#Bored at work and longing for home
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I don’t WANT a career. I want to cuddle and sleep and eat and read and create and love and be loved.
#Feeling like a grumpy anticapitalist hobbit lately#… so#a hobbit#Ughhhhhh#Bored at work and longing for home#20k
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"i cant believe my Long Lost Rival is driving around as some sort of FOOD COURIER instead of FIGHTING ME TO THE DEATH IN THE WRESTLING RING!!!" <- light novel title
this is (probably) not canon but the set up for a meetcute amused me enough to fumble through drawing a comic on my phone. help ive forgotten how to draw my guys!!!
#TAGCEN#by ''prolly not canon'' I mean it's a plausible situation but wouldn't fit anywhere in the narrative.#other fun places to run into your long lost rival: the coin laundromat. a bar/club.#anyway chip would rather extend his stay at a motel than drive home for a few days and then leave for another event.#he already travels a lot as-is. and he'd rather be on the road than in his sister's house...#basil does food delivery app stuff when he's bored. he doesn't have much of a stable job beyond his seasonal commercial fishing thing#basil's definitely met chip with glasses before he just said this to make him mad on purpose (and it works. chip gets so mad.)#he's so easy to rile up. it's irresistible
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making a fankid but shaking my head the entire time so people know i'm against the societal belief that everyone's goal and only purpose in life should be to have kids and form a family
#i snapped and made a rock kandi fankid#she was meant to be a one off design to cheer me up and give me something to do#but i made her too cute. now im attached#her name is lacey :) princess lacey at that#idk what im going to do to be able to fit her in my thing. rock kandi or just a kirby kid in general was Never meant to be a thing#that guy's an adult in my oc timeline. and he does fuck all all day as he always has. it's a part of his bit that he's not anyone important#outside of being the hero of popstar of course. he's not a knight or a king/prince. he's not even an adventurer. he likes his planet#and wouldn't want to be too far from it so the idea of being an explorer doesn't appeal to him.#at the end of every adventure he always returns to popstar because popstar's his home#he likes just being a normal guy who just saves the world from time to time. he likes fishing and eating and sleeping#and making friends and juggling children. it's just what he does all day. he loves it.#he's always been happy with simplicity and living in the moment no matter how boring that moment is#and i fear that this would accidentally lent itself to a like. kind of a deadbeat dad?? or take away too much of his carefree bum-ness#technically this is ribbon's and fluff's spawn since kirby can't have kids. so maybe i'll just make the world's first kirbyless rock kandi#whatever you'd call that. Fluffbon?#they all live in different places so i always figured it'd be kind of impossible for it too work out in the long run??#or it wouldn't be That serious. not serious enough for a lacey#which is why i didn't make it canon to my AU and shit and only enjoy it at a distance slash in like a vacuum#so I don't knowww i don't knowww but i'll figure it out i guess#text post
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Just had the funniest possible AU idea: Natsuyuu warrior cats AU where Natsume is a kittypet living with the Fujiwaras who keeps getting hassled by Natori and Matoba to join the clan cats in the area, because he's the child of Reiko, a stray who used to challenge everyone, cat or otherwise, to battle, and somehow always won. But Natsume wants none of that and just wants to enjoy his comfy bed and wet food in peace.
I haven't decided what the youkai would be yet, they'd either be the Spirits of other animals/cats that Natsume can connect with thru starclan bullshit, or just non cat animals that Reiko fought with. The second one is funnier but the first probably fits better with canon? But also I remember like nothing abt the warrior cats starclan Lore lol
Matoba is obviously the head of shadowclan (I considered changing the name but tbh shadow clan just works best either way) a strong but ruthless clan of cats that live in the area that banded together to defend against wild animals in the area. Maybe there's a bear or something in the area that has beef with them and keeps trying to attack the clan leader, and gave Matoba a scar on his eye?
Natori is the "head" of windclan, a clan that consists of him, sasago, urihime and hiiragi. Windclan used to be a big clan in the area, but got chased out by Shadowclan and retreated to being strays/kittypets. Natori is the child of a former windclan cat and a bougie purebreed showcat, and was never able to make it as a show animal because of a weird lizard shaped birthmark on his leg, so ran away to bring back windclan himself.
Natsume's highschool friends are just other kittypets in the neighbourhood he hangs out with. Tanuma is the cat of the local monk (he found him as a kitten under his porch), Taki and her brother are the pet cats of a local wealthy family, and her (cat) father was always interested in clan cats but could never meet them. Nishimura and Kitamoto are just average kittypets bought from a pet store.
