#CONGRATS ERIK!

[moondustwritesblog]

sam and darlin may not be ready for marriage or to be engaged yet but they both have thought of giving promise rings to each other

especially sam

[bertoyana]

2023 / 1992

[nyyfever]

stop what you're doing and LOOK AT CAPTAIN SUNSHINE ☀︎

[etapereine]

[hockeyboi]

1000th game celebration for EK65

[mat-of-superwholock]

its beautiful✨✨✨

There’s a wedding approaching in one of my fics.

I’m not going to say which one.

ref below cut:

[obsidianpen]

hey pen :) longtime penling here, I hope this isnt weird to ask but im pregnant with a little baby boy rn. hes due in february and I think (?) i read that you have a little one as well. we are lost for good baby boy names! would you mind sharing your sons name or other names you guys had in the running? I feel like i can trust your impeccable taste haha

congrats!! I do - here’s the list of names we didn’t use but considered (and by we I mean me, many were vetoed immediately by my husband)

Thomas 

William

Gabriel 

Sterling 

Kingsley

Emmett

Elliot 

Everett 

Keane

Quinn

Soren

Lucian 

Erik

[breezysuffers]

I- I just- wow. NEW AUDIO SPOILERS (kind of) BARK BARK GO AWAY

I have a lot of thoughts about the ending- it feels like Erik wrote himself into a corner, and just decided to pull the ‘and then they woke up’ card- but I think that’s because the writing was so good. The listener was fooled, like 98% of the fandom was fooled, and the twist was just- wow.

My train of thought went like 40 different ways before I got to the end, and i actually think that’s this makes perfect sense. The story only really got ‘traumatizing’ when Marc/us’s illusion was shattered, by the listener. James showed up and took the story where it needed to go, for them to be powerful, to save everyone.

I can’t lie, the lore part of me is just a bit upset at the total lack of answers this gives. The reason the soverign sounded weird was because they’d never heard one before, and it was just an imitation of what they thought was real. There isn’t any real answers on where Avior and SL are (erik bring them back) no clue on what either sovereign group is doing, and the Department is back to looking stupid as usual.

if you got this far congrats, thank you for coming to my TED talk.

[veevil]

veevil your siren erik design gives me species euphoria i think you have made me find something out abt myself

EITHER CONGRATS OR I'M SORRY? here, have this be careful he bites

[pagesupinflames]

absolutely rocking w the creative thumbnails lately erik. love them. eating them up. they crunch when i bite into them. also congrats on the marriage btw. forgot to mention that.

[witchygagirlwrites]

Back to You-Pt. 3/3

Greg "Mouse" Gerwitz X Reader

Just when you're finding your way back to Mouse his behavior starts to change. He's coming in late, his lunch hours are extending and he's missed a few days of work. Is he struggling with being home? Is his inner demons flaring their heads up again? Are you going to lose him before ever getting him fully back?

Warnings: cursing, fluffy smut?

Your phone chimed as you followed Adam up the steps to his C.I's house. He cut his eyes over at you, raising one eyebrow. You knew that look and knew you were getting questioned the moment the job at hand was finished.

You were dancing your way back towards being more with Mouse but your hesitations were growing more because in the last couple weeks he'd started being late, taking long lunches and sometimes not even coming in here and there a couple times. You didn't want to point it out to Adam because he'd just got back on board with the idea of you and Mouse working back towards being something. His protective streak towards you would prevent any logic from entering the conversation.

You'd asked Jay that morning about it. You knew if anyone had answers he would. Of course he'd side stepped your questions. You'd expected that because if something was up with you and you didn't want Mouse to know Adam would of course hide it from Jay. You'd done the next best thing, went to Erin. You were worried. You knew Mouse, a little too well.

The way he was acting reminded you too much of when he was Jay's C.I or the weeks when you trailed behind Jay when he was helping him to get clean and when he'd first gotten hired at CPD. When addiction, ptsd or both had him wrapped up so tight he couldn't see which way was up. You couldn't give your heart back over fully to him just to lose him again.

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You stood next to Adam, listening to Erik tell him what he knew about the string of home break-ins intelligence was investigating. He'd give him a few decent leads from the sound of it so Adam slipped him a handful of twenties and thanked him so you shot him a smile "Thanks Erik" he nodded at you "Yes ma'am" he was always sweet to you, even once offered you his jacket when you'd forgotten yours at the office.

You were halfway back to the precinct when Adam broke the silence in your jeep "You good?" you didn't take your eyes off the road when you answered "five by five Ruz. Why?" he shrugged "I dunno. I mean job wise you're aces but you seem...something is bothering you" you schooled your features as best as you could because damn Adam Ruzek since the day he'd joined intelligence and Al pointed him towards your desk with a smile and told you "Congrats sweetheart. You've got your very own rookie" he'd made it his mission to be your best friend and know you better than damn near anyone and he'd succeeded thus far.

You shrugged one shoulder "The violence on this case is escalating. I just want to catch them before someone gets killed" "Huh?" he scoffed and you cut your eyes at him when you were forced to stop at a red light "What?" he shook his head "You have never lied to me. Even the times I've wanted you to. I know intimate shit about Severide and Mouse, shit I wish I could bleach my brain over so tell me what is so bad you're lying to me over?"

You started driving again before you finally spoke "Promise you won't freak?" he turned as far as his seatbelt would allow him so he could face you "Am I gonna have to get Voight to help me get rid of somebody here?" a laugh broke free of you at that "No Ruz. I swear" he nodded "Then I promise" you took a deep breath then said "Mouse has been acting weird. Getting in late, taking long lunches and even missing a couple days"

You saw a few different emotions flash across his face, anger being the most prominent before he tightened his jaw "What are you thinking? He using again?" you shrugged "I have no idea. I asked Jay but that's like someone asking you why I'm off so instead I went to Erin" he nodded again "What'd she say?" you passed him your phone and waited for him to type in your security code and see the text which simply read Talk to him is the best advice I can give

He read it twice before letting out a breath. You could hear him typing on your phone and started to ask what it was but before you could he offered "I'm texting him as you. We have spare time when we get back to the precinct. You two go down to the tech room and talk. I'll cover" he handed your phone back and you glanced at the screen to see he'd texted Mouse Can we talk downstairs when I get back?

