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froskii · 4 months ago
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Y’all pls go watch it I TRIED SO HARD IN THIS AAA
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nats-revival · 1 year ago
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Love story au: you and Abby have a sort of forbidden secret romance 💛 takes place during medieval time.
𝙩𝙝𝙚 𝙬𝙝𝙞𝙨𝙥𝙚𝙧𝙨 𝙬𝙞𝙩𝙝𝙞𝙣 𝙩𝙝𝙚𝙨𝙚 𝙬𝙖𝙡𝙡𝙨 | 𝙖. 𝙖𝙣𝙙𝙚𝙧𝙨𝙤𝙣
pairing: abby anderson x afab!reader
tags: (sorta modernized!) shakespearean english, no smut, abbys father is mentioned, reader lowkey living that rapunzel lifestyle but like not rlly. 😭🙏, abby has a bow and arrow, im still terrible at tagging, so i probably missed some stuff??
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a/n: honestly, i rlly only chose this song for this fic bc i was watching berlin while writing this and lowk.. i figured that it was fitting! honestly this prompt was super fun to do!!! i absolutely loved doing this, and i promise i will finish out my requests soon. 😭🙏 there’s still two more i have to start. uploads might be slow next week since i have some tests at school but ill def still try to be active here. ^^
You weren’t supposed to see each other, it was forbidden. Ever since your families began to quarrel, they had kept you held up in your room for seemingly no reason at all. Your father often fought with Abby’s, and they’d go extreme lengths to show their superiority, whether it be trading and buying the most expensive things they could, draping their daughters and significant other in the finest silks, or flat out going toe-to-toe with each other. Of course, you had already been seeing her secretly beforehand, and she showed you things you weren’t ever gonna be allowed to see. Fighting tournaments, erotic literature, the finest alcoholic beverages her kingdom had to offer, and how it felt to rebel. You loved doing these things with her.
These days, you’d been confined to the stone walls of your room, cold floors, and whatever other luxuries your father decided to drape you in. You were only allowed outside for a few minutes, or whatever your father allowed. It happened to be 45 minutes today. During this time you and Abby meet up secretly. Today, you found yourself running through the thick forest behind your castle. You were out of breath and your mouth went dry, but there she was. Her long braid would’ve been noticeable from any distance. You catch your breath and you stand up straight. “Abby.” You say with a smile. She turns to you with a smile, holding her bow and arrow. “Wherefore doth thee at each moment come running to see me? What is the reason behind thy eag'rness to seeth me?” The curiosity in her tone was playful. “I couldn’t possibly miss out on seeing thee. I'm willing to wend to most wondrous lengths just to beest with thee, coequal if 't be true t means running a million miles. You know that I can't be outside f'r long these days, so I want to make it count.” You admit as your smile grows. Abby chuckles. “Nobodys ever did like me so much to running to me ev'ryday. Concluded, be it, follow me. I want to showeth thee something, and I think you’d plaited it.”
   Abby takes your hand and she leads you deeper into the forest. The flora of the forest was to die for this season. The beautiful greens, the flowers, the dew drops sliding off tree leaves, it was a sight that was just impossible to want to not see. But it was only something the two of you knew about. After some time, she stops by some trees. Attached to them were some targets. “I suppose thee haven’t forgotten that day we spent a few fortnights ago? Did thee say.. thee did want to see how valorous mine aim was, no?” Abby asked with a smile. You nod enthusiastically. “Oh, of course I’d want to see how well thee uses yond bow and arrow. You speak so highly of thy aim, I’m sure it’s better than any sirs in the entire kingdom.” Abby always found your enthusiasm cute. Her body felt warm and fuzzy, as stupid and cliche it sounds, but she always felt that way around you. She loved how alive you made her feel. She readies her bow and arrow, and you watch her. You observe her pulling the string back and being mindful of how much she does. She inhales and loses the arrow in the middle of her exhale. Dead center of the target! She turns to you with a smile as your face lights up equally as bright.
   She was amazing! God, you’ve seen men competing for the other princesses hands in marriage (thanks to Abby), but you wanted her to do this for you when your time came. “That wast most wondrous! Oh my gosh, thee should it again. I want to see you do it again!” You say as you give her a face of pleading. She lets out a small chuckle before she turns to another target. This time, she decides to be flashy. She readies an arrow yet again, closing her eyes before she lets it loose. She opens her eyes to find that it had just nearly hit beneath the target. She shrugs her shoulders with a small smile. “Well, art thee did impress, princess?” She asks as she goes to collect her arrows. You turn to her with a small smile. “Of course I’m impressed.  Thee nev'r faileth to impresseth me, Abigail.” “That’s the second timeth you’ve hath called me that. I still rememb'r the first liketh it’s yest'rday.” Abby’s cheeks were dusted in a pink blush as she remembered that day you’d asked her out. All loopy from your drinking, your drunken rambling had resulted in you asking her out. “I rememb'r that day fondly. It was the day I hath asked thee out.” You reply in a soft tone almost as if you were falling in love with her all over again. But you couldn’t help it. This woman was timeless, and she never failed to take your breath away no matter what she did. Whether it be simple housework, gardening, or using that bow and arrow. Every aspect of Abby was attractive. Once all her arrows had been collected, she walks back over to you. She grabs your hands, her thumb gently grazing your knuckles as she looks in your eyes. Your gaze meets hers. She smiles, you look away with a giggle. She turns you back to face her. “I loveth thee. For many nights, I’ve hadst these dreams. Those dreams beshrew mine own mind.  All of those were about thee. Well, us.  Running hence. Being joyous. Not having to encave our love.” Her voice was soft. Her tone was sincere.
   Her gaze softened. One hand comes to softly hold your face. You melt. You couldn’t stop the words from spilling out of your mouth now. “I want to be with thee. I’m not restful of hiding. I want to run in the lush gardens, waketh to a sleep chamber that isn’t bitter cold, and stay out with thee for howev'r long mine own heart desires.” You smile at her and she smiles back. Slowly, her eyes become half lidded and she moves closer to you. “Run away with me, princess.” She whispered before she softly pressed her lips to yours. She pulled away for a moment to see if you were okay with it, but when you pulled her right back in, it solidified that you were more than okay with this. Her arms wrap around your waist, and yours find solace around her neck. This moment felt surreal. Being surrounded by forest, her hands on your body, the humming sound of cicadas and whatever else was in the forest, and the sounds of her soft, quiet moans filled your ears and burned in your memory. While you’re kissing her, you remember its way past the time you should’ve returned. You pull away. “Goodness, it’s getting late. We shall meet. Here, before sundown. I expect to see thee waiting for me here.” You say sweetly but in a rushed manner. She crosses her arms, then closing her eyes as she gives you a confirming nod before she bids you farewell. “I’ll see you soon, princess.” She says as she watches you walk off, then turning to head towards her own castle. This was the start of living freely, not confined by the restraints of parents.
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aanoia · 1 year ago
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Also also what about mine by Taylor swift with Remus?!?
It's out finally! I don't know why this was so hard to make lmfao.
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Remus Lupin x reader words; 2226 (222 has been showing up EVERYWHERE and it's funny bc i found out my life path number is 11/2) song; Mine by T Swizzle (Taylor Swift) Warnings; death? idek gonna be working on requests for a while tonight by the way so expect more coming out! I just got my own henna cones bc im obsessed with henna i think it's so gorgeous (i would go to an actual henna artist to get it done bc i SUCK (for now) and we love supporting small businesses, but the only time there's one in my city is during the fair so i decided to buy my own) anywho have fun, LOVE YOU LOVING-AND-DREAMING <3
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Oh-oh, oh-oh
Oh-oh, oh-oh
You were in college working part time waitin' tables
Left a small town, never looked back
“Mr. Lupin, would you like to explain what is so interesting about Miss L/n, or may we continue with no distractions?” Professor McGonagall asked and I looked up from my paper as Sirius let out little laughs. Remus turned red as he smiled sheepishly at McGonagall.
“You may continue.” He said quietly and she nodded, smirking slightly.
“Thank you for your permission.” She said sarcastically and continued. Remus glanced at me again and I looked back down to my paper, pretending not to notice.
I was a flight risk with a fear of falling
Wonderin' why we bother with love if it never lasts
“Siriu-”
Sirius put his finger on my lips, silencing me as Remus tried to pull his friend away. “No, listen up, missy. I understand your parents suck at being married, mine do too, but that’s no reason to keep rejecting my poor best friend here when you’re obviously in love with him. You will go out with him, and you will have a good time. Understood?” He demanded and I nodded, flashing Remus a small smile.
I say, "Can you believe it?"
As we're lying on the couch
The moment, I can see it
Yes, yes, I can see it now
“I’m so glad you said yes.” Remus said softly, placing a gentle kiss on the top of my head.
I giggled quietly, “Yes, I am too, Rem.” I sighed happily as the fire quietly crackled, shaking my head slightly at the whole reason we were officially together. Damn Sirius.
Do you remember we were sitting there by the water?
You put your arm around me for the first time
My laughter echoed throughout the courtyard as I ran from Remus as quickly as I could. My legs burned and they involuntarily slowed, allowing Remus to catch up to me and wrap his arms around me in a big hug, swinging us side to side as we both laughed loudly.
You made a rebel of a careless man's careful daughter
You are the best thing that's ever been mine
I slapped my hand over my mouth, trying to quiet my breathing as we hid from the caretaker. I looked at Remus with wide eyes and he just grinned at me, proud he finally got me to break a rule and go out past curfew. I shook my head, thankful my hand was covering the small smile gracing my lips.
