#Bella replies

[buildabxtchrp]

"I'm sure we will." She nodded with a smile

“ hello, I’ve seen you a few times before but we’ve never interacted.. I’m Tamara, but you can call me Tammy. “

"Oh hey." Bella smiled. "It's nice to meet you Tammy, I'm Bella. You can call me... Bella." She laughed at her own cheesy joke

[study-diaries]

hi, bella! may I know where are you from?

and are you applying for college this year?

Hey dear Anon! :D

First of all, I'm not that comfortable with sharing the country/city/state name because it somewhat gives me creeps so I hope you understand.

And second of all, I'll be applying to college around May next year. I'm currently a senior in high school, it's literally my second day xD

Take care! <3

[rasoyas]

what ever happened to bella goth? 🥀

i sat here trying to come up with text to put under this and all that my brain would give me is this

[buildabxtchrp]

She thought for a moment and shook her head. "No I don't think I have. What makes it so special?"

@buildabxtchrp

Hiroyuki had invited Bella to one of his matches. It had gone pretty smoothly, and he was meeting with her after the event. He'd washed up, dirt and sweat now off his body. As he'd make his way to where she was waiting for him, he smiled. "Thanks for taking the time to come and see me in action. Hope you enjoyed it." He'd say before adding. "Let's go eat something, yeah? My treat." He offers.

[buildabxtchrp]

@dxllycade continued from here

"I'm glad you like them! I was worried you wouldn't like them, I'm not always the best at giving gift."

[study-diaries]

I need your opinion if you don't mind... I'm in my last year of highschool and in four days, there is going to be the responses to all the uni I applied to (if they accepted me or not...). And I don't really have a subject or a job that I really like. Don't get me wrong, I'm a very curious person and I'm interested in many things. But my main goal for a job is not my passion or the things that I like. My main goal is financial. So I'll chose my studies upon the salary that it will get me in the future. The thing is, everyone around me is telling me that I'm thinking wrong and that I'll hate my job if I chose my studies that way....idk what to do and I need your help on that. Thanks and I love your blog btw :) sorry if that was too long....

Heyy! :)

Okay so... First of all, congratulations on passing out highschool alive cause I'm serious, it's a huge milestone! Second of all, that is believe it or not, something that I can very well understand and related to.

And it's okay. Like, definitely okay to have a whole different approach for selecting your majors and jobs. Now, I'm assuming you've already have a vague idea about what major you want to choose since you've applied already.

Generally, if you've taken professional majors (medicine/law etc) then the general pay is good and higher than usual but you need to atleast have an element of interest in it since the majors itself are difficult.

If you've gotten into something that pays alittle lesser etc etc then i can suggest you to take up some part time jobs or even gain experience or develop some skills that could be helpful.

Basically, you can take up something with the idea of getting a high salary but try your best to find some amount of interest in it, make sure you won't get bored with it. (And there's absolutely nothing wrong with your pov about choosing based on the salary or pay!)

I personally think that you can experiment with your subjects and the career options cause I know many people that studied one thing and took a completely different career field. And just because you have the idea of only gaining financial security and stability from your major/job doesn't mean you'll end up hating it.

It's not about with what idea you're choosing your major, it's about how you can steer your major according to what you need and like you said, you're a curious person, you're interested in many things so i believe that you'll do good :)

And the fact that most of the time, we come to love something that we're constantly doing. Passion or interest just doesn't arise out of nowhere, sometimes force is important too and not to mention, hardwork.

Whatever you're choosing, with whatever belief, whether passion or with the idea of financial belief, it doesn't really matter because if you have a really good determination to achieve the end goal, you'll find a way to enjoy the process.

For now, I'll stress on the fact that you focus on choosing the major (if you can check what papers you're having in each semester it's better) and then after you choose your major, experiment more, like research about job opportunities in and around the field, develop skills, gain experience, explore because it's all an experiment, isn't it?

I hope you'll be content and happy with whatever you choose and don't really mind what everyone says, if you want something badly, there's no shame in working towards it. I hope i didn't confuse you even more. And I'm glad you like my blogs, i really appreciate it :)

Take care 🎭✨

[probayern]

got a job, bundesliga's back, bayern tomorrow, life is good :)

[buildabxtchrp]

"I usually only wear necklaces for special occasions. I do have one dainty necklace that I wear a lot though." It was a small necklace that she had since she left home as a teenager, and though she didn't wear it too often it was still something that was special to her. "I'm sure you looked really good with it. I feel like one would really cool on you. A cat one?" She thought about it for a moment and smiled. "Yeah I think I could be a cute little kitty cat. I am interested in what color you think would look best on me" She smiled sweetly seeing his reaction to her word, she actually though it was kind of cute how it seemed to give him an ego boost. "Fan service! I agree, sometimes a little fan service can make things more interesting! At least I know I like seeing it."

"That's exactly it!" she enthusiastically agreeded with him. "I know some that do as well, but I don't understand how they can do both. I think both need your full attention and all of your time. I even have been featured with a few other artists so I wouldn't have any time to be a wife right now." It must have been exhausting for people to have both a music career and a family life. "Did I now?" She asked with a playful wink. "Yeah sure I will. If you ask very nice" she teased with a wink.

