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My friend asked me to draw them a hand-holding ref even though I don't know how to hands
#in stars and time#isat#in stars and time fanart#isat siffrin#siffrin#in stars and time siffrin#isat isabeau#in stars and time isabeau#isafrin#isat isafrin#in stars and time isafrin#But who am I to pass the opportunity#to draw a happy Sif#Go little guy. Get your hand engulfed by your man
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just rembered I was gonna say. it could've been so so funny if Maul had decided to steal Obi-Wan's "girlfriend" instead of killing her in front of him - heartbreak may not be the strongest pain, but it would last longer than grief. he can behave when he has to, and he certainly can behave as more diplomatic than Vizsla, making himself the lesser of two evils for her. and in exchange for her hand, he will return the throne of Mandalore for its rightful ruler. he insists on inviting Obi-Wan to the wedding just to make him uncomfortable. somehow Obi-Wan ends up dragged into their "honeymoon night" (debating politics, business, ethics and other "fun" topics in varying states of undress). (it's unexpectedly actually fun because they are like a trio of angels and demons on each other's shoulders.) he fails to leave before sunrise and gets spotted by the staff delivering breakfast in bed. rumors are uncertain on whose lover he is - the duchess's, her new consort's, or both. Obi-Wan hates it. Maul hates it too, but he leans into it because making Obi-Wan uncomfortable is like microdosing revenge. Satine is equal parts delighted and scandalized.
#hm i should make an original post tag#obimaultine#maul#obi-wan#satine#not proper tagging this because fuck it#but anyways i am back on my 'make them accidentally a throuple' bullshit. because it's fun#no i don't think maul and satine would ever actually like each other. but i do think they both might do it to make obi-wan jealous#maul because he wants to see obi-wan suffer. satine because who is she to pass up the opportunity to get his attention#i. might add this feeling to the marriage of inconvenience au#but it's too early to tell because that thing is SO in the beginning. i am nowhere near this point of the story#or i could make a whole short thing about it
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mfw I find fluorescentgrey’s band of brothers fic
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#its sort of funny. i think my medication is working pretty well. i feel stable in a way i never really have before#is it the dopamine stablizer or is it my ion channels? whos to say. it doesn't matter. but it also doesnt change some things#the ways i think and react negativly to change. but it makes it easier to deal with. i still experience this strange dispaire on the#weekends or anytime im not working. i think the oddest thing is thst i dont think ive ever been this consistenly sad#not in a depressed sort of way. just a passing thoughts make me tear up sort of way. it doesnt feel out of control. it just feels like a#prelude to grief i guess. bc my mum is still in the hospital and its so hard to kno what that means from halfway across the country#my sisters are both home right now. they both live within 3hrs of where we grew up. one sister lives in the city my mom goes to for#treatment. so they have the opportunity to see her more than me. i dunno if they do tho. we dont really talk. i dont kno if they're as sad#as i am. if im overreacting bc i cant physically see what's happening. what the feeling is in the room. not that she would probably complain#shes the suffer in silence type. my dad keeps texting us pics of our shitty lil sunroom that hes redoing#to make my mum a lil sanctuary. he must be sad too. its his wife. hes staying with her in the hospital rn. i dunno its so weird#when i talk to my counselor she assumes i find out info thru calls or talk to my sisters abt it and i gotta b like nah we dont really talk#i get my info thru text. i havent talked to my parents on the phone in like a month. i dunno we just dont talk. so i dont kno how to reach#out and be like yo so whats up? shoulf i plan on coming home this summer for a bit?? like???#this is the disadvantage of leaving thr place where you grew up. probably when i finish my phd i should move closer to home#somewhere in the Appalachian mountains maybe. somewere in the eastern deciduous forrest. somewhere with thunderstorms.#but thats years from now. who knows what ill b doing. for now im just sad and tired and i dont quite kno what to do in the short or long#term bc im feeling the weight of my mental limitations rather intensely. but maybe im just being self limiting#whatever. i dont have a dead mum yet. shes not even on hospice care. things are just uncertain and dont look so hot#i just dont see how it can get better from here when chemo gave her secondary blood cancer and shes still full of tumors#i dont think im being that dramatic. it just objectively seems not great for survival#unrelated
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Feel free to answer privately but I’m curious, what do you think of ルクジェ? 🤔 (In any sense ofc not just wrt sexual assertiveness)
I USED TO BE A ジェイルク ONLY MAN but ive changed my ways since i (semi-jokingly) characterized jade as. haha, well. having not a lot of experience topping in a fic i will never finish
now i am. more open-minded
basically my general thoughts though are. luke is a fucking bottom. even when he tops. and jade is a man of many facets.
