#But I WILL repeat the behaviour
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My entire Tumblr blog has become me talking about one specific fandom religiously for somewhere between two days and two weeks, and then annoying the people that find me through that niche by moving onto a new subject. But I can't help it, that's just who I am, floating between hyper-obsessions and never finishing one before another pops up.
#Dragon Age?#The thing I partially made this blog for?#I finished my plathrough and now only reblog fan art#Comics?#HAH#You thought I'd read for more than two weeks#I rad like fifty random comics and now it'll be months before I do that again#Baldur's Gate?#I'm a broke bitch so that's on hold#Star Trek?#That might be the closest to Dragon Age I get#But I also can't afford Paramount+ right now#So#The moment may have passed#I want to apologize#But I WILL repeat the behaviour#Anyway playing Sly 2 right now#so there's that#Alongside like seven other games#Still have to beat RDR2#The sequel to one of my favorite games of all time#That I somehow haven't beaten!#But I've done everything in my power to protect myself on spoilers on that
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i feel like people are sleeping on the occam's razor situation of how buckwild it is to outright accuse a guy of being a clone of your friend even if you DO have a lot of circumstantial evidence. there's other options is what im saying. they could just be like. a guy. that's a sensible deduction. you should explore that deduction. ignore my shirt that reads I <3 RED HERRINGS.
i still think odile has the correct theory on lock but she's smart enough to know it needs like... a real smoking gun to be able to bring it up without sounding insane.
anyway. (mirabelle voice) i know its rude to speculate but has anyone else noticed the grieving? they seem to be grieving. does anyone have any thoughts on the grieving? i have some thoughts on the grieving.
#[isabeau voice] am i insane or does sometimes loop talk like they might have killed their whole family. is that just me? just checking.#nille design highly inspired by @kiwibrain's since its the one that imprinted in my mind. liberties taken since i didnt look @ reference#anyway i have a lot more thoughts on this? i guess ill hide them in the tags...? scroll down i suppose.#isat#in stars and time#isat spoilers#in stars and time spoilers#isat act 6 spoilers#isat loop#isat siffrin#isat bonnie#isat nille#isat fanart#in stars and time fanart#doodlebyte#----------------------------------------------------------------------#anyway the extra thoughts. are literally just my general thoughts on postcanon. (and thus are the context for all of my postcanon doodles!)#which is i think nille joins the party before loop reappears for a start (either from a period of nonexistence or just wandering around)#and that like. i think the party should be able to integrate loop as a completely new person. because they are! the secrecy isn't great but#They and Siffrin shuffle into different ecological niches in the party (eg. i think sif is more squeamish after it all but loop isnt)#and while it's not *exactly* what Loop wanted they get that beggars can't be choosers. and its pretty good#(i am glossing over how i think loop's reappearence drags both them and siffrin into a massive behavioural backslide and is likely a bit#distressing to watch go down. cycle of argument -> lovebombing -> normalcy -> repeat. etc etc. but since they are no longer literally#stewing in the worst pressure cooker of all time they do resolve it via productive conversation on their own time. its fine)#the party well-meaningly tries to deduce things from loop's vagueries and are able to pin down the DEAD FAMILY vibe pretty quickly.#but eventually the question of their prior identity falls by the wayside because well! they're just their friend loop! (also change belief)#as for how The Truth Come Out... this is what i mean by The Isabeau Torment Nexus(tm). which is that i think... isiloop should almost occur#BEFORE isabeau knows who loop is. he's just genuinely charmed by them eventually and tries to close the open end of the polycule#which FREAKS LOOP THE FUCK OUT because thats just too genuinely sick and wrong. and obviously w emotions high its not a great confrontation#ANYWAY told u i had more thoughts. if i were normal itd be a text post but.
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before you go to discourse, before you go to make your hot take about what's just happened with yuki tsunoda, check in with your disabled mutuals who like motor racing. these kinds of slurs pop up way too often in the professional racing scene and its never any easier to stomach, especially when the responses start flooding in. support them if they choose to speak up about this because historically this stuff hasn't gone down very well.
the last time a driver was ableist and many disabled people shared their discomfort and anger, the backlash was directed into inboxes and private dms and was bigoted and often violent. i want to hope that 3 years on things have improved, and the fia investigating this is a step further than what happened in 2021. but i also want to be realistic about how society as a whole feels about discrimination towards disabled people and how that attitude can bleed into things like these in a very ugly way.
