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Error 404: (Self-Aware!AU, Sylus Edition)
Summary: A LADS self-aware!AU featuring Sylus (+ maybe the other MLs!) and an oblivious player. Thatâs it, thatâs the plot. Tags: player!reader x sylus, fem!reader x sylus, reader x lads, maybe some suggestive language?? will add more tags as the story progresses A/N: This is gonna be a multi-chapter fic! Iâm still not sure whether to do the boys in rotation, or just focus on one ML per series. Donât take my word for it atp tho â Iâm not even sure if I can actually finish a series lol. Also, Iâve had the creative liberty of changing stuff from the actual gameplay here and there. (Except for the self-awareness. Thatâs most definitely real.) Hope you enjoy~!
Chapter 1
Itâs a quarter past eight and youâre still on your desk working overtime on a Friday night.Â
You let out a big sigh, leaning back on your office chair after an unhealthy duration of bad posture from hours of slouching down in front of your computer. Thereâs nothing ergonomic about the way this job is killing you, and the ache in your lower back can attest to that.Â
An irate orange tabby plops himself in front of you, blocking your view of the glaring screen and you figure that itâs time for a break.Â
âMe-oow.â
âI know, I know,â You answer tiredly, standing up to dodge a stray paw clawing your way and you hear cracks in three different places that are honestly unbecoming of a woman your age. You havenât even reached thirty yet, for godâs sake. âIâm a bad mother. But mom also had to skip dinner to make it to the seven PM meeting, so cut me some slack, okay?âÂ
A high-pitched âmeooowr!â is the only response you get; it seems like thereâs no excusing late dinner time this time around.Â
As much as youâd like to hem and haw and complain, the main reason why youâre still keeping this job is because you can work remotely. If it werenât for the fact that youâre stuck most days at home working hours past your regular nine to five, having to be on-call around the clock at all times, and that youâve consumed more sodium than a nitrite victim with the way you live off cup ramen, then, really, it beats working in an office where youâd physically have to clock in and out from exactly nine to five.Â
Your right eye twitches. No, I have not fallen in love with the system that exploits me, thank you very much.Â
âHere is your Fancy Feast, your highness,â you tell the hungry feline whoâs already ignoring the hand that feeds for the bowl full of white fish patĂŠ. He eats healthier than you, sure, but you work like this for him to eat like this. The life of a single mom is an uphill battle, but extremely rewarding.Â
You raise your hand to pat your sonâs head lovingly, aborting the gesture halfway when you hear a warning growl. Alright, tough crowd.Â
After nuking a half-eaten takeout box in the microwave and grabbing a cold Bundaberg from the fridge, you hunker down on the âchaise loungeâ (see: an old wingback and a rattan ottoman youâve refurbished as a makeshift seat a few weeks back when you had guests over) for a late meal.Â
You barely register the taste of lukewarm rice on your tongue, mouth moving mechanically while your mind runs on autopilot about everything and nothing at the same time.Â
Maybe itâs time to check Jobstreet again
Is there like a laundromat near the area thatâs open twenty four seven
Eugh, I hate cold peas
What do we feel about Chromakopia?Â
I will⌠die alone
I really need to stock on some fresh produce this weekendâ
Ping!Â
A notification from your phone pulls you out of your thoughts â and like a well-trained dog pavlovâd into responding, you visibly perk up at the sight of your lock screen lighting up and the familiar banner youâve already memorized by heart.Â
Your Galaxy Explorer rewards are here. Did you put my hotelâs address as the shipping address?Â
Ah, just like clockwork.Â
You press on it with a quiet, bubbling anticipation, chewing on the plastic spork as you wait impatiently for the silly mobile game thatâs been your short respite at intervals â for more than youâd care to admit â to boot up.Â
Offhandedly, you wish that the devs would add more variations to the gameâs push notifications; more random, personalized stuff like maybe a reminder to drink water, or a fun update about their day. What youâd give â pay â for a: "Less on the overtime, kitten. I miss you,â dialogue from a certain character, but you digress.Â
Oh, well. Probably better this way, lest you dig yourself deeper into delusion.Â
The game greets you with the usual picturesque view of a silver-haired man sitting cross-legged on a chair, looking all the bit at ease in his signature crimson and white button up. The warm ambience of the Destiny CafĂŠ at night draws you in, already pulling your attention away from the never-ending stream of thoughts in your brain.Â
âBefore seeing you, I thought today would be another dull day,â Sylus comments airily. The way he drawls out the words in that deep timbre of his voice never fails to make your heart flutter â just a teeeensy bit.
âEver the charmer,â you sigh happily in return, situating yourself more comfortably on the sofa, almost horizontal from how far youâre leaning back on the cushion. âYouâre looking awfully normal tonight. What, no pineapple glasses for your favorite girl?âÂ
Having bypassed the initial cringe of talking to yourself after literal months of gameplay, it almost comes off natural, the banter. Youâve already accepted the fact that youâre crazy about a fictional, pixelated man â whatâs pretending to have actual conversations with him gonna do? Itâs not as if he actually hears you yap your nonsense; there are worse things in the world than a parasocial attachment to an otome game character.Â
Your little jab at the sometimes random addition to his choice of attire earns you a laugh from the man itselfâ or at least it looks as though it does, making you blink momentarily in surprise. Happy coincidence, I guess.
You shake your head, cracking a smile, then proceed to do the routine of completing the daily agenda and then some.Â
Itâs tedious business, sure. Youâve dedicated hours upon hours on this game and youâre honestly starting to feel pretty bored with some of the gameplay elements, but you *do* like the ritualistic nature of ticking off the tasks one by one. Itâs almost ironic â the way you dutifully do one thing after the other in this game, just to avoid the pile of work thatâs waiting for you in real life.Â
Itâs not as if anything, or anyoneâs relying on you to do your daily log-ins, so you suppose itâs due to that lack of pressure as well.Â
Pulling yourself away from the five-star Xavier memory card youâve grinded to level seventy, you stare despondently at the sad little 2 on your remaining energy. The embarrassing amount of materials you lack to ascend the card seem to mock you, even as you exit the Memories window. Another goal for another day, perhaps.