#i also like one of them being in love with the other who is just oblivious (whoa deja vu?) and while USUALLY i prefer jade -> luke#luke -> jade is also good......#for propriety's sake- and because i simply enjoy it 😋- ofc luke is usually the one who says something first!#a man of jade curtiss' standing (and age) simply could not instigate something so scandalous#but like. if he's not the one who starts it who is he to pass up the opportunity :)#that is a massive oversimplication of a complicated matter that could go a billion ways for Fun but LMAOOOOOOOO#tangentially i am so taken by the way jade in rays is just like#the luke man but in the bg#he is content as long as luke is happy and lives his life....#ANYWAY YEAH IM#i like them your honor#i like a lot of things#v#reply#toa tag#jadeluke
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mostly so far. like re: hanako deliberately bringing up the murder he committed. and making threats against kou as a form of self- harm punishment and sabotage. because he doesn’t feel he deserves to be seen as good. because he doesn’t feel that he is good. and the direct IMMEDIATE consequence of teru showing up to, on paper in plainest terms, save his little brother from, on paper in plainest terms, evident danger at the hands of the supernatural who’s got him pinned with a knife at his throat. this is all so fucked. kou hasn’t ever seen his brother wearing the expression he’s wearing right now and the expression is SCARY and kou is being torn between believing in hanako’s goodness and believing in his brother’s competence and talent and it’s like. he’s a younger sibling and younger siblings follow the lead of their older siblings. so what if teru is right about hanako?
what if he isn’t?
and teru’s doing what he needs to, what he’s been tasked to do, and part of it needs to be that kou had a knife to his throat, but the other part has to be that he told kou it was too much for him and he told kou that he wasn’t mature enough for this and the only reason he conceded is because his baby brother pleaded with him to get another shot at it. and then the next day he doesn’t have a choice but to intervene! part of it needs to be that kou had a knife to his throat, his little brother had a knife to his throat, but the other part of it has to be that he shouldn’t have conceded, but given that he did kou should have just listened to him. like has teru ever had cause to resent his younger brother before. I don’t know yet! but before this kou thought that teru must surely be going into all those fights, doing all he does, with a smile on his face, because he was always wearing a smile when he turned back to look at him. and he’s finding out now that that wasn’t the case. how much of that was teru protecting his younger brother from thinking about the nature of what was happening and how much of it was teru wanting to keep kou from looking at him with this expression.
how much of it was an older sibling’s obligation and how much of it was a tactical prevention of a stab through the heart. is all I mean.
#also the look in hanako’s eyes. jesus FUCKING christ#hi sunnnfish are you seeing this. When the Wanting to die hits#tbhk#jshk#dirtbrain digression#AND THATS ALL. WITHOUT SAYING#THAT KOU IS THE ONE WHO HAD THE KNIFE TO HIS THROAT. BUT HE’S ALSO THE ONE WHO SAW THE LOOK IN HANAKO’S EYES#so he KNOWS that something is off with hanako but he can’t say that anymore! the opportunity with trust has passed!#kou is the boy who cried wolf already because teru can’t afford to let anymore near misses happen!#kou needs to be the boy who cried wolf after just this because teru doesn’t know that the next time won’t have him eaten!#i am going to die.
