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"Heroes Don't Fail" - Sonic Movie 3 Angst Prediction Fanfic (OUTDATED PLEASE IGNORE LOL)
After Tom fell ill due to protecting him from a bullet, Sonic was left to wonder if his own friends had any faith in him to begin with during their most dangerous adventure yet. He was left to wonder if him and Shadow had more of a similarity than he thought.
Trigger Warnings: Usage of handheld weaponry, child endangerment, light blood, light swearing, implied PTSD
(THIS FIC CONTAINS POSSIBLE SPOILERS FOR SONIC THE HEDGEHOG 3 AND THE FINAL TRAILER. IT IS ONLY A FIC BASED ON MY PREDICTIONS OF A MOMENT IN THE TRAILERS WHERE THE WACHOWSKI BROS ARE OUTSIDE OF A HOSPITAL BUILDING. BUT JUST IN CASE, PROCEED WITH CAUTION. EVERYTHING IS UNDER THE CUT.)
(just a little something before I return to my break thingy lol be back soon <3)
"What the hell is wrong with you, you jerk?!"
What a terrible, terrible time to get caught by G.U.N. officials, and even Commander Walters out of all people. The man responsible for that little girl's death.
Sonic and his friends were SO close to breaking in, and shut down the Eclipse Canon before it accelerated back into space, with the Robotniks, and Shadow the Hedgehog, boarding it.
Controlling it.
And now, because of Walters and his men trapping him and his family in the Robotnik base, surrounding them with their weapons, the moon has a gaping hole for the whole planet to see.
The Eclipse Canon did that.
And G.U.N. just let it happen, all because they refuse to let him and his team get to the weapon of mass destruction in time. They didn't want some randos become the heroes.
Noooo, it had to be the "Guardian Unites of Nations," the big, strong, tough guys who don't give two craps about the people around them. Only their reputation.
Which will surely go down now that Sonic's angry tone finally shown it's furious face.
Sonic never meant to swear in front of the young fox, whose ears were covered by Knuckles' mittens, even though the question was already out by the time Knuckles realized what was spoken.
But just by seeing the commander, who demands answers to why they have random people they don't even remember recruiting, and in an empty base when they should be after that hedgehog and those crazed doctors, he was fueled with rage.
Just not too long ago, Sonic made a truce with Robotnik, big mistake, and along the way found a diary of sorts. A diary that contained everything he needed to know about this Project Shadow, and this Eclipse Canon...
Before he could explain to his brothers what's going on with Shadow, he took them out. ...Again. Definitely Sonic's strongest opponent yet.
With Doctor Robotnik betraying Sonic and his friends, with Shadow himself and Robotnik's grandfather joining him, apparently, they needed extra help from their parents, and even Rachel, whose husband was an agent himself.
They posed as agents, to try and gather all the information about the Eclipse Canon, and take it down, and hopefully find Shadow and the doctors.
But... Walters just had to evade their plans. He just had to ruin everything.
Like how he ruined Shadow's life.
"...Excuse me?" Walters muttered out, taken aback by Sonic's outburst.
"Don't pretend like I don't know! I know what you did all those years ago," Sonic barked, not afraid to step forward in front of armed troops, just to get up close and personal with the commander.
"I have no idea what you're blabbering on about, Sonic," Walters shook his head in disbelief, confused yet seemingly upset at the pissed off hedgehog.
"Forgotten about Maria already, huh?"
The mere mention of her name made the old man's eye brows rose lightly, but no body in the room could tell. But Sonic knew that he wasn't expecting the name to be mentioned again.
He demands an explanation. He demands answers.
"Wh- what about Maria?" Walters asked, nearly fumbling over his question.
"You ever wonder why Shadow turned out the way he is? Looks like you didn't tell us the full story!" Sonic says, his fists clenched into gloved balls, with fingernails nearly poking through the fabric, "You knew all along! You kept all of this from us!"
Tails and Knuckles looked at each other, then back at Sonic who was walking closer to Walters. They don't know who Maria is or why she's involved with Shadow, but it probably might have something to do with that diary Sonic tried to talk about earlier.
"What does any of this have to do with you being in Robotnik's base?"
"Why are YOU in his base? Trying to get rid of more Robotnik related evidences?"
"Sonic," Tom, seeing that Sonic is just a few more steps away from being up to his face, reached his hand out to try and get him away from the old commander, worry showing in his eyes, "step back. He probably has a weap-"
Tom's sentence was cut off when a armed man motioned him back where he was with his gun. The warning only earned the man a death glare from the Donut Lord.
No one tells the Donut Lord to back away from his kid.
"Sonic... I... believe I owe you an explanation." Walters sigh in defeat. His sentence made his nearby men turn to face him. Despite their faces masked, they all seemed perplexed as most of Sonic's friends and family.
"An overdue one," Sonic added in retort, his brow furrowing, appearing threatening to some of the soldiers.
"I was... involved, in the incident from 50 years ago," Walters began, "I never meant to injure Maria, but I never wanted anyone to know about it... I had to cover it up."
Sonic's top muzzle scrunched. Had to cover it up?
"So you just put the blame on an innocent hedgehog?" Sonic asked loud enough to accidentally scare more of the armed men around him.
"Who said he was innocent?" Walters asked, his tone sounding annoyed, "everyone knew that Shadow had incredible power strong enough to possibly wipe out a nation! Innocent or not, he was too dangerous to be around anyone!"
"He was only 'dangerous' because you took away his closest FRIEND!" Sonic's voice cracked on the last word as he screamed it at the commander, scaring him. "You seriously think covering it up is gonna make everyone feel better?!"
Tails and Knuckles grew concerned and thought about intervening, Tom, Maddie and Rachel all exchanged shocked looks at each other, and Randell closed his eyes and looked away, feeling hurt to know about this information his own ex-commander kept from him.
"So G.U.N. has always been a thing, huh?" Sonic asked, hands on his hips, "There's just not a lot of extra-terrestrials around here to keep an eye on, so you have to retire until I came in??"
"...Precisely." Walters, once more, sigh in defeat, facing away from the enraged hedgehog.
So from Sonic's understanding, G.U.N.'s job was to destroy all friendly, alien life who dares to step foot onto beautiful planet Earth? People of this world actually rely on these guys??
"Wow. Some heroes you all are."
"We didn't want Shadow to cause more havoc!"
"YOU caused havoc," Sonic stomps his foot, "YOU guys were responsible for making Shadow feel pain and loss!" He repeated the two words at him. The ones the commander gave to him back at the Chao Garden.
All this time he thought Walters barely had any info on Project Shadow, but he was wrong. Shadow was the victim all along.
"Who says you guys can be heroes after what you've done?! He's not the villain, YOU ARE!!" His eyes glow a sharp, angry blue as he points his finger, not realizing that his hand he used was spitting out electricity at the commander, making him back up.
Because of his powers being exposed, the soldiers threatened their weapons at the blue hedgehog, who was startled by them at first, but remained angry, who glued his focus on Commander Walters.
"Sonic!" Nearly everyone exclaimed, with Tom shouting his name louder than everyone else in the room. He threw his weapon and tried to run towards him, not wanting him to get shot, but one to two men stopped him by pushing him to the ground violently.
"Thomas!" Maddie cried. She would've been by his side by now if it weren't for more soldiers guarding Tom from both her and Rachel. Randell, Tails and Knuckles all saw this too and gasped.
"Tom?" The moment Tom was planted to the ground, he turned around to see his own father figure face down on the glowing red ground.
All of that anger immediately washed away when the possibility of Tom getting hurt entered his mind, and made him vulnerable long enough for Walters to snatch him by the wrist.
"You talk too much, hedgehog," Walters says calmly yet coldly, getting ready to grab his cuffs and take the hedgehog away, along with the others, already having the idea to give orders to his men.
"Sonic!!" Tom shouted, watching this old man putting his dirty hands on his son.
"Dad!!" Sonic cried out, reaching his free hand to his father, who couldn't get up as long as a weapon was aimed right to his head.
Suddenly, a loud BANG goes off, as a bullet nearly went flying to Walters' face, but hit against the wall to his right. He snapped his head to the dent in the wall, then back at the culprit who almost shot him.
Rachel. Eyes huge, out of breath and holding one of the men's guns in her hand.
Everyone's eyes grew huge and their mouths drop agape seeing this woman do something unbelievable, especially her sister Maddie, who is almost terrified of her, if not, proud of her.
"Holy crap," Knuckles unintentionally muttered out for everyone to hear, sounding rather impressed.
"Get. Your hands. Off my nephew!" She warned the commander. Her hands trembled intensely, not wanting to pull the trigger again, but will do whatever it takes to keep her family alive and safe.
There was no response for a couple of seconds, but Sonic, shaking off the speechlessness, turned his head back at the bewildered commander, who was having flashbacks of the last time this woman fought with him.
"You heard the lady," He says, his traditional smirk still having a hint of anger written on it.
He spun into a ball and lunged at him to the stomach, making him hit against the wall.
"RUN!" Sonic ordered his family as he ran off to the nearest exit, and so everyone, fighting off the soldiers, do just that. Maddie stayed behind for a minute to help Tom up, and hugged him, before Walters gets back up.
Sonic didn't really remember all the pathways to this stinky base well enough to know where the heck he was going, or even know where the way out was.
Some nerve that old man has, though. Trying to cover up an accident just to make himself look good? Sheesh.
As long as G.U.N. is out of his way, he can finally deal with the Robotniks and Shadow.
He came to a halt however when he noticed that no body was following him.
"Guys?" Sonic turned around to see no body behind him, and was growing worried.