Before you could slip your phone into your pocket it chimed so you handed it to him so he could check the text. He turned the screen so you could read that Mouse had texted I'll be waiting

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You walked down the stairs leading to the tech room and wasn't surprised when Mouse met you at the door. The look in his eyes was nothing short of fear and from his hair sticking up in places you could tell he'd been running his fingers through the growing locks. "What's wrong?" you motioned into the tech room "Let's talk"

He followed behind you while you walked over to his desk and leaned back against it, letting just your backside rest against it so you could face him. He stood a couple feet from you watching you like he was genuinely afraid you'd disappear if he blinked "I'd ask if you're breaking up with me but you haven't even taken me back" he joked then a look of dread flashed across his face along with a glimmer of anger in his eyes, not at you but himself "Or you found someone else and you're trying to break it to me easy"

"Greg Gerwitz! Seriously? Like I'd not move on, not date or sleep with anyone else the entire time you're gone then decide to move on now that you're within touching distance?" you shook your head and he shrugged both shoulders "I don't know what I did" you looked down at your hands, suddenly very enthused with your nails "Um"

Within two steps he was in front of you, one hand gently cupping your chin to force your eyes up to his "No. You don't scare the life out of me then drop it. Now you want to talk sweetheart and I will talk to you about anything but I need to know what is wrong or do I gotta go to Adam?" you blinked quickly a few times then nodded "The coming in late, long lunches...missing days.." you trailed off and he dropped your chin "Oh you noticed that"

You let out a watery laugh "Yeah I noticed that. What is it? Are you leaving again? Is it your PTSD and you're back in therapy or are you using again?" you held his eyes despite how vulnerable you felt.

He nodded and walked closer until he was standing between your legs, face just a breath away from yours "No to any of that. For one I just bought a truck and signed a eighteen month lease and why would I leave when you're here?" for emphasis he placed one hand on your leg and squeezed gently "I told you I'm home for good and I mean it. I am in therapy regularly but not because my PTSD is as bad as it was before but because I don't want it to get as bad and I've come too far to fall back into getting high again I would check myself into rehab first"

Your heart was beating in your throat by that point. He was so damn close you could smell the sandalwood of that cologne you always loved and feel the heat coming off his body. The hand that was on your leg started rubbing small circles on your thigh as he spoke "I love you. I hope you know you know that's still very much true" he leaned down to reach into a drawer and wrapped his opposite hand around something "I had plans to ask you to dinner and make a big night out of this but I guess this is as good a way as any" you knew your confusion was plain up until he grabbed your hand and placed the gold badge into it.

You froze, eyes wide looking from the badge to him. "What?" he shrugged shyly. "The late mornings, long lunches and missed days. I had a few courses I needed to take and exams to finish up but I did it. I'm officially officer Gregory Gerwitz, tech expert of the intelligence unit" He put a hand on each of your legs, pulling you closer to the edge of the desk and to him but you trusted him to not let you hit the floor.

He leaned forward until his forehead was touching yours "I told you I am not leaving. I love you too much to let you slip through my fingers again." you cut your eyes up just far enough to be looking into those blue eyes you loved so damn much "You really mean it don't you?" he nodded with a smile pulling at his lips "I've been telling you"

You reached forward and your fingers found the collar of his shirt and pulled him towards you. The moment your lips met his, a light whimper escaped him before your fingers moved up to bury themselves in the hair at the base of his neck. That was like a switch was flipped, He took control of the kiss, one hand moving to cup the back of your head while the other hitched one of your legs up around his waist.

He groaned against your mouth before he slipped his tongue past your lips and when you parted them to allow him access he licked into your mouth causing your back to arch which effectively shoved your clothed crotch into his, the pressure causing a small gasp to leave you. He rolled his hips into yours and you felt him smile against your lips when you whimpered into his mouth.

When the need for oxygen pushed you apart he moved from your lips to kiss across your jaw then down your neck, when he bit that one spot right over your pulse your back arched and a low moan left you but you also remembered you were both at work, on an active case, he'd just gotten his badge and Voight had no problem giving his people hell despite how he protected you all from outsiders "Fuck...Mouse..Greg..we gotta stop"

He froze the moment you said so but left another gentle kiss on your lips before taking a deep breath "Yeah..we do" You picked up his badge from next to you where it'd gotten dropped "I am so proud of you" you handed it to him and he smiled "That means everything to me baby" he grimaced at calling you baby but you shook your head "It's fine. Um, about what just happened..."

He looked like you'd kicked him for a second before he forced a smile "We can forget it" you nodded slowly and reached out to smooth his hair down with your fingers "Or considering this case is busting our asses we work it and hopefully get a lead in the next day or so then Friday we do that dinner you were talking about" he blinked a few times as if he was trying to make sure he'd heard you right "Did you just ask me out?" The grin on his face made you want to pull him back to you. You slapped his chest lightly "Oh hush. Technically I agreed to go out with you"

He nodded then leaned in, catching your lips in a quick kiss before pulling away "Sounds good to me baby" you felt your entire body warm at him calling you baby. Before you could say anything your phone chimed. He stepped back to let you lean up far enough to dig it out of your hip pocket and your eyes widened when you read the text from Adam Voight is looking for Mouse! you looked back up at the man in question and pointed towards the door "Go! Hank is looking for you!" his eyes widened slightly but damn him he had to kiss you one more time before running out of the room to head back upstairs.

You sat there a few seconds to let your heart settle. Besides you going right up after him? Yeah that little vein on Hank's forehead would probably burst instead of just poke out like normal. You finally pushed yourself off the desk and fixed your clothes and hair before heading for the stairs. You met Adam on them and he raised an eyebrow "So?" you couldn't stop the smile if you tried "He's CPD Ruz. That's what he's been doing. He got his badge" he picked you up in a hug and you laughed from the weight being lifted off your shoulders that had been there since Mouse had come home waiting for the other foot to drop.

Adam froze with you in the air "Shit. I came to get you cause we gotta go! We got a lead" you looked down at the floor where your feet was dangling a few inches over it "Well I suggest putting me down first partner" he grinned then put you back down on the stairs "Let's get it"

The major break in the case came two days later. You'd run down two different crews, a total of eight people were brought in. Five of those eight had ended up having to be taken to med because they'd either a shot at one of you and taken fire in return or like the two idiots on the crew that thought it would be a good idea to try to corner you and Kim, cutting you off from everyone else for a hand to hand fight. The two of you had kicked their asses then that had gone swingingly for them when the rest of the unit arrived.

