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Kitty
Just feel like it babah
#bored#well not bored#but rather#ugh I dunno#just feeling nothing#ughhhh#blank blank boink buddoink#reminds me of my brain enemy number one#cat behind the bars#hate this thing#my art#some doodles
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i think im reverting back to klance,, its been a while. it feels like home.
#personal#my interests arent like all at once#or one after another after another#but rather#‘ooohhh merthur’ for 10 months -> ‘aww klance’ for 7 months -> ‘percabeth my darlings’ for 4 months -> ‘ooohhh merthur’-#+ other fandoms but this is just off the dome#repeat#its a cycle#a long one#during the transition period which lasts like a month#i do flipflop between them and even old interests that i dont care much for#like descendants and miraculous ladybug and mcu#that gets sprinkled into the mess that is the month of change#and then i’ll settle into the new fandom and remain there until my brain decides to switch it up again#it looks like we’re going klance this time around
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i am so excited
#YES GIVE ME NEW CHARACTERS TO GET ATTACHED TO#ONLY FOR THEM TO GO THROUGH UNIMAGINABLE TORMENTS FROM WHICH NO ONE WILL EMERGE TRIUMPHANT#I AM SO LOOKING FORWARD TO THIS#what is the point of having characters if not to torture them with unescapable horrors#it would be so boring otherwise#the magnus archives#the magnus protocol#i mean i also have faith in them from tma#that they will not constantly torment our beloved characters#but rather#give us enough breaks full of peace and general loveliness#so we maintain some hope#and the suffering is all the worse when we return to it#after only very brief respites of course#tma#tmp
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Chocolate milk ♥︎
#cb writing stuff#chocolate milk#my lactose intolerant behind will not be happy with me#i’m sure of it#but as anyone with lactose intolerance knows#it’s not about “oh no i can’t have these things because they will cause me great pain”#but rather#“i am going to have these things despite the fact that they will cause me great pain because it’s yummy”
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PLEASEPLEASEPLEASEPLEAQAAASEEEE LET ME HIT!!!!!!??!!? EVERYONE KNOWS IF YOU CAN'T GET A GUY PREGNANT YOU JUST AREN'T TRYING HARD ENOUGH AND I SWEAR BY THE SUN I WILL. YOU WILL BE MY HOUSEWIFE WND HAVE MY BABIES
Excuse me?
#I am not going to make any comments on this ask.#But rather#I want you to read this over.#Out loud.#then#ask yourself why you thought this was okay to send me.#the end of this blog is imminent. I see now what you meant#Lord Muzan.#ask kokushibo#ask kny
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I had a rlly cool dream last night, so I drew the character I was <3
Line art below cut
#Oh my word#He is full of so many head cannons#T-T#I'm pretty sure this isn't actually what he looked like#But rather#What I decided he looked like in my half asleep stupor#How do I even tag this?#dream characters#New oc#Dream oc#starry eyes#antlers#Blue hair#Face markings#Fantasy#modern#alien#magic creatures#Idk let's see if this does anything T-T#orginal character
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ok hot take but the reason fandom people are so tolerant of romanticized incest is that the pop culture perception of incest is “we fell in love… but we’re siblings! o-O forbidden love!” as if family members just so happen to fall in love without any outside input or coercion, resulting in opinions like “it’s okay as long as they’re two consenting adults”. I can assure you IRL incest very rarely involves consent. or two adults.