All tasks on the daily agenda are complete, except for one that youâve always saved for last.
Youâre met with a standing Sylus on the gameâs home screen, arms crossed and wearing an expression youâd almost describe as impatient, if you didnât know any better. The sight makes you grin.Â
Cheekily, you poke his crotch.
Youâre looking forward to getting a playful remark, or if youâre lucky, a blush along with an embarrassed retort about your shamelessness.Â
 What you get, however, is a resounding scoff. Your eyes snap back to his face â from, ahem, your prolonged staring at the area below his waist â and you do see the familiar tinge of pink on his cheeks, but what he says in response catches you off-guard.
âYou spend that much resource for a card that isnât mine?â Sylus tsks, both his voice and expression coming across as⌠affronted? âKitten, Iâm actually hurt.âÂ
Huh?
You havenât heard that line from him before. Was there a recent update you werenât aware of? The man in question then appears to look amused, from the way youâve been rendered speechless by the unexpected dialogue.Â
All at once, you gasp when you realize what the new response means.Â
âThatâs so smart,â you say giddily. You see Sylus cock his head to the side, synchronously quirking an eyebrowâexpectant. âThey actually added a feature that lets them know which memory Iâve upgraded last, and make you react to it. Oh, thatâs so cool!âÂ
If you werenât too busy being excited over what you think is a new update from the game, youâd see the chagrined look on Sylusâ face. But when you glance back at him, all trace of the emotion is gone before you could notice anything different.Â
âDonât worry, Crow Man. Youâre still my favorite,â you assure him, making his mouth tick upwards in a semblance of a smile. He looks pleased all of the sudden, his demeanor shifting into something more relaxed.
Then a pout forms on your face. You crinkle your nose in frustration as you complain, âItâs just really hard to level your cards up at this point. It takes ages and a shit ton of energy just to level you up past seventy five.â Sighing, you add, kind of bitterly, âAnd Iâm too broke to be spending money on growth packs.âÂ
Checking the time on your phone, you see that youâve already spent more than an hour on your self-imposed break time and you know that you ought to get back to work soon. With a groan, you pull yourself to sit upright, savoring the last few minutes of free time before you slave off for the rest of the night.Â
Youâre about to clean up whatâs left of dinner when you notice the oddly thoughtful look on Sylusâ face.Â
Thereâs a deep furrow in his brows as he brings a hand up to cover his mouth. He closes his eyes shut for a few seconds. He's never done that gesture before... Ugh, he looks really hotâ
Suddenly, you see a flickerâ then a weird, sort of graphic distortion happening in the background. Uh, what??
A beat; then a glitch on the screen. âAh, shit.âÂ
The game crashes.
You exhale loudly as the gameâs interface goes back to the loading screen, tapping your thumb impatiently as the bar slowly loads to 15%... 50%..... 81%.......Â
âMaybe make sure to patch up first before releasing an update next time, jeezâ Huh?âÂ
For a quick second, nothing seems to be amiss. But then the first thing you see on the home screen is Sylusâ figure standing before you, wearing an expression one could only describe as a cat that ate the proverbial canary.Â
He speaksâ and itâs another intro you havenât heard him say, ever.Â
âYou shouldâve told me sooner, sweetie,â he almost coos the words out, making your eyes bug out in shock.Â
âNow, why donât you go check yourââ he pauses, and his mouth moves as if heâs rolling the word out, testing it. âInventory?âÂ
Sylus slides his gaze towards the upper left corner of the screen, a coy smirk still ever-present on his face.Â
There, you see something you havenât noticed earlier: two notification badges. One on your mailbox, and another on the Hunterâs Info tab. Bewildered, you press on the mail icon first, despite the insistence for you to start with the latter.Â
You see a new message: [For You]
A small gift, to bridge our worlds closer. â SÂ
Nothing is attached to it. You read it twice, perplexed. Â
âYouâre quite the contradictorian, arenât you?â Sylus tuts as soon as you return back to the home screen, his gaze boring into you even when he tilts his head sideways in mock exasperation. âMmm, I suppose it doesnât matter. Take all the time you need, sweetheart.âÂ
Helplessly, you open your inventory next.Â
Your jaw drops.Â
âWhat. The fuck,â You whisper to yourself, voice wavering in disbelief at what youâre seeing, and the sheer amount of what youâre seeing. âThisâ this canât be real.âÂ
You see that all the materials you own, from the bottle of wishes to the ascension crystal boxes, have been multiplied a hundred times over.
And on top of thatâ
Ninety nine thousand red dias????
You cannot believe how thisâ this recent⌠update (or is it a bug? Infold sure isnât this generous) didn't make the news. Even as someone as uninvolved as you are with the community and the gameâs latest releases, something like this for sure wouldâve made headlines on Twitter (X), at least. But you havenât heard anything. Nada.Â
Holy shit.Â
You feel a little light-headed, both from incredulity and excitement. Needing a moment to calm yourself down, you exit the Inventory tab in a daze.
You stare at Sylus. He stares back at you with what looks to be mirth in his eyes.Â
Skeptically, you mutter, âdidâdid I get hacked or something?âÂ
Anticipating another unexpected dialogue to prompt up, you wait for a full minute without saying anything else. And for a moment, the man in front of you looks indecisive, contemplative.Â
Thereâs something very odd, very⌠human in the way heâs looking at you. He looks as ifâ as if heâsâ
His face falls back into a neutral expression. Not unlike how his idle animation usually looks.Â
..
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âŚ.. It doesnât seem like heâs going to initiate a conversation any time soon, so you hesitantly poke him on the nose.Â
âEven in the worst-case scenario, thereâs no need to panic.â
Youâve heard that one before.
So heâs back to normal now. You temper the small disappointment that blooms in your gut.Â
Shaking your head slowly, you try to make sense of all the stuff that just happened, but a sharp bite on your ankle pulls you out of your reverie.Â
âOwâ!â The sight of your cat flopping near your feet reminds you of the time. More importantly, the backlogs waiting for you at your desk.Â
âWait, shitâ I gotta get back to work.â This⌠unbelievable stroke of good luck (?) is gonna have to take a backseat for now.