You stood outside of interrogation watching as Hank and Erin worked to try to get a name out the leader of one of the crews. You needed the man in charge, not his flunkies. You felt someone step up behind you right before Mouse's hand came to rest on your lower back "Your shoulder ok?" He spoke in a low voice. You and Kim had both gotten slammed onto the sides where you'd both previously taken shotgun blasts at one time or another so Voight had ordered you to get seen while at Med. Will had cleared you both and given you prescription strength ibuprofen with a warning to come back if any pain worsened.

You knew Adam was probably checking on Kim as well considering last you'd seen she was watching Kevin and Al interrogate the leader of the second crew. "I'm ok. Ibuprofen helped" you replied looking over your shoulder back at him before smiling "Besides I'm not the one with a broken jaw" he shrugged "He resisted" you rolled your eyes and turned back to the glass of the interrogation room "I can take care of myself" He leaned over far enough to place a quick kiss on your cheek "I know but that doesn't mean I can't help you take care of you"

His computer chimed and he grinned at you "Their phones may have just told us everything they won't" he kissed your cheek once more then walked over towards his desk and sat down. You watched as he started typing on two different keyboards and going between two screens. It seemed like hardly no time had passed before he looked up at you "Pull Voight. We got a name and location" "Seriously?" you asked and he gave you a look which clearly asked if you were doubting his skills. You grinned at him "I'll pull him"

You walked over to the door of the interrogation room and leaned your head in causing Hank, Erin and the guy they were interrogating to swivel their heads towards you. "What?" Hank asked rather bluntly but you were by far used to it. "We got something Sarge" he waved a hand so you cut your eyes towards the guy before shrugging "He didn't want the deal and now we don't need him. We know who his boss is and where" Hank looked back at the guy who stammered "I'll t-tell you the entire layout, his business and everything" Hank looked back at you and nodded "Get Mouse to keep a ping on his Boss. Let us know his every move. Go tell O. We move within the hour" "Yes sir"

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"Duck your head" you warned one of the bodyguards you had cuffed before putting him in the back of one of the patrols sitting around the premises of Christopher Williams. The break-ins intelligence had caught ran deeper than any of you had realized. Williams owned a security company.

He was selling codes to gangs then when his clients were burglarized he was blaming outdated equipment and upcharging them for new systems and if they didn't upgrade he'd hire an even worse crew to go in when they were home to rough them up in a grab for more money. He was shaking them down for protection basically. A fucking millionare preying on people to boost his company more because the further he drove up crime rate the more business he did and he was also running for governor of Illinois on the standing of cracking down on crime so he was helping himself on both standings. It sickened you.

You heard Al call your name so you looked up to see him talking to a couple detectives from major crime that had come in last minute to back intelligence. Normally you hated playing with others but detective Lopez and Jones were decent and on the same level as all of you so anytime intelligence and major crimes overlapped Voight would request them. You adjusted your vest down then walked over to the three of them. "Yeah O?" he nodded towards the main house "Is it just me or does the window of his front door look like a certain body part of a woman?"

You looked towards the closed front door and barked out a loud laugh when you saw what he meant. Sure enough the window of Williams' front door resembled a delicate feminine body part. "Christ, how did anyone ever take this man seriously?" Lopez shook her head "I have no idea" "And his policies were shit even before this" Jones added with a shrug of his shoulders. You nodded in agreement because that was true, Williams had no grasp of what Illinois or Chicago needed. He was just money hungry.

The front door of the house opened and Jay and Mouse walked out talking to two techs and you bit your cheek to not let a smile slip onto your face. He fit into this so perfectly, despite everything. "Let's wrap this up!" Voight's voice called out and you couldn't agree more. It was Friday night. You had a date.

Mouse parked his truck next to your jeep and suddenly found himself nervous. Why the hell was he nervous? The last week had been amazing. He'd gotten to kiss you again, feel you against him even if it was borderline innocent. You were even affectionate with him at work or as much as was appropriate. You were coming back to him. You were giving him another chance when he still couldn't wrap his head around you ever giving him the first one so why was he so damn nervous?

He took a deep breath and let it out slowly before climbing out of his truck and heading for your door. He knocked twice, standing back to wait. When you opened the door his jaw dropped.

You were in a black dress that skimmed your mid thigh with high boots and your cropped leather jacket Erin had gotten you for your birthday years ago. Your hair was down loose and you looked fucking heavenly "Good lord" he muttered and you laughed "Is that a good thing?" he nodded, letting his eyes trail over your body shamelessly "Very good. You look amazing, I mean you always look amazing"

You smiled and trailed a hand down his chest "Don't look too bad yourself there Gerwitz" he watched your hand trailed down his chest until it came to rest on his belt then swallowed hard "If we don't leave now we may not ever make it to dinner" you looked up at him through your lashes and smiled almost shyly "Yeah and I'm hungry"

He nodded slowly and you pulled your hand away from him "Starving" he agreed, eyes finding their way to your cleavage even more when you purposely adjusted it to make it more prominent then smiled again "Let's go" he took your hand and shook his head with a laugh "You're trying to kill me. I know it for a fact now" you laughed lightly "Never" and let him lead you to his truck.

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Dinner had gone amazing. The place Mouse had picked had wonderful food and was the type of place you two were actually able to talk throughout the meal. He told you about a few of the places he'd seen while he was overseas, some of the things he'd seen. You told him about some of the cases you'd worked while he was gone, some of the happenings around Chicago he'd missed. By the time the check was paid your heart felt like no distance had ever separated the two of you.

You were walking out to his truck, hand in hand when you stopped him by calling his name. He looked at you and you smiled slightly "When are you gonna let me see that full tattoo?" a smirk slipped onto his face "When do you want to see it?" you shrugged one shoulder "I mean, we're headed back to my place. You could always come in" he stepped closer to you, slipping both arms around your waist so you rested your hands against his chest so you could look up into his eyes "Baby, are you trying to get me half naked in your apartment?"

