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languajix · 4 months
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“Greetings from Cabin 11, I have come to inform you about how to correctly create a S’more”
Donnie will NOT tolerate any burnt marshmallows
(@tmnt-fandom-faimly-reunion)
From where he was sitting by the fire, three baby turtles in his lap and one only slightly less baby turtle at his side, Mike hummed. "This is no four star Michelin restaurant, but I can certainly take that under advisement," he lied. He took the paper, holding it up to read and squinting at it to pretend like he was committing it all to memory.
Unfortunately, as he did so, it came in range of El's grabby hands.
"Hey!"
It was too late. The paper had gone down the hatch.
"...guess he's hungry?" Mike said. He huffed as a sudden thought struck him. "Hey, I know you've probably got a lot of people to lecture - I mean, uh, coach? - about the perfect s'more making process, but if you wanna stick around for a little bit and take a load off... I'm sure my nephew here would love to try a correctly made s'more, and you seem to be a world renowned s'more chef. He's never had one before and he deserves the best."
Mike was perfectly fine with munching on clumsily half-burnt marshmallows, no chocolate required, but he didn't want that to be El's first s'more and he did not have the patience to sit there and wait for a marshmallow to turn a nice gentle golden brown... he was not opposed to outsourcing, though.
@tmnt-fandom-family-reunion
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lightdancer1 · 10 months
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Now that I'm done with this one, Ada Ferrer's history of Cuba is next:
Wrapped up the first in the set of many books I have accumulated, recently, and have not read. This one was originally on my wish list for this year but I got it for free when the local library palmed off its own books. It's a biography of one of those figures who rightfully would intimidate historians, a legend of an armed force who happens to embody much of that particular organization's self-perception....written by a Marine.
With that kind of foreboding obstacle it's actually a fairly balanced history, if sympathetic, and spares no words on the consequences of Puller's actions while noting the man never had the highest echelon of command and as such fell afoul of the errors and misjudgments of his superiors and was wrongly blamed for things that he did not do.
Equally it also notes that General Puller served in the sides of the Marine Corps and its history that tend to rightly be downplayed for equally rightly being seen as unsavory, namely the Banana Wars that led General Butler to do his 'war is a racket' speech. He was avid for combat, heedless of the costs of that avidness, ultimately incapable of the aspects of command that require more than charging at the enemy balls first, while never getting the training and until his very last years as a Marine any of the responsibility for it. As such the degree to which he can be held accountable for things he repeatedly asked for, was repeatedly denied, and developed a jaundiced view of precisely from that repeated denial out of sour grapes is actually a very valid question that should be answered.
None of this alters that at Pelileu his command of his battalion led to one of the bloodiest small-scale trainwrecks of a bloody war, or that there were prices that one pays for having the officers who like to get it bloody and fight with the enemy, prices that can equally be weighed in the balance scale against his superiors in the Second World War and the Korean War who embodied the other side of generalship and often with rather unfortunate results.
The ultimate view here hinges on the degree to which one likes Marines and to which one can forgive Puller for the role he played in some of the more unsavory actions of the armed forces with no regrets on this. Of course a cynic will note that so many of the people who would rightly balk at Puller's decisions turn blind eyes to murderers like Qassim Soleimaini and Marshal Zhukov's presiding over a massive pillaging and rape spree and Marshal Guderian's savage war of barbarism on the other side of that war, depending.
And for more relevance to contemporary events, Hamas openly saying "We want all the Jews dead" gets plenty of 'naw they don't really mean it' apologia from the people who would consider General Puller anathema but if their favorite fanatics want to call for an utter annihilation of a people, that's just a bit detail and entirely worthy of forgiveness. So as I said, it hinges on where one draws those lines. I ultimately mostly found it interesting for shining that very direct spotlight on what the US actually did in Haiti and Nicaragua, why it did it, and the limits and measures of US military power in resolving complicated political situations and why that had some relative success in this hemisphere versus utter failure in the Muslim world.
8/10.
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abigailspinach · 2 months
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From Belize
Peace Corp Pancakes aka GIGANTIC BANANA CINNAMON PANCAKES
1 1/2 cups flour, 1 tbsp. baking powder, 1/4 tsp. salt, 1 tsp. cinnamon, 3 eggs, 6 tbsp. melted butter, plus a little for cooking, 1/2 cup sugar, 1/2 tsp. vanilla, 1 cup soy milk (plain or vanilla), 2 bananas, sliced in rounds (I like to mash in bowl)
 In a medium bowl, mix together flour, baking soda, salt, and cinnamon. In a larger bowl, mix together eggs, melted butter, sugar and vanilla. Slowly add in about l/3 of the flour mixture and mix together. Then add 1/2 of the soy milk and blend. Follow with another 1/3 of the flour mixture, then the rest of the soy milk, and the final 1/3 of the flour mixture. Make sure to mix thoroughly as you add each step. Let the batter sit for about 5 - 10 minutes. Melt a little butter in a large skillet (6-8" across) over medium heat and add about 1/4 of the batter (about 1/2 cup). As the pancake cooks (the edges will firm up and air bubbles will appear on top), place 1/4 of banana slices on top. Flip over and the banana slices will cook into the pancake. Makes 4 gigantic pancakes. Serve with syrup or the topping of your choice. If you must, you can also make this recipe with regular milk, 1-for-1 substitution with the soy milk. 
---- My Edits to the recipe
Smash the bananas and mix directly into the dough. You can use 2-3 tbs of butter instead of six. And 1/3 cup sugar works ok.
I mix all the dry in one bowl, all the wet in another, then mix together in one stir. (Not 1/3, 1/3, 1/3 as in the original recipe).
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zackx11 · 2 years
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Sweet Treat Sugar Pops
Done in Blender
This is a Dark D Corp Product. It come in Cherry, Lime and Banana flavor
This was pretty fun today it was very simple as well. I am pretty sure this type of material will come in handy for many candy related type designs.
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twinsimming · 1 year
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This & That Collection 🧩
Hey everyone! I can’t believe it’s been a month since I uploaded something. I didn’t anticipate being gone for so long 😅 
Today I have a random collection of conversions that didn’t fit into any of my released sets or WIPs, so it’s a bit of this and a bit of that (hence the name :p). The wall mirror is from The Sims 2, the coat rack is from The Sims 4 base game, the pin board is from The Sims 4: Discover University, the box of junk is from The Sims 4: City Living, the banana tree is from The Sims 4: Courtyard Oasis Kit, and the desk and chair are from MLys here and here.
Comfort
Sloppy Chair [by MLys]: four channels | §50 |
Décor
Display of Affections – by Narcisco Corp.: two channels | §115 |
Reflective Pride Medicine Cabinet: three channels | §280 |
Box 'o Junk: one channel | §0 |
Pritchel Coat Rack: three channels | §85 |
Banana Tree: three channels | §50 |
Surfaces
Bokken Trestle Desk [by MLys]: three channels | §250 |
| All TS4 presets included and base game compatible |
Credit: meshes by EA, mesh by mlyssimblr, The Sims 4, Sims4Studio, TSRW, Blender, Milkshape, Photoshop, and Gimp.
Download (SFS, package) | Mirror (MEGA, package)
If you like my work, please consider tipping me on Ko-fi.
Experiencing issues with my conversions? Inbox me. Enjoy! 💙
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Which cabin won?
Well, I am here to give you an answer!
The winner of the most ask answered, goes to cabin 11. @banana-pancake5 s'mores education spread far and wide annndd.... nobody really seemed to get it? Huh.
The winner of most chaos caused (and runner up for most answered ask) goes to cabin 8 thanks to @liya4kar and co. for the wonderful "presents."
Annnnnd finally, what you guys were all waiting for- the winners of the Camp Fire event with 23 total points ISSSSS...
... A TIE?!
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Cabin 14: Krang Corps and Cabin 10: The Besties!
A special thanks to @wandering-ghost 's au and @allyheart707 for representing their cabins during this event!
Total points earned by all cabins:
Cabin One: 9
Cabin Two: 15
Cabin Three: 9
Cabin Four: 5
Cabin Five: 6
Cabin Six: 9
Cabin Seven: 19
Cabin Eight: 12
Cabin Nine: 18
Cabin Ten: 23
Cabin Eleven: 17
Cabin Twelve: 19
Cabin Thirteen: 19
Cabin Fourteen: 23
Cabin Fifteen: 17
Cabin Sixteen: 10
(artwork by the wonderful @allyheart707)
- Moth and Ally
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vt-wiki-redux · 5 days
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While VenturianTale doesn't typically advertise it's own characters as the centre of a video, this does happen often enough. Here is every instance of a VenturianTale character, group, and object (note: characters that are from existing media are not included) being part of the video title (ordered by frequency and date) (note: non-gmod videos were not included)
Acachalla Family (group)
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Papa Acachalla
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Johnny Ghost
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Sally Acachalla
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Jimmy Casket
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Toilet Toucher
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Macaroni (object)
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Billy Acachalla
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Johnny Toast
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Dummy
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Cardboard Friend
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P.I.E (Group)
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Johnny Bot
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Golf
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Antichalla Family (group)
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Light Zeron
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Gertrude Acachalla
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Spencer Acachalla
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Jenny Ghost and Jenny Toast
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Detective Stormtroopers (group)
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Grandma Acachalla
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Chelse and Booty
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K-78-C
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Agent Angel
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Banana Corps (group)
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Spooker
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Colon
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Freddy/Freddie the Dinosaur
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It's fun seeing how many obscure characters are included in this list. Characters like K-78-C and Agent Angel made their debut in their titled videos but didn't really get much ground in the fandom. I hope this list allows for some people to think about some more characters and maybe discover some.
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halfagone · 1 year
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If the Green Lantern made a shield, and I chucked a banana at that shield, would it break? Because I'm still new in DC, and I cannot for the life of me believe that Green Lantern's greatest weakness is the color YELLOW. Now, I also cannot get rid of Robin Jason swaddled in cape being catapulted towards them to defeat any Green Lantern corp
There is actually a comic where Batman and Robin painted themselves yellow and beat up Hal Jordan. (In fact, I believe Robin [I believe this is Damian!Robin? Although I may be wrong] almost kills Hal too.) It's from the comic, All Star Batman and Robin #9. You could easily find it on the internet if you looked up "batman and robin vs hal jordan", I won't post pictures for this one.
Here is something interesting for you. This is from a website called Comicbasics, and they have an article that explains how the Green Lanterns' weakness to yellow works: "The yellow color vulnerability stems all the way back to the Golden Age of Comics when enemies could harm Green Lantern with any yellow subject - like a banana."
