#Autism is killing me.
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I'll continue this later today or tomorrow or even never because this was exhausting I didn't know getting my ideas/information and stuff onto writing and trying to make it make sense would be this exhausting...








Sources:
Mystic Seller (Ōmeteōtl)
History repeating itself (The Five Suns)
Narinder (Lilith)
Cross/Sword symbol (Lilith's Sigil)
Leviathan Cross
Pentagram
Lucifer's Sigil
Further information about symbols and so if you're interested:
Cult of the Lamb (religious connections)
Symbols Index (no meaning explicitly given)
PS: For clarity's sake, there are many symbols in COTL that don't actually have a certain meaning. Many of which were simply marks to indicate who made something (primarily churches and so on). This is particularly directed to the symbols thrown around when ichor hits the ground, when you open a chest, when you construct something, and even would go as far as to say chemach's followers symbols.
That is to say, they still have a meaning, however up to interpretation.
EDIT: Here is the sheet I found for reference to the "meaningless" symbols that I mentioned earlier. For anyone curious. You can find some of these in cards too. I'll go into it next time.

This is one of the few sheets of actually useful info I found during my small period of time in which I pulled an all nighter because it's actually frustrating to find anything about the symbols in COTL, because some are mere inspiration or aren't faithful to the original symbol. If you are truly interested in the meaning behind most drawings/symbols you find in this game I STRONGLY suggest you simply don't. Unless you know where to look.
#cult of the lamb#Lore#Symbols#I have a major headache and I'm shaking a lot ugh i feel sick#Autism is killing me.#myart
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my sweet old man who is genuinely too kind for the world he lives in :(
#decadentart#bloodborne#retired hunter djura#he makes me so sick hes actually so fucking sweet when i think about it#Yes i gave her a skirt. whenever i draw the people of old yharnam i slways give tbem little accesories :)#the colors are a bit wonky because i intially drew it Reeaaalllyy Dark also idk i picked out some weird ass colors for the pallete#every time you shoot him off that tower an angel looses its wings#legimitately got upset when i killed him for his set#made sure he didnt fall to his death though. thats called bullying when you knock him off btw#also yeah i hc that the beasts are chill w him . and slso he knows all of their names#first maintagged art on this blog. shudders. i hope the fans dont eat me alive im serious you guys scare me#the halo was necessary btw#so anxious…. SEND IT! RAHHH!!! MY AUTISM BLAST GO!
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Please help an unemployed brown mixed disabled trans person sustain their family + help their parents leave venezuela
Hello tumblr dot com users! I'm Ren, a trans and disabled venezuelan trying to get back into art. And as of the 1st of nov 2024 I'm officially unemployed and really, really broke 🥲


If you want a more extended version of our situation you can reffer to my last post thread from months ago, I decided to finally create this one as an updated version.
Summarizing and updating extremely quickly what has happened this last time: The humanitarian Parole is no longer available, The Darien has become way more dangerous and inaccesible to cross and the Panama goverment is going to get toughter, considering this is a mostly usamerican site I hope I don't have to mention what happened this month over there, and obviously there's certainty shit isn't going to get any better from this point onwards. Things have changed so much that my mother started considering emigrating to Spain.
As some of the people close to me know, I really dislike being in the necessity of e-begging without at least offering something in return to people helping me because I don't feel ok doing so otherwise. That's why in this post I have several avenues to help me depending on what anyone might preffer.
Our current plan is to keep saving as much as we can while we wait and hope for a relative of my father to present a Family Reunification TPS while there is still chance, if neither of those don't work or something happens, we'll help either him or my mother go to Spain instead. We are definitively not giving up, but that doesn't mean things didn't get harder.
❗Some of the most urgent needs we're currently trying to cover:
7-12$ Bug poison. We have an extreme problem of cockroach infestation
20-25$ Rispheridona resupply
10-15$ Glasses reparation
6-10$ Shower reparation
+30$ Mother's car revision
+20$ By-Weekly groceries
+15$ General Medicines
You can make as little as a 1 USD donation by simply buying a high quality piece I've done recently!
I'm also currently still offering extremely cheap comms for little chibi doodles like the ones in the pics below!!

