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I need to be skinny I need to be skinny I need to be skinny I need to be skinny I need to be skinny I need to be skinny I need to be skinny I need to be skinny I need to be skinny I need to be skinny I need to be skinny I need to be skinny I need to be skinny I need to be skinny I need to be skinny I need to be skinny I need to be skinny I need to be skinny I need to be skinny I need to be skinny I need to be skinny I need to be skinny I need to be skinny I need to be skinny I need to be skinny I need to be skinny I need to be skinny I need to be skinny I need to be skinny I need to be skinny

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not stopping until my morning skinny is my evening fat

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Me when my parents say I look unhealthy, malnourished, and pale but DON’T put me in hospital:

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Bro I need some diabolical m3@nsp0 right now. Please. Be mean to me so I can get to my goal weight. Please. Flood my inbox if you don’t want to put it into comments (I won’t post them).

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Anyone else have food dysmorphia? Like I’ll be getting told that the meal I’m eating (when I do eat) is a snack, but I call it binge eating… like what is this? Here are some examples from Pinterest on the size of the meals. I feel like logically I know it’s not enough, but I swear it looks and feels like binging (and then must purge… lol).

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“You look so good today!”

Thanks, I haven’t eaten and can barely walk.

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I’ve lost the will to care about my health- here’s a list of things I’m doing to lose weight in 2024 (with pros and cons from research and person experience):

1. Caffeine (Long Black, and if you need laxative and are lactose intolerant: milk but no sugar). Caffeine is know for its stimulation on the nervous system. It sends direct signals to fat cells and breaks it down. Drinking with added syrups or sugars may cause you to gain weight. But, it does taste better with it. It can raise blood pressure, and therefore you need to consider pre-existing conditions. For example: I have POTS, and I’m not supposed to drink large amounts of caffeine or do too much strenuous activity, but I don’t drink it every day.

2. Cold compresses on areas you want to lose fat. Shivering is known to help induce weight loss- as it releases the hormone irisin from muscles and the hormone FGF21 from brown fat stores. It also can increase metabolism as it increases oxidation of both fat and carbohydrates. I usually add wearing loose clothing or shorts and turn on the aircon. Swimming in cold water may help too!! But, obviously don’t do it too much in one go as you may be prone to hypothermia or other conditions like colds.

3. Walking and online workouts. Like I said before, I can’t do too much strenuous activity as it makes me faint or puts my heart rate at an uncomfortable level- but, walking a lot helps me since it doesn’t need to be too hard. You can find online workouts that help target areas of unwanted fat (and you can usually do it from your bed)! It can be uncomfortable, so don’t overwork yourself.

4. N1cot1n3 products. I’m not promoting this to younger audiences (or any audience really)- but, it’s not my business on your age and what you do. This substance helps reduce appetite and therefore food intake. It is also said to increase resting metabolic rate and number of calories the body burns at rest. However, it isn’t good for your lungs, gums, or any other body parts. And, most products within this substance range have a small amount of calories themselves. Some people find that it clears up their skin, others find it doesn’t, and so on, so forth. However, OD is possible, especially in the beginning (throwing up, fainting, and other horrible things), but once I got over that, it’s been amazing (but very addictive).

5. Of course, the most well known way to lose weight is indulging in a calorie deficit. This can get to the point of being severe and would be bad for you (as you probably know)- and unless ending up in the hospital from not eating enough is on your 2024 bucket list, you have to do this in moderation (not super fun, I can tell you that). You can find inspiration pics on Tumblr, TikTok or Pinterest for calorie deficit diets (and I’m more than happy to post some on here as well), but use this one safely if you can. Or hide your symptoms if able- that is a personal choice.

