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No, I’m not done with just a reblog. I have to talk about his character design. It’s nearly perfect for what it’s trying to accomplish.
There’s scared tissue around his eyes creating permanent dark circles. He’s covered in grime from his work, showing despite his power, he still gets dirty. He has the wrinkles around his mouth, most likely caused by grimacing in anger so often—most likely a result of his childhood. But he’s also described as having a quick, easy smile. He’s good at putting on a mask and the wrinkles show that. They’re the opposite of Gale’s smile wrinkles in a sense. His eyes are almost always narrowed, his eye brows furrowed. He’s always thinking, calculating, and it shows!
And don’t get me started on his hair. There is so much to say about his hair. Did he cut it after experiencing grief? Is it bed head? Did he just not want to spend the time styling it since he works all day? Is there grease in it from his work? Did he cut it himself because it was in the way while working? He’s hardly shaved, so he either gets no sleep or hasn’t had the time. He wears his work ethic on him. It’s not because he doesn’t care about his looks, it’s to show the people that he is putting in the time to be their Archduke (whether some nobles find that gross or below class or not). This is speculative of course. He might just not care because he’s sleep deprived, and dude me too. Or did the devs just not like the way his concept art looked in 3D so they gave him final fantasy hair?
And then there’s the mystery to him that most people would be allured by! Are there scars under his gold bracers from working with devils or metals? Where did the face scars come from (they are angled to maybe have come from a blade in one swing and not two, so a narrow escape)?
His clothes display his values and interested. Demons and dragons. Words are more powerful than actions in a demons contract—charisma and intelligence. Dragons can symbolize Tiamat or the power of Baldur’s Gate with Balduran and Ansur. Karlach mentions he looks the same just with a fancy coat, so could all just be for display. He’s a working man underneath all that embroidered gold.
The only thing I have a gripe with is the collar of his coat. It creates a shadow on his face almost at all times, and it hides away his cheekbones and jawline. But then again, he probably wants that shadow. Mysterious man. I see through you. You’re silly and gay!
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I probably missed other things, but this isn’t the first time I’ve gone off on this tangent. It’s just the first time I’ve typed it all out.
"gortash is ugly"
a part of me dies every time i see gortbashing and obv attractiveness is subjective but i always look back at this one screenshot i took while in dialogue and i sigh and kick my feet
#gortash#enver gortash#rambles#bg3 gortash#the more i look at him the more i love him#bg3#lord gortash
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Everyone in-game acts like Lucanis is this grim, broody guy. Even he acts like that's who he is. But he's not. He's legitimately so sweet and jokes with pretty much every other member of the Veilguard, even Davrin (though those jokes are more barbed). His shouts of encouragement when you or another party member fucks someone up are all so excited and encouraging (my favorites are with Bellara because I love their relationship; I like to think they cook together a lot).
He's genuinely very perceptive and empathetic. His conversations with Harding are so good. He cottons on that she's a people pleaser and intuits why that might be. Puts aside coffee for Neve in the period before she returns from a blighted Minrathous.
Even early on with Spite, when he's nervous about what Spite will do to the point that he basically tortures himself with sleep deprivation, he's not hostile to him in banters. You can say that's a failure of writing but we also see Inner Demons that even early on, the idea of killing Spite wasn't one he enjoys or wants. Its almost like his mixed feelings about Spite have more to do with his own personal hangups than Spite himself.
He's very pragmatic and realistic about his profession but also proud of it, and why not? Killing isn't a unique profession, his is just more regimented, more structured, more professional. He's not broody about it, not wallowing in guilt. He trusts the process, and does his job, and does it well.
He jokes about his "perfectly gathered clouds of doom" but I think this man singlehandedly does more for morale than anyone other than maybe Assan? He does for me at least.
