side effect of having my hydroxychloroquine work really well is that i'm forgetting what it felt like to be Really Horrifically Sick. both because of the emotional distance and because of my general memory issues. the memory issues are a LOT worse concerning Times When I Was Horrifically Sick.
so i'm actually pretty grateful to my past self for the amount of time i spent oversharing here. if i scroll back like seven months in my autoimmune tag i can find posts of me essentially going "eh, i'm sleeping for 22 hours a day but i don't really care anymore bc i've accepted i'm gonna die" and "life sux. can't breathe or think or feel my chest but that's constant so i don't wanna go to the ER about it AGAIN" and "docs took 14 vials of blood 4 x-rays several lung images several lung tests and an EKG before i even left the hospital today. even tho they havent gotten my test results back yet" and i'm like god Damn.
I REALLY LIVED LIKE THIS????????
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After today, it is INCREDIBLY important you vote blue this November. Vote blue, make sure your friends vote blue, make sure their friends vote blue. The Republicans have a living martyr now, and that’s going to energize all the conservatives and libertarians who weren’t planning to vote, and they’re going to vote red. It really sucks, but if you aren’t voting Democrat in November, you are handing the election to the Republicans, to Trump, and to Project 2025. I don’t want to hear any “yeah but both sides are bad” or “they haven’t earned my vote” or “Biden isn’t fit.” Unless you want your friends, family, and peers to lose huge swathes of rights and freedoms, you get out there and you vote. And then the next day you start campaigning for the change you want to see in the system.
Do. Not. Sit. On. Your. Ass.
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the only bad thing abt taemins trailer is that it kept me awake while i have 18h shift tomorrow and i still hasnt recovered from the 12h shift today and the 18h yesterday. my migraine is taking me out
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I'm writing a Bruce and Damian "A Goofy Movie" AU and it's kinda difficult cause it's a road trip story and like one hand: As a Writer you really need everything to be geographically accurate...but as an Argentinian you also really want revenge for X-men First Class
I see, you're in a crossroad my friend, as a fellow writer I know what you're going through, if you make a mistake it will haunt you forever but as an argie it's your sacred duty to avenge us!! My advice is you either do it subtle enough so they start questioning if their whole life it's a lie, they have to stop and google some shit that can't be true but only half of the time is wrong! Or you can go fucking big and rearrange that place however you fucking want! Pick a random place and make it your playground, give it life, kill it, mess it up, whatever you want will be perfect and I'm absolutely certain that you'll avenge us big time because we argies do everything with more passion than it's necessary and that's why we are the best🥰
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literally had to quietly turn off asks on my main because in the last line 2 weeks ive gotten probably 50 asks about that whole situation asking for money. how about no.
i 1. dont have money 2. live in fucking missouri usa 3. dont have any influence nor reach online and 4. refuse to post about that topic on my main blog EVER. because i like my main staying as light hearted as possible.
i am the last person these people should be sending asks to about this.
hell, there was even one that started with 'youre our last hope!!!' no the fuck im not. you probably sent that ask to 100 people. i am no ones last hope.
also apparently im r@cist for thinking that at least a few of these are scams. because there totally couldnt be people taking advantage of this situation to be greedy and awful and scam people. it wouldnt be the first time, nor the last.
it was also just annoying. i never get people talking to me online anymore so when i get asks its usually so exciting... but now it was just dreadful. 'whos gonna try and guilt trip me today?'
seriously, most of them started guilt trippy. at least some of them started polite though.
i know its a huge tragedy and w@r and all that but i dont know why i need to have any part of it. there is nothing i can do about it, and all it would do is make me upset, especially because theres nothing i can do.
and people can tell me all they want 'but there IS something you can do!!' but like... if people are getting killed, i doubt me signing a petition is gonna make them go 'oh, i guess i was wrong to kill people, sorry' like...
and like i said, i dont have reach or influence online. plus, thousands if not millions of people are already posting about this topic CONSTANTLY and saying everything better than i could, and having more reach than i ever will. i think me not posting about it will be fine.
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I'm going insane due to American infrastructure and lack of transportation options.
I'm trying to fly from Sweden to the Midwest with my dog.
It's borderline impossible.
The dog is a Labrador, so he's too big for the cabin and must travel in the hold. I hate this and I'm very anxious about it, but I guess I understand why large dogs can't be in the cabin unless they are service animals. Fine.
The problem is that seemingly no airlines in the US transports dogs in the hold. Apparently only European and Canadian ones do that.
Since I am in the Midwest, not many of these airlines fly that far inland.
The airport that is closest to my hometown (2 hour drive), does not have any options whatsoever.
The next closest is a four hour drive. It has 1 option. After that is one that is a 6 hour drive, and they have a few more options.
Even if I choose the 4 hour or 6 hour drive from my home town, I still have to depend on my parents being able to pick me up. Which means an 8 or 12 hour round trip for them. There is absolutely no busses or trains that go to my home town. Any busses and trains that go somewhat near there (2 hour drive from the train station to my hometown), don't allow dogs to board, even in a kennel.
I can't rent a car either. I don't drive. Even if I did, I spent 2 years I Europe, so my license would have expired.
Even if it didn't, renting is needlessly difficult and expensive. Technically you have to be 21. But if you're under 25, you get charged extra. And extra pet fees.
Don't even get me started on shipping dogs as cargo. $7,500 was just 1 quote.
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