Bella's head fell back a little as she began to turn into a whining mess already, the way he worked his mouth on her was a damn near magical sensation. She slowly began to rock her hips, just a little, wanting to feel more pleasure as she moaned out his name. The sounds and the pleasure was only making her more and more wet with each movement of his tongue and mouth. "Fuck" she whined out as she moved to bite on the back of her hand to hide another louder moan that was threatening to slip out.

@anemia-rp

Starter for @buildabxtchrp

Teru was always excited to meet new people. And to be honest, it was difficult to resist his charisma. Tatsu whereas was much calmer, shy even at times - but still waters run deep, so the saying. He was hanging with Teru tonight in the composer's small, windowless studio as the other had wanted to discuss a drum part with him. And now, thanks to the fact he had drunken some of the good whiskey, he couldn't drive home anymore. Thus his eyes widened quite a little when Teru let this stunning looking girl in; it made him hide halfway behind his glass as he kept lounging on the couch. Teru whereas beamed at Bella. "Feel at home, our very special guest!", he exclaimed. "In the room where the magic happens!" With this he gave her a macho-like wink and poured some whiskey into a glass to hand it to her. "And here's some of my best polish for your voice!"

[occasionally-adventuring]

(@ask-pokecats) Bella (winter outfit) approaches Tisku. She waves and smiles.

"Meowdy! How's it goin'? I've heard about your friend. I think their name is "Jolt"... Like, Jolteon? Anyways, can mya tell me about 'em?"

Tisku: She's just a friend I help from time to time! Nothing more! He blushes more as he shakes the thought of Jolt being his crush, then looks back at Bella. Tisku: And yes! She is indeed a jolteon! -Ask hints have been updated!-

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[miidnighters]

@starlyht | continued from ☾

Bella was glad for the privacy of the Elfsong. After having spent several centuries in relative solitude, being in such close quarters at everyone at camp was... grating, sometimes. So she'd snuck upstairs as soon as possible, settling into her room and deciding to take advantage of that privacy.

Or so she'd thought.

The door swinging open had ripped away any semblance of a mood Bella had created, fingers ripped from inside her to grab at the sheets to pull them over herself, as if Sol'rys had not seen her naked and moaning before.

Serves her right for not locking the door.

The hesitation is uncomfortable, but the way he looks at her. He may not feel the same way she does, but he certainly desires her, and she'd be a fool not to take that offer. After a second, Bella nods - spreading her legs, somewhat still hidden by the blanket.

[arthurtaylorlester]

i’m a trans guy and i love the concept of t4t arthur and bella but my brain keeps getting stuck on “well how did bella die then, clearly it couldn’t have been in childbirth” which then leads to me thinking “well if arthur carried faroe and gave birth to her how did he abandon her for an hour after her birth” and i land on the conclusion that makes me laugh a lot: arthur gave birth to faroe and then just fucking walked out of the hospital. he decided he’s had enough of this parenting thing. then he changes his mind and just comes back later like “actually nvm i’ll take the baby” and the hospital just let him

yeah no this is canon now actually it's too funny not to be just imagine

arthur, visibly teary-eyed and drunk: hey guys can i have my baby back

doctor: sure ig

though, anon, how do you think bella died then?

[buildabxtchrp]

"They're not as expensive when I first saw them!." She smiled excitedly as she showed him the price tag at just over 14 thousand yen. "They were almost 9 thousand more last time!"

closed starter for— @buildabxtchrp

“ Are we still goin out for dinner? Or change of plans cause I’m fine with shopping too.. “

[elbdot]

do you play any tcgs?

Aaaah no, I only like collecting cards, but I don't know the rules to a SINGLE TCG! I have a few Pokemon cards I got gifted by friends and then also a HUGE collection of Bella Sara cards, which was more for trading than playing with anyway.

DOES ANYONE REMEMBER BELLA SARA??? IF ANYONE DOES, PLEASE TELL ME WHICH ONE WAS YOUR FAVORITE HORSE, I GO FIRST:

NANNA and GREY from the first Bella GOLD series

And then I also really loved Inupiat and Aleut from Native Lights And then also 50 other horses as well, I have WAY too many favs...

[buildabxtchrp]

Gosh I love drinking with you and Bou. 🥹😘 always up to no good.

I don't think Bou likes being our babysitter when we out drink him.