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one night, freshly turned louis feeds from lestat and he drinks so much that lestat carefully cradles his head in both of his big palms and gently pulls him away from his neck "mon cher, i have no more to give", he doesn't want to stop him but he's feeling faint and hungry again "I will go feed and come back home to you, saint louis"
in response louis looks up at him with big round eyes that hold so much hurt in them, lestat said he would take care of him, so why is he stopping him from feeding from him? he promised that he would give him the world so why can't he give him this? and now he wants to leave louis alone to go hunt..?
lestat obviously isn't privy to louis' thoughts anymore but he can see the glassiness that covers his eyes, he can see the sad frown on his face, he notices the way louis is looking at him but not really seeing him and decides that he won't can't leave him alone in this state
so he gathers louis further into his arms, pulls him onto his lap and holds him throughout the rest of the night, occasionally rubbing a hand down his back as if he's comforting a frightened puppy, and peppers kisses on his forehead, nose and cheeks because louis' makes a cute lil sound every single time that he does
When louis eventually comes back to himself he's a bit embarrassed by his actions and tries to pull away but lestat doesn't let him ofc, he holds him tighter and tells louis how sweet he was for him "louis you never told me just how much you liked my blood" he says, his smile evident in his voice
by the time sunrise comes, they have made their way to the coffin and louis is snuggled up to lestat with his face once again in his neck (this is louis comfort place), lestat has his arms wrapped tightly around him and just like that, completely surrounded by each other they fall into a deep sleep.
#louis is blood drunk guys which is basically subspace#new hc just dropped#the hc being that louis likes to feed from lestat#and gets in a subspace like mindset#lestat whispered it into my ear as i was sleeping like he knows louis best sorry guys#i think sleep deprivation might be getting to me lol#loustat#lestat de lioncourt#louis de pointe du lac#interview with the vampire#how do we think lestat would react the first time louis went into subspace?#i think he would be flustered but find louis soooo so so sweet#i guess aftercare is different when you're a vampire but louis just likes being as close to lestat as possible#i keep posting stuff like this ..is it annoying to you guys? idk i worry sometimes 😔😖#btw yes lestat is still hungry...the things he does for the love of his life 🙈
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woe, banana trishaw be upon ye 🍌🚲
happy Solarpunk Aesthetic Week! today i give you: little concept doodle. tomorrow, who knows? 🤷
been thinking about what transportation would look like in the solarpunk noon story i've been slowly working on. rickshaws have long been a part of Asian history, and bananas play a huge role in our local culture, so i made them do the kiss and this thing was born! more details below~
is this rickshaw design functional from a technical standpoint? no, but it's okay. close your eyes. take my hand. let's imagine a better world i drew a trishaw that is anatomically accurate and focus on the fancy, scientifically-questionable features instead ✨
since in my region winter doesn't exist (yet...), my main priority was designing a vehicle that can make use of our 2 beloved seasons: hot and wet <3 i was trying to do something cool with the concept of evapotranspiration, but i don't reeeally know if this idea holds water (haha). so if any smarter folks wanna take a crack at it, i will love you forever
ok wait lemme show my inspirations
i definitely tuk some ideas from the Thai style Tuk Tuks, probably one of the most well-known modern versions of the rickshaw (the last time i rode on one my hat literally flew off in the first ten seconds. 10/10).
but my MAIN inspiration. the reason i came up with this idea in the first place...
Absolute. Bootleg. Absurdity. are you seeing this???
okay so this is in Melaka, and they are obviously tourist traps, but i love them ok. i Love them. look at how far we can push the boundaries of our silly, of our creativity. we could have this sort of whimsy EVERY DAY!!!
plus, the uncle who drove my family around last time was so enthusiastic about taking us around! he infodumped non-stop about the history and cultural significance of every landmark we passed, while laughing the whole time, and i just think that's beautiful.
and what's more solarpunk than stuffing a local beca to the brim with all the little things that we love?
look at this. imagine if they were Real, Living flowers. imagine hopping into one of these every morning. a little roving, rolling garden, taking you wherever you wish to go. each beca frame lovingly customized, harboring their own unique little ecosystems. tiny worlds to discover. imagine that subtle floral fragrance accompanying you, as you chat with your driver on the way back home. maybe you're the driver. maybe you're just a passerby, but a glimpse of that interaction is enough to make your day. maybe this can be our life. are you sold? i'm sold.