Of course the article then goes on to say that this idea has been rehashed and revised over time. But technically speaking, depending on the canon continuity... you are not far off. ;3
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fairytale-poll · 1 year
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LOSER'S BRACKET ROUND 2! MATCH 1 OUT OF 4
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Propaganda Under the Cut:
Little Red Riding Hooded Mercenary
General Propaganda:
come on just look at her shes so fucking cool
SHES SOOOOOOOO FUCKING COOOOLL ok so like. Lobotomy Corporation takes place in an SCP type facility where a bunch of abnormalities are living. She is one of them. She is a mostly undying humanoid creature that lives for the sole sake of hunting down the Big And Will Be Bad Wolf. She lives in your facility and will BREAK OUT of her containment if she feels that the wolf is near (or if too many people are dying). You can also hire her to assist you in taking down other abnormalities, and she's actually super good at it. And her outfit is just so sooo sick? She's so cool. Please play Lobotomy Corporation it goes on sale for like $7 every Steam Sale
She's red riding hood if red riding hood had a gun. Also she kisses women
Monster based on human subconscious aka an Abnormality based on the story of Little Red Riding Hood (duh). In this story, she was mauled by the wolf (Big And Might Be Bad Wolf) who is based on all fairy tale wolf villains. Little Red then got to work plotting her revenge and making Bloodborne-esque gear for herself and the two Abnos are locked in eternal combat of hatred for one another
She's literally the coolest, just look at her. For people who might not be so familiar with her: She's one of the abnormalities that remain locked in the Lobotomy Corporation. Her past is somewhat unclear, but she has some horrid scars on her face due to the Big Bad Wolf and she swore vengeance upon him because of that incident. This lead her to become a mercenary and she looks 1000% scarier and more badass than the wolf lol. Also, asides from the fact that she may kill half of your team if she escapes containment, she is quite chill and will even help you take care of your problems if you pay her.
little red riding hood but consumed by vengeance to the point of becoming an anomalous creature hellbent on completing her eternal battle with the wolf. intense desire for revenge. baller as fuck design. will help you kill other escaping abnormalities but you gotta pay her to do it. gets pissed off every time someone escapes containment except for that one annoying bird for absolutely no discernible reason. if you let her kill the wolf she gives you bonuses but if someone else kills the wolf she goes fucking bananas. truly an inspired feral creature of a woman.
Go girl!!! We love your unrestrained violence!
She is literally the absolute coolest!!! I mean, just look at her design! Everything about it screams fucking cool! Not to mention that her story has themes of vengeance, rage, and grief!!! And Lobotomy corporation is just the fucking best and soooooo underrated.
She's starting to fall behind so GO ON AND VOTE MERC WHAT ARE YOU WAITING FOR! (and buy Lobotomy Corp on steam it's not even that expensive!)
Vote for Riding Hooded Mercenary she's an Abnormality serving as a hired merc that means shes a hunter of her own kind and she WILL chase them to the ends of earth lest she dies herself or knows that damn Wolf is nearby. The cursor for sending hits on something is a wanted poster. She's WAW-classed too, a step below the most dangerous category for her ilk. she shares the class with things such as insane-ass magical girls, an eyeless flower horse turns people into wisteria gardens, fucked up and evil Little Prince, a bird judge that hangs its victims, the now-animate poisoned apple that killed Snow White, and of course the Wolf itself.
Loser's Bracket Propaganda:
little red wouldve gone so so hard if she wasnt against ylfa immediately… victory for our mercenary gal.
Riding Hooded Merc is a bonafide baddie & professional
She;s so fucking cool. almost got murdered by the wolf (also in lobcorp by the way) and she wants revenge so bad. cool as hell mercenary. also just look at her come on
I feel that they all deserve a bit more recognition as just about every Little Red Riding Hood is remembered for their story, but not their character. And I believe that the few I selected are truly well rounded characters, and amazing takes on who the character is.
the Lobotomy Corp one I know nothing about but who has a sick design (I also want the fans of this one to have a win because I liked watching the first round because of them)
Ruby Rose
General Propaganda:
She has a scythe that is also a high-impact sniper rifle.
She is literally just based on Red Riding Hood and she's such an amazing character holy heck
Red Riding Hood but with a gun. (Specifically a combination scythe/high-impact sniper rifle called Crescent Rose). Also she's gone through so much she deserves it. She's trying to save the world and keep going despite all the people she's lost. Grew up dreaming of being a hero who fights monsters. She knows life isn't a fairy tale and wants to make it better. Just went through a mental health arc where she had depression from trying to live up to her (presumed dead) mom and from her friend dying for the second time. Killed the Big Bad Wolf with her magic eye powers. Her sister is Goldilocks and her friends are Beauty and Snow White. also I love her <3
She’s the little red riding hood but also a powerful fighter with a massive fucking scythe that is also a sniper rifle and she’s so skrunkly and so gender. Also RWBY’s whole thing (well one of them) is that their characters are all inspired by pre-existing ones from older stories and Ruby’s the main character so like, poster child of ‘character based off [insert relevant fairytale here]’ so I think she deserves to at least get pretty far
Aesthetics, themes, meta, personality and raw coolness.
She is the main character of her show. The most common monster they fight is a type of wolf (its been a while since ive seen it). Her job is to hunt them down before they can eat her. this story is very much about failed fairy tales, many of the side character's inspired arcs end in failure, but (having not seen the most recent bits) Ruby is still going strong, and i really like her cape, rose petals, and use of a scythe.
She is THE RRH character of all time. She has a scythe that's also a gun and she has to be the hero because she's got super rare main character powers. She is my happy girl. Also her mom was Sleeping Beauty and her sister is Goldilocks, and she fights to stop Rapunzel from destroying everything on the world, the gods, and then herself.
Ruby as a character is literally based on little red riding hood! She has a red cape with a hood
the Red trailer is better propaganda than I could ever write
She is a badass with a scythe, inspired by her uncle and fueled by her mother's death and her sense of righteousness
She has a giant scythe
Loser's Bracket Propaganda:
ruby rose makes me go :D so i picked her here <3 hope this helps
luv them
Ruby Rose is my blorbo in law and I need her in because of that
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Reason ~ ch. 37
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pairing: female oc (devon alba) x levi ackerman
tropes: instructor x cadet, strangers to lovers, male mc falls first
warnings: angst/slow-burn, a bit of fluff, strong language, smut (18+ readers only!! 🙈) [virginity loss (slight mentions of blood), rough sex & that's all i can think of right now bc my brain is fried lol BUT i'd like to believe that i can guarantee you'll feel things while reading this chapter <3 ]
brief summary: This story takes place a few years after the Fall of Shiganshina. Devon Alba is in her final year of the 101st Training Corps (844-847), due to her success as a cadet she gets the chance to meet Captain Levi. She doesn’t think too much of him until he catches her in the midst of doing something that she isn’t entirely supposed to be doing. But surprisingly, this leads to something unexpected...
ch. 1 [...] ch. 36 | chapter 37 | ch. 38
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Devon noticed it seconds before it imploded. She’d just meant to pass through the market to get home but couldn’t help but stop at the handmade accessories vendor. In the midst of her browsing she saw a Garrison officer briskly walk past her.
She glanced over to see where he was headed and noticed a little boy stuffing tomatoes into his pockets a distance away. Her eyes widened.
Before she knew it, she was running. She zipped past the Garrison officer and grabbed the little boy's hand.
The boy looked up at her, startled.
She smiled into his dirt-stained face, “There you are! Ah, look at you-you got my tomatoes for me.”
The little boy stared at her with wide eyes as she reached over and paid the seller with a few coins. She glanced over her shoulder to see the Garrison officer staring at them with furrowed brows.
“Can I help you, officer?” she asked, casually. She felt the kids hand tighten in hers.
The officer straightened, “Er-No, ma’am.”
She gave him a half-assed smile before tugging the little boy’s hand. She walked down the street with him until they made it out of the market. He’d been awfully quiet the entire time. She didn’t consider herself terrible with kids but dealing with a situation like this? This would be new.
She glanced down at him, “Wh-“
Suddenly he released her hand and booked it.
Her eyes widened, “Hey!”
She ran after him. It didn’t take her long to catch up to him.
She grabbed his arm and he immediately swung around—pushing at her. All the tomatoes in his pockets spilled out and scattered about. The kid turned around, intending to run again but she grabbed his arm once-more.
“Enough!” her tone was stern, “You’re not in trouble. I want to help you.”
The kid froze, his head hanging down.
She didn’t release his arm as she bent down to one knee. She examined him—his clothes weren’t tattered. A bit dirt stained, yes, but not in the sense that made it seem he lived on the streets. Also to grab tomatoes instead of something typically directly edible like apples or bananas, she couldn’t help but wonder..
“Was that your first time stealing?” she asked, gently.
He didn’t respond, still not looking at her.
“You have to be more careful, that officer almost caught you.” she scolded, “You have to look around and check where the Garrison officers are before trying anything funny.”
The little boy’s head shot up. His eyes wide in shock.
“Are you hungry?” she asked.
He nodded.
She released his arm and dug into her bag. Of course, the one time it could’ve been useful she didn’t have any leftovers from culinary school today.
She withdrew a handful of coins and handed it to him, “Go to a vendor and buy yourself a meal.”
The boy seemed to hesitate before silently taking the money.
“Do you have parents?” she asked.
He nodded.
“You live with them?”
He nodded again. She couldn’t help but notice he was shaking slightly.
“They don’t feed you?” she inquired.
He shook his head.
She bit her lower lip, feeling a bit bad about prying since the boy was looking more uneasy by the second. She didn't mean to keep him for long, she just wanted to make sure that he had someone to look after him.
"Where are your parents?" she asked.
A moment of silence followed. The boy merely facing downwards once more. Just as she contemplated saying something else the boy answered,
"Mommy's at work. She's always working." his voice was low, the discontent clear in his tone.
Her eyes widened–he’d finally spoken.
Though she couldn't say she was surprised by his Mother's case. Nowadays with the price of food steeping higher since the food shortage-everyone seemed to be working more. She gestured towards the coins in his hand. In truth, she’d given him enough money to cover several meals.
“Make sure you buy something for Mommy too then.” she murmured.
He nodded, before suddenly running away again.
Just as she shot up to her feet, a familiar voice sounded from behind her.
“Oi, what do you say to someone who helped you?”
She swiftly turned around to see Levi gripping the kid by the collar with one hand. The boy’s eyes were wide with fear as he stared up at him.