#f1#formula one#yuki tsunoda#not anti specifically. if his apology is genuine and he shows remorse and a genuine want to learn i see no reason to hate him.#but again considering other drivers repeated behaviour and the lax attitude his team has historically had about ableism#i dont have high hopes. i wish i did.
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There's a strong link between the way moids treat cattle/animals and the way they treat women. Believing they're here for moids to use as they see fit, keeping them in enclosures to extract from them while claiming to protect them when they've forced them to be dependent on moids, forcing them to reproduce so they can have more fodder to exploit, and domesticating them.
Saw a video of torture devices that were used on women that were anything but quiet docile submissive slaves. Considering this and things like the witch trials, authorities turning a blind eye most times when moids kill women but imprisoning women who fight back against abusers, moids impregnating -raping- girls whose bodies hadn't developed yet (which could be a contributing factor to why we have a huge gap inbetween our physical strength) moids seeking younger women & girls to reproduce with because these women wont have reached a level of self actualisation to realise how pathetic the xy is, etc. I believe that moids have -attempted to- domesticate women through femicide as well as social punishments & torture.
Emphasis on "attempt" because I dont think women are naturally the empathetic emotionally observant yet mindless mommy bangmaids moids want them to be. There are a few far gone but most just act in a manner that pleases maIes to survive. The difference in womens behaviour when there's maIes around vs when there's not is the biggest telltale sign of this.
Women who weren't useful to maIe supremacy were killed off or brutalised into conforming. Women who conformed went on to reproduce.
This reddit post from the (rip) blackpillfeminism sub explains this concept so well:
This is all something that explains our environment. The war has been fought & the damage has been done. What we see/live today are consequences of the aforementioned. Moids have taken everything from women they are literal terrorists they wont change & cant be forgiven idgaf. Most we can do is save possible lives going through this by refusing to add to it.
Side note; I'm not saying this to absolve anybody of responsibility. In the end moids choose to be evil & women choose to love n worship them so long as other women to be shields are around. My point is about how maIe terrorism has shaped womens behaviour/being as a whole. Those who are separatists/blackpilled wouldn't reproduce so our ideologies & systems die when we die. Sure there's outliers of every batch so I dont think the concept entirely will die but it's maIe supremacy that has systems guaranteeing its ingrained continuation.
#I personally in good conscience cannot and will not contribute another life to this male terrorist hellhole I'd rather unlive instead#to protect my offspring from this mess but most other women feel differently. They'd still want to find their nigel & pass their genes.#blackpill feminist#blackpill feminism#moids are terrorists#female separatism#female separatist#domestication theory#there are no words for how evil moids are#Behaviours that often make me think of the domestication theory is when I see women be polite to creeps.#Every woman knows the fake 'not interested/thats disgusting but please dont kill me' laugh/smile women do.#This is behaviour moids have moulded ruthlessly. Women who fight back or kill violent moids are punished or killed themselves meanwhile#women who are docile survive to reproduce which repeats the cycle. I'm sure there've been far more self-sufficient women in the past#but moids killed most of them & moulded whoever they could as women not needing them is a threat to their existence.
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For those not in the know The Daily Mirror reported that Millie Gibson has been "dropped" from Doctor Who after previous outlets referred to her as a "diva" for allegedly disliking night shoots. Both these outlets are known as scummy rags but I really hope we aren't getting a repeat of Christopher Eccleston having his name tarnished because his early exit was leaked. Luckily, Ncuti has already come out in support of Millie but now all (my) eyes will be on rtd to make sure she gets the best support possible if the rumours of her exit are indeed true.