You bit your lip and looked off like you were deep in thought for a moment before making a so-so motion with your right hand "Half naked, all the way naked. You're a grown man I'm not gonna tell you the level of naked you can be" He raised an eyebrow "You are so weird at times" you grinned "And yet you came back halfway around the world just to win my heart again" he leaned closer to barely let his lips brush against yours before saying "I'd come back from anything to get back to you. Now let's get back to your place"

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"Greg!" you couldn't get your key in the door because he currently had his arms around your waist, holding you in place while his tongue and teeth worked the sensitive skin of your neck. Your knees were practically jello and your panties were ruined yet he'd barely touched you. Fuck just how much had your body missed him along with your heart? He kept one arm around your waist before taking the keys before your trembling hand and getting the lock on the first try.

You looked over your shoulder at him with a glare "Yeah it's easy when someone isn't hitting every damn spot they know you love" he grinned "I'd say I'm sorry but I promised a long time ago to not lie to you" you shook your head and stepped across your threshold. Mouse stepped in behind you, closing and locking the door. You looked back at him and nodded towards your bedroom "I'm gonna go take my boots off. Nothing has really moved so make yourself at home" "Yes ma'am" he replied with a small smile.

You put your boots and jacket in the closet then walked back into the living room to find Mouse had discarded his jacket and was sitting on your couch with one arm across the back of it watching your bedroom door because the moment you stepped out he straightened his posture causing you to laugh "Greg, calm down. It's not the first time you've been here" he nodded, eyes never leaving you as you walked over to the couch and stood just in front of him "If you're uncomfortable..." before you could get the sentence out he cut you off "Never. I just don't want to cross any lines and fuck up"

You shrugged one shoulder "What if I cross lines and fuck up?" the look in his eyes when he raised his face up to meet yours was damn near enough to make you come apart when he said "Baby lets get one thing clear. When it comes to you there is damn near no line with me you can't cross" you grinned before pushing him back against the couch "Then I can do this" before he could ask you climbed into his lap, effectively straddling him. His hands went to your hips, dragging them down across the growing bulge in his jeans, letting you feel how his body was already reacting to you "That's what you do to me"

"Kiss me?" you asked and he groaned lightly "I'll do anything you want as long as you look at me like that" you smiled as he tugged you roughly towards him. The last week the two of you had kissed quite a few times and while a couple had gotten a little heated none were like this. This was teeth and tongue crashing, desire built up inside both of you for years spilling over into each other needing an outlet and finally finding one.

You rolled your hips down against his and whimpered at the feeling of his clothed erection brushing up against your sensitive center through your soaked panties. He broke free from your lips, both of your chests heaving as if you'd ran a mile "Fuck. I missed you" you smiled "Show me" his hands found the way to the hem of your dress "Can I take this off? Please baby, I want to see you"

The thought of your new scars he hadn't seen yet flashed through your mind and he must have read your expression because his eyes softened "You know scars don't matter to me sweetheart. Later we can talk about it but for now I just want to make you feel good" you shifted to let him pull your dress up and over your head.

The moment you were down to just your black lace bra and panties he stilled his movements and sat staring at you. For one horrifying moment you worried the scars did bother him. You weren't exactly Frankenstein's monster but your body wasn't the same way it'd been the last time he'd explored it with his.

Any worry drained out of your mind when you looked in his eyes and saw nothing but love there "I never thought I'd get you back" he admitted, ducking his head down to leave a trail of soft kisses across your neck. You felt a twinge of guilt for how much you'd distrusted him, how much you'd made him prove himself without thinking how his heart had been hurt as well.

You gently tugged on the hair at the base of his neck, forcing him away from yours. He looked up at you with a confused expression "I do something wrong?" You shook your head before crashing your lips against his, trying to push everything you felt for him into the kiss.

You felt his grip on your hips tighten before the world shifted and next thing you knew your back was against the couch, his weight pushing you down into the cushions. When you broke away from the kiss he smiled breathlessly at you "I love you Greg" you whispered and saw his eyes widen slightly.

Mouse felt like his heart was going to slam right out of his chest as he stared down at you. The woman he loved, stripped down to a pair of lace panties and a barely there bra. Lips swollen from kissing him and nothing but love shining in your eyes and finally hearing those three little words out of you again. After a moment you laughed lightly "What?" He shook his head "That's the first time you've told me that since I left"

"Oh. It is, isn't it?" You whispered and he was afraid you'd back track before you pulled him back for another kiss and spoke against his lips "I love you"

When your fingers started to work at the buttons of the light blue shirt he'd worn your hands were trembling just a bit so his covered yours. He pulled back from your lips "Sweetheart, look at me"

When you did as he asked he smiled "You want it off?" You nodded so he leaned up so he could make quick work of the shirt then undershirt, tossing them both to the side.

You'd known he'd added extra muscle to his slim frame. Hugging him and being in his arms had told you that but you didn't realize quite how defined the solid lines of those muscles were. Your fingers traced from his stomach up to his shoulders, trailing over the flesh and noticing the small shiver he gave "You ok?" You asked and he swallowed hard then nodded "I'm perfect"

Your eyes were pulled to the tattoo gracing his left arm and your hands followed. The intricate design started just shy of where short sleeves fell and worked its way up his arm and back to his shoulder blade. Small details appeared to you the longer you looked, you could pick out things you knew about his life and pinpoint it within this tattoo. "I really wanna look at that more later" You whispered and he nodded "Yes ma'am" you cut your eyes up at him "But for now I think we were in the middle of something"

The smile he had was devilish "And what was that?" You playfully glared at him "Well if you're opposed to having sex with your girlfriend" you acted like you were going to squirm out from under him but once again you were surprised at just how fast he could move. He had your hands in one of his, pinned down above your head on the cushions and a crooked grin on his face before you knew it "Girlfriend huh?"

You could barely think let alone speak. From your current position you could feel how hard he was through his jeans and from the angle of him pinning your hands it'd put his chest directly in your line of view so you licked a strip across his collarbone enjoying the way he ground his hips down against yours from the action. "Yeah. Unless you've decided in the last twenty minutes you don't want me" his eyes darkened at your words "I'll show you just how much I want you" he stopped just shy of his lips touching yours "If I let you go are you gonna behave for me? Let me love you like I want to? The way I've been dreaming about?" your thighs tried to clench but his hips were firmly lodged between them, keeping them spread open for him.

You nodded slowly but he shook his head "No baby I think I want words for this" your eyes flicked up to where his hand still held both of yours then across his chest before landing on his eyes "I will behave and let you love me but for god's sake let me touch you" his eyes closed at your words and a low groan left him "Fuck, you're gonna kill me yet"

The moment he released your hands his lips devoured yours in a hungry kiss as your hands roamed across his back, feeling the muscles move under your fingertips. The noises falling from him were damn near enough to make you come on the spot. You'd always loved the fact that he didn't mind letting you know he enjoyed sex with you.