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Do you want animation? Or just regular art? Or editing or motion graphics or some pipeline help or some other thing? Just let me know!
qwilman.carrd.co
#animation#indie animation#looking for work#2d animation#motion graphics#i never know how posts like these do on tumblr#but who am i to pass up an opportunity to post
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it is not slacking off to write or create it is not slacking off to do things that are fun i am not slacking off or procrastinating right now i'm allowed to do things i enjoy doing for fun including playing games and writing and such
#if i say it enough i will remember it's true#can you guess which aspect of capitalism i'm struggling with today?#it does not help my bones are somehow WORSE than yesterday even after all of the rest i took so that's Super Fun:tm:#so i've got that on in the back of my head#ugh#i... am putting off calling my grandma - i meant to do it last week but i got too in my head about it#and uno reversed myself into forgetting to do it at all until the Worst Times Possible#(generally around Normal Fuckin Meal Times)#i want to call to wish her a belated mother's day and check in re: grandpa but also...#also i don't want to have to do a phone call i don't want to talk to them about anything at all#they stress me out to talk to and it makes me super uncomfortable to be on the phone in general let alone with a Heavy Topic over our heads#like.... i'm comfortable with where i'm at acceptance-wise with Grandpa's whole situation#and i know i am late for a better relationship with the pair of them in general#like i'm not going to repair a relationship that wasn't built to collapse down to this point this is as far as it got built up to#i'm not building more relationship between me and someone who i know is passing soon when they didn't take the opportunity either#like they had just as much chance as me to improve our relationship after i became an adult and they chose to use my mother as#an intermediary which has stunted their connection to me and that's not my fault#i admittedly did not reach out but i was not taught i could safely do that to anyone#because my parents badmouth literally any person they know for one reason or another#i regularly fuck up in conversations with my grandparents because i'll say somethign that is a holdover from my understanding of them#through my parents and it's like. kind of really insulting! and i've been doing it my whole life and i know as soon as i get their reaction#and i can't recover because i don't actually know them at all#so i can't be like ''oh my god i know that's inaccurate i have no idea why i said that'' because i *don't* know until after i've done it#every goddamn time it happened the last time i got a call from them too#like... my bio fam/family of origin is just not good at keeping in touch and i know i'm a product of that#and i know theoretically how to adjust for it but it does require work on the other end of the line too#and unfortunately i know my bio family too well and know they won't do their part#i grew up in the group project everyone hates#and i'm on my way to deciding they can show up to the presentation day without me#i've started a new family project over here with blackjack and hookers
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I’m glad you like the Predator Robeast, I feel it is a criminally underrated member of Voltron’s catalogue of monsters.
I hope you’ll be able to integrate into your VLD rewrite, it would be so freaking cool to have it appear.
Also, I think it would make sense swap the positions of the individual animals in the Predator Robeast, with the Dragon of Black Quintessence as the torso and head, the Wolf of Red Quintessence as the right arm, the Snake of Green Quintessence as the left arm, the Shark of Blue Quintessence as the right leg, and the Bull of Yellow Quintessence as the left leg.
YEAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!!!!!!! like nothing against the og layout but the dragon being like. one of the arms AND the wings was a little weird ngl but if it was the head and body and wings like the black lion is idk I feel like that would work better. also shiro's nemesis literally being a dragon is soooooo fuckign coolll I cannot get over it
#still working on Who i want to be piloting predator tbh.....#idk if it has pilots in voltron force but well. i am never one to pass up an opportunity to make some narrative foils. so.#i have some vague ideas for ppl who could pilot predator but i will have to .. think abt it ... very very hard#but regardless. i am Rotating. Marinating even.#i already have some ideas for how predator can be utilized against team voltron and y'all.#y ' a l l .#its gonna be soooooo fucking delicious <3333333#quintenary stars series#xpegasusuniverse
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work anxiety starting before work itself hahahahaahahahahahahhhaha
