#But seriously I won't pay
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People actually pay their debt? Couldn't be me.
"its so hard being a dan fan in this fandom😭" girl trying being a dan hater everyday you get hit with THIS
#Dan hater till the end of my days#I love him I swear#Good thing that Dan hate jars don't apply on Tumblr too#But seriously I won't pay#What could possibly happen
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do y'all think Macaque is falling back into the role that Azure and the others put on him by remaining on the outskirts of the group because he thinks his input/presence is unwanted (and yeah his presence isn't really wanted by MK and the others BUT. something about the fact Macaque is placing himself at the edge of the group, the edge that Azure and the others pushed him to, doesn't really sit well)
#Monkie Kid#lego monkie kid#monkie kid spoilers#lmk spoilers#im gonna be completely honest: i think the only reason Mac HASN'T apologized is cause he thinks they wont listen to it#so he's trying to do things WAY more subtly and it's NOT working out#and when i say ''he thinks they won't listen'' i dont mean he thinks they won't forgive him#honestly the group would be split 50/50 between ''forgives him'' and ''suspicious but willing to let him try''#i FULL OUT mean he thinks they won't listen. that they won't even hear his apology and will just talk over/ignore him#or completely misinterpret what he's saying#THAT'S what he thinks#when he was being the villain he was putting on a show. it's HILARIOUS how obvious his actions are a front when you rewatch s1 and s2#but like?? being actually him?? he does NOT expect them to listen to him when he's just himself#sort of like a. ''if you want people to listen you have to anger/frighten them into paying attention'' kind of mentality#not a good mentality to have#it DOES explain why he reacts Like That whenever someone does something that indicates they DID pay attention though#like. listen hear me out. i do NOT think Macaque expected MK to remember the Warrior thing.#so when MK brought it up it hit him like a truck#also why he reacts like that when Wukong somewhat seriously answers his ''you know this is just the calm before the storm'' question#+ when Wukong says ''we''#cause he does not consider himself part of the group. hence staying on the outskirts#GOD this guy is such a delicious pack of trauma to dissect. thank you lego for giving me not one#not two#but THREE traumatized monkeys to analyze
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I'm very optimistic about Buck and Tommy getting back together but you should also know that I'm still waiting for Schmico to get back together 😂.
#bucktommy#writing wise it would make sense to have them reunite I just hope it won't take too long#911 spoilers#schmico#911 abc#also I have never been in a fandom that took cast and crew interviews seriously as much as the 911 fandom does... usually the other fandoms#don't pay that much attention to the interviews or just ignore it#It's not bad at all btw just an interesting phenomenon I have noticed over the year#years#I'm hoping for a big reveal and a love confession
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person supposed to be moving in this week has not signed the lease or told me when they plan to get here. old housemate keeps loudly moving stuff out at like 10pm on week nights. new housemate has various slightly inconsiderate habits that are kind of driving me insane. other housemate acts like he's the only person on earth who might have stuff going on while he continues to not pay rent. I'm going to light this house on fire
#FOR LEGAL REASONS THIS IS A JOKE.#just sooooo tired of it all we are all adults can we act like adults please.#I'm trying to be so understanding of the person who is supposed to be moving in#because they've been very nice and they had a medical situation going on recently#but it is the 31st in. one hour#and they have yet to sign the lease#and I am like. PLEASE. please please it takes two seconds please#and the other new housemate has moved in already keeps doing things that I'm like#have you ever lived with another human being before. like do you know how a house works.#and my other housemate keeps doing this weird guilttripping shit that I just won't put up with#I just won't do it#while also like talking about buying random shit when we Just almost got evicted because he didn't pay rent#I cannotttttt be the youngest but most mature. we fucking hate to see it#maybe its just because of my various life experiences but I cannot stand a bitch who does not take housing seriously#girl I cannot be homeless. pull yourself the fuck together#this is supposed to be a symbiotic relationship!!!! please can we all work together. please#and I guess some of this is my fault for not communicating about certain things#but I'm like I feel like I shouldn't have to tell a grown adult to pay rent instead of buying cowboy boots#or to not leave their dirty clothes on the bathroom floor#or not not move out RIGHT NOW AT 11PM ON A MONDAY.#like I wont pretend I'm the perfect housemate but you know what. at least I don't pretend like I'm the perfect housemate#while being insufferable#ghost posts#text