#this turned from an art post into a very personal thoughts dump and honestly? im thriving#you will look at SEAsian solarpunk and you Will like it!!!!#art#artists on tumblr#solarpunk#solarpunk aesthetic week#rickshaw#roobiedoodle#roobieramble#sorry for all the silly lines. im sleep deprived and in a jokey mood dhsjk#ohhh if you ask me about my story i will love you forever ever ever#i wanted to post a prototype of it this week but i couldnt make the deadline :(#but answering Qs might help with the worldbuilding so!!!#you can ask me about the rickshaw design too but chances are i will just cry because i Dont Know#this post is brought to you by Can't Ride A Bike Gang btw 🔥🔥🔥 we out here..............h
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Is it justme or is the loading screen hinting at potential pairings? Am I delusional? Aoi is looking at Arthur like in the animation, Lettie and Eleanor have their backs turned to eachother, And Amir is either trying to get Quincy's attention, or they're just both- there, in almost the same space they could've spaced them out evenly or something, showing more of their personality BUT NO
THEY POINT OUT THE PERSONAL RELATIONSHIPS BETWEEN THE THREE PAIRS INSTEAD
#warframe#warframe 1999#aoi morohoshi#arthur nightingale#eleanor nightingale#lettie garcia#amir beckett#This could be either platonic or romantic#Honestly id dig both#But from what ive seen from the hex chat this is pretty much accurate??#Plus Animation reference#My spelling is so bad that i might just be sleep deprived
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Linktober 2024, Day 1, Mirror (Self)
Alright here we go again.
Technically a sneak peak of a bigger thing to come in the future that I'm repurposing, and the result of my final playthrough and readthrough before EoW dropped being Four Swords Adventures and that made me sad about Shadow Link again.
Note that this is for the Four Swords Adventures iteration of Shadow Link that might evolve into an LU Shadow, not Dark Link in either LOZ or LU, I have other plans for him.
This one shot was brought to you by Scars by The Crane Wives, Ribs by The Crane Wives, Ruin by The Amazing Devil and Two Minutes by The Amazing Devil because the author's playlist decided to be incredibly cheeky when they blacked out to write this like an ancient seers being cursed with visions and then called mad and hearing they've been put up for execution.
As always the nature of the relationship can be romantic or platonic, mostly due to the author's time constraints and further plans.
Anyway enjoy the reading!
It was cold.
The sort of cold after a wildfire, when everything's turned back to ash, the sort that left burned your vision white after the flames licked through your veins and left an ache in your bones. He shuddered, coughed black onto the stone floor, shaking with a muffled whimper.
It never got any easier, being dragged from the Dark World and into the Realm of Light, the goddesses' world itself revolting against an intruder, wanting the wound torn asunder into their oh so precious realm cauterized. To purge the intrusion and smite it where it stands.
Too bad for them (and for him), his master didn't particularly care about what the world wanted. Didn't particularly care that he hadn't grow accustomed to the pain or the cold, he had to stand up. There was work to be done.
(Shadow gritted his teeth, willed himself not to think about the prophecy of a golden haired princess- because whether he liked it or not, it was prophecy. As those with divinity running through their veins are wont to spill from their throats so carelessly- of violet eyes and a smile a third moonlight and hands holding a hammer.
It always hurt more, after one of the heroes liberated one of the maidens, or the jewels, the pain lingering for days afterwards and carving a home in his metaphorical bones. But just this once he'd take the cold bite of the Four Swords over the pain in the hole in his chest that Vio's betrayal had left, something that felt so much worse than every other time before.
Just this once he wished that maybe, just maybe, the hurt would be too much to bear, that he wouldn't wake up again-
Why? Why does it hurt so much but he's still here? He already knew the Light was uncompromising and unforgiving, but he thought them at least above curses.)
