#BUT NO I CHOSE TO SUFFER
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Could a depressed person make THIS
-holds up all the honestly absurd number of comics ive made in the last two years
COULD A DEPRESSED PERSON
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Astarion is living his best life, finally free!
The paladin broke his oath.
This ain't about him.
#Baldur's Gate 3#BG3#Astarion#Gale#Halsin#Oathbreaker#Oathbreaker Knight#BG3 Tav#Cephas the Tav#tbh i didn't know much about paladins and just chose at random bc i wanted the multiclass achievement#and his paladin oath lasted literally one fight LMAO#first cephas post!! and he's suffering hah#ALSO the oathbreaker knight? SMASH
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in khura'in...
#satsuhart#ace attorney#apollo justice#nahyuta sahdmadhi#rayfa padma khura'in#i love this specific genre of post-aa6 artworks: apollo suffering#sorry i love him but its funny. also he chose this#kinda want to make this into a personal standee.. we'll see#spirit of justice
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If Rook had to choose between themselves or a companion in a losing fight.
#dragon age#dragon age the veilguard#DAtV#emmrich volkarin#my art#I just wanted to doodle Emmrich reacting to a severely injured Rook#and it ended up like this#was just supposed to be a sketch lmao#here have some angst#rook chose to sacrifice themselves#imagine the pain heheheeh#companions all freaking out#and your love interest just dies inside#angst angst hurt comfort nyeheh#the game isn’t out yet but suffer with me
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one of the things that continues to strike me on reread is how much the character of Darcy, and Austen through him, finds Mr. Bennet dead. And how much Elizabeth, in growing and changing and discarding her past blindness, has to move past her way of seeing her father and thus of seeing reality, because the two are connected! Darcy’s letter exposes her father’s flaws to Elizabeth in a way she’d never been able to see before. Most especially the way his laziness and neglect of his own gifts have hurt his family and that ultimately he doesn’t. care. Not enough to change. It literally says that she comes home from Hunsford and tries to laugh at her sisters’ and mother’s folly (the way she used to; the way her father has taught her to by example for her whole life) and she can’t anymore! It sticks in her throat. She is grieved by the failures that she sees in him, all the more so because she IS his favorite and she loves him! And the thing about Mr. Bennet is he never changes. The Lydia/wickham situation exposes to him sharply his own conduct and the consequences and he feels it! Because he is neither stupid nor unfeeling. But he, like everyone, has free will. And he chooses not to change when the opportunity presents itself. He even jokes about how quickly his feeling bad will pass and how soon everything will go back to normal, to his laziness and his selfishness. He is set in his ways and he serves as a contrast to Elizabeth’s personal journey because he embodies a version of a person she could have become and was in danger of becoming if her only goal at all times was to laugh at and judge people from the sidelines.
#pride and prejudice#I’ve always loved his character because he IS funny and he is iconic!!! and his love for Lizzy is touching!#he’s not faking it.#but he is so flawed. a man of taste a man of ability a man of judgment.#a man who could and SHOULD have set a different tone for his children and chose not to!#and they SUFFER FOR IT#their house is a divided one. and every child feels the pain of living in a house where the parents neither respect each other#nor are on the same team#there is a crack running through their house for this reason and it’s how Lydia (and Kitty) came to be so neglected!#who is going to discipline them or guide them? certainly not Mr. Bennet!#he’s so important to teach too. because the boys LOVE HIM. of course!#and are always very struck by his failures and laziness once I point it out#and yeah Darcy one of the only people who can expose him. because Darcy is putting in the work a man should be doing#Darcy’s house IS in order. his love is active and protective. he is fulfilling his role!#Mr. Bennet’s gifts are so extraordinary—the wit. the insight into human nature. honestly the capacity for wisdom#but he likes his library. he likes enjoying himself more than he likes doing his duty#as either a father or a husband#he does fail Mrs. Bennet! I have compassion for her there#anyway I love to think about this: something no version I have ever seen has ever fully explored#but man is it on the page#yeah yeah sorry for all the words. teacher off duty etc.
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"every once in a while I do get a Charles around here" are those the ones who chose Erik?
