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nevaehdavis5675 · 10 months ago

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Vent #2

Hahahaha I don't really feel like existing hahahaha! 😃

HAHAHA I DIDN'T ASKED TO BE BORN HAHAHA! 😃

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tsams-and-co-memes · 26 days ago

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"Why do you like the Five Nights at Freddy's books? They're for kids." — my mom, not knowing I've just read a story in one of said fnaf books, in which tiny robots cut a guy into pieces until only his heart was left

#not a meme #rambles #no mom fnaf is not for kids #on a surface level yeah it could be #but the books are so so so graphic sometimes #its amazing that scholastic wants to sell them #considering the uh #ways in which characters have died #tiny robots cut kids into pieces. a guy had his face eaten by a dog #a girl was turned into a robot little by little then left to fall apart and die #two instances so far of decapitation #a guy's body being stretched and pulled through thin tubes until every bone in his body was broken and dislocated #someone being aware during their own autopsy #that all would've traumatized child me so bad

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sandwichmustbetasty · 25 days ago

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okay.

so it's either a very fancy very nerdy little anvil paperweight

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little tyelpe had a teeny tiny forge-like dollhouse made for him by feanor, who painstakingly designed every tiny detail and made all toy equipment himself because tyelpe, too young to be in forge, insisted that he absolutely needs to be a smith like his father and grandfather and needs to begin learning now.

and who was feanor to refuse his only grandson who wanted to learn his craft when he only started to walk without bumping into everything? feanor would be elated and would spend hours playing with tyelpe in his little forge. it was before the silmarils when feanor had all the time in the world for his beloved grandson.

the anvil was one of many parts of that dollhouse, one of few that made it to beleriand and the only one that made it through to the second age with celebrimbor.

he could never make himself part with it.

#yeah #nothing better than taking a look at an item appearing for like 1 second and making a heartwrenching headcanon #i love stabbing myself with angst #i headcanon that celebrimbor was very young when they left valinor #not a toddler but maybe an equivalent of 7-8 year old #old enough to understand some things but young enough to be absolutely traumatized #based on that one absolutely amazing fanart of curufin and little tyelpe where he apparently had a nightmare #and curufin says 'no one is coming to take you' and tyelpe responds with 'but they took uncle nelyo'#i saw it some 3-4 years ago and i kid you not it randomly appears in my brain just to haunt me #so he is still a child and was allowed to take some of his toys and obviously his little forge had to come with him #not all of it only some parts because there were more important things to pack #and feanor promised him they would make the missing equipment together once they settled down and were relatively safe #and then he died #and then over the years some of the toys were lost and some were broken #and then celebrimbor was no longer a child and when they had to run he packed food and clothes and weapons not his toys #but this little anvil he would snuck into his pack anyway #and against all odds the anvil made it through the first age unscathed #if there was one thing reminding him of better times it was this #somebody fucking sedate me #brainrot has taken control over my every thought literally #celebrimbor #tyelpe #telperinquar #curufin #feanor #rings of power #beleriand #valinor #first age #silmarillion

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ssruis · 3 months ago

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I think some pjsk fans are a little too comfortable making fun of how the characters pronounce english words. Saw a video titled “wxs speaking ‘engrishu’” & it’s like hey man. that feels a little unnecessary. You can just say English.

#I think it’s a little funny when the characters throw in English out of nowhere bc it’s like woa hey English jumpscare #but I think it veers a little too close to mockery of accents when youre making fun of pronunciation.#mine #like. make fun of tsukasa for walking up to a small child and going HEY GIRL I AM WORLD FUTURE STAR DANCE AND SING bc that’s a freak thing #to do in any language but cool it on the pronunciation stuff. maybe consider the long running racist jokes about making accents or #broken English into a punchline & how you could be (unintentionally) playing into that.#Ik some people use the romanization of uhhh.#hiragana? katakana? kanji? (unfamiliar w Japanese writing system) with songs and stuff but I don’t think you need to be doing that for #translated dialogue.