He runs off to the opposite direction, risking to put himself in Walters' sight again just to rescue him. He just prays that Tom is okay.
But as he makes a quick left turn, Walters was in his sight. With a weapon in hand.
"Hoo boy," Sonic whimpered.
"Trust me. I don't want to do this," Walters says, despite the look of his eyes saying otherwise.
Sonic is the fastest creature in the universe, why does he feel nervous to be held at gunpoint? He should be able to outrun it. He never deemed Walters to be threatening, he's just a jerk.
That's all there is to him.
Why should he be scared? He's not scared. He's not scared of Walters.
He's not scared of his little toy.
"Out of my way, my family's in there!" Sonic barked, ready to put up another fight with this old bully.
"You've learn too much about G.U.N.'s history. No body should know about what happened on the ARK. You have no right to have this information with you." He says, still aiming at the hedgehog.
"I believe I do," Sonic protests, looking at the commander square in the eyes as if the gun was never there to begin with. "If you would've told me what had happened up there all those years ago, I wouldn't have NEVER join your little cult!"
"You didn't really have a choice."
"I feel like I did."
Loud thuds could be heard in the other room. Sonic suspects that his family is either kicking butt, in danger, or both. Probably both since Knuckles is going all out. He could hear his cries every couple of seconds.
They better be okay.
"You lied to me, Walters," Sonic says, his voice quiet yet threatening. "Do you have any idea what Shadow has been through because of your actions? You even made Gerald gone mad because of what you did to Maria!"
"You seriously shouldn't have never learned this information." Walters tries to dodge the question, but he knew it was fruitless.
"You refuse to listen, do you? You refuse to accept that you ain't no hero. Well... you're not." Sonic hissed. "You're a monster! A heartless jerk who only cared about his troops and no body else!"
"We are only doing what we think is right!"
"Nothing you ever did in your life was right."
"We are protectors who face anomalies such as you and Shadow! We don't know how strong your powers are and we worry it could affect the world in ways that damage it!" Walters continued, "I don't believe this world asked for heroes such as yourself."
"Damage it?!" Sonic shrieked with fury, "I saved this world a handful of times from that doctor, and you don't even care?! I saved the world! TWICE! Soon THRICE!"
"Didn't you see the state San Francisco was in?" Walters asked, growing more irritated with this creature. "We had no choice but to unite G.U.N. back because of your actions! And don't even get me started on Green Hills from last year."
"From MY actions-? Pfffft, okay, okay," Sonic "chuckled," "You seriously think that was my fault? Robotnik was the guy who endangered many lives out there, and, as usual, you put the blame on the alien hedgehog."
"Every other life endangering event occurred because of anomalies like you that kept running all around the planet instead of going back to the dirty caves where you belong!"
Dirty. Cave?
Oh, hell no, he did NOT just go there.
"Listen hear," Sonic began, gritting his teeth, "I lost my owl guardian when I was a child and had to live on Earth all by myself for ten years, seven in a cave. Throughout those years I was isolated! I had no body! Then, a twist of fate lead me to my father and mother, who took care of me for years, alongside my brothers, Tails and Knuckles, who went through a troubling childhood as much as I had!"
Sonic never noticed that he called Tails and Knuckles his own brothers, but he was too fumed at the commander to care.
"Even though I have people to care for me," he continued, "Robotnik has the guts to cause chaos in my life, and threatened the world at the same time, but I pulled together with my family and saved the world! More than once!"
Walters was listening, but never shown any signs that he cared. This only made Sonic more angry.
"Sure, there were some property damage, and some people were hurt, but sometimes even heroes make mistakes!" Sonic says, his fists clenched, "But I'm not gonna let that get to me!"
Walters' nose lets out an unimpressed exhale.
"I did my best to keep the world safe- my home safe, and all you do is treat me and my family like dirt!" Sonic raised his voice at him as he took another harsh step forward at him.
"I did more saving than you and your men ever will! You think you have the right to determine whose the hero and who isn't?! No!! You don't! You ruined Shadow's life, I won't let you ruin mine!"
Walters believes he sounded too brave.
"All I wanted to do is to live my life with my family, and I'm tired of people like you making a decision on rather people like me deserve it or not! I HAVE DONE NOTHING WRONG!!"
Sonic panted after finally letting his emotions out. His eyes were shut, he was no longer paying attention to the commander, only his breathing.
He never felt so glad to let it all out like that. But the relief didn't last too long...
"And it's going to stay that way."
Click...
The hedgehog snapped his emerald eyes open after hearing a small creaking sound, to see Walters aiming the gun directing to his face.
"No hero should ever make a single mistake," It was Walters' turn to speak, "after all, heroes don't destroy things. They don't endanger civilians. You're responsible for most of the destruction in San Francisco, and because of Robotnik's obsession with you, your own townspeople have gotten injured, despite the so-called victory."
Sonic backed up two steps.
"Are you certain heroes do these things? Most specifically, you?"
He backed up two more steps.
"Shut up," he muttered.
"I'm not letting a bunch of alien troublemakers take my place as protector. You didn't even have the courage to rescue your owl. With a reputation like that, why should you not let it get to you?"
He does have a point. He tried to go back to save her from the Echidna, but... he was too late.
"You're no hero. You're just some kid, a dangerous one. A hazard. A weapon!" Walters barked the word right at him, making him jump.
"You seriously believe the world is yours? Sorry, but after what happened on the ARK, I'm not taking any chances. This world doesn't need another disaster. It doesn't need another failure."
His finger prepared to pull.
His own words took over Sonic's brain.
How could he let them take over so easily?
Sonic isn't a failure! He's-
BANG!!
Sonic shuts his eyes tight, not fully prepared for the bullet, but nothing had happened. He opened his eyes again to see a person standing right in front of him, shielding him from Walters' gun.
As he got a good look at him, he gasped. His ears pinned to his head. His worst nightmare came true.
Tom Wachowski, groaning quietly as some blood leaked through his shirt, while he was still guarding him from the commander.
He took the bullet for Sonic.
Tom is hurt. And it was because Sonic didn't run away.
Despite the pain shocking his body, Tom weakly opened his right eye and barely smiled at his little Blue Devil. "Make me proud, son," he whispered before collapsing to the ground.
Everything around him went dead silent. All he could do was stare at the seemingly lifeless body of the person who saved his life.
How could he make him proud when he was one who killed him?
How could he make anyone proud now?
Maybe Walters was right.
With a loud cry, before Walters could react, Knuckles delivered his most brutal punch to the commander, slamming him to the wall, knocking him unconscious.
The sound of a harsh slam to the metal wall knocked Sonic back to his senses.
"Hedgehog! They took Maddie and Ra- ...Thomas?" Knuckles just now noticed the body of Tom laying in front of a panicked Sonic. The echidna's purple eyes rose with concern, praying that what he's looking at isn't what he's looking at right now.
Sonic's eyes began to swell with tears as he looked back at his brother. "Where's Mom...?"
His question broke his heart. Despite remaining quiet, Sonic knew the answer, and was more devastated.
"Is everything okay in here?" The young fox called out, slightly afraid to come around the corner.
"Everything's..." Knuckles stopped himself. No. Everything is not fine. G.U.N. captured Maddie, her sister, and Tom appeared to be severely injured.
Not to mention that the mad doctors and that monster are still on the loose.
Everything is not fine.
"We're getting out of here." Knuckles says, picking up Tom bridal style, and ran off in a rush.
Tails came in just to time for a hurt Donut Lord to not come into his view. A defeated, glossy eyed Sonic didn't make it any better though.
"Sonic? Where's Tom?"
All the hedgehog could do is blink.
It was enough to give Tails the upsetting conformation.
-
Gloomy, dark clouds loom over the city of London. Roads were beginning to form puddles from the light rains that have been pouring down for a good hour or so.
An hour seemed like a trillions years to find out if one person is gonna survive a bullet or not.
Sonic, Tails and Knuckles were outside, barely dried off from the rain speaking with one of the G.U.N. agents, that was informing them about their father's well being.
"The good news is, however," she was speaking with the boys for a good while now, each of them showing concern in their own ways. Knuckles tries not to show it, and was listening closely, Tails was holding one of his tails, and Sonic, still recovering from the earlier incident, twiddled his fingers, wanting to hear the good news already.
"he wasn't hit near the heart, but the bullet was pretty close to the lungs. He will need to undergo surgery, so he has to remain in the hospital until then. Other than that, no other injuries have occurred as far as I'm concerned."
The trio didn't say a word, but they understood. They're just glad, at least mentally, that Tom is gonna be okay, but it'll be a while until he's able to wake up.
"Thanks for telling us," Tails says quietly, not really looking at the agent in the eye.
"As for your mission, I... really wish I could help," she says. She was concerned for the boys' well being, and thought about helping them, but after hearing word about the commander getting injured, she needed to be in a hurry.
"No you don't," Sonic mumbled, doubting her sincerity.
She sighed through her nose. She should've expect the boys treating this way to her. But it's understandable why they're acting like this.
"Could you at least tell us if Maddie and Rachel are okay?" Tails looked up at her with hope in his eyes. He doesn't want anyone to get hurt like Tom.
"They are confined until further notice. There's nothing I can do."
Sonic refuses to look at her.
"I hope you boys make things right and take care of those freaks up there," she says, "because if you fail on your mission, no one will forget this. Keep that in mind."
It was the last thing she said before making her leave. The trio watched as she goes, as they were left with the sentence floating in their heads.
