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Make It Three - Sk8 the Infinity fanfic, Part 2/4

Part 1: https://www.tumblr.com/onlyxxbutmymindisolder/765420777343483904/make-it-three-sk8-the-infinity-fanfic-part-14?source=share

Saturday felt like a really long day. I futzed around the house doing chores, finished my homework, went grocery shopping, and still I’d swear no time had passed at all. My mind was stuck on the new guy Adam was bringing in. Was he any good? Could he keep up with someone on Adam’s level? How did Adam meet him, anyway? Maybe he was a politician’s son too. That’d be funny.

When the time came, I caught a late bus that stopped near Crazy Rock’s entrance (it took too long to get there on my board). After a few minutes of walking, I found Kaoru, who had apparently gotten there early. He seemed… calm.

“I hope he’s worth the trouble,” he told me as we made our way up the hill. “I thought we had all the good skaters on this island. He’d better be able to keep up.”

“I wish Adam had given us the guy’s name or something,” I sighed. “It’s kinda awkward to go into this knowing nothing about him, isn’t it?”

“Hmph.” Kaoru shrugged. “We’ll figure out who he is from his skating. That’s all I need to know.”

“Spoken like Adam himself,” I teased. “Words of wisdom from the wild skating mountain man.”

Kaoru smirked. “Honestly, I don’t care who this guy is. I’m going to beat him, and I’m going to beat Adam too.”

“Oh, really? Wanna bet?” I asked, grinning. “If tonight is the night Adam loses his crown, I’m gonna be the one taking the throne.”

“In your dreams.”

We kept on like that, poking fun at each other and arguing over who would beat Adam first, when we finally got to the unofficial starting point of S. Adam was there, talking with a standard skater punk around our age. He had bleached blonde hair that was slicked back under a beanie. I recognized him, sort of - hadn’t I seen his picture in a magazine somewhere? He’d gotten a sponsorship for longboarding.

Adam waved animatedly when he saw us. “Kaoru, Kojiro! It is my great pleasure to introduce you to one Taro Yamada!”

“Better known as ‘Razor’,” Taro said, sticking out his hand to shake ours. “Nice to meet you both. Adam told me a lot about you.”

“Oh, did he?” Kaoru responded. “We’re looking forward to racing you, Taro.”

“Please,” he said, holding up his hands. “We’re in the skate world now. Call me by my alias.”

“Razor is a cool name,” I said. “Maybe we should come up with aliases, Kaoru.”

“No, thank you. My name is fine,” said Kaoru. He turned to Adam. “So, which path are we taking today?”

Adam smiled that mischievous smile of his. “Actually, I was thinking we might try something new. I was exploring the area for a while before Razor arrived, and I found a new path which I think might prove quite exhilarating.” He turned. “It is a few minutes away, though, and too steep to skate there. I trust you all are alright with some light exercise?”

“Heck yeah!” I said, earning a mutter of ‘musclehead’ from Kaoru. “Oh, and - Adam, could we talk with you for a few minutes?”

He grinned. “I’m all ears.” “I meant, uh- without-” I gestured over at Razor. “No offense, man.”

He shrugged. “Eh. none taken.”

Adam seemed a little disappointed at being separated from his new buddy, but recovered quickly. “Alright, then. Razor, could you walk a little ways behind us?”

“Got it!” he said, giving a thumbs up. “Let me know when you’re done.”

“I will,” Adam replied. “Now, you two, let’s get walking.” Once we were an appropriate distance from Razor (still closer than I’d have liked, but hey) he looked around at Kaoru and I. “What did you want to speak to me about?”

I started. “So, when we were talking to - what’s his name?”

“Tadashi,” Kaoru interjected. Adam perked at the name. “When we talked to Tadashi yesterday, he asked us to do him a favor.”

“What did he want?” Adam asked. “Does it have to do with S?”

“Sort of,” I said. “Adam, he’s worried that your dad’s beginning to get suspicious about you-”

“Oh. That again.” Adam chuckled. “Tadashi, Tadashi. I’ve told him he doesn’t have to worry so much over me. My father-” his voice dropped and took on a sharper tone, “-is too busy polishing up his image and scratching people’s backs to notice what I’m doing under his nose. As long as I attend the idiotic junior senator meetings and try to pay attention to my tutors, he won’t care.”

“Tadashi said you’ve been getting careless, though,” Kaoru responded. “Adam, we love skating with you, but we don’t want you to get in trouble. If we skipped a week or two and you focused on your academics, maybe that would be enough to not endanger-”

“Never.” Adam cut me off, loud enough that I reflexively glanced back to see if Razor had heard. He was meandering along behind us, taking in the scenery with his hands in his pockets.

Adam noticed my look and lowered his voice. “I don’t care what my fool of a father says. I’m not going to give up the one thing in this world that I love, that loves me as well.

I frowned. “Adam-”

He waved me off. “We’re nearly there. Razor!” He called back. “You can join us now. Sorry to leave you there for so long.”

“No prob.” Razor quickened his pace to catch up to us, effectively putting an end to our conversation. I couldn’t even try to talk to Adam about his father while a stranger was there.

Soon we reached the place that Adam had found. It was higher up than our usual starting points, leading down a steep slope that vanished around a curve. I had no idea what the rest of the track looked like from there.

“You trying to throw us off or something, Adam? This looks nasty,” I said, not entirely joking. I trusted my reflexes. If I had to bail at some point, so be it - I could take the fall. But there were three other people going down this track with me, one of which I was pretty sure had never skated on a track like this before. I was a little anxious.

“Don’t be silly, Kojiro,” Adam replied. “At our level of skill, it will be perfectly safe. And I believe our friend here will have no problem keeping up.” He nodded at Razor, who was side-eyeing the slope but straightened up when Adam looked at him. “Isn’t that right?” Adam stuck out his hand for him to shake. “Race you to the bottom.”

