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ok I'm sorry but I can't keep not saying this bc I keep pretending it isn't a problem and hoping it'll go away but it won't and I'm sick of it
I have a really unhealthy relationship with food and my body and it needs to be addressed and I have no idea what to do
#Legit just cried because I looked at myself in the mirror#I hate my body so much#I feel guilty everytime I put something in my mouth#And yet I have no control when it comes to food#I ate cookies and ice cream today and pasta too and spring is coming and it's getting hot outside#So I can't keep wearing my dad's enormous clothes#And I hate showing any skin that isn't my face#But im going to need to very soon#And I'm lost and I hate it#Arghhhhhhhh
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💖🎊the end, & thank you for reading!!🎊💖
im so thankful for all the support i got on this story, and i wouldn't have finished it if not for all of you, and for the love i got for seb and clora. so thank you again for giving me the motivation to write this 600k+ monster, and to see it through to the very end. LOVE YALL💖🫶 (ao3/wattpad)
#THAAATS ALL FOLKS#so surreal that after over a year i wont have the thought in the back of my mind of 'oh i need to start on the next chap soon'#its freeing but also empty🥲 im sure ill still have moments where im like CRAP I NEED TO UPDATE--oh wait nvm LOL#sebastian sallow x mc#hogwarts legacy#sebastian sallow#sebastian sallow x oc#sebastian x mc#clora clemons#hogwarts legacy fanfiction#choccyart#my first ever longfic i managed to finish... all my other attempts in other fandoms i fizzled out at like 60k or 70k words#all thanks to yall supporting my brainrot 🙏🙏whether it was a year ago or a day ago🙏#there are some regular readers i had in the VERY beginning that i still think about BAHAHA......hope theyre doing good#and if they ever remember my fic and think about reading it again AT LEAST ITS ACTUALLY COMPLETE AND GOOD TO GO WOO#i feel so accomplished...SIDEQUEST COMPLETE😤
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everything about Gavriil feels suffocating.
how his presence alone can be almost overwhelming, how his massive body cages you everytime without a chance to escape. you wouldn't dare to try anyway, knowing that you don't even have a say against a creature of his caliber. he will find you. in your dreams, in your nightmares. in your room.
how he will be intense and vague about everything just for the sake of it; to confuse you further, to see the conflict of emotions in your eyes merge with arousal. eventually your hesitance turns into acceptance, a desperate need to feel his hands all over you. and he will be oh so grateful to fulfill that desire.
how his thick tongue pushes past your lips and into your mouth, reaching almost the back of your throat, relishing in the muffled little sounds you make. your drool mixed with his saliva drips down your chin, and your hazy eyes look up at him when he finally pulls away, giving you a second to breathe.
how his hips are slamming into you relentlessly, your wetness and lack of resistance allowing him to move almost effortlessly. forced to hold onto him for dear life instead of pushing away. all of your morals and principles are being tossed out of the window every single time he comes to you. he has you where he wants you, and will not stop until he feels like you can't take it anymore.
and how in the morning he vanishes away, leaving you guessing: was it just another wet dream? but the cold stickiness between your legs tells you more than you need to know.
#yes bringing this back bc at the time i didn't tag it properly#okay im gonna complain in here now.#need... to... draw... something... but i dont... have the strength..#drawing on my phone is so exhausting but i have no other option#bc i think my traditional art is not very polishedddd and i dont want to answer asks with ittttt#but maybe i will#bc i think i'm really getting to that burnout#and giving how my bday is getting closer and closer....#i dread it. but hey. cake. money. i'll get a new piercing#i WILL cry ofc but hey. maybe someone will buy me tea as a gift. who knows.#i just want to spend some time with someone yknow:(#just... talk. about anything. sit beside eachother and stare off into the waters#i hope the snow will melt soon because i want to go out more even if by myself#gonna find a job when summer comes... maybe talking to colleagues and all that will help... everythings gonna be fine.. i hope#i just need friends. god.#microtya's kids#microtya: gavriil#monsterfucker#monster fucker#monster x human#monster boyfriend#monster lover#teratophillia#god x human#monster smut
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ive been neglecting getting a haircut and now my hair is getting overgrown into dangerous mullet territory
#have mixed feelings on while i think it actually looks pretty nice longer hair makes me very dysphoric so i might just cut it again soon#not yet tho#my art#furry#my fursona#i was busy all day i wanted to get a doodle done since i need to start working on some commissions tomorrow#but i have a terrible headache now and its soooo late. so im going to sleep. goodnighty people
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wait, that elias?
