#Anywyas nobody asked for this
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roachesbf · 1 year ago
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Guard Dog Atom Headcanons
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Atom hates leaving you alone, I wouldn’t say he’s clingy he’s just always cautious about everything so he feels to need to know how you’re doing all the time. It is his job as your guard dog. Whenever you’re in meetings he’ll stand behind you because it’s professional but once the two of you are both alone and you give the command that it’s okay, he’ll lay his head on your lap while you do paperwork.
I’d like to say his mask also works well as a muzzle, when someone is getting to much in meetings the sounds of him growling can be heard and his ears get all tense, all you have to do is snap to get him to call down but his body language gets more tense, as if he’s preparing to get their ass if they step out of line one more time and under your command.In general he’s very dedicated guy, give him treats by the end of a job well done
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yalibat · 5 months ago
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ask meme.... 13 & 17? :3
HI!!!!!!
for 13 its probably this rick drawing pelo posted when lookign for storyboard artist!!! it has helped me alot when making fake portraits lol!!! plus yk… rick!! ALSO SILLY FUNFACT i like to think the name of my selfship (lazysketch) works both ways cuz both rick n rain r lazy and they both know somewhat how to draw!!! i think we all should make more artist rick content!!!!!
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and for 17… well…. yk, there is this one cake,
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i can not help myself mb… i dont really like cake all that much but. yk.... prob roy lasagna too i like lasagna a lot (i should draw the food guys actually.)
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sexynetra · 1 year ago
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Ohhhh I'm curious about number 14 and rawnsyf
14. Is there anything I want the readers to learn from reading this fic?
Hmmmmm uhhhhh if you have a hot gay roommate, don’t terrorize her? Accept my Marcia is a brat gospel? Hopefully patience with this god damn slow burn and how long I take between updates 😅
Mostly the bratty Marcia gospel though. And that Anetra should always be written with red hair and the nickname Neech <3
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trafficpan-ic · 11 months ago
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My body is being weird so time for some overthinking
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voidcat · 2 years ago
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I will stream my scara pulls there tmr so join!!!!! I have 230 fates and a c6 yanfei so every time she comes back I get a free wish
Ik I’m not as online here anymore but if anyone wants to join, I have a server join if ya want
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corsair-mc-official · 1 month ago
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// Congrats on 200 followers, CORSAIR! I know Commodore already mentioned she had whiskey, but, uh-
+ we brought more alcohol. for everyone to share, because drinking alone is boring and sad. one bottle from each of us. hope y'all like... shit, which one was this again? ah yes - chocolate-covered pretzel flavored vodka. one of the tamer flavors from my collection, I'd say. (yes, I collect weird vodka flavors, don't ask)
// ...yeah, that. I brought y'all some bourbon - this one actually comes from my home planet (moon?) of Pyxis. Had it stashed for a special occasion, but it feels right to let y'all try it - I can always get some more for myself when I next find my way home. (Bit strong if you drink it straight; I'd suggest having it over ice.)
> I can't say with any certainty whether cocktails are popular among the CORSAIR crew, so rather than a bottle of gin, I opted for the safer choice of red wine. Phoenix assisted me in picking one; I'm not a wine drinker myself.
// Anyways - we didn't just bring booze; we all brought questions as well. Whoever wants to answer them can, not just Commodore.
+ mine first, because I know these two are gonna be serious about it and we can't all be buzzkills around here. here goes: if y'all had to pick a new name for CMC on the spot - new official name to go by, no more CORSAIR, we're changing the adbroads tomorrow - what would it be?
// That's... actually a pretty solid question. Damn, now I'm a bit jealous I didn't ask that. Good ask, Slipshod!
> I'll ask next. My question is: where did the idea to start CORSAIR come from? Were you inspired by other mercenary companies across the galaxy, or was CMC an original idea?
// Also a good question! Y'all really thought these over, huh. Anyways, here's mine, and this one's for Commodore specifically: what can you tell us about Sylvia? Obviously the Sylvia's Requiem is named for her, but I'm curious to know what she was like in life.
