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#But seriously this country sucks
crimeronan · 9 months
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side effect of having my hydroxychloroquine work really well is that i'm forgetting what it felt like to be Really Horrifically Sick. both because of the emotional distance and because of my general memory issues. the memory issues are a LOT worse concerning Times When I Was Horrifically Sick.
so i'm actually pretty grateful to my past self for the amount of time i spent oversharing here. if i scroll back like seven months in my autoimmune tag i can find posts of me essentially going "eh, i'm sleeping for 22 hours a day but i don't really care anymore bc i've accepted i'm gonna die" and "life sux. can't breathe or think or feel my chest but that's constant so i don't wanna go to the ER about it AGAIN" and "docs took 14 vials of blood 4 x-rays several lung images several lung tests and an EKG before i even left the hospital today. even tho they havent gotten my test results back yet" and i'm like god Damn.
I REALLY LIVED LIKE THIS????????
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13, trying to prevent yaz from spiralling when they get separated: i need you to do a deepdive into eschatology
#fghgjhjhggh#'yea i know this sucks babe but we'll figure it out the fate of the world is on your shoulders i believe in you kisses <3'#like thats where you'll end up right#'find out when the aliens come try and take over'#eschatology and death cults and conspiracy theories probably#forced to sift through like centuries of that stuff for years on end trying to find the Real in all of it#and you cant.......stop. bc the world will end#i dont think you come out of that.................normal#even with the best starting condition you dont come out of that normal but yaz is like#functional only by virtue of her circumstances i think#she looks fine bc shes standing next to 13#i dont think shes normal under the surface#i dont think 4 years of apocalypticism left her untouched#dan either i mean i dont think anyone comes out of that untouched but these two are like barely keeping it together beforehand#can you imagine how WEIRD theyve become#can you imagine how obliviously and kind of unsettlingly weird they'd be in support groups#the others would get it like sure none of us are really normal anymore but like#i think they'd be weird#4 years of having to depend on each other and not knowing if you'll get back home and having to take The End Times seriously nonstop as a#matter of urgency and duty#and then losing the third member of your party?#dan and yaz will be so weird and fucked up#iknow im repeating myself but im just trying to put myself in the frame of mind of#having to take intepretations of the end times seriously for 4 years#when youre already like a lowkey suicidal person to begin with#i think if yaz hangs out with 14 she'll say such weird and fucked up things entirely obliviously and he'd be like O.O#she probably still has 1900 habits that show up unexpectedly#or like just miscalibrated. has to take a trip to another country and takes a train bc she forgets planes exist#has to look up somethign and just goes SIGH. gets her coat to go to the library. and ryans like ??? ive googled it#and shes like oh fuck google
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hyruviandoctor · 3 months
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After today, it is INCREDIBLY important you vote blue this November. Vote blue, make sure your friends vote blue, make sure their friends vote blue. The Republicans have a living martyr now, and that’s going to energize all the conservatives and libertarians who weren’t planning to vote, and they’re going to vote red. It really sucks, but if you aren’t voting Democrat in November, you are handing the election to the Republicans, to Trump, and to Project 2025. I don’t want to hear any “yeah but both sides are bad” or “they haven’t earned my vote” or “Biden isn’t fit.” Unless you want your friends, family, and peers to lose huge swathes of rights and freedoms, you get out there and you vote. And then the next day you start campaigning for the change you want to see in the system.
Do. Not. Sit. On. Your. Ass.
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alternativeulster · 5 months
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swiftie mutuals please know that i still love you i just cant help but be a hater
#my opinions on ts are complex#like i think she's an insanely good and hardworking performer#you cant ignore the amount of work it takes to perform something like her eras shows#AND i think that when she puts her mind to it she can really knock it out of the park with a great song#every album has at least one A+ song#like genuinely i think anti-hero was her best ever lyrically#and she's at her best when she leans into the sappy over the top vibe like w love story or ybwm#my main problem with her is ofc her excessive private jet use#i understand that shes too famous to fly commercial bc she'd get mobbed#but when travelling within a single country she could at least be using road travel#anyway#wrt her music my main issue is that a good 80% of it is very... bland#she doesn't really do anything new or push any boundaries artistically#just plays it safe#and her lyrics can be genuinely awful when she takes herself too seriously (1830s but without all the racists)#and that sucks bc when she DOES decide to explore a new concept or play a character#she generally makes something interesting and fun!#blank space was fun bc it was a play into the media's constructed narrative about her#reputation was. a choice. but i'll defend it for being something different and actually taking a risk#this is a long ass tags ramble but i guess my point is#shes a pop singer. shes a pop singer who makes catchy pop music and thats okay#but she has a habit of taking herself too seriously and trying to be a deep meaningful 'poet' type songwriter like phoebe bridgers etc#which is just. not at all what she's good at#her music needs an ounce of self awareness to be good but her new album completely lacks that#sigh#dont ever get a diploma in music theory worst mistake of my life
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nocturnal-birb · 1 year
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me calculating all expenses if I ever push through going to australia just for a ritual
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thedaythealienscame · 4 months
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yeah, if you're really friends then a confession won't change anything whateverrr but. what if it does.