His right hand came up to wrap around your throat, not tight enough to hurt but just enough pressure there that your eyes fluttered shut and you moaned loudly into his mouth

"You always did love that" he muttered before moving his hand from your throat. You felt his hand ghost over your breast before moving lower. You broke away from his lips with a gasp when he made the first swipe over your clothed core. He pushed the material to the side, one long finger slipping into you.

You could feel yourself clenching down on him and he moved to kiss across your jaw then neck "Fuck you're soaked baby" he slipped another finger in, curling them up until he found that spot deep inside of you that had your nails biting into his back within a few swipes "Oh there she is"

He pushed himself up on his other hand and smiled down at you, blue eyes shining brightly "I wanna watch you fall apart. It's been so damn long" He twisted his wrist slightly and your vision went white as you felt the bubbling of your first orgasm wash over you. He continued to work you through it, prasing how beautiful you looked coming on his fingers and telling you how much he loved you and missed you.

Once your high started to fade you met his eyes once more and he grinned at you "I haven't lost my touch" he teased before pulling his fingers from your pussy and brought them to his lips, holding your gaze as he sucked them clean. "I think I need another taste" he groaned before looking down your body then back up to your eyes "That ok?"

You nodded "Very" he crawled up you to press an almost gentle kiss to your lips before kissing across your jaw then down your neck. When he got to the scars that started on your right collarbone you half expected him to hesitate, at least slightly but instead you felt his lips work across the marks, sucking and biting the flesh as if he meant to cover the wounds of you being injured with proof of him loving you.

You squirmed under the feeling of his mouth on your body and he laughed against your skin "Always impatient. Let me have a little fun with you first" his mouth moved down to your clothed chest as his hands slipped under you to free your body from your bra. The moment more flesh was exposed to him he greedily rolled one nipple into his mouth while his hand gave the other breast attention. Your fingers buried in his hair, tugging the locks in just the way you knew he'd respond to. "Fuck that feels so good. You always make me feel so damn good" you praised and could feel his body react to it.

He switched to the other breast to give it the same attention before moving further down your body. You leaned up slightly to watch him as he left a trail of open mouth kisses across your stomach before getting to your waist. He moved down to settle his shoulders between your legs to keep them open and looked up at you through his lashes. You'd never seen a more gorgeous sight. His blue eyes were so damn bright and the way he looked at you like you were the most precious thing on earth "Fuck I love you" he chuckled before gripping your panties to snatch them off your legs. He tossed them down to the floor then looked back up at you "Look at you, my girl. All mine"

You didn't get a chance to respond because he lowered his head to your center. The first lick was tentative like he was teasing but when you whimpered out his name he groaned like a man starved, finally offered a feast. He had spent so many nights in this same damn position and damn near as many dreaming about being in this position it didn't take him long before he had you a quivering mess under him. When he added two fingers along with his tongue working at your clit the building pleasure you'd felt burst and drove you under as your second orgasm washed over you. He greedily cleaned up and continued teasing you with his tongue until you pushed at his head "Too much..way too much"

He leaned back as far as he could on the couch and grinned up at you "Did you miss me?" you laughed weakly "In so many ways" then your face fell slightly "You're still wearing jeans" he shook his head "I can fix that. Don't worry" he stood up and quickly shoved his jeans and boxers off his hips along with his boots, kicking them all away from him.

You watched him undress and felt your pussy clench at the sight of his erection finally freed of its constraints. He was long and fairly thick and always felt fucking amazing. He grinned at you staring and lazily stroked a hand over his cock "Liking what you see?" "Loving it" you teased before curling your fingers at him. He smiled and crawled up your body, kissing and licking every inch of flesh he could along the way.

When he got to your lips he brushed a gentle kiss against them and you felt his cock resting against your inner thigh "Any condoms?" he asked and you shook your head "You were honest about not being with anyone?" he nodded "I'd have no reason to lie" "I just got my IUD replaced last year and I haven't been with anyone since you" you offered, pulling him into a kiss.

You felt his cock nudge at your entrance so you slipped a hand between you to ease him in and both of you let out a low groan as he slid into you. Your head fell back against the cushion and his fell forward to rest against your collarbone. "Holy fuck" he whispered and you couldn't offer more than a whimper, waiting for the initial stretch to pass before you tried to speak.

After a few moments of leaving wet kisses across your chest and neck he gave a tentative roll of his hips and when your reaction was to shift to spread your legs a little further and let him in a little deeper he moaned your name. One of his hands went to your hip, hitching your leg up over his.

He leaned up to be able to see your eyes and the look on his face was so damn gentle your heart flipped. He stayed looking into your eyes as he found a rhythm that had you hooking your legs around his waist, digging your nails into his back and begging him to not stop. His eyes fluttered shut when your walls clenched down around him "Are you coming again? Already?"

You laughed breathlessly "Says the man doing everything in his power to make me" his eyes opened again and he grinned mischievously "Can't blame me. If you could see how you look" he gave a hard thrust and your head fell back again as you moaned his name "And all those pretty sounds" he teased.

When one of his hands slipped between your bodies to rub tight circles on your clit you felt the orgasm that had been building slam into you, the previous two making it even more intense. Mouse let out a long moan of your name, the feeling of your walls tightening down on him enough to push him over that edge. He buried his face in your neck as he came, long and hard. His grip on your hips was damn near bruising but you could've cared less, your entire body felt fucking weightless in that moment.

His breaths were coming in hard pants as he left a few kisses across your chest "I love you so fuckin much" he whispered so you ran your fingers through his hair, pushing the sweaty locks back "I love you too. I'm sorry it took me time to trust you weren't leaving" he chuckled and leaned back to look down at you "I would've waited forever and a day to get back to you" you smiled and pulled him down to press a gentle kiss to his lips "We really need to shower once my legs start working" the look of pride on his face was a mixture of sexy as hell and simply fucking adorable in that moment.