#deadpool and wolverine#deadpool#wade wilson#wolverine#logan howlett#cassandra nova#charles xavier#erik lensherr#cherik#were those the Charles that chose to be with Erik as opposed to saving the world????#were those the Charles that decided to be selfish and be with Erik at the cost of everything ese???????#were those the Charles that created so much disaster in the universe just because he chose his 'old friend'#my brain refused to shut the fuck up this entire movie#and i will make the rest of you suffer for it#cassandra. sandy. sweetie. question really quick.#how many of these charles mentioned erik within the first minute of arriving in your lair?#all?#ok cool
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Someone said "Yuuta is the only one who knows he's in Jujutsu Kaisen" and I can't stop thinking about it since I read that.
Yuuta knows that this isn't going to end happily. Yuuta knows that hope and love isn't enough. Yuuta know's that they're not gonna win against Sukuna with determination and willingness. He has to fight fire by fire, to use the worst technique possible to be able to weaken the King of Curse.
There's no morals anymore, this isn't a fight where the heroes can keep following the good path. They're all going to die anyone so let's play all in, it doesn't matter anymore. If they lose, there won't be a world for them to live in. If they win... the world would be change forever.
Yuuta knows this is Jujutsu Kaisen and he is not a heroes. He is a pawn too whose role is to defeat Sukuna. They all are pawns, including Gojo-sensei. He will do what has to be done, and he'll be damned for that, but he'll do it anyway. He doesn't like it at all, he could die at the end of those 5 minues, he could stay stuck in his dead teacher's body, he could get killed without causing any damages. He still made the choice.
Everyone put their lives in line in this fight, but he put his own humanity. It's awful, it's cruel, it's disgusting, it's disrespectful, and he is well aware of that. But this is Jujutsu Kaisen, the story isn't going to end with friendship glitter and innocent smiles. It started with blood and will end the same way. And he has no choice to fight.
He's 17yo. The same age Geto and Gojo were when Riko died. He's just a kid, and he has to become a monster.
#i'm rambling and i'm not sure this is proper English#but I can't hate him knowing that. I still have resentment because it's Gojo's body and he doesn't deserve that#but Yuuta suffer from his own decision already. he became a monster. he knows that. he chose that.#jjk261#okkotsu yuuta#jjk 261#jjk manga spoilers#jjk spoilers#jujutsu kaisen manga#jjk#analysis#character analysis
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“butterflies can’t see their wings, so they’ll never know how beautiful they really are” im gonna throw up
#i just had this awful revelation and needed to share it with the people#suffer with me#I HATE THIS SHOW#jayvik#arcane#jayce talis#viktor arcane#arcane jayce#viktor#arcane s2#arcane viktor#im talking abt viktor btw#I chose the wrong photo
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Korean Miku for the miku from your culture trend
#lost motivation halfway through and used airbrush for the entire thing#hatsune miku#vocaloid#miku#miku fanart#south korea#saw a similar drawing of this which is largely why I lost motivation#she now suffers from college entrance exams and high school 내신#tbh I just chose that 수특 for the color#I don’t think she would be 이과 but who knows#the keychain on the bag is lost ones weeping which isn’t a miku song but it’s practically the anthem of Korean students
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Charles was actually so right we he told the Night Nurse that she didn't know anything about them.
She tries to prove him wrong by showing him that she knows his past, and more specifically, his trauma. She tries using that move on Kashi too. But the thing is, people are so much more than their pain, but as someone whose work is solely with dead children who were unable to pass on, I doubt she understands that.
The Night Nurse only begins to actually know who the boys are as people and what motivates them when she looks into Charles' mind the second time, to see the beginning of his greatest joys. She starts tearing up Charles' memories of Edwin and I wouldn't be surprised if that was the first time she'd seen one of the kids she was charged to find happy.