Either way. If you can't of don't wish to donate or commission. Please know that just by sharing this around as much as possible is enough to help. Thank you <3
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#mutual aid#Transgender#emergancy commissions#trans mutual aid#fundraiser#signal boost#signal b00st#donations#physically disabled#chronic fatigue and depression induced withdrawal is killing me at any moment#autism#disabled mutual aid#poc mutual aid#commission#commissions open#art commisions#emergency funds#financial aid#Support#Important#help post#ren.txt
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autism shrimp man (i love him)
#tadc#the amazing digital circus#kinger#doodles#art#tadc fanart#HAD to draw him. love drawing him. i love big stupid eyes i draw my sona like that ALL the fucking time#(he got them autism raptor hands. i hope that doesn't sound like an insult whjbdsfhbj)#there's some screenshot somewhere of him curled up on the ground exactly like that and it kills me every time i see it#WORM MODE#i only have like two more pieces of tadc fanart in my brain currently but it's nice drawing and posting semi regularly again wheeee
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hey tumblr you ever make a drawing so good you cant stop stimming
#jonathan sims#martin blackwood#the magnus archives#jonmartin#jonathan sims fanart#martin blackwood fanart#when i finished this i gen couldnt stop stimming and crying yall dont know how deep my autism is for these two#tma jmart#tma jon#tma martin#jmart is killing me slowly but im good#sicklyartposts
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I'm not fucking joking when I tell you I saw this panel and literally started sobbing and crying over seeing my babygirl buying chocolate with just fucking quarters. This is the people's jason todd for real, thank you Juni Ba