Flash forward, and we're taking on the world together
And there's a drawer of my things at your place
“I’m home!” Remus called out loudly and I snorted, walking out of the kitchen and leaning against the doorframe with my arms crossed.
“Just move in already.” I suggested and he smiled and shook his head.
“Sure.” He agreed and my eyes widened, my arms dropped to my sides as my back straightened out.
“Really?” He nodded with a smile and I laughed happily, throwing my arms around him in a big hug. “Finally.”
You learn my secrets, and you figure out why I'm guarded
You say we'll never make my parents' mistakes
“We are not your parents, Y/n.” Remus said, trying to grab ahold of my hand but I pulled away, tears stinging my eyes.
“You’re not, Rem, you obviously aren’t. But what if I am?” I whispered, a tear falling down my cheek.
He wiped the tear away and let his hand rest on my face, “What if you aren’t?” He challenged, kissing my forehead softly.
But we got bills to pay
We got nothing figured out
“No, only two. If we have three, one will feel left out.” I said and Remus shook his head.
“No, everything happens in trios. They’re much better than duos.”
\ “I don’t care. Two is better anyway, easier to take care of.”
“But thre-”
I glared at the man in front of me, “I don’t care. Two cats, that’s it.”
When it was hard to take
Yes, yes, this is what I thought about
“You got three, didn’t you?” I asked as I stood at the front door, already hearing the loud meowing from inside.
Remus smiled sheepishly and shrugged, “Perhaps.”
Do you remember we were sitting there by the water?
You put your arm around me for the first time
My hand flew to my mouth as waves crashed against the shore.
Remus knelt in front of me, a nervous smile on his face as James, Sirius, Lily, and the newest member of our family, Harry, stood around us. Sirius held tightly onto the big camera as he chanted yes.
“Remus- yes, oh my, yes!” I exclaimed, not giving him time to stand up and instead kneeled down to kiss him, forgetting about the ring as his back hit the sand, our laughter following as a loud click and flash filled our senses.
You made a rebel of a careless man's careful daughter
You are the best thing that's ever been mine
“Remember, no cake in my face.” I warned Remus as we were about to cut our wedding cake.
He smiled, “Of course.”
I winked to Sirius, who once again had a camera, and held in my laughs as the knife sunk into the cake. Instead of waiting for the piece to be fully cut, I grabbed a chunk of cake from the opposite side - the camera clicked and flashed - and smashed it into Remus’ face. He froze before wiping the cake from his eyes and looking at me with a familiar glint in his eyes.
“I’m gonna get you.”
Do you remember all the city lights on the water?
You saw me start to believe for the first time
The lights of the eiffel tower shined brightly onto the water as I watched with awe in my eyes. Remus looked at me fondly, love coursing through his veins as he gazed at his wife.
“You’re beautiful.” He whispered and I looked at him, a blush spilling over my cheeks. Truthfully, he was the beautiful one. The way the lights highlighted his face and sparkled in his honey brown eyes entranced me as I smiled.
“You’re beautiful, as well.” 
You made a rebel of a careless man's careful daughter
You are the best thing that's ever been mine
Oh-oh, oh
Remus narrowed his eyes at the girl Sirius brought to Christmas dinner. Usually, it didn’t matter to him what anyone was wearing, as long as they liked it it was fine. But wearing something that's easily comparable to what a stripper would wear to a dinner where you were informed about children being present, was a little far.
“Remus.” I gently grabbed his hand. “I know you don’t like her, I don’t either, but please be civil.”
“What if we prank her?” He whispered back.
I snorted, but my smile dropped as I realized he was being serious, “No, what?”
He nodded, “Please?”
I hesitated before sighing, “Fine. Let’s do it.”
I quietly walked back from the bathroom and froze as I saw the prank had worked. Sirius’ new girl was screeching loudly as her skin turned green and warts popped up randomly. I looked Remus in the eye as he held in his laughter. I winked at him and he smiled proudly, we did it. The best part, by far, was the loud giggling of baby Harry as he watched the witch begin to cry angrily. I picked up the boy and laughed with him, gently tickling his sides only making his laughs harder.
And I remember that fight, 2:30 a.m
As everything was slipping right out of our hands
“No, goddamnit, Y/n, it’s my life!” Remus yelled and I shook my head.
“No, Remus, it’s our life! It became our life when you married me!” I yelled back louder, briefly glancing at the clock and internally wincing. 2:26 AM the clock read. 
“I want to be a teacher, what’s so bad about that?” 
I threw my hands up, “Do you listen to me, Remus? I’ve told you over and over it’s fucking Hogwarts! I love that place but these past few years it’s gotten dangerous! I won’t let you teach there.” I explained as tears stung at my eyes.
“I don’t care! You don’t get an opinion on this!”
I ran out crying, and you followed me out into the street
I pushed the door open roughly and ran to the street, the rain beating down on me as I sobbed and fell to my knees. The water collected on the rough cement soaked my pajama pants, only making me cry harder at the small inconvenience. 
Braced myself for the goodbye
'Cause that's all I've ever known
The door slammed open again and I shut my eyes tightly, preparing myself for the inevitable. My body shook, from the cold or the crying, I really didn't know. Probably both. I waited for him to ask for the rings back and leave me there on my own.
I opened my eyes and watched Remus’ figure get closer as I struggled to take the rings off.
“What are you doing?” He asked, fear in his voice.
“I already know you want them back.”
Then you took me by surprise
You said, "I'll never leave you alone"
To my surprise, he wrapped his arms around me tightly, swaying side to side slightly like he always did.
“Never.” He whispered.
You said, "I remember how we felt, sitting by the water
And every time I look at you, it's like the first time
“Y/n?” He asked above the rain.
“Yeah?”
“Do you remember when we were running around the courtyard because you were being a grumpy pants and wouldn’t hug me?”
I nodded and smiled fondly at the memory. “Yeah, and then you caught me by the lake and we almost fell in.” He pulled away and looked at me fondly.
I fell in love with a careless man's careful daughter
She is the best thing that's ever been mine"
“That’s the moment I knew I was gonna marry you one day. That’s when I knew I loved you and never wanted to be away from you.”
I looked at him with a small smile, “Really?”
He nodded, “I swear on my beautiful wife.”
Hold on and make it last
Hold on, never turn back
I sat quietly on the train, reading my book as nostalgia filled my body. Remus sat next to me, his coat draped over his eyes so he could rest. I glanced at him and sighed, shaking my head and wondering how he convinced me to not only let him teach, but also have me co-teach Care of Magical Creatures with Hagrid.
“This is the only open compartment.” A voice said and I looked up from my book. My breath left my body as I saw a familiar boy walk through the compartment door, a boy and a girl following after him. 
The boy looked at me with a small smile. “I’m sorry. Is it alright if we sit in here? Everywhere else is full.” 
I nodded with a smile, “Of course.” He glanced at Remus’ sleeping figure and sat across from me.
“My names Harry Potter, and this is Hermione Granger and Ron Weasley. Are you a new professor?” Harry asked and my heart clenched.
“Yes, I am. Professor L/n, pleasure to meet you three, I’ll be co-teaching with Hagrid, I’m sure you know him. This lump next to me is my husband, also a new professor. Professor Lupin, unfortunately he’s exhausted so he’s simply napping.”
Harry nodded in understanding, “Is he our new Defense Against the Dark Arts teacher?”
“Yes, he is.”
(Hold on) you made a rebel of a careless man's careful daughter
(Hold on) you are the best thing that's ever been mine
“Well, well, well.” I said, leaning against the doorframe as I watched Remus and Sirius hug. Sirius pulled away and looked at me with a smirk. “If it isn’t Sirius Black, back from Azkaban.”
“I’m innocent, Y/n/n. I swea-”
I cut him off with a big hug, winking at Remus who smiled at me gratefully. “I know you are, Sirius. I know.”
Do you believe it?
We're gonna make it now
“If we di-”
“We won’t.” Remus persisted.
“Rem. If we die, just know how much I love you, alright? You’re the best thing that’s ever happened to me, and I’m so grateful to have you as my husband and my best friend.”
Remus sighed and nodded, “I love you too. But we won’t die, my love. We’ve got someone to live for.” I smiled as we both looked to our newborn son who gurgled quietly in his sleep.
“Yes, we have someone to live for.”
And I can see it (yeah, yeah)
I watched in horror as the group of Death Eater’s pointed their wands together. I grabbed Remus’ hand tightly as they muttered a powerful spell together, sending Remus and I flying back before the world went dark and Sirius’ voice filled my eyes.
“Finally.” He said.
“We’ve been waiting forever for you two to die.” A new voice said. James?
“You two gits, be quiet.” Lily. “Welcome home.”
I can see it now
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runningfrom2am · 1 year ago
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New chapter thoughts:
1. reader being all lovey-dovey with coryo while also holding onto her anger. getting to do all the things she would want to do but only through the safety of a mask.
2. coryo not beating the jealousy allegations but beating ash. no words needed.
3. reader doing everything she can to open more room for jealousy.
4. reader, despite everything, not turning coryo’s life into hell but rather creating as many inconveniences as possible. if he knew she was doing this with the pure intention of causing suffering, he would either endure or put a stop to it but this way nothing seems personal on her end and everything is there to just disturb him.
5. reader not being able to escape her character in the capitol. no matter how she rebels, her mind takes her back to her own beliefs in no time. trying to appear as accepting and friendly doesn’t work, even for herself. both her manners and personality is in contrast with her district life.