You grab the carton box and the half-empty bottle of sparkling peach as you stand up. Making quick work of throwing the container in the trash and gulping down the rest of your drink, you rush into your room and back in front of your PC.Â
Cracking your knuckles, you gingerly set your phone against the monitor. Setting the timer to one hour in Quality Time, knowing fully-well that youâre going to have to keep extending it until the wee hours of the morning â or until your battery dies, whichever comes first â you give Sylus one last look, letting out a long exhale before locking in.
âJust keep me company for the night, alright? Iâll figure out whatâs going on once my shiftâs over.âÂ
It could just be your overactive imagination, but you swear you hear a quiet chuckle from the man polishing his gun in your peripheral.
#love and deepspace#lads#lnds#love and deepspace sylus#lads sylus#lnds sylus#sylus x reader#sylus x you#lads x you#lads x reader#love and deepspace fic
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a request of you can go nuts and write whatever you wanna about this drawing of mine, have fun
This is such a cute drawing!! I love your stuff so much \(^ăŽ^)/ plus you draw bedtime bear so cute :3
Cg!Logan and Regressor!Wade Headcanons
đžâď¸Wade isnât much different when regressed in all honesty
đžâď¸Heâs still as childish and immature as ever
đžâď¸Heâs not got a set regression age he just does it
đžâď¸Just because heâs small donât think he wonât still swear like a sailor
đžâď¸Most of the time a telltale sign will be a swear replaced with âflipâ or âfrickâ which will always earn a laugh from Logan
đžâď¸He LOVES a onesie, the moment heâs out his suit heâs got a fluffy onesie on and is situated in front of the tv
đžâď¸Logan tries to get Wade to leave the house while small but he just simply refuses
đžâď¸The only time Wade will go outside
đžâď¸All little Wade wants to do is watch tv and colour
đžâď¸Wade has so much colouring supplies itâs unreal, crayons, pencils, gel pens, glittery gel pens, markers, chalk. You name it
đžâď¸There has been so many times Logan has had to take away scented colouring utensils because Wade just sits sniffing them
đžâď¸He puts them in a box at the back of the closet but they somehow find their way back to Wade every time
đžâď¸Logan isnât terrible at being a cg, but heâs not great
đžâď¸Heâll have a drink while Wade is small then give Wade a sip- watching his face scrunch up at the âyuckyâ taste and bursting out laughing
đžâď¸Logan does love Wade, cuddling with his little while he explains the mlp lore to him
đžâď¸Wade definitely made Logan get them matching onesies of Pinkie Pie and Apple Jack
đžâď¸Logan would not be caught dead in it outside of making Wade smile
đžâď¸Logan would do anything to make Wade smile
đžâď¸Theyâre so grumpy dad and sunshine daughter coded
đžâď¸Yes Wade is Loganâs little princess
đžâď¸So many dress up sessions and fashion shows
đžâď¸Wade taught Logan how to play Roblox so they could play games together
đžâď¸Wade in general is childish so naturally he owns toys, his favourite when regressed seem to be the Sylvanian families
đžâď¸He loves the goat family and Persian cat family, the kitties remind him of his papa
đžâď¸Logan is his papa!! Wade is such a sucker for using nicknames and having nicknames used on him
đžâď¸Logan is either called Papa or Lo
đžâď¸Wade enjoys most pet names! Very fond of ones like, Princess, Bubs, little one, Angel, baby etc
đžâď¸Logan likes to call little Wade his cub or pup :((
đžâď¸Wade is a very fussy and tantrum prone regressor, Logan has none of it.
đžâď¸The moment he spots even the slightest pout or attempt at a tantrum Wade is sent straight to corner or into a different room till heâs come to his senses
đžâď¸Puppy dog eyes do not work on Logan. He sees through them immediately
đžâď¸At first they did, then Wade began to push his luck
#age regression#sfw agere#agere community#agere blog#agere#regressor deadpool#cg wolverine#fandom agere#!!! <3#age regressor#headcanons#agere sfw#deadpool and wolverine#Deadpool and wolverine agere#deadpool agere#regressor wade wilson#Wade Wilson#caregiver logan howlett#xmen agere#xmen age regression#deadclaws#poolverine#poolverine agere
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thoughts on this take?
https://www.tumblr.com/stupid-juku/766965711651454976/daily-reminder-if-sega-confirms-that-mizuki-is
Their explanation is under their notes in the comment section.
I personally disagree but I was wondering what was your take
Ya this is wrong and not paying attention to canon!
I'll quote here what @stupid-juku said: "daily reminder: if sega confirms that mizuki is tfem they will be the WORST trans rep :P
At first Mizuki doesn't have gender dysphoria, at least it hasn't been shown. The idea was for this character to break gender stereotypes, to show that clothes are just a piece of fabric, and pink is not just a girl's color, while showing what they had to go through because of this ... but if devs confirm that they are cis, who just loves girly things, it would show how society is still affected by gender stereotypes and how people who love things that do not belong to their gender getting bullied even by so-called 'queer-friendly' society. They pretended to be a girl to avoid being bullied for their interests and taste in clothes. They reacted this way to the revelation of their secret because it was not they personally who did it, but someone else and their deception flared up"
Does Mizuki have gender dysphoria?
Yes! We can see this in their depression during their period of self repression during middle school, where they were suicidally depressed. Part of their depression was how nobody would accept them, part of it was their sister leaving, part of it was how after giving up their love for making feminine clothes, etc, they didn't really have anything left.
During their repressed period, we can also see that the mirror in their room was covered with a sheet, meaning they couldn't bear looking at their body, face, and/or short, masculine hair. Their masculine form was too painful for them.
So, Mizuki can't bear to see themself in a masculine form and they're extremely depressed in part because they are forcing themself to repress their identity. If their mirror wasn't covered I wouldn't say this as confidently, but this is a textbook example of a dysphoria.
Could Mizuki be cis? Are they just an oppressed femboy?
No. Think about it. Mizuki lives literally every moment of their life presenting female. If they were a crossdresser, femboy, or any male-aligned identity, they would get gender dysphoria against being a woman and this would lead to them going in and out of a feminine gender presentation. In addition, having to pretend to be a woman would be deeply distressing and Mizuki would be written MUCH differently as a result. That would be a whole giant, separate struggle that Mizuki's story would have to deal with.
