#Are You Perhaps A Kin

[regretevatortakes]

Hello father I have sinned again...

So Any time I'm in my Spanish class now.I feel like I'm just Lambert.Stuck there and awkwardly standing there.It's it's bad , it's bad that I really can relate to a video game character... Sometimes I want to be him.Like imagine that being a lamp!? But what's even worse is that?I'm slowly but surely trying to become infected... I think these are the two reasons and prototype That I'm still stuck and obsessed with this game.If it wasn't for them I would probably ditch this game for pressure or phighting... Anyways, thank you.Father for reading this.Maybe I should go by and anonymous username this time... And I can update you guys!- from 🦈 Shark

Please Update ! I Also Feel Like That

[lucalicatteart]

A new sculpture! Finally... I feel like I never sculpt anymore since I'm always sick or have some 500 other things going on or projects to finish, but I'm trying to schedule time to do it more often this year hopefully..! Just a generic fantasy creature as usual, but did try making the eyes a little more sparkly this time.. hrmm..

[sunforgrace]

it’s like. live gay lisp cas impression, blow job mimery, towel snapping, hey where’s that gay angel. and it’s stop don’t say bisexual you’re ruining the vibe for everybody but what can you expect from east coasters, ?no, these lines are Too Gay cut them change them, destiel doesnt exist. this isn’t burger king mr ackles you cannot have it ‘your way’

[welcometothelairofthebitchking]

God I hate Geto. NOT because he murdered the whole village. NOT because he's trying to commit genocide. I don't give a fuck about morality or the questionable choices of a fictional man. I hate him because he left. I hate him because he did love Gojo and still left. I hate him because he has to always have a fucking purpose or reason or a grand goal. Because his principles are more important to him than people around him who he loves or who love him. I hate him because he always needs to change the world and make it better. I hate him because he leaves for a useless goal and leaves others behind. I hate him and people like him, because no matter how much they love you, you will never be the most important thing to them. I hate him and people like him because they're always trying to 'fix things' when they can't even do it and they still try despite knowing it's useless. They still LEAVE despite knowing it's useless. Why are they so caught up in a purpose?? Why do they try to fix the world alone??? Why do they have to be 'selfless' while hurting everyone around them? Why can't they just stay so we can be together and be happy? Why can't they at least stay and try to fix things alongside you? Why not do it together? Why can't they even have the decency to ask you if you want to join them in their hopeless stupid useless plans and leave with them so you can still hold hands? Why do they care more about a stupid goal then you? Why are you so easy to leave behind? In a totally normal and not at all projecting way of course

[smile-files]

there's something interesting to be said about how nickel's female friends have to constantly school him on how horrible he is but animationepic won't say it

[thatdassie]

Too lazy to add watermarks to every screenshot. If I see uncredited reposts I’m gonna waggle a disapproving finger at u.

context: I am going to feed this hungry fandom, single-handedly with every Murderbot doodle I have ever made.

also I will vomit words. Under the cut me screaming and crying:

longer context:

this is the product of a few nights spent listening to Murderbot audiobooks. One of the reasons I read so few actual sci-fi books is because when I have to use a ton of brainpower to remember past events and arcs and characters and worldbuilding and connections I get exhausted and it’s not fun. Scifi has a lottt of that. But I really reallllly liked Murderbot so i wanted to put in the effort to understand it. I would draw little diagrams and maps and doodles on a giant canvas while the guy was reading and it helped me to understand what was happening better.

let me tell u there is nothing more AWFUL than WANTING to invest yourself in something you like but ur brain is like NO!! TOO MUCH WORK!!! IF I HAVE TO THINK ABOUT THINGS REALLY HARD AND EXPEND ENERGY I WILL FUCKING DIE!! I HAVE TO ENJOY EVERY SECOND OF EVERYTHING and then u feel bad because u don’t feel like a real fan or whatever that means.

sometimes the stars align and I do manage to finish a series like Murderbot!! It helps that it’s novellas mostly and doesn’t have a lot of spin-offs. (Star trek, I’m gonna kill you.) Man I need to watch more tv shows though. Words can’t describe how much Murderbot is like me frrrrr. Might be projecting onto it a tad bit

I sure do love tiny fandoms that are already finished so I can bless people with large slabs of fandom meat that they never saw coming 😍

[aphel1on]

watching gravity falls as a young teen and seeing yourself in the kid MCs and then gravity falls resurgence in your mid 20s and realizing you now painfully relate to the older twins especially in their mid-late-20s life-falling-apart phase...... yeah

[mamawasatesttube]

kancer should've joined kon's rogues gallery tbh

[ludinusdaleth]

Aeor Arc 2 is about to happen place your Ludinus bets now 🌌

yeah, okay. heres my sort of final predictions before we get into the meat of this arc that ive been awaiting for ages. obligatory "i could very well be wrong and i accept that ive just been losing my mind for 3+ years":

-obligatory ludinus is aeorian

-ludinus was part of or close to/looked up to the original cerberus assembly

-ludinus is athodan or athodan's son (far more likely he is athodan as athodan was implied to be like. college age/a prodigy. but sometimes i can see why he would have been a child when the calamity changed him for good)

-alteratively or in tandem with this, one of ludinus's parents was an archfey or at least fae

-alteratively or in tandem with this, ludinus's mother is the raven queen. all 3 of these feel likely to me from a thematic or foreshadowing standpoint.