The boy looked over at her, “T-thank you, miss.”
Levi released the kid’s shirt as she walked up to them. She gave Levi a lingering look before bending over to smooth out the boy’s ruffled-up shirt.
“Your welcome,” her voice was calm, “Do you know the bookstore by the market?”
The boy paused before shaking his head.
“That’s okay. Do you know where Dr. Bernard’s office is?”
The boy nodded.
“Great! If you keep going straight down that street you’ll find a bookstore. That’s where I work, okay? If you see me inside you can come in and say hi. And if you’re hungry, just tell me and we can share some snacks.”
The boy stared up at her blankly.
She squeezed his shoulders, “You better come and visit. I’ll be sad if you don’t.”
The boy looked away, his voice low, “Why.”
A slightly pained expression passed over Devon’s face before she let go of the boy’s shoulders. She couldn’t blame him for questioning it, she knew her younger self would’ve immediately been wary of an offer that sounded too good.
Her voice came out much softer than she intended, “Because I care. I care about what happens to you.”
The kid’s head snapped up to stare at her. The boy’s eyes glittered with shock.
She offered him a small smile-quickly swallowing back the ball of emotions she felt rising in her throat.
She waved him off, “Okay, go eat now. Don’t forget to get something for Mom too.”
The boy nodded, stepping backwards slowly. The kid seemed to hesitate, his eyes switching between her and Levi before lingering on Levi. Something seemed to flash in his eyes before he quickly waved Devon goodbye and scurried off. Her and Levi stood in silence, watching the kid disappear down the street.
“Brat gave me the stank eye.” he muttered.
A slight laugh escaped her, “I think he recognized you.”
He seemed to hesitate at that before turning to face her, “You sure you want him bothering you at work.”
She sighed, “He probably won’t come. I wouldn’t have.”
She faced him, her voice unconsciously dropping lower, “I didn’t think it would hurt to let him know.”
There was a look of knowing in Levi’s deep, steel gray eyes. He knew she was thinking of her younger self—that her younger self might’ve appreciated an offer like that. An offer of true help.
His eyes dropped to her lips.
She immediately flushed before asking, “How are you here?”
“Erwin dismissed us early.”
Her eyes lit up, “Again? How’d I get so unfortunate.” she teased before moving to sidle up to him.
Just as she was about to slip her arm through his, she froze. Something was off about his impassive countenance.
“What's wrong?” she asked immediately.
His hand slipped into hers, “Let’s go home first.”
She let him tug her along-silently letting him lead her back onto the main street, around the dispersed crowds. It was Friday so people seemed to be out and about, and in good spirits.
She suddenly stopped, her free hand clasping his wrist. He halted, glancing back at her.
“Tell me.” she urged, her voice uneven, “Tell me now.”
He searched her face, his gaze painstakingly gentle before squeezing her hand in his own. “We’re two minutes away-”
“I can’t breathe, Levi.” she quickly rushed out the words. It was true, the second he started to lead them home her uneasiness had grown by leaps and bounds. Her anxiety made her feel like she was going to burst. She knew she should be more patient than this but when it came to something bothering him of all people–she couldn’t take it.
He pulled her aside, so that they were no longer standing in the middle of the street. She slipped her hand out of his, hugging herself underneath her cloak–she needed to stop trembling.
He watched her with a strained expression before moving to take a step towards her. Her head snapped up, the silent question clear in her eyes. He wished she would have waited a moment longer–home was right there. 
“I’m leaving in two days.” his voice was flat.
He saw the realization hit her like a bullet. Her eyes immediately widening before her posture gradually shrank in on itself. She looked aside. He wished they were home with a gut-wrenching intensity.
He reached towards her, but she took a step back. Her eyes were glossy when she met his gaze, “How long?”
“That depends.. on how the mission goes.”
“Where are you going?”
“Karanese.”
“Karanese?” she repeated in shock.
He nodded, “We’ll be leaving Wall Rose through there.”
Her brows drew together. She opened her mouth to ask ‘why’ but froze; she was so used to not asking him about his scout duties-due to his ‘rules’-that it felt almost improper to.
He must’ve seen the question in her eyes because he went on to explain, “Erwin has plans for the lands there. He thinks that land can potentially benefit us in restoring Wall Maria someday.”
Her eyes widened, “Restoring Wall Maria—Is that even possible?”
He hesitated, “Not really,” he muttered, “But Erwin’s always thinking ahead.”
She went silent at that. Her mind racing a mile per minute. She could only imagine that the reason why they weren’t attempting to utilize the land outside of Trost anymore was because it was too infested with Titans. There were rumors that the thuds of Titans’ bumping into the walls outside of Trost were more audible than before.
She shivered at the thought only to tense when she realized Levi was going into titan territory regardless.. He was going to leave Wall Rose through Karanese. He was at risk no matter what.
She swallowed. She suddenly didn’t know.. she didn’t know how she let him go to missions before…
She was drawn from her thoughts when she felt Levi reach into her cloak to grab ahold of her hand again.
“Let’s go home” his monotone voice quieter than usual.
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The second they got through the apartment door he kissed her. He kissed her with all the strength he had. He couldn’t stop. He didn’t want the feeling she gave him to ever end.
He kissed her as if he were trying to make up for all the kisses he wouldn’t be able to give her when he was away. He kissed her as if he wanted to convey how much he cared for her through his lips. He kissed her like he’d never get the chance to again.
Because he knew that’s how it would feel. Now that he had a taste of her lips, it was impossible-impossible-that leaving for expeditions would be the same. It was different to think of her laugh, her smile, her gestures in bits and pieces throughout the days he was away. And to replay their conversations in his mind in the darkness of the night when he couldn’t sleep. Sometimes he’d dwell too hard on the moments they shared subtle touches-reminiscing in the lingering feeling her touch ignited-and his body would get carried away…
It was pathetic, he knew it was. He was pathetic when it came to her. He was a version of himself that he never thought he could be.
She meant too much to him. She brought him peace to a degree he knew he didn’t deserve. He wondered how he’d gotten lucky enough to have her return his affection. He often wondered how he got her in the first place.
She brought warmth to his cold, hardened life. The kind of warmth he never wanted to lose. She filled the dark, empty spaces of his mind with something brighter.
He didn’t think that was possible, not after seeing all the things he saw. He’d accepted that no matter where he went, loss and death would follow. It seemed those kinds of things were intertwined with his fate, so he chose not to partake in fickle things like close relationships. They only resulted in someone getting hurt anyway.
It was a rule he chose to live by after he realized he always seemed to outlast everyone; everyone he cared about–his family, his friends, his comrades. It seemed to be a special talent he had. A special talent he was tired as hell of but decided to utilize in honor of those he saw die selflessly before him.
Somewhere along the way, he’d begun truly to care about his comrades. That begrudging respect turned into perseverance. The kind of perseverance that made him think he could see a glimpse of the vision Erwin saw for humanity-even if Erwin’s reasons were ambiguous. Eitherway, he told himself that was enough.
He told himself he’d dedicate his strength to the Scouts vision until death welcomed him in its cold, ruthless arms.
Until he met her.
She pulled apart his tightly knit ideals at the seams. She broke all the rules he’d kept in place to protect himself and she didn’t even have to try. The more he spoke to her the more intrigued he became. He denied his interest to himself more times than he could count.
Refusing to read her file when it sat at the corner of his desk because he didn’t care. Only to realize his denial was futile when he saw her broken, battered body on the Infirmary bed after Carter’s work. It was then that he realized he cared. He cared too much.
It was then that he realized there was someone he couldn’t let death steal from him.
The feeling was overwhelming, dangerous and selfish. It made him realize his ideals weren’t nearly as firm as he wanted them to be. Not even close.
His armor was weak when it came to her. He wanted things he shouldn’t want when she was near. He craved the human connection he forbade himself from. He suddenly wanted to save humanity for different reasons-for a future that awaited more than death.
This realization was enough to send him reeling. It was a train of thought he couldn’t indulge. So he acted on his heart instead of his head, for once. He’d meant to force her hand into joining the Garrison or MP route—not have her sit pretty in his apartment.
It was twisted, really. She hated him and she had every right to. Even then, she was kind to him. Silently fixing up his wounds, leaving extra portions of food behind, never giving him an excuse to worry about the little things. Sometimes he wished she’d be meaner to him, maybe that would dampen his feelings but she never gave him the chance.
He never dared to believe he’d get to call her his. In fact, because fate had brought her so close to him he was even more wary of acknowledging his feelings. He refused to unveil his selfish wish to her when he’d already been selfish enough. She deserved better than that.
He kept his desires to himself–convincing himself that he was only sticking around because she wanted him to–until he saw her fellow cadet mate die in his arms. Corinna, was her name. Her slight stature was all too familiar. Her background a little too close to home. It was the look on her face that jarred him the most. That glassy, pain filled sheen in her eyes that revealed just how much she didn’t want to die. He almost hated himself for letting her get assigned to his squad just because he needed the numbers.
But, for some goddamn reason, all he could think about was Devon. He knew his mind was playing tricks on him because she was the first from Devon’s training corps assigned to his squad. It was a fact that his mind seemed to cling onto because he remembered her as the roommate Devon once complained about for snoring too loud. It was a nonsensical fact that somehow drove him to think of how this girl, dying in his arms, could’ve easily been Devon.
This girl, who had trained the same amount as her, shared the same room as her and chose the same career path as her, reminded him of the fate Devon could’ve shared. The thought scared him to the bone.
It was the type of dread that rendered him frozen–and he never froze on the field. He was transfixed by the deep rooted throb in his chest that spread to every muscle in his body. He’d clung onto her limp frame with all his strength, unable to pry his eyes off of her until he heard someone call for him-reminding him where he was.
He felt guilty afterwards, for considering Corinna’s death an affirmation of sorts. An affirmation that denying Devon entry to the scout regiment was the right decision. He knew it was his selfishness talking but it was all he was grateful for. He was grateful that he’d never have to see Devon injured like that again. He was grateful that he knew where she was. He was grateful that he got to see her live.
The second he made it to town after that expedition he knew he had to see her. He didn’t even bother explaining himself to Erwin, simply dismounting his horse and using his ODM gear to get home as fast as possible.
At first he headed towards the direction of her workplace only to backtrack when he spotted her in an alleyway. He followed her home from above.
He thought seeing her up-close would lighten his need but he was proven wrong-drastically so. When she entered the apartment and rushed to him, he knew he was done for. The second she was close, his lips met hers. And there was no coming back—no coming back from the life she seeped into him.