Mizuki definitely WANTS to be a girl.
We can also look at how the songs portray Mizuki
Kuyamu to Kaite Mirai and Phony both have lines about how Mizuki sees themself and their body. Kuyamu to Kaite Mirai
âIf itâs like that, why are we in this world in the first place? In such imperfect bodies? Even now, now still having hearts.âÂ
Their frustration over having an âimperfect bodyâ makes a lot of sense for a character who wants to live their life as a girl, but has the body of a boy. We have also been shown this frustration in the story like I just explained.
Phony
âWhy, oh why, does it hurt here so much.â
Letâs edit this quote so that it can make sense out of context. In context, this would be more like:
âWhy, oh why, does [being a phony] hurt so much.â
This line, as sung by Mizuki, is telling us that one: Mizuki feels like a phony, and two, that being one hurts. If we think back on the line from kuyamu to kaite mirai, about Mizukiâs frustration over having an âimperfect body,â we can see what they mean by phony. Mizuki is someone born male, who wants to be in every way a girl. As much as they try to pass as a girl, they will never be able to change their birth sex. Being this way, how could you not feel like a phony? So, of course it hurts them, feeling like a phony.
Some other bits from songs and cards:
In IDSmile, they call themself a "minority," using the japanese loan word that can specifically refer to sexual minorities AKA LGBT people.
They sung in Villain. It's literally a song explicitly about being trans. It has a manga about a gay man and a trans man falling in love. Like!!!!
if we take a look at the 3D music video for the song where Mafuyu and Mizuki both perform together, when Mafuyu says the line âI take on the form of a boy in front of you,â Mizuki waves to the camera with a smug expression, making a peace sign as the camera cuts away.
What is this trying to say? To me I think this is Mizuki trying to get our attention, saying âhey! This is the sorta thing I do!â However, this shouldnât be confused with crossdressing, as this song isnât talking about crossdressers, itâs talking about trans people. So really, what is this saying? I think this is Mizuki saying: âhey! Look! Iâm trans!â or, maybe Iâm insane, and this little wave meant nothing, but from all that weâve seen, I think itâs true. After all, the writers are very, very intentional.
Also, like in the card âBetween Feelings and Reality,â they are depicted symbolically as a butterfly. It happens SO MANY TIMES. In the trans community, the butterfly is a classic trans symbol, and in Japan, it represents becoming a mature woman.
Like how can you see all of the things from the story and songs talking about Mizuki's frustration over their amab body AND see the otherwise BLATANT trans coding and think "Mizuki could possibly be cis." No. Literally no.
Anyway,
While I too have little faith in Japanese companies to put an explicitly trans character in their game, I don't think that the writers EVER intended for Mizuki to be cis in any way. It's clear that they are frustrated over their body - they're gender dysphoric. They WANT to live their life as a feminine presenting person but things get in the way and they aren't able to truly be themself in the way they desire.
I think Mizuki is great trans rep. No, they aren't perfect, but I love Mizuki in great part because of how deeply I see my life in theirs. Sometimes it almost feels 1:1.
If you like what I said here, a lot of this comes from my video essay that should... hopefully be done before the end of the month. In it, I'll explain all of this in way more explicit detail along with clips from the story.
Anyway, sorry to the random person who I just tore apart. No bad feeling towards you!
Actually, wow there are some fucking idiots in my comments I'm not sorry anymore. If you don't even speak Japanese, get the fuck out of my comments trying to say you know shit about Japan. Thanks, bye.
#prsk#pjsk#project sekai#prosekai#hatsune miku colorful stage#n25 mizuki#mizuki akiyama#akiyama mizuki#mizu5#transgender
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How into facesitting do you think the Bad Omens boys including Matt and possibly Craig Reynolds(I've been obsessed with him lately) would be cause i think they all are massive munches
I also agree that theyâre all munches, but to different extents.
So your big munchers are going to be Folio, Matt and Noah
Normal munchers are Davis, Craig, Ruffilo and Jolly
For the big munchers, if you offer or insinuate it, theyâre on it. Sometimes they just kinda slowly ease you into that mindset so they can taste you. And sometimes theyâll just be straight up about it like âcan I eat you out?â or theyâre pulling your bottoms off and are just like âis this okay?â (They obviously respect it if you say no or not right now. They may be addicted to pussy but theyâre not brutes)
For the casual munchers, itâs definitely more of like a foreplay thing for them to make sure you cum first, or if you just need some sort of release from feeling pent up. Now this is not to say that sometimes they arenât a big munch, because they certainly can be, it just depends on their mood.
#bad omens#bad omens cult#noah sebastian#bad omens fanfic#matt dierkes#nick folio#nicholas ruffilo#craig reynolds#davis rider#jolly karlsson#bad omens imagine#bad omens smut#bad omens fanfiction#astridâs asks
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I've struggled to drink water for the entirety of my life, until a few weeks back, when I finally realised that actually it's our hard tap water that I can't drink, but bottled water with ice in... is fine, I actually... enjoy it?