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vanyafresita · 8 months
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actually, you know what ? im glad my ex gf ghosted me, i dodged a bullet it seems
#this was two years ago and just a few months ago i started getting over it#on the one hand yeah it fucking SUCKS i wish i had had some type of warning instead of radio silence suddently from one day to the other#on the other i was ready to move to texas (me: poc queer fem presenting nd bitch) and was looking seriously jobs over there#and like- i fucking HATE the usa but she was really scared about leaving the states to come to europe- so i was willingly to travel there to#be with her and not put her through that (ive been traveling since childhood so im used to it- but she has certain mental stuff going on and#taking her away from her family and her childhood city was going to be really tough- of course i'd sacrifice my life for hers)#and like im so sorry to everybody who is stuck in the usa right now bcs ur country is treating yall so poorly i feel genuinely bad#but as someone who was planninh to work over there as a teacher..... IM SO FUCKING GLAD I DONT HAVE TO SET FOOT THERE 😭#every single thing i hear about the education system there seems hellish- as well as the teachers' conditions and wages#like over here its not all rainbows and flowers but at least i dont have to worry about school shootings or getting fired for recommending#books from a banned list 💀#ESPECIALLY as a poc latino queer linguistics and literature teacher- i'd love to talk to students about a big range of things- i cannot#imagine having to censor myself or dance around a subject becs “kids are too dumb to understand queerness” “youre trying to groom them”#“dont brainwash em you commie” like ma'am im trying to help your child develop basic empathy and respect for those who dont look like them#like i hear some serious worrying stuff from teachers over there i hope u guys are holding up somehow 😭😭😭#anyways idk how the phrase in english goes but in spanish we say cuando dios cierra una puerta- abre una ventana#(<- trying to look for the positive in getting ghosted by the girl of their dreams)#its fine guys anyways#yeah that was the first LD relationship ive ever had- never trying that again#also i found out im arospec so im definitely not getting into a romantic relationship lmfaoooooo#only QPRs for me now if anything lol#vanya strawberry flavored
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potatochip-oc-dump · 2 years
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Princess in a Tower - an OC comic
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katya-goncharov · 1 year
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apparently the doctor's appointment I've been dreading all week that was meant to be today has just been cancelled because of "technical difficulties" and I am fuming
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taenuviel · 11 months
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the only bad thing abt taemins trailer is that it kept me awake while i have 18h shift tomorrow and i still hasnt recovered from the 12h shift today and the 18h yesterday. my migraine is taking me out
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timeisacephalopod · 2 years
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My favorite brand of American politics is Republicans Loosing It Over Things Other Countries Already Have as if those policies Will End The World- like when all them Americans threatened to move to Canada because they thought the sky would fall if gays could get married only to have Canadians tell them we'd had legalized same sex marriage for ten years at that point lmao. Every time an American repub whines about policies Canada already has and no one died here about it I get a good giggle and then feel bad for Americans with functioning brain cells.
#winters ramblings#'theyre gunna sell weed in corner stores itll RUIN America!!!' meanwhile in canada we have weed stores everywhere#and the worst to happen was parents claiming people were giving out weed gummies to kids on Halloween#only to have weed lovers en masse tell them they aint giving no kids THEIR hard earned drugs so i think we're good#and healthcare like canadas sucks no question but the us acting like socialized healthcare is communism#is fkat out absurd when ONLY they have a healthcare system like that and it SUCKS#how the hell is paying 10K for a bandaide worse then waiting a couple months for an appointment?#and by the by if its URGENT you dont actually wait for the appointment unlike what American propaganda says#never in my life OR my cancer ridden fathers life have i EVER seen someone denied urgent care in favor of forcing them to wait months#for a drs appointment it doesnt happen unless maybe you live on a reserve or up north and then the problem is racism or poor infrastructure#but seriously listening to American politicians whine like amole evidence for the polcies they oppose arent just Out There#is hilarious. sure you can try and convince your citizens youre right but if they LOOK AROUND theyll notice you lied lmfao like#bruh just because YOURE too stupid to yoink your head out if your ass doesnt mean the whole country is#so baffling to listen to Americans scream about workd ending policy living in a country WITHthat policy and finding said policy helpful#thisis why i could never live in the us despite the countrys beauty
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quemirabobo · 2 years
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I'm writing a Bruce and Damian "A Goofy Movie" AU and it's kinda difficult cause it's a road trip story and like one hand: As a Writer you really need everything to be geographically accurate...but as an Argentinian you also really want revenge for X-men First Class
I see, you're in a crossroad my friend, as a fellow writer I know what you're going through, if you make a mistake it will haunt you forever but as an argie it's your sacred duty to avenge us!! My advice is you either do it subtle enough so they start questioning if their whole life it's a lie, they have to stop and google some shit that can't be true but only half of the time is wrong! Or you can go fucking big and rearrange that place however you fucking want! Pick a random place and make it your playground, give it life, kill it, mess it up, whatever you want will be perfect and I'm absolutely certain that you'll avenge us big time because we argies do everything with more passion than it's necessary and that's why we are the best🥰
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literally had to quietly turn off asks on my main because in the last line 2 weeks ive gotten probably 50 asks about that whole situation asking for money. how about no.
