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look at my tutor dawg im gonna fail
#just finished studying#IM SO FONE ??!?!!!#its so confusing#going to start another session#BCUS I DIDNT GET ANYTHING#well only a little#THE PRACTICE QUESTS ARENT EVEN IN THE LESSON ?????????#ITS A WHOLE DIFFERENT EQUATION#TOO MANY EXES#this is only wk2 lesson#IM SO#🐰 : miro talks
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undersea arc. undersea arc. when. undersea arc when.
#my post#please. please. please. on my hands and knees BEGGINGGGG#maybe if gill didnt get donjon'd theydve gone#bcus it was like. that was when they were like 'its too dangerous out here we need to get ollie home Now.'#but if theyd just gone to the feywild. put on a funny show. fought the doctor. and then gone back to liquidis?#ollie wouldve gone 'just oneee more adventure pleaseee :( pleaseeeeeee :(' and chip wouldve caved and well. well. opens the map.#yeah the undersea capitol is actually pretty close to liquidis#they couldve gone. they couldve gone#I NEED THINGS TO BE NOT DIRE. I NEED THINGS TO BE SILLY AGAIN#although if they go to the undersea its automatically going to be dire anyways.#goddd i want an undersea arc i want gillion to see the REAL elders again#yknow how in ep 53 chip and gill sorta stood in the back and shouted encouragement to jay but ultimately let her handle the situation when#it came to her dad. i think confronting the elders will go much the same way#guh. god i want them to go to the undersea i luterally think about this all the fucking time#going to warn the elders about the navy and the black sea spreading and the nameless prince.#wwhat if gill could show them the room he grew up in. what if they go there and its bare empty. what if they scrubbed all evidence gill eve#existed.#alternate also evil version. what if they somehow ran into gills parents. and he doesnt recognize them but they recognize him#more because of the coral crown than anything else#guh. idk man i just desperately want them to go to the undersea
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Brendon kinkshames Briefcase and Coffin
i think hed shame them whenever coughin and his brother even glance at each other for a second ngl
#my excuse to draw brendon 🤑🤑#NO WAIT BCUS WHILE I WAS DRAWING THIS the sec 1s in thelibrary were getting scolded#then the teacher took away our phones but i didnt even do anything so wtf 😐#anyway brendo n#dhmis unemployed brendon#unemployed brendon#dead end job#his outfit SCREAMS i dont have a job
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forgot how much detail i get back in my dreams when i post them to tumblr
#this last one idk about sharing . embarrassed. but ill share anyway in the tags. it was rick and morty flavored . streamer i watch was there#we were taking shots of vodka and i was being yelled at about worrying too much about the ins and outs of time travel#and to just nut up and take the wheel and not worry about the what ifs . anxiety inducing sort of#(streamer) didnt want to be there . btw. idk what she had to do with anything#leaving names outta this i don't want this post ending up in notable tags#idk i got behind the wheel bcus i wanted to not be yelled at anymore and we crashed so that's awesome . atleast (streamer) didn't get in#idk it was a pretty short dream. nothing else to talk abt
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im so fucking goddamn pissed i could punch a wall or stab myself
#— rambles with cadie#holy fucking shit the one time i get to have a small window of time to go get something ive been waiting to get for fucking months#and then its just expected and demanded of me to go run other people’s errands ??? just fuck off go do it yourself#but no i feel bad pointing out the fact i only had a few hours to go get something **i** wanted so i shut up and got their shit#AND THEN ? they got pissed AT ME bcus “why didnt you say anything? why are you like this?” bcus you bitch you fight with me#whenever i want to go get myself something for once in a goddamn blue moon. im not going to argue with you anymore its tiring#yeah sorry im just really pissed and want to scream n’ shit ill log off ig dash is dead anyways#tw rant
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im still cleaning my room and im realizing just how many dresses i own
which wouldnt be surprising if it werent for the fact that i usually present vaguely masculine/androgynous