AHHH IVE BEEN DYING TO REPLY TO THESE ALL DAY AND IM FINALLY HOME!! (after letting my intrusive thoughts win and going to see tbosas again oops-)
this is gonna be a long one so anyone who wants to read all about LTPF,, the tea (and maybe some spoilers) is below the cut:
1. … a little ironic considering she was all like “you only dragged me into this bc you’re scared of being alone” like girl i am suspicious that you may be exactly the same
2. he’ll never beat the jealousy allegations honestly
3. and she’s so real for that
4. he has been consistently her priority and idek if she COULD do anything to truly hurt him even if she wanted to. even with these “revenge” plots that are just meant to make his days a little bit worse, she doesn’t want that to be attributed to her. she doesn’t even want him to think she could have done those little things intentionally because of how that could effect his views of her. (i think even the slightest shift in his perceptions of her would feel WORLD crushing to her)
5. she wants to change SO bad,, but does she tho??
okay so girlboss i love you so so much like i know ive said this but someone really reading and understanding the undertones and depth i try and add in my writing means the absolute world to me. i’m so serious, thank you so much <333
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aliennday · 4 months ago
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‼️‼️ rebel checkpoint ‼️‼️
(spoilers sighs)
legend trilogy by marie lu)
checkpoint 3 page 241, i haveb’t been able to write out my checkpoints as much on my notes app bc i’ve been so interested into the book that i either pause for a long time or don’t pause at all. it’s genuinely so good and everything thag’s going on is so investing. i’m loving the character development for Eden and also the development for Eden and Day’s kinship, i love the brothers bad. also i’m so excited for eden and pressa, i want to see how their friendship evolves. ALSO OH MY GOD??? i knew smth bad was gonna happen but holy shit this shit is crazy and im genuinely shocked and surprised. also Mr. Yu absolutely killed me and the fact pressa had to leave it all behind and push away her grief is so impactful and it was UGHHH i hate it sighs
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coryosbaby · 1 year ago
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ok i’m just gonna say you can completely ignore this i just needed somewhere to get my thoughts out. also idk if you’ve actually seen tbosas or just write for the characters rn but if you haven’t seen it then don’t read this lol. so first of all im now gonna go through and read ALL of the coryo stuff i didn’t before bc i hadn’t seen the movie and i felt weird but i’ve seen it now so yeah. but wowwww. the movie was actually so amazing idk how you felt abt it but im still in shock and it ended like half an hour ago, it was incredible. the way coryo’s character and moral judgement shifts throughout and its shown by his hair too which i think is amazing. i could go onnnn abt the easter eggs and links to the other movies but i wont, instead ill just say my jaw DROPPED when he killed high bottom at the end and with RAT POISONING??? im losing my mind rn but all my friends are asleep and i just needed somewhere to get it out 😭😭
NO BC THIS IS SO REAL . I’m ranting about this, spoilers ahead for the movie & book btw 💔
I hadn’t read the book when I watched tbosas but I saw a few snippets and saw how Coryo was thinking the whole time, but when I was watching it I was like ??? Ain’t no way they must’ve changed his character but NO bro like he’s a whole manipulator 😭 and the way the end of the movie shifts into his pov and shows his true paranoia/pov. So we’ll never rly know what Lucy Gray actually thought (though she prob did wanna get tf outta there n I don’t blame her)
and I js wanna say rn. I see a lot of Sejanus in Johanna. Like katniss too, obviously, but Johanna is definitely another form of his rage.
Like don’t even get me STARTED on Sejanus, there was sm going on in his and Coryo’s friendship or wtv tf that was. Like in the books Coryo is INSANELY jealous of Sejanus ?? But the way they were friends since they were KIDS bro 😭😭 and coryo js thought they’d send him home bc he’s capital. like I can’t. It’s literally so sad. Tbh, in the movies it seems like Coryo sees more of Sejanus in the whole rebellion in the later hunger games than Lucy. Cs Lucy was never a rebel rly? And he only rly cried & felt remorse during Sejanus’ death?? Like it’s HIM that really haunts him, on top of Lucy’s songs. But I think she enrages him while Sej makes him feel guilty
Also the way they make fun of Sejanus for calling his mother “ma” and it’s the last thing he says :(( and he realizes that Coryo betrayed him right before that .
THE WAY THAT CORYO LITERALLY TAKES OVER SEJANUS’ PLACE IN HIS FAMILY. LIKE MOVES IN W HIS FAMILY, CALLS HIS MOTHER “MA”. LIKE WHAT THE FUCK ILL NEVER GET OVER THAT
OMFG. And the way Coryo’s dad died in the woods by a rebel. And then he kills Lucy in the woods 😨😨 the way that once u think about it he def knew what he was doing the whole time, like he probably planned 90% of that out beside a little bit of stuff.
And how Dean highbottom, esp in the books, didn’t even WANT the hunger games to be a thing. Like you think ur gonna hate him bc he’s the creator of the hunger games before watching but dr Gaul is actually the worst one 😭
Also the way Coryo’s roses change ? Like he uses red ones when he’s young, but later when he’s old he uses white ones— and to me this seems like symbolism for him “cleansing” himself of Lucy gray (while also keeping roses bc they reminded him of his mother).
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zorosdimples · 7 months ago
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i really appreciate you holding on for the wild ride, it ended up being much more of a word vomit than i anticipated 😅 this is also gonna be long to explain it all but:
okay so my OC, calrik, is from an original fantasy fiction work i have tentatively called ‘homeward bound’; it’s been a passion project for like idk 10+ years and the characters in it are like the original 4 OCs for me lol. he (funnily enough) resembles laios physically (blonde, 6’4, a guard so Fit, brown eyes) but also has freckles and is a wolf shapeshifter (simply put, but it’s more complicated than that) (which is probably that’s why I love laios, your honor). premise of that WIP’s world is an empress (ilantha) of celestial blood and her three closest and highest ranked guards (saelihn, merric, and calrik) (none of which start out in those positions except the empress) up being divinely intertwined in changing the course of the empires’ history. fated love, fated loss, coronations and galas and sneaking away to not get caught, fae and wolf shapeshifters, personified celestial bodies and primordial / ancient spirits, heinous war crimes, children with trauma responsible for way too much, not a parent in sight lmfao. that being said, the kidnapping was happening from the Big Baddie™️ in that world and calrik busted in.
with the SW AU, it’s an AU of my own work (lmfao). calrik is an inquisitor, brother to merric (supreme leader); sae is a force sensitive rebel (not proper Jedi) and tasked with transporting / protecting ilantha (actual Jedi, Princess of Alderaan). the girls get captured, put on star killer base, and interrogated by the guys. of course they pair bc where else would the enemies to lovers come in. cal interrogates sae, and she’s restrained. since sabers turn on, they have an activation mechanism hums. so while he’s interrogating her, choking her, calling her pet and telling her to speak up, he traces the humming, vibrating end of the saber—while ignited—along her body until its against her thrumming cunt. hence: a lightsaber vibrator as means of an interrogation method.
now Laios…… holy shit yeah. that’s exactly what im thinking about!!!! an aphrodisiac that the longer the body doesn’t register you’re breeding (aka using it), the worse it gets. teaching him how to touch you, and he ends up being exactly the touch you’ve always imagined having. its so innocently perfect, and before he’s even had his turn, a glob of cum has stained his pants. he’s panting, pupils swollen; at one point you have to remind him to take the armor off because he’s so into you, enraptured. now imagine you’re the monster that hit him with the pollen……………….. like a fae dryad or somethin………. holy shit yeah.
thank you for indulging me 🙂‍↕️ im so sorry this is a damn novel lol
putting this under the cut since i rambled A LOT!
sav what the FUCK that world you’ve built sounds so incredible and well thought out; i LOVE fantasy but it’s daunting to write/create fantastical worlds because there are so many elements you must consider and balance. effective world building is a feat—and you have so many interesting characters that you’ve also created to boot! i’m obsessed with how similar cal is to laios ooohuuhgghhhhhh i will lose my mind (go insanely horny) over him.
AND THE STAR WARS AU???????? okay first of all: brilliant, show-stopping, incredible. putting your own ocs from an original story into a pre-existing fictional universe is so big brained of you i don’t even know what to say. and enemies to lovers…my favorite flavor, truly. can i just say i wanna be in sae’s place because oh my god? i’m seeing the vibrating lightsaber vision and i want to experience it so desperately it’s not even funny.
finally LAIOS, MY LOVE! i have a bit of a reputation on my blog for being a virgin killer because there’s nothing more sexy and delicious to me than teaching someone inexperienced how to touch you; molding their concept of sexuality, exploring their interests, and leaving a lasting impression on them (even if you don’t stay together because they will never, never forget their first). and laios is the perfect virgin in my mind because he’s eager to please and he’s utterly shameless. he will lick your armpits and spit on your clit and suck on your tongue without a second thought because it feels and tastes so good; he has a one-track mind and it makes sex with him almost a religious experience. the sex pollen trope on top of that makes him feral for you…i don’t even know what to say about the idea of you being the monster—like…UGH. he gives you a run for your money!
anyway thank you for sharing with me; i’m kissing you and your gorgeous brain <3
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landscaping-your-mind · 1 year ago
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also 23 if youre feeling like it
Number 23 is a song that you think everybody should listen to
DUDE YOU CANT DO THIS TO ME ARGHHHH
Well, okay, first of all, Planet of the Bass (life, it never die / women are my favourite guy / sex: i’m wanting more / tell the world “stop the war”) bc it’s stupid and funny and i cant say sex: im wanting more aloud but its the only thing my fucking MIND
Uhh… I mean songs I’d recommend to anyone without question? I pick and choose. I recommend the mechs to people i really like, I recommend lovejoy to anyone who’s really aromantic and also likes their style of music, I recommend the sisters of mercy and black sabbath when im in a “THE HISTORY OF GOTHIC ROCK AND GOTHIC METAL IS SO COOL” mood.