#IM BAKCIJ THE FUCKIGN BUIDLIGN .AGAIN. AUSUSUXHEHWHGLHKF#im grateful i have an internship for this summer with the way the job market is like currently.#im grateful that i have the opportunity to lessen the burden on my parents shoulders. im grateful that this job can pay rent and groceries#and tuition for a few terms im grateful i get to gain experience while still in school that will hekp me in the future#IM GRATEFUL FOR ALL THIS!!!!! BUT STILL I FUCLING HATE EVERYTHJGN#i hate being unable to eat anything ir sleep at night bc all i can think about is shit i have work tomorrow i have to email this guy and#finish these tasks and impress my manager and be approachable and enthusiastic and eager to learn and not make any mistakes#and not fail anything bc im getting graded on this its alwags grades its always the fucking grades#isnt it. it was the grades that had me crying on walks home from school when i was 9 and it was grades that made me waste away 9th grade#it was grades that made me unable to stomach anything during weeks with tests and it was and is still grades that#dictate every single fucking part of my life#and even tho the ppl who used to yell at me for getting a B in math in 5th grade are no longer yelling at me for getting 60s in linear algeb#ra and stats and calculus and cs#haha.ha when ur university is famous for its.. horribly high suicdie rates#i find that the yelling comes from me now. ive replaced the adults who would sit beside me at the dinner table#yelling bc yea guess what 8 year old me didnt understand division at first#god i hate this school so much. i hate what im studying im gratefula nd am so privileged to be ahle to further my educarion and receive#all these experiences mot everyone can have but god everytime i return to the city where the school is#i feel like throwing up and sobbing and just never ipening my eyes again#haha yea. i hope i csn get a job to support myself in the future#i hope i can still have time for hobbies#why si everyone at school so good at everything#ive met more people who have passed their rcm 10 and arct exams for piano than those who havent#i have classes with people who have already published research papers with professors in the states#my classmates can breeze through a cs assignment while still playing fir varisty teams. working out everyday. goijg ti parties.#eating and cooking balsnced meals each week. having a social life..the whole combo#meanwhile i get overwhelmed because i have to respond to an email and finish an assignment in one day#how do i become like them#why was this about work anxiety at first and why is it about the eternal imposter syndrome and lack of self confidence#i just want money man... i dont give a shit about snything anymore
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this guy and i made eye contact and i broke it immediately as usual and just walked away. we are in the same year and case study group (11 students in total so we have plenty of time & opportunities to interact) yet i haven't said a word to him (nothing special abt the guy. it's just that i keep saying that i want to make friends yet keep avoiding interacting with new poeple.) this won't do. people might think i'm rude/awkward
#he was alone and looked unoccupied and so was i lol. i almost always say PASS to these kind of opportunities to start a conversation#by nothing special abt him i mean i don't have a crush on him or am excited around him. regular person. if he was a regular person who#wasn't in my year it would be so easy bc i don't mind talking to 'strangers' first bc even if it goes awkward ik i won't have to see them#again
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@waxgentleman
"Yohohohoho! I mean! Who am I to refuse my well-deserved prize? Even though I still have no idea what exactly we were playing..."
#“who am i to pass on that opportunity???”#it's like with those old cartoons where whoever wins the race gets to kiss the princess#what i am saying is#mr 3 is the princess#○hear the chilling voice○ ~ ic.#○the smile of a wax statue○ ~ waxgentleman ; mr 3.
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𝒈𝒆𝒕 𝒕𝒐 𝒌𝒏𝒐𝒘 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒎𝒖𝒏 ♡
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tagging : @smokedfires , @divinealign , @hrbingers , @lowskey , @illctaffairs , @womansound , @gatekepts , @hcmevideos , any of my mutuals < 3
𝐃𝐀𝐒𝐇 𝐆𝐀𝐌𝐄.
⋆ what’s your phone’s wallpaper? just a cute lil pink gradient 🤠
⋆ the last song you listened to? AMERICA ... AMERICA HAS A PROBLEM 🇺🇸
⋆ currently reading? pretty girls by karin slaughter < 3 shoutout to bee for putting me ON !
⋆ last movie you saw? john wick 4 fun fact the power went out in the theater mid movie i was scared for my life
⋆ last show you watched? can’t remember fr fr but i’ve been watching cody ko and noel miller on youtube constantly
⋆ what are you wearing right now? nike shorts and harry’s love on tour merch 🤩
⋆ how tall are you? 5'5'' 🤭
⋆ piercings / tattoos? no tats and just pierced ears ... i had my nose pierced also but it got infected and closed up 🤒
⋆ glasses / contacts? NAURRR I CAN SEE ON MY OWN !