#huge shoutout to @sepezzz elias design this is very much inspired by it. go look at it#im so serious if i never draw another person manspreading in a fucking office chair it’ll be TOO SOON#anyways.#the juxtaposition truly is crazy hahaaha right people change in the weirdest of ways#i like thinking about how they both present themselves. elias understands he works at Important Academic Research Facility so he still#sooort of tries to look somewhat official. but well he also gets away with what he can#he has that vibe of Yeah i work here and im kind of important but i’m chill. i know how to chill#meanwhile that other freak is just like i am going to make this body look presentable or so help me god.#he’s the Head of the Institute he can no longer have whimsy okay. and listen it’s not because i think jonah is that boring and would#dislike piercings and funny socks or whatever. i think he’d like those. but see he needs to make this believable that elias truly has#changed okay. and also like i said he is the Head of the Institute he needs to look Super Normal And Unremarkable#anyways i think it’s funny how elias’ whole thing is that he tries to distance himself from his family image and tries really hard to Not#end up like a rich asshole. and then. well.#(looks around) So i think about this man a normal amount.#i could write like 20 thinkpieces on both of them but instead they’re gonna make me do college essays about like language and shit.#myart#the magnus archives#tma#elias bouchard#oh my god it is actually un fucking believable how much i think about him every day#if this becomes a daily elias blog yall will just have to deal
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lil venus to start pride month..... wanna do more but i am Struggling atm!!! perhaps god is homophobic. to me specifically
[image description: a drawing of an original character named venus, who is a fat dark-skinned woman with freckles and brown and blonde dyed afro-puffs. she is wearing pink-tinted glasses, heart-shaped earrings, and a pink lacy cropped camisole. she is smiling and holding a trans flag behind herself. end id]
#im hopefully gonna get to go to the doctor for whats up w me soon#its been making it. real hard to draw often!#but i would like to thank everyone who has commissioned me recently#srry that its been taking a bit but its very nice to have the money since i may have to pay medical expenses soon#hopefully i dont need surgery but it is a possibility unfortunately#anyways. enough about me! venus time. my special girl#doc talks#my art#my characters
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How old do you think the turtle tots are in the comics/art you've shown? (like, roughly, how it's their development)
will probably be a bit long because of pics so!
^ a few weeks after being mutated (basically still newborns, very small)
^ Around 6-7 months! Can be seen crawling around the house
^ Roughly around 8 months old (already starting to string together syllables)
^ Around 3 years old! (Yi is VERY smart for her age)
^ Around 4 years old!
^ extra silly fun fact! they started purring being only a few days old!
#THESE MIGHT NOT LOOK MUCH DIFFERENT FOR YOU GUYS BUT LITTLE KIDS DO SO MUCH PROGRESS AND#GROWING UP IN SUCH LITTLE TIME OK. THESE LITTLE MONTH DIFFERENCES MEAN A LOT.#especially when we are talking about like the start of crawling walking and the start of them doing chirps squeaks and sounds that lead to#actual words#ofc by chirp and squeaks im specifically talking about turtle tots lmao#please dont spect your actual kids to do chirps or smt hahsagh#kids developing is truly crazy dude!! they be going!!!!!!#just realized i have yet to draw them older asjhfjs maybe soon#baby turtles are still so fun to draw! fun shaped!!!!#miguel ohara jumpscare because i just realized thats the only purring tot ive drawn until now lol#i think my friend who is a preschool teacher would be very proud of me because of this post HWHEH#ask#peepaw and babies au#i really need to answer more of the peepaw asks i love peepaw asks :']
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Space phil and ground control dan finished! This is based on the fic I read a while ago, Never Fade Away by @parentaladvisorybullshitcontent ! Which I discovered through a rec list from @tarotphil ! It's a super cute, pretty short fic and I totally recommend!