Knuckles seemed calm, he has certainly been through worse, but he hasn't gotten a look at Sonic or Tails yet. They both seem distraught. This is their biggest adventure yet, and possibly their deadliest.
She's right. They cannot fail. No matter what.
Sonic closes his eyes and turned away from his friends, thinking. Tails and Knuckles looked over with concern.
"Sonic, y-you're not thinking about giving up, are you?" Tails asked nervously. A lot has happened, but there still all the time in the world to turn everything back to normal. Hopefully.
"Never," Sonic responded. He turned back around to face them. He never looked so serious. "It's not over until I say it's over."
Hearing that definitely lift Tails' spirits. "Oh! That's great! I'm so relieved!"
"What about the Eclipse Canon? How do we stop it now?" Knuckles asks, turning to face Tails. "It's already activated with the use of the Emeralds, which we cannot reach to unless we're in the ARK."
"Aw, shoot, you're right," Tails' smile faded away in an instant after hearing the mention of the Chaos Emeralds. "Ugh, if only I knew G.U.N. were to show up then we would've-"
"Do not blame yourself, fox. You did all you could," Knuckles reassures.
"I guess you're right, but what about Shadow? We can't get to him here, he's probably up in space by now! Maybe if I can somehow find a way to steal a space shut-"
"'We?'"
Sonic's voice caught Tails and Knuckles' attention.
"Nah," he says, "I'M going after him."
"What??" They both cried in confusion.
...Is he serious? Why is Sonic thinking about facing that guy on his own? Why without their help?? There's no way he's serious. When was the last time he was ever serious?
"Sonic, are you- are you hearing yourself? That is suicide!" Knuckles cried, "You don't even know the full power he's capable of!"
"Hes right, Sonic," Tails added for Knuckles' sake. They got the taste of Shadow's power firsthand. He knew that fighting Shadow alone would be a nightmare. "This is a bad idea."
"When does that ever stop me?" Sonic says, furrowed brows and fists clenched again to show the dead seriousness in his face.
Oh, dear lord, he is serious.
"I faced Eggman twice," The blue hedgehog continued, "once in a flying pod, and in a giant death mech, with the Emeralds! I can take on a super hedgehog."
"He obliterated us!" Tails says, "He's way too powerful! What if he hurts you and we can't save you in time?"
"I'll be fine," Sonic answered, his eyes lowered and away from Tails, "besides, I don't want you guys to get hurt."
Walters' words were still fresh in his brain. He couldn't help but think that maybe he did cause some destruction while saving the world, but he won't let it happen again this time. He won't let his brothers- his friends, get hurt.
He didn't notice that Knuckles looked slightly offended from being pushed aside from a fight. "But Sonic," he says, "we are strong enough to protect ourselves and you."
"I know, but I especially don't want you, Knuckles, to go overboard on Shadow. I think he's been through enough."
Knuckles blinked. "What do you mean?"
"He lost a friend on the ARK, remember?" Sonic says. "He's probably mad at the world because of that..." His expression seemed hurt from the thought of losing someone that close. He's been there...
But after thinking for a moment, his eyes began to twinkle with hope, and a small smile rose on his muzzle. "...but maybe if I can try and reason with him and change his mind, then our problems will be solved!" He exclaimed, beaming at his friends.
Tails and Knuckles earned him very lost looks.
"'Reason' with him? Oh, sweet mother of Tikal..." Knuckles messaged the bridge of his muzzle, not believing what was spoken just now.
"Sonic, there is no point in trying such thing," he says, "He is blinded by rage. How could he listen to you?"
"There... there is a way. I know there is!" Sonic spoke, sounding unsure if he knows a way at all. He just hopes that Shadow would listen to him somehow...
"Sonic," his tone rose for a moment to get Sonic to listen, "he tried to destroy us, and now he's trying to destroy the planet! Do you honestly believe this monster will, just, stop from your useless plea?"
Sonic stared at him like he killed a man.
"He's not a monster," he says, "he was just blamed for something he didn't do."
"That was in the past," Knuckles argued, "this is the present! We are dealing with Shadow's action NOW! His actions now is what makes him a-"
"I'll find a way to stop him, Knuckles," Sonic explained, "Besides, he'll probably listen to me because of how similar we are! We both lost someone really important a long time ago... ...Wait, is Shadow, like, an old dude now or-?"
"He was frozen, Sonic." Tails corrected, his eyes stabbing him with disapproval.
"...So, does that make him, like, Captain America, or somethin- BUT ANYWAYS, anyways," Sonic stops himself from going off topic.
"H-he used to have a human friend and those G.U.N. jerks took her away, and I used to have Longclaw before I came to Earth..." He looked down at his shoes and scratched the back of his head, not wanting to bring himself back to a difficult time of his life, nor wanting to think about what he had read in that diary.
"But Shadow is nothing like you," Knuckles mentioned, "Just because you both have 'similar' pasts, that does not mean it will stop Shadow from being destructive."
Sonic couldn't help but feel scolded in some way. Maybe it was because he read the diary and never got the chance to show Tails and Knuckles before Shadow came in.
They never knew what Shadow been through. It's understandable that they were cautious over this plan, but... it seemed like Knuckles doesn't believe everything Sonic is saying.
...is he?
"Well, I mean... I guess me and Shadow do have a lot in common," Sonic says, "We're both hedgehogs. We both run pretty fast. We both have really cool kicks. And... we were doubted."
Tails blinked. "Wh-what? Sonic, we didn't doubt you."
"You guys don't even believe what I said, didn't you?" he stressed, "I read those diary pages. I know what happened! I'm not lying just to make friends with an emo hedgehog!"
"No, no! I believe you!" Tails cried, waving his hands at Sonic. He had no clue that Sonic was feeling this way the whole time.
"Yeah, right!" Sonic says, hand on hip. "You guys don't even believe that I can handle Shadow on my own! You guys... really don't think I can do this?" his ears flopped to his head, looking at his friends, begging them to be on his side.
"Not on your own." Knuckles stated.
"At least wish me luck or something! Gosh, why are you... why are you guys loosing faith in me?" Sonic asked, sounding defeated.
Tails' two tails dropped to the ground. He wasn't loosing faith in him! He was just worried for his well being. Tom is already in the hospital and Maddie and the rest of her family are being held somewhere. He doesn't want to loose anyone else.
He believed him, one hundred percent. He never meant to make Sonic believe otherwise. He felt awful making his own hero feel this way.
Knuckles, however, thought Sonic is just saying all this just to battle on his own. Does this hedgehog know that they are in a middle of a crisis?!
"We didn't say that we're loosing faith..." Tails spoke sadly.
"You didn't, but I know you are," Sonic looked away, his eyes set on the hospital building. The one Tom is staying at for God knows how long.
The one Sonic himself put him in.
It makes sense that his own friends think that he couldn't do this right, but it doesn't make it hurt any less. Aren't they suppose to support him?
Like a good team he thought they were?
"I'm not gonna lie," Sonic began, his voice breaking but barely hid it, "I'm kind of disappointed of you both."
Knuckles' face grew disgusted and Tails tugged at his own hand.
...disappointed?
"I am doing all I can to make everything go back to normal," he continued, "and nothing is working so far because stupid Ro-butt-nik ruined everything, and stupid G.U.N. caused more problems and...! Ugh, and you guys aren't making it any better!"
Knuckles scowled down at the blue hedgehog. He had no right to be disappointed at the Echidna Warrior.
"None of this wouldn't have happened if we didn't put our trust into that mustached mad man!" he roared at his face, "So, technically speaking, YOU ruined everything!"
Sonic froze.
He, ruined everything...?
They recruited Tom and Maddie and family to help them on their mission, went to London to find the ARK before the Robotniks do, G.U.N. stormed them first, and the Robotniks got away with not only the ARK, but the Chaos Emeralds included, which helped powering on the Eclipse Canon, which cut the moon in half just now...
...and it was all Sonic's fault?
"Didn't you see the state San Francisco was in? We had no choice but to unite G.U.N. back because of your actions!"
Sonic blinked twice. Walters' words haunted him once more.
"You know what Robotnik has done to us in the past, and you seriously think he was our last chance at victory?!" Knuckles cried.
"You didn't even have the courage to rescue your owl. With a reputation like that, why should you not let it get to you?"
The longer he stared at Knuckles, the more his emerald eyes loose their spark.
"You think it's so easy to have all of our sworn enemies magically become friends?! is that your plan? Because it sure is a ridiculously stupid one." Knuckles stated.
"Knuckles, quit it!" Tails protested.
"No hero should ever make a single mistake. After all, heroes don't destroy things. They don't endanger civilians."
He breathed heavily. Walters just won't shut up.
"No hero should ever make a single mistake."
He won't shut up!
"No hero should ever make a single mistake."
"No hero should ever make a single mistake."
"You think I'm stupid?!" Sonic yelled. The fox backed up, startled by Sonic's scream.
"You think I didn't see any of this coming, no matter how much I hoped it wouldn't happen?! You think I believed that Robotnik was our only hope?!"
"Yes." Knuckles answered with a straight face, unaffected by his anger.
Sonic's left eye twitched. This damn Echidna. He didn't believe him from the start. He didn't think this plan was the best he could come up with!
When they were chained up after getting knocked out it was punishment enough. He didn't need Knuckles the Echidna to remind him how much he failed.
He could've at least pretend to have faith in him instead of being brutally honest. Then again, Knuckles is a terrible liar.
Knuckles lying would be more worse than just being honest anyway. Who in the right mind would lie about how amazing and clever and heroic Sonic is?
Tails and Knuckles, apparently.