#im pretty sure theyre from the month after i went to my first (and so far only) ren faire#bcus i wanted to get dresses and turn them into outfits for the next ren faire i went to (i havent been to another one yet)#so we went and got a bunch of second hand dresses and i never ended up finishing them bcus i didnt have all the stuff i needed#…i kinda want to do that tho#ill have to ask my mom if i can go to another one soon#a deadline would probably help me with the motivation to make the outfit#and i have this nice (maybe fake) leather bag i got from my grandma that i could use instead of my mothman purse#and i can get some soft fabric some tulle (is that how its spelled?) and some elastic and make skirts to make the dresses poofier#and i can get some fabric for a cloak#ooo i could get fake fur to line the cloak#…nevermind if its in spring or summer i would sweat to death#but if i go to one in fall i could make a cloak with fake fur lining#the last one i went to was in either early fall or really late summer and it was kinda cold so i used a spirit halloween cloak#the spirit halloween cloak was very thin so i was very cold#(it was from goodwill i have never actually bought anything from spirit halloween :/ )
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its weird being a person who very easily understands themes n ideas and creators choices wrt their games/movies/books or whatever and then seeing other people go "but i didnt like that they didnt do [insert thing here that goes against the entire point of that theme/event in the thing, which is obviously why they didnt do it]. like wow. even when theres obvious text and its right in front of you? thats crazy, dawg. anyways--
#talk tag#“is this about---” yeah. yes. iykyk but ive been seeing ppl be annoying and stupid abt it and it pisses me off#“but why didnt they do this :(” bcus you play as a character who obviously would not do that and has been shown to act oppositely#“but why did they make it like that :(” bcus it aligns with the themes n ideas the game is portraying and makes sense with the story#“but why did they do this thing i dont like :(” go play a different fucking game already. also its an actual reality ppl face but i digress#“but i want a different story :(” just shut the fuck up already man. i could write an essay on how this game deals with the subject matter-#it portrays and how its a largely more realistic take on it than anything any other game has tried to make bcus it also deals with the--#interpersonal relationships of the people in it and how that effects how certain ppl will react to situations n issues others face and--#how ppl often choose their friends over the ppl who get severely hurt by their friends abuse often by accident or just in an attempt to--#avoid conflict with their friends and bcus confronting a situation like that means admitting they were friends with sum1 who abuses and--#severely hurts ppl without second thought. but instead im just going to sit here and hate idiotic ppl who dont even actually understand--#stuff like this or even attempt to analyze the work and instead just react due to their own thoughts on how it works/should work--#instead of the actually complicated reality of it#if you dont understand smth just stfu its just that easy<33 and maybe also listen to the ppl who do actually understand it idk#anyways i love media my best friend media and horror games and such. im going to go watch markiplier now bye bye
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re ur tags fucking hell that sucks im so sorry. i shouldn't have assumed that was snarky, the notes on this post have been full of people being like WELL I SAW A DOCTOR ONE TIME AND IT DIDNT HELP! GOTCHA! so i kinda jumped to conclusions which was shitty & im sorry. i wish i had good advice for finding good doctors i literally just kept going to different ones until someone listened and giving the finger to the ones that didnt. to be fair when i got my ptsd dx i hadnt slept in a week (to avoid nightmares) and was tripping absolute balls (because apparently lack of sleep = hallucinations) so it was sort of. painfully in-your-face obvious what was going on. the doctor i was seeing before that told me i should just try to be more positive. and then refused to refill my meds unless i scheduled a pap smear. the guy before that was willing to prescribe meds but he didnt bother to look at my history and ordered meds that were straight up contraindicated for me. my most recent psychiatrist refused to prescribe anything for adhd because he thought i was ??? following a trend or something??? idk i have a good team now but it took like a decade and a lot of assholes along the way. i guess im saying hang in there/keep fighting to find a good one? and also sorry for being an ass.