Razor slowly reached out and took his hand. “...Gotcha, man. See you all there.”

Skaters; we couldn’t resist a challenge.

We all took off on Adam’s count. The path was wide enough at the start to accommodate four people, and by the time we reached the sharp curve we had split into a single-file line. Adam was at the head, with me at his tail and Kaoru right behind me. The path jerked back and forth several more times; I kept track of the other two, but didn’t see Razor. I risked a quick glance behind me and saw him tagging along several feet behind us, doing a surprisingly good job despite being on a new track in unfamiliar surroundings. Maybe Adam was right. I had worried about the guy, but he seemed to be doing fine.

A flash of pink hair flew past - Kaoru had taken advantage of my brief distraction to pass me. He made a beeline for Adam’s position, zooming down the slope at what was probably the perfect angle according to Carla (or maybe not. Actually, I hadn’t seen him talk to Carla at all). The sight of him snapped me back to my senses. We were all skating enthusiasts here; I couldn’t waste my time worrying about other people if I wanted to have a hope in hell of beating Adam.

The race went on as normal, and I could almost forget the tense way the night had started. It was the three of us again (plus Razor), tearing up the dirt paths like it was the only thing we had ever done. Adam gloated and did weird tricks, I yelled back, and Kaoru rolled his eyes at the both of us in his so-above-this kind of way. The second-place spot was constantly being traded over. At one point, the track flattened out a bit, and I saw a chance to pass the other two. Kicking off the ground for a final, extra boost, I steadily honed in on them, getting closer and closer until-

“STOP!”

Kaoru’s shout startled me, and I nearly pitched off my board. He had stopped near where the flat ground took a steep downwards slope, and Adam was standing nearby looking very annoyed. I recovered my balance and slid over to where they were, catching the end of their conversation.

“-the track ends here. Adam, you should have warned us-”

“What do you mean?” Adam huffed. “This isn’t the end. There’s still plenty of road to go on.”

Kaoru wrinkled his brow and slowly shook his head. “But there can’t - no one can make that. It’s too long of a jump.”

I breezed past them and peered down the trail, eyes widening when I saw what was down there. “Holy shit. No kidding.” At one point, a river or rockslide must’ve cut through this area - there was a huge gap at the bottom of the slope. The edges were raised enough that you could try and jump it, but gut feeling told me it was unlikely. No wonder Kaoru had shouted to stop us all from going over.

Speaking of Kaoru, Adam still seemed mad at him. “I went down it myself. It’s perfectly safe, but you need momentum to carry you over - it would be better if we all had kept going at our top speeds.”

Kaoru frowned. “I believe you, Adam, but…” But what? But Adam, you’re a freak of nature and I’m not sure the rest of us can survive this? I readily believed that Adam had done the jump (maybe multiple times, just for the fun of it), but taking a fall into that steep-edged riverway would probably break your board, not to mention a few other things. I wasn’t sure I could make it, and I knew I tended to be a little cocky. Kaoru was right; we should call it a stop here. I was willing to take third place for that.

“Honestly-” Adam huffed. “What do the rest of you think? You understand that this is child’s play, right?”

I held up my hands. “I dunno, man. I think that was a pretty good race. Why don’t we call it here?”

“Yeah,” Razor chimed in, “I’m, uh, not so sure about that drop there.”

Adam gave him a silently scathing look. For all his thrill about inviting Razor to skate with us, it was clear the other guy hadn’t lived up to Adam’s expectations.

“Well then,” Adam said, turning his back to us. He picked up his board and set it at the top of the hill.

“You’re kidding me,” I said. He was going to do it.

“Adam,” Kaoru said in a pleading tone, “Let’s go back to the top and pick another track.”

Adam ignored us, adjusting his board and testing his weight on it. He stood up straight and looked at us over his shoulder. “Whoever wishes to follow may do so. Consider it… a leap of faith.”

He kicked off and shot down the path, rapidly receding into the distance. It would only take fifteen seconds or so for him to reach the jump, but it felt like every moment was dragged out painfully slow. Next to me, I saw both Razor and Kaoru watching Adam - one with utter disbelief, the other visibly torn.

Kaoru closed his eyes, looking as if he couldn’t watch. I opened my mouth to say something - a joke, reassurance, encouragement to head back up the path and wait for Adam there. But before I could, he straightened up and dropped his board to the ground in one fluid movement. He raised his wrist to his mouth and murmured, “Carla. Tell me how.”

“Kaoru, wait-”

But he was already gone. He flew down the slope, gravity seeming to leave him as his long ponytail caught in the wind and streamed behind him. Adam was a good five or six seconds ahead of him, a dot of blue nearing the bottom. Kaoru wove around every bump and ditch that could steal his inertia, taking several small hops over obstacles that brought him down with even more speed. The gap approached. He braced himself, crouching and spreading his weight evenly across the board. Following in Adam’s afterimage, he hit the upturn with incredible speed -

- and jumped.

He and his board arced through the air, losing contact with each other briefly as they hit their peak height. But as surely as he had taken off after Adam, he found his footing, coming down on the opposite edge of the gap with only the barest wobble.

I let out a long exhale. The crazy bastard - he’d done it. He’d kept up with Adam.

Speaking of Adam, he had dismounted his board and was standing a short distance away from Kaoru. I didn’t know if he had watched Kaoru make the jump or not - he was only looking at Razor and I. I saw Kaoru approach Adam, who barely glanced at him before turning back to us.

I looked over at Razor, who still looked petrified. “You don’t have to. Adam gets in these weird moods sometimes.”

He exhaled shakily. “I dunno… I mean… the other guy made it. Two of ‘em made it.” He slowly set his board down on the ground.

“Hey,” I said quickly. “Are you sure that’s a good idea, man?”