#To make it worse I think I have a favourite water brand#Because I can definitely taste a difference#It does now mean I'm a bougie bitch who buys evian#But I'm fucking drinking water for the first time in my life
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horror having crazy irrational thoughts about food,,,,, like bro thinks there's poison in the cupcakes. someone snuck razor blades into the bread and once he takes a bit it'll cut him up. somehow there's mold growing inside the bananas and when he eats it the mold colony is gonna start growing on HIM and then he'll become a moldy skeleton and oh god and oh god and he is paranoid but hes so hungry.... BUT WHAY ABOUT BUGS IN THR FOOD,,,, BUT HES HUNGRY.... a struggle it truly is
probably doesnt help that dust and killer could feed into it. killer could make off hand remarks on how he snuck razor blades into the meat horror's attempting to eat (to fuck around with horror. just some eeeever so slight psychological anguish. and also because killer would just be the type of casually carry those around. what for you may ask well decide for yourself) and then immediately horror's mood drops and he storms out of the dining room. dust and horror go on a sweet little picnic in a beautiful field and its all beautiful and inconspicuous but dust made the food and horror knows that look in his eyes. horror knows dust was muttering something about chemicals a day or 2 ago. the food is poisoned isnt it??? and dust just smiles and motions for horror to eat it
#imagine being starved and then you hang out with two guys who make food dangerous#imagine the dread. the rational part of his mind telling him not to eat it but his instincts are so so so hungry#horror eats the food because it genuinely looks so good but he knows he just fucked up#they make eachother so SO worse........ they are SO bad for eachother its amazing#and horror probably can't cook all that well too so he definitely needs to learn which is a whole other struggle with his eating issues#MAKE THEM BREAK UP ALREADY THEY CAUSE TOO MUCH SUFFERING FOR EACH OTHER đđđ#sorry triglycercule but no 𧥠they deserve to suffer together as retribution for everything they did#sometimes i feel like this angry torturous mtt that all hate eachother is a bit too ooc#but then again..... god is it so fun to come up with ideas for the mtt to hurt eachother#its so delicious 𧥠like dust's poisoned food! horror eats more because it tastes so good#but he can feel the poison kicking in. he can feel his body slowly start to ache and his movements slow as he eats more and more#and soon he can't move. he's paralyzed and in pain in this flower field with dust#and as he starts to pass out he reaches his hand out a bit for dust. just for the smallest bit of comfort#horror's absolutely furious at him for poisoning him but dust still holds his hand back#dust holds horror in his arms with a smile as they lay in the flower field enjoying the moment#as if you didn't just fucking poison the fuck but whatever that's horrordust for you!#dont worry horror gets him back by stealing papyrus's scarf and ripping some of it off to wear in front of dust#he sews a little patch of the scarf onto his jacket and dust is staring at that shit. that is a TAUNT#yeah this is papyrus's scarf. what are you gonna do about me ripping some of it huh? poison me AGAIN???#theyve all grown tolerances for different poisons because the mtt genuinely cannot stop trying to kill eachother#killer sans#dust sans#horror sans#murder time trio#tricule hc#god i struggle to differentiate because hc and rant so much because i swap around and change hcs so frequently that there isnt consistency#ive now decided that rants MUST be substantially longer and less put together to be a rant and not a hc. and that shall be DECREED#utmv#sans au
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boy in silly sitting positions compilation
#cats#I especially like the last one where he just has one single paw poking out of that box for some reason lol#I still have costumes to post and like a billion other things.... grr... constantly failing at staying active on social media aughh#I think because currently my Main Focus is on trying to get my game done and stuff.. which basically just means sitting and writing all day#so there's not much to post about. Though I know the Good At Social Media thing to do would be to post about the#writing and share progress and talk about the game and characters or whatever to try to build interest or something but that is SOOO weird#to me.. I could maybe get it if it was like a tiny tiny discord groupchat of playtesters with like 5 people in#it.. But something about talking openly about things before they happen is weird to me?? Like presumptuous feeling or something#''oooo guess whats gonna happen LATER!!!'' like.. how do you know.. what if it doesnt. what if you dont finish it. what if its not the way#you think it's going to be. what if something changes. etc. Like I literally avoid movie trailers and game trailers for the same reason ghj#Even if it's not ME doing it it just feels... weird.. Maybe it has to do with my OCD and how I just don't like talking about ''future''#things in Certain Terms. Like if I was going to say ''Oh yeah sure. come over to my house in a few months''. I would have to follow it up#with like ''HOPEFULLY you can come over to my house in a few months'' or 'They'll come over in a few months MOST LIKELY''. Because just#stating that something will happen matter of factly takes for granted like.. what if somehting horrible happens and I DONT have a house#in a few months? or what if something bad happens to me. or to the person coming over? I can't ever DEFINITELY say with 100% certainty#that one could ACTUALLY come to my house in a few months. anything could change. So I have to allot for that in my phrasing. hbjjkn#There are a lot of situations where you're expected to just Assume Things but for some reason that bothers me. My brain literally does not#even Assume the most basic things.. like how do *I* know that just because it's someones birthday that they want to be wished a happy#birthday? what if they dont? everyone is different and has different preferences. I should check with them first. or wait until they public#ly announce that theyre accepting birthday wishes. I have to allot for all 5034859069 rare possibilities at any given time and never take#anything for certain. etc. ghjbjhbh.... ANYWAY.. I have been feeling a bit sick lately as usual.. but still slowly making progress on some#things. Moslty I need to edit costume photos. make sculptures. and work on the game. Going back reading some of the old writing from like#2018 and suprisingly I don't have to change that much of it? In fact I like it mostly. so that's good. I would be very interested if I were#playing the game myself. Though that doesnt mean much since my tastes are so niche lol..#Still really want to clear some of my million tumblr drafts as well... alas and aughh and ooughh and so on and so forth. Between all of my#evil appointments other such things...why cant I have one billion dollar to retire into relaxed hermit artist life of no stressors.. bleas
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i keep seeing the do you like this song polls and putting my head in my hands . the average tumblr userbase would rather drop dead than listen to any from of rap and r&b
#like this is so embarrassing#i've seen people try to say its because of how young people are on here. you can recognize rock from the 80s but not a late 90s r&b song.#idk sorry i definitely listen to all different kinds of music but hip hop is such a central core to my whole music taste.#âââââ like you can't even recognize beyonce's voice????????#txt
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NGL I think one of my least favorite "gotchas" that I see/get while critiquing stories is "so how would you fix it? oh so you don't have an idea of how to rewrite the story to make it better? oh so basically you're just complaining that you don't like it and don't have actual critique."
Buddy.
Sometimes the reason I don't have a "solution" to how the author should've rewritten their story to be better, is because I'm not privy to the author's thought process, what their alternate story ideas were, what they talked about with their editor, what they might've been forced to do by deadlines, or even what they might've thought they were writing towards at first but then later changed the trajectory of their story to be about something else.