+ see, what did I tell you? now Commodore's gonna get all sad and sappy. geez, P, you really are a buzzkill. (more so than Kennedi, somehow)
// Hey, I say it's fair game. She did say we could ask anything. Anywyas, congrats again on the 200 followers, to all of our friends at CORSAIR. It's been a blast getting to know you all, and following your adventures across the galaxy. Cheers to however many more!
+ shit, I'll drink to that. cheers!
> Congratulations, CORSAIR. Cheers, from all of us at MSMC.
Yours among the stars, forever and always!
-- Angel, Slipsod, & Lockbreaker
Look at you three go, thanks girls (and Enby). All three bottles will be cherished, shared, and drunk at the appropriate times. That bourbon I'm saving till after our friendly duel. But for now, two shots.
Alright Question time No more CORSAIR as the name hmmm you know that's a hard one. Might go Last Requiem MC. After all you can't kill all of us. But I don't think I'm ever letting go of the CORSAIR name.
Starting CORSAIR. For a while I just did freelance work, Sylvia would do the duty of a handler and I'd be out there wrecking house. I think I was able to get my first license well my LL0 cause of her. CMC came about from the work piling up and bringing friends in. You could call MSMC a bit of an inspiration but this never has been about the money. Sure we charge high but that's more for the pilots using this as a job. For me it's always been the stories that come out of this.
Sylvia. Nobody was ever truly like her. Something about the way she loved life so truly. She did the real old CMC promotional material. It's hard to describe the love of your life when words can't really express how you felt about her. Who'd have thought the daughter of some stupid corporate sticks would have fallen for a one eyed loose cannon and run off with her. I mean she had a lust for life I haven't seen since her....
Ah, right anyways. Thanks you three. One more shot for good luck, till legends bleed!
//Commodore\\
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hazmatazz · 1 year ago
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ALSO!! (Sorry forgot what I was gonna say or I would’ve included it in my last ask)
Your ‘Abby is observant but she’s still a kid’ statement. I love it so much because it shows that she doesn’t have to grow up so fast, she has someone who’s taking care of her and let’s her be a kid! Honestly I think Mike and Abby’s relationship is so fucking great
Mike actively asks about her drawings and actively tries to engage with her and even if it’s met with nothing he doesn’t give up, he’ll try again at a later point!
(Also also, I think Mike is more observant then we’ve been giving him credit for)
literally literally literally literally..... tad off topic but i feel So bad for mike because like . no sibling should have to take care of their younger one. like here it says mike would probably be in his mid to late twenties and honestly i forgot if they ever said what age either mike or abby was when she went into his care but that's still rather young to be caring for a child (your sibling) you didn't plan for ..
like i could only imagine him wanting a normal sibling relationship with abby instead of being her parent, why wouldn't you. you love your younger sibling but this isn't how your life should have gone. now you're struggling with your rent and getting a job that works with the fact you're a single dad basically and. you can't blame your sister because you love her so much and you would rather her be in your care than anyone else's but. god why did your dad have to leave and why is nobody helping you 💔. you don't even believe you're raising her right and you just. want her to have a normal life and you want a normal life but
Anywyas.