(Click for much better quality jesus)
#im gonna tryyyyy my best to make art on the fics i read#unless theyre angst bc i CANNOT make angst art for the life of me 😭#im about to (literally last chapter) finish Strictly Come Dancing but make it GAY soon!!#sooo look out for that perhaps?? im really struggling trying to think of their outfits tho#i also may have made a very sparce playlist based on this fic bc i have no self control 😔🖕#and everytime i get into something i need a playlist to go along with it 🤞#enough rambling !!#todays phan post#phan#dan and phil#dnp#dip and pip#dan howell#phil lester#phanart#dan and phil fanart#daniel howell#also drawing 2016(?) dan is WAYY harder than 2016 phil 😭#a truly humbling experience#phanart for phanfics#made by manda
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RRRRRRRRAAAAAAAAAA FINALLY FINISHED THE BIG PROJECT IVE BEEN WORKING ON
#rye.txt#LITERALLY SO EXCITED TO SHARE WITH YOU GUYS#soon#I still need to finalize some stuff for the youtube upload BUT the video itself is done#so!!! I'm gonna set it to premiere maybeee Wednesday??#I'm going to be in a wedding at the end of the month so I wanna upload it while im not traveling heehee#WAIT WAIT I KNO W HOW THAT SOUNDS. IM NOT GETTING MARRIED. im a bridesmaid#anyway. very excited to share with you guys#I even snuck in a reference to the term [unspecified disaster] in the thumbnail :P#see if you spot it
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Im currently caught in a rut with Marquee moon pt2, so have an excerpt my other wip ive got going in the shapeshifter au-
Everything in its right place - 500 words WIP :3333
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Even though he had turned down Vale's offer he still sometimes joins the Academy in some of their escapades and training sessions despite not being a part of the academy. It is nice having friends in such a cutthroat sport like MotoGP, but Enea has sadly (or gladly, he supposes) that he has never had the chance or time to build such a close relationship with the other drivers that a falling out would be a devastation. Like how the falling out with Marc and Vale went. The topic has become taboo in the Ranch household, even though you cannot mention racing without either Marc or Vale without there being the intertwining of the two. It's beautiful in a strange way, he supposes.
Despite this, the bond of the Academy drivers, both Ex and current, is unbelievably strong. A lot of times Enea feels like an outsider to the group though, which he is in a way, but it's still strange.
There are references and inside jokes that are made that he doesn't understand. Sometimes a joke is made and some of the academy members will give me this wide-eyed panicked look, like he’ll be learning whatever secret reference they made with a four-word joke.
Enea is a people person, an extrovert. He loves talking and chatting and hanging out with people he holds dear and strangers all the same. So when he starts feeling like he's not wanted somewhere it stings a little bit, but it's nothing new. he knows he's chatty and he knows when to stop based on facial and body language alone. But seeing this behavior come from his friends hurts on a whole new level.
Sometimes it's unbearable. Like there's a tension settled over the house whenever he's there, and Enea knows that it has to do with him. On the bad days, he can always feel someone watching him, staring at him at almost constant times. He asked about it before, sort of.
Typically on these days, someone from the group is missing, whether that's Vale, Pecco, Bez, Cele, Mig, Franky, or whoever, someone is always missing, and when Enea enters the building and asks “Where are they?” It's like he asked if he could invite Marc Marquez to the ranch or like he killed someone's grandma.
He doesn't understand, and they don't try to help him understand, so he stops trying. When he sees someone missing he stops asking. When they make a joke he doesn't understand he looks at his phone or away to pretend he isn't listening. He starts making excuses now and then so that he doesn't have to go to the ranch and so that he doesn't feel like an outsider with his friends. More and more often it starts to feel like Family PLUS Enea, and he just can't stand that feeling.
It's a slow process, pulling away. He tries to do it slowly, missing a few meets throughout a couple of months, then slowly adding more and more excuses to the board. It gets to the point where he starts scheduling hangouts with other people and sponsoring events on the days that their get-togethers happen. Putting so much effort into missing these hangouts makes Enea feel like an asshole, it weighs on him and he sure as hell hopes that no one can see the amount of pressure it's putting on him.