⋆ last thing you ate? a cosmic brownie them shits slap
⋆ favorite color(s)? all the colors but like (pastel version) [from the vault] i eat that shit up !
⋆ current obsession? playing fortnite... ten kills on the board right now just wiped out tomato town !
⋆ do you have a crush right now? well, yes. i’ve been so heart eyes over jessica alexander ... happy pride month! 🏳️🌈
⋆ favorite fictional character? there’s so many i could go on and on and on..... the first that came to mind for some reason was connor from detroit: become human ????????
⋆ last place you visited? memphis, tn 😝
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I literally can't believe you do not get a one-on-one section or conversation with estinien until the VERY END OF THE GODDAMN EXPAC
#saint.txt#spoilers#major spoilers#estinienposting#YOU KNOW? THE NEWEST GUY HERE WE KNOW THE LEAST?#WHO'S CHARACTER DEVELOPMENT HAPPENED OFFSCREEN?#DEVELOPMENT THAT HAS COMPLETELY CHANGED HIM AS A PERSON SO WE CAN'T COAST OFF HIS HW CHARACTERIZATION?#WHO NEEDED THE MOST HELP BC OF HIS INHERITED WRITING PROBLEMS FROM HW?#(yes I know they wrote a short story abt him. my rule is that I am fairly harsh on important character details and lore that is not#communicated in the primary medium. ie. if I have to go somewhere else to learn core character lore it should be in-game.)#but no. he's just here to be vr.tra's hype man. and I like vr.tra but goddamn.#like no wonder he feels like a side character just tacked onto the scions bc he's consistently treated as one by both them and the narrativ#and nothing is ever really done with that bc it COULD be a genuine conversation on the insularity of the scions and their work#and his perspective as an outsider with a completely different background and history and experiences could be a genuinely interesting#addition to the group dynamic as a shakeup but no!!! he's just here to be funny bc man stupid and nothing else happens!!!#he could comment on how genuinely uncomfortable his joining was (where he was basically press-ganged into it) and how he's been treated#re: the failure to keep him in the loop and the rough way he slots into the group dynamic and the pure fact that he is an outsider#to a years-long established group of friends and unintentionally or otherwise treated as an intruder / obviously doesn't feel comfortable#hanging out with his colleagues bc he passes up every opportunity to do so and how his position here is still 'mercenary'#and not 'friend and ally' AND how he's one of the few ppl here who can genuinely connect w/ the wol re: the lightwarden thing#sorry I'm ranting again but this man's writing is all over the goddamn place and I really do not get the sense that his promotion#to main character status was like. planned out in advance. bc nothing is really done with it other than hey vr.tra here's your dude.
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ANYWAYS the person got back to me and it's all good 🥹
#about me#it's been seven years since we got busy and fell out of touch#and the irony is Once Again not lost on me here#that i've grown so so much in seven years#and that a decade ago i never would've been able to open myself up to rejection this way#i would've simply let an opportunity i care about pass me by bc i could not get myself to ask for help#and i am proud of myself#bc when this person and i talked regularlyish i was still the person who was completely shut off
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if i buy a house next year i solemnly swear to never shut the fuck up about how it was literally only possible because of an inheritance and that in no way should my home ownership ever be attributed to """merit""" or """"financial competence""""
#actually flying out to california really briefly tomorrow to help my mom & aunt sell my grandma's house#fyi for anyone who has seen my vague houseposting literally it'll only maybe happen b/c of this#my grandma explicitly wanted my mom to pass along down payment money to me from her estate after she died#and like i feel Weird about this b/c inheritance in general is A Problematic Thing imo#but the Cool Opportunity this WOULD open--which i AM hella psyched about--is that utah has super lax ADU laws#so if i own a house i can with a super easy permit build a mini house in my backyard for my long term roommate#who lives on SSDI & needs lowkey very-part-time live-in assistance & who i kinda think of as family at this point#so this would be super great for him b/c he could have way more independence but also i'm There If Needed#i will do the lowkey problematic thing in order to be able to do the cool disability solidarity thing#idk
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