Of course their names would all be different, I haven't decided on all of them but I think Natsume would be named 'Nutmeg', Tanuma would be 'Tuna' and Reiko would be 'Ghost' or 'the ghost'. Natori would call himself like. Sparklefur or something.
#natsume yuujinchou#yes I will probably end up drawing this but I wanted to type everything out first#natsume who's spent his whole life in and out of shelters and bad owners who finally has a real home#running into matoba who's like. don't you want freedom? the thrill of the hunt? power?#and natsume's just like no. leave me tf alone#I made the grandparents their parents for convenience also. I don't know if cats would keep track of lineages that long lol#anyway. can you tell I was very bored at work yesterday lol
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▪️if you ever need anything, please don't hesitate to ask someone else first.
#i'm finnally happy with this specific era of baby nick i think he may have started t already maybe been on for a couple of months he's havin#fun with acne again he is dying inside but happy#he's like 19 here and still lives at home he's in school trying to do something#stefans dragging him to the autoshop with him to work and he's slowly coming to the conclusion he hates this#he liked it better when he was younger and was just goofing around with his dad but now he gotta work like what#plus he gotta hide that he smokes sdfghjk#he's been smoking since he was 14 he wanted a deeper voice okay!#stefan is aware and his just disappointed like child no#on the note of t! its lowkey filling stefan with so much joy cause nick looks so much like him he's proud for some weird reason like look a#mini me. all of his work freinds are geeked for em and its an adjustment because they new him so long but they poke fun at him and treat em#the rookie he is#on the record though nicks great with cars just its boring#Spotify#ts4#simblr#sims 4#nicolas ishida#my sims
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getting to the point where im writing self insert joining hermitcraft fanfiction in my head
#living out my days in my lowly singleplayer world...#and my life is boring and i never go out but im homely and kind#and then one day i get an invite to a server... from XISUMAVOID?#and im shocked because i hardly ever get out but i accept and i join the world and i find out grian is my long lost brother#and im also a watcher god (like grian) and the reason i was stuck in a singleplayer world was so the other watchers could feed off my miser#by keeping me alone and isolated but it didnt work and i escaped because i was able to stay optimistic#and etho and i become best friends because im just so cool#i have more to say but tumblr physically isnt letting me add more tags which is... probably for the best.#says
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Before and After: Edna's Ghoulification
Before: Edna Murdoc, four times widow and divorceé.
After: Edna Murder-McCoy—still married to the same man after a century and a half, against all odds.
#I am looking forward to the Fallout 76 ghoul update.#Fallout 4#Ghoul#Edna started turning into a ghoul shortly after her marriage to Mort. She was enamored with him from the day they met in the Wayward#But he rejected her advances because 19-and-fresh-out-of-the-vault seemed practically a child to him.#She turned her attentions instead to a raider named Bones. They would have divorced had he not been killed by an underling he left for dead#Her second husband was a hunter she met outside of Crater. The had an amicable separation after realizing they wanted different things in l#They stayed friends until his death.#Her third husband was an unusually intelligent supermutant roaming Appalachia as a travelling doctor.#He died after they were attacked by an independent group of raiders leading to Edna's Raider Queen era.#Her fourth husband was a farmer she married after getting bored of leading the raiders. This was the only marriage she considers “failed”.#She ended up chasing him off of his farm and selling it.#Not long after she encountered Mort and they joined forces - eventually marrying.#They moved to the Commonwealth to find work after the incessant bombings left Appalachia inhospitable to all but ghouls.#They made a home for themselves in Diamond City and purchased a house near the Market. After their business began turning a steady profit#they bought the neighboring warehouse and began renovations to turn it into an office. A week later McDonough began his campaign.