His ears twitched as soft, almost silent footsteps came up to his side. Someone crouching by his fallen form, setting a cautious hand over his own that Shadow couldn't help but draw away from with a hiss, blinking as his eyes adjusted to the world again, to your face, carefully blank as you guided him to lean against your side, a silver choker with a crimson gem winked mockingly at him, the shade closing his eyes and going boneless against your side.
Shadow was so, so tired.
He heard you quietly sigh, plucking his cap from his head and running your fingers through dark amethyst, smoke and mist made hair. "I told you so."
"Shut up." He grumbled, nuzzling further into the crook of your neck. One clawed hand curling against your free wrist, digging into the skin. Absentmindedly noting there were new scratches just above the metal.
It was routine by now, the warmth of your existence against his own a welcome balm, not quite of the Realm of Light where it's unpleasant, not too close to the Dark World where he felt like melting back into the embrace of the darkness, only to howl in agony at being dragged out.
Memories not quite his own bled into his mind all the time. How you'd shape ice into flowers for the princess in winter with nary a though, of blinking and from one second to the next you'd have whatever sword he had hostage if you though it was time for a break with a smile brighter than the sun.
His master had changed that though. It took months for you to stop trying to claw the collar out and to stop trying to fight Vaati.
(Funny how holding a mage's dragon as a bargaining chip is just as effective as kidnapping a ruler.)
Your gaze flicked to the polished obsidian of the Dark Mirror, to the gold, ornate frame. "The offer is still open, you know. Let me take the suffering from you."
"No." He scowled, leaning back to glare into your eyes, a hint of fangs poking out from a maw struggling to keep the shape of a human jaw, "You helped him. Helped them." Shadow spat, there is that hurt again.
You shrugged, a movement that's just slightly awkward as you flinch, "That I did." You confirmed simply, it almost made Shadow see red as he leaned away, knocking your hand from his head in the process, but if there's anything him and the heroes shared, was a lack of a desire to hurt you. It was a little grating to be honest, "Vio even offered to take me with him, to be honest."
"Then why didn't you leave?" He demanded.
Why did you stick around?
Your eyes shuttered, a hint of conflict in your pursed lips. Before you found your words, they come out softly, "You wouldn't believe me if I told you why. You'll just have to find out yourself."
You tug your wrist from his grasp, and Shadow lets you go.
(Stubbornly pushing down on memories and emotions that arearen'tarenotanymore quite his.)
You stand and turn away, pushing the curtains away from your sight, you turn your tired eyes to Shadow with an emotion he can't put a name to. "Just keep it in mind that there's more than one way to end this. Nothing is truly inevitable."
Shadow watches you go. 'There's nothing that can be done. He tells himself, hand hesitating above the Dark Mirror, briefly, it curls into a fist. The hero's original self stares back at him.
'… Does he really believe that?'
He shakes his head, and focuses on willing the Dark Mirror to show him his counterpart.
His chest still hurts.
#summer writes linktober 2024#lu shadow x reader#well implied#shadow link x reader#lu vio x reader x shadow link#lu four x reader#if we count both Vio and Shadow as part of him which I both do and don't (it's complicated)#lu four x reader x lu shadow#You ever think that considering how Shadow isn't human and a reflection of someone else#that he likely struggles with human feelings and putting a proper name to them?#and that he might share memories and emotions with Four/Link and have a hard time discerning what is his and what isn't#and just possible identity issues in general from being separated from what's essentially every other part of himself?#because I do. A lot. It lives in my head rent free#man I want to write more about this guy#is Reader from Hyrule? Are they isekaied and just doing their best to blend in and somehow ended up a magic user?#Are they a secret third thing or a guide au iteration?#Who knows! (the author does but is too sleep deprived to elaborate)#All they know is that they're have feelings (up to interpretation) for Link and are close to Zelda#that Shadow may have stolen their dragon but they don't want to let him suffer alone now that Vio is gone even though they could have left#and that they would fistfight Vaati if not for their magical restrictions (it will be expanded in it's own one shot)#not necessarily in that order#yes I am adding to Shadow's extensive crimes and making it so that the dragon in the manga in this was Reader's.#They just wanted their scaly puppy back and now they're trapped in the drama and absolutely over it#linked universe x reader#they commiserate with Dot/Zelda over this fact over tea which can probably be an one shot of it's own
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WAIT WAIT WAIT HOLD THE FUCKING PHONE
So normally we only get fullblown, extended and dedicated flashbacks for heroic characters in One Piece, the characters who we're meant to root for. The literal only TRUE exception we've had to this rule was Big Mom's flashback. Even fucking Doflamingo's flashback was tied to Law and Rosinante's
So the fact that we haven't gotten a single fucking GLIMPSE at Crocodile's backstory is?!?