If this was a part of living, he didn’t mind.
But he did mind how her body shook slightly against his now. How her hands on his chest trembled as she kissed him back. The taste of her salty tears at the corner of her lips. He hated that he had to put her through this. His selfishness had got them here.
She broke the kiss, burying her face in his neck.
“Don’t kiss me like that,” her low voice muffled by his shirt, “This isn’t goodbye. I still have two days.”
He closed his eyes, “Sorry.” he murmured.
He felt her hands fist his shirt, “You’ll come to see me during then, won’t you?” The question sounded all too uncertain on her lips.
His hand running down her back went still-he turned his face towards her, “What the hell do you think.” Despite his words, his voice was soft.
She let out a stifled laugh, “Shut up.”
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They decided to proceed as normal, that’s what he wanted anyway. He had asked her if there was anywhere she wanted to go with him before he left and she couldn’t respond. How could she tell him all she wanted was him to stay?
Instead, she reversed the question on him. His answer was simple, spoken after a moment’s pause in his typical flat tone—Anywhere you are is fine by me.
His response had made her want to cry.
Everything made her want to cry. He left many times before and was bound to leave again, she’d accepted that but… this time felt worse—much, much worse. The second he'd told her it felt like a weight had dropped in her stomach, and the weight was only getting heavier with each passing second.
She didn’t want to be sad in front of him. She genuinely wanted him to enjoy their remaining time together, but.. it was hard. It was hard when all she could think about was how she was going to have the apartment to herself again. It was hard because she didn’t know when he’d be back—she didn’t even know if he’d make it back.
She blinked, refocusing on the task before her. She looked to see that her hand holding the knife was shaking. Her brows furrowed as she attempted to work past the shakes by tightening her grip around the knife, only to realize that made it worse.
She inhaled unevenly before clasping her free hand around her trembling wrist—steadying herself.
She resumed cutting the carrot.
Suddenly a tear drop hit the cutting board—making her freeze. She blinked-another tear falling from her eyelashes. She stared as the tear drops seeped into the cutting board, creating small dark circles in the wood.
She wanted to push it away—ignore the emotions she was feeling. She wanted to ignore the way her body felt like it was being squeezed at the center, suctioned inside out. She wanted to ignore the way her ribs ached, as if holding together the weight of her core was too much.
More tears silently slipped down her face, and she didn’t realize until a hand swiftly removed the knife from her hands and set it down on the cutting board.
She belatedly hid her shaky hands behind herself.
“S-sorry.” she muttered, not looking at him.
“Devon.”
She turned away from him, pretending to rearrange the other ingredients on the counter while discreetly wiping her tears with her shoulder.
“Devon.” he repeated.
She picked up a few vegetables she hadn’t cut up yet, “Yes?”
“You don’t have to cook.”
She didn’t look at him when she moved past him, back to the cutting board, “What are you talking about? I have to make dinner.”
“No, you don’t.”
She laid out the other vegetables on the cutting board, “Yes, I do.”
Just as she reached for the knife, he grabbed her wrist—forcing her to meet his gaze.
“No the hell you don’t.” he grit out, “You can’t even hold a goddamn knife straight.”
Her eyes widened before her eyes immediately watered. She wrenched her hand out of his grasp and turned her back to him.
“Wait-“ his voice was low, somewhat frustrated-in a way that seemed to be directed at himself, “That’s not what I meant. I-I’m sorry.”
“No,” her voice cracked, “You’re right. I-I can’t—“
She closed her eyes, forcing her tears back. She felt like there was a block in her throat, making it very hard for her to talk.
She hung her head, squeezing her eyelids shut tighter, “I don’t know what to do, Levi.” she whispered.
The second his hands made contact with her sides, she covered her face with her hands—the dam of tears breaking loose. His chest against her back the only thing keeping her upright as he wound his arms around her.
He dug his face into her neck, his arms around her waist so firm she would’ve stopped breathing if she wasn’t sobbing. He held her tightly against himself, as if inadvertently trying to dispel the weight within her ribs as she cried.
She wished she was stronger, so she wouldn’t have to do this to him. So she could support him the way she wanted to-because she truly did-but it hurt. She couldn’t seem to find it in herself to stop crying. The tears felt endless.
She’d gotten too spoiled. She was too used to his touch, to his voice, his presence. She didn’t want to go a day without it,  without him.
“I’m sorry, Devon.” his low voice was muffled by her hair. But it wasn’t monotonous enough for her to miss the undercurrent of self-hatred embedded in his tone.
She breathed in raggedly-trying to think past the tears. She wanted to tell him he didn’t need to apologize—that she didn’t want him to apologize. But her voice came out too small—
“Levi-“
His arms around her tightened more somehow, completely drawing her frame into his—as if trying to merge her body into his own. The strength in his arms made her gasp slightly; she felt the muscles in his arms contract as he didn’t let go.
“I’m sorry.” he whispered once again, feeling sick.
He’d known there was a possibility of this-of leaving being much harder if their relationship were to change. It was one of the many reasons why he convinced himself keeping his feelings to himself was the best course of action, and yet here they were. His selfishness had brought them here.
He had told her he never wanted to be the reason she was hurting and yet, that’s all he seemed to do.
He’d never seen her cry. She didn’t even cry when recounting the atrocities of her past. But somehow, here she was, crying over him.
He wasn’t worth it.
She shifted in the tight-hold of his arms, turning slightly towards him. Her fingers slipped into his hair, gently drawing his face out of the warmth of her neck. Her strawberry scent lingering in the air between them.
Her hand slid down to cup the side of his face, her red-rimmed eyes searching his face. Her face shone in places where her tears had trailed down seconds ago. Her gaze was so gentle, he thought he might shatter.
“You’re gonna come back.” she affirmed, so quietly that he wouldn’t have heard if he hadn’t been so close.
He would—even if he died trying.
“I’ll be waiting,” her voice wavered, “Don’t make my patience go to waste.”
He was quiet for a moment, simply staring at her.
What did I do to earn her?
“C-come back to me first thing.. just like last time.” she continued lowly.
He forced himself to focus on her words, instead of the overwhelming need he felt to kiss her. He knew once he started, it’d be hard for him to stop.
“Just like last time,” he muttered, “ODM gear and all?”
He watched a small smile bloom across her lips, her eyes gazing off elsewhere-as if replaying the memory. The spark that lit her eyes made his insides swarm with warmth. The desire to kiss her seared through him at a thousandfold.
Before he could act, she dropped her hand from his face—looking away to hide her blush.
“I wouldn’t mind..” she murmured. He had looked really good in ODM gear after all.
“Yeah?” His brows furrowed, “What’s that tone.”
“Nothing.” she answered, a little too quickly.
“Then why can’t you look at me.”
She pulled at his arms around her, “Because I need to go—“
He only held her tighter, “You don’t need to go anywhere.”
She laughed lightly as he nuzzled his face into her neck again, “Levi!” she wriggled in his hold, her smile widening. “Let me go.”
His words were muffled by her hair, “Not happening-not til you explain yourself.”
“Explain what.”
“I wouldn’t mind.” he repeated her words-in an overtly suggestive tone that she didn’t use.
“I didn’t say it like that!” she shot back, blazing red.
She bit her lower lip, trying to think past his nose trailing her jaw.
“Fine, but you were thinking something.”
She had to distract him-she wasn't ready to admit that she liked seeing him in uniform just yet.
“I-I was.” she admitted, instantly blushing when she felt him go still beside her.
She pushed at his arms, “But I’ll only tell you after we grab some food. I’m hungry.”
He seemed to hesitate before finally letting his arms drop from around her. She quickly stepped away from him.
He already missed her warmth but he kept his desire to himself as he watched her take off her apron. He didn’t miss the soft blush decorating her cheeks.
“I’ll hold you to that.”
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She never told him.
He glanced down at her head resting on his lap. Her dark hair splayed out on his thighs. She had fallen asleep on him. 
She had eaten well-heartily, as she always does. She'd picked out the food spot as well so she'd been rather excited about it. She was able to name every ingredient within the stew simply from one spoonful. He mocked her for it but he adored every single second.
They had decided to walk around a bit after, only arriving home half an hour ago. They settled into the couch for the night, intending to read together as they sometimes did-but it seemed she had other plans.
He lowered the book in his hand, only to move his free hand over her head. He wanted to brush away a few strands of her hair that’d fallen over her face but suddenly went still. His fingertips hovering over her forehead.
He didn’t want to wake her.
His silver eyes raked over her features once more. She looked so at peace.. he’d never seen her asleep up-close like this.
He didn’t even remember how she got here. She’d been reading with her back pressed to his arm at first. Then her head leaning against his shoulder, legs half-way bent over his. Then it seemed her head had made its way down to his lap, her head resting on his thigh as she read with her book propped against her bent legs.
Now, she was asleep.
He placed his book down silently. His fingers over her forehead lowering ever so slightly-giving into his instinct to touch her. He brushed away the strands with his fingertips before gently settling his hand into her hair.
She was so pretty he didn’t know how he thought he could ignore her after first laying his eyes on her.
He slowly ran his fingers through her hair, wondering how he was going to go on without seeing her. He looked forward to her more than she knew. She’d become the light of his days.
It scared him sometimes-how much he cared for her. He hadn’t felt this strongly about anything in years. In fact, he hardly felt anything at all–emotionally anyway.
Of course, he cared about his tasks as Captain. He never took the job lightly-it was impossible to. But-aside from his daily rituals-he rarely did much in his personal life. He enjoyed his alone time but this… this was different. This was something he knew he was going to ache for when he was away.
She stirred, her neck arching slightly-leaning into his hand before laying still. A soft, content sigh leaving her lips.
He immediately went still before smiling subtly in realization.
You like that?
He slipped his fingers through her hair once-more, letting his fingertips glide through more strands than before. He wasn’t surprised now that he thought about it. He always liked it whenever she touched his hair..
His mind wandered to a memory of her hands at his nape, their lips locked-on this very couch.
“I’m gonna head to bed.” she spoke through a yawn.
He glanced over to watch her stand up from the couch. She stretched out her arms before reaching towards the coffee table to grab her empty mug. Just as she bent over, he dropped his pen onto his open notebook and reached for her–tugging her back down.
She gasped as she fell back onto the couch, beside him. A look of obvious frustration on her features as she opened her mouth to complain but suddenly froze when she met his gaze. Her mouth gradually closed the longer she looked at him–a bright flush spreading across her cheeks.
He couldn’t ignore the rush of electricity skimming up his spine. He liked that she knew what he wanted.