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gripping onto consciousness by my fingernails and toes this fine wednesday afternoon
#scritch scratch#the problem is that i know im not actually tired#or like#i am! i am tired#i went to bed at like 1 am last night#but also im bored#and this is far more dangerous as being bored for too long puts my brain into emergency shutdown mode#as no dopamine is being generated and therefore there is no reason to be awake#guarantee the moment i go home and get a snack n start the second session of the Inevitable campaign im in ill be fine#but currently my usual tactics for getting through the last hour of work are not working and i am Dying
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i hate that this website has location based ads now like it's one thing to promote the local grocery store chain to me but i am seeing ads for my workplace now :/
#stop it......#i don't want to go back but this is the last sick day i can reasonably take#i probably should've gone back today but i told them when i was still feeling worse that i wasn't coming in.......#ohhhh i dread going in tomorrow so much. i don't even dislike this job i just hate being somewhere everyday#each day feeling its meaninglessness...... my meaninglessness in the space.......... the repetition and redundancy#selling people who don't need to be there things that they don't need#standing all day long just fucking bored#hoping that enough has happened since i've been gone that people can fill me in#ugggh because it's soooo boring but stressful to have to generate conversation with the same people every day#when nothing new ever happens#and i get sick of everybody even the people that i like and i don't really think anybody likes me that much either#i guess i felt this when i worked there part time but because i only had to be there part time it wasn't this constant gnawing feeling#and they didn't have me in the shop all the time....... this schedule is fucking killing me#i walk there i stand all day and i walk home#that's one of the reasons i haven't come back in yet - i was so dizzy and nauseous that the idea of standing all day was like.#i obviously can't fucking do that even if i would otherwise feel well enough to come in#if i had a sitting job then it wouldn't matter if i was a little dizzy#but getting back and forth to work and then standing for 8 hours. even when i'm feeling well it's kind of a lot#idk i guess i'm pretty unhappy with this job and where i am in life etc but i can't quit rn because what else would i do#there's literally job of this type that is going to pay as well and have good benefits#and i'm not qualified yet for the type of work i hope to do in the future#so i just gotta wait it out but it feels like. endless.#sigh anyway i'm just lazy lol#all this is to say. stop putting ads for my workplace on my dash lol i don't need to see all that
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been looking in tags for a few days now to see if anyone else found the whole high cloud quintet and related story to be a bit.....poorly written, nonsensical, contradictory, full of plot holes and loose ends, etc. apparently i'm not the only one. (and i'm not even talking about shipping stuff, because any time I saw someone mad about bad writing, someone always replies to be homophobic and laugh about failed ships. weirdos.) it could have been so good but was thrown into the garbage for the most part (IF you noticed all the plot holes and contradiction. if not, then it's a fine enough story tbh. I expect most people to see it on surface level and not read all the little hidden lore bits and try to piece it together like my autistic brain did. which is ok! enjoy it if you liked it and ignore me 😆)
#apparently one of the writers did it on purpose. wont explain here. you can find it elsewhere. but it makes sense now#that's why it fell apart and didnt make sense in the end#ive seem people say anyone mad about it is a shipper and thats why. they use it as an excuse to be homophobes#youre gross get out of thos fandom. im here as someone upset about the story who was very skeptical about any ship theories and focused#more on plot theories and overall friendship and stuff so its not even about shipping you het weirdos!!!#the contradictions and plot holes are bd regrdless of who you ship lmao stop reducing it to that#aure its fine if you ignlre those plot holes. but it happened to be the little plot holes that interested me the most so its obvious to me😅#cant wait until a talented writer in the fandom rewrites the whole story a lot better and fills in the holes and ties up the end better#please someone do this 😭#lee text#hsr#i just wanted a close found family who met a tragic end#my idea for a better way to write it is dan feng wanted free from the high elder cycle and yingxing helped him create a new elder#but it went wrong and failed because the preceptors fed him wrong info hopong it woukd destroy dan feng since they hated him#instead it was yingxing that died and dan feng selfishly brought him back somehow and thats why hes immortal and hates dan heng now#they created a monster in the process that made a mess and baiheng died trying to kill it maybe but hit its weak spot#so it was weaked enough for jingliu to slay it#maybe for a plot twist jing yuan somehow knew the preceptors were up to something and didnt stop the two because#they were too stubborn and he knew it would do nothing#we know the dragon heart disappeared so either it ended becoming bailu in the end#or it could be inaide blade bow. another fun possible plot twist. they never explained where it went so it coukd be a n y w h e r e#i had other ideas but i forget now. bht baiheng deserves better as well. just being a plot mechanism to make two dudes be stupid#is kinda bland and boring and wasted her character. she deserves better too!!!!