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Rest in Piece: “The Babe Era”

From July 2019-November 2022

an incredible time capsule of searching, yearning, and falling….in love. 

shoutout Euphoria by stylized themes!! What a crazy amount of columns 

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Like honestly seeing him smile like that when he saw me holy shitttt man does that evoke a feeling

Like its me and mans against the world. I just wanna make sure that man is good and thats it broooo

Like making sure he feels loved and safe and im out.

I found him. Lets dip.

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Confirmed he's been thinking about this too

True Nostalgia 🥲

Uh oh I'm nostalgic about getting high in the car with garrison and ally on sunny days

It would be 3pm dead in the late summer / early spring heat

And we'd get in the car at the corner of the parking lot and play sunny sunny summer songs and hot box the car.

Crack the window and put your feet out vibes. So high and giggly and sunny. A full day ahead of you with no plans in mind

Sometimes we'd stay out there till sunset. Smoking and giggly and listening to songs

I fucking loved it.

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Mommy give me the milky

Mommy give me that milk

Mommy give me that juicy

That juicy juicy juice juice

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Update in Nov 24'

Doing things myself is not an issue. I'm constantly serving looks and loved an adored.

Sometimes buffet style dinners

Some parties

Some close hangs

Mix between doormy college vibes and the lavish royal carribean cruise hotel mess and it's the last day

The cruise dreams are back....but they have a different angle I can't figure it out yet

Still breakfast in the morning

Still needing to do things by myself

But now a lot partying. Like insane partying drinks drugs boys concerts bikinis hottubs cruise clubs

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SHeeeeshhh

At least im doing better than last november (2023)

#rampant

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God stop I feel like chasing

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Just accept who you are!! Nothing to figure out just honor the parts of yourself that you can't change and give those parts what they need

I want the historians to know.....when they look.back on my life

That I was really trying

I'm really trying.....to be happy and embrace the good and work on myself and take medicine and figure it out

I really try to figure out why everything exhausts me, I'm constantly overcome and am horrified of being vulnerable or anyone knowing me

I hung out with my best friends all weekend and my mask has never felt thicker

I felt so insecure after every juncture even though I didn't mean to me. I felt like I was pretending.....to be funny, pretty, a good friend

I just kept falling back on if they were seeing me how I wanted them to

And not accepting anyone to view me for who I am

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Confirmed 🤪

I don't even know who you'd call

Ummm

Someone call the 19th Century Spanish empire because we've got a CONQUISTADOR down

I think

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I reached out (technically)

Guys you have no idea!

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I think he might be single again, chat is this a win?

Guys why does Ben sting so much!?

It could've been his cousin....but it stings

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Guys you have no idea!

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this interesting i forgot there was a shift

Cruise dreams are so different from those "trying to see the water/top dock elevator premise"

the elevators have gone away substantially and now its not anxiety inducing solo travels its more....partying and having a good time with minor inconviences

The cruise dreams are back....but they have a different angle I can't figure it out yet

Still breakfast in the morning

Still needing to do things by myself

But now a lot partying. Like insane partying drinks drugs boys concerts bikinis hottubs cruise clubs

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via weheartit

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and they're so right about it l

Alpha girls are like you cANT take that away from us