#and that's what you missed on glee#basically my point is everyone support millie cos she probably has quit and the way the bbc aren't making supportive statements#after basically allowing the diva stuff to go unchecked I'm like yeah don't repeat eccleston pls don't repeat eccleston#dw#doctor who#dw spoilers#cos millie leaving is potentially a spoiler#millie gibson#ncuti gatwa#rtd#christopher eccleston#also the unprofessional behaviour would have to be tantamount to shit chris experienced or barrowman and clarke#I'm raising an eyebrow that with the night shoot info etc thay they may be working another actor too hard and then blaming them#for being pissed#ive seen this film before (with christopher eccleston) and i didnt like the ending etc
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Current vibes is trying to wrap my head around the confusing mess that is IWtV S2
#so what you're telling me is that lestat learned/repeated armand's behaviours and louis somewhat escaped that only to end up with armand?#daniel molloy is doing so much better than me at understanding all of this#also i feel bad for claudia with that little snippet of next episode someone give my girl a hug#and we still need justice for poor real rashid#iwtv s2#amc iwtv#interview with the vampire#louis de pointe du lac#claudia iwtv#armand iwtv#lestat de lioncourt#daniel molloy
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it is amazing the level of completely nonsense guilt and pressure i will make up for myself over continuing meaningless viddy game playthroughs. truly fascinating
#repeating to self shame is the mindkiller!!!#anyway apologies for the Behaviours but lets be real how much longer have i spent on games ive had for a year#making choices and decisions and such#also im switching my antidepressants. which i cant say is not having an effect. on the Behaviours#and means i get to spend as much time jumping back into character creators as i want. thank u.#rn im considering melding all my tavs together#into Frankentav if you will
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you know the discussion has gotten out of hand when people are making oddly aggressive posts that are getting tagged as discourse
#fray.txt#and thats when i start blacklisting tags#we cant talk about nothing on this site without people getting needlessly heated can we why is this a repeated behaviour tumblr dot com#disappointment is immeasurable and day is ruined etc
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gotta stay stable gotta behave normally!
#every day is: has behaviours#later corrects behaviours and tries to fix what i did#has behaviours again#repeat#sorry for those of you that follow me and check on me here#i appreciate you being patient of my visible instability#i need to get a coping mechanism but i dont really have any options that work for me
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sex and the city is the most fascinating show for bisexual women who have girl friends that live their lives incredibly heterosexual
#I know what the show is talking about because I’ve seen it#like I’ve watched people make these decisions or turn down guys for frivolous reasons or repeat patterns or swap out men like shoes#but it’s also incredibly alien because I would not ever do that#and I don’t think this way. tbf there are also massive differences I do not get nor see in my friends (imagine not caring about voting????)#but regarding the dating… wow. really helps you understand thought processes or certain behaviours#it’s dated and ugly in lots of ways but also. I do believe many women haven’t let those mindsets go#even when they’re so progressive and thoughtful in many other aspects of their lives#sex and the city
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Took up v@p3ing because I heard you could lose weight doing it (I’m losing my mind trying to lose weight).
#v@p3ing#i need to lose so much weight#low cal diet#weight loss diet#please help#@na motivation#🕯️ as a 🪶#@na vent#@nor3×14#ana moots#skin and 🦴#skinnyspø#skinnii#skinnyyy#listening to my @na playlist on repeat#@na is my friend#@tw edd#@nor3xia#bulim14#ed not sheeren#ed behaviour tw#i wish i was weightless#anabananawl
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Isn't it funny how today it’s pretty common belief on here that the idea of 'cringe' and shaming of people who like 'cringe' things is bad. That the big fandoms back in the day that people like to make fun of - superwholock and john green books and twilight and homestuck and whatever was popular at the time - certainly had elements very deserving of critique, but how that critique largely drowned under people pointing and laughing at, the mostly teen girl, fans. Like, we are pretty agreed that this was bad, right? That it’s cruel to actual people and makes it difficult to have genuine conversations about the actual flaws of the media and fandoms in question, right??