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might be a little quiet for a bit, i'm alright! but i need to work on improving my mental health in the long run so that's what i'm doing :]
#as i say this i'll probably be posting like. tomorrow. just watch /silly#i need to unleash my queue at some point#when i do it won't mean i'm back i just have a lot i wanna rb lmao#tbf i haven't really been “back” - i don't post like i used to but that's okay#posting here isn't a commitment it's for fun and i'm trying to get my fun back yknow#so ya :]#seriously tho i'm okay i just haven't been paying enough attention to myself#i need to make commitments and i haven't so that's what i'm doing#after that i'll be back! and hopefully better than ever#for the mutuals that see this ily guys :] /gen & pos#ur always there for me and understand <33#anyways i'll shut up now#and focus on the task at hand#YIPPEE FOR TAKING CARE OF MYSELF#spinny rambles#spinny stuff
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my talents are wasted on being a student I should be doing video essays
#I have so many thoughts. all the time. and scholarship won't take me seriously#I need to write an essay about mascot horror and particularly the resurgence post-fnaf about poppy playtime and amanda the adventurer#and how it's connected to a cultural consciousness of consumption and childhood nostalgia exploitation#and is a masterful subgenre of horror that is key to understanding the millenial and gen z experience#but no. I would be flogged if I did that#i also have many many video essays I want to do just on the terror#on the subgenre of horror comedy and the interplay between the two genres separately#(and how especially edgar allan poe is foundational to all of these because literally he was coming up with all this shit before anybody#else and it continues to amaze me how much the man's work is in conversation with the darkness of the american experiment that continues to#haunt the stories that we produce to this day) AND I AM!!!!!! SO MAD!!!!!!!!! I JUST WANNA DO THAT. LET ME DO THAT. AND PAY ME FOR IT#if I get good equipment as a graduation present it is all over for u hoes
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Why did my bra size go up again
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oh and, I'm pretty sure I either got scammed or DHL lost my package - it's just a Rainbow High doll, it wasn't very expensive or anything. but it's the one that first got me into these dolls and I had finally found it for a decent price. but it's been a month and it hasn't arrived yet. 🤷
#maybe that'll teach me to always pay for insured shipping (it definitely won't)#it's really not a lot of money but. it still hurts! especially now that I'm very seriously working on not buying so much crap anymore (once#again...)#really I'm just sad about not getting the doll 😔 it's not rare or anything but it's not sold new anymore so it's a bit more annoying#and they tend to get expensive after a while#plus now I feel like I can't buy it again for a while because what if the package magically shows up 🤷#personal
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I honestly wish my birthday wasn't in 2 weeks. I always get really depressed around my birthday.
#october 23rd everybody mark your calendars!#it's a monday and I have sweeney todd rehearsal that night so I probably won't even get to have my birthday on my birthday#I'm gonna be 24 years old it really shouldn't matter so much to me anymore but it does#but I'm not a kid anymore. my birthday isn't special to anyone but me anymore. to everyone else it's just another day.#well it's all I've got it's the only time I ever feel seen and like people care enough to pay even the slightest attention to me#i just recently realized that receiving gifts is a love language for me too and i honestly hate that i feel like such an asshole#it feels worse because I haven't been able to get even a shitty job since i graduated college and my family is fucking broke too#so when my sister said she already had my birthday present my mom just jokingly says 'at least someone's getting you something' !#i seriously almost started crying when she said that. i did not find that funny at all. she said the exact same thing about christmas#which i feel the same way about. I've just been having a horrible last like 2 years and now it's almost my birthday again and I'm still#exactly where I was last year. I'm trying so hard and I just can't make any progress.#I'm stuck and it just feels like there's nothing I can do about it at this point.#anyway sorry to be such a downer I'm gonna at least try to go to sleep#abby's self deprication hour#abby's insomia thoughts
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A random rant on how unlucky I was when getting my Miles Kane album. I had ordered a bundle with the yellow vinyl, the 7 inch, the signed print and the CD.
So first, it took FOREVER to get to my country. Like literally, i received the message that it had gotten here almost 3 weeks after the release.
Then, i had to pay 16 extra euros in customs taxes, even after paying for shipping and taxes when i first bought it.