#this is the enea-centric fic ive been working on#im almost done with it!#i just need up put in a couple more thousand words and it will be good to go!#i hope to get this done soon but theres no promises#in regards to marquee moon- im having such a hard time writing marc being overprotective since i-myself-have never felt that way#and im REAALLLY bad at writing something ive never felt or understand the feeling of. so if someone who IS overprotective can talk to me-#-please do. i need help writing desperatly.#my og 2nd part i wrote ended with a very chill marc but after thinking about it- marc would NOT be lowkey about anything that happened#so i scrapped it and am redoing the ending of part 2#i may release my og as a alternate ending though. a What If perhaps.#Motzoogp#motogp#motogp rpf#enea bastianini#valentino rossi#vr46 academy
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v excited for yall to see this poem/web weave im working on ehhe
#i fear it is going to take me a while but . i really need to stop rushing myself#biggest flaw of mine fr i think im like. hard wired To Rush bc i was an active dsmp artist as it was happening#n u always felt so pressured to draw lore /stream bits as soon as possible#it was. very tiring#museum labels
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The unmistakable sound of footsteps approaching begins to fill the air. Whoever is coming seems to have brought some company along…
They are getting closer… and closer… and closer…
…and closer…
……until..................
"Goooooood evenin'!!" Comes the loud greeting from a certain blond man. A big smile on his face and all.
"We beg your pardon for our prolonged absence. It was completely beyond our control..." Then adds the gentleman standing by his side, apologizing on behalf of both, offering a genuine smile along with the apology.
"...BUT! We're back!" And hopefully for good this time…
#[HI HIIIIIII~~ HOW'S EVERYONE DOING?? 8)]#[IDK IF ANYONE REMEMBERS ME OR MY MUSES ANYMORE?? BUT HELLOOO]#[one million years later but we're backkkkkk]#[i'd like to start by apologizing for completely disappearing for months without any announcement]#[life has been far from kind all this year so far and this has greatly and negatively impacted me emotionally]#[like..very VERY badly (harmful stuff and etc)]#[all to a point where i've had to take some time off from most social media]#[and which is also why i haven't checked or replied to any messages anywhere in a while]#[not that i'm the most social and most active person ever but you get what i mean here ;v;]#[the original plan was to come back here like a month or so ago but as you can guess i was unable to due to the same irl issues]#[i'm not gonna lie i'm still not doing well]#[but i wanted to come back or at least try to]#[since writing for these two and the ogre street guys always brings me joy and i also missed everyone here!]#[i'm still unsure if dropping threads will be the way to go for now or not#because i have no idea if my partners are still interested in any threads we had prior my unannounced hiatus]#[or if anyone's still interested in interacting with me and my muses again ;v;]#[so if we have ongoing threads i'll likely be jumping into your IMs over the course of the days to ask about it]#[i just need to check my thread tracker first because i can't remember what i owed last time ;;;;;;]#[as always: we can start new stuff any time in case you're no longer feeling whatever threads we had]#[and we can also start from scratch if that's best too]#[so no worries there!]#[enough blablah from me for now]#[i missed you all so much!]#[and to the new followers this blog somehow earned in my absence: Hi!! Thank you for following and I hope we can interact soon!!]#[hope everyone has been doing great during my absence!! <3]#;speedwagon says (( ic ))#;jonathan says (( ic ))#;ic#(??#;speedwagon withdraws coolly
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i dont think i made his hair big enough honestly
#i have a speech outline for one of my classes due in a couple days and im very stressed#ive been freaking myself out over that class a lot more recently. like#getting so anxious i feel like im going to vomit right before presenting#im usually able to reason myself out of panicking like that but it totally got me last time….. i guess i just lost my grip a little#aaahhhgh#ill get over it#anyways i dont draw curly hair enough. i need to do it more often#iv e been thinking about sho a lot recently (translation: obsession phase)#im making a stageplay shou post at some point soon. i want to really bad#specifically reigen&shou… its important to me#its very. i cant even make a keysmash accurate enough for me right now#mew is moody everybody RUN#mob psycho 100#mp100#sho suzuki#shou suzuki#doodles#meowmeow art#mob psycho fanart
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Drawing my favorite super quantum unit intel processor again. I fluffed to close too the sun though with his hair.
Consulting squip is literally soooo fun to draw. He's so pretty and like, i love the Codes n shit ahhhhh. My biggest inspiration hahaha ./////.
Biting him biting him.