#id write this if i had the time and brain power but ill hope someone else does it instead#OH yeah i forgot a big idea. dan feng and yingxing perhaps try to also kill the arbor and end the abundance and long life/reincarnation#and maybe that was one part that led to it all going wrong or something. since yingxing wanted revenge on the abundance for destroying#his home and family???? and dan feng wanted to escape the cycle? similar wants that worked together snd failed#these are all ideas from past theories i read and my own ideas i came up with all of which are better than what that bad writer did!#these are very incomplete ideas that im sure someone else can write better#lee rambles
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#usually i do really genuinely love my job#rn i'm mostly thinking about the things i could be doing instead of standing around here 'counting flies' as my boss likes to put it#i could finally vacuum. i could be cleaning the bathroom. do my reading for class. or - shocker! - work on fic!#usually i'd say fine i'll write on my phone#but i'm finally having motivation for the dad au again and because of being long and shit i only have that on my pc not in the cloud#hate everything rn wish i was home and could *do* something#there isn't any-fucking-one here why am i???#should ask my boss if i can take my reading to work and do it behind he counter when no one's coming#and she might allow it but my other boss absolutely wouldn't and unfortunately his decision is the final one.#to delete later#so bored i want to cry tbh
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i havent even read enough gl to justify the feelings and emotions i have about kyle i just have the lovers heart and also something wrong with me. and my projection. in my mind he's just like me. and he would have loved college vending machine frozen cheeseburger and heating it up in the microwave at 1 in the morning because he was bored and didn't want to work on a drawing assignment on 20" x 30" paper that was due tomorrow in his freshman year. he would have loved going to the club to push off finals work that's creating the worst stress known to man in his brain. and he would love to annoy the fuck out of his roommate when high and avoiding homework on a saturday.
#IN MY MIND HE'S JUST LIKE ME and i understand why he dropped out of art school also.#i need to get back to my readings but im too into thinking about the couple dozen issues i have read#and then going i wonder what he was like in college. and the answer is definitely fucking annoying.#if i knew him i know we would be not arguing in art history class. i would be saying his takes are stupid outside of class during break.#and he would go i dont know how somoene can defend british utilitarian furniture so vehemently and try to liken it to bauhaus design#our arguments would also stem from having very different art history and therefore philosophy education. his background would be from a pro#who would focus on european canon as per usual while my prof was coming from the perspective of someone with a phd in asian art history#and a curriculum based mostly around exploring and investigating non euro art work and how movements like modernism and#post modernism functioned in other continents.#this is such a main blog post but idont care. EVERYONE HAS TO KNOW HOW I PROJECT AND INTERACT WITH HIM IN MY MIND#he would also hate how i argue for art even i dont care about by approaching it at the philosophical angle.#'how do you like this it's barely even art. or it is art. but it's a boring cop out for suckers. honestly.'#'the thing is i dont like it. i just think you need to expand your world views and stop being close minded. youre limiting yourself.'#you might go eiffel what are you basing this on? the answer is vaguely remembered panels in my mind plus generally taste opinions of his i#can gleam from what art references they give him within issues.#it would also be funny bc like. he has a background in design... he's just stubborn and snobby i think when it then comes to the realm of#fine arts. i think his opinions and how they operate in regards to design + illustration + non gallery art are probably quite different#but i cant lie. from the singular 'i dont wanna be some loser who shows up with a blank canvas to a gallery' panel i remember someone talki#about in a post i have used it to create a variety of thoughts i think he could have had.#and the answer is the opinions of someone definitely a little annoying in art school. with a pretty standard traditional training#and background that stems from euo+american art history and sensibilities that inform how he interacts with art. which is very normal#but i think it's funny to view him as someone i would probably roll my eyes at for some comments he would be making.#and it gets funnier with how he acts generally as a person.#kyle you cant be this snobby when you are drawing pin ups of your work crush in your home studio...#good lord this got so long i have a problem. hi. sorry to my new follower your kyle posting made me go ha ha kyle. i like that guy.#static.soundz#back issues box#< it might as well go there bc i blabbed way too hard and too much. sorry. overtaken by an entity in my mind
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i have done everything to make myself as tired as possible so i can sleep as soon as my head hits the pillow but im wide awake😭
