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fyreflakes · 7 days ago

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I'm currently recovering from being sick, send me pity

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emmavakarian-theirin · 3 months ago

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ah yes i do love these bad ideas

#i just desperately needed to put these 2 gifs together in 1 post. blackwall and blackwall 2.0 #good thing gale isn't the 'we shouldn't. but...' type despite his guilt then i'd REALLY have a theme hahaahaaaaa.... pity #anyway the fact that both of these are romance initiation scenes too??? bioware you can't keep doing this to me (please do)#lucanis dellamorte #blackwall #thom rainier #....i don't think i EVER tagged blackwall as a ship tag?? my bad #rook x lucanis #rookanis #rook and morty #dragon age inquisition #dragon age veilguard #da4 #mierda that's a lot of tags #also TALL QUNARI ROOK MY BELOVED yes short king pin me against the wall

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chalkrub · 11 months ago

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mockley time it's mockley time will you have some mockleys of mine

#my art #oc #mockley #anthro #furry #dinosaur #i think i like this mockley i think i'm guiding her to where she needs to be design-wise to fit in with her human cohorts #and the lines were fun as hell to render. mockley has so many textures #been in an art rut recently. feel like i'm guiding my art where i don't want it to go. and also feel limited in what i can do #big pity party basically lol but it's good to recognise that and be like well whatever. just do some studies and get back on track #less throwing myself against the same wall and more finding a ladder to get over it. which will involve more studies and less oc drawings #and also less comparing myself to other people and especially people younger than me who have amazing art it's BAD for you #compete with YOURSELF and you can neverrr lose. you can never lose if you have fun LOSING #learn to LOVE losing #my favourite vinny vinesauce quote and one of my favourite motivational quotes ever. he said it as a joke while salty at mario kart #but it's resonated positively in my life ever since hearing it #fall in love with failing.....learn to love losing....(said to myself)

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rninies · 1 year ago

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HE WILL BE MINE 👹👹

#ky rants #I NEED THIS CARD SO BAD #LIKE HELLO THE ROSE?? HIS BLUSH??#tomorrow. first ten pull #EARLY PITY AT LEAST PLEASE.#like you guys don't understand what i went through when the trailer for this card came out like #I YELLED #THE WAY I YELLED WHEN MC STARTED TICKLING HIM WITH THE ROSE #GIRL INWISH THAT WAS ME #I NEED HIM SO BAD #BUT OH MY GOD XAVIERS CARD???#I WANT THAT ONE TOO #BUT NO IM LOYAL TO RAFAYEL #love and deepspace #rafayel #for all time #love and deepspace rafayel

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ky4ns00 · 15 days ago

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"YOU DID SMTH WRONG HOW COULD YOU NOT FEEL BAD"

Me with me low empathy and autism, genuinely not knowing what I did wrong because they didn't tell me (which if they did, 9/10 I would have been happy to resolve/compromise/apologize for the problem) and I'm not a fucking mind reader for god's sake

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rapidreptile · 1 year ago

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autistic understimulation isn't just physical btw. it can also be entirely emotional. like wanting to feel something so bad, but just not being able to find that emotion to any great degree, as much as you feel like you want to. it's a big reason why I seek intimacy in most of my friendships. like friendship is cool and awesome and I love it. but I also need things to hit my brain a lot harder than just 'hanging out' sometimes

#don't take this as me using my autism as an excuse to garner sympathy/ pity intimacy or ill freaking bite you #genuinely i need extra stimulation to actually stimulate the emotions that make me feel alive #and i will seek that responsibly

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buttercupshands · 1 month ago

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My emotionally immature ass still doesn't understand a thing of how people can pity characters

Not like I don't try to understand it! I just... Can't? Understand that??? At all???

Like why would you pity a character for their sad backstory or whatever, and poof suddenly a character is pitiful as hell, and suddenly they're understandable because a person can call them a wet kitten under their care

And that's something I can't do for some reason

And again, not like I didn't *try*, it's just a thing I can't understand at any capacity other than 'some people do that to show their affection of that character, that's their way of caring

Granted talking to more people makes you understand them better! Doesn't help much! But it's something!!

#thoughts aloud #rant post #In a way #I just kind of ended thinking while on a walk WHILE being sick #Anyway despite this I can see what traits make a character pitiful #And Rose my sweet oc is a walking example of a character so pitiful so sad it's heartbreaking #Or at least that's my overall view of her I have in my head #While feeling absolutely nothing towards her she suffers because I wrote her like this #Sam having somewhat understandable story might make them look better but they're still a piece of shit #Maybe this in a way reflects how I was raised and stuff who knows #I physically can't pity anyone and if I do it's not nice and people hate me doing that #But sure pity is not a thing anyone likes #Empathy is hard too like... Good god I need a person to be a close friend or something to actually care #I have no idea how people live understanding everyone and being soooo kind and giving #I learn how that works though! I try to at least appear that way as it looks like I'm some kind of villain otherwise #But idk over the years I've been getting better at trying my best to comfort ones I talk to and interact with #In any case! I'm kind of sick rn and on a walk so thinking is normal #This topic actually keeps me so confused for years at this point bc people I've met have been so open and mature with their emotions #Amd then there's me ruining everything every time just because I don't get it #I get being curious I get being selfish and cruel for the sake of it #I don't get being patient and understanding to someone like that when they're actively making you uncomfortable #Which is why I'm sure am writing and enjoy characters with conflicts like that - just look at whatever characters I draw #I never get too far from characters that brings me comfort of being normal in a weird way #Anyway!