#doc talks#and of course fandom types being ‘well it’s fictional and all in good fun’ contributes to that pop culture perception#if all the media around you says fucking your family members is just a wacky side of life#then you’re less likely to understand that incest usually isn’t ‘b-but we’re siblings!’#but rather#’lil tyke come here papa needs his thing sucked’
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After running a series of controlled experiments, data suggests I may be more of a danger to myself under the influences of caffeine than alcohol
#which is not to say#it’s okay to drive drunk#but rather#it might not be okay to drive caffeinated either#lmao
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gave my resume to someone for feedback so now everyone has to give me a gold star sticker and a kiss on the forehead and tell me I'm the bravest little bird west of the Mississippi
#mortifying ordeal of being known#but rather#mortifying ordeal of showing someone your poorly drawn art of your worksona#have to joak about it here bc i take it far too seriously irl
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seeing myself not as a boy or a machine but a living, breathing woman is so freeing. i'm not forced to stay in a box, I'M OUT OF THE BOX. I was always "don't matter what people think, i'm me" but didnt realize the me i could be was ME. I WASN'T ME.
#guilty gear#manages to be massive propaganda#jack o valentine#her theme made me grab snacks and wear new shoes#and of all the songs to make me realize i could be trans and i could do it no matter what changes wasn't#bridget#town inside me#but rather#Find your one way#sol badguy#axl low#out of the box#did a lot of lifting there too
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Oh, he's had it. The constant attacks. The attempts on him because what he is. It was sickening.
He wanted it to stop....
Perhaps it was his own fault, not speaking up about what happened. But he's already caused enough. Too much suffering.
He wanted to speak up, he really did. But did he deserve to? After everything he has done?
Should he feel pain? Cause he felt pain.
Should he be angry? Cause he was angry.
..............Should he be allowed to cry? Cause he wanted to cry.
-I want to cry I want to cry I want to cry I want to cry I want to cry I want to cry leT ME CRY FATHER-
A scream escaped him that ended in a roar.
Then, nothing. He was done being seen as emotional and weak.
No more.
With a shaky breath, he stood. Expression...empty.
Something is different about Eclipse now...
#open;#hes not entering his villain arc#but rather#his numb arc#just so we all know#father is black doom#dad is zielo#eclipse only calls him father mentally sometimes cause doom is only a dna donater#zielo cares about eclipse#so hes dad
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Does anyone know the legal team of the ladies suing Niantic for wage discrimination? Economy's tough, but I could spare a cute amount of money if we wanted to get a donation train together.
How about something to the tune of...
Say, five bucks?
$5.45 after tax, even.
I think that would be a cute thing to happen
#Pokemon#Gaming#Niantic#Pokemon go#Pogo#Pokémon go#Pokémon#Trainer DELCAT appeared!#Shiny mew#Shiny mew says yeehaw#I wanna do something about it#So sue me#Actually don't#That's not gonna be worth your while aaaahaha#Trainer DELCAT appeared in some guy's yard!#Please note that I am not trying to call for a boycott or guilt people having the event#But rather#Cute amount of money#I think we can put it where our mouths are
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Im going to complain about something. It's something a lot of people complain about, but...from the other side. Part of me has wanted to respond to other complaints, to share my story as a show of solidarity from the other side - but I don't want to seem like I'm trying to make their conversations about me. So I'm just venting here.
When I started my current job, they had me do a physical, where they took my height and weight.
Today, about six months later, I weighed myself at home, and came up 15 pounds lighter.
And I want you to stop for a second, and think about what your reaction to that loss of 15 pounds was. Because chances are, you thought I was celebrating - but no. I've been sick, anemic enough to get sent home from work, and so bloated by the iron supplements that were trying to get my blood functional again that I didn't feel hungry and would forget to eat, and because of that Ive lost 10 fucking percent of my body weight- possibly more, because who knows how much (literal) shit is still sitting in my lower intestine and boosting that number upwards! My cheeks have sunken in. My belt has moved to the tightest loop. It hurts to rest my wrists or elbows on a desk surface, because the pressure foes right to the bones.
What I am is not healthy or good, and I want those 15 pounds back.
I have always been underweight and pale and frail. Maybe something is actually, medically wrong with me, I don't know. I've never deliberately tried to keep my weight down - on the contrary, I'm a lazy shit who eats too much junk. But even as a kid, I'd get compliments, people asking "How are you so skinny?" Through no effort of my own, people were envious of me - and as I look at my bones showing through my skin, and think of a PE teacher telling me that my BMI literally not existing because they didn't have that low a score on the chart was "better than being on the other side :)"
I am angry.