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warpedpuppeteer · 3 months ago

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Do you ever cry when you think about how Eddie was probably a gentle soul when he was younger? Shy and quiet, loves to listen to people talk with sparkles in his eyes and a sweet shy smile that made his dimple pop, loved helping his abuela and mom and sisters at home. Then everything was destroyed when toxic masculinity was forced onto him and Eddie has never since been allowed the chance to ever be as soft or as gentle as he was before? How this poor little baby was sent off to war, breaking him in ways he couldn't even imagine. How since then all he's done is be afraid and confused and angry and frustrated.

Because nothing feels right even when he did all the things he was told he should do.

Be a man when I'm not around son. Be a man and marry her. Be a man and provide for your family. Be a man and kill for your country. Be a man and forget about your PTSD. Be a man and take care of your child. Be a man, be a man, be a man.

And he did! He did all of it like everyone told him to! But then why isn't he better? Why is he still broken??

But he's not. He's healing. All the cracks in his soul are being filled with gold. Like kintsugi. He's learning how to be whole again. He's found the 118, a family not of blood who loves him the way he deserves. He's found Buck, who accepts him as he is; all his flaws and imperfections; everything that makes him Eddie.

It's a slow process and sometimes it's painful but he'll get there. Eddie Diaz is not broken. He's a piece of art, beautiful and loved, his scars lined in gold.

He will learn to be gentle again; to himself most of all. He will learn to be soft; to ask for things. He will learn to be honest; to express his needs. He will learn to be Eddie once more, slowly.

#so i made myself sad thinking about younger eddie #how he tried to cook for his sisters and bring his mom to the hospital and how he couldn't even talk to shannon #my sweet little child #even when he was sent to war he chose to be a healer #even when he was at lost on what to do he chose to be a first responder #someone who SAVES lives #because he is gentle and GOOD #he knows his hands were made to love and heal and protect #but they took away everything that made him eddie #and now he feels he's all broken #but he'll get there #he'll be the eddie that he was always meant to be #with his new family (and old) by his side #with buck and chris by his side #i could have left it sad but I don't want to #eddie diaz will not be a tale of tragedy #he will be a tale of hope #once he finds himself again and loves himself #he can the figure out he loves buck #as a treat :)#911 abc #eddie diaz #character analysis #buddie

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lacunazai · 4 months ago

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you can't see me but I'm punching the ground weeping

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pocochiiiiii · 7 months ago

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Broken Vessel(Lost Kin)

Little Ghost

Traitor's child

Hollow Knight Gijinka Reference Art 12

#hollow knight #hk gijinka #gijinka #hollow knight gijinka #my art #hk #hollow knight gijinka references #broken vessel #lost kin #hk little ghost #little ghost #traitor's child #hollow knight fanart

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katnissdoesnotfollowback · 6 months ago

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No witchy Wednesday this week. Life decided NO.

#Mr kdnfb made me socialize two days in a row this weekend #bah humbug #it was fun but man did I crash on Sunday night #sick child #broken shit in the house leading to hurricane season is not a good idea #took a golf ball sized rock to my windshield #so that was fun #both my kids are now done with school for the summer #which means they’re already bored #and one of them is learning to drive #and he’s doing fine but it’s still a little stressful for me 😬#and of course the job search decided this week would be #feast time where we’re all these jobs six months ago?!?!?#so I’ve been applying to those which takes time #instead of working on my fics #also I might be headed back to a library #not the same one but in the same county cooperative #so my former coworkers gave me the stink eye when I asked them for references #now if I can just get a freaking interview….#but I’m qualified for those jobs #like recently have experience #and if I can just get SOMETHING #it buys me time to do internships #or crap editing or writing jobs to check that experience box #on my resume

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spaciebabie · 8 months ago

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hello child. in front of you is a small razor. play with it.