“I can do it.” His eyes were fixed on the area across the drop, where Adam was waving his hands and shouting something that we were too far away to hear. What was it I’d thought about skaters and challenges earlier? Razor put one foot on the board, experimentally rolled it back and forth, then took a deep breath and exhaled again. He squared his shoulders. “I’m doing it.”

With that, he took off. I watched him go, a pit forming in my stomach; he seemed unsteady on his board, unwilling to accelerate as hard as Adam and Kaoru had. “Shit,” I muttered. I grabbed my board, tossed it down, and jumped down after him.

It was taking him longer to reach the bottom than the other two. By the time I reached him, he wasn’t even at the halfway point, and I’d had a several-second handicap. “You have to speed up!” I called to him. “Or slow down, or something! You’re not gonna get enough distance!”

He briefly looked at me and nearly fell off his board. Yeah, he was panicking - hard. We kept like that for a few seconds, gaining speed, and then I noticed he was trying to take a crouch in order to brake. Only problem was, the hill was too steep and bumpy for him to balance. He couldn’t get down, and we were shooting for the jump too fast to stop but too slow to make it. “Bail!” I yelled. “Just bail! Get off the board, dude!”

He was frozen on the board, not moving a muscle. Seeing the drop approaching us, I did the only thing I could do: I tackled him.

We hit the dirt road and rolled sideways. Keeping one arm hooked around his torso, I flailed the other outwards until I was able to get a grip on the rocky surface. We slid only a few more feet, then stopped. I lay on top of him, panting. If Kaoru ever made fun of my fitness obsession again…

Slowly, I pushed myself up, grimacing as my fingertips burned from the friction of stopping our fall. Razor seemed… alive. Bruised and terrified, but alive. I’d cushioned his fall pretty decently. “Hey,” I said. “You alright?”

He paused, then nodded. “Y-yeah. I’m… thanks.”

I heard a scrabbling sound behind us, and looked back to see Kaoru and Adam hauling themselves over the side of the gap. They both dashed over to us. Kaoru spoke first, the pride of being second-place long forgotten. “Kojiro! Are you both alright? Do we need to call an ambulance?”

I held up my hands in a ‘slow down’ gesture. “I think we’re both good. Gonna bruise like hell, but good.” Out of the corner of my eye, I saw Razor stand up. “Did you see where our boards went?”

“Yours went over the edge,” Adam replied. “The other… I think it went into a bush.”

“I’ll go look for them,” Kaoru volunteered. “You both stay there, and sit down. Adam, watch them in case someone got a concussion.” He ran off, leaving no room for discussion.

I did sit down, but I didn’t intend to stay there quietly the whole time he was gone. “Adam,” I said.

“What?” he replied, deadpan.

“Exactly. What the hell were you thinking?”

“You could have easily made the jump if-”

“It doesn’t matter!” I snapped. “It doesn’t matter if I could have made the jump. We made an agreement when we started skating up here, remember? We’d stick to the safe parts of the mine. The point is to have fun, not to try to kill ourselves.”

“I wasn’t aware it was such a hazard,” Adam said flatly. “My mistake.”

“No shit! And pressuring somebody into doing a stunt they aren’t ready for - no offense,” I added, nodding to Razor (who I don’t think was listening). “That’s not the point of - of this,” I finished, stumbling when I forgot Razor didn’t know about S yet. Adam shrugged. “I wanted to try something new, with someone new! And I misjudged my competitors. Again, that’s my mistake - I admit it, Kojiro.”

“It’s just - you’ve been acting weird lately,” I said. Adam’s eyes narrowed; he knew what I was about to bring up. “I don’t know if something’s going on with you or what, but there has to be a better way to deal than-”

“I would ask you,” Adam hissed, “to not assume things from incomplete information. Regardless of what some people may say, everything is completely under control.”

“And I want to take your word for that,” I said. “But if you ever need to talk to Kaoru and I, you know we’re here-”

“In the dead of the night, yes!” Adam snapped, his voice rising. “Away from prying eyes, away from all of society, away from the entire rest of my life! For four or five hours every off weeknight, yes, you’re there!”

“You’re the one who decided that-!”

“I decide nothing! He decides- he chooses all that I-” In that moment, Adam caught himself slipping. In a fraction of a second his expression was rendered neutral, and he pivoted on his heel to face away from me. When he spoke again, his voice was carefully even and emotionless.

“...You’re right, Kojiro. I was out of line. I apologize.” He took a step forward. “I suppose I’ll go help Kaoru with the boards- ah.”

I followed his gaze, and to my surprise found Kaoru. How long had he been there, watching us argue? His face told me he had at least caught the end of it. An awkward silence hung in the air until Kaoru cleared his throat, walked over, and handed me my board. He didn’t make eye contact. “I’m sorry.”

I was gonna ask him what for, and then I saw the huge crack splitting the deck of my board. “Oh, crap. No…” That board was made of sturdy stuff and didn’t have me on top of it when it fell; it must’ve hit a rock at the wrong angle or something. The crack wasn’t deep, just long, but riding on a cracked board was begging for trouble. I’d have to fix it or - more likely - buy a new one.

While I looked it over to see if the rest of the parts were salvageable, Kaoru handed Razor his board. “Are you feeling dizzy at all? Can you walk?” Razor mumbled a response, and Kaoru stood up. “We should get going. I have first aid supplies in my bag back at the top.” He helped Razor to his feet and the two of them started walking back. I took a glance back at Adam - still standing there, silent - and followed them.

---

It turned out neither Razor nor I were hurt too bad. We got patched up and said goodbye for now, though I figured we might not be seeing him again after that. Adam barely spoke for the rest of the night. For all of our promises to Tadashi, I didn’t get the impression that we’d gotten through to Adam. That suspicion was confirmed in the following weeks, when Kaoru and I would arrive at Crazy Rock to find Adam finishing up a race with yet another stranger - he was sneaking out earlier and staying later, much to his father’s aide’s concern.