also yeah!! he's like. for the situation we've dropped him in, he's like the normal guy observant. i mean he figured out that the kids his sister always talks to and draws before he got this job are the kids in the animatronics and he figures out a whole lot about vanessa and. i think he's observant he just doesn't believe he's doing a good job ever so
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hitsuyou-fukaketsu · 2 years ago
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saw u went on an aiyuu rampage last night and no yeah bc. yuujirou had that werewolf costume requested specifically for him after aizou lost their little dance competition. only reason why he did was that aizou was so caught up ij worrying and watching yuujirou to make sure he doesnt make any mistakes after they stayed up All Night practicing together and forgetting to focus on his own dancing. and then the hwite day event yuujirou says that thing he didnt meam abt wishing aizou wasnt his partner and ofc that Actually Hurt and he KNOWS he crossed a line there so tried to apologise but you know how he is so he ends up going with that pocky gift with the miniscule "thank you" written at the bottom bc he really Is glad that its aizou who was his idol partner and nobody else when it comes down to it. and ofc the new years events he took it upon himself to help aizou change into his hakama AND IN THIS YEARS ONE they also wished for Each Other's Sakes and bringing back the person who understands them the most like yeah okay get a room ??? AND THE VALENTINES EVENT ?? Yuujirou ur ideal couple's bf looking unusually familiar to ur partner. and also the fact that he wants a relationship where they can talk things out and communicate than lash out at each other you and aizou have Got to step up ur communication skills ffs. and aizou dodging the question when asked if hes ever fallen in love before with "we're talking about you right now!!" yeah ok we get it ur hopelessly smitten!! orz
samishigariya also. i do not need to elabroate the whole thing says enough. anywyas sorry for this block of text in ur inbox somehting in me was just activated i miss those two idiots
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Mona is laughing at their tomfoolery
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moonrpg · 2 years ago
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nobody asked but I’m giving my opinions on all those artists
arctic monkeys - yes I’m one of those ppl that liked a bit of their old stuff but hates their new stuff #genwunner
imagine dragons - booooo. Snooze
lana del ray - I’m not fucking around dni if you listen to her *radiohead sleeper agent activated anywyas miss tradwife cottagecore wannabe or whatever I can’t stand her. Genuine hate
lorde. largely indifferent. lots of friends have recced her to me esp the album in the poll but I just can’t get into it
marina - I never listened to her so I don’t get the hype at all but I respect from a distance. I guess
vampire weekend - indifferent but my dad hates them with a burning passion which makes me laugh so I guess I hate them too
21 pilots - not proud to say I liked that album with the red circles on it for like 2 weeks when I was 15 after a super uncomfortable dating thing. My dark past revealed
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ipegchangbin · 11 months ago
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OH EM GEEE POOOOOOKIIIEEEEE‼️‼️ DID U SEE THE STEP OUT 2024⁉️⁉️⁉️
IM DYING HONESTLY‼️🙌😵🪦🏴‍☠️ IM NOT EVEN TALKING ABT WHATS GONNA HAPPEN IN 2024 U KNOW ME AND MY LOVE💕💞 💖💓❤️‍🔥FOR JIJI HE LOOKKS. SOSOOOOOOOSOSOOSOOOOOOO 😍😍😍😍‼️‼️❤️‍🔥🥰‼️😘😍🫣🥵😳
I FEEL LIKE A VICTORIAN MAN SEEING A WOMANS ANKLE BC HANNIES KNEES WOAAAAHHHHHHHHHH😫😫😩😩🥵😳😳🤭🫣🤯🤯🤯🤯🤯🤯🤯🤯‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️