Sonic hated Walters' guts, but he hated how much he was right more. Out of all the mistakes he could ever make in his life, as a sorry excuse for a hero, is to put his faith on two "friends" who have never supported him from the beginning of the mission.
Or even the beginning of their adventures in general.
He tried, so hard, to make everything according to plan, but it all came crashing down, because he had to make a truce with Eggman. He even put Tom in the hospital because he didn't get the chance to run away from a stupid bullet.
And what did his friends do after all that? They criticize him.
He is fully aware of how imperfect he is, but Knuckles made him open his eyes. But especially Walters. No one had faith in him. He was never a hero, and he was too blind to realize that. Until now.
But he will fix everything. On his own. He will reclaim his title, without the help of his friends.
In a blink of a second, Sonic's eyes glow a sharp blue. If this is how his friends treat him after everything, then so be it.
Sonic scoffed a snarky chuckle.
"Well then," he says, raising his voice at first, "if we're playing the blame game, then THIS, is all Tails' fault!" He points at the young fox.
His ears folded downward. "What...?"
What did he do??
"That's right. Blame me for being a failure and see what happens!" Sonic barked him, stomping his foot.
Knuckles' violet eyes rose. Why the hell is he yelling at this poor child??
"Maybe YOU wouldn't have failed if you try to figure out what to do when G.U.N. showed up! I thought you were smarter than that, Miles!" he cursed his real name.
Tails gasped and back away, hugging on of his fluffy tails. His eyes fluttering as tears began to form.
Knuckles is having none of it.
"How dare you scold the young fox like that!" Knuckles walked up close and personal with Sonic, shielding Tails from him. He snarled at the hedgehog, but it didn't scare him off.
"Sonic, what is wrong with you," Tails croaked, his voice breaking. "I did my best!"
"I'm doing my best too, but no body seems to care!"
"ENOUGH!" Knuckles ordered Sonic loud enough for the whole area to hear. It was enough to make him back away a bit.
"We are supposed to be a team," he reminded calmly yet angrily, "why are you acting this way, hedgehog?"
"Because you don't think Shadow is capable of change." Sonic answered, forcing himself to not cry in front of Knuckles, "you don't believe in him. You don't believe in ME. And you know what? Even if I needed help, I wouldn't rely on people who don't believe in me!"
"I do believe in you!" Tails cried, a tear streaming down his muzzle. He never felt so heartbroken in his life. He did rely on Sonic. He looked out for him. He couldn't believe what was happening.
Why is his own hero acting so harsh to him? ...he probably deserved it.
Knuckles made sure Tails was still behind him in case the hedgehog does anything rash.
Sonic didn't hear a thing Tails said, and he refused to.
"I'm tired of losing other people," Sonic continued, now yelling, "I nearly lost Tom, I am NOT gonna lose the entire world, and I won't let you stop me!"
Tails held onto Knuckles' huge hand. The gesture only made Knuckles grow more angry. Sonic is scaring the small fox. He should not have done that.
"I am not gonna argue with you guys in a middle of a crisis that could only worsen if I'm not doing something about it!" He pointed at the duo. Then he walked up to Knuckles, his eyes glaring right at him like daggers.
"Besides, KNUCKLES, you are way too simpleminded to even listen to a word I say because all YOU care about is kicking someone's butt," Sonic hissed, not afraid of what the Echidna is about to do next.
"Simpleminded?"
He closed his eyes, and breathed through his nose.
He should be.
Knuckles carefully pushed Tails to his side, and then backed up a few steps. "Take it back," he ordered quietly, brow bridges furrowing as he glared back at the hedgehog.
"Make me," he opened up his arms. He could clearly see that this warrior is about to duke it out. If that's the case, he's ready to throw hands whenever.
Knuckles growled. Loudly.
"Take. It. BACK!" He roared as he smacked both of his own fists, causing fire to burst out ablaze out of his gloves, complete with his power surge spiraling all over his body.
Sonic formed his fists tight, his own power surge sparkling as well. His eyes zapped the same blue as before as his quills began to glow.
"Make me!"
It's go time.
Sonic and Knuckles charge at each other, delivering powerful punches to one another, some they dodged, most they certainly came in contact.
Knuckles tried to kick Sonic in the stomach, but as he tried to do so, Sonic zipped behind him and dragged him by his quills and threw him to the nearest police car.
The echidna made a dent on the door and the sirens began to blare off, but no body cared, except for Tails, who was stressed out enough already. He covered his ears, the sound of the police siren bothering his eardrums.
Sonic punched Knuckles in the face twice, but it had no effect. He's just too strong. Knuckles snorted, finding the attack rather unimpressive.
It was his turn to punch back.
POW!!
Sonic goes flying off a few feet away from Knuckles, as he stretches briefly before going back to his fighting stance.
The blue hedgehog gets up, rubs his bruised nose and growled at the Echidna Warrior.
"Stop fighting!" Tails plead.
As if this day couldn't get any worse, two of his favorite people in the galaxy are beating themselves up because of an unsuccessful mission that was probably his own fault.
His family is falling apart. He didn't ask for this.
"See? I told ya, didn't I?!" Sonic barked, his fist shaking, ready to punch that dumb red cherry straight to the concrete. "Fighting is all you focus on! You wanna remain victorious! Undefeatable!"
Sonic came running full speed and landed his fist straight to Knuckles' face. He tumbled on the ground before quickly getting back up, sprinting behind him.
"And all you care about is your reputation!" He spit back, before delivering back his own punch.
"Bull-crap!!"
"You are such a child!"
Sonic spun into a ball before lunging himself right into Knuckles' gut, barely weakening him. Still in his ball form, and rolled laps around him, trying to confuse him, before kicking him hard in the chin.
"I know what I'm doing! You both stay out of this! I don't need your help!" Sonic roared, his power surge growing stronger and unstable. He may be unable to keep his powers at bay, but he couldn't care less.
He just wants Knuckles to back off.
"You haven't a single clue what you are doing, you blue buffoon," The Echidna stated, raising his flaming fists of disaster, ready to set that hedgehog's pathetic face of fire.
"You call yourself a hero after the way you treat your teammates?! You are no such thing until you get your act together!"
"Shut up! Shut up!" A whirring sound grows louder and louder, unable to hold his power together anymore. He was too angry. He was too blinded by rage.
He is sick and tired of being criticized as an imperfect hero. He tried his best. He tried so hard. Why won't it be easy? Why can't everything just go his way?
Why does his family hate him so much?
"Just shut up, you Knucklehead!!!" Sonic screamed at the top of his lungs before shooting himself right into Knuckles at scary speed, preparing to pound the living daylights out of him.
"STOP!"
WHAM!!
Thud...
Sonic's heart nearly stopped.
The light in his once enraged emerald eyes faded away in a second the instant he's seen what he had done.
His powers died down. Now his fur is a dull blue.
It didn't stop his hands from trembling, however.
His ears bent back. He step back a few steps, not letting his eyes off the small, fox, that was once in his way, now many feet away from the duo, not moving a muscle.
His tails were limp for an uncomfortable amount of time. No sound was made from the fox. He remained still on the ground.
For seconds. Too many seconds.
Sonic's mouth quivered. He refuse to believe it.
He punched him. He punched his own little buddy. He hurt him.
"What have I done?"
"Tails!" Knuckles cried out his dear brother's name as he ran towards him, leaving a shocked Sonic by himself.
The Echidna rolled onto the ground as he grabbed Tails by his arms and cradled him close, checking for any injures, and making sure he's alive.
"Tails, are you alright? Speak to me!" He begged the young motionless fox, putting his hand up to his face, checking for blood and cuts.
Sonic watched from afar. The strongest fighter in the galaxy, holding onto a small child for dear life, begging for him to wake up. He caused this.
"Is he...?" he never finished his question. Somehow he knew the answer, but he just prayed it's not really true.
"He's... unconscious." Knuckles said to himself at loud.
Sonic placed both of his hands over his mouth slowly. He was in disbelief.
He knocked his little brother out.
Knuckles and Tails may be a few feet away from him, but to him it felt like millions and millions of miles away. He never felt so divided from his own friends.
How could he do this? To his own little brother?
...his little brother.
Dear God, he hurt his little brother.
How could he?
This small fox, who he bonded with for months, under the same roof, and spend good and bad times with alongside Knuckles, is knocked out because of him.
This tiny, precious baby, who admired him, protected him, fought by his side with, and even looked up to him, is not responding to anything Knuckles is doing.
He hurt him. He yelled at him.
What the hell was he thinking??
What kind of a hero is he hurting his own little brother like that?
His heart completely shattered into pieces the second Knuckles turned his head at him.
This strong Echidna, who has fought the toughest battles and the meanest bad guys before his arrival on Earth, has never looked so lost and distraught.
There were tears swelling in those violet eyes of his.
Knuckles just witnessed a small child got the soul knocked out of him by a speeding hedgehog, and didn't even save him in time.
It terrified him.
It made Knuckles cry. Knuckles never cries.
Sonic made Knuckles cry.
Throw anything at the Echidna, and he'll brush it off, but an injured fox would break him down in seconds.
Sonic may have hurt Knuckles physically, but he was destroyed on the inside just the sight of this small unconscious fox with a huge, purple bruise on his cheek.
Knuckles and Tails had such a bond so close, it would only make sense for Knuckles to break down like this.
The whole scene was just so horrifying for Sonic to watch.
He caused this scene. He hurt his own brothers.
His own brothers who he took in after they dealt with such a troubling childhood. Having either loosing a family, or never having one to begin with.
He gave them everything they ever truly wanted. He gave them a family. A happy life on Earth.