It's all well and good for me to say something like, idk, "I think Character A should've gotten more narrative focus because their story could have helped fix XYZ Plot Hole," but it could very well be that the author never intended for Character A to be a prominent character (just a secondary or tertiary character). Maybe using Character A to solve one Plot Hole would've gone against the writer's plans because then it would open up a different plot hole for something else they had planned later in the story. If it's an ongoing story, maybe something I see as a "plot hole" is actually a deliberate mystery that the creator left open to write about later-- or maybe the plot hole is because there was a deadline crunch and the author had to drop a certain character/plot point/etc because they couldn't fit it into the story any more. Maybe having Character A be a more prominent part of the story is just based on MY personal tastes and what I would want to write in MY version of the story, but completely clashes with the characters/conflicts the author wanted to focus on.
Because yes, there are some story critiques that are as simple as "part A doesn't make sense, you could just fix it by doing B", but there are also some story critiques where suggesting a viable "solution" would require BEING the author or someone involved in the production of the story to understand what limitations or plans were involved in the selection of that flawed plot point. There are also some story critiques where even if there is a "problem" and my critique offers a "solution," there could be another "solution" or even dozens that do just as good of a job fixing the issue, but involve vastly different characters, plot ideas, so on and so forth.
Being a good critic isn't (just) about going "the story would've been better if X happened" because the story is ultimately in control of the author and their vision, and without knowing what the author's vision was (something that you almost exclusively know if you're 1. the author or 2. their beta reader), it's impossible to definitively say "this plot point should've been cut/[completely different thing] should've happened instead" because THAT is the point at which you're complaining, not critiquing. I would argue that in some cases, trying to "fix" a story yourself actually makes your critique worse, not better, because it ends up being a case of you simply imposing your artistic vision over the author's to say "I think it would've been better this way."
At least if you just say "this part of the story was flawed because XYZ" without saying "it should have been ABC instead", then you're stating your grievances with the story without being presumptuous enough to assume that YOUR version of the story would fit the author's original vision, or the constraints they were working under, or the other versions of the story that they were debating over at the time before ultimately settling on one version (even if flawed).
There's a point at which "this plot is flawed, that should've happened instead" is just fix-it fan fiction and not actual critique that could help the writer write their story in a way that fits their vision.
#squiggposting#discourse#i think the closest you can get to definitively saying 'the author should've done X instead'#would be something like JRO and the handbooks he recently released where he actually revealed alternate plot ideas#or like what the reasoning was behind different plot points. as well as what he did and didn't include and why#because THEN with a more clear understanding of the behind the scenes/what the author wanted to achieve#THEN you would have more information to be able to say 'this alternative storyline would've solved this plot hole'#or to even say 'actually those alternate ideas weren't as good and picking the canon flawed plot made a better story'#like for god's sake ppl apparently don't understand that art and storytelling and creativity are subjective#sometimes if i don't have a solution it's not bc my critique is invalid. it's bc there's multiple ways to fix it#and i'm not the author so idk which way of fixing the story would best suit their intentions/purposes/limitations#despite what snobs seem to think it's very possible for you to say 'this is flawed' and not know what the fix for it is#it's like how you can eat restaurant food and go 'something about this tastes bland'#w/o having to know what ingredients went into the recipe or how it's supposed to taste#and in that case unless you literally know the recipe or are a chef you would come off as a dick#if you tried to dictate to the kitchen what they did wrong and how to fix it#for some reason story critics are terrified of ambiguity and uncertainty and subjectivity and idk why#it is very easy and not intellectually wrong for a person to say 'this is flawed' and not have a solution for how to fix it
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Since you mentioned it, what did you think of Speak No Evil? I was thinking of watching it myself :0
i really liked it ............ my friend scoffed at me when i told her i was watchin it so take my opinion with a grain of salt tho </3
#snap chats#SHE DIDNT EVEN WATCH IT BUT W/E SPOILER FREE QUICK REVIEW DOWN HERE HIIII <3<3<3<3#ive been made aware my tastes are. Questionable so proceed with caution vlklvjv im so sorry if i convince you to see it and you dont like i#moving on I Have. done nothing but listen to Eternal Flame for the past week its been stuck in my head ever since#BUT FR as i said I Really Liked It. i heard that theres another/original version so i wanna watch that at some point#if i care to remember and find it vjaelkjeakl but as This Movie On Its Own i had a swell time !!!#it does a really good job of teetering that line of#'this is just a quaint little sometimes-awkward get-together' and 'this is so stressful i just might throw up'#it did a good job of keeping me invested and on my toes i guess- it bitters innocuous scenarios really well which i like#like i wasnt sure WHEN whatever scene i was watching would turn sour but i always had that feeling it /would/- that lingering feeling#the horror in this is more psychological than violent- it only gets crazy by the last quarter honestly#which isnt bad! i like psych horror and Christ. the amount of times i was just grimacing in my seat like Suspense Is The Word#like imagine a dinner party where people only say controversial things and you dont want to blow up the situation#so you just try to be really polite about pivoting from the topic. but they keep going. thats basically the horror of this movie at its cor#i do have SOME comments about some bits but i wanna rewatch the movie at some point to be thorough on my comments jglejlakj#yk do a rewatch where im. NOT jokin bout with my brother- THO TBF DESPITE THAT I was still invested#like its premise is so. simple? in concept imo. but 'simple' isnt automatically bad in my eyes and i really liked how it played out#i dont watch movies much tho so maybe its been done different but there is ONE thing tht definitely made me like. HUH#but its nothing super major i dont htink? I MEAN IT WAS KINDA BIG BUT there were signs to it being revealed. still it made me vjLJ like god#i cant explain tho cause SPOILERS but ... Yeah. its not that crazy it just definitely took me by surprise for how quick the reveal was#tldr: if you ever wanted to watch an awkward dinner party where you couldnt do anything about it this is the movie to watch#and i like that. i like that because i hate myself apparently jVLAEKJVAEKLJ#coupled with horror it was also funny at times which i felt did help with that underlying 'when will this be tainted' horror#i really liked that ... when normalcy or the feeling of safety can be taken away in an instant#if you watch it and wanna talk bout it more in depth ill prob have rewatched it by then and id like to give a more. Detailed review#OR AT LEAST ONE NOT SO RAMBLY VELKAVJEALKJ im not good at reviewing things .... i just know when i like or dont like somethin ..#ive only had my bro to talk bout this with and he doesnt really. Give his thoughts or opinions too much like i do#so id be happy to talk bout it and get your perspective !!!! but only if you want Again if you dont like it im so sorry erlakjaekl#god theres so much more i want to say but im just rambling and i wanna be brief for you my friend vlakjlakvlkj#anyway yeah. those are my quick thoughts. i was Very Normal about james mcavoy for most of this movie ty for reading