aw this is actually so sweet thank you :( I'm not mad at you at all I genuine just kinda. forgot (?) doctors actually have a job besides taking your money and telling you to wait it out. I think I'm finally starting to get lucky with the doctors I have now I really appreciate the encouragement :)
#no bcus what the FUCK they just pushed me up to 80mg of prozac like two months ago#AND MY PHARMACY REFUSED TO REFILL IT FOR THIS MONTH 😭😭#i asked them to transfer the prescription to another nearby pharmacy and they just straight up didnt do that#they're also withholding my testosterone im about to go feral and bite somebody#But !! besides that I'm finally getting treatment for excessive internal scar tissue !!#which means the organ failure and endometriosis wont have me dead on the floor every time i forget to take iron#also WHAT. they didnt give you meds unless you got a PAP SMEAR?? HELLO??#I'd be bawling in your situation man I'm so scared of anything remotely related to pelvic exams#asks#once again saying I really appreciate both the apology and the encouragement it means a lot :) your point on that post still stands tho#both points co-exist. you absolutely should not be feeling miserable and doctors brushing it off does NOT mean that its ok!!#With how expensive it is just for a single doctors visit its so incredibly irresponsible to deny treatment#But even if you cant afford that its still important to br aware of your health and know whats good for you and what isnt#my gospel
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Pairing: Kyle ‘Gaz’ Garrick x fem!reader
Synopsis: It was love at first sight, but Kyle will be nothing more but someone's right-hand man. It's alright though, he'll have his heart learn how to stop loving you.
Content: not proofread, alcohol mentions, one-sided love, fast-paced,,,
Notes: This took a while to finish huhu, Kyle will probably be ooc since this is my 1st time writing a fic for him! Honestly I'm not too sure if it fits the theme 😔😔 i kept postponing this bcus i didnt wanna write smth sad during xmas
Love is Doomed Masterlist !
If bliss was a human, Kyle believed it would be you. You were just a pinch away from being perfect, God’s favorite creation, as Kyle would describe you. Everyone just snickered at the sight of a big, strong soldier like him, acting like a lovesick puppy who just got his aching heart stolen away and locked up in a dungeon.
He yearned for you more than anything and firmly believed that no one can know you like he does. No one at all can love you like he does.
The only problem was that you were after another, your world kept spinning even in Kyle’s absence. He never mentioned anything about it, fake chuckles coming out of him as you chirped about the so-called man of your dreams. It made his ears ring and practically bleed, eyes twitching as he nodded for what seemed to be the hundredth time today.
He had never been introduced to this mystery man before, it wasn't any of his business so he kept it to himself. Though he wasn't going to lie, curiosity has been bubbling up inside of him and threatens to spill as the days go by.
He shouldn't be jealous, he doesn't have the right to be.
But doesn't he have the right to be concerned when you hand him an invitation to your wedding? He thinks you're moving far too fast! Faster than he can reach, you're progressing too quickly, not allowing him to even catch his breath.
Everything slips through his fingers quicker than he could've ever imagined, the moment his hand touches the elegantly designed invitation, he's suddenly at the wedding itself.
He's losing you, the longer he lets his feelings linger the more you get farther away. And he can't do anything about it.
“Speak now or forever hold your peace.” The officiant states, glancing over to the crowd. Kyle swears he has never wanted to say the words ‘I object’ more than ever in his life.
Yet in that moment, no words came out of his mouth. He just stood there in silence as other guests clapped joyfully, proud of the huge step in life you took. As the two of you kissed, Kyle felt like he was going to puke right then and there, maybe even right on the red carpet walkway.
You two were going to be together forever, and that word didn't sit right on Kyle’s tongue.
It's been months since your wedding and it's also been months since Kyle has spoken to you. Your attempts of reaching out to him have been deemed useless, with him not even bothering to acknowledge your messages. You haven't found the time to personally meet him face to face either.
He's probably just on an important mission. You told yourself, not wanting to assume that something bad has happened to him.
Kyle's strong, whatever he's going through right now, he’ll make out of. He promised. And Kyle has always been a man of his word, you can always count on him.
Together forever, you promised, you and Kyle’s pinky fingers interlocking together. It's stupid that Kyle’s mind automatically assumed that you meant it romantically, it's not your fault. It's his fault that he fell in love, such a stupid man he is. You never saw him in that light.
“You’ve drank, haven't you?” Price asks, his arms crossed with a mildly displeased look on his face. As if he wasn't on his 2nd pint of beer right now. “You’re not normally this aloof.” It's not like Kyle was putting in much effort into hiding it, but he does wish that his captain didn't point it out so bluntly..
