#Bsd akutagawa

[iwamimimimi]

[cawslew]

Atsushi: Are you jealous?

Akutagawa: No.

Atsushi: Then why did you just threaten the waiter for looking at me?

Akutagawa: They were being suspicious.

Atsushi: They were asking for my order.

[anticidic]

What particularly gets me about BEAST isn't just the fates of certain characters or the lives both changed and ruined through a butterfly effect, but how melancholic it paints the future for everyone in the ending. Gin's spared and the entire plan to execute her had been a ruse, but she's never heard from again. Atsushi's fired from the Port Mafia and suddenly finds himself out on the streets in a similar parallel to his self in the original world until he meets Mori at the orphanage. Kyouka, presumably, disappears without a trace because she only came back and stayed in the mafia for Atsushi, and now has no loyalty to the organization. And, of course, there's Chuuya who's overcome with grief from Dazai's death and gets thrown in prison. It feels like...very give-and-take for all those involved in the world. Akutagawa met up with his sister, but had to face rejection and now she's gone missing but he's still pursuing her. Atsushi was freed of his shackles to the mafia, but now he must find himself again and contend with his past. Kyouka's freed, too, by proxy, but now she's a fourteen-year-old entirely alone on the streets. Dazai's wish to preserve a world where Oda lived happens, but at the cost of destroying Chuuya and having it ripple through the mafia. Mori takes in Atsushi as his son until Atsushi finds himself, but also at the cost of not being able to save Dazai.

And then Elise says this to Atsushi, and I feel like it applies to almost the entire cast. Akutagawa wants to live for the agency and his sister and refuses to give up on her because he still has that hope. He has something to hope for when so many others lost that hope and are just drifting—not dying, but not really living. Akutagawa aches not just for his sister, but for those around him, knowing they seem to have nothing to live for and just merely exist. He killed many in his quest, seeing people as obstacles in the past, and then chose to spare Atsushi of all people. Along with witnessing Dazai's death, Akutagawa got a good look at how broken someone can truly be.

[k1ng-snak3]

Atsushi swears like a sailor at times and everyone around him is so shocked by it.

Akutagawa will use obscure insults from centuries ago that no one is even super sure what it means but it sure feels bad.

Headcanon: Akutugawa rarely swears. Not because he’s against it or whatever. It’s because he thinks it’s “beneath him” to do so.

It lacks any tact or creativity when he’s trying to verbally destroy his opponent in the most painful way possible.

Atsushi however will use ever swear in the book and probably ones no one’s ever heard of.

[russ14n-r0ul3tt3]

since im VERY bored heres a bunch of songs i associate with bsd stuff

i think i'm going to kill myself by elton john - dazai

rats by ghost - fyodor in the recent chapters

kiss with a fist by florence and the machine - fukufuku

clueless and dramatic by shinedown - stormbringer chuuya

master of puppets by metallica - fyodor

intro (living ghost) by rabbitology - fyolai

scars by the crane wives - fukuchi

the bog bodies by rabbitology - fyolai

cemetery drive by mcr - skk

caught in the rain by revis - skk

you're gonna go far, kid by the offspring - pm dazai and akutagawa

give 'em hell, kid by mcr - nikolai

luck runs out from epic: the musical - kunidazai

unsweetened lemonade by amelie farren - skk

idk i might add more. im eepy (it is noon)

[superco0ldude]

Demonic armor 😍😍😍

[symphonyofsilence]

Oh my god, Atsushi- ATSUSHI! WTF do you mean you don't have any reason to fight when they're killing Akutagawa RIGHT IN FRONT OF YOU!!

Why does this ungrateful brat (*affectionate but angry*) have to hallucinate Dazai to tell him that Kyouka and Lucy are alive for him to find a reason to fight when Akutagawa- WHO DIED ONCE SAVING ATSUSHI- is being killed in front of him?!

My poor boy Akutagawa, always the second, never the one, is apparently never enough for anyone.

[lux1i]

Me and my hg.

[noodle-cos]

Akutagawa cosplay :3

(I completely forgor about this account T-T)

[iwamimimimi]

[kayhusky]

That one twitter post but sskkified for my needs

[cadejpeg]

first time posting bsd!! i dont know how I feel abt this

[deathandnonexistentialdread]

he gets better??

was not planning on clocking in for bsd during my vacation but did akutagawa just fucking die

[cawslew]

Akutagawa: You should not rely on others for help, Jinko.

Atsushi: You literally called me at 3 AM because you saw a spider in your apartment.

Akutagawa: It was a malicious spider.

[originalartblog]

When I first saw that new Harukawa art I thought Chuuya was wearing a regular coat over a black hoodie and even if I was wrong... when you compare his outfit to the other guys'... well.

[sskk-squared]