Such a sweet big brother he is! 🥰

Drunk people shouldn't babysit drunker people! ಠ︵ಠ

[dragon-spaghetti]

Can we see more Bella? 🥺👉👈

The Fuckin Thang

[sugarsnappeases]

GIVE US QUILLKILLER THOUGHTS!!!!!!

i would be delighted to!!! i’ll try to say things we (@quillkiller and i, we’re conjoined) haven’t said before lol…. please be warned. this post got LONG (lots more under the cut)

so for me the general trajectory of the quillkiller relationship is devotion -> betrayal -> haunting (and the devotion and haunting are sort of synonymous, no? different shapes of the same undying love) so i’ll try to follow that trajectory in this post too

so. Devotion. we’ve said before that a big part of bella’s character is her need to devote herself to something. she’s a follower at her core, and before she meets voldemort, she finds this in rita. rita who’s mean and nasty and genuinely believes she deserves to be worshipped (major god complex). bella who wants to worship her, wants to give her everything, wants to give herself up to rita like an offering, a sacrifice.

and it digs deep into the both of them, this devotion, claws its way into the marrow of their bones until they can’t let each other go. they’re in different hogwarts houses and come from what feels like different worlds but bella’s sneaking into the ravenclaw common room at night, they’re passing notes in class, exchanging looks in the great hall, meeting up in secret nooks and crannies. bella is getting married but rita is the journalist at the wedding, kissing her before she walks down the aisle, sneaking off to fuck in one of the side rooms later. bella sending patronuses like ‘come over’ or just showing up at rita’s flat, clinging onto each other even when they know they probably shouldn’t and that it can’t last and that it’ll have to end at some point, taking as much of each other as they can get bc they know that it can’t be forever and they didn’t even think it would last this long… i imagine them waking up together like this:

and the thing is!! there’s so much love. so so so much love. like even w bella married and everything, that’s never an issue at all. they’re happy, they have fun and they make each other laugh and they love each other so so much and so so well even if they both think that’s it’s ultimately gonna fall apart. and that brings us to Betrayal.

it’s the idea that both of them are selfish and obsessive and cruel but before they’d always been all of these things together. but bc they are these things and bc they’re always pushing each other and challenging each other and making each other more, they’re always, inevitably, gonna cross a line that the other cannot. for rita, this is her article, and for bella, this is her dark mark.

and to me, their respective betrayals happen kinda concurrently, like either one of them could happen first, but they don’t fully fall apart until both of them have happened bc, for example, if the article happened first, bella wouldn’t forgive rita (it’s disloyalty and bella can’t understand or forgive it bc she’s unendingly loyal <- another core bella trait) but bc of the disconnect there, the way they both can’t quite understand how unforgivable what they’ve done is to the other, i don’t think rita would necessarily see a huge issue. like they’ve fought before and it hasn’t been final and if rita called, bella would still show up, ofc she would. and vice versa. if the dark mark debacle happened first, rita can’t forgive her for that (bc no matter how morally reprehensible she is, rita can’t justify or support genocide and doesn’t understand how bella thinks she could), but if bella called, rita would go.

that’s them one betrayal in ^^ (i.e. rita post bella’s mark showing up at lestrange manor bc bella called. or bella post rita’s article showing up at rita’s flat bc she called). and they need both the betrayals to happen to be fully over (and obvs both the betrayals are inevitable bc of who they are and the circumstances they find themselves in even if they’re trying so hard to cling onto each other). i think by the time of both the betrayals, they’re already hanging on by a thread - hanging on so so tight, don’t get me wrong, but things are already falling to pieces, they just haven’t noticed yet, or haven’t let themselves notice yet.

it’s been building and building bc they both want everything, they want to have their cake and eat it too, selfish and hungry and wanting, that eventually they cross they line and it all falls down. they lose their ‘one good thing’ (<- bella says this about rita), they lose the woman that they still love, the only woman they ever have and ever will love, bc they just kept pushing for more:

and it’s both of their faults but they blame each other and hate each other and love each other just the same and they don’t realise that the closest they ever were to everything they ever wanted was when they were together. until later. thus. the Haunting.

and i have a lot of visual aids (quotes) for this part lol. this spans the rest of their lives, and i tend to mostly consider it from rita’s pov bc she’s not in azkaban and a lot more mentally present and also lives a lot longer so i think it’s more tragic for her (bella is also very much tragic but i will say that by the end of her time in azkaban, she’s really not much more than a shell of herself and she would’ve had most of her happy memories (a large part of which are w rita) sapped from her by the dementors and therefore it’s hard to say how much capacity she would’ve had for being haunted, being as, in and of herself, she would’ve been little more than a ghost x)

we’re gonna kinda gloss over everything here bc i have lots to say and this is already so so long but i have quotes that refer to a) rita’s general existence after the break up:

(obvs we're referring to her articles here. and just everything she writes in general. and everything she does. and everything she is.)

b) rita after bella breaks out of azkaban in 1996, and she sees her on the cover of the daily prophet:

and c) basically just rita for the rest of her life. forever. til the day she dies (this quote makes me a little insane...... !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!):

IT IS MY KNIFE AND MY HEART TOO!!!! WHAT THE FUCK!!!!! anyway i'm gonna stop talking here bc i've rambled on for far far too long (although i have more to say if anyone wants... i'll always have more to say about them i think) but for now!! i'll love you and leave you with a few links to posts/fics that i think vaguely encapsulate our quillkiller conception (and by that i mean reccing jen's fics and a couple other things i've said):

life-changing fic 1 (rita writing bellatrix's obituary) | thing i wrote (unsent letter from r to b after azkaban break-out) | life-changing fic 2 (bella visiting rita post-azkaban break-out) | thing i wrote (another kinda quillkiller thesis...) | life-changing microfic (nsfw, that good old bellatrix black devotion)