What I am, and have always been, should not be envied or idolized, because it is not healthy. It's always made me uncomfortable, being praised for something I put less than no effort into attaining, but as I sit here, exhausted and missing those 15 pounds because they were 15 pounds between me and starvation, I am angry that society as a whole is so God damn scared and disgusted by the idea of "being fat" that my shitty ass, failure of a body is seen as better.
No random person, teacher, employer, coworker, or doctor has ever suggested that my weight had anything to do with any problems I faced. I've never had my discipline or character or lifestyle questioned because of my shape, and it is fucked. Up!! That other people get that treatment because their body doesn't throw literally every calorie they consume onto the incinerator immediately! I hate that there are people, friends who are envious of my incompetent metabolism because other people are so goddamn shitty to each other about the shape of their bodies! People see me, with my bony ass dangling over oblivion, and ask how they can join me, and I want to cry and scream! You do not want this!
I hate how much society hates fat, and fatness. Sure, yeah, too much of anything isn't good for you - but you can die from having too much water in your system. Or be poisoned by goddamn oxygen. Bodies make and store fat for good reasons. You should not feel bad for having it! Skinny is not inherently good, and fat is not inherently bad! The shape of your body should not be, and IS NOT a reflection of your virtues or vices or values or VALUE as a person! Be kinder to others, and to yourself most of all! If you are able bodied, treasure that, no matter what shape or number is associated with it.
I can't. I can't erase the years, the generations that have layered on this hate and fear and cruelty towards the very concept of "fatness", and I can't pretend I know what it's like to be on the other end of the scale, where you're mocked are looked down on for just existing in your own skin. But. I just. I just want to say that from where my pencilneck is situated on that scale, I can also see it - the scale is fucked up.
I'm sorry. I wish it wasn't like this, that you didn't have to deal with this shit. I wish I could make it better. I wish I could help.
But all I can do is this - to scream into the void that I see you. I hear you. And you're fucking right.
Be good to each other. We didn't get to build our own meatsuits.
#bodypositivity#weight#weight gain#weight loss#fatphobia#i dont want this to be#oh skinny people have problems too#but rather#society is so scared of being fat it literally prefers you to be closer to death#and thats fucked#long post#rant
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so once me and my wife were watching a documentary where a snake ate like a million eggs. that snake just went to fucking town on eggs. and the snake made the eggs look so good that i kept thinking about it, and thinking about it, and thinking about it, and eventually it was 11pm and i ran out of willpower and decided to eat one (1) singular raw egg just to prove to myself that the snake was surely a liar.
the snake was not a liar. texture is like, super important to me and raw eggs are very Texture so i had another one, and then another one, and then another one, and eventually i ran out of eggs.
i had like, fifteen raw eggs.
i didnt really know how to explain this momentary madness to my wife, so my Plan was to put all the eggshells into a grocey bag, and then throw that grocery bag in the dumpster, and if she never noticed that would be Excellent and if she noticed immediately i could lie and say that the eggs went bad.
except i cant lie very good, and of course with murphys law being such, i got salmonella.
so i threw up a lot and my wife asked me what poisoned me so and i tried very hard to dodge the question but i was oozing shame like oil from a room temperature cheese and eventaully i gave in and told her everything and to her enormous credit she was more flabbergasted than actually upset. she did make me promise to not eat any more raw eggs, which i have stuck to, and she gives me weird looks during nature documentaries now as if desire was the only thing keeping me from eating thousands of pounds of krill anyway i made a joke earlier about being able to eat my age in eggs and my sister in law in law made a drawing to comemorate the moment and also because it was my birthday. she's excellent. thank you 10000000% @cintailed. you should all visit her page and admire her work.