And now, he gave them something they'll both never, ever forget.
Betrayal.
"No hero should ever make a single mistake."
He let Walters' words get the better of him. His own words were his own weapons against his brothers.
Walters managed to break Sonic to the point where he endangered his own brothers.
Because of his fear of failure, it lead him to hurting his own brothers.
Whom he was supposed to protect.
His own fears took over him, making him appear as the bad guy to Knuckles. All over again.
Because of his failure as a hero, Knuckles may never look at Sonic the same way again...
Perhaps it could be true, as Knuckles shuts his eyes tight, and turned away from the speechless hedgehog, trying to calm himself down.
Him and Shadow really do have a lot in common after all.
Knuckles took a few deep breaths. "Keep calm... Don't let it out... Seal it in..."
Seal what in? What was he talking about?
Knuckles exhaled deeply, feeling more relaxed, but still in slight distraught when he opened his eyes back up, seeing the unconscious fox back in his view.
He couldn't bare to look at the poor thing any longer. he shuts his eyes tight again. He will find a way to nurse him back to health.
The hospital is right there. Hopefully the doctors know how to take care of an alien fox.
"Kn-Knuckles...?" Sonic mumbled his elder brother's name, reached his hand out slowly to him, praying he's not too mad at him now that he calmed himself down.
"Leave."
...Or maybe not.
Sonic pulled his hand back, stabbed in the heart by that one word. He doesn't really want to leave his friends behind. Not after what he had done.
He never meant for any of this to happen. He never meant to go so hard on them. He just doesn't want them to get hurt.
He just doesn't them to go too far on Shadow.
Another fight with Shadow is long overdue, but he knows what he has been through. He knew deep down he wouldn't listen, but talking things out won't work forever.
He just didn't want his brothers to make things harder for him than it already has, but he never meant to hurt them either.
Shadow is just a rival, but Tails and Knuckles are his brothers. Hurting them is a different story entirely.
They mean so much to him as much as Tom and Maddie. His parents.
He has injured his family. He had failed them.
...but hopefully not the world.
There is still time to stop the Eclipse Canon from powering up, and stop the Robotniks for good, and taking care of Shadow. It's just Sonic doing all the work now.
His family needed rest to heal anyways. He has put them through enough trouble. No more mistakes. No more hurting.
He's doing this alone. For them.
"I'll leave," Sonic croaked quietly, but loud enough for Knuckles to hear, "but I'll fix everything. I promise. Once I'm done with Shadow, I'll go and you won't need me anymore, and that's fine."
He sniffled, turning away from his brothers. He doesn't want to see them in that state anymore.
"I'll be okay on my own. I've done it before... I promise I won't bother you guys again..." Sonic says. Despite his small smile, he was screaming and sobbing on the inside.
"You have every right to be upset at me, but it won't change how I love you. And because I love you is why I'm going alone. I hope you understand. ...Goodbye, big bro."
With a burst of speed, Sonic ran off in seconds, leaving a blue blur behind him. Now it's just Knuckles, and a small motionless pup in his arms.
Deep down, Knuckles didn't want Sonic to leave, but he was just so angry at him...
He doesn't deserve to be alone. No body does.
Shadow doesn't deserve it either.
But he was still angry at him, especially. But he'll deal with him later. Sonic can't handle Shadow on his own, even though the blue hedgehog is full of surprises.
He'll deal with everything later. His baby brother's well being is his number one priority.
He pulled Tails in closer where his head meet his chest, and pressed his muzzle against his bangs, giving him the most comfortable hug he could ever receive.
"I won't leave you until you are all better, my dear brother," he whispered to him, still holding onto him as if he was just a small baby.
He sat there on the wet concrete, ignoring the cold shivers, and remained there until the fox is okay.
He is not loosing another member of his tribe. Not again.
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Randell watched from afar. He wasn't there to witness everything, but he's gotten enough context to understand what had happened.
He stood there, his arms crossed, watching Knuckles holding onto Tails for dear life.
He still can't believe these are the dangerous aliens Walters was freaking out over for so long. They're just children. Children longing for a home.
And because of Walters' actions, these poor kids have been separated.
He turned away, crossed with his ex-commander. He could've just let them get to the ARK first. He could've just left them alone. But he didn't. He just had to be the villain.
"When I see him, he will not ignore me again," he said, before walking off.
He gave a promise to himself that if Walters won't leave this family alone, he's gonna have to take drastic measures.
He doesn't care about the consequences. The only thing he cares about is his family. And the planet they belong in.
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#tw gun#tw child endangerment#tw swearing#tw ptsd#tw blood#sonic wachowski#miles tails wachowski#knuckles wachowski#movie shadow#movie maria#tom wachowski#maddie wachowski#rachel wachowski#randell wachowski#commander walters#movie robotnik#gerald robotnik#sonic fanfiction#sonic movie fanfiction#sonic movie 2020#sonic movie 3#sonic movie 3 spoilers#I hope you like HEAVY angst with zero comfort 😈#If this gets zero reblogs I'm just gonna quit writing altogether because I AM SO GODDAMN PROUD OF THIS ONE#I'll admit it's probably a tad bit outdated because I have better predictions for the movie but THAT DIDN'T STOP ME#I do NOT wanna scrap this I am WAY too proud of my work here for once#And so I am FINALLY FOR REAL gonna take a break from Tumblr for the holidays. I'll be back either before or after New Year's#Hope you enjoy my best work yet please PLEASE make sure to reblog to spread this around it would mean the entire world to me 💕#I'll be back soon and Happy Holidays you silly goofballs. 🎶 Please stay safe.
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I'm bored so have some random characters that I kin 👍👍👍
Feel free to reblog with a list or image of your kins, I'd love to see it
#yes i have been through some heavy things in my life#especially as a child#3rd grade my unbeloved#okay maybe mainly as a child#i'm okay now though#healing takes time#i'd go into it but i don't feel like making a big serious post#please don't try to theorize my trauma or anything#i'm a real person#not a character#if you guys can figure out what kind of personality i have off of this though#please go ahead#i have like no identity so#like i can't describe myself at all#but yeah#here's my kinlist
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hi there. heres your every-so-often reminder that incest and sexual abuse portrayed in a positive light is a bad thing and that should not be up for debate but here we are.
#every so often i am reminded that many of you people do actually value jacking off more than victims of horrific acts#and i hope it is understandable why that is deeply upsetting.#by romanticizing and fetishizing these very real traumatic events that occur you are normalizing these actions to yourself and others#no matter how much you may argue that its all fictional you will inevitably become desensitized to the real thing#it is a horrible rabbithole to fall down and one that is incredibly difficult to escape'#i dont want anyone else. especially younger people. have that normalized the way it was for me when i was a child#sorry for getting heavy i just had to see some very upsetting posts from a mutual i thought i respected#may delete this in a bit but here it is for now.#doc talks
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the thought of cracking the spine of a book makes kevin nauseous. he like opens it just enough to see the words and holds the book at such uncomfortable angles to read— anything to keep the book pristine and intact. he does not let people borrow his books because he is a control freak (as a term of endearment) and does not trust them to take care of them the way he does.
and andrew is the complete opposite, cracking the spine as soon as he opens it. he annotates in pen. he dog ears the pages because who the fuck has time to find a bookmark. he throws books out of anger. he throws them at aaron for fun. he lets them get smashed and torn in his bag. he always keeps them, he just prefers them to look like they’ve been read.
#someone asks kevin what he’s reading and he doesn’t say the name he just explains the ENTIRE plot of whatever historical thing it is#then is like oh….it’s [book] by [author]….#someone asks to borrow a book from him and he’s like “i’m sure the library has it”#andrew probably reads horror and sci fi#he probably fucks with stephen king heavy#i refuse to believe andrew “eidetic memory” minyard is “aLLeRgiC tO boOkS”#have you heard him speak… so poetic for what#i fucking know he’s read shakespeare. he hated it but he read it#imagining andrew as a child in foster care escaping in fantasy worlds to get away from his real life is doing something. bad. to me#kevin reads historical fiction and nonfiction#my baby has a special interest and i will do nothing but respect that#“kevin how often do you think about the roman empire”#“…every time i turn on the faucet… why…?”#and when they stare blankly at him he goes on a RANT about roman acqueducts and how they were#“—LITERALLY REVOLUTIONARY WHY ARE YOU LOOKING AT ME LIKE THAT??? we would not have running water THINK ABOUT THAT for ONE SECOND”#neil josten doesn’t read. he can’t sit still long enough to#aftg#kevin day#andrew minyard#all for the game#the foxhole court#tfc
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in retrospect i knew deathly hallows was not going to be the book i wanted it to be when remus lupin, 37 year-old man and beloved friend of james potter, begs to abandon his pregnant wife and soon-arriving newborn to have fun cool adventures with his friend's kid in the woods
#and he's like 'oh it could be a werewolf it could be dangerous' SO YOU'RE LEAVING HER ALONE TO TAKE CARE OF IT??#hitting and kicking and punching and biting. for real#as a teenager i read that scene and thought harry came across as mean. now i read it and i'm like GO HARDER HE NEEDS TO CRY#and it's like i get it he IS a marauder he IS avoidant he DOES have trust issues (understandable)#but i feel like that scene. lacks an understanding of how serious that is. and that like. he had zero qualms with it until harry shamed him#and like — he DIDN'T see the error of his ways. harry rejected him!#if harry had been like “okay having an adult would be nice” then teddy would never have met his father! fuck!#and idk i feel like the scene is not appreciating how heavy it is to Walk Out On Your Child#like oh okay. you are going to traumatize your infant son. bc you're scared he's going to have YOUR medical condition? fucker.#anyway the reason i have a problem with it from a writing pov (apart from character like even assuming it's a fine character move)#is because there's no plot reason to it. it's one of the last scenes we ever get with remus and it basically#sticks him and tonks in a box until it's time to kill them!#why in a book that's a million pages long do we never see most of the characters fighting this war?