#spacie spoinks #this post is Abt me #guess what happened #I also played with broken glass #I don't remember feeling pain when I was a child which is only a little concerning #like straight up whenever I would get hurt I wouldn't feel anything #not like that now but I was crazy back then

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hsslilly-blog · 1 month ago

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shirt with a heart and child of divorce written on top but then there’s a picture of huntclaire. you wouldnt get it. i do

#child of divorce but theyre married and love each other but actually they’re divorcees #theyre like those couples that get married and then get divorced and then get married again. actually that’s so chic #you should be divorced by the time you’re 27. a little divorce makes life more exciting #do not consider red carpet diaries at all when writing claire but if i were to consider it #she wouldve broken up with hunt sometime after hollywood u and then it would’ve been kind of a divorce #<- well my timeline for hollywood u i mean. that would be in 2016 #they get back together but they have even stronger + weirder divorcees vibes #claire is actually a divorced woman. when you think about it. that’s also a great descriptor for hunt but in a different way #so theyre like when you put two spiritually divorced people in a relationship #this makes a lot of sense to me. actually #they have the most loving relationship ever which is gross and disgusting. but when you look at them they have this weird vibe about them #theyre like bitter exes who know too much of each other and one of them is way too comfortable saying stuff in public #what do you mean theyre together and in love #huntclaire #actually i need them so be super fucking weird about each other in public #claire is too familiar with a guy who does Not seem to like her at all. why is she saying this stuff. claire thats tmi #he would do anything for her. he will still argue with her over the most mundane things ever.#her coffee order sucks and he’s not saying all That Stuff to a barista. kill him on the spot.#claire gets an extra cookie bc she threatened to cry #they’re just kinda stuck together idk. something something his line about the universe bending to get them together. he’s bitter about it #it’s also a form of foreplay but i don’t know what the tag limits are #just know that claire is weird about that as well #i mean tbf of course is foreplay what else would this be. how is this dynamic feasible otherwise #it’s*

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nevaehdavis5675 · 10 months ago

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tw vent personal stuff

I Hate My Body I hate My Body I hate my body I hate my body I hate my body I hate my body I hate my body I hate my body I hate my body I hate my body I hate my body I hate my body I hate my body I hate my body I hate my body I hate my body I hate my body I hate my body I hate my body I hate my body I hate my body I hate my body I hate my body I hate my body I hate my body I hate hate my my body I hate my body I hate my body I hate my body I hate my body I hate my body I Don't Exist I Don't Exist I Don't Exist I don't exist I don't exist I don't exist I don't exist I don't exist I don't exist I don't exist I don't exist I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I wanna die I wanna die I wanna die I wanna die I wanna die I wanna die I wanna die I wanna die I wanna die I wanna die I wanna die I wanna die I wanna die I wanna die I wanna die I wanna die I wanna die

#tw vent #tw ed #tw sui vent #Alone #tw depressing thoughts #sorry for being depressing #tw anxiety #nobody loves me #numb little bug #Broken little Child #i hate my life #i wanna lose weight #i wanna be skinnier #i don't exist #i hate my body #numb body #I'm a nobody #Nobody cares about me #Nobody loves me

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demonbarberofbeepbeep · 7 months ago

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morning toddheads

#swucy #doomed lovers doomed doomed doomed #each blinded by their own particular madness #but reaching for reach other REACHING REACHING #the way he's always looking away from her #always brooding on his wrongs what happened who knows how many years agooo #he's weeping for yesterday #but sweeney it's right in front of you #they're both such deeply broken people #lucy careening from begging to soliciting to harassing to prophecying with her fractured mind #but still she gets this little bit of lucidity to ask again and again #don't i know you mister?#and he just can't see her #my headcanon is he gets a peculiar twist in his gut when he sees her first thing #he writes it off #he doesn't want to even consider that it could be her #that would be too painful #he's still hoping to come home to a loving wife and child #the way things were #and then right after that mrs lovett tells him that she is dead #and then he doesn't see her again til he murders her #but she haunts fleet street #she's looking for her family even if she can't quite remember them #poor thing...#lucy barker #text post meme #idk at first i couldn't see the love between them #because you never see it in their interactions until she's dead #but then all i could see was the love #it's driving both of them

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rainintheevening · 4 months ago

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Caspian IX & Caspian X

There was a time / I used to look into my father's eyes / In a happy home / I was a king, I had a golden throne / Those days are gone ... I remember how it all changed / My father said / Don't you worry, don't you worry child / See Heaven's got a plan for you /Don't you worry / Don't you worry now

- 'Don't You Worry Child' cover by Kurt Schneider & Sam Tsui

For @an-angels-fury because this song has been making me feel things.