Not that Tadashi was the only one concerned. I was still thinking about what Adam had said when I’d chewed him out that night - that essentially, we were only his friends for a couple hours every Tuesday night. There was clearly something going on with Adam’s home life, but he didn’t feel like he could talk to us about it because we were too far separated. I hated that, but how could I fix it? We genuinely couldn’t be with Adam during the day, and adding more skating nights would increase the risk of him getting in trouble. It was these things that led me to that Wednesday night, with Kaoru hovering over me as I tried to prepare a pot of carbonara.

“You know, glaring at the water won’t make it boil faster,” I said as he took the lid off the pot again. “Letting the steam out cools it off.”

“I know,” he snipped, dropping the lid back on the pot. “I thought I heard it popping.”

“I put it on a minute ago. It takes longer than that to heat up,” I sighed. “Why don’t you go set the table? I’m the chef. Let me do my thing.”

“Fine,” he replied, digging the silverware out of a cupboard and storming past me to the dining room (slash living room slash foyer. My house wasn’t very big). I kept myself from sighing again until he was out of earshot. We were both in a foul mood, probably because we knew what was coming after dinner. Neither of us knew what the cause of Adam’s weird behavior was, but it was clear something needed to be done. What ‘something’ was, I had no idea.

Finally alone in the kitchen, I closed my eyes for a second to enjoy the relative quiet. All I could hear was the occasional sputter of the gas stove and the faint clink of Kaoru setting the forks down. My parents were working late, so it was just the two of us here, as it had been many times before. I was used to cooking for others - my folks couldn’t afford ‘out’ food often, so most of our meals were homemade and I was (voluntarily) the main chef. I had my own recipe book, a giant binder with ingredient lists and procedures copied from borrowed cookbooks and refined in the laboratory of my kitchen.

I retrieved it from under the shelf and flipped it to the most meticulously note-riddled recipe, ‘Spaghetti Carbonara AKA Kaoru Bribery’. Knowing and perfecting Kaoru’s favorite food had been hard, but worth the time. If I wanted him to come over, I just had to casually mention I was making it for dinner that night and bam! Suddenly his very important evening plans (tinkering with Carla and doing slides on the ramp in his backyard) were deemed delayable.

My thoughts drifted back to Adam, and I felt a twinge of guilt. I had spent actual years mastering Kaoru’s favorite dish, but I didn’t know a thing about Adam’s food preferences. Well, it wasn’t like I could invite a politician’s son over for dinner. Maybe in the future, if his folks ever let him off the leash… It would be fun.

A familiar popping noise drew my attention to the pot. It was ready. I took a handful of spaghetti, lifted the lid and quickly dropped it in. I had already done my mise en place, so the rest of the ingredients were ready to go - once that pasta was cooked in a few minutes, I could throw it together with the sauce and have a perfect dinner for two.

“Should we just talk about it now?”

I jumped at the sound of Kaoru’s voice. I hadn’t noticed him come back into the kitchen but there he was, leaning against the countertop and trying not to look anxious. He absently ran a finger over his ear piercings. “...I don’t see the point in putting it off. We both know why we’re here.”

I shook my head. “Can’t have big discussions on an empty stomach, man. Gotta have something to fuel these.” I tapped the side of my head, which got an eye roll and a quirk of a smile from him.

“But really, Kojiro.” The smile faded. “He acts stranger and stranger every day. He invites strangers to our hangout sessions without telling us, tries to drag us off down new paths he found god-knows-where, and stays out later and later while his friend- secretary- whatever he is acts like his father is primed to murder him any day now.”

“Thanks for the briefing,” I replied. “I know, it’s bad,” I added at Kaoru’s scowl. “And I think there’s something going on with his family, but he won’t… maybe can’t tell us anything. Doesn’t help that we can’t get him alone to save our lives.”

“He’s always with other people these days,” said Kaoru, and I’d have had to be dense to not notice the hint of jealousy in his voice. “What happened to the days when it was just him and us? We’re good skaters. We can keep up with him easily, but it’s like it’s not enough. He wants more, and - gah. I don’t know what he wants.” He started pacing. “All these new people, all these new tricks. What’s he looking for that he’s not finding?”

I thought back over the past few weeks. “Someone who can beat him?”

“We’ve come close to beating him dozens of times. We’re always behind him, and always getting better. If he’s looking for a good competitor-” Kaoru gestured back and forth at us two. “He has that! Twice over!”

“Maybe he wants someone better.”

“There is no better!” Kaoru’s voice rose a notch, carrying straight through the thin wooden walls, and I winced. I hoped our neighbors wouldn’t be mad. Seeing my face, Kaoru turned pink (from embarrassment or exertion, I couldn’t tell) and spoke more quietly. “It’s just… What are we supposed to do? How can we help him if he’s so hellbent on ignoring us?”

I turned away and gave the egg sauce a few cursory whisks, though it was already mixed. “That’s what I’m trying to figure out.” I stared down into the beaten eggs, watching them drip off the whisk as I pulled it out. A crazy idea struck me, and I chuckled to myself.

“What?” Kaoru grumbled.

“I was thinking… You know how some people bet stuff on matches? Like, money or boards or secrets or stuff?” I smiled at the ridiculousness of it. “What if we got Adam to tell us what was bothering him that way? Like, challenge him and go, ‘oh, and if we win you have to actually talk to us.’ Something like that.”

I let it hang in the air and waited for Kaoru to call me a moron. He didn’t. When I turned around, he had a contemplative expression on his face.

“Are you actually considering it?” I asked disbelievingly. “...Do you think it would work?”