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mazken · 3 months ago

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assorted sketches of my skyrim ocs (it's almost all just the one oc)

#id in alt #skyrim #the elder scrolls #tes #i'm not tagging this in detail half of these aren't even finished. that screenshot isn't even up to date i remade her because i wanted to #start from scratch w survival mode on and a slightly different build. i was gonna crop this in half so it would look better and didn't #because my computer is so frail and so pitiful and hates medibang paint and also me so bad #elf woman. take it or leave it #my art #i'm not entirely sure the height difference in the top left is accurate (dark elf lady (suleil) is 6'7 wood elf guy (codriel) is 5'4ish)#but i think that her hair and ears are cute in it so it's okay. he's standing on a box #his armor was also omitted because im not drawing fur armor and its all he wears Codriel im so sorry i promise i love you too.#love my darling dragonborn codriel. don't know how to draw him though #suleil i have a lot more figured out i just need to work out like. what EXACTLY i want her features to be #oc: suleil #oc: codriel #if its too blurry i may actually crop it. tttomorrow

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mangofanarts · 1 year ago

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(Excluding the original eggs out of this conversation) Out of the three new eggs, Empanada gives me oldest vibes, pepito gives off middle child vibes and Sunny is the youngest

#qsmp #qsmp empanada #qsmp pepito #qsmp sunny #you can't tell me that sunny doesn't give off such youngest kid vibes #she wants everything - she sees something and she points at it and immediately goes to her dad going DAD!!! I want that TOO!!!#she hands out diamonds to people even if it's out of pity #it's to help them out and she is sweet!! She handed a crown to the guy who her dad said #was her bodyguard and she wants to be a STAR!!! But at the same time she only sticks to her dad when he comes online #she wants to be liked just as any other kid does and doesn't understand why another kid can't like her and gets upset about it #Sunny is suchhhhhhhhhh a lil baby to me #Empanada seems like she would listen to her parents to whatever they will tell her to do and she will do her best so that she can get #validation from them and praise and she will get it!! While pepito - I don't feel like I need to explain with him #do you see my vision

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zaynes-left-chesticle · 2 months ago

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Have I been at work for 3 hours today and not gotten a single thing done?

...Maybe? 😬

#thank you past me for saving an SSR wish crate for months so I was able to collect a 2nd one today and unlock our colonel companion 🥹#and then throw diamonds at painful signal #now i just need wait 10 days to get 'endless summer' for free #and hope the other pity systems come in clutch for 'hidden waves' and 'exclusive aftertaste'... I've got this shit figured out #love and deepspace #odds of the rest of this plan actually happening are probably zero but I'll still be able to collect the ones i don't get at some point :)#even if sky's embrace fails caleb... the zayne mems i picked will rank up to R3 :)

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cctinsleybaxter · 2 months ago

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that post is important to me because several people on this site (including the circle i run in) called out gaiman's behavior on here as being legit worryingly inappropriate and i think were, tragically, able to process his being an abuser (though of course not the form of the abuse itself) more readily than the rest of the world- but i also keep seeing people being overtly smug about that* when No One i've talked to thought to question the widely-accepted narrative that he had left the church at a young age and denounced it; really is at the heart of the abuse/torture so i'm glad the article took on that angle

#ngaiman #*insane behavior- 'thoughts and prayers for the victims now let me marinate in my little detective power fantasy' i've been blockingggg #also obviously the people being smugly like 'well i never liked his books and could sense something was up'#but we don't need to give them the time of day- i pity you and hope your number never comes up if you think media works like tea leaves

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melit0n · 3 months ago

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#you know I really do love it when your teachers take you aside and look you dead in the eye and say that you're not trying hard enough #like dude I am trying. I spent four hours every day of my break aside from Christmas Eve and Christmas Day studying #I'm sorry that I can't remember this specific Sanscrit word or specificall when Aristotle was born but dear God I'm trying #please don't say I'm not putting in enough effort #let alone tell me that on the Big Exams where I don't get a re-do I'll barely pass #because you *are* making me feel like I know nothing #and discouraging me is going to do no good for my memory #and now I'm crying over the fact I can't identify a fucking subordinate clause and the head word in a noun phrase #because yeah that's the absolute basics and I could do it two weeks ago and now I can't and that means I am not trying hard enough #I'm academically useless and absolutely pitiful #and if I don't do well they'll put me in extra classes again which I don't have time for nor do I need because they never help in the way #that I need help #one day back at school and I'm already contemplating just saying I'm sick again #I don't know #I don't want to be here

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campingwiththecharmings · 1 year ago

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ever get the feeling some people are just...tolerating you?