ANYWYAS HIS OUTFIT IS SOOOOOOO COOOL‼️‼️😍😍😍😍😍 I LOVE IT SO MCUH ‼️‼️🥰🥰🥰🤩😚😋😍☺️I LOVE THE BLUEGREEB COLOR THING ON HIM 🤩😜🤪😝AND THE LIL TUCK IN SHOWS OFF HIS SWXY SEXY SEXY HOT CUT E BEATTIFUL PRETTY GORGELICIOUS GORGTASTIC GORGEOUS WAIST😋😋😋😋😝😣☹️🤭 AND THE KNEEEESJSUSISWIUSJWJJWU 😫😩💦WHY AM I SO DOWN FOR HIS KNEEES👶🥊WHATTTT I NNEEED TO KISSS THEM 💋😘😽👩‍❤️‍💋‍👨AN DDOMT GET ME STARTED ON THE CUTE SHORTS AND THE CUTE SOCKKS‼️‼️‼️‼️😍😍😍😍😣😣❤️‍🔥 OMG THE SOOOOOCKKKKKKSSS‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️⁉️THE LIL BOOTS LOOKK SLSOOOOO CUTE ON HIM TOOOOOOOO😭😭😭🥰🥰😋😍😘😫🤭😽😩
POOKIE HE IS SO CUTEEE ANR COOOOL AND I LOVE HIM SOOOOO MUCCCHHHHH ‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️😼😼😼😻WHY WAS MY FIFST RESCTION TO FUCK HIM IN THAT OUTFIT 😀😀⁉️🧍‍♀️🧍‍♀️🧍‍♀️I CANT IM SO SORRRY I DONT THINK IM NOTMAL ROUND HIM 😭😭😭☹️😿🔫🔫🔫
ANYWYAS IM GONNA SYEAL UR MANS FOR A QUICK SECONDS😻😼😽😽😼😻😼😸😻😻 BC OMG FAIRYCORE BINNIEE IS SOOOOOOO CUTE 🧚✨💖🧚🧚‍♀️✨🧚‍♂️💓💕🧚‍♀️ HE LOOKSM SO GOOD AWGAUNST THE PINK BACKGROUND AND SURROUNDED BY THE PRETTY FLOWERS HES THE PRETTIEST FLOWER INN THERE HES SO PRINCE LIKE 🪻💐🪷🌷🌺🌸🌼🌻💐🪻🌺🌻🌞🌸👑👑😻😻✨✨‼️‼️‼️
AND WHATS THIS WHATS THIS WHATS THISSSS⁉️⁉️⁉️🤯🤯🤯🤯🤯🤯🤯🤯🤯
NEW FICCC COMING SOON⁉️⁉️⁉️⁉️🤯🤯🤯🤯🤯🤯🤯🤯🤯🤯🤯🤯🤯🤯🤯🤯🤯🤯🤯🤯
THIS YEAR IS GONNNNAAA BEE GOOOOOD‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️😻😻😻😻🙌🙌🙌
EVERYBODY CHEERRRRR‼️‼️‼️😻🙌🗣️🗣️🗣️🔥🔥🔥💯💯‼️🥳🤩
HAPPY NEW YEAR POOOOKIEEE WOOOKIE‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️😍😍😍🥰🥰😘😘😝😋🎉🥳🎊💕💕🩷💙💛🩵🩷💜🩷❣️💖💛💞💓❤️❤️‍🔥💛❤️💕💕💕
YEASSSS POOKIE I HAVE SEEN STEP OUT 2024 (pretend that its the new years and i didnt answer this late)
ngl i was gonna bite the fuck outta that man fr. like sorry i dont mean to steal your hanji and his slutty lil waist. but he looks like a pretty anime protagonist with that outfit. thats something that nobody can resist !!! (but i have self control because my proofreader and twin flame is hans biggest whore)
I NEED TO EAT HIS KNEES LIKE THEYRE LIL CHICKEN WINGS ‼️‼️‼️‼️ and super valid to wanna fuck him BECAUSE GO BESTIE! GO POOKIE!!! THATS UR MAN!!! UR LIL POOKIEBEAR. he did this for u he did this to be EATEN
okay we are even 🤝 U CAN STEAL MY MAN FOR A QUICK SEC 😼 i dont mind because i believe that sharing is caring and i want my bf changbinnie to be the communal whore (as is with natural selection) so please dont hesitate to bite my pretty baby binnie bookie poodle doodle bear sweetie cakes with cherries on top. hes my fairy princess mermaid angel beauty from heaven itself. ahem. i love changbin
but i also love YOU pookie! i love ur asks i love seeing u around imwheowirhwjej HOPE U ENJOYED THE NEW FICS AND stick around for more 😁😁😁 enjoy your year pooks!
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pixiecaps · 1 year ago
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ok WHO is bagi
BAGELL<33333 HIIIIII how have you been:)? missed seein ya around this ol part of town (imagine i say that with a cowboy impression🤠)
i’m not sure what the context you’re asking this is under but i’ll try to give a brief explanation
so bagi is a twitch streamer whos very talented at roleplaying and one of the top 10 portuguese channels on twitch:3 annd she was recently added onto the qsmp a little over two weeks ago. not sure if you’re aware but there was an election and whoever won president would be given the power to pick someone to be added to the server. bagi was the presidents pick.
if i recall correctly you first asked this when i was reblogging a bunch of posts about what she was saying about the meetup right? i think? bad memory;-; either way i’ll talk about that
rather recently a bunch of qsmp members were in brazil. and as you might or might not know the qsmp members are very tightly bonded. over the course of the server existing they’ve all become really good friends who deeply care about each other and bagi on stream was talking about this a lot.