But idk, there’s never One Song that always wins. Whatever I’ve got stuck in my head I guess. If it’s not too… like I’ve got True Trans Soul Rebel stuck in my head and I’m not gonna recommend that to my dad lol
Ask game (also viky if you want you can send more-)
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engagemythrusters · 1 year ago
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okay. ahsoka ep 3.
i already know jacen is in this bc i got SPOILED but let me tell you im gonna still be shocked anyway skldjflkd
k here we go
These introductions are pointless. Like we saw the last ep last week. If we forgot we can just look it up.
OH WOW she’s hot
“Not bad but not good” WOW HUYANG. Oh wow this guys comin for Sabines whole LIFE here damn
Um ig Ahsoka forgot that Mandalorians can hold their own against jedi just damn fine? Sabine once beat KANAN
Ahsoka: okay time to pretend to be Kanan
UH OKAY. UM. “I can’t see how am I supposed to fight” WAS A STUPID LINE TO GIVE TO SABINE WREN, THE WOMAN RAISED BY KANAN JARRUS, A NOTABLE BLIND JEDI
God can you imagine being stupid enough to give that line to her? Did filoni or Favreau write that line? Sounds on par with how idiotic those two dipshits are. Like that is so stupid. Who is that STUPID.
That’s like an anti-Kanan reference. That’s fucking Kanan retconning.
God I’m so MAD.
Honest to god I’m kinda glad this is only 30 mins long this time. I’m fucjing mad.
She fights like Sabine though. I love this actress for her. She’s doing Sabine so well. Thank you <3
Nyooooom
is mON MOT—SHE IS
Hooray chancellor mothma
JACEN!!!!!
I mean in name only so far but still. My lil snow pea boy
“Causing trouble with chopper” I’m so glad that droid is giving the galaxy hell with multiple generations of syndullas. Here’s to chopper outliving us all
HEY SHUT UP ABOUT HRR FINDING HER SON
She should be allowed to find her son the war hero at any costs
GET HIS ASS
“People who were like family to me” okay uh so that’s a workaround for saying Kanan? But Kanan wasn’t even killed by
JACEN
“Aunt” WHAT
She’s his SISTER
He looks a little like Kanan would have looked. AND NOTHING LIKE HERA (enter usual rant about PISS POOR CHARACTER DESIGN)
Also like. He wants to be a jedi 😭
LIKE HIS FATHER BEFORE HIM 😭
God that look. She’s thinking of Kanan 😭😭😭
“Everyone could be a jedi” is the STUPIDEST TAKE
God i hate this fucking show
And I fucking hate filoni and Favreau so. Fuckingn. Much.
Huyang does NOT like Sabine
And he’s right about jedi and force wielders
She’s so cute I love u Sabeeen <3
T-6 shuttle shot
I love u T-6 shuttles
Wow those are fuckin… old ass ships. Clone war era.
I mean T-6 is even older but I love it so. I do not care.
Also hang on rewind a sec to the “few mandalorians have ever been jedi” okay how do you KNOW that. The two of you have been at odds so much for so long that I’m sure millions went by unnoticed by the jedi
Downgraded from Spheres In Space to fucking Circle In Space 🙄
I love Huyang he’s a bitch
Oh T-6 shuttle they’re really in it now
Oop floaty in space
Huyang out for the count again xoxo
Shin Hati is such a little shit and I ADORE her
She space-suited up in 3 seconds or some shit. God I hate sci fi.
Get yourself ahsoka you’re the dumbass who chose to stand outside
Shin Hati 👁 👁 fr
Oh
My
God
P U R R G I L
Ezra are u there?! 😭😭😭😭
okay after the initial AAAA umm yeah I’m thoroughly disappointed
The purrgil looked so BEAUTIFUL in design and colour and pattern in Rebels… only to be Giant Grey Things in this show?
God I fucking HATE this show.
Anyway half this episode is literally just space fighting. That’s so stupid.
I do like tbis planet. It’s dull and drab like everything else this show has done BUT at least the aesthetic of this one is meant to be dark and drab and dull
Anyway can they go back and follow the fucking purrgil yet
Mr Inquisitor I kind of hope you’re someone cool we already know. That’s a cool trope that I want to see in canon. If not that’s okay I want a cool inquisitor anyway.
So they’re meant to pick up thrawns ship? Like the way Jedi ships used to—
The way DT says purrgil has shocked me to near silence
That’s so funny it’s great and hard in his voice
So yeah that was stupid and awful and it’s good that was only 30 mins of disappointment rather than fucking 50 or whatever
Still love the vibes of this outtro tho. Wish the rest of the show was this cool.
now we just need -rex - ezra - direct kanan mention (like NAMED)
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2truehearts · 1 year ago
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MUSIC ASK
1: A song you like with a color in the title
15: A song that is a cover by another artist
17: A song that would sing a duet with on karaoke
30: A song that reminds you of yourself
i want to answer them too so hehe here's mine <3
1: Red - Mori Calliope (THIS IS ONE OF MY FAVORITES HEHE)
15: kyu-kurarin - Chogakusei
17: PSI DESU I LIKE YOU - Dempagumi.Inc (i don't really understand the question now im rereading it, this is a song that i would like to sing with someone at karaoke)
30: Fish in a Birdcage - Fish in a Birdcage
okay i missed you how are you
mwah i hope ur having a good day kazu <3
(OH AND)
💌 Send this to the nicest people you know or those who have a good heart. Me and your fo/s loves you <3 💌
AAAA SHROOM OMG HII!!! AND TY FOR THE ASK <333
1 — gold rush by taylor swift!!
15 — the cover you’re so vain by olivia rodrigo!!
17 — either easy on me by adele (tbh any song of adele’s is great for karaokes as long as both know the lyrics JHSHSJS) or evermore by taylor swift!!
30 — DOING THIS AGAIN BC WHY NOT SO rebel without a clue by olivia rodrigo (it ain’t released yet but i love it already)
i’m gonna have to get a listen to those songs u listen to shroom hehehe AND I MISSED U TOO OMG :(( IM DOING GREAT ACTUALLY!!! i got smth from a gachapon thing while i was out last night AND IT REMINDED ME OF U (i’ll send a pic of it in ur askbox later cause i’m out rn and it’s at the hotel cries) BUT WHAT I DO HAVE ARE SOME PICTURES OF OSAKA SO HERE HAVE THEM FIRST
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and lastly IM USING AN UNO REVERSE (imagine a penguin holding one up with a cool pose for reference) MWUAH ILYSM UR SO SWEET AND LOVELY AND GREAT MWAMWAAAA I HOPE UR HAVING A GREAT DAY N WEEK TOO <3333 ‼️‼️‼️ take some kisses for good measure tho 💋💋💋 love u shroom!!! stay safe and take care of urself!!!!!
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fleurriee · 2 years ago
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Do you have any book recommendations? I think you write beautifully so I am sure you read some good stuff too🫡
oh, you have come to the right place!! honestly all i do is read, but they are all of the fantasy genre so i hope that’s okay :)
also, not u saying my writing’s beautiful stop 🥹
• so at the moment, im currently reading the game of thrones series, like literally just started it last night. it’s bc i fell in love with house of the dragon so i bought fire and blood lmao. im just gonna assume you know what that whole shebang is about 👍🏻
• my favourite book of all time is the priory of the orange tree by samantha shannon, which in short is about a separate parts of the world experiencing the rise of an evil that was once believed to have been defeated - which is basically just a huge dragon. i’ve really undersold that though like it’s so good - it’s got dragons, sorcery, ✨women✨. there’s a prequel too called a day of fallen night that can be read either before or after bc it’s like 500 years before or something, so they’re technically 2 different stories but in the same universe.
