#bunny vents

[beenbaanbuun]

growing up and being told you’re ’too much’ by everyone you meet does something strange to a person’s psyche. how is it that every time i feel anything other than stoicism i automatically feel like no one else has ever been a bigger burden on the planet than me? even when i express joy, there is usually so much guilt intertwined with it that i usually end up feeling the need to apologise.

anyway, i have been awol for a while! sorry about that! i’m battling a lot of demons rn and by that i mean spending all my energy on trying to ignore them while they keep getting harder and harder to battle. they can’t hurt me if i keep pretending they’re not there!! (yes they can, i am actively making everything so much worse for myself)

[arin-bunny]

Why does America have to be so fucking shitty. Just let me be a queer woman in peace.

[leyleycraves]

I hate my stupid fucked up bpd brain. I'm so hard to handle. I'm not attractive like other girls. My hypersexuality makes me unbearable. I can't keep my emotions in check. I try to be good I do but it's never enough.

[brazen-bunny]

Been doin everything right or at least to the best of my ability to try to move out and gain independence

But it doesn't matter! Things out of my control, or relying on others who pull out last minute, has left me at the choice of moving from the city to butt fuck nowhere with my parents in a few months, or homelessness.

So cool! I love feeling like I have no agency whatsoever within my own life.

Might be better for my mental health and my wallet to buy tickets back to Iceland and live with my husband's family instead of my own.

[bunnyhopkins]

Thank you to Airbuds for convincing me to finally delete my ex's contact from my phone !!

[innovatorbunny]

ive recently been feeling self-conscious about everything about me from my facial appearence to my body to my mental health to my life. ive even considered going to the gym even tho i hate working out because im uncomfortable with my body. it doesnt help that my mother is constantly comparing me to my more put together, successful and conventionally attractive brother, so internally i compare myself to him as well. i hate depression or whatever is causing this lol

[bunny-luvs]

Chapped lips can ruin a girls life

[bernlcastel]

Ngl ive mostly just been using tumblr to look at my girlfriends' posts lately ive been incredibly insecure lately about my entire being so i havent been posting as much lol.

[moonchildreads]

guys i'm sorry i'm actually really upset about grace joining faze. i've been into esports since 2017 and faze is literally vile. i don't want to rain on anyone's parade but yeah, this isn't good and as a queer woman i can't respect this move. i hope she changes her mind and signs with a better org, i think 100t would be a great fit for her and she's already friends with valkyrae but this isn't right and i don't feel safe in that space anymore. just wanted to say it because i feel very strongly about misogyny, homophobia and transphobia, and it wasn't right for me to pretend like i'm happy when i'm not.

[bunnyhopes]

Interacting with strangers when I'm sleep deprived my detested,,,,, haven't stuttered since my junior or senior year of high school and just did it in front of the nurse 😭😭😭😭

[bu-nnyl0ver]

My bff dosnt talk to me at all at this point, she only cares about her bf, I hope they break up and she regrets fucking ditching me, can’t do shit with out her mentioning her bf I DONT GIVE A FUCKKKKKKK!!!!! 😋🩷💞 god she can’t take a hint

[beenbaanbuun]

i need to stop telling you guys i’m working on something bc for some reason every time i say that i have a downward spiral and i’m starting to think there’s something up with that 🤨

[bunnysdoodles]

God I'm so tired. I absolutely despise switching mental health meds. And I despise no having my concerns listened too. And I especially despise being treated for something I don't have (I've been evaluated and proven I don't have it) just cuz my mother has it and it "might help" and we've gotta do that before actually focusing and treating the stuff i DO have. I am my own person with my own problems and I've been doing this shit long enough to know what has absolutely not worked for me and what has helped. I'm sick of it.

[leyleycraves]

He got mad at me, validly so, and instead of apologizing immediately, i just got defensive/mad back at him and now I can't sleep because I'm trying to figure out what I'm going to do when he leaves me

[bunnyluvr25]

Vent/Implications of death

I'm thinking of going back to school, but like I'm really scared because I still can't find a job, so idk how I'd be able to afford to pay it off when the time comes.... at this point, Imma just call it quits and 💀

[bunnyhopkins]

Born to write the bitchiest emails you've ever seen, forced to codify them even further