands up in defense, and Fizz inching closer to him with an almost feral look in his eyes. And Asmodeus knew this look very well unfortunately.
Fizz lunged, but Asmodeus was faster. He dodged, barely, and ran to the other side of the bedroom. Now they were in the same stand-off as before, just in different positions. This had been going on for about ten minutes at this point.
Fizz's "zoomies" didn't happen often, but when they did, he was a ball of absolute chaos. Most of the imps knew to either lock the office doors or to stay out of his way because once he got running, he could not be stopped, not even by Ozzie sometimes. Especially not when Ozzie was his target.
The jester grinned. "Cluck, cluck~"
Asmodeus frowned. "That is rude- AH!" He jumped back to avoid getting jumped on. This time, Fizz wasn't stopping. He continued to run after him on all fours, even using his limbs to essentially launch himself, while Asmodeus was desperately trying to run around furniture without tripping or losing his robe. When he found himself cornered, he just teleported himself across the room in a quick flash of flame.
"Cheating!" Fizz called after him, having turned around to chase him again. The Sin found himself grinning at this. "We're demons, babe, we don't exactly play by the rules!" He laughed, making it back to their bedroom, shutting the door. He initially was going to lock it but a part of him felt bad about locking Fizz out of the room. All of this disappeared when the door was unceremoniously thrown open, revealing a mischievous little imp. Nevermind. He should have locked the door.
"Fizzy, it's too early for all this, come on now-" He backed up, maintaining eye contact, too afraid to turn his back on the gremlin in front of him. Unfortunately, he wasn't looking where he was going and ended up tripping, falling back onto the bed. Fizzarolli wasted absolutely no time and jumped up onto him, startling Asmodeus into giving a short shriek.
Extending his arms, Fizz wrapped Ozzie up and started scritching at his sides, resulting in deep chuckles rumbling from deep within his chest. He could easily break free, but he didn't want to risk hurting his little Froggy, so he just gave up and endured it. Fizz knew this too, and used it to his advantage.
Metallic fingers scritched and scribbled over his sides and tummy. Chuckles turned to deep, rich laughter as Ozzie lay there, trying not to squirm too much. "*snort* pff- Ahahahahaha! Fizzy, cohohome ohohon! Okahahay, you cahaught mehehe!" He laughed, hoping that would be enough. But there was a slight evil look in his eyes. Ozzie didn't know what else he wanted until he felt his hands wander lower, toward his hips, causing a giddy, nervous panic to blossom in his stomach right then.
"Wahahait, wAHAIT- Fihihizzy! Nohohot thehere! I'm nohot gonna doho ihihit!" He turned his head away, knowing exactly what Fizzarolli wanted now.
Said imp only grinned. "We'll see about that, Ozzie~"
He drilled his thumbs into the Sin's hips, wincing a little when his laughter came booming out. But the sight he was gifted with was beautiful. Asmodeus had his head tossed back, the widest smile he'd ever seen, and a brilliant blue blush painted from cheek to cheek. He was squirming a lot more now, kicking his legs out, yet still managing to not hurt Fizz, who was holding on tighter now as to not get thrown off.
*CR-CROW*
Fizzarolli stopped and burst out laughing, pulling his arms back and releasing Ozzie, who covered his blushing face, catching his breath. "Ugh, why do you insist on making me make that sound?" He asked, his voice slightly muffled from his hands, yet there was no real hint at being genuinely upset. Fizz grinned, sitting on his chest. "Because it's cute, duh."
Asmodeus removed his hands and looked up at his grinning partner and couldn't help but smile himself. "Well are you finally satisfied enough to calm down?"' "For now." The rooster snorted. "Good enough."
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