• i’m also gonna recommend the house in the cerulean sea by t.j. klune, which is set in a fantasy world, where a man is basically a social worker for kids out of the ordinary with special features or abilities. it’s very found family trope and it made me cry and it’s just so beautiful 🥹
• the last book im gonna recommend is babel, or the necessity of violence: an arcane history of the oxford translator’s revolution by r.f. kuang. i know the title sounds scary and probably a little boring?? but it’s far from that honestly. i’d previously read the author’s poppy war trilogy and fell in love with her writing & i heard that babel was getting all the rave so i checked it out, and despite thinking i wasn’t gonna like it and probably discontinue reading it, i fell in love with it. in short, it’s about a group of teens being accepted into oxford as translator’s for around the world, along with the secrets they unravel and how they rebel against the standards set before them. at the very least, i recommend giving it a try - i’d say it’s very different to what people may normally read, but look into it!!!
i do have a lot more for you, so im gonna link my goodreads account where you can find everything ive ever read lmao!! <;33
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goodnighttexas · 1 year ago
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still haveht seen all of ahsoka show yet but I have been seeing stuff on this star wars account I follow that I don’t understand so I’m assuming it’s in the part I didn’t watch bc I was Very uninterested.
ummm so I’m thinking about it again and as ahsoka tano fan top 10 she’s one of my faves of all time. I just. my. A H S O K A. show. the. A H S O K A. show. and its like here’s the rebels and I’m like oh great that characters I really don’t care about thanks. like I watched their show it was alright I grew to like them BUT NOT ENOUGH FOR ME TO WANT TO SEE THEM AGAIN. well. except hera I love hera I want to see her always <3 BUT THE ITHERS?? WHATEVER!!!! I would like to see what my sweet sweet ahsoka is doing and what shit she’s wrecking on the other side of the galaxy. not. her wayward padawan. why does she have one of those? Like why is ahsoka “I am no jedi” tano waltzing around with a padawan and WHY IS SHE SO DRY ? :((( her actor gets her snarky bits well SHED DO THE SILLY WELL TOO I BET WHY DONT THEY GIVE HER THE SILLY ? she’s so serious I want to kill myself a little. ahsoka my little high school drop out why does she act like a “cool” teacher who breaks the rules only a little but is still a teacher none the less. OHHHH kills myself whatever. she’s not Totally down for the rules but she’s more down for the rules than I think she should be. she’s too slash srs. like ahsoka is wise as hell she’s very smart but she was never BORING….. CRIES MYSELF TO SLEEP.
look even that aside I just don’t care about sabine like that I don’t care about ezra that much and I definitely don’t want to go to Big Plot Thrawn like fuck that wgaf you get rid of that guy for OOOH? BIG PLOT ?? MAYBE FOR LATER ?? and then he comes back with MID PLOT. and does nothing. like I haven’t finished the show yet but I’m presuming he gets defeated bc I think I would’ve heard of big thrawn Star Wars phase BUT I HAVE NOT! so it’s just let’s have ezra again. which. as already stated. IDCABOUTHIMCOUGH. sorry ezra. I just. yeah. go off girl go crazy go stupid do whatever im gonna look over here now though.
like. I love my slay renegade disaster lineage girl who’s like nah fuck this we done. and does her own thing. SHE IS NO JEDI !!!! why have a padawan…… whatever
look I don’t like extra dubious disaster lineage that shit ended with ahsoka okay? BOOP yoda BOOP dooku BOOP quigon BOOP obiwan BOOP anakin BOOP ahsoka and then she was like okay this is the worst lineage in the history of ever let’s not. green freak, Sith Lord, rebel who died too young L, the “negotiator”, little freakass orphan annie who let him in here?? he’s too emotionally unstable—, and ahsoka tano the best thing to come out of this whole thing. one she doesn’t end up a sith lord two she knows what’s up she knew the order was flawed and went fuck this shit I’m out LOSERS and went on her own significantly more righteous path of awesomeness to be. what a jedi really SHOULDVE been. COOL. AS. HELL !!!! kind and compassionate, a bit of a smart ass, and selfless to high heaven. if there’s good to be done she will do it. she is bound by no order she is bound by no code she will do as she wants when she wants and she will make such a good impact and she will look so cool doing it. she also kicks so much ass.
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thornetabris · 1 year ago
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hi! okay so i just finished ahsoka, LOVED it (mostly bc all of it was completely female led which you don’t see often these days). i loved ahsoka, sabine, shin, baylan and thrawn particularly. i’m a major wolfwren shipper lol.
okay but here’s the thing; watching ahsoka has made me want to consume more star wars media. before ahsoka, i only watched the sequels and the other movies before when i was like 12. soo i have no idea where to start.
i believe beginning with star wars the clone wars would make sense, but do i need to rewatch the prequel films in order to understand the clone wars (i basically remember nothing from the prequel movies) or can i jump right into it? and after that there’s all these disney plus shows, like the mandalorian which doesn’t seem connected to the movies as far as i can tell - and then there’s star wars rebels! idk, i guess i’m asking if you could give me any advice on where to start and follow on from there? pretty please???
sure!!! im just going to give you where I, personally, would advice on beginning. so I'd say to look around with some other blogs aswell!
disney+ has a chronological list set up if you want to watch everything as a marathon of some sorts. I'd say now is a good time for a marathon too – the next tv show is only coming out in 01/24/24, so you'll have plenty of time to catch up on everything.
there's also the infamous Machete Order, which takes off tv shows and focuses solely on the movies. I wouldn't personally go this route if you wanna really get into star wars as a whole, but if you just want to be up to date, it's a good place to start too – a bit confusing, maybe. They flip the order quite a bit to make it all flow better as a narrative; the prequels are, actually, just an elongated flashback.
Here's how it goes: a new hope, the empire strikes back, the phantom menace, attack of the clones, revenge of the sith, return of the jedi, the force awakens, the last jedi AND the rise of skywalker.
If you don't want to go Machete but per release, it's just the Original Trilogy, The Prequels, The Clone Wars cartoon and then The Sequels. It's very confusing though. I only do it like this if I'm watching it with someone I know has no knowledge whatsoever of the franchise, Vader's identity… all the nice little retcons disguised as plot twists.
Now, if the person does know about it all, which I think you do by the question, I'd say just go chronological order as it's put into the disney+ list. if you just wanna watch the movies first, it's prequels, original and then sequels. I'm gonna write the list with the tv shows sprinkled into it:
Phantom Menace, Attack of The Clones, The Clone Wars, Revenge of The Sith, The Bad Batch, Solo, Obi Wan Kenobi, Rebels, Andor, Rogue One, A New Hope, Empire Strikes Back, Return of the Jedi, The Mandalorian s1-2, The Book of Boba Fett, The Mandalorian s3, Ahsoka, Resistance, The Force Awakens, The Last Jedi aaaaaand The Rise of Skywalker.
Oof! big chunk. Adventures of Young Jedis is a fun little cartoon that before everything, but it's very much targeted towards children beneath, say, 11 years old. But still fun to watch if you want to. Visions are independent and non-chronological episodes, so you don't need to include it if you don't want to. I recommend it tho. They're very well done. Tales of the Jedi are also non-chronological, but they follow and study characters such as Ahsoka, Dookan, Qui-Gonn. I highly recommend watching it after the prequels, but again, they are not necessary per se to understand the scope as a whole. Resistance is… Resistance. I didn't enjoy it as much i wished i could (i love the rebels, i love everything about them as a storyline), but they do provide some much needed information that bridges the original trilogy and the sequels.
Now. The Clone Wars. TCW has their fair amount of filler episodes, and it is a seven seasons big chunk. It also was not released with episodes as chronological, so you'd have episodes that released first but were placed before in the timeline. so no judgement if you decide to go Machete on it. Here's a list to the episodes that contains all the most important arcs in it:
https://www.kotaku.com.au/2023/07/the-essential-clone-wars-episodes-every-star-wars-fan-should-watch/
I think. I think that's it!! Hope this helps you anon. I'm always here if you want to!!
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midnightmisadventures · 2 years ago
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I just had this dream...i dont feel like writing it. But i cant get it out of my head.
I was in a completely fictional high school setting. But it was dystopian and general vibes reminded me of severance without the severance. The school felt very militant and controlled and like if you spoke out of turn something terrible would happen to you vibes. No evidence of that just a general vibe.  
But whatever, it was my typical dream senior year, and my 2nd period class was a math elective. Like it was only for one marking period blah blah blah. I go there and the only people from real life are (sort of) rkelly, and.....hg from csd. I was kinda talking to hg but basically i made friends with the “cool kids” and we were in the back of class. It was me, (sort of) rkelly, another jock guy, a sort of blonde friendly cool girl. Giving cd from highschool, and another black girl. 
So we’re all joking around waiting to be dismissed. The group is flirting, me and cd are becoming friends and talking about the boys. Then, jock boy kisses cd and then rkelly kisses her too. And im like omg “technically you all just made out with eachother, cause you all kissed” 
feeling a little left out but it was just hs sillyness. Cd makes a joke like....towards rkelly implying she wants a boyfriend and flirting and he rejects her immediately and is like “thats the exact opposite of what im looking for.” But i had starting feeling soft for rkelly and wanted him to like me and was a little sad when he said he didnt want a gf. 
I also remembered that rkelly was on my bus, lived in my neighborhood. And that was gonna be a way for me to get closer. Something about the kissing was ironic to something that happened on the bus this morning so i was gonna bring that up to flirt later. 
Somewhere along the line....rkelly turns into Adam scott. Like literally mark scout from severance. And im starstruck and kept wanting to be like “omg like ur an icon i grew up with you” but for some reason i wanted to call him Ben Stiller. Cause his name is ben in parks and rec and ben stiller created severance. It was weird. It was also at this point, that about 75% started realizing this is a dream....and probably a scary one at that. 
The cool kids and i, are waiting to be dismissed and its taking so long so all of the gang besides me leaves early to be rebels whatever. I took it upon myself to stay as sort of a lookout bc.....well i was nervous to disobey everything was strict and scary. 
The teacher gets mad. I call them back, whatever. 
So anyway, me and mark scout lol get closer. I never bring up that hes a celebrity and im pretty sure this is a dream. There were other scary and eerie things going on but also i tried to remind myselt im dreaming, it can’t actually hurt me, lets just play around with this cute romance. But also....i was like i dont feel like dealing with this i should just scream and leave. 
So i screamed and left....into another dream. I thought i was waking up but i wasnt. So i kept feeling narcoleptic and getting sucked back in. 