He leaned towards her, gently pressing his lips to hers. That familiar warm sensation sweeping underneath his skin as they shared a few soft pecks. Each peck followed by another because he couldn’t ever get enough. He held her lips a little longer–tilting his head so he could kiss her more.
Just as he caught himself leaning further into her-he stopped, gently withdrawing his lips from hers. He had a bad habit of getting carried away easily; a habit that he was trying to tame-for her sake. But one look at her made him realize he wasn’t the only one breathless.
Her face was more flushed than before, her lips slightly parted. He couldn’t help but notice the subtle rise and fall of her collarbones against her skin as she tried to catch her breath. His eyes flickered back to hers and suddenly any resolve to hold back slipped away.
His hand found the back of her thigh, easily yanking her towards him. Her hands instinctively went to his shoulders to balance herself. Just as she let out a little sound of surprise-he caught her lips, kissing her with a bruising need. His skin buzzed with satisfaction when he felt her hands slip up his nape, her fingertips in his hair. The kiss only growing more intense when her hold tightened—
He was pulled from his thoughts when she stirred on his thigh once-more. She turned her back to him, changing her position in her sleep.
He glanced down, only to freeze. Fuck.
There-at his groin-stood out a pointed tent. It throbbed uncomfortably–his cock pressing against his pants at a rather bad angle.
He wanted to readjust himself but she was right there. It felt wrong to even be hard with her like this.
He tensed, inadvertently flexing his thighs. She stirred once more, her eyes fluttering open slightly at the sensation. She reached over to fluff her pillow only to grasp something hard.
Her eyes shot open, turning to see that her hand was over Levi’s knee. She glanced around before realizing she was in the living room. She swiftly turned over to see Levi staring down at her, flushed.
She blinked slowly, still a bit groggy. Am I dreaming?
“You awake.” he spoke, his voice somewhat taut.
Her eyes widened when she realized this was very much real.
“Shit.” she propped herself up on her elbows, her book sliding off her stomach and hitting the floor in the process. Suddenly everything came back to her.
“I fell asleep.” she murmured.
“Y-yeah.”
Her brows furrowed before slightly turning to her side, facing him. His silver eyes met hers and his jaw imperceptibly clenched. Something about the way she looked up at him was indescribably attractive.
Can she stop looking pretty for one goddamn second?
She tilted her head, unable to decipher his expression, “You.. didn’t wake me up?”
“Why would I.”
She searched his face, “Aren’t you tired?”
He paused before shaking his head.
“I’m gonna make you tea-“ Just as she rose to do exactly that, his hand clasped around her shoulder.
“No. Just go to bed. It’s late.”
She frowned subtly, “But I want you to sleep too.”
His hand slipped over the side of her face, a touch of softness in his eyes, “I will,” he muttered, attempting to reassure her despite his flat tone, “I just need some time.”
She was quiet for a moment, assessing him somewhat haphazardly-since she was still sleepy-before cupping his hand over her face.
“Okay.” she murmured before slowly sitting up.
He watched her stand, his eyes never leaving her slim frame as she wandered back to her room.
Once the door closed behind her, he let out a sigh. Partly out of relief-because she hadn’t noticed his hard on-but mainly because he’d have to wait to see her again. And in two days, the wait would be much longer..
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Devon entered her bedroom, holding the towel around herself with one arm. She stood in front of the vanity, searching for her hairbrush.
Once she found the brush, she raised it to her hair-only to freeze when she caught sight of herself in the mirror. Her damp brown hair went down past her breasts, it’d grown out longer than she intended. Her eyes lingered on her shoulders and collarbones. An imperceptible frown gracing her lips when she noticed they seemed to protrude a bit more.
Her gaze flickered upto her eyes and swallowed. Her eyes were puffy, vacant and.. sad. Her body always always reflected her mood—she wished it didn’t. She didn’t need to be reminded how easily her emotions affected her physicality.
She hated how her health had declined ever since two days ago—ever since he’d told her he was leaving. It was all she could think about, obsessively so. It made her heart ache and chest tighten everytime she thought about it. So-in order to combat this-she forced herself to keep her mind occupied.
The day before, she extended her work shift at the bookstore. She worked so assiduously that she forgot to take a break and missed eating the lunch she packed. Even Larsa had asked if she was okay after noticing that she had done triple the amount of her typical workload in one shift.
She’d been so tired when she got home, she fell asleep right on the couch. When she awoke the following morning on her bed, a pang of guilt resounded through her. Levi must’ve come home when she was asleep. She’d been too tired to give him any attention, wasting away the already dwindling time they had together.
Now, today was their last day together. She didn’t get to see him in the morning because she woke up late-despite telling herself that she would get up early just to send him off to work. But, she was barely able to send herself off to work because she woke up ten minutes before her shift started. She’d nearly flung out of the apartment, forgetting to eat breakfast or pack lunch.
By the time she got home after work and culinary class, she’d wanted to nap but refused. She didn’t want to miss seeing Levi in case he came home early. Instead, she threw herself into meal prepping for the week. Still not eating a single meal herself-simply because she ‘wasn’t hungry'. Just as she wrapped up and decided to shower, Levi came home.
He greeted her with a deep, spine-tingling kiss that left her lips bruised and body shivering. After she recovered her breath, she told him that she’d join him after she showered.
She sighed as she ran the brush through her hair, trying not to dwell too long on how she looked despite staring at herself in the vanity mirror. She was glad Levi hadn’t noticed—or at least hadn’t commented on it. She wasn’t sure if she could handle it.
She set down the brush before moving all of her hair over one shoulder. She began to braid it, only to freeze when she saw the bedroom door close in the mirror. The sound of the door’s locking mechanism echoed.
She swiveled around to see Levi standing beside the door, his steel-gray eyes dark as he met her gaze. His expression closed.
Her heart stopped. He never came into her room at night. He was supposed to be waiting for her in the living room.. Her eyes widened in realization. I left my room door open.
It was the only plausible answer-she would’ve heard him enter if the door had been closed previously.
If I leave my room door open.. at night.. that means I’m ready.
Her raspily spoken promise echoed within her mind. She suddenly forgot how to breathe.
Everything seemed to move in slow motion—his hand slipped away from the doorknob and he began to walk up to her. Her throat grew tight with each step he took.
Each step was deliberate, purposefully slow. His narrow, gray eyes never leaving hers. He didn’t stop until he stood directly before her.
He stood close enough that his familiar clean yet musky, cedarwood and eucalyptus scent wafted over her—but instead of eliciting the sense of comfort it typically derived within her, his scent awoke something different altogether. She felt hypnotized. She couldn’t look away from him.
Her hand holding her towel to her chest tightened ever so slightly. His steely eyes dropped to her chest, immediately noting the slight action.
She couldn’t find it in herself to speak.
Her breath caught when she suddenly felt his hand slide around her nape, his fingers sifting gently through her damp hair. He carefully dragged his fingers down the length of her hair, she belatedly realized that he was undoing her roughly done braid.
His dress-shirt clad arm grazed her bare arm as he pulled apart her braid with a swift yet precise downward stroke of his fingers. The sensation made her shiver.
Their faces were so close, she couldn’t look him in the eye. She was afraid to move.
She felt his eyes on her when he pressed the flat of his palm to her lower back, drawing her closer. Their bodies were so near—only an infinitesimal amount of space between them. Her cheek brushed against his jaw, causing heat to scatter from where they made contact.
She resisted the urge to shiver when he dragged his palm up her spine, over her towel—his hand stopped at the center of shoulder blades, resting over the towel's edge.
She felt the weight of his gaze on her as his jaw skimmed her once more, his nose grazing her cheekbone—an indescribable magnetism keeping the air charged between them. She felt an odd urge to hold her breath.
Then suddenly, his finger hooked into her towel and with one swift motion the towel loosened and fell into a heap at her ankles. She gasped, instinctively stepping back.
She stood completely bare before him. Her heart ricocheting within her body as she realized—this was the first time she was fully naked in front of someone. She felt vulnerable—exposed.
But his eyes didn’t make her feel that way.
She didn’t need to look at him to feel the weight of his gaze on her body—but she couldn’t help it. She watched his eyes take in her figure, starting at her pronounced collarbones to her chest then her stomach, hips and legs. She felt her body go warm wherever he stared. His eyes were so sharp-so attentive-his gaze would’ve felt calculative if his eyes didn’t flutter and a faint blush didn't appear on his cheeks. His half-lidded eyes were the epitome of lust, the silver in his eyes murky and wanting.
Her stomach tightened, as if trying to dispel the bundle of nerves in her gut. Despite how exposed she felt, his eyes made her feel like she was the rarest treasure. He looked at her as if she was the most valuable thing in the world.
But the adoration peeking through the lust switched to something else within seconds-switched to something much, much darker. It felt as if the weight of his gaze had become twice as heavy, making goosebumps break across her skin and her nipples harden. The air around her seemed to close in on her as she realized-with daunting clarity-what that look was—possession.
She felt a bolt of electricity lick up her spine when he took a step towards her. Just as his fingertips scraped her hip, she grasped his forearm.
“W-wait,” she managed to choke out in a low whisper.
She faced him, her eyes searching his face. She didn’t realize she was almost checking to see if there was a flicker of impatience or annoyance—but there was none. His gaze was weighted, burning with something so intense it was hard to look at for too long. His jaw was locked.
She forced herself to uphold his gaze, “I.. I want to undress you too.”
His eyes seemed to widen imperceptibly before his forearm dropped from her hand to his side. Her eyes flickered up to his-a bit unsure. She wondered if this was resignation or forbearance on his part. She should’ve known it was the latter.
She reached the collar of his shirt, trying her best not to tremble too hard when she undid each button. It was hard to focus with him so close—his impenetrable eyes and bated breath too near.
Her hands grew unsteady at the last button, right above his groin. She shivered when she felt his breath waver beside her ear. The heat of his breath scattered down her neck—making her skin warm up when she realized just how heedy he was of her touch.
She quickly undid the button best she could. When he saw her reach towards his shoulders to pull down his sleeves, he was eager to help her. Easily shifting out of the shirt and letting it fall to the floor.
Her eyes ran down his shirtless frame. She’d seen him shirtless before but this was different. She never got to openly admire him—not like this. His narrow, tautly wired build was still rigid with muscle, not an ounce of softness to him. Scars marked various parts of his skin-some more faint than others. Her eyes dropped to one of the more prominent pigmented scars, the one along his navel. She remembered patching that one up months ago.