she talked about everybody individually on the trip how quackity was one of the sweetest people shes ever met, how baghera & jaiden are her new loves, etc. and teared up on multiple occasions from how emotional she felt about the entire trip and how happy she was.
personally the part that warmed my heart the most was how she mentioned despite being the “newbie” and not having played with the others on the server nearly as long as everybody else and not even having previously interacted with a lot of people who went to the trip she left the trip feeling like they were her FAMILY and being with everybody was like home to her. nobody ever made her feel left out and that despite having that gap in time spent with everybody they all treated her as if she was apart of the group for months.
and she ended her talk about the trip by saying “Its been a long time since I felt this good making new friends. And I’m talking real friends, who hug you and make you feel included, feel good. So, the thing is I love them dude. And that’s it. They were here a few days but I’m totally in love with them, I love them. And I want to see all of them happy and well, cause they were awesome people to me, and I hope we’ll have a friendship that lasts for years.” and additionally mentioned how she wished the trip would never end. WHICH LIKE IMMEDIATELY HAD ME CRYING
so yeah anywyas thats bagi if u ever see me blogging about her it’ll usually be in reference to the qsmp shes cool🫶
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p0ssywhippedcream · 1 year ago
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hey girl i js wanna make sure youre okay😭 you havent posted at all and ik its only been one day but im worried, anywyas how are you and your mental health?
omg babi i love you so much 😭😭 thank you for worrying you literally have my whole heart!!!
i’m doing pretty good actually!! i’m just on vacation so i’m trying to keep up posting n writing but between beach time, drinking n fat naps it’s a lil hard lol
i was actually gunna post smth earlier but siked myself out cause i reread it n hated it. i’m struggling a little with writing cuz a lot of the requests i receive are super smutty or angsty n for characters im not super into rn n i honestly kinda just wanna write cute lil fluff for like Piper or Zuko but i dunno if you guys would read that??
I actually have a lot of stuff i don’t post like that cause you guys are asking for other things n when i do post it, it gets like 8 notes :(( it’s jus kinda disheartening when im trying to come back from a hard hiatus n it seems like posting what i wanna post doesn’t really matter n you guys jus want like constant smut instead
like i still write what i want to but posting it n seeing that nobody read it hurts esp when there’s such a high demand in my inbox yet when i post nobody reblogs or notes, makes me think like “why do i post when nobody cares?”
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euclydya · 2 years ago
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1, 12 & 13 for the ask game
- @mansplainmanipulatemalewife
ohhhhhh this got Ranty w the first question BAHAHAHAHA uhhhhh under the cut lol
the character everyone gets wrong
ELECTROCHEMISTRY. OKAY . OK!!!!!!!!! listne to me LISTEN TO ME. i am speaking into your ear right now. Electrochemistry has done nothing wrong. All E-chem wants is Joy. It wants Harry 2 find things that Spark Joy . ok ???????!! AND IT'S NOT E-CHEM'S FAULT THAT THE THING THAT SPARKS JOY FOR HARRY IS DRUGS. OK. it's not E-Chem's fault that Harry went "ok drugs and alcohol make me Happy Currently" and that E-Chem was like "Okey 😃👍❗ Understood!" Donot blame E-chem for that THANK YOUvery much. ok.
It is not some fuvkign Demon okay!!!!!!!!! Wrong? Yes! Absolutely!! But it doesn't intentionally! Fuckign!!! DO THAT! On purpose! To make Harry's life worse!!!!!! What we understand is it just tOok the information learned/given ["X Thing makes happy chemical happen. This is good! Happy chemical Good and Needed."] and rolled with it aND CAN YOU BLAME IT FOR THAT. no <3.
Like. We don't know much abt addiction [except that it Does run in our family. And we probably are Very Prone To It given that fact.] but I assume to help an addict you don't fucking yell at em for it. You try to. Help them. Help em find something else Not Harmful to make the Happy Chemicals happen right?? yelling doesn't do shit for anyone </3 and . If Given A New Outlet For the to find Dopamine in a nonharmful way Then both Harry cna get better & E-chem can learn that drugs arent Good ANYWAYS MY POINT IS!!!!!!!!!!