When we left for the day, im thinking we go on the bus but actually mark has this super sick rolls royce looking car. And im like “oh can you drive me home, we live rn to eachother”
The teacher came out she was basically ms cobel. And i thought i was gonna get in trouble for riding home with mark and not explicitly stating it beforehand. I also just thought it wasnt allowed and didnt want her to know my business. Luckily mark pulled away fast. 
So we’re being cute, he’s being cute. 
Another school day goes by. He waits for me at my locker 1:44. I’m having locker trauma but trying to remember ITS JUST A DREAM, you are basically choosing to be here lol who gives a fuck. Throw it all away, take it home, leave it here who cares you dont actually have homework. Anyway, i thought it was cute he waited for me and i didnt even have to ask him to drive me home. 
swipe for pt twoooooo
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moonlit-imagines · 2 years ago
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Headcanons for being Jim Hopper’s child (Part 1)
Jim Hopper x child!reader
warnings: guns, knives, death, blood, cigarettes, alcohol and so on
a/n: might have 2 do another part bc it got so long lol. we’ll see how long that takes me
prompt: anonymous: “Could I request being Jim Hoppers teenage daughter headcanons please, like reader is as old as Steve, Nancy, Jonathan ect”
part 2 (tba)
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you spent most of your childhood in new york
but after things fell apart, after your sister passed, you decided to move back to hawkins with your dad when you were in middle school
which was very different than what you were used to.
starting with the fact that everyone knew your dad
and all eyes were on you to be a model citizen, you felt a lot of pressure to be the best you could be
most adults knew of the tragedy that struck your family, too. sooner or later, so would the kids
“so your sister had cancer? and she died?” -classmate
“…yes” -you
“that sucks” -classmate
you were definitely a rebel.
some blamed your “acting out” on the divorce, or the move, or losing sarah, but anyone who knew anything knew you were just jim hopper’s kid
“they’re trouble, just like their father” -anyone who knew jim as a teen
you were quite intimidating
you also inadvertently became popular in high school
“well, they’re dad is the chief of police, that means if we get into any trouble we’re golden!” -tommy h
“tommy, i hate you” -you
“yeah right! im your favorite person in the whole wide world” -tommy
“no, tommy, i mean it. if we get into any trouble im throwing you under the bus” -you
your dad taught you how to shoot a gun and defend yourself
and he’d take you camping in the woods in the summer
“how’s it going, kid? having fun?” -hopper
“you gave me a knife, of course im having fun” -you, carving up a chunk of wood
“that’s right, kid. proud of you” -hopper
he worried about you sometimes, looking back on everything he got away with as a kid
but he let go a bit just to let you live a little
you stole his cigarettes plenty of times
and his alcohol if he didn’t get to it first
he did hate your friends, though
“what’s up with you and all these preppy kids, y/n? really? aren’t they kind of assholes?” -hopper
“huge assholes. absolutely terrible. but they wont leave me alone, think im this super cool badass because im your kid, think i get away with everything” -you
“oh, so when i pull over one of these kids for drinking and driving while being underage, they think you’ll get them out of it?” -hopper
“that is correct” -you
“do they realize i’m probably gonna punish them harder?” -hopper
“no, but im counting on you to” -you
honestly you do share beers with him from time to time
not enough to get you drunk but enough to bond
hearing stories of his time at hawkins high
“then, and then—” -hopper, snorting laughter “me and joyce. you know joyce’s boy. jonathan byers’ mom. yeah, me and her were close back then! we revved up my car so hard that the principal ran outside to see what all the noise was and we ended up kicking back so much dirt…oh, man, there was so much dirt all over him and his stupid suit and his stupid glasses. he didn’t even go home, he stayed like that all day. me and joyce got detention for like, three weeks straight. ohhh, good times” -hopper
going out late to steve’s house nearly every weekend
and really showing off your teenage rebellion in his pool if you know what i mean
all in good fun
going to the station to help out when you could
flo thought you were an angel, callahan and powell always laughed at the remark
“y/n, how in the world did you convince that woman that you’re a saint?” -powell
“who says im not?” -you
“how many times have we had to give you a ride home after finding you stumbling down the street in the middle of the night? which of us is keeping score of that again?” -callahan
“that would be you, my friend” -powell
“hey, as long as i help her with paperwork and cleaning, i’m just the most selfless person on the face of the earth” -you
sooner or later that week that turned your life upside down came to be
when will byers went missing
you weren’t too worried until you found out what you were up against
but you weren’t much of a believer at first
but you were still highly sympathetic of jonathan’s situation to a certain extent
“hey, jonathan? i feel really shitty about everything you’re dealing with right now, man. i cant do much to help, but i’m here for you” -you
“uh, yeah, thanks. thank you, y/n” -jonathan
your friends didn’t bother making fun of you, they knew you’d tear them a new one over something like this
and you got a bit quiet as all of this went down
still went out with your friends, though
and sat with nancy at the pool to talk just a bit before barb disappeared, too
“i’m surprised you’re friends with them, honestly. i thought the chief’s kid would be more cautious and rule-abiding” -nancy
“then you got me all wrong, miss wheeler. rules are for suckers” -you, lighting a cigarette
“pass that this way, y/n” -steve
“get your own” -you
getting pretty freaked when barb went missing since you were the last to see her
steve begged you not to tell your dad
but you really weren’t having it
that’s when you started backing away from your shitty friend group, when nancy asked for your help
because no one believes kids, and you had all the resources she needed
“y/n, come on! we know you wanna hang this weekend, why are you being so difficult?” -steve
“difficult? difficult, steve? you’re kidding, right? all the messed up shit happening around here and you’re calling me difficult for showing caution, concern?” -you
“yeah, i am! since when are you cautious? i’m starting to think you don’t like us anymore” -steve
“i don’t! you’re all assholes who care more about your social self-preservation than the real lives that are at stake! when barb and will are back home safe, maybe i’ll consider a friendship with you, but until then? stay the fuck out of my way” -you
that really struck a chord with steve
but not quite on time considering he resorted to vandalism and picking fights with your crew
“oh, if it isn’t the junior chief. what are you gonna do, cuff us?” -tommy h
“grow the hell up” -you
“surprised you wound up with these two, y/n. they dont seem like your type of people” -steve
“and you are?” -you
after the fight, you got dragged back to the station with powell and callahan
and flo was DEVASTATED you could have been a part of that
“what were you thinking, y/n? these kids, they must be crazy. fights? weapons? you’re just a teenager, you shouldn’t be apart of that. especially with your father around. and what if you were the next to go missing?” -flo
“i promise you, flo, it was just the wrong place at the wrong time. i was trying to make sure they didn’t kill each other. things have been tense in the past week” -you
“oh, i know. you’re a good kid, sweetie” -flo
callahan and powell did have to question you to see what was going on, but they knew you were no snitch
“alright, y/n. go sit in your dad’s office. soon as he gets here, i’m sure he’d love to talk to you” -powell
hopper found you at his desk with your feet kicked up, and from there you hit him with everything you knew so far
“don’t tell me you actually believe all this shit” -hopper
“wish i could tell you i was kidding. but it’s just not adding up. i’ve got a really bad feeling” -you
it was a similar feeling to the weeks before your sister got sick and passed
and you were one of the most level-headed teens to walk the earth, you heard reason and scoffed at anything that fell outside of your bounds
soon after you and your dad were on the same page, he said to you
“think you can stay with a friend for a few days?” -hopper
you soon discovered why when you came home to grab some clothes and found your trailer turned upside down
which made you think this ran even deeper that you previously thought
aaaand eventually this led up to the middle school with a bunch of kids you didn’t know, a few teens you did, and the only adults you trusted
“eleven? hey, kid, you need anything?” -you
“so chief hopper’s kid, who just happens to be the biggest skeptic and irresponsible teen in hawkins, is on the same page as the rest of us now?” -dustin
“i mean, i guess so. theyre here arent they?” -lucas
“who says i’m skeptic and irresponsible?” -you, from behind
“w-what? no, we didn’t say that. i mean—we don’t believe that” -mike
“i’m just playing with you” -you, shaking two of them by the shoulders
your dad came up to you and handed you a revolver and some extra rounds
“you. you are in charge of these kids. you are to keep them safe and use this if absolutely necessary. i’m trusting you” -hopper
“why are you speaking to me like i’m a child?” -you
“because you are one” -hopper
“i know all about gun safety if that’s what you’re worried about” -you
“i’m worried about you and these kids and the monsters that are after you” -hopper
“think i’m not just as worried about you and joyce?” -you
“heh, that’s cute. behave yourself.” -hopper
“yes, sir” -you, sarcastically saluting
it didn’t take long for you and your crew to high tail it to the byers’ residence and make good with your own mission
it was a dumb idea, but so was staying at the school
and while you were preparing for a fight, steve started banging on the door
“steve?” -you
“y/n?” -steve
“get the hell out!” -you
“why do you have a gun?!” -steve
“do you want to find out?!” -you
nancy helped him with that part, pulling her own on him
it was funny (and invigorating) ((you’re a little wacky))
but it was too late and steve decided to join in on the action in some sort of offering of peace
*loud overlapping screaming*
“what…” *pant* “the hell…” *pant* “was that..?” -steve
“…are you insane?!” -you
“what?! what did i do?!” -steve
“you almost got yourself killed!” -you
“it’s okay, y/n…it’s over for now…we’re all okay” -jonathan
“this isn’t over, steve. the hell is wrong with you?” -you
“i was just trying to help, y/n. at least i know you still care” -steve
“i will shoot you if you try any shit like that again” -you
“maybe we should take the gun from them” -nancy
“you want to risk it when they’re this worked up?” -jonathan
you all shouted/talked it out and calmed down and headed back for the middle school together
which was a complete shitshow and you knew your dad would be pissed
but he hugged you and told you that he was proud of you
“give me back my gun” -hopper
you all hung out in the hospital waiting for will to wake up
and the kids huddled around you to ask about the demogorgon
“did you see it? did you shoot it? we saw it! and el completely destroyed it!” -lucas
“yeah, it was badass!” -dustin
“can you teach us how to shoot?” -lucas
“no” -you
you had to meet with a handful of government officials over all you’d just become aware of
mouths? sealed shut
you became closer with the people you almost died with, took special care with the kids
and eventually discovered el was still alive
“what do you say we move into grandpa’s old cabin?” -hopper
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Two Weeks (Din Djarin x Reader)
Chapter 1 (Chapter 2 coming soon)
A/N: Hi everyone! Here is my first chaptered Din Djarin x Reader fic. I’ve got big plans and I hope y'all like it. Requests are still open. Bruce Wayne x Reader coming next!!! Thanks y'all!!! Enjoy :) (also this is gonna be based on Two Weeks by Grizzly Bear but each chapter will have it’s own name after this)
Summary: After running away from Luke’s training, Din is tasked with bringing you back to him. What neither of you anticipated was the connection that would come with being stuck together for two weeks.