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I was the tiger, and no one understood me. Everyone else was domestic. Everyone else knew not of fear.
I was supposed to be domestic. A child’s toy. I was supposed to be tame and docile. I was not. The boy pulled my ears and my tail and was cruel. The father averted his eyes. The mother encouraged it.
The Mother didn’t understand what it meant to be domestic. The mother thought she knew better than anyone else. The mother thought she understood me.
It was the mother who chased me down with a kitchen knife after my claws broke the boys skin. Howling her anger, she pursued me out of the house, but she could not keep up once I ran.
I was the tiger, and no one understood me, but I didn’t understand anyone either. Other animals could speak, I watched them do it with narrowed eyes, but I could not. What had the mother done to me? What had the mother denied me?
I found a shop that smelled like home, and the strange man fed me a pastry. It stuck to my teeth, tasted like cinnamon and marshmallow. I understood him. He understood me. I could not stay, the mother was still looking for me.
I found joy on a beach rich with fish. The mother came to me there, and I swam away. She understood me, then, and threw her knife to the ground. I did not understand her, so I waited in the water until she left. It was warm.
#so. weird dream last night#I was also a human at a few points in this dream but that didn’t seem important#it didn’t change how anyone treated me#I was supposed to be a family pet set in a society where#due to magic#all animals are domesticated and can speak. but the mother didn’t believe in the magic#so I never got my dose. she thought she could control me#I didn’t mean to wound the boy— despite his parents he was. he was a child. who did not have anyone to teach him better#but I was a tiger and I had claws#also. man. I wish that pastry existed in real life. less for the magical grant animals understanding of humans aspect and more because it#was really tasty haha#there was also another woman on the beach. she caught fish and loaded them up in her wagon#that was too heavy for her to pull. she had no horse. I helped her sometimes and she would feed me in return#she was there for the final encounter with the mother… but she only watched.
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I am So Tired man. just everything all around me is exhausting rn and nothing's fixing it. Problems by Mother Mother etcetc I've just got so many issues piling up and zero motivation to take a stab at any of them. I just wanna live in my own fictional world and think about fictional people and pretend it's all gonna be okay because they're okay
#leechies rambles#im so scared of falling back into these kinds of heavy escapism methods like how i did as a child#i used to wish *so bad* that id wake up in another world and everything was okay#its unhealthy and i acknowledge that but the real curse of self awareness is the aching inability to do anything about the behaviours you#see so often#guh. this is heavy I'm sorry but y'know tumblr is my place to just speak words so that's what im going to do
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You seem like a nice guy but probs a bit scary to get on your bad side. And you fight terfs so bonus points ig
I’m gonna say yes to that because I have bpd and I’m VERY good at manipulating people and gaslighting them and playing the blame game and it’s very easy for me to frame myself as the victim and anyone else as the “bad guy” and that spills out when I’m upset and a lot of times even “taking accountability for my own actions” feels like just a piece in my “games” if you will to make myself more credible. I’m not so much of a scary angry person so much as a I will make you cry and make you feel like you’re the one at fault while I’m bully you. I DON’T do that anymore, I do want to be clear about that, but before my bpd started to be treated I was a very shitty person who sometimes made people feel bad about themselves just from them disagreeing with me. However, yes, I have dissociated and done some violent things or said some violent things and I think that leans more towards “angry violence” stuff. I’ve had people fear that I was going to attack them with a knife and kill them legitimately so like yeah, I have Scary Cluster B Mental Illness That Makes Me Prone To Angry Outburts, but like, I am harmless really, like, I’m *not* going to stab someone in their sleep, it’s a lot of that misunderstanding like oh of course the girl with the scary mental illness is a serial killer! vibe which I embrace for the aesthetic.
#being open about my past has led people to cut me off but I think that being transparent about how I used to be kind of a shitty person-#-is important#people are like wow you used to be mean? sorry can’t stan that#while I was an actual child ; a literal minor ; with a severe undiagnosed mental illness#but it reached levels where I was threatened with institutionalization so I learned to shut up about it real quick#and I have faced abuse from it too which I’m also open about#punk gets mail#personal#mental health tw#heavy topics tw#violence tw#abuse mention
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Sorry anon I might just pass out. Time old tradition of Ethan napping at ridiculous hours.
#so sleepy. always.#some wohld call 9pm too late for a nap. those people arent napmaxxing like a real sleepercel.#i had to walk to the store adter work in the cold and the snow with my heavy ass backpack#and i am frail and sickly like a little victorian child unfortunately so doing too much psychical activity makes me exhausted after#im. just glad its lessened n ive grown a bigger tolerance.#still tired 80% kf the time though. rip#i dont mean like im out kf shape so walking too long makes me out of breath#i meam i spent nov-early dec in and out kf the hospital bc i overworked myself to collapse then kept trying to go back to work#what can i say. ocpd will have you dreaming of labour.
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Earlier I saw someone on bluesky refer to the Xindi arc from Enterprise as one of their top Star Trek plot lines across all shows.......... these sickos need to be put in jars for observation.
#it was the worst* season of any trek what the fuck are you talking about#the xindi themselves were interesting af- various specious from each animal class makes me very curious about their og home world-#but the season was too busy processing the american audience's grief over 9/11 & the iraq war to follow through on any of the actually inte#interesting threads. oh and also doing that stupid D.A.R.E. arc with t'pol getting addicted to vulcan adderall or whatever#the only season worse was picard season 2. which was so bad that the events are NEVER referenced in (the also very bad) s3 lmao#third worst season is a tie between discovery s5 and the racist episodes of tng season 1 (those exist in a different tier of bad)#😤 i would count enterprise s4 for that finale alone but i did like much of the rest of the season#well except the sisko-wannabe 'oooo im the spiritual representative to these aliens' part of the vulan episodes.#or the evil mirror universe episodes where half of scott bakula's dialogue was recorded into linda park's neck 🤮#or when the anti-alien fascists cloned tri'pol's child for no real reason other than emotionally destroying everyo- ok maybe s4 sucks too#ANYWAY my 'liberals to put in jars' shelf is getting heavy with all of the Characters im encountering on bsky#such a waste of time but i have this week off work so why do anything useful 🙃🙃🙃
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yknow ive been showing off my genshin and oc sims from my modern au for the past week or so now and its been fun but what if i told yall that the main storyline with them is so much worse. like childes family is dead yall and he ends up dying too
#mikey dump#nonsims#im sorry.#grim is also really mentally disturbed and has heavy religious trauma#scara has no family and is extremely dissociative#this modern au is just a 'what if' situation.. it aint real...#scara is the one to put childe down btw so that makes it even better#its a lot more grey in this au. morals go out the window
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I’d love to have a smaller room or a lower roof or something like that honestly. I’m not complaining about my room because yeah its pretty, but theres too much empty space that makes me feel uneasy yk? I’d like a room that feels small and comforting, as though its my personal space and really not allowing room for anyone else. I cant see the roof or the walls the dark, it feels like there’s nothing there at all, like if I were to fall of my bed I’d keep falling forever and ever. Idk I think that’s me wanting somewhere that I can actually feel secure and wanting a tight space so I can feel protected (I like the sense of security which is also why I get so bothered when I’m in a room and the doors open)
My rooms pretty and all but sitting here in such empty space with my four plain walls and losing track of time is such a soulless experience and I don’t think any decoration I can add will make this feel like home
(I didn’t proof read the tags so sorry for that)
#I sound like such a whiny bitch ughhhhh#ik im lucky to have the room that I have#it’s not a bad room#but no aspect of this house will feel like anything to me#I live here but I’m not ‘living’ here#every poster I put up is just so lonely and sad#I don’t want my room to be neat#such a heavy sadness hangs over this bed#you can tell a real child lived here once#but it’s so vast and lonely#like it’s already been abandoned once
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summary: old man!logan finds himself having a breeding kink.
cws/tags: smut, mdni! old man!logan. fem!reader. heavy breeding kink. dom/sub dynamics. unprotected p in v. pet names. not proofread.
Logan’s younger self would not approve of this idea.
Hell, it would not even cross his youthful, unbound, and liberated version. Younger Logan would have brushed off the idea - dodging it like a bullet - revolting against it.
Having a kid? A noisy five-year-old child running around the house, screaming and kicking everything in sight? Yeah, fuck no.
He’d even hate just thinking about it.
But now that years have gone by and he’s almost hitting 200 years of age–a lot has changed in how he sees things, alright. Suddenly he’s not that idealistic-insufferable-annoying fuck anymore.
The heavy feels of his own body, his poor visions, his utter tiredness and wounds are slowly tended by settling down with you. Living in a small countryside home just outside Texas is the life Logan needed all along.
So he just can’t fucking help it when he sees how you act with those children at the Barbeque party. How you treat them with such care as if they’re yours.
The smile plastered on your face after you give each one of them a cookie is Heaven sent for Logan. He’s too focused on being mesmerized by your acts that he almost does not realize how his trousers feel tighter.
He quickly hides his bulge whilst embarrassed of himself, thinking ‘M fuckin’ old for this shit. But who gives a fuck anyway?
Oh, he in the past would not approve of this at all.