#like #they don't really wanna talk to you #but they feel bad if they don't. like they're ignoring you or something.#so they do it out of...some kind of pity #or obligation #or so they don't feel guilty #like pls. if that's you know that i dnw you being my friend out of pity.#and i mean that #if you don't really like me or are meh about me #that's okay #ik i can be a hard pill to swallow sometimes #stubborn af #talking to me is sometimes like pulling teeth #low self esteem and trust issues #lol #i have a lot of issues and i get that people don't always wanna deal with my shit when they have their own #maybe i just need to accept that there's no one who really wants to put in the work it's gonna take to 'crack' me #bc i'm sure it takes hella patience and perseverance #and like for what lol. what am i even offering?#my insecurities? my awkwardness? my trauma?#don't get me wrong ik i have good qualities but #those are the things you'll have to deal with if you want to be close to me #i will make you jump thru hoops. i do not trust easily.#it takes a lot to get me to open up and ik some people will not see me as worth the effort #and that's okay #i wish it was easier for me to open up to people but...it isn't *long sigh*#sorry lol i'm on my period and rly in my head today apparently #ignore me

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sskk-manifesto · 4 months ago

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Next time we should just skip over ep 3 and do a chapters 84-87 reread

#Mmmmmmhhhh.#Well. If anything you can always tell when there's a ss/kk episode by the fact that it takes me two hours to watch it lol #What can I say. I'm a compulsive screencap taker #Mmmmmmhhh... I was right it wasn't as bad as I remembered it. Still moderately bad but not all bad.#It's just. I can feel the animators did their best.#I suppose it's just a difficult episode to animate within a short time frame since it's a specifically action packed one.#And the lack of time really shows. Like there *are* some detailed animated passages here and there. But then there's also these long static #shots that stretch on forever that are just... Idk. A little saddening to see I guess? Like the animators really ran out of time for them #There's also a big component of... I just can't vibe with the newfound artstyle. Like it looks soooo much worse than s1 in my opinion #Which you know‚ is only subjective! But eh... The distance between s2ep11 and this feels abyssal.#Everyone looks so ugly oftentimes. Like even in curated shots‚ they're just very rough and ungraceful.#Which like?? How could you look at Harukawa's art and come up with //that//??????? But it's whatever #And the pacing is so so off 😭😭😭 God please to death with 11 episodes long seasons give us filler episodes back. Please!!!!#The pacing is atrocious and it has not even to do with the animation. Even greatly animated episodes suffer from it.#Mmmmhh... I don't particularly like Fukuchi's vacting... He doesn't sound tired enough. Nor as pitiful as much as he should tbh #Among the three I feel like only Uemura really nails the job. I'm so sorry Onoken but I feel like even Akutagawa needs to sound vulnerable–#once in a while‚ you know? Although‚ if he's only going with how Bones depicts him‚ then I get why he would act him out like that 😭😭😭#There were so many reused shots too... The ones from the end of s2ep11... The s3ep12 kokko zessou one... Ss/kk running in the corridors...#Overall. Not as bad as I remembered it. But at the same time I get why I was so distraught because they really wasted the best four–#chapters of the manga just like that.#The “is his life that precious to you” moment was terrible 😭😭😭 Head in hands fr #Oh well. I babble a lot but it was okay. Like at least it wasn't season 3 kind of bad. And definitely wasn't t/pn s2 kind of bad LOL #I just hope ss/kk will be made justice in the future (╥﹏╥)#Especially since their new scenes (current manga events) are possibly going to be adapted in the first episodes of the new season.#If Bones pulls another s5ep3 on them you're going to see me on the news #Then again I have hope the arc finale will be adapted in a movie... Who knows...#Most of all I hope they change art style direction again D:#random rambles #Whaaaa it's so late already!!!#Edit: Oh also to not forget I've made like. One hundred posts. Maybe it's time to unfollow me now if you haven't already D:

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asofterepilogue · 6 months ago

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I apologise for the person I'll become when "would you fall in love with me again" is released

#just listened to the snippets and it's. a lot.#I will cry I know I will #(spoilers ahead ig)#odysseus' response when penelope brings up the bed had me choking a little bit #and then 'don't tell me you're not the same person' how DARE YOU actually after 'so much has changed but I'm the same yes I'm the same'???#you know he was trying to convince himself and then she's just like I know you are I don't need convincing I'll convince YOU #and then the just a man reprise specifically with the 'I'm just a man who's trying to go home' melody like??? nah that's too much #and the instruments coming together... please take pity on me I'm tearing up already #ugh. so happy for that dumbass he deserves none of this but he'll sure get it 🥹#epic the musical #mine

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ozsvessalius · 6 months ago

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idk if they're spam or not, but PLEASE STOP SENDING ME SIGNAL BOOST ASKS.

i have no job, less than 200 followers & am living w my abusers. i don't have any means to help Myself, much less anybody else.

i barely fucking come on here anymore bc of how depressed/suicidal i am zapping all my energy please fucking leave me alone stop fueling my intrusive thoughts abt me being useless & living being pointless bc of how awful everything is holy shit

#mine #important #DONT send me a pitying ask i don't want/need reassurance just stop fucking sending me calls to action #i literally come here to vent atp. that's it. i barely even scroll my dash. i cannot help you leave me alone

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