After a shower (and round two in the shower) you were laid across the bed with Mouse trailing his fingers across the scars on your collarbone. "Did you really think that this would make me not want you?" you shrugged "My body isn't exactly the same as you left it" his nose wrinkled up at his words "Don't talk about yourself like that. Bodies change but who you are doesn't. I love you regardless" you leaned over to kiss his cheek "I know. I never should've doubted you" he smiled almost sadly "I don't know what I would've done if I would've got home and you had moved on"

You sat up and turned to face him "What?" he shrugged "You have been the front thought in my head since the moment I left. You helped fight for me before you barely knew me because Jay said I was a good guy then when I started getting clean you didn't treat me like a junkie. When I came to work the first time you were one of my first friends that weren't army or from days I'd rather forget. If you would've been with someone else I would've had to accept it because I knew I had to find a way to have you back in my life in whatever way you would have me"

You shook your head in shock "You're saying you would've let me move on and been ok with it just to be able to be in my life as a friend?" he nodded "I love you and when I say that I don't just mean sexually. You're it for me. It would crush me, don't get me wrong but a life without you crushed me even worse" you blinked a couple times to force back tears "I don't know if I'm worth loving that much" he sat up quickly, pulling you over into his lap.

One hand cupped the back of your head forcing you to look him in the eyes "You looked at a broken man riddled with PTSD, addiction and so much more and saw something under it all. You are Adam's best friend. Every member of our unit would die for you in a heartbeat because they know you'd do the same. You have such a strong heart and will fight with everything you have for those who need you. You are worth every amount of love you've ever convinced me I'm worth" tears started to slip down your face "I've made you jump through so many hoops since you'd been back and I didn't trust you"

He shook his head "No baby. You guarded your heart to protect it. I get it and I will never mind having to break those walls down for you. Come here" his lips found yours in a gentle kiss, moving slowly against each other. You returned the kiss, fingers trailing across his shoulders and down his back. You could feel him start to harden under you so you rolled your hips down against his pulling a slight hiss from him as he kissed you before he pulled back and raised an eyebrow "What are you wanting baby?" you rolled your hips again and his head fell back, exposing his neck so you used the opportunity to nip at a few places you knew he loved "I want you" the groan that fell from him was heavenly "I'm yours"

The next morning you woke up laying on your side with Mouse's frame wrapped tightly around you holding your back to his chest with an arm tucked around your waist. You started to just snuggle into the pillow and fall back asleep but before you could your phone started ringing. Mouse grumbled from behind you "Where is that damn thing?" you leaned up to look around and spotted it on the side table behind him "Behind you"

He stretched one hand out blindly and grabbed your phone before holding it out to you. You saw it was Adam so you swiped the screen to answer "Hey Ruz" Mouse's eyes snapped open at that and a broad grin split his face "Morning Adam" he called out and you laughed when Adam made a fake gagging sound "Oh jeez I didn't need that mental image along with the things I know. You two deviants get dressed and meet me at the diner down from my place. Kim is taking her sister and nephew to the zoo and I need your help with something"

You looked over your shoulder at Mouse who shrugged "I gotta go to my place and grab clothes" you nodded then told Adam "Two hours? Mouse needs to go to his place to get fresh clothes" "Didn't need to know that either but ok see you then" the line went dead and you felt the bed shaking behind you from Mouse's laughter.

When you rolled over to face him he nodded towards where you'd tossed the phone onto the side table "What all does he know about us?" you shrugged "I get chatty sometimes and forget that although he's my best friend he doesn't wanna know things Erin and Kim do. Plus he has been our designated driver for a couple girls' nights...." you trailed off and he simply laughed harder "Well am I getting a good report for last night?" you laughed and pulled him into for a kiss before saying "Top marks all across Gerwitz. Now lets go see whats so urgent Ruz needs us on a Saturday"

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heyhey B!

I love ur writing more than I love air ykwim but I want to ask if you can write Y/n finding out their show has been canceled and the TH boys back her up when she starts arguing with the managers (they're like 16-17 ish in this)

also congrats on the job !!!

thanks sugar ❤︎

Okay yes- I love writing for angry characters 🤭

Don't F*ck with her

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warnings- swearing, roughhousing?

words- 1.1k

(I used my friend Erik for the managers name btw she said he would be a bald fat guy?)

"you're joking?" Y/n rose from her make-up chair were she had already finished her look and was ready for the stage "no- Lynsey your fucking with me right? we're meant to be on in literally twenty minuets and you come in here and tell me it's canceled!" the girl was seething

"Y/n I'm sorry- you need to speak with the manager I can't do anything" her assistant directed with a sorry face "I was just told, the audience will find out soon" Y/n shot past Lynsey who quickly followed her to the boys changing room, the sound of laughing and jokes broke as she yanked the door open

"he fucking canceled the show" Y/n spat

"what?" the boys faces dropped "what do you mean canceled?"

"fucking canceled it! I swear to god I'm going to go ape-shit on Chris right fucking now, who's coming?" with a face like thunder Tom got up followed by his brother and the others "Lyn where are they?"

"follow me" Lyn had worked with the band for years she was one of their best friends and knew that they'd had enough with this new manager Chris constantly messing things up, the red-haired girl directed them to the 'office room' where Chris was sat watching tv "sir- the band are here to see you" he sighed

"yes?" Y/n shoved past the door and eyed the man up "Y/n?"

"canceled?!" Bill asked but was more of a 'are you taking the piss?' sort of voice "were meant to be on soon!"

"I realise that- but" Tom looked toward the girl who was chewing her lip to the point blood would probably start dripping "look"

"No you look right fucking here- we have a whole audience out there still oblivious to the fact were not going on and what reason are we meant to give? our managers a stupid dickwad who is messing around the 5 people who make him the money that feeds his fucking family hm?" Chris stood up from his seat and walked toward the girl, the boys took a step back but she stayed in her place, Gustav reached toward the girl but she didn't budge. Chris was now an inch away from her face, their eyes locked "you don't scare me- not anymore I'm not gonna let you do anything more to our band-"

"who says you have a choice- I own you all, I could snatch every reputation you ever have away from you in a second" his hand went around the girl jaw before letting go quickly "so go back to you room- take off that slutish make up and shut your mouths- understand me?" Bill had enough of seeing Y/n toyed with, he stepped forward shoving the man off her space, a laugh beloved from the man as he turned to the boys, eyes mostly set upon Bill

"don't fucking touch my brother-" Tom spoke pulling Bill back to him "you are fucking ruining our careers and like Y/n said- you pull this show, not one of us get any money- so grow a fucking pair you bald prick and let us play"

"you're a fucking stupid cunt- your making our lives a fucking nightmare" Gustav yelled getting nods from the other 4

"think I'm going to listen to 5 little kids? you're all pathetic" Georg scoffed

"mate your what 55 and make your living of us- your last band fired you so you came to us, who said we ever wanted a money stealing, pervy, pissface owning us?"