Like sure, we haven't gotten like a Moria flashback, but you know, he literally told us all we needed to know himself, AND we got to see glimpses of him in the Wano flashbacks. Arlong didn't get a flashback of his own, but he did get to cameo in Fisher Tiger's flashback. And Rob Fucking Lucci got a flashback that was 6 whooping panels long
BUT CROCODILE?? Not only do we know almost Fuck All about his story, but also have never gotten as much as a glimpse at it? But his backstory has been HINTED and TEASED at multiple times??
GUYS. FELLAS
Like. I am SURE the "Full Backstories for Heroes Only" rule is going to get broken again, but with Imu and Blackbeard already there just BEGGING to have their beans spilled, can we even be sure Sir Fucking Crocodile is somehow going to become A Villain So Dangerous To The Narrative that he ALSO should also recieve a Full Fucking Backstory?? For his Nefarious Schemes?? AT THIS POINT??
Y'all
I think it's more likely Oda's been saving up Croc's backstory because it might just completely recontextualize his entire character
#CROCODAD REAL?!#UNIRONICALLY#Sir Crocodile#Crocodad#Crocomom#OP Meta#Moon posting#Sleep Deprivation opened my third fucking eye I can see the fucking Matrix#Unironically this is the thing that has pushed me back into actually believing in Crocodad despite the timeline#Because I genuinely can not imagine how else Crocodile could be turned into an (anti) hero if it's not Crocodad#And I can not imagine his villanous schemes needing a backstory to explain them at this point- not over BB and Imu#And I mean sure maybe we could get three whole Extended Villian Backstories for Imu Blackbeard and Croc#But I just feel like it'd be so unnececary#Because there is no fucking way Crocodile is going to become The Ultimate Villian of the Story again#Not without some Darth Vader bullshit happening#But since he's supposed to be based on Wagnas from Romancing SaGa 2 and Wagnas wanted to SAVE the world#Look I have a whole different post about that waiting in my drafts I'll post it later#Point is!! I can't imagine him becoming The Final Villian!! Not at all!!#Also yes there are characters like Mihawk who have like histories etc that I'm sure many people would love to learn about#The only difference is that we've never gotten as much as a hint at what kind of a backstory Mihawk might have#Meanwhile Crocodile Having A History is something that's been hinted at every arc he's appeared in pre-timeskip#Like we KNOW he has a story we just don't know what it is
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man i really like the characterization that chayanne's developed over time
where he starts as the reckless fighter charging in. it's initially for the thrill, as in the first adventure where he, ramon, and dapper drag the adults along to a dangerous adventure. later, he resolves to use that power for kindness — to protect his loved ones. he develops a more peaceful hobby — cooking — to bring joy to himself and the people around him
then as traumatic event after traumatic event happens to chayanne and tallulah, they get locked away from the outside world by his (understandably) paranoid father. it doesn't help that he lost his first life very early
as chayanne grows up he becomes more subdued, to the point of clinginess. he barely wakes up when his father isn't around. the adventures and dungeons he thought he'd miss made him feel homesick instead. he's not envious of the lives of the other eggs as they go on perilous story-packed missions. he's afraid to die
this feels like it's in contrast with statements from dapper and tallulah (his own niece/sister!), who have both said that they're not afraid of death but rather how their parents would react to them
#qsmp#this is not the turn i expected chayanne's arc to go but i am very intrigued#also this is just a sleep deprivation ramble and not a serious in-depth character analysis#also i might be talking out of my ass here but i think chayanne got his softer traits from missa?#like wanting to protect rather than solely fight#but that's not relevant to the above ramble so skdksljsdkdk
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Prismatic Parallel shenanigans
this is probably going to become its own little thing
this was for no particular reason, just felt like posting