Price sighs when Kyle doesn't respond, he forgot; Kyle’s a quiet drunk. Oh unless Soap is here, then that's a completely different story. “You’ve been refusing every mission given to you, mate. Don't tell me it's about your best friend..”
Kyle shook his head, but the look in his eyes told the opposite. It was embarrassing to admit that a strong and courageous sergeant like him was down over something so ‘little’ like unrequited love.
Psh..he's better than that, right? He should be better than that.
“It's nothing, I’ll get over it.” Kyle waves it off dismissively, but Price was having none of it. “And you'll get over it when, mate? In 3-5 business years?” The sarcasm in his voice seeped into Kyle’s veins like venom, mainly because he knew that he was right.
He couldn't sulk forever, or else he’ll get left behind. The world would keep spinning no matter what he does, even if he had the strength of a thousand gods, the world still wouldn't stop.
All he prays is that maybe next time, Cupid will hit the both of you.
#call of duty#cod#cod fanfic#cod fanfiction#cod x reader#gaz cod#cod imagine#cod x fem!reader#cod x y/n#cod x you#kyle gaz x you#kyle gaz x reader#kyle gaz garrick#kyle garrick#gaz garrick x reader#cod fic
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Children of Malice
Vierna, Maya, Briza Drizzt, Nalfein, Dinin
redraw/redesign of the Do'Urden family (probably will draw Malice, Zak and Rizzen next)
design notes/headcanons under the cut
i usually just have thoughts about the character as im designing so for a few things i was like 'oh thats a thought' also yes i know children of malice is a CR thing too haha
-i wasnt originally gonna draw 'lolths embrace' since these are just my own designs not visual dictionary but like....facial markings are really cool and so i ended up looking up various spider markings (i only used those specific realworld spider designs for dinin, who i also gave darker marking as opposed to lighter) and briza
-i also prefer the idea that its not actually anything to do with lolth, its just a genetic marking that some have and some don't. also the proximity to magic/faezress theory (?) was cool so there's not a huge meaning here; though i guess im guilty bcus I didnt give them to drizzt or vierna
-maybe zak doesnt have them and neither do his kids which sorta spurs on the heretic theory when its actually just a genetic thing that has no actual bearing on lolth's favour
-the women wear more gold and the men more silver, however the men can wear gold; they just have to be wary with standing out more than their sisters. any given day could be too much and cause for a beating
-nalfein likes jewelry and decorations/makeup and is more flashy when he's away at sorcere. his ears are marked up from training with/lessons from zak, who frequently would smack his ears when he was displeased with him. they blend in with lolth's embrace and he will cover them with makeup or a glamour on occasion. i just got the sense he was somewhat insecure given how he kept challenging zak and was written off by his family as mediocre. i think he liked being at sorcere more than at the house
-drizzt takes out his braids whenever he can. he likes his hair loose
-so does dinin. i think a lot of his appearance is meant to attract attention and establish his individuality
-i've always given vierna bangs and a ponytail BUT i love her braids in the comic so I gave her those too. her hair is unruly, like drizzts. she has a couple visible scars as opposed to her sisters because she trained more with zak. he felt bad about it but a bit relived when she didnt make a big deal out of getting a bit marked up. malice was angry
-maya has markings on her ears, so she doesnt pierce them. she wears makeup but forgets its there, and sleeps in it and wipes it off by accident. since her hair is shorter she decorates with little spider gold clips
-i will die on the headpiece hill. og drizzt oldman swag
-compared to my older art of them (first fanart of the series! i knew i was in when i drew all the siblings lol) i think i changed nalfein most to be less ...square....i hit him w a yassification beam and gave him eyebrows
#clare's art#legend of drizzt#dnd#dungeons and dragons#drow#drizzt do'urden#dinin do'urden#vierna do'urden#briza do'urden#maya do'urden#nalfein do'urden
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I'd love to hear your thoughts about what was going on in armand's head in the books after he turned daniel. do you think the lack of telepathy between them was a factor? do you think he felt guilty for turning him or just sortof didnt know what to do now that it was done, or both? what do you think changed to allow them to get back together in the end? do you think anything could have gone differently so that they didnt separate after qotd? also unrelated loving the kill marius tag 10/10 I hope he explodes and dies forever
TY I LOVE THESE QUESTIONS!!! And thank u lmaoo so true Marius die challenge.