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I donât often think Iâm upset at not having a good relationship with my parents but sometimes it really fucking hits me that I donât have a good mom I donât have a dad Iâll never experience having a good parent and someone I can lean on like that and I get⌠really upset
#I have this coworker who is about my momâs age#I love her and sheâs a wonderful person and sheâs such a good parent to her kids#her autistic queer kids and she fights for them and defends them all the time#she values their interests and does things they love with them and supports their choices and jusy#ugh#today she gave me a hug because âitâs really seemed like I wasnât doing okayâ#and âIâve been dealing with a lot of hard things and big life changes which she knows is really hardâ#and I kinda teared up#my own parents donât even know about everything that has happened with my roommate or the friends Iâve lost this year#I donât tell them. and I could but it wouldnât matter#my mother wouldnât care. she definitely wouldnât sympathize or give me a hug over it#she wouldnât comfort me#my dad my try but he lives thousands of miles away#and I love my dad but I didnât get to know him until I was 17#I donât think heâs really like⌠a dad you know?#heâs more like some weird friend or MAYBE an uncle than anything#which is fine! I think itâs really the best we can do and like I said I do love him and I know he loves me#but itâs still⌠different than a parent you know?#and sometimes I just ache knowing I donât get parentsâŚ#I donât get that relationship that so many ppl have thatâs so important to them#and it just doesnât feel fair and makes me feel really sad#Iâm glad Iâm as independent as I am but even that doesnât feel fair#Iâve lived on my own since I was 17âŚ. I never should have had to do that anywaysâŚ.#and I just feel sad because I got a hug from my coworker that made me want to sob#because itâs like damn⌠is this a teeny tiny taste of what having an actual good mom is like?#I missed out on so muchâŚ.#kaz rambles
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I reblogged a post about how 5Ă5= 25 is Friday and mentioned synesthesia and now everyone in my notes keeps saying everyone does that/everyone has synesthesia
#im not gonna argue cause honestly. maybe#ive met a lot of synesthetes personally#i think theres definitely varying degrees though as much as their are different types#its hard to find research on it but supposedly their was a study done in the UK that came to the conclusion that most people#either do or can make themselves associate colors with sounds letters or numbers#but that compared to people with synesthesia their choices were much less systematic and the colors chosen were less vibrant#so basically they all had synesthesia but only to a certain extent#id actually be interested to see more studies about this#like i dont want to be like 'oo im just so special' but i wonder if there is a defining line between what i experience and normal people do#like obviously there will be one if you make one but idk how thay would work#i think some people are genuinely impaired or struggle in ways because of their synesthesia#especially people with mirror touch or taste synesthesia#hmm i will think about this
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auuudggghghhrhrhrbrr
#okay Iâm feeling Bad and I need to unpick why before Iâll be able to sleep#friend is asking abt lunch on Friday when I already have standing commitment w other friends then so I canât do that.#but I also go home on Sunday and I canât do shit until Friday bc work and I have plans on Saturday so I just. canât see them#which. I guess makes things easier actually thatâs not something I can control and Iâm not changing existing plans thatâs unfair#Iâm also listening to a playlist of old music (Apple Music generated favourites â so literally random picked from everything Iâve ever done#and the last few songs have made me feel Bad bc of being associated with certain times but song playing rn is definitively a good song#w a good memory attached and itâs MY song not one of my old friends#okay where are we#Iâm stressed abt presentation on Thursday but also a non issue. Iâm prepared. I have all day tomorrow to practice and read up more#and then itâs 20 minutes on Thursday morning Iâll be done before 10am#I am. a little frustrated on a broader scale about the role Iâm currently occupying#in that w a bunch of my friends Iâm having to be the one with their shit together and dealing with their Stuff.#mostly in the way that I have to be putting in extra effort to tiptoe around them and steer stuff to keep them happy#i can do it i can do it easily Iâve just tasted not having to now so itâs. noticeably different having to do it more#i do Not have the words to talk abt this in the way I want to itâs so annoying#itâs like. I know how my friend responds to stuff. I know the things that make her anxious and what her instinctual responses will be#and Iâm constantly having higher level thoughts planning out how things will go itâs effortless and constant itâs just There#with everyone all the time but sometimes I use it more and sometimes I have to because Iâm in a position where if I donât weâll get nowhere#and I donât like that Iâm having to worry abt keeping other people happy while Iâm talking to my friends it removes me a layer from stuff#hrm. there are broader questions here abt the utility of this bc like. sure it helps in some situations#but this probably isnât great long term for either of us. wild. goddamn talking to my friend abt philosophy opened new parts of my brain#anyway I cba to have those thoughts rn! itâs midnight! Iâm going to bed in half an hour <3#itâs honestly unfair that I have to do anything other than be gay and play pokemon#luke.txt#uaUrghrhfhjs Iâm also being insane abt a guy. which is predictable and I feel stupid abt for multiple reasons but. here we are.#Iâm being insane. and maybe I should be less mean to myself but I feel like Iâm being insane.#I think! I need to go to bed!#I am not being insane I am having feelings and that is allowed. feelings are typically regarded as a pretty normal thing to have.#philosophy friend is gonna be so mad at me if anything comes of this but itâs fine and if it does I think Iâll be pretty happy anyway#point is Iâm doing nothing wrong and have done nothing wrong and Iâm allowed to feel whatever the hell I like. okay.