Warnings: Eventual smut!!! So imma put an 18+ warning just to be safe. I don’t think this is going to be too slow of a slow burn (like I’m talking smut by the next chapter or chapter 3 so...), canon violence, implication that Din got another Razor Crest bc im lazy, creepy/sexual harassment-y Twi’leck, and my favorite: the one bed trope muahaha.
Word Count: 3,605
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The holobooks glow a cerulean blue, illuminating the dimly lit shelves that stretched on for what seemed like miles. The library was unsettlingly quiet, too quiet. The silence gave you more than enough time to drown yourself in your own thoughts. 
You can’t help but go over that last conversation you and Luke had shared just two months ago. It plays over and over again in your head, tempting your brain to split open with guilt. 
“I’m not picking a side,” You shouted, storming towards the X-Wing you intended to take from Luke.
“But by leaving you are,” He insisted. “You’re giving into your fear, your hatred, your emotions.” His voice was stern, yet calm. It annoyed you. How could he possibly be so collected at a time like this?
“No!” Your shout was now a scream. “Leaving isn’t the same thing as picking a side.” You could feel your throat closing, growing hoarser with each syllable. “I’m done being an apprentice. I’m done serving someone else!”
And with that, you left.
You knew you had made the right decision, but you still felt undeniably guilty. You didn’t want to hurt Luke, but you needed to save yourself. You wanted to go down your own path, to make your own choices. 
After all, you had spent the first fifteen years of your life with the Empire. You’ve never known the full story, but you were apparently kidnapped by the Empire before you could crawl. They knew you were force sensitive, and so you always assumed you had come from some powerful Jedi Knight. Once kidnapped, you trained under Vader as an apprentice. While it was in small doses, you had brought out the light in him. Then, the Rebels found you during the Battle of Yavin, and took you in.
So, when Luke began training you, he was shocked to see that you already knew an abundance of Jedi skills. He realized that whatever was leftover of Anakin Skywalker had trained you. However, your Sith training was still certainly prevalent. But because of this, you felt as though you could use both sides of the force comfortably. You tried to explain to Luke that you found balance in using both the light and the dark, but he refused to understand.
Luke often treated you like you were something that needed to be cleansed, like something that wasn’t enough. He immediately forced himself into the traditions of the Jedi. You, on the other hand, knew that would be a mistake. 
You decided to steal the X-Wing and fly to Nevarro. You sold the ship and found a job as an archivist at a brand new library on the planet. Things had been going well, but today you simply couldn’t stop thinking about your past, about Luke. You could feel something coming, something that was connected to-
Suddenly a shiny figure covered in Beskar approached your desk. You swallow harshly, immediately sensing that he isn’t just here for the books. 
He’s here for you. 
“C-Can I help you?” You stutter. Your eyes flash under the desk, checking quickly to ensure your sabers are still there. Although, they aren’t quite yours. One was your father’s — whoever that was — and the other was Vader’s. Luke had given you your father’s, while you found Vader’s in the destruction of the Second Death Star. You never told Luke about it. 
“I’m looking for a Jedi,” The Mandalorian’s modulated voice snaps you back to reality. You know he means you, even though you don’t consider yourself a Jedi. You reach your hands out and attempt to discreetly force pull the sabers to you. 
You fail completely, as one knocks over a paper weight and a canteen of water before flying into your hands. 
“Guess that’s you,” He states matter-of-factly. 
You leap over the desk and sprint into the stacks, igniting your sabers in the process. The blue and red beams reflect against the gray marble floors, your boots pounding with each step you take. 
You look behind you, noticing that the Mandalorian is gaining on you. His armor clatters as he closes the space between the two of you. 
You concentrate your energy, bending down into the floor, and leaping up, bouncing from shelf to shelf until you reach the top of a bookcase. You look behind you again, and the Mandalorian is now climbing the shelves. You pause for a moment, knowing that he isn’t going to make it up as quickly as you did. 
“Who sent you?” You question as he continues up the case. 
His gloved hands finally reach the top. “A mutual friend,” He says, his voice a bit strained through his helmet as he pushes himself up. 
You point the red saber towards him as he stands just a few feet away from you. “Are you with the Empire?” You ask, swallowing the fear in the back of your throat. “Because if so, you can fuck off. I’ll kill you before you can take me back to wherever you’re stationed now. I’m not going back,” You can feel tears stinging in the corners of your eyes. “I-I’m not going back,” You say again, stuttering. 
The Mandalorian takes a single step towards you, slipping his blaster back into its holster. He puts his hands in the air, “Maker, no, I’m not with the Empire,” He takes another step towards you, and you slowly lower your saber. “It’s okay,” He breathes. Despite the helmet, you know he’s looking into your eyes. He can feel your pain. “I’m not going to hurt you, I promise.”
You close both sabers, still clasping the hilts tightly in your hands. “So, then who sent you?” You press, apprehensively closing the space between you and the Mandalorian. You feel as though you can trust him. You can tell he isn’t here to hurt you. If he was going to, he certainly would have already.
“Luke Skywalker,” He finally admits. “He asked me to bring you to him.” 
You scoff, shaking your head as you turn away from the Mandalorian. “No kriffing way am I going back,” Your voice is callous and coarse. You sit on the edge of the bookshelf, your heels tapping against the shelf below.  “He couldn’t even come get me himself,” You whisper, looking off into the distance. 
The Mandalorian stands next to you, and that’s when you sense something else. 
You look up at him, his armor glimmering in the blue light, and see a little green figure peeking through the brown sack around his waist. You smile softly, instantly feeling the force coursing through the little creature. 
“Who’s this?” You ask, reaching out towards him. The little guy reaches towards you too. Before the Mandalorian can stop him, the child falls into your arms. “The force is strong with him,” You say as you scoop him up. 
“His name is Grogu,” The Mandalorian remarks, snatching the child back. He reaches a hand out to you, “But now isn’t the time for introductions. I have to get you back to Luke.” 
You breathe deeply through your nose, sighing audibly as you exhale. You take the Mandalorian’s hand and stand up. “I’ll go with you on one condition.”
“I don’t negotiate with bounties,” He states nonchalantly. 
You roll your eyes. “The condition is that you bring me back here once I’m done talking to Luke. I don’t intend to stay with him for more than ten minutes.”
He’s quiet for a few seconds, pondering your proposition. Finally, he nods. “Fine,” The Mandalorian huffs. “But then my condition is that I’ll do some bounties on the way, and you’ll stay on the ship with the child.” 
You arch your brow and shake your sabers. “You want me to stay on the ship? The wanted, force sensitive, Sith Lord-Jedi?”
The Mandalorian chuckles softly. For some reason you can’t quite place, your heartbeat speeds up at the sound of it. “Maybe I’ll think about it,” He says, walking away from you and jumping down from the bookcase. You follow closely behind him. 
“What’s your name?” You ask as you head towards the doors of the library. 
He doesn’t answer right away, as if he’s unsure of how to respond. “You can call me Mando,” He says finally. You nod. 
Mando. 
You grab your cloak from one of the hooks in the foyer of the lobby, and swiftly put it on. You lift the hood over your head, ensuring that you stay at least somewhat hidden, and exit the library.
—————————————————————————
After a mile or two of walking, you and Mando come across a cantina. He stops in front of it, carefully grasping his blaster. His visor looks down at you, and you meet his gaze. He’s heeding a wordless warning. 
But you didn’t need any warnings. You could handle yourself. 
You nod once and Mando presses a button that opens the door. You walk into the dark bar, music blasting from the speakers. 
“So, what are we doing here?” You ask, your eyes searching the cantina. 
Mando nods over to a corner booth. “You see that Twi’lek sitting next to that guy?” Mando asks, and you nod. “He’s coming back with us, whether he likes it or not.” 
“How do I help?” You question, moving your cloak to the side to grab your sabers. Mando reaches down to your hand in response, his gloved fingers wrapping around your wrist. 
“Not like that,” He says, his grasp still firm on you. You can’t help but notice the contact, the closeness. “Go sit in that booth over there,” His voice is barely audible as he points to the booth a few seats away from the Twi’lek. “And take the kid,” He says, pulling the bag off of him and handing it to you. You wanted to roll your eyes at the lack of importance in your job, but the cuteness of the kid quickly makes you happy to be of service. 