I’ve kind of talked about a lot of this before in my post about why I think Armand and Daniel’s relationship ends in the books but I’ll make this post into a sort of tldr lol. for my own comprehension sake I’m going to answer ur questions in an autism friendly list, lmao
do you think the lack of telepathy between them was a factor? —Yes absolutely. Armand struggles a ton with verbal communication as well as being open and vulnerable with his loved ones (especially Daniel). I think that Armand definitely had a crisis after he turned Daniel bcus he was feeling a ton of grief and sadness after his turning and in addition, had his most comfortable mode of communication stripped from him. Armand in tvl doesn’t speak out loud for most of the book, which makes me think he finds telepathy much easier then speaking, and it was definitely a big part of his dynamic with Daniel. Armand defaults to using telepathy when he has trouble speaking about certain topics, or is in a headspace where he has trouble talking in general. it’s very likely armand wasn’t commutating with Daniel at all once they didn’t have the telepathy bond which was def a factor in their relationship falling apart. Daniel probably felt neglected by Armand and didn’t know why since he suddenly wasn’t talking. Get this boy a communication device 😭
do you think he felt guilty for turning him or just sort of didnt know what to do now that it was done, or both?—I think he felt guilty, and also like a failure. Armand’s vow to never turn someone into a vampire is incredibly important to him, and possibly one of his only moral standards he is dedicated to holding onto. Armand considers turning someone into a vampire an unforgivable evil he would never want to participate in, he thinks that the maker and fledgling dynamic is doomed from the start bcus fledglings will always grow to hate their makers, and he thinks that this is inevitable bcus vampirism is a curse that no one will ever get anything good from. As Armand sees it, him turning Daniel was both selfish and cruel, bcus he cursed Daniel horribly out of the selfish desire to keep him alive against his own good, and it was also a forgoing of his most important boundary and therefore a forgoing of his humanity and his morals. So needless to say Armand is kind of going through it after he turns Daniel, lmao
what do you think changed to allow them to get back together in the end?—I think that Armand’s complex about vampirism and his own trauma fueled perspective on the world was the main contributor in Daniel and Armand’s relationship ending, and I think they are able to make it work during the Prince lestat era bcus Armand goes through a lot of growth since queen of the damned, especially in the vampire Armand. After his suicide attempt and his gaining of his human children Armand begins to become genuinely more content, confident, capable of overcoming his trauma set backs, self aware, etc, and I think Armand just being a more happy and optimistic person in itself did wonders for his relationship with Daniel. He always thought of their dynamic as a doomed to fail tragedy, so when he reunites with Daniel and takes on a more optimistic approach they have a lot less conflict. I also think Daniel no longer being an unhinged alcoholic and going through his own growth period helped tremendously lol.
do you think anything could have gone differently so that they didnt separate after qotd?—I tend to see it as an inevitability that their relationship ended that way. The only thing u could change would be making Armand and Daniel completely different people and changing everything about their relationship, lmao. Every little thing in the devils minion chapter, including Daniel and Armand as characters, is a small contributor to a relationship that is about to burst in flames 😭😭 I’m just happy they work it out later on lol
Thank u for the ask!!!! I loved answering and thinking about these questions!!
#armand#tvc#the vampire chronicles#iwtv#vampire chronicles#interview with the vampire#the vampire armand#Daniel molloy#vc#the devils minion#devils minion#the queen of the damned
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lil man doin arts and crafts with his cgs🥹
yes yes anon on it🫡
first thing first: he will be having some sort of plastic contraption placed onto whatever hes wearing, bcus the tjd cgs dont trust lil man to not get him self slathered with glue or glitter or paint or literally anything
rhea definitely tries to make it be an actual garbage bag cut out (i dont trust yall who didnt have a garbage bag used ) but damian does manage to wrangle one of his cooking aprons on to him, but dominik is still sitting there with his arms crossed, not at all impressed with seeing “worlds best papi” on his chest with his own hands printed on to it
because theres no way that dominik didnt make him an apron with his painted on handprints for fathers day. no way in hell. he so would have.
but alas, with the promise of paints and glitter in front of him, dominik gets used to it and pounces at all of the activities in front of him, proudly showing his caregivers every bit of art progress that he makes
“why are we letting him loose on like…10 canvases again?” from damian, watching dominik dip some cut out potatoes onto paint thats been mixed with about 5 other colours by this point- sure, hes having an absolute blast watching his baby boy explore all of the colours, and just exactly how much glitter is too much before either caregiver notices that hes pouring it onto the floor
“birthday season, damian. look at this.” rhea smiling, her arms on dominiks shoulders as hes having so so much fun.