Then today it got here and guess what??? The CD and the signed print... were not here???
BUT WAIT it gets worse, because when i play the 7 inch, it stops near the end of See You On The Water, leaving me without the last 20 seconds or so...
I'm just... HOW AM I THIS UNLUCKY WTF???
#no seriously#had to make 2 complaints today and i'm scared they think i'm lying or something lol#it just makes me so upset because i know however this situation gets solved#it won't be 100% favourable for me#because i am SURE#i will have to pay MORE TAXES on the missing/broken items#send help#miles kane#one man band#random rant#me.txt
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I saw Jay's playthrough of Sally Face today and it made me remember how much I love this game, so I drew Sal :))!!
#seriously I just ahafgz I'm going to be so annoying about this game now I'm sorry (lying)#(everytime I say/read/etc the word seriously I read it in Ocean's voice when she's singing What The World Needs omfg)#his hair looks like that because........uhmm#cute :33 but also I just..can't draw straight hair ://#in pigtails specifically. idk why it just two ponytails so I don't know WHY I can't...#my dad is saying I HAVE to go to school or he won't pay the wifi bill uhmm apparently it 2 months behind?? uhh yeah...? oof guess I'll#fucking kms instead because if I have to be at that DAMN HIGHSCHOOL AGAIN#I am only a freshman and I already wanna bash my head into the desk#MY GYM TEACHER DIDN'T EVEN KNOW MY FUCKING NAME#AND I have to deal w/ shitty fucking allergies on top of that because my mom SUCKS and I didn't think to grad the medicine when I was#leaving yesterday morning mostly cause her BITCH ASS EX WAS THERE IN THE LIVING ROOM (that's connected to the kitchen; where the medicine#was) because she can't kick him out and she has work so she need him there anyway because free babysitting because she had this stupid#fucking kid with him 4 years ago ://#what am I talking about???#sorry for ranting babe hehe <3 back to being a silly little guy ^^!!#so my friend wants me to play D&D with her and her other friend (idk who they are?? she never told me their name)#so that's cool :)#anyway I listened to Sanity Falls again I fucking love those songs god Idk y I stopped listening to these what was wrong w/ me damn :DDD!!!#gonna queue a few post so they go up while I'm either asleep or at school#probably school cause my dad said if I'm asleep he'll beat me awake :/ so yeah...not new whatever :/#can't even complain; cause according to my parents it isn't abuse to hit you're CHILD and they had it worse so stfu and I hate you' like#WTF WAS THAT? BRO?? ughh like okay yeha I get it I've been out for a bit but like...really? has Hitting use worked EVER? no? THEN WHY ARE#THEY STILL DOING IT??........ugghhh fuck#night dude :p#omfg I ranted to much I forgot to tag#sally face#sal fisher#sally face sal
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What is it with American online shit always assuming everyone has a credit card Jesus fucking Christ
#I am TRYING TO SPEND MONEY WHY WON'T YOU LET ME SPEND MONEY#why is it so hard to pay for a YouTube channel membership???#what? why can't I just what#trying to figure out what the fault is#keeps bringing me back to this Google Pay/Google Wallet thing#which is just Absolutely Accursed and keeps asking me for credit card info#dear Google even if I HAD a credit card I would absolutely NOT give YOU that info#but seriously I've encountered this a bunch now#American sellers and websites and shops#not giving you other payment methods aside from credit cards#what the actual fuck is that why would I have a credit card#Credit Cards#shit that I thought sounded shady af even when I was a child#and am very very very wary of still as a adult. not happening. def not happening
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I'd be pissed because dude, you could have just asked. I am desperate to know what's going on, fucking go for it, man. Hell, take some food, I don't care.
