I'm having one of those overwhelming chronic pain days where all of the parts of me that make up the whole feel disconnected from each other, and none of my usual grounding activities are helping me pull it all back together again. I haven't been able to sleep much in the last few days, and I was fast losing my grip on my mental state.
I had a full ritual planned for today, but I couldn't focus and sit comfortably enough to connect with King Belial in the way I wanted to no matter how I tried to adjust things to make it work. Frustration and despair were dragging me down hard and fast.
So instead, I decided I had to give myself a quiet rest day or risk breaking myself. I lit some incense and a couple of candles and curled up in bed with a pot of tea, a joint, and a book. As I was sitting here trying to ignore the pain and immerse myself in my peaceful space, I felt the sensation of a strong energetic presence enveloping me, unseen arms wrapping around my waist to hold me close, anchoring me in place in a way that was soothing rather than restrictive.
It was a beautiful and much-needed reminder that even when I feel at my most broken and incapable, even when I can't undertake my full ritual from beginning to end, he's with me. He grounded me when I couldn't ground myself, and I was finally able to shut my mind down enough to breathe freely again. Words can't describe how intensely grateful I am to him.
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I'm illegally a woman, wanna legally be married?
(SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY)
Sure meet me in the woods tonight we'll run away and elope then settle down in a nice country I'm kinda feeling Sweden unless you prefer a warmer climate
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My sister showed me Little Witch Academia back in january, and my heart hasn't stopped hurting ever since I first laid my eyes upon Ursula, so much that for months I was unable to even bring myself to draw her
...however, I recently started watching it with my friend, and they insisted that Ursula and Reigen are "two very similar opposites"
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[The Hilda household and Kaisa are having dinner]
Hilda: This is a lovely dinner, Mum.
Kaisa: Yes, it’s been so long since I’ve had a good home cooked meal of this quality.
Johanna: Oh thanks. I have dessert baking but I need to get the last part of it. I didn’t realize that I didn’t have it until it was too late and then you arrived and it would’ve been rude to make you wait longer.
Kaisa: It’s fine, I wish I’d known so that I could’ve gotten it on the way.
Johanna: Oh no no, I’ll deal it, it won’t take that long to pop in the store, if you don’t mind watching Hilda for a bit.
Kaisa: I can do that.
Hilda: I could go instead.
Johanna: No, I don’t want to risk you getting distracted by some creature and you then using what I sent you for to solve the problem.
Hilda: That’s only happened (begins counting on her fingers)………okay, I see your point.
Johanna: I’ll be back before you know it. Take care.
[Hilda and Kaisa say their farewells but as soon as the door closes, Hilda turns towards Kaisa]
Hilda: Just so you know, I have a lot of friends.
Kaisa: Frida and David, I know.
Hilda: No, I mean, Trolls, Giants, Elves, The Great Raven, a Lindworm, just to name a few. And I can call in a favor whenever I need to.
Kaisa: Are…are you threatening me?
Hilda: Are you going to break my Mum’s heart?
Kaisa: No.
Hilda: Then, no.
[Johanna comes back in with a small bag and heads to the kitchen to finish dessert]
Johanna: It’ll be ready soon, so what did my two favorite people talk about while I was gone?
Hilda: I was just telling Kaisa about my friends.
Johanna: But she already knows about Frida and David.
Hilda: Yes, but I thought she should know more about my friends.
Kaisa: Hilda was most informative about them.
Johanna: Awww, my girls are getting along <3
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