He tilted his head slightly. “We’d have to beat Adam.”

“Well. Yeah. But like you said, we’ve almost beat him like a dozen times. We could figure it out, couldn’t we?” I grinned, feeling my confidence returning. “Odds are two against one.”

He smirked that familiar I’m-gonna-kick-someone’s-ass competitive smirk. “We can do it. But!” He held up one finger. “We’re going to need a plan. We can’t just cross our fingers and hope for the best.”

“Is this plan gonna involve Carla?” I asked suspiciously. “‘Cause I’m warning you now, I’m not going to be listening to a GPS during that race.”

He huffed. “No, you gorilla, I’m not going to have Carla plan a route for you. We’ll each use our own strengths and create a strategy Adam can’t possibly beat.”

I gave a thumbs-up. “Sounds good to me.” I glanced towards the clock. “Give me a few minutes, and let’s talk over carbonara?”

“Don’t be long.” Kaoru was practically buzzing with excitement, gears spinning in his head so fast I could almost see them. He darted out of the kitchen. “We’ll need to practice starting tomorrow, so we need to lay everything out now!”

I laughed at his enthusiasm. It was going to be a long, late night for us both.

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heiayen · 9 months ago

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little finch furina&qiqi&gn!reader

summary: in an unexpected turn of events, you and furina end up babysitting little qiqi.

tags: can be read both as romantic and platonic for the relationship between [name] and furina, depending on how you choose to read this! as it says in the summary <3 wholesome drabble, no dialogues written. part 1 (watching gaming's perfomance) part 2 (playing with kites) part 3 (picking qingxins) part 4 (visiting the hulao mountain and bringing food as an offering) part 5 (trying out food stalls)

notes: my sixth entry for @/astronetwrk new lunar year event!! passes out!!! I DID IT!! okay look this was super cute to write but im super uncreative as to how u can spend time with kids because i dont spend time with kids. anyways. enjoy.

Somehow, you and Furina ended up with a very adorable, little zombie under your wings for the day, Qiqi. The story of how was one you didn’t quite understand, but… that was something that has happened.

You weren’t someone who knew how to babysit and especially wasn’t Furina, but you promised to do great nonetheless.

(By the end of the day, you thought that you and Furina did an amazing job, given that it was your first time babysitting like this. You hoped Baizhu would also agree with it.)

Taking care of Qiqi was… a little hard, you had to admit. While she was a really adorable child, you didn’t know how to take care of a zombie whose memory wasn’t the best. But Baizhu was kind enough to leave you some advice on taking care of her, so it wasn’t that bad. You would dare to say that if given the chance, you would happily spend time with her again.

On Furina’s side, things were… going surprisingly nice, too, despite being awkward at first. While you were sitting in the kitchen, trying to prepare something to eat for Qiqi, yourself, and Furina, you heard some soft singing. When you went to check on the sound, you saw that it was… Furina, trying her hardest to entertain little Qiqi with singing. After a moment you even heard another voice join her, although a little off-beat and monotone.

You covered your lips with your hand and smiled, fighting down the urge to coo and interrupt them and after a moment of watching them, you went back to cooking.

(Sometime after that, you spotted Qiqi holding a plushie that reminded you a lot of the ones Furina had. you smiled to yourself upon seeing it. How adorable it was…)

After eating dinner, you decided to go on a walk to enjoy the rest of the day somewhere in the fresh air. The sun was hiding behind the clouds, the wind was gently blowing and it wasn’t too hot, perfect weather for a walk.

Qiqi asked you and Furina to hold her hands because, according to her, the wind could blow her away. You didn’t want that.

The walk itself was really nice, with Furina’s voice in the background, as she was talking about Fontaine’s latest movies. You saw Qiqi trying to follow her words and not get lost, but… she was having a little of a problem. Her attention on Furina’s words completely disappeared when suddenly, a lone finch flew past you three and, to everyone’s surprise, took a seat right at the top of Qiqi’s shoulder.

Qiqi stood completely frozen, admiring the little birdie friend who came to visit her, and you two just watched her until the bird flew away.

By that time, Qiqi didn’t really remember what Furina was talking about just two minutes earlier. You laughed at Furina’s sigh and expression, earning a little frown from her.

After the walk Qiqi was tired, so she took a nap, leaving you and Furina to gossip and talk while the little zombie was sleeping. And to also plan the rest of the day…

When the nap was over (and it was longer than you thought it would be), you decided to spend the rest of the day in some funny, creative way. You ended up bringing some spare paper sheets and crayons and just… draw with her.

You weren’t the best artist, but you still found doodling fun. You and Qiqi started drawing the things you saw today, like the little finch that sat on Qiqi’s shoulder! She didn’t remember anymore how the finch looked in details, so you drew it with her together.

You helped her pick the colors, helped her draw, and soon, you had a beautiful drawing of a yellow and green finch. She said it reminded her of a friend, which you found absolutely adorable.

With time, Furina joined you. Yet instead of drawing with you and Qiqi, she decided to strike the coolest, fanciest, and prettiest poses for you and Qiqi to draw. You would never manage to do her justice in your silly little drawings, but you tried hard.

Qiqi tried too. Oh, she could be an artist if she practiced more! You really could see the resemblance in her drawings of Furina… even if it took you a second to connect which shape meant what. Still, you knew that Qiqi put genuine effort into this and it was really sweet to you.

After that Furina, of course, ushered you to model for the new rising artist, none other than Qiqi and, a little reluctant, you did it. It was different posing for silly photos with qingxins and for someone to draw! But you enjoyed it in the end, especially after seeing Qiqi’s drawings.

The rest of the day went fast, spent drawing, talking and other things until Baizhu came over to pick Qiqi up, thanking you two for taking care of her.

That was a rather unexpected day, but one you would remember for a long, long time.