“Fuck. You’d look so fuckin’ good with y’r belly swollen with my child.” Logan grunts out, thrusting his girth into you as his mind fills up with visions of you carrying his child.
The images themselves make Logan go feral—growling when he feels how your velvet walls manage to clench around him.
“A-ah! Please!” The high-pitched noise you let out is almost humiliating as you bounce yourself on top of your husband, making the head hit your gummy spot every time you fall down.
“Hm? Y’want that, Little Missy? Want me t’give you a baby?” His calloused fingers rub shapes on your sticky skin, guiding your hips as he tries to search for the answer in your eyes.
You reply with a frantic nod, your mind feels empty as his tip deliciously kisses your cervix. The thought of being full of his seed, pregnant and giving him a baby—makes your eyes roll back in pleasure.
With one movement, Logan manages to manhandle you to a new position, his cock never slips out from your heat, “Want this old man t’give you one? Make you a momma?”
The sound of his full balls slapping against your ass makes you squeeze your eyes shut.
Now clearly hearing the obscene moans emitting through the dim room, “Yeahyeahyea—W-wanna be a momma—”
While you wonder how he still has this much stamina at that age, Logan leans down to your ear and buries his face on your neck, “Pretty wife. Gonna make the cutest goddamn babies, y’know tha’?”
His palms hold your thighs spread open to reach deeper inside you, “Let me fill ya’ up real good.”
Logan’s eyes flicker to watch your pussy swallow his cock in and out. The sight alone makes him throw his head and let guilt wash him over for a minute.
He feels perverted—corrupting you by plugging his cock to the hilt as if it is trying to mold your insides. A dilemma growing.
You could feel how his thrusts steadily became desperate, “L-Lo.” Whining out, your fingers crawl into his back to pull him tighter.
He can’t fucking wait to have you round up. Shit. You’d be so dependent on him—need him at all times. And he’d fulfill everything you ask him to do. Logan would never even let you move an inch.
Everything caught up to him as an acute wave, “F-Fuck. There ya’ go, baby.” Logan mutters - his hands shake slightly as they lose their grip on your thighs.
His cock never pulling out, “D’ya think it takes, pretty?” You could feel him deep inside you—how your walls are painted by his thick ropes of cum.
Logan gives lazy circles of his hips before pressing a sweet kiss on your lips, whispering several ‘I love you’s’ before lowering himself so his face could level with your pussy.
“Fuck.” The older man has never seen a far more beautiful sight than this. Watching his cum begin to leak out of you makes his cock twitches again.
The scruffy feel of his beard scratches your inner thighs as he leans closer—dragging the tips of his fingers along your folds before plugging his digits back inside.
“Logan-n!”
A deep rumble comes out of Logan, “Shh. Be a good girl for your husband, yeah? Need’a to make sure it takes.”
#logan howlett#logan howlett x reader#old man logan x reader#old man logan#wolverine smut#logan howlett smut#deadpool and wolverine#logan by nina <3
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cw. none except satoru being disgustingly cute (part 2)
satoru isn’t used to people calling him anything other than his surname. gojo-san to most, gojo-sensei to others. it’s simple, and gets the job done.
only a handful of people stick to calling him by his given name. to them, he’s satoru. it’s easy, and rolls of the tongue, and he greatly prefers it over the sound of his surname. it makes him feel like an actual person.
satoru never entertained the possibility of being called anything else other than those two names. he didn’t think it would ever happen.
for once, he was glad to be proven wrong.
“tough day, pretty?” you ask gently, and he sighs with a nod as he throws himself into your opened arms. his body moulds easily into yours, and he lets out a heavy groan as he settles onto the couch with you. the groan is loud, and over-exaggerated.
it’s so satoru.
you have to stifle a giggle.
“everything went horribly wrong,” he grumbles, his voice muffled against the fabric of your shirt. “the higher ups were up my ass again, my students laughed at me again, and when i finally made it to that bakery you liked they were out of your favourite pastries so i couldn’t get them for you—again!”
“oh, my poor baby,” you coo, and gently push his bangs out of his face. he nods in agreement, faking an immense amount of sympathy for himself. “‘s okay, at least you tried, hm? i think that’s very sweet.”
satoru hums, as if he’s deeply thinking about your words. “’m still your baby?” he mumbles, deciding that’s the most important thing right now. his eyes briefly flutter shut, consumed by utter bliss as you play with the hairs on his undercut.
“mhm, still my baby.”
“yeah? what else am i?”
this time you do giggle. he does this sometimes. you aren’t exactly sure why—but on tough days, satoru likes to crawl into your arms and listen to you call him every cheesy nickname under the sun. it’s easily providable and makes him so very happy, so you always indulge him.
“my honey bun.”
“and?”
“my boo bear.”
“mhm.”
“my sweetheart.”
“yes?”
you laugh softly. “my mochi,” you coo, and pinch his cheek. it’s a little squished because he’s laying on your chest, but it emphasises your point.
he grins under your touch. it’s adorable.
“keep them coming, please?” he asks, and you do. you always do, unable to refuse him. especially when he asks so sweetly.
“my sugar cookie.”
“my muffin.”
“my baby cakes.”
“my angel.”
“my love.”
“my husband.”
“h—huh?” satoru stammers, looking up from your chest. he lays his chin on your sternum, baby blue eyes blinking up at you. they’re filled with awe, surprise, and utter glee. “that’s, i’m not. . .”
“just testing the title, baby,” you tell him, and continue playing with his hair. he bathes in your touch and you smile softly as he grabs and kisses the palm of your hand. “what do you think, hm?”
“i think you should call me it again.”
“oh?”
“mhm,” he mumbles.
“my dearest husband.”
“again.”
“my handsome husband.”
“again.”
“my sweet husband.”
“again, please?”
you hum, impressed. “my well-mannered husband.”
satoru chuckles, and lays back down on your chest. his white hair tickles against your skin, and he sighs in content.
“i think i want to be your husband for real.”
“yeah?”
“yeah,” he mumbles and nuzzles further into your hold. “y’ve got the same ring size still, right?”
“i sure do,” you say, a content smile on your lips as you watch him slowly doze off to sleep.
“hm, good to know.”
for satoru, those nicknames make him feel as if he’s something even greater than a person—it makes him feel yours.
he’s not just gojo, the strongest. he’s not just satoru, the at-times somewhat immature adult with the sweet tooth of a child.
he’s yours. your baby. your honey bun. your boo bear. your mochi. your boyfriend. your love. and for satoru, there’s no greater thing in the world than that.
#ꕤ — sanatomis darling: gojo satoru#usually i list the nicknames i have from him of the top of my head but i’ll admit it guys#i opened my notes app for this one#i call him so many nicknames i know mimi is sick of us#very self-indulgent once again my apologies (or not)#HES JUST SO#adorable#he’s everything and he deserves every nickname#satoru gojo x reader#gojo x reader#gojo satoru x reader#gojo satoru x reader fluff#satoru gojo x reader fluff#gojo x reader fluff#jujutsu kaisen x reader#jjk x reader#sneaking it in again guys sorry#⍣ ❥ ೋ 𝑠𝑎𝑡𝑜𝑚𝑖.
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DPxDC Recount Your Kids, Batman
[A loose continuation to this post]
Talia doesn't visit the Wayne manor. At least not regularly nor officially. All the batkids and Batman know she comes sometimes, just to check up on Damian and maybe bother Bruce from time to time, but this is the first time she has ever shown up to a dinner.
And, as they all take their seats, she gives Damian a long curios glance. Then, she looks to Bruce.
"Is that everyone?" She asks, easy and lighthearted. One might think she is simply not acquainted with the number of Wayne children or that she is teasing Bruce on the sheer amount of them. But Damian is looking down to his plate, and Tim knows for sure Talia keeps up with Wayne's head count, and Dick is fairly certain Talia would never tease Bruce, at least not so subtly.
It could have been some sort of a hint at Jason. If he was not here, that is. But he is, for once, so this is really all the family at one table.
"Yes?" Dick tries, looking around the table just to make sure. Steph and Babs are not here today, but that's definitely not what Talia could have meant. Bruce also looks just a little confused, which is a nice change of pace since he looked guarded and on edge from the very moment Talia showed up.
The woman hums, her eyes studying Damian. The youngest bat keeps his gaze down on his empty plate. No one really understands what's going on, but they all feel like there's something important and heavy hanging in the air.
Then, Talia stands up and turns to Alfred, "We will be dining later. It has come to my attention that kids are a lot more secretive than I thought," she explains cryptically and smiles at Bruce, "Beloved, will you come with me to the training grounds? I have something to show you."
Bruce doesn't move for a long moment, and Talia's smile becomes almost gentle, "It's about your son."
At least that makes the man move.
When they get down to the Cave - since Talia insisted this was not a matter that could be resolved in the manor's training room - it's not only her, Bruce, and the little bat there, of course. The whole family was way too intrigued, and some were even alarmed.
The most alarming part, though, was the fact that Damian had been uncharacteristically quiet on their way down. Yet, when Dick looked to Cass, she just shook her head slightly. The boy was not worried. To Cass, he looked almost resigned, if a bit displeased.
"Your sword, Damian," Talia commands, and the boy presses his lips into a thin line.
"This is not necessary, Mother."
"It is," the woman looks amused, but there's an underlying layer of concern to her tone.
"...Yes, Mother," Damian nods his head on what feels like surrender and takes his katana. Not the training one, the real blade. Bruce makes a soft, alarmed grunt, but Talia waves him off.
"Not to worry, Beloved. I will not harm our brethren."