#you are king of a hard people #you are one of the few to take your throne in peace from your father before you #for kinslaying runs in your bloodline #and your son is born #at the cost of your beloved's life #but you love him all the more for the part of her that lives on in his eyes #and you name him after yourself you give him your name so he will be the tenth and there is something special about that you think #he is destined for much good you think #and you will raise him different you tell yourself #he too will take the crown in peace when you die honorably #you dream of stars and a lion and you hear the nursemaid's tales sitting with your boy and you begin to wonder #your brother dismisses the nursemaid without your permission #'the boy is too old he does not need her anymore' miraz says #'i will teach him to be a strong warrior as a telmarine should be'#your little brother has his good moments. he is a powerful soldier. he has more time to teach the boy than you.#you allow it #you regret this later when your son's arm is broken and your brother is the reason why #but your son begs to continue his training #so you allow it #he has a way of looking at you with his big brown eyes #your heart beats unsteady in your chest like it hasn't since you were a boy #you don't want to die with your child only 10 years old #you want to see him for so much longer #you are not ready #the boy knows you are ill and insists on sleeping with you most nights #death comes quiet in the night and leaves the boy alone #you are caspian #you are named after your father and your father will not wake #caspian x #narnia

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electoons · 8 months ago

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giving my ldb a daughter. embarrassing for all involved. mostly me

#her mom is an orc and her dad is a wood elf so she's going to be a very pointy orc. angular #like ok i suppose i leaned a little heavy on the elf features but also shes 12. she'll develop more orcish features. Not My Fault 😐#mimiart #weird little girl who pretends to be a wolf -> actual werewolf pipeline #elder scrolls #skyrim #shes sooo sweet and smiley :) idk where that comes from. not either of her parents. neither a point for nature nor nurture #calling her Khara for now. might change idk #re: my caption its only embarrassing because of who she had the child with. he fucking sucks #but so does she which is why they get along and they make each other worse. but also sometimes better #whatever. they love each other and their weird kids #at first they said “no kids absolutely the fuck not” then they decided to adopt alesan because like. hes already pretty much self sufficien #like he had a job and everything right. this will be a breeze hes already pretty much a fully formed human we can just help him out #by letting him sleep in our house right. and then like not even a full year later uloth gets pregnant oops 😬#does anyone here know how to keep a baby alive. thankfully uloth has amassed basically a small village of followers/friends/housecarls #some more responsible and knowledgeable than others. so dw the kids are okay and not dead #they just keep the necromancy and shady black market trading and unethical experiments OUTSIDE THE HOUSE #tes #ocs #oc #khara has only broken her dads finger once. orc grip you know how it is #oh and his nose too. but he deserved it for stealing hers 😑 like what was she gonna do?? NOT steal his right back?? come on

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idontwantrobyntodie · 26 days ago

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MANTI i need to know what your favourite recording of tam lin is pleasseeeee

okay SO my absolute favourite rendition of Tam Lin is by folk artist S.J. Tucker/her band Tricky Pixie. It is available on zero streaming services, though the MP3s are on their bandcamp, BUT people have posted many shitty camcorder videos of the song being preformed and they have my whole heart. I have this video downloaded to my laptop in case YouTube ever nukes it. It has so much energy? And is so dynamic? good stuff

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I also really love Anais Mitchell's recording, even though the way she sings is... an aquired taste (I'm so sorry Ms. Mitchell this is a problem with me and not with you, thank u for giving us Hadestown)

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ALSO also the Glasgow Reel, an Irish fiddle reel, is sometimes called Tam Lin! (i do not know why. i have attempted to research this. i am admittedly not very good at research) It is not an answer to your question but it's such a funky tune so here's my favourite version of that!