"good point- actually tell you what Chris get your shit together- your fired and were going onto that god-damn-fucking stage and telling that whole ass stadium, guys get your stuff were going" Bill walked out and straight to stage, the Tokio Hotel intro hadn't even played but the 5 walked on and the audience roared as they entered "HELLO GEORGIA" the band yelled

"so were sorry about the hold up but we wanna say something- so you all know Chris Satpled? yeah well we just fucking fired the lunatic as he was cancelling our shows and was trying to cancel tonights" Y/n screamed to them all and a huge boo ran through the people making the band clap them, the 5 ran to their instruments, Tom, Georg and Y/n went to get their guitars, Bill and Georg went to their places and waited for the three

"were gonna preform for you all tonight and we'll have a special song for Chris later-" Bill laughed as the band began playing

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"Thank you for a wonderful show everyone and as we said we have a very special song for Chris- so it goes like this- FUCK CHRIS SATPLED FUCK CHRIS SATPLED FUCK CHRIS SATPLED FUCK CHRIS SATPLED" Bill started a chant through the whole stadium of people, the guitarist kept strumming a beat they created along with Gustav and the crowd, Y/n took a step forward to the mic and coughed

"Oh these were bought by Chris' company so-" she took a step back, unhooking the guitar strap from her and slamming it to the floor and a cheer shot from everyone, next Tom and Georg started smashing their guitars and the sound of symbols crashing to the floor as Gustav kicked them down and stabbed the skins of his drums and shoved them along with the kit

The band all met at the front and took one last bow before going off and jumping at each other laughing, they had backstage runners asking what they were doing but the band ignored them all.

Time past and they knew that a crowd would be outside and they also knew Chris would have to walk through them all, they waited at the exit doors and Chris was their speaking with the bands security, their ex-manager took one last look at the all and rolled his eyes "punks"

"get fucked you absolute wank stain- I hope you get fucked over again and again" Y/n grinned waving to the man who pull his coat taught

"I'll find a better band who respects a man like me" Tom shook his head walking to the man and patting his shoulder

"good luck finding a better band than us you knob- now get the fuck out" the people outside cheer's turned to boo's as the stumpy man walked out, water was thrown at him and the chant started again making the band burst out laughing and soon followed his last footsteps, Tom walked close to the girl as they calmed down grabbing things to sign from fans "you know what- we found you all pretty hot when angry" Y/n laughed shoving him away "hey don't just attack me we all did"

"shut it Kaulitz- I swear to god I'll kill you all" she walked away from the 4 boys and started speaking with fans and taking pictures

"don't fuck with her huh?" Georg laughed

"agreed" the other joined following Y/n "hot though?" Gustav looked to the boys who quickly nodded and all started giggling away

[operas-phantom]

Yes thank you to me indeed 😌

Hyde is lonely talk to him

[ladylooch]

Nico request where you let one of his teammates babysit or the new baby comes to meet the team?

A/N: Dad Nico.... *soft sigh* The sweet content we need after a rough playoff Saturday ( at least for me. Congrats if you had a better day 🤪) Here she is...Nico's daughter in What My World Spins Around AU.

Word Count: 1.1k

No warnings with this one.

The metal door bangs closed behind me as I enter the New Jersey Devil’s practice rink. I am weighted down by the carseat that holds my daughter along with a backpack stuffed to the brim with anything and everything I thought we would need. My eyes find Nico who flies along the ice with Jesper Bratt. They’re approaching the net in front of me. Nico passes, then received the puck back, tucking it into the top right corner like it’s so easy. His grin is electric as he peels into the corner by me. He glances up, doing a double take at me. He glides along the zone closer to me.

“You okay?” He asks through the glass. 

“Yeah.” I respond with a big smile. I’m fine. So is our daughter, Lucie. I just needed a change of scenery that wasn’t our kitchen, living room or bedroom.

“Walk this way.” He points to my left. 

I follow the boards along to the bench. I am acutely aware of how on display I am as fans and players alike watch 

Coach Ruff, who I wouldn’t consider to be much of a softy, blows his whistle, skating towards the bench with the rest of the Devils following.

“Hischer, who is this?”

“My baby!” Nico exclaims. The guys cheer loudly, sticks tapping against the ice, hoops and hollers making my cheeks spread wide. “And her hot mama.” I accept a kiss from my husband then put Lucie’s car seat on the boards for the guys to see her. She’s the real star of today’s show.

“Hi sweetheart.” Nico murmurs, reaching down to unsnap her seatbelt straps. She startles in her sleep, hands swaying in the air, a soft puff of a noise coming from between her little lips. The group of sweaty, tough hockey players literally swoons in front of me. They all skate closer until the whole team and coaching staff is surrounding us.

“Um, sorry I didn’t mean to distract you.” I chuckle, scanning their faces. No one, including the gruff head coach, seems to mind.

“We were about done.” Nico tells me, tossing a wink as he works Lucie’s arm out of the straps. 

“Damn. Now I want another.” Brendan Smith moans. “Never got a daughter…” He trails off, looking at her decked out in lavender. Her head has a light pink headband that accents the thick, dark hair she was born with.

“Look at her face.” Erik Haula groans as her little lips pucker while she starts to awaken again from the commotion. “We probably stink.” He jokes. I nod my head in agreement.

One player, Jack Hughes, peels off from the rest of the group, beginning to flick pucks down to the far net.

“Too cool for your best friend’s baby?” Jesper Bratt asks him, slapping his breezers with the blade of his stick.

“Nah. Held Sweet Lu half the night at dinner yesterday.” Jack had come over with a bottle of expensive tequila for me, beer for Nico, and demanded baby snuggles as payment. I don’t think he was even fully in the house before he took her from my arms.

“Uncle Jack is her undisputed favorite.” I tell Jesper. Jack’s eyes catch mine and I see the softness there for our daughter. He winks at me, then is off on his own.

The rest of the group takes peeks and some of them begin to peel off, letting others get a better look at their Captain’s new world.