“look, papi! is you! i maded papi!” dominik says, a very very giggly baby proudly showing damian a picture that does not at all look like damian, with the paint still dripping down onto the table, which is also covered with plastic sheets to try and prevent anything getting covered with more dominik arts and crafts related carnage
“oh wow! such an artist!” damian is right back to cheering on dominik, wincing at all of the random paint blobs that have worked their way onto dominiks face, fingers, and probably his hair too
then, it happens.
dominik is a very, very oral focused baby. like, more than is probably normal. but, they didnt wanna risk dominik’s favourite dark blue pacifier getting dropped into any sort of the paint, so he has pretty much nothing to gum on.
however, rhea and damian genuinely, yet so foolishly, believed that all of the different stimulating activities would distract dominik from the need to oral soothe. but, alas, after a while, dominik’s brain short circuits and the moment that his caregivers are distracted, talking to each other about random adult things that dominik has a very little mind to even think to pay attention to, he accidentally sticks his hand into his mouth and is introduced to the taste of paint and glitter that
well
it dont taste too nice.
his hand yanks itself out of his mouth, and before anyone even can clock on to whats happened, dominik has his tongue out and is just sobbing- he is utterly DISGUSTED that the paint didnt taste like purple! why didnt it taste like the colour? why!!!
poor rhea and damian are in caregiver panic mode, damian rushing to fill up a plastic sippy cup of water for dominik to swish into the sink, and rhea is taking the apron off about as quick as she can so as to not get any texture-related complaints from her purple-mouthed baby, picking him up from the chair and rocking him as shes walking over to damian
then in comes the battle of getting dominik to understand that he cant swallow the water, and he has to swish-gurgle-spit it out; it only baffled his mind increasingly more so.
like, hes snotty and sobbing, but hes mad still, “why? why? it icky! why? why?”
half why because, papi, why in gods name is he not allowed to drink the water? why????
other half because, once again, why didnt the purple paint taste purple??????
“you have to, niñito. you gotta swish- like mouthwash!” damian is desperate, trying so hard to stop dominik from tasting more of the paint than he already is
“mhm, you heard papi, baby blue. you can do this, little man. just like mouthwash. c’mon, dom.” rhea is holding the sippy cup to his lips, and he finally gives in
he still dont even get what hes done wrong, in all honesty. so hes all pouty about it, glaring daggers into his caregivers worry-riddled faces whilst he swishes and spits, “why it no taste purple?”
damian and rhea lose their shits giggling at dominik, which only furthers the angry tot dom further, “what? dilo otra vez, pequeño.”
“is no purple!” as though it cldnt make any more sense
rhea is CACKLING. damian is SHOOK. dominik is LIVID.
thank u anon !!
#the judgment day#littledominik#domdom#bbie#dominik mysterio#wwe#damian priest#cloves anons#the judgment day wwe#the judgement day#rhea ripley#wwe damian priest#wwe dominik mysterio#wwe rhea ripley
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My Old man's tale about benetint (product) & review:
in summer 2008 i was 14 & my best friend's family took me to Vegas w them. she had only just moved to my school for 9th grade & i hadn't met her older sister til this trip. She was 21 & soooo insanely beautiful like if barbie was a hollister model she had the look so refined in every sense, i was dazzled by her.
& she was so sweet to us, my friends parents went & did their own thing so the whole trip we spent with her but she wasn't annoyed about it at all she seemed content to hang w us & protect us from vile men along the strip.