everyone's like wehhhhh why doesn't doctor house gets suuuueeed! like my man. literally every patient he sees is someone that's been trying to find a diagnosis for ages. i could live with a little medical malpractice if it were coming from someone ready to break into my home to look for allergens and not simply half heartedly listen to me before suggesting I lose weight and take ages of back and forth arguing to order a single test
#even now half my shit isn't officially diagnosed#bc that's not how it goes in the US healthcare system#if you get an official dx of x then there's several dozen meds your insurance won't cover that they did prior#same w dozens of treatments and hundreds of tests#ie my insurance wouldn't cover a celiac blood test bc my dr wrote ibs instead of just the symptoms#and by the time i found that out i'd been sent to collections from the lab that did the test#and the lab wouldn't change the paperwork since they'd already been paid#so i got a $200 bill for it that i had to pay#anyway#House is an asshole and invasive and shitty but he actually takes pts seriously#he presumes the prev drs aren't seeing something or the pt didn't think something was worth mentioning#like yo#if his hospital can get my insurance to cover invasive tests i will happily agree to most of them#(lumbar puncture and bone marrow anything are about the only things i'd refuse in most cases)#dr house is fucked up but he's the dr folks w chronic illnesses dream of#genuinely
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im only worried ab this month bc I don't have anything extra coming in but im so scared
#if I don't get enough hours I won't make rent#i have a small loan to pay off bc i tried to use it to pay off my credit cards and then had to use my credit cards to pay bills anyway#so rn im around $1000 in debt and have to pay 130 a month on one loan and i have to make 50 worth of payments on my cards#plus the roughly 1300 bills are gonna be#im terrified bc most of the first good paycheck that has the two full time weeks on it is going to all of these payments#im gonna have to suck it up and try door dash or something i guess#at least once i get whatever finacial aid im supposed to get i may be able to pay the debt down but that doesn't matter if i can't pay rent#like I don't think she took me seriously when i said i would be homeless#i need them to train me in other areas bc that's the only other available shifts#like please give me fulfillment training if it means more hours sure idc#i was supposed to have already been trained in that by now please so i can pick up shifts#im genuinely on the brink of a panic attack every time i stop to think about it i just need to get 35-40 hours#i was told that would be possible bc they're understaffed but apparently not apparently they're already using too many hours#like okay i wish you would've said that on my first fucking day
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"On the grind" this and trying to "maxx" that, buddy you need to take a step back and relax or that grindstone's gonna mill you in to a grit so fine there won't be enough to collect for your urn.
#DS7's Log#Like I know doing stuff is important for you all but like...#Sometimes you gotta let your body & mind take a rest you know?#Or else there'll be a time when when you won't get a choice in the matter.#Put down your device for a bit and close your eyes for a bit.#Did you drink & eat today?#How about take your meds? Did you see something that you liked today? How about some good tunes huh?#Don't take life so seriously y'all bc we're all part of this fucked Pay-to-Win called Earth and sometimes you gotta laugh#lest you want that grinder to get you whole.
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The answer to the second question is no, not to the point that they can't just do stuff. Even for victims of capitalism in poverty with children to take care of and mounds of debt to pay, abled or disabled, they still "just do stuff."
Life is incredibly hard right now and for a lot of people, I'm not suggesting the opposite, and a symptom of that can be this overwhelming inability to just not do stuff whether that's major depression, anxiety, chronic fatigue, or other malady, but its not "normal" in the sense that you should just accept this is how you feel now and resolve to do nothing about it. It's a serious symptom, a sign that you're not well, and you should actively seek help or treatment. And seeking help or treatment isn't easily accessible for everyone, either, I know that, even despite the breadth of information on how to ease the burden of receiving treatment you can find online. But it is important to me that if you're struggling like this that you at least acknowledge it isn't just something you need to endure until it stops. It doesn't stop, and how you feel isn't because you're too weak for the rigors life: you need to take it seriously and seek help as best as you can.
#it is important to me because my wife won't seek meaningful help#for over 4 years she has resisted doing more than taking herbal supplements#and we CAN afford treatment‚ she just won't accept it#one time she accepted therapy and cried privately because it was such a victory towards progress#but that therapist ultimately didn't work out and she didn't really take anything away from it#practically no one ever gets their best therapist on the first or even the second try and she has refused trying again#she will not take any western anti-depressants#she won't even smoke or consume something like marijuana#she doesn't have a typical job so dealing with the threat of getting fired and not being able to pay bills is not a stressor#we do not argue or fight‚ she has no performative expectations—#—she has major depression + high anxiety‚ I take that seriously#anyway. don't be like her. even if‚ like her‚ you can afford to be#seek help‚ seek treatment. and hey‚ take supplements like ashwaganda and valerian root first if you'd better doing that#but if after an extended period of time it still doesn't help then try something else. please.#(4th tag was supposed to say 'i cried privately')
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