She placed her slightly trembling hand at his sternum, her fingertips grazing his firm pecs as she moved her hand along his chest. She felt him subtly jolt at the action-as if he hadn’t expected her to touch him.
She glanced over to see him facing down-his black hair covering his eyes. She didn’t miss the outline of his clenched jaw or the subtle swipe of color creeping along his cheeks.
She wanted to touch him, so she did. She moved her hand delicately along his skin-not wanting to startle him. She felt oddly at comfort touching him, as if she were exploring more of him. Some of his scars were flat, while others seemed to protrude slightly against her palm.
His biceps were strong and hard, just from one skim of her fingers she didn’t doubt the strength within them. Prominent green veins ran down his pale arms; she touched a trail of one down to his elbow.
His whole body was tense-she knew it was. From the set of his shoulders to the tension she felt brewing under skin. He wasn’t used to being touched. She didn’t dare allow herself to believe she was the first.
Her hand trailed from his elbow to his core; to the tightly compact skin of abs, where he was the most tense. His skin was more pale here, it almost felt more delicate. But she wasn’t a fool, there was no gentleness in the hard muscles of his abdomen. This was a soldier’s body. A man who’s seen and done too much. The only man she wanted.
She could feel the tension coiled in his skin the lower she drew her shaky hand. Her fingers slowly ran down the center line of his abs—moving tantalizingly slow when she brushed past his belly button.
Suddenly her hand stopped, hovering right over his navel when she realized just how much restraint he was practicing.
She’d been ignoring it, but the silent hum of pressure against his skin was nearly palpable. Her breath came out staggered as she felt the weight of the air around her. The closed urgency—his need.
She felt like she was touching a ticking time bomb.
She heard him let out a low, strained breath. Her eyes dropping to the waistline of his pants when she saw his deep v-lines protrude more, and the veins along his lower navel become more prominent.
She gasped when she was suddenly flung onto the bed by forceful hands on her hips. All the restraint thrumming under his skin was nowhere to be seen by the way he grabbed her legs and pulled her thighs apart to stand between them.
She jolted, reaching out to slip her hands over his shoulders to his nape—drawing his face close. She looked up at him, her eyes searching his face wildly as she whispered-hurriedly.
“Please, b-be gentle with me.”
His silver eyes transformed from wanting to molten. Ends of his pitch black hair scraped her forehead as he gave her face a slow once-over.
Her heartbeat sky-rocketed at how handsome he looked over her. Even this close, she couldn’t find one imperfection in his face.
He released her hips and pressed his hands to the bed beside her head—enclosing her in his arms. He kissed her so hard, she wanted to sob. His passion was incontestable, she wanted to drown in it.
His mouth moved against hers in that familiar way, making her body light up to a different degree— making her skin burn for something more. Her hands pulled at his hair, urging him closer.
She cried out when he palmed her breast, needily—the sensation all too new. His lips were still relentless, desperate on hers. She gasped against his lips when he squeezed her breasts harder. His hips bucked into hers-his clothed groin pressing against her warmth.
He broke the kiss and ran his sharp eyes over her face and body-as if trying to memorize her. His grey eyes burned with black fire as he slipped his arm around lower back, hoisting her further up the bed.
She watched him stand from the bed. He unbuckled his belt, tossing it to the floor as he undressed himself til he was bare. She subconsciously closed her legs as she stared at his fully erect cock hanging between his legs. It’s leaking tip touched his navel as he bent over slightly to remove his pants. It was thick, veins running along its sides as it protruded outwards—seeking attention.
She flushed brightly when he met her eyes. He grabbed his cock, giving it a firm stroke before wiping away the white substance at its head.
He climbed over the bed, making his way over her. He kept an arm propped beside her head while gently sliding his other hand along her inner thigh to spread her legs open.
She complied, her heart racing as she felt his firm thighs against the back of hers—holding her legs wide open.
She shivered when she felt his lips scrape the outside of her ear. Her hands went to his biceps, her eyes searching his face.
His silver eyes instantly met hers and he must’ve seen something because he leaned over and pressed a delicate kiss to her lips.
His hand underneath her knee pulled her up slightly as he kissed her. Her cunt grazed the tip of his cock and he hissed. She gasped at the sensation it elicited.
Her hands slid up his biceps to his shoulders, gripping tightly.
“Levi-“ she rasped out.
His arm beside her head moved closer, his hand slipping into her hair—pressing into the side of her face. His thumb ran along cheek.
“S’okay,” his deep voice rumbled.
He pressed his forehead to hers, “I’ll-I’ll be slow,” he stuttered out, “Tell me—tell me when to stop.”
She stared up into his eyes. His eyes glimmered-like the of rough surfaces of obsidian-in the dark. To others he might've been inscrutable, but his eyes felt like home to her. She realized-with a low sweeping sensation in her stomach-that she trusted him. She trusted him with her all.
Her hands slid around either side of his neck as she nodded.
He didn’t remove his eyes from her when he let go of her thigh to grip his cock and angle it so that his tip rested at her entrance. She jolted at the shot of heat that ignited from her core.
His sharp eyes turned black before he closed his eyes. He inhaled raggedly before locking his jaw. She felt his shoulders flex with restraint as he slowly pressed his hips into her.
She let out a small cry, her back arching slowly at the unfamiliarity of the sensation. His cock was warm-and hard, so hard-as it pushed into her. She felt her legs tremble slightly around him.
He went still. His hand at the side of her face slipped to the crown of her head, gripping a handful of her hair in a fist as he breathed out a haggard breath.
“How’s that.” his voice was taut.
Her eyes flitted over his tense expression before nodding. Her hands at his neck twitched nervously.
She closed her eyes when she felt his hips shift again—trying to prepare herself. She felt his cock disappear from within her only to force itself back in deeper.
“Ah!” she cried out, tears biting the corner of her eyes as her breath came out staggered. That hurt.
“Shit, sorry-“ he gritted out. He shook his head before scanning her face worriedly.
He kissed a tear that seemed to escape from the corner of her eye, “I’ll be slower.” he murmured-voice strained.
She closed her eyes when he glanced down between them. She wasn’t the only one trembling, she felt the slight tremors of tension knotting and unknotting under his skin. She knew he was trying to be as patient as he could with her, she wanted to do this for him.
She bit her lower lip, trying not to cry out when she felt his cock slowly press deeper into her. It felt as if he were pushing through something he shouldn’t—as if he were trying to make room somewhere that was too tight but he kept insisting—making room for himself in her.
She gasped-unable to take the pain and the low flickering sensation of heat building up in her insides, making her wetter. She felt filled enough but he still seemed have more-how, oh lord, how—
Her eyes shot open, “Wait-wait-“
He went still, exhaling breathlessly as he stared down at her.
Her eyes fluttered as she wriggled her hips upwards slightly-thinking it might alleviate the pain. The sensation of having something within her all too foreign. She felt his cock slide against her walls.
He hissed, “Don’t do that.”
She felt his thighs and shoulders flex. Imperceptible waves of self-restraint rolling off of him.
She gasped slightly when she felt his cock throb within her—her insides instinctively clamped around him.
His breath seemed to disappear and suddenly his cock was gone from within her. Her eyes opened wide to see that his expression was hard.
“Do you want me to be gentle.”
She nodded, unable to tear her eyes away from his deep silver ones.
He pressed his forehead to hers, his hand fisting the hair at the crown of her head. “Then don’t make this hard for me.” he spoke raggedly.
She held onto his neck tighter-her eyes flitting between each of his as her thumbs stroked ahis defined jaw.
“S-“ his lips cut her off before she could finish her apology. The kiss was fierce, hungry, unrestrained—suddenly he plunged his cock into her at the same depth as before.
She whimpered under his lips. The pain made her fingers curl into his skin—her nails making crescent shaped marks in his back.
He broke the kiss, staring down at her intently as he withdrew his hips slightly-not fully removing his cock from within her.
His expression was strained, “This is gonna hurt.”
Her eyes widened before she completely wrapped her arms around his neck, pulling him closer to hide her face in his shoulder. Her hands shook subtly in his hair as her knees drew her legs closer around his hips-inadvertently pushing his cock slightly deeper. His jaw clenched.
“Okay.” she rasped out, only to lose any sense of coherent thought a second later.
He drove the full length of his cock inside in her one detrimental sweep. She screamed-unprepared despite the warning. She threw her head back, back arching against the bed as her tits pressed into his firm chest. His body a rigid weight against her trembling, writhing form—keeping her pinned under him.
Her insides clung to him—squeezing him unbearably tight. A deep moan escaped his lips, traveling down the cusp of her ear to every nerve in her body.
His hand at the crown of her head fisted her hair. His other hand simultaneously sliding around her arched her back, slipping over her ass to further press himself into her cunt. She gasped out, wincing.
Her arms shook around him as she hugged him tightly, her wrapped legs around his back keeping him close. Her breath was weak and uneven as she tried to think past the pain—wanting to give him her all.
She lifted her hips slightly—her cunt tightening further around his cock at the action. His cock made her feel so full. She never thought she could feel like this. Underneath the aftershocks of pain, there was this indiscernible sensation that sparked deep below her abdomen-making her skin tingle and breath hot. It felt like something was suspended inside of her, waiting to come apart.
His hips bucked into her, and a staggered cry left her lips. She felt her insides reflexively squeeze around him and before she knew it, another low, guttural moan was ripped from his throat and she felt his cock twitch in her depths.
Suddenly he straightened, easily unraveling himself from her wrapped arms to pull back his hips. He pulled his cock out a second before spurts of his cum began to pour from his tip. She stared-stunned-as his cock twitched, continuing to spurt out thick, white liquid over her stomach until his cock went still.
Her eyes flickered up to see that his face was flushed, almost glowing in a way she’d never seen before. She stared, watching his sweaty body gleam as he breathed coarsely, his abs hardening with each inhale. The strands of his dark hair that weren’t pasted to his forehead swayed as he looked down at her.
She swallowed, her heart scrambling into different directions at his gaze. She couldn’t describe the pull she always felt with him—as if the atoms in the air were pulling them together, as if being skin to skin wasn’t enough.
She sharply turned her face away, drawing in the shaky breath his eyes had chased away. She could relax now, he had finished. The feeling of his warm cum on her stomach was proof.
She jolted slightly when she felt him bend over her once-more. His silver eyes unreadable as he propped his arm beside her head again.
Her legs jolted sensitively when she felt him rub the tip of his cock against her inner thigh-wiping away the last bead of his cum, before driving the full-length of his cock deep into her cunt in one stroke.