And yet here we are today and I see people doing the exact same thing to newer fandoms with the defense that the fans are cringe or, if you're trying to be all moral about it, problematic and possibly evil for liking a popular media. Like, I don’t care about reylo or our flag means death or taylor swift or romantasy novels to any particular extent. I don’t have a horse in this race. But I keep seeing their fans treated as acceptable targets for harrassment or bullying. Posts talking about how immoral they are and then their screenshoted 'proof' is mostly just. Women being passionate about a thing that they love, or god forbid daring to defend it or being bummed about everyone else harrassing them. And I think it's kind of scary how we keep repeating this cycle of designating a media as inherently problematic, therefore all of its fans are problematic, therefore they are deserving of every ounce of mocking and public shaming they get.
#when the whole cait corraine thing went down last year i legit saw posts going around saying not to give reylos or even xiran any credit#bc the poster was so set on seeing them as inherently immoral that they refused to accept they could help do good or be victims of bad#of posts i see making fun of cringe fans with screenshots half are actually horrifically bad and deserving of critique#the other half are just women having fun and then being mocked for it#we talk a lot of shit today about how cringe culture is dead and yet this behaviour keeps repeating#and if you dare critique it you risk end up being one of the people screenshoted and mocked for daring to care about something cringe#don’t get me wrong. do critique fandoms for fucked up behaviour. do critique media and celebrities for their shit when deserving#but by now whenever something gets popular to the extent of being mainstream I start counting the days to its downfall#bc when a fandom gets big enough there’s bound to be enough annoying/genuinely shitty people there to leave a mark#and at that point vindictive people on the internet will start actively looking for reasons to deem them Problematic and Acceptable Targets#I've lost count of how many times I've seen it happen#anyway. that's enough opinionating on tumblr dot com for today#rambles
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i need you to know that in the INZ frat!au even though kita is the president aran is The Enforcer. kita decides the punishments and reprimands, but aran is the one who makes sure they're seen through.
#Brat Tamer Aran#everyone is always on their best behaviour (ish) around Kita but Aran is the one who reports back to him when the boys are being rowdy#causing trouble#getting into a bit of mischief#currently imagining him dumping a bucket of ice water on suna at the crack of dawn as punishment for hijacking the sound system +#at their party the night before and only playing 'The Monster Mash' on repeat for two hours (it is the middle of winter)#fratsumu#(< i should probably change the frat!au tag)#frat!au
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all my bad decisions stem from loneliness and lack of self respect
#it always has to be fixed on the inside huh#i always tried to go with the route of directly changing behaviours that caused some uncomfortable situations#but i realise it never worked for me that way#i need to peel back the layers#and start from the core that needs mending#otherwise it just keeps repeating itself#samsara my beloved#hahsg#anywayssss
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Today I was rewatching 1x07 of HotD to take some screencaps and that scene where Larys is looking at Ali appeared on my screen which reminded me of that weird guy who wouldn’t quit staring at me at class 2 semesters ago🫠
#Gaby.txt#tf with these flashbacks#I had forgotten about it#pls don’t do that it’s weird it’s uncomfortable it’s creepy#I remember my friend didn’t believe me at first and when she noticed how that guy would repeat#his behaviour over and over again she told me she would have a chat with him#but I was so scared😩
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imagine u reluctantly tolerate (and even try to like !!) this guy with downright rancid vibes bc he is ur favourite specialest darling angelic princess’s brotherhusband who makes her happy turns out whole time he’s abusing her n depleting her sense of self and taking away her personhood under the guise of love idgaf about how traumatised he is im killing this guy with hammers
#found an old draft from like 3 months ago from when i was a hardcore samdean truther…#like he genuinely needs his ass beat and in jail canon dean as a person is vitriolic lmao#as a character he is very compelling however bc it’s a very realistic and honestly sympathetic portrayal of an abuser#they r not all downright comically evil (even tho he is sometimes which is just um) they are real and very often traumatised ppl Themselves#but a narcissist’s version of love is incomplete and conditional and more importantly toxic#still doesn’t absolve them of abuse though! doesn’t justify repeated & increasingly malignant patternsof behaviours against their close ones#but recognising dean as both a victim of and a perpetrator of the cycle of abuse is instrumental to understanding the show in a way that is#not mired by narrative bias#personal idk#dean crit#is it dean crit if it is just pointing out canon…🤔
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