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that is all thank u Julia for bothering me <3

#warning to my fellow christians Tricky Pixie leans kinda pagan/witchy #which yk makes some sense when we're talking about folk music #but they make BANGER tunes #anyway I love Tam Lin sm #I had a phase in high school where I was like “huh I wonder if Scarborough Fair is really a folk song?”#(it was)#and then I went down a rabbithole of folk ballads from the British isles #I was combing thru scans of crusty PDFs of the child ballads #i was following broken links to find different permutations of folk songs #my little sister has Ewan MacCall's elfin knight memorized #because I would sing it to her to calm down her meltdowns #idk what happened but I have strange knowledge of some folk ballads now! crazy #anyways #folklore #asks

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lucalicatteart · 11 months ago

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A few little sketches of some possible school uniforms for mage schools/learning centers for magic/etc. :0c Though because Nanyevimi is so scattered and disconnected, it'd actually vary much more by region (like not everywhere would have a cultural concept of what a suit jacket or neck tie looks like lol), so it's probably unrealistic for so many of them to follow too many traditional Uniform Conventions from cultures in our world, etc. But, still, fun to mess around with designs, and think about which would be most fun to wear/what school you'd go to just based off the clothing lol~

#I haven't felt well enough to do anything actually productive lately GRRRR.. evil health issues....#but I can sometimes at least draw while I lay on the floor with a heating pad and etc. lol.. so...#goofy little sketches. Still dislike that the ipad thing someone gave me is either like.. maybe the settings are just off OR possibly the #screen is slightly broken in some regard - so the pressure sensitivity does not work at all. thus all lines are blunt looking #instead of having tapered edges. which I KNOW can be a stylistic thing. like I think it's fine mostly #but sometimes shading looks weird for all of the lines to be the exact same size/width with like no variation lol #though since it's just little sketches it doesnt matter lol but still... hrmm... ever working out my strategy for how to use the ipad for a #art things/if I can ever get used to it/etc.#AAANYWAY... still so uniform obsessed.. and have been since I was a child. Like way before going to middle school and meeting #the people who like anime and get into school uniforms of that variety. I mean like... age 7 before even having any friends #and having zero popular media interests or outside influences that would make uniforms Trendy. but I would see like a 'private school #uniform' on a new story on tv or something or in a book and was just like OUGH... I Should Dress That Way #I used to go to thrift stores and find multiple seperate pieces that could be combined together to look like a school uniform #I had like 4 or 5 different 'uniforms' that I made myself in that way. My first outfit that I was ever allowed #to pick out for myself as my big First Day Of Middle School outfit was literally like school uniform inspired #(maybe mixed with a little goth.. like it was a school uniform sort of look but black and white with fishnet armwarmers lol.. plaid +#stripes pattern mixing my beloved... )#I think it's just the same way that I love apartment buildings because I'm infinitely fascinated with like.. observing human nature and peo #le displaying their psersonalities in little ways and how you can give 10 people the same exact identical space but each one will decorate #it completely differently just depending on their own tastes and reasonnig and etc. I love the idea of everyone in some setting #having to be in one specific set outfit BUT you can tell something about them by the little ways they customize it or what type #of accessories they wear or if they choose to button their shirt fully or not or etc. etc. I like the constraints of 'okay everyone has to #be in exactly the same uniform - NOW. give them their own unique style somehow despite this' etc. etc. like #yaaaayyyy.. I love thinking of little obscure details that convey personality. they have a little pin hidden on the inside of their #hat. their shoes are just like everyone else's but more worn out. they have a necklace barely visible beneath their collar. their tie is #always a little more askew that everyone elses. or even. the uniform is EXACTLY on model entirely clean crisp pristine not a single element #customized or out of place - which STILL tells you something about them. etc. etc.#ANYWAY.. yeahg.. struggling to get anything done these last few weeks so.. blam. poof. alakazaam. scratchy little sketches #of nothing very productive or relating to any other project in particular be upon ye

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