She doesn't take a stance, nor does she pick out a weapon, simply lunges for Damian as soon as they are both on the mats. Two daggers seem to appear in her hands out of nothing, and, contrary to her words, her aim is towards Damian's neck. The boy blocks, jumps away, and blocks another attack.
Tim steps closer, "You can't just-"
"Step away, Drake," It's the first time Damian has spoken to them since they've sat down for dinner. His voice is tense, but not derisive. If anything, it sounds a bit tired.
Talia lunges for him again, faster, meaner. Metal clings against metal.
"You understand this can not keep going, my child," she tells the boy, startlingly gentle on the contrary to her definitely dangerous strikes.
Damian doesn't answer.
The rest of Batfam are forced to simply watch the encounter: Damian is mostly on defense as Talia goes for him, harder and harder with every hit. Until, without any warning, the woman strikes for Damian's arm, making him drop his katana, and-
A few things happen at once.
Talia lunges for Damian's throat. Bruce jumps onto the mats so fast that he almost trips. Tim yelps.
But Talia's blade doesn't strike.
A figure of another child, eerily similar to Damian and wearing the League of Assassins uniform, is standing in front of the littlest bat, two crystal clear blades in his hands, blocking the dagger.
Bruce halts midstep. The rest of the family holds their breath.
But Talia simply smiles and drops her daggers, backing away and looking at the boy between her and Damian with a fond gaze.
"Danyal," she greets, and the boy huffs, lowering his weapons. He doesn't drop them - they simply dissipate in the air, turning into tiny snowflakes.
"Mother," he greets back begrudgingly, and his voice is the exact replica of Damian's. A clone? No, because Damian reacts to him nothing like he had to the clones, simply clicking his tongue and rolling his eyes.
"You could have simply asked, Mother," he comments, taking a step forward and stading near the other boy. Danyal. When standing side by side, they look nearly identical - same facial features, same posture, same hair, even if Damian's is a little more tame.
But Danyal's eyes are just a few hues off. Still green but lighter than Damian's.
"I assumed if you have spent years living here and never bothered to mention your brother, I would need a little more than asking, my love," Talia doesn't laugh, but it sounds like she wants to. Both boys roll their eyes, perfectly in sync.
Hold the fuck up, brother?
"Huh. I thought you died," Jason mentions offhandedly, and the whole family whips their heads to him. Yet, before any of them speak, it's Danyal who answers.
"I mean, I did? Kinda?" He waves his hand in the air and shrugs, and he acts so unlike Damian while also simultaneously having his face, that it makes Tim shiver a little.
"You-" Bruce starts, seeming to finally find his voice, but the boy cuts him off.
"I'm not actually yours," he snorts at Bruce's facial expression, "Yeah, I know I look like I am. Blame the ghost sewers, Chronos, and my stupid ass for making decisions while not being fully awake."
There is so much to unpack in that sentence that no one has the barest of ideas on where to start.
Damian curves his lips down in a sneer.
"The longer you stay there staring, the colder the dinner will be when we return," he reminds them, and Danyal suddenly perks up.
"Dinner? Can I join? It's been ages since I've had anything home cooked," he smiles, like there's some kind of an inside joke in that sentence. Damian rolls his eyes.
"The food doesn't come alive in this household, Danyal."
"Bummer," the boy looks a bit disappointed, but not too much. "And it's Danny, for the thousandth time."
Talia picks up her daggers, hiding them somewhere in her clothes in an unnoticeable motion. Then, she gives Bruce a small, if a bit sly, smile.
"You can not call it 'family dinner' if not all your family is there."
#danny phantom#dc x dp#dpxdc#batman#batfam#tim drake#jason todd#bruce wayne#dick grayson#talia al ghul#damian al ghul#damian wayne#danyal al ghul#al ghul twins#danny and damian are twins#only not biologically#it was an accident#they do treat each other like brothers tho#cork prompts#ficlet#feel free to add on
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retired!price liked that you had daddy issues. aw, did someone not have a functioning relationship with their father as a child and now has to find that relationship in older men? aw, poor doll. price was more than okay with being called 'daddy' as long as you called him 'captain' too, especially when you were on your knees. while you got off to having an older man praise you, he got off to a pretty little thing calling him captain. you even went as far as to worship his strong physic, how easily he could bend, flip, turn and press into you.
didn't help that your pussy became a fixation for him.
he was close to fifty, his hip had a habit of locking from time to time. he had been hearing about it for years that it was time to have a family. even simon had managed to make a family, price was still hung up on young tail that he could bully his fat cock into. while most younger women were flavours of the week with no string attached. price made sure to attach every metaphorical string onto you. he had a copy of your apartment key. he added a profile for you on his streaming services. he knew on wednesdays you enjoyed pasta, but hated cooking on the weekend. he knew everything about his precious baby girl. you folded into his praise and always were eager to please. and that was what price loved about you. so imagine his shock (anger) when you told him that you thought you'd have to end your arrangement because you met a guy at your university. and when he asked why, you simply said, "i have to grow up at some point.", and that hit price in the head like an ice pick. if you wanted to grow up so badly, baby girl. there were other ways to do it.
the broken condom held weight in price's pocket while you had few drinks during your last 'date' together, he waited till you got all soft because of the wine. till you were on his side of the booth with your leg over his lap and your face pressed against his bicep. you ran your hand across his chest and giggled, "you're taking this whole break up thing so well." and he petted your head, watching you fold into him further, "like you said, you need to grow up." but you both had different definitions of 'growing up'. for you it meant getting over you daddy issues, but to him it was making him a daddy, for real. you giggled further while he gave you another glass of wine. when you tried to say no, he simply pushed it closer to you, "don't want to waste the bottle." and so easily you were in price's grip.
price took you three times that night. first was in the backseat of his expensive car. he pressed you into a corner, claimed that he needed more space for his larger body. your hazy vision was transfixed on the glimmer of his gold chain against his hairy chest in the low light. your poor body bent in such ways while he pace was relentless. he admired your unsteady gaze and your heavy breathing. he continued to move against you with such a pace that the whole car rocked. but don't worry, the parking lot was dead at that hour. you could scream your head off and no one would hear either of you. he did however put a tear in your panties. right in the crotch area. he sighed and said that he'd need to buy you something a little. while he loved the cheap pairs you owned, he thought his woman deserved something a little nicer. the future mrs. price needed to look next to perfection.
then he fingered you heavily in his bed and watched you squirm. he had to make sure every drop got deep enough before he bullied your sweet pussy once more. he loved the sight of you, still so fucked out from prior. you were in a daze in the car ride home. your breathing was heavy when he pushed the skirt of your dress up a little and teased your cunt while he drove. only to go further once you were naked on his bed. he watched your ass jiggle with each of his power thrusts while he took you from behind. he felt like a mad man while he fucked you. he was determined. he only got to where he was in his career because of grit and determination. he wouldn't back down to a challenge, especially when the stakes were so high. your pussy need to be bred, you needed to be with price. he never wanted to hear anything about another man ever again. price would hate to take drastic measures if another man tried to get in his way. if you needed a collar or a tattoo, the taste of his cum constantly your lips or leaked into your panties, price would do it all to ensure that you were his. the most effective way to ensure that was what kept him going through two rounds of sex without any pains. to get you pregnant. you had already forgotten about the broken condom, it still was in price's pocket! no use using it now, even bother giving the illusion that he wasn't breeding you.
the third time was when you tried to leave the next morning, he had you upside down on the bed. your bottom half on the mattress while all the blood rushed to your head as you tried not to fall on your head. price put bruises on top of bruises. your poor cunt was creamy with promises of the future. a future with him. the blood rush made you cum twice on his cock, adding fresh slick to his coated cock. you thought that older men were supposed to slow down with age. but it felt like price was even quicker than before. his pace brutal, almost like punishment for trying to leave him. but price didn't get to be captain because he followed one plan. he was going to ease you into married life, slowly make you the perfect woman for him. he was traditional that way. church wedding, the white dress, the vows. that would all happen, but might take a little longer. he wasn't too sure that a baby bump would fit nicely in a wedding dress. the thought of you pregnant, trapped to him made him eagerly finish in you two times. and when he got you back up onto the bed, you were fucked out. when you managed to collect your clothes and stagger out of his flat by mid-afternoon, you thought you made it in time to the pharmacy to get emergency plan b.
you prayed, and you never prayed. you promised three versions of 'god' that you'd convert to their religion if the pill worked. but three deities failed you and a month later price was in your apartment with his hands on the plastic pregnancy test. he scratched his beard and looked at you. he tried so hard to put on his best acting face. "that's a real shame, baby girl." he said in that rough voice of his that got you in trouble in the first place. he leaned back a little in your kitchen chair and placed the test back down on the table, "always wanted to be a father." he frowned a little bit, "never got the chance too. they said when i retired that the chances were low of me havin' a baby..." he looked at you. you should've known he was lying. his swimmers obviously weren't shot by how easily you got pregnant. you felt bad, almost like you were burdening him with getting pregnant. that it was your fault. you rung your hands and admitted softly, "we can try... we can make a family." and price smiled, "oh, doll." then got up to embrace you. you sniffled and cried a little in his strong chest. he held you in his strong arms. he was your protector even though his cock was straining in his jeans at the knowledge that he fundamentally changed you.
your body, your life, everything. when he released you from the hug, he got down on his knees. made a point to make a small 'huff' noise from being down on his 'bad' knee before he pushed up your t-shirt and pressed a kiss against your stomach. he said to you, "don't worry, love. daddy'll take care of ya." then gave that smile that wrapped around you like a vice. <3
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