#i feel a kinship with that snake#would that i could be a simple tube#and eat my fill of eggs#but being a person is rather nice too#my wife is a saint#and i promise that most of the time she is the goblin and i am the Serious Guy#but i had a little pique of insanity and you know what it was my junior year of college#and i deserved to just go a little insane#you spent 65 hours a week being Rational and then you go home and eat like twenty raw eggs
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https://nationalpost.com/news/canada/theyre-not-human-how-19th-century-inuit-coped-with-a-real-life-invasion-of-the-walking-dead
Indigenous groups across the Americas had all encountered Europeans differently. But where other coastal groups such as the Haida or the Mi’kmaq had met white men who were well-fed and well-dressed, the Inuit frequently encountered their future colonizers as small parties on the edge of death.
“I’m sure it terrified people,” said Eber, 91, speaking to the National Post by phone from her Toronto home.
And it’s why, as many as six generations after the events of the Franklin Expedition, Eber was meeting Inuit still raised on stories of the two giant ships that came to the Arctic and discharged columns of death onto the ice.
Inuit nomads had come across streams of men that “didn’t seem to be right.” Maddened by scurvy, botulism or desperation, they were raving in a language the Inuit couldn’t understand. In one case, hunters came across two Franklin Expedition survivors who had been sleeping for days in the hollowed-out corpses of seals.
“They were unrecognizable they were so dirty,” Lena Kingmiatook, a resident of Taloyoak, told Eber.
Mark Tootiak, a stepson of Nicholas Qayutinuaq, related a story to Eber of a group of Inuit who had an early encounter with a small and “hairy” group of Franklin Expedition men evacuating south.
“Later … these Inuit heard that people had seen more white people, a lot more white people, dying,” he said. “They were seen carrying human meat.”
Even Eber’s translator, the late Tommy Anguttitauruq, recounted a goose hunting trip in which he had stumbled upon a Franklin Expedition skeleton still carrying a clay pipe.
By 1850, coves and beaches around King William Island were littered with the disturbing remnants of their advance: Scraps of clothing and camps still littered with their dead occupants. Decades later, researchers would confirm the Inuit accounts of cannibalism when they found bleached human bones with their flesh hacked clean.
“I’ve never in all my life seen any kind of spirit — I’ve heard the sounds they make, but I’ve never seen them with my own eyes,” said the old man who had gone out to investigate the Franklin survivors who had straggled into his camp that day on King William Island.
The figures’ skin was cold but it was not “cold as a fish,” concluded the man. Therefore, he reasoned, they were probably alive.
“They were beings but not Inuit,” he said, according to the account by shaman Nicholas Qayutinuaq.
The figures were too weak to be dangerous, so Inuit women tried to comfort the strangers by inviting them into their igloo.
But close contact only increased their alienness: The men were timid, untalkative and — despite their obvious starvation — they refused to eat.
The men spit out pieces of cooked seal offered to them. They rejected offers of soup. They grabbed jealous hold of their belongings when the Inuit offered to trade.
When the Inuit men returned to the camp from their hunt, they constructed an igloo for the strangers, built them a fire and even outfitted the shelter with three whole seals.
Then, after the white men had gone to sleep, the Inuit quickly packed up their belongings and fled by moonlight.
Whether the pale-skinned visitors were qallunaat or “Indians” — the group determined that staying too long around these “strange people” with iron knives could get them all killed.
“That night they got all their belongings together and took off towards the southwest,” Qayutinuaq told Dorothy Eber.
But the true horror of the encounter wouldn’t be revealed until several months later.
The Inuit had left in such a hurry that they had abandoned several belongings. When a small party went back to the camp to retrieve them, they found an igloo filled with corpses.
The seals were untouched. Instead, the men had eaten each other.
#being so English you die of racism#because youd rather eat each other than a seal#or try to signal to the friendly locals that you need help#many such cases#UNIRONICALLY#the terror#the franklin expedition#dorothy eber#then they infected all these people with European disease of course#the national post is a chud rag so this is an unexpectedly good article for them
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