#(additional info#the same friend that helped me with the Val and Raggedy thing also suggested the New Yoke Surge and Kit#their names are Voltage and petrol#they were drawn before the rest so that might explain if they look a little wonky)#the urge to ramble is strong but the lack of motivation is stronger#just realized Nine has the least drawings#Noooooooooooo#this is why you don’t skip bedtime kids#/j#Orquidea gets to be a menace#as a treat#girl will go from giving inter dimensional gods therapy to knocking out her sleep deprived brother by any means necessary#this time? Baseball bat.#Chaos and AG do NOT get along#Nine will leave for two minutes and these idiots will almost kill eachother#that’s enough rambling for now#time for regular tags#sonic prime au#prismatic parallel au#miles nine prower#nine the fox#Orquidea the rabbit#surge the tenrec#Voltage the tenrec#kitsunami the fennec#Petrol the fennec#chaos sonic#alpha grim sonic#Sidus the hedgehog#shhh you didn’t see that
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pleaseeee for the love of god don’t let me be sick…
#marzi speaks#marzivents#still just congestion. but it’s such bad congestion that my entire face hurts#it kept me up all night too. i had to sleep with a tissue in my nose#so now i’m sleep deprived and hurting and congested#if i’m sick i’ll have to call my doctor about it bc i’m on the prednisone#and then i’ll have to figure out if i should start tapering down the rest of the way#i’m on a low dose but… if i taper down too fast i’m gonna go through withdrawals#and that’s gonna suck. and could cause another flareup#which could mean another hospitalization. or another withdrawal from school…#i don’t think i’m running a fever. but the rest of my family is acting like i got this from them#bc they’ve been experiencing congestion too#but like. it’s winter. in a different state. surely it’s just bad hay fever right#please please please don’t let me have an infection. please for the love of god#fuck. i’m fully scared about it i won’t lie#might go to my parents and freak out at them. for Support#i really don’t want to let my aunt know bc she dotes really hard#which is like. sweet. but it’s way too much and i can’t deal with it on top of alla this
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boyfriend shirt...
update: if you like this art, please go check out this fic that @chessala wrote for it ╥﹏╥
update cont: this is the first time someone's ever written something for art that I've made, and I'm still so happy and touched beyond words that she wrote this. she was even kind enough to share the initial draft with me and asked for feedback and even worked in little suggestions i had for expanding on different parts of the writing, which was so fun and collaborative and I haven't gotten to do something like that in ages. I'm so overwhelmed (in a good way) and it feels like getting to beam the full mental vision of the scenario i had in my brain while working on this piece into the mind of anyone who reads it; ;
i know these close up crops are a bit silly but well. i did my best lol... the full version is up on my alt twitter linked in my pinned post ♡
please also observe the little 🐰 logo.... it is silly & crucial....
#ssmy#sasaki to miyano#miyano yoshikazu#sasaki shuumei#to say this piece exhausted me is an understatement lol...#i had to completely restart 4 times & because i used the same file the whole time my total hours were logged...#and i literally spent over 120 hours on this from start to finish... the last few days alone was over 20 hours...#this final attempt that ended up working was probably at least 50 or more hours on its own...#I'm mostly happy with how it's turned out but I'm kind of frustrated cause people might look at it and think it's just a sketch#when it's actually a fully rendered piece that i almost gave up on multiple times because the anatomy was so hard to figure out#even after making a pose ref in clip studio to help... the 3d puppet models are great but they DO NOT work well for any sitting poses#sorry to complain so much in the tags lol... i am very sleep deprived and just not feeling great about my art...#frustrated that my adhd makes it so that i have a million ideas - but only the capacity to follow through on any of them extremely slowly..#so i end up feeling like I'm just... i dunno. slow and falling behind... agh 😞#I need to sleep.....#update: i finally had a good night's sleep and now I'm feeling a bit better lol
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Marty + having no clue what is going on
#back to the future#marty mcfly#featuring: just that one scene in his house at the end#if i were to do a compilation from the whole movie that would be A LOT of gifs#but his faces here are so good#MJF is so good at looking confused#it probably helped that he was horribly sleep deprived through all of filming and genuinely WAS confused#shout out to the one where he's behind george at the door#might be my favorite
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Um Yod, Atom and Mudmee are literally the opposite of everything you’re saying here!