On this trip i went to sephora for the first time. hadn't heard of it before. it had huge windows so everything was glowing from sunlight & it was sooo overwhelming. my friend's sister liked this brand benefit so i picked out a little starter kit that came w bad gal mascara, high beam highlighter, booing concealer, and benetint.. Let me tell you for the next year i cherished this kit like it elevated me a new level towards Prestiged Adult Woman status. but the makeup was noticeably nicer quality for sure! from my memory at least.
the thing i remember most was benetint cus i wore it soooo much for the rest of the summer & beyond, i stretched that tiny bottle as far as it wld go cus i luved it sm.. but after it ran out i never tried to use it again idk just being a teen moving onto the next thing. But lately i jst rly wanted a goood lip tiiiint cus i dont wanna b wearing lipstick or gloss all the time its too much i just want chapstick but i like a little more color too.. usually i wld use lip liner but it always felt like it wld smudge off so quick n its kinda drying.
so i tried benetint again bcus i remember it being so easy to put on n then just forget about, it didnt get on ur clothes or teeth or nothin. after wearing for a couple weeks i can say this is still tru! i rly like it, very convenient, chapstick goes gr8 over top so my lips r never dry from it. its kind of expensive but it lasts a long time , for me i dnt have much makeup rn so felt nice to get st i actually use ^^ the taste & smell of it are mildly rosey, rly brings me back to those times..
being in vegas those 4 days w my friend n her sis are definitely a core memory for me it was totally surreal. i wish i had photos still but no clue where to find them, my friend's fb account got hacked years ago n had to get deleted, so many photos gone </3 we stayed at treasure island & across the street was this huge mall that was repeatedly playing an ipod commercial with the song Shut Up & Let Me Go by the ting-tings, like... ON REPEAT, ALL DAY & ALL NIGHT, so that song gives me the wildest flashbacls like i'm literally There. In the august heat. i can smell it like. its amazing thank you advertising :)
this is not an ad btw i mean obviously LOL i honestly just got thinking so hard about vegas '08 after purchasing The Product. oh yeah there was thunderstorms too... i went to hot topic at the mall which was wild for me since they didnt have one any where near my town.. i got some shorts from hollister i remember, also a rarity. friends sis got me my first ever drink, a peach daquiri...just one <3 it was such a nice break from my woeful home life lol i wanted to live in america so bad after this xD
thats my story...o and benetint is chill i mean i genuinely wanted to recommend it to ppl who want st simple it looks rly pretty cus until this i was struggling to find anything worthwhile. theres other shades too. Yup. Thanksyou for reading my LiveJournal Entry tonight minasan ^_^ Hope you're well x
-PMD9
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Hey what's going on friend?
You want to talk about it?
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i keep getting bullied but today was especially bad it is a long story, but if your okay with listening, also eitherway thank you
first these dudes in my class kept making weird comments ['do you want to [-] me', 'does she know how to talk? Do i have to sign to you?', and meowing and making yippee noises at me] and similar shit,then the girl behind me kept kicking my chair and tugging at my keychain [alastor] even after i told her to stop and so i couldn't focus on anything, the teacher moved me from my spot [i dont have any friends at the school so i wasnt talking to anyone, but she was changing up the seating plan which was kind of annoying since my brain is so used to going and sitting on that exact spot and so my brain had to load it but i could deal with that honestly, its just the combination of this and other shit]. I kept hearing my name whispered around but i didnt know why or what since i have shitty hearing so it didnt hurt as much but still wasnt exactly fun Then when i went to the bathroom girls were kicking and punching at the door to get it to open and i had to just sit there silently until they went away, and when they went away they closed the lights and closed both doors [the toilet has 2/3 mini hallways since its the 'fancy' one], and so i had to spend most of break feeling around the walls to get out and find the light because it was one of my first times using the upstairs one. and of course this triggered a fucking panick attack because why wouldnt it and of course instead of being maybe a tad empathetic, they started laughing [maybe because of how i looked? idfk]. and then we went to the assembally [assembelly?] for some random ass speech by the principal which i couldnt hear because, again, people were tugging at my bag and after i pushed a girls hand away she started insulting me and my looks/personality and started fucking meowing at me, which her and her friends found 'hillarious' and then the bell rang and so i had to just ignore that and go to the pickup area, when i was there there were already some students talking to my youngest sister and insulting her bcus they knew she was my sister and she started crying which hurt more because she's 7 and she had no beef with them other than being my sister :I this all happened today and i had to just pretend nothing happened at home because my mum wont do anything and she certainly wont let me go back to my old school and sorry if this is a bit a lot /gen i am very overwhelmed right now
#ask#thank you and sorry#the-alakazam-attraction#by the way i can talk#and im not nonverbal#but at school im lowk mute and i dont fake facial expressions for random people#eitherway i havent told anyone at my school that im autistic and im not a furry?? [no hate btw i think they're neat]#<-do they think alastor is a furry?????????????#i doodle elfs so maybe they think the long ears are cat ears????#im just trying to find reasons but i might be stupid#also this took a lil long to respond cause had to eat and i typed too much
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this is in response to the anon who said pudding should join the buggy pirates. This is a really cute idea and I love both of them so ofc they should be allies.