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love that people are making music more and regular ass people can make music and release it but goddamn so much of it is just fucking devoid of feeling or incredibly underwhelming. like they try to make it sound big and BOOM in-your-face but it just comes across as empty and shallow and feels like an empty grey room.
this is specifically about one "influencer"s music btw lol if you think it's about you it's not I promise you lmfao
#chrissy whatever her name is. she's releasing a song and hyping it up so much but imo it just kind of fucking sucks#like hashtag girlpower girlboss feminism win or whatever sure but it just. doesnt sound good#the buildup is alright but then it just fucking falls flat and i just shake my head every time we hear it lmfao it sucks man#could've been good even! but theres just not the right climax to the chorus (unless thats a verse in which case it still sucks)#like it definitely is not our music taste but man idk. it just falls flat lmfao. disappointing to hear every single time#also i'm well aware music doesn't have to be like... good or clever or deep or whatever. its fine to just have fun songs yeah absolutely#but i feel like they have to still sound good??? this one just doesnt sound good i'm sorry lmfao it's just. disappointing and underwhelming#and i just KNOWWW everyone is going to be drooling and slobbering all over it because she's somewhat popular and an attractive person#also i'm aware that different taste and different preferences and different opinions yadda yadda yadda lmfao#but i can appreciate music from every fucking corner of every genre and understand what is good or not for each thing#and this just is mediocre at best. even for its girlboss epic feminism win style of music.#anyways i'm done here lmfao back to accounting assignments bye#nine speaks
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so so real. Some of the best fics i have ever read in my life that we're on par with the greatest writers in history and changed my DNA on a molecular level legit had barely any interaction or appreciation from anyone
people are really looking at stats to determine if a fic is worth reading? no wonder fics that never got popular at the first drop never had a chance đ
#you gotta dig through those fics and judge based solely on writing otherwise you're definitely missing out#i like to cycle through different ways to sort so i can get a taste of everything in the tag#or just sorting by length because i like longer fics and just work my way down lol
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â YOUR BEST EATER ! â (MHA EDITION)
ęĽ summary: rating how well mha men would eat you out ! (this is canon cause i said so)
ęĽ includes: keigo takami, mirio togata, touya todoroki, shota aizawa, katsuki bakugou, denki kaminari, enji todoroki
ęĽ warnings: dom/sub implications, oral f!recieving, dirty talk, crack ofc this is for fun, slander (sorry lol), black!reader as always, timeskip chargebolt and dynamight
KEIGO TAKAMI - âžď¸/10
â heâs a REAL eater.
â you have to cry and beg for him to pop his mouth off you because he has an addiction
â he thinks you taste so good
â thereâs not one morning his head doesnât end up between your thighs
â and at events, heâll find a way to pull you to the nearest bathroom and get a quick one out because you just looked too good
â he loves having you sit on his face
â âimma eat it. AHHHHHâ
â he doesnât care if you just got off of work or if youâre tired he needs your pussy on his tongue stat.
â heâs such a slut.
âplease- âs too much~!â
âcâmon i know you got one more, i got you~â
TOUYA TODOROKI - 3/10
â you thought he was an eaterâŚ?
â youâre funny.
â yeah unfortunately mr. long dick over here doesnât like eating pussy
â his ego is bigger than his dick
â however,
â on the rare occasion that heâs feeling extra nice, heâll do more than plunge his fingers into you before he makes you take him from the back
âo-oh~..!â
âcouldnât help myselfâŚtoo fuckinâ wetâŚâ
ENJI TODORKI - 0/10
â like father like son (heâs much worse)
â heâs not particularly aâŚ. giver
â heâs a meanie heâd rather manhandle you instead
â he donât even like his wife and kids so what makes you think he likes you enough to eat you out
â besidesâŚ.even if he triedâŚit wouldnât beâŚwellâŚgood.
â heâs too rough he might bite your shit i donât know pookie
â if you beg him enough heâll do it for like a split second
â you immediately regret your decision
â help him.
âwait- itâs ok itâs o-ok. nevermindâŚâ
âwhatâs wrong?â
SHOTA AIZAWA - 7/10
â he likes to pretend he doesnât like giving head
â but you catch him on one of those daysâŚ.
â he becomes a different man
â and heâs mean with it, too
â your thighs will have bruises from the way he forces your legs open
â he likes eating you out before just because he feels satisfied having you weak before he even fucks you
â heâll edge you and tease you just to have you begging him to cum
âstay fuckinâ still, or youâre not cumminâ. understand?â
MIRIO TOGATA - 10/10
â yes iâm sneaking my man in here. i do not care.
â heâs a certified munch yâall hate to say it
â he gets it from fatgum.
â (i would put him in here but then imma get nasty)
â please just sit on his face and give him three minutes you will be dripping before he even puts it in
â he massages your thighs and kisses your clit âcause he really is just so in love with you
â not only will he shove his head between your thighs before he fucks you just to get a quick taste
â heâll clean you up after he fucks you, tastes himself and you
â heâs a huge giver
â please marry him
âsuch a pretty pussy, babyâŚâm gonna clean you right up~â
BAKUGOU KATSUKI - 9/10
â oh give him five minutes
â put him between your legs and heâs done for
â heâs a nasty FREAK and he cannot hide it in this predicament.
â he swears up and down âhe doesnât eat pussyâ to all his friends and every girl who brings it up
â but if itâs his baby? someone heâs really into?
â you see a completely different side of him
â and he makes everything so messy
â heâs so focused when he does it and when he looks up at you⌠you are done for
â he can make you cum quick to get you wet enough to just slip inâ then he gets right to business
âkats~âŚâ
âtaste so goodâŚso fucking good..â
DENKI KAMINARI - 11/10
â yâall thought i wasnât gonna put him here?
â he refers to himself as an eater
â he has no shame
â heâll eat it in the morning, for lunch, after dinner, for dessert- he really doesnât care
â he definitely can get off just from giving you head
â the feeling of you dripping down his chin and the sound of your moans is enough to get him up
â you will be orgasming more than once
â and he can go on for hours if he really wanted to
âmy messy babyâŚyou sound so pretty~
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#bakugou x black reader#bakugou smut#bakugou katsuki x black reader#shota aizawa#aizawa x reader#aizawa x black reader#shouta aizawa x reader#dabi x reader#todoroki x black reader#dabi x black reader#togata mirio#mirio x reader#mirio x black reader#hawks x black!reader#keigo takami#keigo x reader#hawks x reader#hawks smut#bnha keigo#keigo takami x reader#keigo takami x black reader#touya todoroki#touya todoroki x reader#touya todoroki x black reader#hawks x black reader smut#aizawa x black reader smut#denki kaminari x reader#denki kaminari#denki x black reader#denki smut
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