She yelled out-her cunt convulsing around him from the pain. The underlying shocks of pleasure that scattered within her surprised her. Her hands went to his chest as she attempted to even out her breathing.
Her expression was strained as she looked up at him, “L-Levi, what are you doing?”
Both of his arms were propped beside her head now. One hand grasped the hair above her head in a loose fist, while the other pressed into the side of her face—his thumb grazing her panting lips.
His eyes were unrelenting in the dark, “I’m not done with you.”
A loud gasp left her lips when she felt him press his hips further into her.
She groaned, “Levi..” her hands spasmed across his chest before gripping his shoulders tightly.
He pressed his forehead against hers, his voice jagged, “How could I be? After everything you do to me..”
Her cunt squeezed around him and he hissed. His cock bucking into her, “Need t’give this cunt what it deserves.”
Before he could start, her hand went to his throat, “Wait-wait-I-I don’t know if I’m made for this.” she stuttered out, saying the first words that came to mind.
His dark, barely constrained eyes studied her. She felt his cock twitch inside of her and shivered.
“Then why do you feel like you’re made for me.”
His quiet words washed over her skin, making something churn in her gut. Her hands slid over his jaw and cupped his face, she leaned up to kiss him.
Then she was at his mercy.
He kissed her so hard she was crushed against the sheets. His cock pistoned in and out of her at a pace brutal enough to make her see stars.
The pain was immense, but the rising sensation she felt rising underneath her skin was indescribable. She’d never felt anything like it. It made her insides clamp desperately around his cock every time he slammed into her.
She broke the kiss, arching her neck back as her body trembled under his unforgiving pace. She couldn’t breathe. She couldn’t think.
It felt inhumane, animalistic, and otherworldly. He fucked her in a way that didn't think humanly possible-so fast, deep and powerful. It was almost as if he were proving to her that no one else could make her feel like this-branding it within her insides.
His hunger poured through the strength of his merciless thrusts. Any restraint he’d kept before was long gone. His hand fisted her hair, keeping her neck arched as he bit at the sensitive skin underneath her jaw. His teeth marking as much of her as he desired—he didn’t slow down.
Tears streamed down the corners of her eyes as his pace picked up. She didn’t think that was possible-but his strength-she felt it thrumming boundlessly in his skin. She swore his cock had grown in size.
She couldn’t take it. Loud cries left her lips with each body bending fuck. Her arms aching from how tightly she held onto his shoulders. His breaths were short, hot and sharp and beside her throat. His cock throbbed within her.
Suddenly one harsh thrust touched her too deep—deep enough to make her shatter. Her head flung backwards. She didn’t know if she was moaning or screaming but she felt a pleasure so blinding her body buckled underneath his.
The lewd sounds of their sex and the headboard hitting the wall became white noise. Wave after wave of pleasure unfurled at every point of her body—consuming all of her. His relentless pace powering through her, letting the fire brewing within her peak to a devastating degree.
And her mind went blank.
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“Have you ate at all today?”
She froze, her hand tightening over the sheets, “No.” she admitted.
She felt Levi’s razor-sharp eyes bore into the side of her head but she refused to meet his gaze. She knew the confession would upset him.
“That explains it.” Dr. Bernard spoke calmly before reaching into his bag and handing her a banana.
She hesitated a moment before taking it.
“Please, eat,” he urged, “It’s no wonder you went unconscious after that much strenuous activity.” Dr. Bernard shot Levi a disappointed look.
Levi didn’t meet his eyes. He wore a plain black tee since she currently wore the dress-shirt he’d been wearing earlier.
Dr. Bernard stood up, re-adjusting his glasses, “I suppose that concludes our time together. Please, miss, I implore you to not miss your meals. Food is our fuel.”
His eyes narrowed as he turned to Levi, “And I implore you to practice more restraint.”
A faint blush bloomed on Levi’s cheeks as his eyes hardened, but he-surprisingly-said nothing. Instead he straightened from his perch against the wall, letting his folded arms drop to his sides as he motioned towards the door.
“I’ll walk you out.” his tone clipped.
Dr. Bernard merely sighed. He turned to give Devon a nod in goodbye before walking out of the room. Just as Levi turned to follow him, he stopped in his tracks.
He glanced over his shoulder to see her struggling with peeling the banana, her wrists wobbling slightly.
He grit his teeth before hastily turning to her and snatching the banana from her hands. He deftly peeled its sides before handing it to her.
She stared up at him for a moment before taking it from him. She knew he’d be mad at her for skipping her meals but it still surprised her.
She waited for some scolding remark but none came—instead he was terse, “How do you feel.”
She’d awoken in the middle of Dr. Bernard examining her so it was only natural for him to want to know. But.. how could she answer that question?
She supposed Dr. Bernard was right in some aspect. She had been feeling a bit lightheaded throughout the day but the only reason why she’d passed out was because of him; that overwhelming sense of pleasure he elicited in her body.
Her throat went dry before her eyes flitted up to him.
“H-how did you do that?” her voice felt low and hoarse to her ears.
His thin brows furrowed, “What.”
Her legs inadvertently squeezed together under the sheets-his eyes followed the action.
She swallowed, “How did you make me feel like that?”
His eyes widened-black fire inflaming within his stare-before he was on her. He bent over her, one hand planted to the headboard while his other hand crept up her knee to her inner thigh, over the blanket.
She shivered, leaning back into the headboard as he cornered her.
His crystalline eyes never left hers, “How’d I make you feel.” his low voice made her heartbeat go off at an erratic rate.
Her throat tightened before losing all train of thought when his hand lightly squeezed her inner thigh. A short gasp leaving her lips as her body jolted. The sharp sense of pain that shot through her was distinct, making her cunt squeeze inwards reflexively. Her insides throbbed, clutching at broken pieces of bliss that she'd felt before.
She glanced down at her now open legs. Last she remembered, she'd mentally instructed herself to squeeze her legs together-to stop his wandering hand, not spread herself wider for him.
Suddenly Dr. Bernard called out from the living room, “Guess I’ll just walk myself out then!”
Levi suddenly wrenched himself away from her-as if having completely forgotten someone else was in the apartment. To be fair, she had too.
“I’ll be back.” he muttered before swiftly exiting the room, shutting the door behind himself.
Her eyes widened when she saw the rumpled pile of sheets stuffed behind the door—an obvious red stain on the old sheets. I bled.. that much? She stared at the stain, feeling a bit unnerved. She hadn't even realized that she bled in the first place.
She glanced down, just noticing that the sheets on the bed were were different than the ones used during their.. sex, he must’ve hastily replaced them before grabbing the Doctor.
She touched her lower belly, belatedly realizing that the cum that’d been there moments ago was gone as well. He was always so particular about his cleanliness… only to fuck like that. She couldn’t quite wrap her head around it.
She swallowed, a wave of exhaustion hitting her. She took a few bites from the banana before laying down.
She thought she distantly heard the familiar low intonation of Levi’s voice speaking to Dr. Bernard. She pulled the sheets up to her shoulders-willingly succumbing to the pull of sleep wafting over her. Her last fleeting thought being—when’s he going to come back?
Unfortunately, it would be a while.
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a/n: AHHHHHHHHHHHNSUFBiebijnadsnfuild :)
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luwha · 2 years
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LET’S TALK ABOUT AI.
Before all, i’d like to say that AI is more complicated than it seems. It’s more than it’s taking jobs. Please read, and please share.
“AI democratizes art.”
It does the OPPOSITE. Art is ALREADY FREE. Anyone can create art, and there’s thousands of mediums to do so. AI wants to make INDUSTRY LEVEL ART. It wants not you to express yourself, but to be able to cheaply replace artists on one of the most lucrative industries on the history of mankind.
AI art takes from you your LEARNING capabilities. It will let you create without understand art and it’s fundaments. It willingly and desirably so crates ART ILLITERACY.
Less people will now pick a pencil. Less will learn. More will need the tool. It deprimes you from actually making it accessible.
“Now Industry is for Everyone.”
That’s misleading on purpose. The AI that needs you to make inputs is on it's baby steps, and it will no longer need you. You’re just helping it to be trained better. The art it makes isn’t suitable for most of places, but will become the status que, lowering the artistry of the industry, creating Netflix level blandness shows, games, series, books, etc.
But it’s cheaper. And bland ass shows and art still sell. They care not.
“It allows me to express myself.”
That’s misleading, and in a evil corp way. It wants you to express yourself through a tool that needs to be paid for. The output is a comercially made, bland product that didn’t allow you to engage meaningfully to it, nor to take your time to self express. 
It DELIBERATLY takes from you your expression, in favor of easy-to-sell images. Under AI, there will be no mona lisa, no the scream and many other arts in which the artist engages with it.
It takes the artist, even you, art soothsayer, from the expression part of it.
-Anecdotal:
I saw on the Artstation protests few artists who, unable to find a seat on industry and moved to other ventures, praising AI. They were putting their own work there to have an input, something they dreamt of making.
Some of them going to the extent to say they no longer needed to sit hours to learn a new skill, or to master their own craft. Ai is taking from them, through glass and mirrors, the chance to ever learn to be a better artist.
The art it makes isn’t what you think
I won’t lie. Ai art is ART, sadly. the art produced there is a small step, and there is ventures wishing to replace writers for shows, things that already happen in lesser extents (Disney and Netflix using algorithms to determine what’s trending to make a show that pleases everyone.)
This isn’t freedom, this is bowing your head down to the lack of art. The lack of art makes movies that can’t be remembered. Why does the 90′s and even the 00′s had so many movies that changed history, but in the 2010′s and forward, you’ll barely name one?
Art is challenging by default, art is expression, is questioning. AI art doesn’t want that. It won’t ever dare to breakthrough, and even when taught to do so, a surface level engagement will make a product palatable, but unworthy of being art.
AI wants to replace the boring “working for hours” and jump to finished piece.
It does indeed, because working with art demands you to be either a person who studies art, or a person who’s sensitive and/or studied to engage with it.
But this is misleading. This is propaganda to convince you that drawing for hours is boring. This is ANTI ARTIST.
AI IS ANTI ARTIST.
First of all, i want to say that we artists would love to welcome EVERYONE to make art, and we do so. The smear campaign against artist aka “art is banana taped to a wall” serves interest of the bigger companies that have ever existed.
It is on their interest to make artists on a bad light, because that allows them, with the non-artists approval, to explore the class of artists. See the VFX art and modern art.