#obviously dying sucked#but meeting edwin#and choosing to stay with him#was a chance to be happy#charles chose to hold onto the kindness he was shown#over the pain#something the night nurse couldn't even comprehend#at point no point#anyway#i hope in season two#she gets to meet some happy(er) kids#and maybe sees that life isn't all suffering until you die#dead boy detectives#dbda#the night nurse#charles rowland#edwin payne#kashi dead boy detectives
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in the middle of a screenshot redraw and this toki i drew is definitely one of the tokis of all time
#chat please help this man#the screenshot in question is from dethgov where skwisgaar pickles toki and the chinese ambassador are all standing in nathan's office#i chose that screenshot because i wanted to suffer by drawing 4 different figures (it worked im suffering)#anyway i love drawing toki so much i need to do it more often 🫶#toki wartooth#metalocalypse#art wip#mtl fanart#fanart#babe wake up new james art just dropped#dethklok
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Great, what's next....(1)
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#rottmnt#rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles#art#rottmnt donnie#rise of the tmnt#rise donnie#rottmnt comic#interactive comic#I only thought about two outcomes#hahaha please chose one of them#won't tell you which because I like suffering#24 hours to vote!#choose*#dang it#also I can't be the only one to use my hoodie as snack carrier#I know it's spelled initiate#I hope you can read my handwriting
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playing slay the princess as intended (watching your friend stream it and then roleplaying as improvised ocs for each of ur runs)
#anethia collectibles#slay the princess#so ...#run 1 is i think the witch/thorns where we chose to be very stoic and silent throughout#run 2 is the paranoid/nightmare route (fav) bcus i wanted to get to ask more qns that round and somehow that ended up leading to my poor#little curious guy getting so broken and fractured :3#run 3 is the hero/deconstructed damsel route ....#run 4 is the tower! and being a little shit who is by hell and highwater NOT kneeling down#run 5 is the spectre ... roleplayed as guy who is for reasons he doesnt understand just wants it to be over#and MEOW anyway#nobody told me this game was an rpg .....#but its cool ! i love romances :]#i think its awesome ... the way the hero and the princess are . changing over time . over with each reset#the way they find each other in the long quiet ...... its something so#i love it ...#the hero is so guilty for hurting the princess that he loves and he is scared of hurtign and he wants peace and he doesnt want the eternity#of it .... he loves the . shifting mound (?) is it (?) as much as he hates the work she makes her do as much as he loves todo the workforher#like a blank slate knowing nothing . except that broken wounds can be healed . and then he meets her. and then he meets her over and over#its a million meet cutes for the hero and the princess snd a sweeping tale of love and devotion and salvation in the long wuiet#how many more vessels do you need .....#and its fun to. at least how i played it . the things the hero picks up on#knowingly or unlnowingly with each run#its soooo#every 'remain silent' feels like a callback to the first libe#telling the voices 'itll be okay' after the brightness of the damsel snd that 'ill be okay' after the selfishness n suffering of apotheosis#or after the deconstructed damsel route . and then to the last run. becoming the damsel. seeing it throughcher eyes#and its so . this culminating ammassing of allcthese voices .... and it comes to it all being reflected at eachcother#spectre posseses hero and shifting mound and player becomign whole#anyway i like this love story i find it very tender and swet#... anyway ! this is . none of this is analysis these are just my ocs and the story i made up whilst playing
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LOVE finishing books. HATE having to pick a new one to read. sisyphus
#shitpost#readblr#reading#SUFFERING AND PAIN BE UPON ME#i have about 174 to chose from. HOW do I pick I am 100% a mood reader#oh hey just noticed an error in my books spreadsheet
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how many nights do you dance with tears in your eyes? (happy birthday @jackietaylorsversion!)
#yellowjackets#yellowjacketsedit#yjedit#jackie taylor#shauna shipman#jackieshauna#shaunajackie#jackietayloredit#shaunashipmanedit#ella purnell#sophie nelisse#melanie lynskey#yellowjacketssource#yellowjacketscentral#yellowjacketsnetwork#96yellowjackets#tusermiles#tusercj#antlerqueer#usercleo#tvgifs#tvedit#**gifs#i love you virginia but also suffer virginia <3#you can also thank alexis for helping me (chose the lyrics and said 'this looks good!' a lot)#do i like it? no! but when do i ever!
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It is so difficult loving Luke Skywalker and being Jedi positive.
#what if i told you that Luke loves his dad without it being attachment?#what if i told you that at the end of ROTJ Luke practices non-attached love when he lets Vader die instead of dragging him to escape?#because instead of letting Vader suffer through Luke’s desire to see him live; Luke sets it aside and removes Vaders masks#stays with Vader until he dies; fulfil Vader's last request even when it isn't something Luke really wants to#'our attachments make us strong' Luke literally lets Vader go! he mourns and moves on#Luke Skywalker is THE Jedi!#he is the foundational cornerstone of all things Jedi#i hate you 'time travel fics where Luke judges all of the Old Order'#luke would absolutely be the people's padawan bothering all of them about learning new things#luke skywalker#pro jedi#jedi positivity#luke skywalker loves being a jedi#their philosophies and way of life isn't for everyone but it's a life HE chose and he chose it out of love#star wars
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