#the dragon dances not through rain and tide #astronetwrk #・ nouveau livre ˎˊ˗#heia's writin'#genshin impact x reader #genshin impact imagines #genshin impact x you #furina x reader #furina x you #qiqi x reader #qiqi x you #gender neutral reader

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clowncollectr · 1 year ago

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Arknights - Everything between us, as it should be (Liang Xun / Lee) - Chapter 4

Rating: G

Word Count: 3649 (this chapter), 28397 (whole story)

Summary: It’s Liang Xun’s second time visiting Lungmen. The circumstances are much better compared to last time. There’s no rush. Familiar faces, new faces. More happy memories to join the old ones. Between him and Lee, things are finally as they should be.

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Chapters: 1 | 2 | 3 | 4 | 5 | 6

__________ Chapter 4: Lungmen's open secret The last few outings have been fun, but sometimes it was nice to plan things for just the two of them. Lee jokingly said that he wanted a day off from babysitting, but it’s not hard to read between the lines.

He talks about those three often in his letters, saying that they’ve only become more reliable with time. And about how he felt that nowadays, they were taking care of him more than he was taking care of them. All of this to say that he doesn’t really mean “I don’t want to spend time with those people” when he says it but rather, “I want to focus on spending time with you.” This is all assumption of course. Liang Xun wanted to entertain the thought that he might be receiving special treatment. But he knew that more than likely, this was simply Lee’s hospitality on full display, polished by both time and experience. This man gets along with others for a living. It makes sense that he would be a good host who was skilled at making someone feel like an honored guest.

Even so, Liang Xun is still grateful. He knows that Lee prefers home-cooked meals and small local restaurants. The place they were at today was a high-class establishment. The type only the wealthy and distinguished typically frequent. There’s no way Lee would ever choose to go to a place like this on his own.

Naturally, he tried to dissuade him and suggested they go somewhere else, but his friend insisted.

“Aren’t you used to eating high-class food all the time now? My agency doesn’t make enough money to be eating like that every day, but I can take you to a place or two. Won’t it be good to have some nice places in mind if you ever come back here on business? You can impress your coworkers.”

That’s what he said. Honestly, Liang Xun didn’t care much for that excuse, but he knew better than to continue arguing. Anyway, he could tell from the quality of this place. It was the type of place that needed to be reserved in advance to even enter. So he just quietly added this to the long list of things he needed to repay this person for. Yes, the same list he’d been told to stop keeping track of.

At least they could actually enjoy a meal together this time. The last time they went out to eat had been when Lee was angry with him. Compared to then, the current atmosphere was much better.

Instead of crossed arms and a frown, the person sitting across from him only looked at their copy of the menu with a curious expression. Occasionally, those golden eyes would dart up at him and he’d hear some random complaint, like how the names of the menu items were too vague for you to understand what you were ordering, or how they were using too many ingredients that didn’t improve the flavor of the dish at all.

This type of environment was comfortable. Pleasant. For some reason he felt that he was really satisfied.

Feeling content, Liang Xun also thought about what he wanted to order and eat. That simple goal preoccupied his thoughts for a while until a strange noise made his head snap up.

“Geh.”

He heard something like a surprised yelp and looked up just in time to see his companion raising their menu higher. High enough to cover their face completely. It was like watching a musbeast duck into a nearby hole in the ground.

????

Did that sound come from Lee? It sure sounded like it. But it was very odd. He’s never heard him make a noise like that before. He wanted to ask about it, but it was clear from the other person’s body language that they didn’t want to talk about it. So he pretended not to notice.

Things were normal again for a short time. Now, Liang Xun certainly can’t match the perception skills of a detective, but he’s not oblivious either. In matters like this at least. Lee was trying to hide it, but after doing it so many times in the span of a couple minutes, of course it would be noticed. The way he keeps glancing at a certain direction.

After observing him do it a couple times, Liang Xun was finally able to follow his eyes and figure out what he was looking at, or rather, who he was looking at. A few tables across from them sat a very beautiful and elegant looking woman, who seemed to be minding her own business. By now, Lee had already glanced back at her table several times, looking very uneasy.

Liang Xun couldn’t help but speculate about who she was, and what her relationship to Lee must be to get an unusual reaction like this. Lee has always been on good terms with most people, and he tends to avoid unnecessary conflict even with those he outright disagrees with. Could it be that they had a difficult relationship? With such thoughts in mind, he began to consider the possibilities.

Could she be someone he dislikes? But I’ve never seen him hold a grudge against people he’s fought with. Or maybe, a past lover? Even that is strange. Lee isn’t as complicated as some people assume him to be. He has many good traits and he doesn’t really hide his bad ones. I can’t think of a reason why someone who was interested in him might change their mind. Even if the relationship didn’t end well, I can’t see him being the type to let bad blood stay between him and someone he cares about.

He could keep running around such thoughts in circles, but in the end, the only way to actually find out the answer was to ask. Of course he wanted to, but this involved Lee’s personal relationships. Someone who belonged to that great portion of his life which he wasn’t a part of. It didn’t involve him, and he felt it wasn’t his place to ask.

That didn’t stop his curiosity though. Now he was also occasionally glancing back at the woman sitting across from them. Liang Xun noticed that she was with someone, although he couldn’t see who it was from where he was sitting. He had another assumption, perhaps a wrong one, but maybe Lee simply didn’t like seeing his ex on a date with someone else. Something like that.

“Are you ok? You seem upset.” Liang Xun finally decided to ask him. A subtle offer that told the other person ‘I’m willing to listen if you want to talk about it’.

“It’s nothing. Thought I saw an evil spirit. Guess I’m too hungry. Now I’m starting to see things.” Lee answered back with a weak laugh.