#i woke up early after sleeping late cause early class and long day no nap studied for like 3 hours after coming home and still im not slee#they're planning a trip at work to an amusement park and i need to find an excuse to not go cause#hanging out with them pretending to have fun is too socially draining on christmas too 3 hours of playing games and stuff#and suddenly im home changing my clothes and out of nowhere i started sobbing??? like girl what why??#idk i think it just feels very isolating and lonely😭#so i don't think i can survive a whole day picnic#but i can't tell dad that bc he'll just say to try harder i can't tell anyone really bc everyone thinks im just not Trying hard enough to#make friends😭#even moms like tera weird superiority complex hai sab aise hi hote hai kahan rehti hai tu#but the girls are all so boring and flat and un feminist#and the boys are so. perfectly marvari family guy i love my parents types😭😭😭#fit in nahi ho rha#ok anyway now that i got it off my chest i can sleep
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Okay okay, I usually hate posting selfies, but then again, I also love a little mild attention. So, to strike a balance, here are 4 recent ones, but I’m posting them at 2am so I don’t have to worry about bothering too many people. Yeah? Ok thanks I love you
#yes I know how time zones work… they’re fake. it’s night everywhere right now. duh.#sometimes a girl just wants to hear she’s pretty 🤷🏻♂️#I’m sorry I have a perpetual grumpy face. I don’t know what to do about that 🤷🏻♂️#god I’m bored. and lonely. and yearning. yeah…#I don’t want to get into that right now… ok I do but maybe let’s not do it in these tags#anyway I’m actually probably going to chop off most of my hair this weekend#I know I know. dudes cutting off long hair is a sin but also… it’s hot. my hair is heavy and gets gross easily#it’ll grow back soon enough but for now it needs to be razed#so what else what else…#this is my third night staying in the hospital while my mom is admitted#she’s doing better but I don’t really want to leave her here alone for too long#being stuck in bed feeling like shit all day gets lonely and tiresome so someone’s gotta hang with her#it’s not so bad on my part. I just sit in this chair all night on my phone and then eat breakfast in the cafeteria#easy peasy#I haven’t been home much in the past few days. just a few hours at time to nap and then head back#but it’s good. things are getting better#yup…#I guess that’s it… I don’t know what else to say#you can ignore this#take it sleazy#me#selfie#gross boy
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okay i'm struggling again
#she bork#tbd#idk i'll be fine life is just very mean and unfair and worst of all ordinary and dull. i go to work i come home i do nothing worthwhile.#weekends are never long enough and i never get to cram enough into them to enjoy myself. if life was mean but also generous and glamorous i#could maybe put up w it bc for every low there would be a high but it's not. it's just mean and you hit that low and then instead of it#being followed by a high you just end up on a plateau and eventually you hit another low. god i just don't think i was supposed to live in#this ordinary boring tedious life like i'm not made for it. not in a pretentious arrogant way but in a way that's like i'm going fucking#crazy like i have cabin fever but w my life rather than my environment (which tbh maybe they come down to one and the same). idk sometimes i#want to just blow up my life and go somewhere else and do something else and have fun and not feel so weighted down by responsibilities and#bills and worry about money specifically. like i was miserable in high school but now i think i look back on it fondly bc 1. no true#responsibilities or high stakes and/but 2. the stakes always FELT high like i was CONSTANTLY up and down and euphoric and depressed. not#healthy at all but it always felt like something was HAPPENING and now it just doesn't. i have always though that bored was the worst thing#to be and now here i am all the time it feels like. bored.#and again at the root of everything is that life is mean. mean mean mean. sometimes shit just HAPPENS that's bad and fucks you over and#there's nothing you can do about it. and again if there was something guaranteed to make up for it that would be fine but there's not. you#just have to recover and let it go and move on. and i'm not good at that
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Wip but you know what
I was initially SO bothered by this guy not having a nose or eyebrows but the more I make art with him I’m just like “oh thank fuck the little guy doesn’t have many facial features this is way easier than making Poppy or whoever else”
#Welcome Home#Welcome Home fanart#clay art#clay figures#clay figurines#clay sculpture#polymer clay#art wip#wip#ngl right now he looks like if ET dressed as Elvis Presley#I just need to finish his other foot and clean him up some and bake it#but it’s been fun to work with clay again!!#I feel like anyone who’s followed me for a while and maybe saw me post one or two things art wise#are now probably confused and concerned by the sheer amount of art I’ve produced in a short time#for a fandom I’ve just joined#however I fucking love these little guys’ designs and they translate so well into other mediums#it’s made me enjoy art again which honestly like#I’m sure it won’t be long before I’m bored again and I just stop making art for this fandom lol#but it’s been nice to give in and just sketch and doodle whatever and whoever#my art
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