#Bunny vents

[beenbaanbuun]

i need to stop telling you guys i’m working on something bc for some reason every time i say that i have a downward spiral and i’m starting to think there’s something up with that 🤨

[leyleycraves]

I hate my stupid fucked up bpd brain. I'm so hard to handle. I'm not attractive like other girls. My hypersexuality makes me unbearable. I can't keep my emotions in check. I try to be good I do but it's never enough.

[brazen-bunny]

Been doin everything right or at least to the best of my ability to try to move out and gain independence

But it doesn't matter! Things out of my control, or relying on others who pull out last minute, has left me at the choice of moving from the city to butt fuck nowhere with my parents in a few months, or homelessness.

So cool! I love feeling like I have no agency whatsoever within my own life.

Might be better for my mental health and my wallet to buy tickets back to Iceland and live with my husband's family instead of my own.

[bunnyhopkins]

Thank you to Airbuds for convincing me to finally delete my ex's contact from my phone !!

[innovatorbunny]

ive recently been feeling self-conscious about everything about me from my facial appearence to my body to my mental health to my life. ive even considered going to the gym even tho i hate working out because im uncomfortable with my body. it doesnt help that my mother is constantly comparing me to my more put together, successful and conventionally attractive brother, so internally i compare myself to him as well. i hate depression or whatever is causing this lol

[gray-aroace-place]

Vent Tw

I know I’m not technically old but man. I feel old.

I’m gonna be in college for the first time as a 25 year old medical assistant student. I’m glad I waited and went through 7 years of therapy first bc I absolutely would have dropped out if I went at 17/18.

I know I shouldn’t feel bad about having a later start than everybody else but when almost everyone in your class are younger than you it’s hard not to feel a certain way.

I tried reaching out to my schools equivalent of GSA but it’s full of people who aren’t my flavors of queer (gray aroace, transneutral, ambiamorous, etc). It’s hard not to stand out.

I wish I knew more people like me, you know??? It gets very lonely.

[bunny-luvs]

Chapped lips can ruin a girls life

[bernlcastel]

Ngl ive mostly just been using tumblr to look at my girlfriends' posts lately ive been incredibly insecure lately about my entire being so i havent been posting as much lol.

[moonchildreads]

guys i'm sorry i'm actually really upset about grace joining faze. i've been into esports since 2017 and faze is literally vile. i don't want to rain on anyone's parade but yeah, this isn't good and as a queer woman i can't respect this move. i hope she changes her mind and signs with a better org, i think 100t would be a great fit for her and she's already friends with valkyrae but this isn't right and i don't feel safe in that space anymore. just wanted to say it because i feel very strongly about misogyny, homophobia and transphobia, and it wasn't right for me to pretend like i'm happy when i'm not.

[unholyangelzsys]

Sighs, now I’m in a bad mood again and Idk what to do to get out of it :<

[bunnyhopes]

Interacting with strangers when I'm sleep deprived my detested,,,,, haven't stuttered since my junior or senior year of high school and just did it in front of the nurse 😭😭😭😭

[beenbaanbuun]

bunny lore drop

vibe: not very cool and epic

i think the strangest thing about having a breakdown in front of my parents is that nothing changes. it’s one conversation and then nothing. it’s never brought up again and they immediately go back to acting as if nothing happened. i cried for help and nothing… so what now?

they get mad at me for keeping things to myself but what’s the point in telling them if it never does anything? my mum hasn’t hugged me in years and my dad doesn’t do emotional conversations. everything with them is logic, no genuine ‘are you doing okay,’ or anything soppy like that. its all ‘well that’s not good!’ and then they move on to more important things. no, it’s not good, i’m teetering on a ledge and i can’t see what’s at the bottom of it. i need help and the people who are supposed to help won’t.

it makes me feel guilty when i rely on people because if my parents don’t want to hear it then who does?

anyway, yolo and all that jazz. i am on the verge of something bad and idk how to stop it but we move y’know? i will get through this using a copious amount of caffeine and fanfiction 😎

[leyleycraves]

He got mad at me, validly so, and instead of apologizing immediately, i just got defensive/mad back at him and now I can't sleep because I'm trying to figure out what I'm going to do when he leaves me

[bu-nnyl0ver]

My bff dosnt talk to me at all at this point, she only cares about her bf, I hope they break up and she regrets fucking ditching me, can’t do shit with out her mentioning her bf I DONT GIVE A FUCKKKKKKK!!!!! 😋🩷💞 god she can’t take a hint

[bunnyhopkins]

Born to write the bitchiest emails you've ever seen, forced to codify them even further

[bunnysdoodles]

God I'm so tired. I absolutely despise switching mental health meds. And I despise no having my concerns listened too. And I especially despise being treated for something I don't have (I've been evaluated and proven I don't have it) just cuz my mother has it and it "might help" and we've gotta do that before actually focusing and treating the stuff i DO have. I am my own person with my own problems and I've been doing this shit long enough to know what has absolutely not worked for me and what has helped. I'm sick of it.