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E-CHEM IS INNOCENT YOUR HONOUR. DJSJXJXJZJXJXJXJXJ
worst blorboficiation
Girl.,.,.,,.,.,.,. Hmmb. Would whatever's going on w fanon Jean count ,,,............... have we all forgotten hhow much of a jackass he is actually. like He's a well written character butalso That man is not good . <3 he is so not niceys or normal or niceys . I wiuld kill him without hesitationFJDJJSJDCJCJCJ
HONESTLY ACTUALLY. IT REMINDS ME. HOW FANDOM TREATS HIM REMINDS ME OF HOW THE 0FM.D FANDOM TREATS IZZY LMAO?????? EJXJSKAKXKCKCXK [LEGIT I FIND THAT FUNNY I'M NOT BEING PETTY]
the unpopular character that you actually like and why more people should like them
OK LIKE,,.,.,,.,.,.,.,. so we haven't even come Near finishing the gmae so our opinions on characters and who we're even Aware of are v v . Not A Lot but. anywyas.
outside od the fan favourite skills nobody rllt cares abt like. All the others wethink?? sure they have their fans too but that's liek few n far btwn feom what we've noticed. and leik. Anyways. *hholds Encyclopedia in my hands* Do you seehim. Doyiu See Him
. Pleas elooke at Encyclopedia pls. He is so <3! he is so (⁠ノ⁠◕⁠ヮ⁠◕⁠)⁠ノ⁠*⁠.⁠✧. He makes my heart so ♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️.
reasons u should like him:
he shares so many fun facts with u. Thatsliterally his job. he's the funf acts guy.
he looks sO NEAT!!!!
. tbh that's it . we looked thru his dialog on fayde and honestly it truly Is just 99% fun facts abt random shit innit HFHSJSKAAKDJCJ
BUT STILL. he is. MY BLORBO fucke youe if you dont like encyclopedia all my homies love encyclopedia fucka off if u disagree. i love learning useless trivia and i lov ehearing people infodump when i jave mental energy for it. i would kill for him .
ALSO HE'S RELATABLE we too just share random knowledge we have when we remember it. <3.
-Electrochem
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bo0zey · 2 years ago
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Did I miss "back from the war" recreation or is that not happening
OK so i've been meaning to address this for a while because it’s actually something i've been genuinely annoyed/sad/upset about; my original plan to recreate the post was to go to riot fest & have someone take pics of me during MCR live in person (caption wouldve been something like ‘when will mcr--omg they;re Back from the Warfdskns’ lol idk). i ended up 2nd row from the barrier & i was like OMG bc i didn’t expect to get so close & i was like ‘WOW these r gonna b such GR8 PICTURES!!i;m so lucky!!this is gENIUS!’ & so my plan was literally going according to/even better than planned right?? i mean the fact that i was ~a few feet away from the stage n was ~1.5hrs away from seeing mcr LIVE??? my plan was going along SUSPICIOUSLY well..everything was falling into place TOO perfectly...it was almost to good to be true right??? IT WAS. everything went to shit & my plan fell thru during the last band before MCR when my body suddenly fell victim to the effects of being crowd crushed for >7 hours straight; i experienced syncope & was pulled over the barrier & out of the pit by security.
sooooo, you didn’t ‘miss’ anything; the post was supposed to be recreated at the concert, but the universe pulled an uno-reverse on me when it remembered i’m on the universal ‘Do Not Ever Allow to Be Truly Happy’ list lol. i meant to post an update abt my failed plan afterwards, but tbh the actual event in itself made me wanna fr kms, and i felt even guiltier/worse for being unable to fulfill my promise to u all bc i fr planned on recreating it at the concert. 'ok but u were still at the concert after u got pulled out’ ok physically yes but mentally N-Ooo. due to the hypoxia (lack of blood blow/oxygen to the brain) i’d obtained secondary to being crowd crushed PLUS the psychological trauma of being removed against my living breathing dying will from the pit (btw the psychological trauma has nothing to do with being crowd-crushed but im not gonna get into that turmoil rn lol), i was stuck in an altered mental state for the remainder of the concert. i was dissociated for mcr’s entire set until i woke up the next morning & it took ~3-4 days for my body to fully recover from the physical trauma of being crowd crushed.
i still plan on recreating the post eventually, but tbh it’s not rlly my top priority atm bc 1) i still can’t come to terms w/ the fact i lost my 1 n only chance to experience MCR live & 2) imo seeing MCR live was the perfect opportunity to recreate the post & that clearly didn’t work out for me sooo now i have no idea how else i can top that idea :( .