His response was dismissive and an obvious lie. Neither the speaker nor the listener believed it. However, those words confirmed that he didn’t want to talk about it and that was enough of an answer. For a while, it left the two stuck in an awkward mood. Too distracted to talk about other things, but unable to talk about the obvious.

Fortunately, that awkwardness eventually began to die down as whatever was bothering Lee subsided. Even if it was still bothering him, he had at least regained his composure enough to hide such feelings.

When a waiter finally walked to their table, the two men felt a sense of relief, thinking that they could finally enjoy their dinner in peace. That relief quickly turned into confusion when the waiter informed them that he wasn’t there to take an order. Instead, he held out a bottle of wine.

“A gift from the couple at the table over there”, the waiter explained and nodded his head in a certain direction. Neither of them bothered to look. They were very familiar with that direction by now.

“Perhaps you’ve got the wrong table. We’re not here to celebrate anything. This doesn’t seem like it should be for us.” Liang Xun tried, hoping that the situation was a misunderstanding.

The man only assured them that no mistakes were made. Lee asked for the wine bottle. Once it was in his hands, he confirmed his suspicions and found a note attached to it. He didn’t read the contents aloud. Or even explain what it said. He only furrowed his brows and changed his usual relaxed expression into a scowl. Once he finished reading, he silently crumpled up the paper and placed it in his coat pocket. Then he thanked the waiter and sent him away.

Before Liang Xun could even ask for an explanation, Lee was ready with an answer.

“Just a bad prank. Don’t worry about it.”

Despite what he said, the carp was already starting to get up from the table even as he continued to speak.

“Uh, let’s head somewhere else. I’m a little uncomfortable staying at this place right now.

Liang Xun stood up and walked out with him. Even without an explanation, if Lee says he wants to leave, then he will follow. But there’s still a slight worry in the back of his mind. He wonders what was on that note to make the other man so upset. Worse yet, now he was starting to think about how there are people in this city who disliked Lee enough to harass him like this.

Maybe he was overthinking things. Maybe Lee dismissed it because it really wasn’t important. But Liang Xun disliked this feeling of powerlessness. Not only is he unable to help, he’s not even in a position to know what’s troubling his old friend anymore. Those worries continued to follow him, and it wasn’t until his surroundings started to look familiar that he realized he’d never asked where they were going next. By then, he didn’t need to ask anymore. They were headed for that same street food stand from his last visit.

The same young but tired-looking Ursus man was present this time as well. When the two had gotten close enough, Lee called out to the young man in greeting and the merchant regarded them with a small but noticeable smile.

“How’s it going, Jaye? Business good today?”

Lee spoke with a familiarity that suggested he frequented this place often

Jaye took a minute to finish up an order he was working on, but as soon as he finished, he responded with his usual monotone but polite voice.

“You came back. Together this time.”

“I’m surprised you remember.” Liang Xun answered back. He does remember being impressed by this person’s memory last time, but he’s still surprised Jaye was so well-acquainted with what goes on between his individual customers.

“It’s because I was thinking you two look happier when you’re together.”

“Aha…well…anyone would enjoy themselves more when they’re with a friend right?” Lee hastily replied.

“Yes, but what I mean is-”

“Sorry, it’s been a long night and we’re pretty hungry. Is it ok if we order now?”

It was rare to see Lee interrupt someone while they were talking. Liang Xun thought that he must have meant it when he mentioned how hungry he was earlier.

Hearing his request, Jaye postponed the small talk and began to focus on preparing them food. Because he gave it his undivided attention, the food was prepared rather quickly and remarkably. Not even three minutes had passed by the time he handed them both a set of three finballs each, which from the smell alone said all it needed to regarding the taste and quality of the food.

The power of delicious food shouldn’t be underestimated. Their night had been off to a bad start, but troublesome thoughts become easier to cast aside when you’re forced to confront more physical needs like hunger. To put it more bluntly, people who think too much benefit from having their brains turned off.

The surest sign of improvement was the fact that Lee had asked Jaye if he had any extra cups. The Lung waved the “gift” he received today around, now just another ordinary bottle of wine to be enjoyed along with food. So they did. No matter what city they were in, it seemed they were destined to spend their time together over a cup of wine. Not that it was a bad thing. Nowadays, it’s best to leave the crazy adventures to the younger generation.

Even though Jaye had finished most of his tasks, he saw that his two customers had settled comfortably in their idle chatter and decided not to interrupt. If anything, it was almost more entertaining to watch. He regarded both of them as respectable and wise seniors, so it was interesting to see the way they talked to each other. Whether what they had to say was rude or kind, both men seemed to only say exactly what was on their mind.

“That’s stupid. Don’t just let your superiors order you around like that.”

“It’s necessary. It doesn’t matter what you think.”

“Your spine’s going to be shaped like an S before you retire.”

“I don’t want to hear that from someone who hasn’t improved their posture even after all these years.”

“Don’t be difficult. I’m looking out for you as your friend.”

“You should start by befriending yourself first.

Jaye couldn’t tell whether they were arguing, concerned for each other, or drunk. Hard to tell. It looked like some form of getting along though, so it was probably fine. He considered the prospect of closing up shop, since the stand was unlikely to get many more customers at this time. Before he could make a decision, he heard the sound of heavy footsteps and looked up to find another customer.

She was a tall, green-haired Oni. The kind most people would be intimidated by. And for people with less than good intentions, they were right to be scared. But for Jaye, he only smiled and saw another person in Lungmen who was always looking out for him. The second one so far tonight. Another regular, too.

“Hope I’m not too late.”

Her voice is cool and composed. The exact opposite of what you’d expect from her appearance.

“I’m still open, ma’am, er, Miss Hoshiguma.”

“Like I’ve said before, you can drop the miss. I’m just another customer when I’m off the clock like this.”

“Do you want the usual?