It is infuriating to see the said banana taped to a wall to be worth thousands while we work for years to make half of it. It’s rage, it’s unfair. But the same doesn’t happen when an Ai does the same. Or when Elon musk does the same by making the worst acr ever made. Because the propaganda doesn’t want them to be in bad light.
Understand that we artists are too pissed with the banana. We too think it’s bogus too, but there is a centuries old ANTI ART and ANTI INTELECTUALISM campaign going on, that feeds to interests.
AI ART IS ANTI-HUMAN.
AI seeks to atomate not the boring jobs that makes you work 16h, because if so, automating the dangerous textile industry, human-trauma-machine social media monitoring and even animation would be the first t go. It doesn’t want to replace that, because it’s CHEAPER no to.
They want you to engage less with art, because art makes you a better human being.
ART MAKES YOU HARD TO CONTROL, LESS SUBMISSIVE. Books being burnt isn’t a coincidence, cults not lettings their children engage with card games, movies, series and toys is part of that. Being creative frees you, and AI art, and big money behind... Want none of that.
AI ART WILL NO LONGER NEED YOU.
It needed art to use as samples. Then to use as guidelines, and now fully produce, without referencing other works, a new thing, that stands on it’s own. It’s no longer a complicated photobash. It no longer need artists to feed it on a daily basis.
It will no longer need you in 4 months. It didn’t create the job you think. It will not need you soon enough.
HEAR THE ARTISTS.
We are tired and angry, but please understand. Be patient with us, and please do talk to us. We occupy jobs in which our value and respect is spat on for decades. We may seem aggressive, or even snob, but we are just exhausted and afraid,
We too are human, until none of us are anymore.
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casp1an-sea · 5 months
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Orahlaa “Ora”
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the adult drawing is kind of bad but this is kinda old
Other characters you need to know for her story: Jin
Birth Year: 28 BBY (hold up she’s a year younger than Han? I didn’t know that lmao)
Age at beginning: 5
species: Togruta
Gender: Female, She/Her (at present)
Height: 3’3”
Occupation: youngling?????? Kinda???? Just read lmao
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Backstory: She was taken from an orphanage by Garris shrike when she was a baby and worked for him meaning she knew Han as a child. At one point Aaron Drace was captured by Garris and he reached out to Jin for help. Ora was presented as an ultimatum to Jin, Garris thinking the Jedi would choose rescuing the child over the mercenary. Jin and her Padwan Zac ended up rescuing them both. She does not have usable force abilities but she has no where to go so the council agreed she could be raised in the temple with the other younglings, as promised by Jin and maybe join the service corps when she is older.
Personality: She is a child so who knows yet, she’s quite shy and very clingy
Appearance: She has yellowy-beige skin with typical Togruta markings. Her horns and Leku are pink in color. The white marking on her face is a large splotch over her right eye, a marking resembling a sword down the left side of her face, and a couple spots. Her horns and leku are dotted splotchy and covered in varying stripes. Her eyes are amber colored. She has a small scar on her lip and her left horn cas chopped off as a child. She also has a tattoo identification marking from when she worked fo Garris on her neck and wears purple colored head coverings with blue rhinestone detailing.
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Art by @kira-mortham
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@krenenbaker @elenauaurs @the-banana-0verlord @edith-is-a-cat @dove-da-birb
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Degree of lewdity x reader dead PC mostly murdered
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Alex: You were patrolling the area when you saw Remy men destroying the fence with axes. You marched right up the thugs and demanded them to stop emiditly. You failed the intimidation due to a lack of muscles. The irritated thug raises his axe and swung it towards you, striking your head. The thug pulls his axe from your head back into the air, striking you down multiple times. The other thug watched in horror as you got chopped up into pieces. Once your last limb was chopped off, the two men retreated from which they came. Alex noticed your absence and decided to go looking for you. With the dog being well trained by you, the dog is able to find your location right away. Or what left of you. The dog starts whimpering as Alex spots your mangled corps being a feast for a group of house flies. Alex wasted no time informing the police about his discovery, hoping they'll come quickly. Weeks later, the murder hasn't been cought yet, making your ghost restless. Days later, Alex started falling apart. He saw you as a lover, and now you're gone. He wakes up in his bed with another bottle in hand, recovering from a hangover. With your death staining the farm reputation and having no help, he's been drinking a lot. He knows Remy behind your murder but due to lack of evidence, they couldn't form an arrest. At the end of the day, he looks out the window that gives him the perfect view of the spot he found you dead. He sees your ghost standing there looking back at him. Your chopped off limbs are floating near their proper spot, intimidating there still attached to the body. Alex would always see your ghost watching him in that same exact spot every night staring back at him. He doesn't know why you never move or do this every night, but it brings him a little comfort seeing you each night.
Eden: You're being hunted. There's a bullet casing on the ground. You try to move quickly to get to the safety of town. At bullet whizzes towards you at high speed, impaling your lung from behind. You trip over your own feet, falling to the ground as breathing becomes too painful. There's no way you can survive with an injury like this. All you can do is lay here suffocating. You quickly die from your injuries as Eden comes close enough to see his latest kill. At the site of your body, Eden didn't say a word, but Eden had a bit of guilt for killing you. He picks up your fresh body and finds a nice spot to barry you near the lake and starts digging. Weeks later, Eden would sometimes hear and see things. He'll hear footsteps running away from him but follow him at the same time. Even with his tracking skills, no tracks would be left behind. Walking threw the woods, he saw a figure watching him from the distance within the trees. With the blink of an eye, the figure would be gone. In his cabin, he swares that the wood has an eye that watches his every move. He recognized the figure as you matching your appearance, including the bullet wound. Seems like he wasn't the only one who sees you. At the lake, the students would sometimes gather there telling the story about the girl in the woods. A school girl goes into the woods in search of lichen for her science project only to never return. The only clue that she was in the woods was her blood and bloody bullet. Now, if you ever see her stalking you, it's a sign that you'll be the next one to disappear.
Robbin: When Robbin wasn't in his room, you asked the other orphans about his wearabouts and got a hint from an orphan. Bailey took him to the docs after he failed to pay. Without a second thought, you rushed to the docs, hoping it's not too late to save him. There you find him getting tourtcherd by the doc workers. Not thinking straight, you tried to fight off the men horribly failing. Beaten and bruised like a brown banana, you begged to be Robbin replacement as a last chance to save him. The two men looked at each other, discussing the offer they were presented. Without saying another word, the men freed Robbin from his binding and started tying you up. Robbin ran straight home, leaving you behind. Weeks later, Robbin sat on his bed holding a newspaper with the headline young woman corpse found washed up on the beach. The newspaper expired days ago, but he can't help but feel responsible for your death. Bailey sent him to the docs to die, but you sacrificed yourself for him. It should have been him. He's been seeing Dr. Harper as a therapist as he started seeing a twisted version of you with rotten skin, soaked clothes, with algae all over the body. He's convinced that the guilt took a toll on his mental health, starting to make him hullinate. A tiny part of him feels like you're still here watching over him. It feels like you're watching him when he tries to sleep he'll see a shadow silhouette starting down at him every night when he tries to sleep.
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opalescent-apples · 7 days
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Need to talk about my latest SDV farmer
Coiriel (AKA: Koi)
She/They/He (doesn't know it yet)
Personality: Outgoing, Bold
Favorite
I'm playing a combo of the Dwarven Expansion, Easy Scarp, Better Things, and Cape Stardew. I also added the "raising sea animals" and "legendary fish ponds".
Basically my farmer is an aquatic adventurer named Coiriel. She was an Undine, a water elemental, before she decided to do what her grandpa did and go on land.
To do this, they found the closest thing they could to a sea witch: a man in a starry black suit with skin bluer than the water and thick glasses, as well as a magnificent hat. Coiriel chose their human form to look like him, even if it meant sticking out.
Unfortunately being a human means you need to make a living, which meant a job at Joja corp. Eventually this made him so bored he remembered his grandpa's letter and fled to Stardew Valley. Much better! Living near the riverland, raising his favorite crabs and squid!
(They do not know they are nonbinary yet. Mr. Qi gave them so much gender envy but they still haven't realized it.)
Closest Friends:
Vanilla: Clint, Emily, Leah, Willy
Cape Stardew: Annetta, Jelli (haven't met them yet but I already love them)
East Scarp: Lexi (Best friend!), Nora, Goatherd, Rosa
Potential Spouses (Using the poly mod)
Vanilla: Abigail, Elliot, Krobus (roommate)
East Scarp: Luckiel, Sen, Jacob
Dwarven Expansion: Dwarf (Roommate)
Loved gifts:
Non-Food: "Hell yeah, free treasure! Thanks, friend!" (Married: thanks, love).
Food: "Ooh, you know all my favorite snacks! You're the sweetest!"
Crab, Crab Cakes, Treasure Chest, Diamond, Banana Pudding, Nautilus Shell, Seafoam Pudding, Purple Mushroom, Ginger Ale, All Water Jellies, All Universal Loves except Rabbits Foot (dislike)
(Modded items:
Cape Stardew: Green Tea Mochi, Uva Ursi, Totoro Plush
East Scarp: Rosa's Baklava, Bear Muffin, Summer Pink Lemonade
Dwarven Expansion: Infused Dwarven Spirits, Lava Eel Pie, Iridium Crab Egg, Sunlight Elixir, All Jewelry
Better Things: Blueberry Muffin, Onigiri)
Hated Gifts: "You have five seconds to get that thing away from me."
Kale Only: "This is the worst thing to come out of Stardew Valley."
Kale, Parsnip, Snow Yam, Roots Platter, Coral, Crayfish, Poppyseed Muffin, Shrimp Cocktail, Wild Horseradish, Oil of Garlic, Spiceberry, All Universal Hates (Except Broken Glasses and Broken CDs-liked, and Water Jellies-loved)
(Modded Items
Cape Stardew: Shavegrass Herb
East Scarp: Jelly Cheese Toast, Rosa's Spanakopita
Dwarven Expansion: Repulsive Tonic, Ore Dust
Better Things: Heart Fruit)
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disgruntledseagull · 2 years
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Wow remember when that guy brought up the Banana wars earlier as an example of corporate malfeasance?
From Wiki:
The Banana Wars were a series of conflicts that consisted of military occupation, police action, and intervention by the United States in Central America and the Caribbean between the end of the Spanish–American War in 1898 and the inception of the Good Neighbor Policy in 1934.[1] The military interventions were primarily carried out by the United States Marine Corps, who also developed a manual, the Small Wars Manual (1921) based on their experiences. On occasion, the United States Navy provided gunfire support and troops from the United States Army were also deployed.
So yeah that was the state too.
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