#i have an idea but i’m not sure if it’ll work...imma need mcr 2 pull thru n meet me halfway on this 1 lol#anywyas i h8 talking abt riot fest i feel like every1 h8s me whining abt it too lol#i was so angry and upset with the world and myself. i really tried so hard to stay conscious;#ppl were asking if i was ok & i kept nodding yes because i didn’t want to be pulled out of the pit bc#then i’d lose my spot + my ONLY chance to see MCR live & so up close.#next thing i know i’m being pulled over the barrier by security and WHOOSH into dissociationville i go.#they were too much for my brain to handle so i’d just fall back even more into that weird dissociated state#i honestly would have preferred to not have even attended the concert. like HONESTLY 100% deadass i wish i didnt even go.#like imagine urself in my shoes lol i went from being 2nd row from the stage to like 70000 rows away.#yall dont understand how awful it is to have such a golden opportuntiy to be 1 hr n a few feet away from the band who saved u#to having it all ripped away from u in literally a matter of seconds#if i’d just stayed home my 12y/o little wouldn’t have had to experience the psychological trauma of having everything to having nothing.#my 15/16 year old teen wouldnt have had to re-live the experience of realizing there’s nothing left#in this world to comfort/protect/save her OR her childself#22 year old me realizing i failed them and all the other parts of me. i cant be happy i cant have shit in this world#i couldnt have my mom but at least i had mcr right??? nope lol that got ripped out of my fingertips too#i cant even begin to describe the emotional damage/psychological blow the situation had on me bc like#i cant even put it into words and i know nobody will truly understand/believe me when i say how heartbreaking & detrimental this#situation was for my already fucked up psyche. or they’ll think im exaggerating but its like u dont get it#ive lost so many things and people i spent my entire childhood/adolescence maladaptive daydreaming.#at age 12 mcr became my escapism for ~4yrs straight bc they were the only thing that made me happy#while all the other ppl in the real world in my day to day life were making me wanna kms everyday#like ik it sounds extreme/dramatic but ??? i mean i dont even fully understand my reaction tbh.#i think its just mcr used to be my happy place n then i get to see them live and its just an absolute nightmare#and the fact that i was dissociated from their concert when they used to be the only thing to keep me grounded to this earth???#truly i wish i didnt even go like i cant even listen to their music anymore without wanting to crawl out of my skin#when the only thing that made u feel alive made u feel deader than ever inside....yeahhhhh not fun!!#its a heartsinking feeling i hate it so much i wish i had a doever#mcr#when will mcr return from the war
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lakuronekobaka · 3 years ago
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Kuro are you ok? No. Thanks for asking
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dreamingsushi · 5 years ago
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Eternal Love of Dream - Episode 54
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Fengjiu is heartbroken, and when she comes back to Qingqiu, Zheyan is waiting for her at the door and he suddenly decides that he’s going to take her pulse. Just like that. She’s probably pregnant. Lol, I wouldn’t be surprised. Zhe Yan looks so serious haha. I knew it. She’s pregnant. I am sorry, but I can’t help but laugh. Like... I just can’t. Qhy would Zhe Yan suddenly decide to check if she’s pregnant and like at that exact moment? Maybe his sixth sense. Zhe Yan is like the most bad ass guy right after Donghua. Fengjiu is even more sad. Well, I would agree she doesn’t need a baby right now.
Maio Luo is free now and she entrust the demon clan to Nie Chuyin, plus increase his cultivation level as a little gift.
Chiwu gets to Bihai Cangling only to find that there is nobody but for Lian Song who’s also looking for Donghua and Fengjiu. Then Chonglin comes in a really bad state to take them to the Fanyin valleyr. When Chiwu hears that Xu Yang died, at first he wants to rush and kill Miao Luo, but then Lian Song convinces him not too, it reminds him of what Xu Yang told him about how sometimes strength resides in the ability to hold back on one’s sword. SEE HOW NICE HE WAS?