i 1. dont have money 2. live in fucking missouri usa 3. dont have any influence nor reach online and 4. refuse to post about that topic on my main blog EVER. because i like my main staying as light hearted as possible.
i am the last person these people should be sending asks to about this.
hell, there was even one that started with 'youre our last hope!!!' no the fuck im not. you probably sent that ask to 100 people. i am no ones last hope.
also apparently im r@cist for thinking that at least a few of these are scams. because there totally couldnt be people taking advantage of this situation to be greedy and awful and scam people. it wouldnt be the first time, nor the last.
it was also just annoying. i never get people talking to me online anymore so when i get asks its usually so exciting... but now it was just dreadful. 'whos gonna try and guilt trip me today?'
seriously, most of them started guilt trippy. at least some of them started polite though.
i know its a huge tragedy and w@r and all that but i dont know why i need to have any part of it. there is nothing i can do about it, and all it would do is make me upset, especially because theres nothing i can do.
and people can tell me all they want 'but there IS something you can do!!' but like... if people are getting killed, i doubt me signing a petition is gonna make them go 'oh, i guess i was wrong to kill people, sorry' like...
and like i said, i dont have reach or influence online. plus, thousands if not millions of people are already posting about this topic CONSTANTLY and saying everything better than i could, and having more reach than i ever will. i think me not posting about it will be fine.
#this whole thing has been going on since before literally all of us were born. probably even since before my dad was born.#like maybe we can sway it around and shit but i doubt itll end anytime soon.#thats awful to say and it feels awful to say because i know its horrible but#thats just how it feels to me#plus i dont like the idea of making things about countries. its the government. its always the government#but anyone who says 'dont blame the everyday people for this' and shit are called g3noclde apologists#seriously. every single time someone calls a celebrity that and i look up what they ACTUALLY said. its ALWAYS THAT.#its not 'wow im so glad that people are dying and i love the government for it!'#its ALWAYS 'hey please dont hate the everyday people who are just trying to live their lives in that country'#its begging you to not see things as purely black and white and begging you to not harass people who have nothing to do with it#not to mention all the @ntlsemltlsm people are throwing around#dude most celebrities saying that stuff are j3wlsh too. like ive seen maybe one g0y say that and the rest were j3wlsh#idk how much i need to censor but i dont want people finding this im just ranting#hot take that could get me killed if people found it but#everyone else is worrying about one side. i think its fine if some people worry about the innocent people on the other side. someone has to.#like. even with the other w@r that started a few years ago. that one sucks too but i couldnt help but worry about my russlan friend#i hope hes still doing okay. he seemed to be last i saw him
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skelezux · 6 months
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anyone wanna give me like 500 dollars to buy a ball jointed doll
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isaacathom · 9 months
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lrb but seeeriously. i dont feel like i have all that strong a dysphoria but whenever i take me and my very pretty feminine looks to my weekly* game meetup the amount of times i get she/her'd fucking does me in a little. it varies how annoying it is but truly it boggles the mind. and im like *grabby hands* if i could be a little more masc maybe the people would get it
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superanimepirate · 1 year
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I'm going insane due to American infrastructure and lack of transportation options.
I'm trying to fly from Sweden to the Midwest with my dog.
It's borderline impossible.
The dog is a Labrador, so he's too big for the cabin and must travel in the hold. I hate this and I'm very anxious about it, but I guess I understand why large dogs can't be in the cabin unless they are service animals. Fine.
The problem is that seemingly no airlines in the US transports dogs in the hold. Apparently only European and Canadian ones do that.
Since I am in the Midwest, not many of these airlines fly that far inland.
The airport that is closest to my hometown (2 hour drive), does not have any options whatsoever.
The next closest is a four hour drive. It has 1 option. After that is one that is a 6 hour drive, and they have a few more options.
Even if I choose the 4 hour or 6 hour drive from my home town, I still have to depend on my parents being able to pick me up. Which means an 8 or 12 hour round trip for them. There is absolutely no busses or trains that go to my home town. Any busses and trains that go somewhat near there (2 hour drive from the train station to my hometown), don't allow dogs to board, even in a kennel.
I can't rent a car either. I don't drive. Even if I did, I spent 2 years I Europe, so my license would have expired.
Even if it didn't, renting is needlessly difficult and expensive. Technically you have to be 21. But if you're under 25, you get charged extra. And extra pet fees.
Don't even get me started on shipping dogs as cargo. $7,500 was just 1 quote.
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