maybe after she's saved by sanji from BB pirates she's too overwhelmed/embarrassed to stay so she runs away and runs into crossguild who give her sanctuary after she tells them she can read poneglyphs? Because why would she go back to her family after they didnt even come for her? If mama is dead this a perfect chance to be free.
Croc would for sure be interested and Buggy would be one again awestruck at his luck for failing upwards bcus now an extremely useful ally falls into his lap?? Plus her 3rd eye is really flashy and if he just gave her a makeover she could be a main attraction in his circus hehehe
So real and true. In fact, you know why would she be a main attraction in his circus? Not because she has a third eye and people demonize her about it, but because everybody would find her extremely gorgeous. I would love something like that. Buggy seeing her third eye and loving it but also realizing she looks like the prettiest princess he's ever seen. She wouldn't like the idea of being exposed like that after hiding for so long. She's always been marginalized and laughed at for her third eye... Of course, she is rightfully scared of doing what Buggy says. But he keeps saying the circus is exactly for that. For outcasts that amaze people with their beauty and extraordinary traits. She could cook for them and also show up with him, not as an attraction, really, but as his star. She could even host the whole thing some nights if he's busy with Cross Guild stuff. And everyone finds her beautiful. Gorgeous. Perfect. Everybody loves her there and they're captivated by her. It's the first time people see her this way (second time. She kind of misses Sanji, but every time she mentions the strawhats Buggy gets irrationally emotional so she doesn't say anything). She isn't really a part of the Cross Guild, at least not officially. But she goes to most meetings and she's the one helping them out when it comes to history and poneglyphs. She ends up joining them more often because Mihawk and Crocodile grow fond of her. She's cute, but feral. She doesn't hesitate to make cruel plans and smart moves. She is actually really helpful and has good taste in music and wine, so those two end up taking care of her too. Imagine Pudding as their princess. She's like their daughter, more or less. They protect her to a worrisome extent. A lot of men come in there to ask her for her hand, and they, uh, never usually go back home in one piece. Buggy and her talk shit about Shanks and Sanji, but it's obvious they're still in love and never really over them. It's a sweet bond, really, the one she has with these three. Buggy makes people build her a whole, giant kitchen on the island only for her and she always makes the sweetest and most perfect of dishes ever. They adore her and she actually ends up loving them back a lot!
#AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA i love this i absolutely love this i adore this idea#it's just eflknwefnwlkenfwlke she makes me go feral okay she means the world to me and buggy means the world to me too so#they're just perfect#also i love old men protecting a silly princess it's my fav thing#not to mention perona maybe visiting to see mihawk and meeting pudding and instantly getting along with her#pudding mentions the strawhats and perona is like !!!!!!!!!!!! I KNOW THEM THE ANNOYING GREEN-HAIRED SWORDSMAN IS LIKE MY DOG#and pudding has no idea who she's talking about but she mentions sanji and the whole thing in wci and perona loves her. so much.#anyway getting too carried away here sorry weflneklfnew#one piece#charlotte pudding#buggy the clown#cross guild#dracule mihawk#sir crocodile
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hdhehuddb i want to die bcus i gave my best in a rp server that i made, wrote the lore, made the decorations and everything, and now the rp is not going to happen because. 1. we didnt get enough members 2. the members dont want to make their characters or do something. anything at all
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