“Hey Hisch, how is your baby so cute but you’re so ugly?” Miles Wood asks with a shit eating grin on his face, give her foot a gentle squeeze. Nico rolls his eyes, grabbing the car seat from me and skating down to the door of the bench.

“Because my wife is prächtig.” He answers, skates clacking on the mats as he walks towards me. “Gorgeous.” He murmurs a translation, leaning in to kiss me. I wrinkle my nose at the smell coming from him.

“Woof.” I cough, adjusting to breathe through my mouth. He puts Lucie’s car seat on the bench, using a BioSteel towel to wipe off his hands and face from the sweat dripping on his skin.

“Yeah, stinky.” He chuckles, reaching into her car seat and pulling her into his arms. “Wanna take a spin, Lulu?” 

“Slow, Neeks.” I nervously bite my lip.

“Mhm. She’s safe with daddy.” I smile, knowing that’s the truth. Everything about her will always be protected by her dad… and his 19 teammates who still look entranced by her little face bundled against the red of Nico’s jersey.

As Nico twirls around the ice with her, the Social Media Manager, Erin, approaches. 

“Hi, would it be okay if I took pictures of them for the team socials? I can avoid anything showing her face.” We haven’t shared pictures of her full face on social media and haven’t decided if we ever really will. As parents, we just want to keep her safe.

“Um, yeah that’s okay with us.” I say. 

“Thank you! They are so cute out there together.”

She maneuvers around me, holding her camera up and clicking along. Nico notices, looking at me. I give him a head nod that it’s all okay with me. Lucie eventually wakes up completely, whining softly to her dad. He skates her back to me, noting her tightly closed fists.

“She’s hungry, babe.” 

“Yeah, it’s time.” I nod, taking her back from him. 

“Ohmygosh.” Erin murmurs, tilting her camera to show me. Nico is holding Lucie out in front of his face. Her little arms are stretched to the side as he spins her slowly. Jack is next to Nico, his cocky smile wide as the two players laugh at whatever face Lucie is making. Nico’s face is everything in that picture. It’s like Lucie is the only thing in the world that exists. I know that look well. It’s been directed at me daily since we met.

“Can you send that to me?” I ask her. 

“Oh definitely. There are a ton of good ones. Let me edit them a bit and I’ll email them over. Thank you for letting me do this. Devils fans are so in love with your family… respectfully.” Nico and I laugh.

“We’re pretty great.” He grins directly at me. There’s that look again.

“Hey, do I get a turn with her now?” Jack asks, slowing to a stop in front of me.

“Um, I have to feed her then, yes?” I turn to Nico who shrugs like it’s fine with him.

“Yeah. Let Uncle Jack take her. Remind him of what happens when you’re too desperate to wait.” He tosses me a wink.

“Hischier.” I scold him, cheeks flushing red as I adjust my backpack on my shoulders. “For the record, I wasn’t the impatient one.” Nico laughs.

“Something about short, black dresses.” He snaps his teeth jokingly at me,

“Something about desperate NHL captains.” I shoot back.

“Something about married people.” Jack mumbles with slight disgust, then skates off to rip more pucks into the net. 

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X-men finale reaction...

OMG, hell yes. This was epic, this was a triumph and looking at all of the ten episodes together, THE best X-men adaptation ever. It did honor to the source material and was the best decision to keep it in the 90s and not modernize it And it took it beyond and super deep. The music was epic- I want the soundtrack or would attend a live concert of the music. Then the plot and fan service done to the viewers was chef's kiss perfection. There may be detractors out there and I may come down from this cloud and be able to nitpick but not now. I'm too excited and thrilled.

Firstly, I love that Disney is promoting X-men on the main page and was the first thing I saw when I opened the app. Yes, Disney! Disney/Marvel, congrats. You helped create a masterpiece of modern storytelling that revived an old almost forgotten piece of comic cartoon history and pulled it into the modern age. It was perfect timing and us old fans who grew up on TAS was thirsting after, but you also brought in new viewers and viewers like my husband who could care less about cartoon superheroes. But the storylines were compelling and the writing was deep, X-men 97 deserves its flowers. (Spoilers ahead).

Secondly, the writing and character development in this episode was fan service, it was perfection, and it was very well written. Starting with Cherik which I had some objections to last week due to feeling that Xavier was being holier than thou and not understanding Erik. But in this episode seeing the lengths that Xavier would go for Erik melted my heart. I still have some thoughts about Erik "making his X-men turn on each other" as I feel that they are grownups with their own minds, but the rest of the episode with Xavier cradling Erik and willing to go down with the ship with him is gold. Then they busted out the Badass X-women and I loved it! I am a huge Rogue fan and they did right by her- she was accepted back into the team no questions asked and she was so fierce. I teared up when she attacked Bastion with the "Remember it" line and I loved the whole team stepping up, working together to battle Bastion. I also loved the Cable/Scott/Jean storyline and we even got some Morpherine!

Thirdly, some of my predictions came true! I predicted in a previous post that the Avengers and other Marvel characters would make cameos in the finale and I was right! It was a veritable who's who of Marvel characters and I cackled in delight when they popped up! Predictably, Iron Man and Captain America were in the White House with the President. I knew that they weren't sitting out on this one! Then we saw Daredevil, Silver Samurai, Black Panther and Dora Milaje, Psylocke and many more!

Last but certainly not least, Apocalypse and more importantly DEATHBIT! As a ROMY shipper, I squeed so much at this! The fans have been dreaming about this since ep 5 as it gives us even a sliver of having some part of Gambit back and now it's confirmed with that Queen of Hearts cliffhanger. Oooh yes! Even if it's not the Real Remy back, just having Deathbit and a glimmer of Remy back in the storyline is juicy and desired indeed. There are a LOT of Romy and Gambit fans out there and this satisfies us and has us wanting more. Even if it's crazy and complicated, fans are going to eat up a Deathbit storyline, so yes please! And beyond Gambit, Apocalypse is a badass villain- kudos for the writers going here. Comic and Cartoon fans alike can agree that time travel is interesting and will come up with many cool, fascinating new storylines.

I can't wait until Season 2, but until then I will be rewatching the finale a million times. I am so glad that the writers understood the assignment and gave us this masterpiece. It calmed my Romy heart, gave us amazing battle sequences, had fun Marvel cameos, and perfectly set up next season.

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Congrats Erik for 420 videos🥳