(Please look at all the things behind him, i decided to hand write all the letters and numbers because im a neurotic psycho haha. I love him so much though so it's fine)
[01010011 01101110 01110101 01100111 01100111 01101100 01101001 01101110 01100111 00100000 01101000 01101001 01101101 00100000 00111100 00110011]
[R2l2ZXMgeW91ciB0d2luayBhIG11bGxldAo=]
[SSB3YW50IHRvIGh1ZyBoaW0uIEhlIGxvb2tzIHNvIGh1Z2dhYmxlLiBFdmVyeXRoaW5nIGFib3V0IGhpbSBpcyBzbyBwcmV0dHkgYWhoaGg=]
(There are other codes than these 3. I believe there are 7!!! :D)
@consulting-squip
#artists on tumblr#be more chill#be more chill squip#bmc squip#the squip#artwork#consulting SQUiP#he's my little guy that I love so much#i like him so much too ahhhhh#he's so pretty and cool#and I loveeee Sherlock so that's even more awesome#i love his face aggahsjdks#I await consultants posts#I get so excited whenever he posts#rrrrr#I'd draw him more but guys have you HEARD about my cult ask box?#literally DYING#I'll probably draw another SQUiP soon guys im soooooo normal about them#how many tags is too many#I love consultant so very very much and I need his attention soooo bad#if he doesn't acknowledge my existence I don't exist#ok guys my phone is lagging bc of the amount of tags I gotta go sad face#I would talk about consulting SQUiP forever if i could ahahaha
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ten years ago today i made my fursona :-D
#my art#HAPPY BIRTHDAY KADEN my sweet silly kitty#i wouldve loved to do more for her considering shes TEN!!! had her for ten years!!! but theres so much going on :‚-)#i'll do something silly for her soon hehe#been a furry for ten years lawl. dont think i'll ever get a fursuit buuuut i would like to get a plush made of her in the future#ALSO HI GUYS so sorry for falling off the face of the earth . it may happen again considering i have finals coming up#i still would like to do those bg3 cats soon i just need to find/make time. im also still very much in the thralls of a HEAVY bg3#hyperfixation . that coupled with irl happenings just makes for a perfect storm lol#I ALSO HAVE A COMMISSION I NEVER POSTED!!! doing that here in a bit
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as a little treat i am sharing with you little Aya doodles I've done over the last few days to unwind ww just little expressions based on lines in-game because those are always fun to draw. nothing too special just biscuit
it's Aya because upon doing bizarrely throughout playthroughs of the game for still unspecified project purposes I've gained a soft spot for her she's my daughter now my mental tier list on my favorite characters is so confusing right now
#re:kinder#fanart#aya re:kinder#aya hibino#i state shes my daughter NOW because before i didnt pay too big of a mind to her#but honestly in each different playthrough of this game i gain new appreciation for each character#because fun fact ryou was my favorite character at first just because he seemed nice and was a healer and was nice#second playthrough brought in rei and shunsuke in my mind because they ate it up wirh their roles in the story#meanwhile as time passed yuuichi started to grow on me as i realized he was a little too relatable BASICALLY THINGS LIKE THAT#and spoilers for the unspecified project mentioned in the text just because i feel like it#i also did this because having a transcript of every line just spurred me on becquse of how easy it made things#its much more fun to start doing these kind of line based doodles when you dont have to manually go througj hours of gameplay to find stuff#so just being ablr to ctrl f through a document made me very glad HEUEHEHEBEHR#im still working on it it needs proofreading and polishing on some sides but overall it should be here soon i hope#if anyones interested in it do let me know HUEHEHEBRB i will post it regardless but it would be nice to know if anyone is interested#ANYWAY#as to why Aya seems to have a purse when her sprite doesnt its because her equipment mentions her carrying a yellow pouch#its meant to be that!!!#she looks very goofy with it on made me giggle ngl#(as in. amusement)#it adds more interest to her visual design so its nice to have it there im glad its there#OH YEAH SOME COMMENTARY ON ONE OF HER LINES HERE THAT REALLY PIQUED MY INTEREST#if sayaka dies and shes there to see it (thus. you chose to bring her with you) she has this line#where it implies that shes afraid of dying which makes things sad when she's suicidal#she already states i think her desire is more to disappear than to die exactly but even then it's quite sad#like even if she wants to disappear with how gloomy she's feeling and all the things going around with her parents#shes just a little girl who doesn't want to die😭😭#it really adds a sense of realism to how depression is tackled in game at least for me#that when one is depressed and suicidal a lot of the time it's the wish for this state of suffering to end rather than to actually die#SUCH A GOOD CHARACTER ITS ONE OF THE THINGS THAT UPPED MY APPRECIATION FOR HER
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