-frida watched over ludinus and is the boy they saw in their dreams

-i think it is thematically sound if he dies at the end of this arc. however he is so ferally desperate to win & so powerful i would not rule out escaping.... at the very ultimate cost of his physical & innate humanity. expect a transformation of a man desperate to be seen as a gentleman into a cosmic/archfey beast. or at least a man who couldnt recognize himself in the mirror.

-would not rule out him escaping by manipulating the bells into fighting each other. at this point and with the way they are slowly tracking his path of power with the harness, that has to be as easy as stealing candy from a baby.

[teenagedracula]

If you were a god(or maybe you are i think you're godkin) i'd leave little offerings at a shrine that's been lost to time. I'd restore the shrine to its original glory and continue to care for it as a token of gratitude for you. btw

I am questioning my identity in this regard but oh this means alot to me. I can tell exactly who you are from the way you speak and i extend my gratitude to you (i love you)

[petals-and-all]

[ Moodboard for Henry Stickmin (Henry Stickmin ) ]

Here you go, dude ! Thank you for your request and patience, I hope you like it [:

[radiostaticsmile]

I wish I lived in a swamp Especially new Orleans, between my furby spin, my asexuality and my desire to eat people that would make me the Alastor Ever.

[skajador]

I'M SO DONE. I'M SO DONE.

[dinopupdyke]

Life is love. You already know what you want.

And deep down you know how to get there. Listen. Observe. Imagine. Learn as much as you can from your kin, especially the Earth. We are all kin, we are all one whole, we each live our lives in thanks to and in service of the Earth. Remember I love you. Expand your empathy to every earthling, find kinship in all life around you, recognize the life in them as the life in yourself and the life on Earth. You can feel it. Your body remembers. Your cells remember. The Earth and Time remembers where we came from, how we evolved together, that we are all of the same life, of the same Earth. The Earth expects nothing of you. You hold no responsibility except to live. Life can be everything we want it to be. There is no grand reason, no higher purpose, and isn’t that beautiful, to just be alive, to just be to just be to just be. Remember I love you. You wish to rid yourself of the facetious hierarchical power games infecting humanity. You want to return to the ecosystem, to the warm embrace of abundance, to the challenges of scarcity, to be driven by compassion and care first and foremost. To slow down to the pace of the soil, to watch the leaves grow each day, to notice how the sky and the breeze change through the seasons, to get to know the Earth again. To nourish your mind body and soul with the things that best satisfy you and the planet. To work hard each day at your natural proclivities, to watch your knowledge and skills increase, to see your hands begin to wear and age. Life is love. Is our life really different to that of an ant? A monkey? A dog? A flower? A tree? A mushroom? A rock? An atom? A planet? Doesn’t everything seek connections and build relationships with the things around us? Are we not all changed by time? Do we not all wish to live and grow?

[meirimerens]

i know the Willow Mellow lore gets worse the longer you dig inside of it + it reflects even Worse on the writers when you put the actual words on her situation but let's not forget Darlings she is a child. she is 15 to 17yo depending on what piece of documentation we refer to, too young to consent to sex and therefore does not fit the category of "sex worker", and instead falls under the definitions of "sexually exploited youth", more specifically "sexually exploited child", as UNICEF, UNESCO, Convention for the Rights of the Child, [...] and general common sense all define "child" as "person under the age of 18".

she is the victim of kidnapping by her """adoptive father""" and of sexual exploitation by her (presumably adult) "clients" (as she does not appear to have a pimp, and is instead written saying she loves what she does and such giddy teehee fun. [powerful side-eye through someone in the writing team.] [she's not a Real Person I have to stress, so someone wrote her like this, wrote this kid like this.] [it is all part of a narrative in which she is struggling to shake off her "father's" exploitation, an inherently tragic one, but she still was written that way, and could have been written any other way, with any other "rebellious" act]). calling her a sex worker as a child who is basically the same age as P2 Capella or Grace is putting her in a Grown-Up category especially harmful considering we are supposed to read her as an indigenous girl, member of the Kin (even if her lore is Mysterious and Hazy) and indigenous women and girls are sexualized in racialized ways which often paint them as more ~~~naturally~~~ sexually liberated, or docile, or submissive, or [insert racist x sexist stereotype promoted by colonizers to excuse the mistreatment of indigenous women and girls].

tldr yes it's worse when you actually call her what she actually is, and worse tenfold when you read what the writers make her say about it [even as an inherently tragic situation that we can recognize and put words on (hence this post), she could have been written any other way, with any other rebellious act, but you know.] but you know x2 (SIDE-EYES SOMEONE ON THE WRITING TEAM VERY HARD TIL ME EYES POP OUT ME SKULL)

[genpact-kinfessions]

Summer is a great time to explore the local towns and nature preserves near me right now, but I'm salty that Lumine or Paimon can't be here to explore with me this time. It's lonely exploring it alone.

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