They aren’t cowards
They are actually really brave to try things though they are scared 👊
They don’t make excuses
Voicing their worries isn’t making an excuse 👌
They don’t give up
Even when they find things hard or scary, they keep trying. They are actually both really determined to complete the camp and support each other via the Eraser Alliance 🫶
I just don’t get what the message is supposed to be here, or why they made this change 🤔
Being afraid of stuff is ok, it doesn’t make you a coward 😊
#I’ve not been comparing the versions but I just don’t understand the changes here#I’m sleep deprived from watching the election results 🇬🇧#so it might just be me but this didn’t make a lot of sense to me#my love mix up thailand#my love mix up!#my love mix up#my love mix up th#I loved the original camp episode but this episode was a bit meh for me
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Crazy for you, oh boy | Shane x Harvey
Quick tags not in tags: suicidal thoughts mentioned, getting together, mostly fluff, bit of dark humor, they were friends before that, ooc sewers
Shane stood by the Saloon's bar in his usual spot. Also as usual, he was holding a pint of beer in his arm. And in his usual manner, Shane took a sip of his drink. Usually, his mind would be plauged by the visions (getting to work at jojamarkt next day).
Yoba, how he hated that place. He wouldn't work there anymore if he had any say in it. Sadly, he needed that money. Plus, he can't just leave poor Sam alone within the land of Tartarus under the lead of Krotos (Morris).
What was unusuall tonight, was the lack of thoughts regarding his little hell. Tonight his mind was stuck in the purgatory of longing after a feeling. A feeling that he wished for harder with each gramm of the alcohol in his blood.
Shane wasn't prone to those soul minglings before being brought back from the dead at The Clinic. The sight of his momentary guardian asleep on the fucking plastic stool, leaned agains the wall, legs curled to his chest and prepped against Shane's bed frame, made the ex-alcocholic stirr something deep inside of his chest and reset in his brain. He didn't think he could go back to looking at the man the same way he did before. In seconds, Harvey got promoted from being this mystical doctor seen by Shane once when he was running late to his job, to a real person that Shane wanted to get closer to.
Shane wouldn't have known what to call his current feeling if it wasn't for the new farmer, Laura. For someone so disorganised as him, Laura could muster up some good advice when coherent enough.
"The desire to be desired. And the desire to desire that thing the same way." Laura told Shane. He stopped in his track after hearing that. And then he burst out laughing. "What? If I didn't desire to pass down my legacy and Guiliermo didn't desire to be owned by me specifically, we wouldn't have each other!" She picked up her cat up to Shane's face. The orange cat looked at him right in the eye, as if challenging him. To what, Shane had no idea. But the devil's youngling must have sensed his lack of defense and meowed loudly in victory. Shane just turned around and went back to Marnie after loosing the one sided battle. He heard the farmer's laughter goes quiet as he walked.
Closing his eyes, Shane could almost see Harvey's face staring at him fondly. His mind tried to imagine his expression change to more passionate one. Shane tried not to let his mind take control. The more thoughts of this calliber, the most likely he was to send his addictions to the bottom of the cliffs alongside with him.