Chengyu comes to see Fengjiu and seeing how sad she is, she goes to look for Lian Song. He will know where Donghua is and why he didn’t come to his own wedding.
Donghua can’t find a way to seal the Miao Yi Yuan again and then realizes that nobody is protecting Fengjiu. Chiwu finally remembers that he didn’t go to see her. Then Donghua collapses coughing blood. Ji Heng’s poison is affecting him.
Fengjiu decided to leave for the mortal realm. Before going, she gives half of her cultivation to Ye Qingti and promises to come back when it’s time for him to ascend as an immortal.
Wait what? All of the Biyi Bird people that stayed died? Well, I knew they disappeared, but I didn’t think they really died... Xiangli Meng TT What is this drama? Why do they all die? What’s the point of all of this if no one is left alive? Jielv is now the queen of the clan and they want to help out to fight Miao Luo. Chiwu also offered that they live on his territory, but Jielv says that the demon world isn’t suitable for them, they should rather go to Qingqiu, which is where Xiangli Meng wanted the most to go. I’M HEARTBROKEN. Our Jielv is such a strong girl.
Omg. THAT GUNGUN IS SO CUTE! I don’t like the name though... What a weird name, I mean when I look at the meaning. This gun means to roll. It is also used to tell someone to get out ._____. Oh well. Anywyas, so cute. He feels lonely to be the only one with white hair. And he’s so cute “who’s Ahli?” Awww. Gungun fan here. The kids of the two fox princesses are too adorable. Riceball and Gungun <3
Lian Song goes to see Bai Zhen and Zhe Yan to learn about the whereabouts of Fengjiu, but bai Zhen really doesn’t know where she went, they are free to go wherever they want when they go for a mortal trial. Then Zhe Yan said that if Donghua really wants to see her, there’s a way.
Ye Qingti needs his ponytail back. Plus I am glad he doesn’t remember what happened between him and Fengjiu. I hope he doesn’t fall for her again. Enough of my babies getting hurt.
By the way, is it just me or... all the girls who liked Donghua become crazy evil ladies at some point while all the guys who liked Fengjiu all ended up being heroes except maybe for Cangyi? It would be nice to have for once a boy that desperate for the girl’s love. Oh wait, in Ashes of Love I guess it was like that hmmm. But still, most of the time, the girl’s love rivals, there’s always at least one crazy b.
Ok. That Gungun is just so smart. He knows Fengjiu uses the fact that they are immortals when she doesn’t want to explain. He asks her about his father, but she says she gave birth to him all alone.  This is so sad ):
Fengjiu receive notice it’s time for Ye Qingti to ascend. She leaves Gungun in the care of Xia Guchou because she doesn’t want others to know she and Donghua had a son.
Chiwu goes to fight Nie Chuyin and avenge Xu Yang. I’m still upset by the way. But then it seems Cuyin is stronger than Chiwu now... But Chiwu won’t give up. You better not die on me I swear. Oh well. Miao Luo kills Nie Chuyin because he became a little too greedy and was thinking about overruling her. Chiwu tells Miao Luo he knows about Donghua’s weakness. What the hell is happening? In don’t understand anymore? What is life? Where are we going? Who is that? Ahhhhh! Oh well. At least Chiwu is still alive.
And whaaaat? I caught up on the episodes? No? How is that even possible? I want to know what happens next? I want to see my Ye Qingti and I want more Gungun. I want Gungun and Ahli together. They would be the cutest. Now I want to watch again Eternal Love. And I have way too many shows to watch... Oh god.
This is a journey really. I can’t believe I hung in there for so long when to be fully honest, I wasn’t too thrilled about this drama when I first started it. I’ve grown to like the different characters, love the wrong ones obviously. BECAUSE THEY ALL DIED. How could you do this to me writer? At least there’s still Jielv and Chiwu. At least. And they revived Qingti, but you know, I don’t think he’s really going to be the sam guy anyways... so sad ): TT Eager to see the final of this drama. Now I have to type all of those recaps! Lots of work ahead!
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