You head over to the table and sit down. Grogu wiggles out of the bag and into your lap. A feeling of safety washes over you as he makes himself comfortable, and there’s no doubt in your mind that Grogu is attempting to communicate to you that his father isn’t as bad as he appears to be. 
And you’re quick to believe him.
It’s clear that the child loves Mando, as Grogu fills your mind with images of the Mandalorian going above and beyond to save him, putting him above all else, sacrificing his own happiness just so Grogu can live a good life. It makes your heart warm. It gives you a certain feeling, a feeling you haven’t felt…
Ever.
“I get it little guy,” You whisper to him, rubbing his head with the fist of your hand. He coos and giggles as you squeeze him closer to you. 
But those feelings of safety and comfort and warmth turn into nothingness the second you feel a hand grip your shoulder tightly. 
You whip your head around to see another Twi’lek. “Can I help you?” You snarl condescendingly. 
The Twi’lek chuckles. “That’s no way for a woman to talk to a man who’s interested in her,” He answers. You roll your eyes. 
“Interested in what about me, exactly?” You question, placing the kid in the space next to you. “In getting your ass kicked?” Your voice is firm and growing louder with each word that leaves your lips. 
He brings his hand up to your chin, lifting it up so that you’re forced to meet his gaze. You grab his hand in response, trying to pry it off of you, but it’s no use. “You need to learn how to behave yourself,” He growls. You contemplate force pushing him off of you, or reaching for your saber and chopping him in half right here, but you know that would ruin Mando’s bounty, and it would blow your cover. 
“Let me go,” You demand, your eyes searching the room for some sort of escape. There was nothing you could do without giving up your spot. You look over to the other booth, attempting to catch Mando’s attention. You can hear the child screeching behind you. Your heart pounds in your ears. “Please just let me go,” You’re begging now. You don’t know what else to do. 
The Twi’lek scoffs. “Not happening. Not until you learn how to-,”
Two blaster shots ring out, and the Twi’lek immediately jumps back in fear. 
“You kriffing touch her again and you’ll end up like your friend here,” Mando says, holding up the lifeless body of the bounty. “I should kill you for just talking to her,” His voice is commanding as he closes the gap between himself and the Twi’lek. 
You grab the child and pull him into your chest. You can feel his fear, and you’re sure he can feel your own too. “It’s okay,” You whisper. “I’ve got you now.” Mando watches how you’re caring for Grogu out of the corner of his eye. Something stirs within him, something he can’t quite place. 
He storms over to you, bounty in tow, and grabs your arm. His gloved fingers once again find their way to your wrist, and he guides you out of the cantina. 
Just behind the cantina is a ship. You figured Mando had planned that whole thing out. Dragging a bounty for miles on end doesn’t exactly sound like fun. Regardless, you wanted to forget what had just happened. You had been through enough for one day, never mind an entire lifetime. 
“What kind of ship is this?” You ask, trying to make conversation. Mando’s grip on your wrist tightens, and he stops in his tracks. 
“You just almost got killed, or…” He trails off, looking down at the ground. “Or worse, and you want to know what kind of ship this is?” His voice is no longer strong or confident, it’s shaky and unsure. You’re shocked at how much he cares for your wellbeing. Even inside the cantina, something had come over him. No one, including Luke, has ever shown so much care for you before.
That’s when you feel the tears pricking at your eyes. That’s when you finally register the weight of what tonight’s events could have meant. 
“I-I’m sorry,” You stumble around your words, staring down into the orangey-tan sand coating your gray boots. 
Mando shakes his head, his arm moving up to rest on your shoulder. He rubs softly and breathes deeply. “No, don’t apologize. I’m being too hard on you,” He whispers. “Are you alright?”
You nod once. “I think so,” You reply, settling into his touch. It’s relaxing, warm, and you’re enjoying it far more than you should. You don’t know what it is, but there’s something endearing about him, something that lures you in and keeps you hanging. You want to hold onto the feeling, to keep it in your pocket and wear it around your neck whenever you can. 
He keeps his hand around your wrist while the other pulls the bounty along as you walk up the ramp together. He drops your wrist and yanks the bounty over to the carbon freezer. He makes quick work of the Twi’leck as you look around the ship. In the corner, underneath the cockpit, is a single bunk. Your exhaustion makes the makeshift mattress look extra comfortable. You could fall asleep standing up, to be honest. 
Mando finishes with the now dead bounty and stands by your side. You hand him the bag with the kid in it. He peers inside and catches a glimpse of a sleeping Grogu. You hear him chuckle through his modulator and you can feel that feeling again, that feeling that makes your heart want to burst. 
You smile softly. “So how long am I going to be a burden on you,” You joke, your smile widening. 
“Two weeks,” He says plainly. 
For some reason, two weeks didn’t seem long enough. 
Mando’s visor meets your gaze again. You can’t help but yawn, your exhaustion thoroughly catching up with you. 
“You should get some rest, we’ll be on Tatooine tomorrow,” He says, his voice equally thick with tiredness. “My bunk is down there, you can take it.” 
You furrow your brows. “What about you?” You ask. You really were going to be a burden on him. 
“I’ll take the cockpit,” He says back, pointing over to the uncomfortable looking chairs at the front of the ship. 
You shake your head. “We can share, it’s fine,” You insist. But Mando doesn’t listen. He walks towards the cockpit. 
“Maybe,” He finally responds, “But for now I’ll stay up here. I have to put in the coordinates and get us on course anyway.” 
You nod. “Goodnight,” You whisper, your voice coated with fatigue. 
“‘Night,” Mando whispers back as he takes his seat. You do as he says and waddle down into his bunk. 
Normally, something like this wouldn’t seem comfortable to you, being that the mattress was probably no more than two inches thick and the blanket was incredibly thin, but you were far too tired to care. It felt like heaven just to lay down, so much so that you drift off to sleep before Mando can even take off. 
—————————————————————————
There’s lightning, and a hooded figure. You can see Mando and the child on the other side of whatever platform you’re on, maybe on a rock somewhere off in the distance. Your sabers glow in your hands. You try to run towards the figure, but you’re stuck. You can’t move. 
The figure reaches out their hand, and force lightning pours out from their fingertips. You drop your blue saber and extend your hand out, electricity shooting from your fingers with twice as much force. Your eyes glow a threatening, dark yellow.
You scream out as the hooded figure fights back, increasing his force, stepping closer towards you. 
“The Mandalorian and the Child are mine now,” He says, his voice cold and cruel. 
“No!” You shout. “N-“
“No!” Your eyes open wide as you push yourself up on your forearms. You practically smack your head on the roof of the bunk. You’re shivering. You can’t tell if it’s just the temperature of the ship, or if it’s a product of the nightmare you just had. 
But that wasn’t just any nightmare, it was a vision. You had never seen that place, that planet before. And the pain you felt, it stemmed from a place, a feeling you just haven’t felt yet. 
Love, true love.
You can hear the clunking of metal above you, and seconds later, Mando appears at the entrance to the bunk. 
“Are you alright?” He’s panicked and practically shouting. 
“Y-yeah,” You mumble. “Sorry if I woke you, it was just a nightmare.” That wasn’t the complete truth, but you figure he isn’t exactly ready for the truth just yet. 
After all, you did just meet. 
“Are you sure?” He presses. He isn’t buying it, and he’s completely right not to. 
You sniffle and stir a bit under the covers. “I think so,” You lie again. You weren’t sure at all, and you certainly weren’t ‘alright’ in any capacity. 
Mando sighs heavily through his modulator. “Do you want to talk about it, cyar’ika?” 
You were shocked at how kind he was being. He could be so tough, so cold to his bounties. “What’s that mean, cyar’ika?” You question, trying your best to change the direction of the conversation. 
“That’s not what’s important right now,” Mando says, dismissing your question entirely. 
You smirk, attempting to convince him that you’re okay. “I’m fine, I mean it.” 
Mando nods once and begins to slip out of the bunk. But as he leaves, you begin to regret telling him you were fine. His proximity to you had made the pain go away, just for a moment. Now you were back to being anxious and cold. Genuinely, you were freezing. You must be in deep space by now. You were more than positive that you wouldn’t be able to go to sleep like this. 
You groan, embarrassed to call him back just as you had kicked him out. “Mando,” You call out. He’s back within seconds. “Can you…” You trail off, trying to find the right words. “Would you…” It’s impossible. 
“I’ll stay with you.” 
It’s like he can read your mind. 
He strips off his armor, save his helmet, and slips in next to you. He brushes up against you for just a second, and practically pulls away instantly. 
“Maker, you’re freezing,” He says. Suddenly, you feel his arm slowly wrap around your waist, hesitantly pulling you tightly against his chest. “Is this alright?” He asks. You’re too stunned to speak, so you simply hum a yes. 
After a few minutes of lying like that, with your back up against his chest, you begin to feel better. Still, you can’t help but feel guilty, like you’re a burden to him, like this is something he has to do. You’re supposed to be powerful. You were a Jedi, a Sith, and yet a Mandalorian is being forced to take care of you. 
“You don’t have to stay, you know. You can go back to the cockpit if you-,”
But he cuts you off. “I told you I would stay.” And so, he did.
Two weeks, You think to yourself. Two weeks.
And then you drifted off to sleep, without nightmares, without visions.
Just like yesterday
I told you I would stay
Would you always?
Maybe sometimes?
Make it easy?
Take your time
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