He looked down at his glass, half full with a beer. It was supposed to be his first and only one tonight. But with how things were going, Shane was tempted to throw the glass across the whole local and preach the words of his soul. How he felt because of the booze. How the will feel because of the booze. How it could ruin their life as hard as it ruined his. How one drink led to another to another to another to another to another to another to anot-
Warm chocolate eyes blinked at him right before his face. Shane relaxed his grip on the glass. He pushed it towards Gus, dropped some coins on the counter and left. He ignored the looks given by the townfolks and let himself fall into the fresh breeze outside. He stood in front of the darkness that loomed over the town at the edge of the forest. Without any more thought, he let himself be swallowed by it. It wasn't long before his eyes got used to the lack of the warm radiation of laps lit up around the town. The sky was truely one of the main reasons why Shane didn't get with his plans. Constelations of unwandered paths streched right above his small and meaningless life. Glittering and saying that maybe it was worth being there even if just to marvel at their beauty for a fleeting moment.
Shane wandered around the forest, his gaze lost in the stars, mind still by the fond eyes it couldn't bare to leave behind. He didn't know how long he was out there untill he saw the edge of the cliffs. Instead of heading acrossthe grass, Shane followed the overgrown path. It led to a narrow stairs that led to the large pipe that finished (or started?) the maze of sewer canals spread under the town. Drunk Shane liked to joked that it was an underground mirror reflecting the spiralls and labirynths made by stars. As if an artist scribbled down the unseen paths between stars and the pages landed on the desk of a rough engineer who tried and failed to recreate their grace.
As Shane marveled upon the genius of the cosmic blueprint, a quiet song was to be heard. He looked around, trying to find its source. After seeing nobody at the forest's clearing and no soul on the beach below, Shane was sure that it was coming from inside the pipe. His body tensed up, ready to initiate a fight or flight revalation at whatever might come from the sewer. The thing is, Shane would be nothing wothout his brain. And his brain, soothed by the strange melody, didn't want to response accordingly. So he sat at the top of the stairs, entranced by how sweet the sounds were. He was almost lulled to sleep by it when he started to sway to the rythm lightly. He got startled when he heart someone sing along the tune. What shocked him more was the fact that the voice was coming from his mouth. The words to the song came to him with a blink of an eye. Shane let himself be taken by the melody's current. And with a small smile on his lips, he sang.
"Harvey, nobody knows what I see."
#shane x harvey#harvey x shane#not gonna tag under names/sdv because ik how annoying it gets to see not liked ships under general tags#but they are from sdv do not be fooled#i might have inserted myself into shane a little bit but he's just too relatable#anyways#perchance.#I'm sleep deprived#not sure how correctly it is written bc english is my second language#so it might be polish gramma with english words#big letters/small letters are all intentional. it's The Clinic and jojamarkt bc fuck you#we disrespect jojamarkt here#i didn't proofread it before posting#i will read it in the morning and continue#I'm already saying that I played sdv just for a little bit and still don't have some places unlocked#i have no idea what is in the sewers but i'm using them here
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Big emotions tonight 😅😅🫠🫠🫠
#lol please euthanize me#it’ll be okay and I’ll sit with the feelings#but god do they suck when I’m in the middle of them#I think I might be a lil sleep deprived#and that does not help feeling so emotional#but also we’re just emotional and only a few days away from starting my period#soooooo…..#insanity hours are here and we’re feeling every emotion to the most extreme we can 🫠🫠🫠#send help lol#mine#text post
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mish’s relationships with the rd cast
#rhythm doctor#internsona#aka: random thoughts from a sleep deprived mish#man im so productive when i work at 3 in the morning i should butcher my sleep schedule more often /j#not joking about the productive part tho like ive noticed that at the dead of night i have like 10x more motivation to write for once and#its amazing#i might be the worst person ever at structuring my thoughts into coherent words but once im in the zone IM IN THE ZONE#ive also been thinking about a possible fluffy fic idea thats been circling my head for a couple days but eh#maybe my ao3 account will see an actual use in the future we’ll see#??????? i am not a writer though i do not call myself one its just a thing i like to do when im extremely bored#also i wrote the edega part seperately from the rest of them which is why its capitalized and. kind of bad#mishs art tag
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