#actually was just squeaking and squaking over this like oh my god real jason rep#gotta make him a loser boy flag or pfp#love when my bbg is a boyfailure whos just trying to do right#bro has no equipment and risks his life everyday because hes emo and has trauma /hj#if he doesnt get a hug from bruce by the end of this and a new pair of clothes ill cry#pls give me a fic w this version of jay getting hugs and love from his bros#bro looks like he has one pair of clothes he can actually stand to wear with his autism#and he never takes that mask off even if it kills him#i know his hair is matted#boy wonder dc#boy wonder#dc comics#jason todd#red hood#dc black label#barking and woofing and waughing#jason todd kinnie#red hood kinnie#batfam#batfamily#batman#batman comics#batman jason todd#damian wayne#damian al ghul#damian wayne al ghul#jason todd wayne#boy wonder preview#scruffy jason todd#loser boy jason todd
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Jane Doe's backup dancing skills <3
#have i perchance mentioned she's my fave#she's just. so autism. i love her.#me after watching stop making sense 🤝 me after watching rtc: i need to move weird more#jane doe#jane doe rtc#rtc jane doe#ride the cyclone#rtc#emily rohm#rtcedit#ridethecycloneedit#ride the cyclone edit#what do people tag these things as jflksdjf#gonna do this for the others too. AT LEAST for ricky cos him at the start of tsia kills me every time#anyway i need to go work on my essay now. hate being at uni they keep making u do work when i just want to autism about this musical :(#rtc edit#lily edits#lily dot tee ex tee
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he deserves the world tbh
#adventure time#simon petrikov#simon and betty#petrigrof#artists on tumblr#fionna and cake#adventure time fanart#fionna and cake fanart#simon petrikov fanart#ABOUT THE DRESS. I WANTED TO DRAW SOMETHING TO SYMBOLISE HIM COMING TO TERMS WITH HIS PAST AS THE ICE KING#so a dress in the same colour as ice king's rigout that he can feel happy and pretty in.... do you understand#THE ADVENTURE TIME BRAINROT IS KILLING ME. I WILL NOT SURVIVE <- autism#ice king#<- wasnt going to tag this because I know some people use that tag for the Actual Ice King and not simon after he got turned back#but I remembered all the little ice kings around the canvas :3
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it's always "autism acceptance" until the autistic person is weird, or fat, or a man, or has poor hygiene, or a POC, or makes unfunny jokes, or isn't a cute feminine gay, or is actually bad at communicating, or needs to have things explained to them, or is too loud, or too quiet, or needs to be told something multiple times to understand it, or has mannerisms that make people stare at them, or, or, or, etc. if you would show patience to the cute autistic girl who collects plushies and stims by flapping her hands then you MUST show equal patience to the large autistic boy who stims by humming or hitting his head and worms underwater welding into every conversation. I am no longer asking. your acceptance cannot begin and end with people you deem palatable.
#jay says a thing#im also not dissing cute autistic plushie girls either#their autism is valid#its a spectrum and everyone experiences it differently#but this is something ive seen over and over again IN PROGRESSIVE SPACES. IN *AUTISTIC* SPACES. and it is so so heartbreaking#like oh my god if an autistic person makes you uncomfortable maybe examine why that is. maybe check for internal biases.#im so tired of seeing this shit#people will write off a wonderful person because of their own internalised bullshit and it kills me#autism
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i drew this in like 10 minutes
#ewan conan#who wants to join me in throwing rocks at him#content warning#oh no the fool moon is out.. the autism .. it's taking over...#my art#kill streamer
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Okay since mp100 is on Netflix how much do you wanna bet that people are gonna go into it expecting a comedy, knowing Reigen from the memes, not aware it'll snap your spine in half and then gently piece it back together and give you instructions on the healing process. Like I watched it expecting a fun comedy show I could bond with my friend over. I feel like we've given everyone a very incorrect idea of what mp100 is about and I'm very curious as to how many people will watch it for the jokes and then accidentally get hooked on it. Which tbh I'm very excited for. And also same. Come closer this is an innocent funny action show it won't leave you reevaluating how you view your relationships to other people and how you view your relationship with yourself. It will definitely not hit every neurodivergent weird kid square in the jaw. Come closer.
#by neurodivergent i dont just mean adhd and autism. btw.#mp100#this is just me rambling#because like. oh boy.#season three isnt out on netflix yet. hopefully its coming soon#come closer guys this wont kill you. you will be so normal after this show. trust me. take my hand.
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Hoody shit William afton??
#william afton#fnaf fanart#fnaf movie#five nights at freddy's#fanart#art#baby gurl#he’s just so??.#don’t ask me how or why but he has autism#I know he’s killed children#but autistic people can also be evil and cruel?#like why can’t my lil autistic blorbo have some social issues and also murder 6(+?) children#the purple guy
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I archived the magnus archives
idk link to the full thing is here https://docs.google.com/spreadsheets/d/1vA6kin0H5bk_Nu15WTnwmAEPTAx9MLVO/edit?usp=sharing&ouid=117712544114786577413&rtpof=true&sd=true
I genuinely don't know what anyone would use this for, and honestly doing recreational paperwork is crazy and i need to sit with myself for a bit and think about this one
anyway john's case numbering system sucks so i made a new one, not really that good but it acts better as a call number system. In real life there would be albums and catalogue numbers but thank god the magnus institute archive does NOT exist so that's not an issue
#the magnus archives#tma#jonathan sims#martin blackwood#i literally did an unpaid shift as an archival assistant then came home and did this#autism overload#also dear god using smooth delicious Microsoft excel at work makes google sheets feel like one of those fake children's play toy-#-computers like what the hell why is office 365 so damn expensive i want nice cells i want capitalisation functions google sheets count you#damn days count your days thats what im trying to day#and don't tell me its an ethical issue for the statement givers last name to be in the call number#the magnus institute kills people i don't think they care
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me and the pop_deco_1 heart brush vs the world
#HELLO TUMBLR POOF NATION#have you guys seen all this bookiedookie stuff happening recently. crazyyyyyy#the giga jump cover killed 5 families including mine#I THINK I DID GOOD ON THIS ONE. some things still look a bit weird but hehehee.... guys... turn a blind eye for me pls....#my mha fixation anniversary is next month#my autism academia...#bakudeku#bkdk#mha#bnha#bnha fanart#mha fanart#bkdk fanart#bakudeku fanart#dekubaku#dkbk#ktdk#izukatsu#izuku midoriya#katsuki bakugou#my hero academia#boku no hero academia#deku#kacchan#poof art
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Death Note plot really is just an autistic person who's constantly masking vs an autistic person who has never masked in his life
also ryuk's there
#im so right for this#i recently begrudgingly realized that light is autistic. it's true and it upsets me xD#xD#death note#l lawliet#light yagami#yes light is autistic and his special interest is himself#me and the bad bitch i pulled (killed) by being autistic#(for reference im autistic)#should tag near too because he also entirely fits this#near death note#near dn#(nate is their deadname. not tagging it 😒/j)#autism headcanon#autistic headcanon#death note autism post
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from "your dad" -> "who do you think sent runaan to kill dad"
#reread dreamer's nightmare god i forgot how it fucking destroys me#LIKE HARROW IS TRYING SO DAMN HARD TO BE A GOOD AUTISM DAD TO EZRAN WHILE ALSO TRYING TO PARENT CALLUM BUT CALLUM JUST DOESN'T EVEN SEE HIM#AS HIS PARENT HE'S JUST THE CARETAKER WHO DOESN'T UNDERSTAND AND WHO FAVORS EZ AND HE FEELS LIKE HE HAS NO RIGHT TO BRING UP SARAI EVEN THO#GH THEY BOTH LOVED HER BUT SHE DIED BEFORE THEY COULD BOND OVER THAT FACT SO HARROW IS JUST TRYING TO SHOW THAT HE LOVES THIS LITTLE PIECE#F SARAI AND THAT HE'S ALL HE HAS LEFT OF HER BUT TO CALLUM LIKE THEY WERE ALL EACH OTHER HAD (BESIDES AMAYA) AND THEN HARROW COMES AND UPRO#TS THEIR LIFE AND THEN SHE GETS KILLED (AND WE DON'T KNOW HOW MUCH CALLUM EVEN KNOWS BUT ONE CAN ASSUMED THAT HE PROBABLY BLAMES HIM AT LEA#T A LITTLE) AND IT FEELS LIKE A PUNCH IN THE FACE WHENEVER HARROW ACKNOWLEDGES HER BC TO CALLUM HE COULD NEVER UNDERSTAND#exhale#erm well that just happened#callum#tdp callum#king harrow#harrow#tdp harrow#tdp s7#dreamer's nightmare#tdp#the dragon prince#continuethesaga#giveusthesaga
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