6. This one goes hand in hand with 5. but, cutting out unnecessary fat, salt and sugar. Again, you can find inspiration for these types of meals online, but do it safely. Don’t do what Emily did on Devil Wears Prada, and only eat a cube of cheese when feeling faint- that may actually have you in the hospital being force fed. Following diet and healthy lifestyle videos (some are toxic, so beware) may help with motivation. I’m happy to try and find some for you and put it in comments. But, doing this can also help with skin, hair, and overall health. If you’ve seen people online who go a week without unnecessary sugar, you know what I’m talking about.

7. Okay, this one may be controversial (more than the others), but go off weight gaining medication. Of course, some people physically cannot go off those medications, and that’s okay- but if you have the choice, then go for it. Talk to a G.P about your concerns, and hopefully they can help you out. Again, this may be difficult, but it doesn’t hurt to try. I have been put on multiple medications in the past that made me gain mass amounts of weight, and they told me to just go on a diet and exercise (which of course didn’t work because the medication was so strong). I’m lucky enough to be at an age (no longer considered to be under “Gillick competence” in the medical world) and position in my life where I have the freedom to refuse those medications, but I understand that you may not. I’m not saying you should go off those medications without guidance, but I found that at one point, it was my only option as it had other side effects that threatened my life (and G.P wouldn’t let me go off).

All of these may be hard to accomplish due to money, living, and age restrictions. Practicing self control, and being more assertive (if able) with others can make a big difference. Of course, some families may not allow this, maybe due to cultural (or other) reasons, but as long as you’re safe (I don’t have much concern for myself anymore, but that’s personal preference), and able to live without a hospital. If you have other ideas, then let me know, but this is personal preference and what I found helps me. Good luck on your journey! You’re beautiful/handsome, and I wish you the very best.

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Took up v@p3ing because I heard you could lose weight doing it (I’m losing my mind trying to lose weight).

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Fuck my fucking life

I’ll get there…

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Growing out my hair so that one day it swallows up my back and hides my bony figure…

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Getting a belly piercing while I wasn’t my ugw was the best idea ever- now I can actually aim for it!! (Piercers won’t pierce you if you’re too thin 😔)

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Time to round up bois, he’s back

for people who don’t know: this man leaves a single comment “dm me” on (often underage) ed accounts. if you dm him he’ll ask if you want a an anna coach or a dom. he has also asked for n*des from minors and generally sent very sexual and inappropriate messages to all ages. he always makes new accounts under the same look.

BLOCK HIM AND SPREAD THIS

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i will starve these stupid fucking tits off

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I feel like someone needs to make a Pinterest board and invite people to join for a shared wl th1nspø

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Reasons to lose weight

Will be visible:

Thigh gap

Collarbones

Rib cage

Wrist bones

Cheekbones

Hip bones

Jawline

Hourglass figure

Waist

Muscles

People will:

Put you on their lap

Give piggybacks

Lift you up easily

Compliment you

Be jealous of you

Ask you how you did it

Buy you clothes without hesitation about size

Worry about you

Give you more attention

Bring you food/want to buy food

Your body will be better:

Clear skin

Less celulite

Bigger eyes

Bigger lips

Small hands and feet (even if you have a big size)

Less sweaty

Healthier

Legs look longer

Less stretch marks

Cuter bellybutton

It will be easier to:

Shave or wax

Buy clothes

Feel full while eating

Exercise

Avoid cravings

Put together cute outfits

Socialize

Eat out

Stay fit

Get into new hobby

You'll feel so small and comfy while:

Driving a car/bike

Sitting/jumping anywhere

Playing on a playground/funfair

Having sex

Passing by any small spaces

Borrowing other's clothes

Lying naked in bed/cuddling

Taking a bath/being in a spa

Being carried by someone

Wearing oversized clothes

You'll stop worrying about:

Weight limits

Crowded restaurants

How you look in certain angles

Getting sweaty and smelling after long walk

Your fat rolls showing

Activities in school/college like PE

Getting touched

Eating with family/friends

Showing skin

Summertime partying and trips

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It’s my birthday in a couple of days, and I’m nowhere near my goal…

:(

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my dash is SO DRY lately soooo ->

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