Hoshiguma nodded, and Jaye began the process of preparing finballs again. Since she was probably his last customer for the day, he took it easy and made small talk with her while cooking. It was something Uncle Tung liked to remind him often. For a merchant, it’s not enough to have a good product. You need to be good with people too. He’s not sure if he could be considered that, but if the people who actually are good at talking to others will give him business like this, hopefully he’s doing something right.

Once Hoshiguma received her food, she walked over to greet the stall’s other two guests. Partly because she wanted to say hi to a familiar face, but also because she noticed that they had alcohol. Regardless of whether the drinking was cooperative or competitive, of course she wanted in.

However, as she approached, she noticed that there was someone she’d never met before.

A person who seemed well-acquainted with Lee. Probably not a Lungmenite from the way he dressed and spoke. Although he didn’t have the bearing of a common man either.

She exchanged greetings with Lee and the stranger. And when the detective finally introduced Liang Xun by name, she simply said “Ah, I think I’ve heard of you before.

By now, Liang Xun isn’t surprised at all. Too many people know him in this city for some reason.

He responded to her, shaking his head helplessly.

“I can only hope that Lee’s been saying good things about me.”

The Oni laughed and explained herself. She didn’t consider herself a nosy person, but many of her men from the L.G.D were.

The enigmatic Mr. Lee, who doesn’t officially aid the L.G.D but is often involved in many of the cases they were tracking. Supposedly a normal detective, if you completely ignore his influence, general aptitude for everything, and the fact that he always gets out of trouble without a scratch. Naturally, some people would get curious about his background.

But it’s hard to find out anything when the man has such a common name, and he hardly talks about such things himself.

Her men have tried asking him directly before. Apparently old Lee always said the same thing. Just that he grew up in an unimportant place to an unimportant family. And the only thing even remotely relevant nowadays were a handful of old friends.

In short, it wasn’t really a name that people were recognizing.

Hearing all this, Liang Xun didn’t know what to say. The part about Lee not wanting to talk about his past wasn’t a surprise. But at the same time, he didn’t realize that the carp considered him and Huai to be such a big part of it. He had to admit that he felt a little touched, and the thought made him feel both honored and proud.

Lee had stayed silent during the entirety of Hoshiguma’s explanation, but he did not deny a single thing either. When Liang Xun turned to look at him, Lee only nodded his head and closed his eyes, his face turning a slight red from embarrassment.

Hoshiguma watched the two as a gentle yet knowing smile swept her face. She had no reservations about sharing her impressions. “It’s easy for me to tell. Mr. Lee and Mr. Liang are friends the same way me and Ch’en are friends. The same kind of friendship. I’m sure of it.

He was not familiar with this person named Ch’en. Maybe just a vague memory of having heard the name before at some point. Nor does Liang Xun have any real context as to the relationship between the two. But at a surface level, it was clear that Hoshiguma’s words were meant to be a compliment.

Before he could give his thanks, he heard a loud cough. A sudden coughing fit had overtaken Lee, the severity of which was enough that the other two stopped speaking to make sure he was ok.

After a few seconds, the coughs died down. And Lee took the opportunity to change the topic of conversation.

“Ahem. Speaking of, how is Miss Ch’en doing nowadays? I heard she’s working for Rhodes Island now?”

A saddened expression appeared on Hoshiguma's face, then it was gone as quickly as it appeared.

“Correct. To be honest, when I heard Ch’en was leaving Lungmen, I became quite depressed. I was worried I might never see her again. But recently, I’ve learned that just because she isn’t nearby anymore doesn’t mean she’s gone for good. We frequently write to each other now. I’m even able to visit her sometimes because of Lungmen’s current alliance with Rhodes Island. Goes to show that even if you’re apart, it’s not the end of the world I guess.”

Her words were earnest. And when Lee and Liang Xun heard them, they couldn’t help but glance at each other, probably thinking the same thing.

Even if you don’t see someone as much as you used to, it doesn’t mean that old ties have to be severed. And even when you’re far from each other, it’s not impossible as long as you put in the effort.

If they were being honest, the realization made them both feel very foolish for how they’ve been acting around each other recently. Especially during Liang Xun’s first visit to Lungmen. Since when did things between them get so complicated?

There was a short silence between everyone for a while. Until Hoshiguma suddenly remembered the whole reason she had even walked over there.

She tilted her head towards the bottle in Lee’s hand. A more cocky expression overtaking the usual professional demeanor of the L.G.D’s Madame Oni.

“Any chance you’ve got enough in there that you’d be willing to share? I could even try to get us some more. Make it a competition.”

Fortunately, Lee was sober enough to have the foresight to turn her down, saying that he didn’t want to subject his poor guest to carrying his unconscious body back home. Also he kind of liked his liver intact. But when it comes to the prospect of sharing, yes he could certainly accommodate that request.

And so, the rest of the night was spent drinking their worries away.

When Lee and Liang Xun finally returned home, they were tired, maybe a little tipsy, but certainly content. The night hadn’t gone how they planned at all. A description that’s applicable to all of their adventures recently. But they didn’t mind so much. Because at the end of each day, there was always the same feeling. They had fun. It was a good memory. Just like before. It felt like the relationship between them was finally back to how it should be.

Feeling sleepy from the food and wine, they wished each other a good night and returned to their respective rooms. While he was by the bedside table, putting up his things for the night, Lee suddenly remembered the note that was stuffed in his pocket.

He took it out and read its contents again, the same unhappy expression on his face as before. He groaned miserably and rubbed a palm across his face. Under his breath, he muttered “Tsk. Ridiculous” before crumpling up the note again and tossing it in the trash.

There was no sense in getting hung up over difficult things. Better to go to bed and get some rest. __________________

Best of luck.

- Wei Fumizuki & Wei Yenwu

#miko the clowncollectr's fic tag #LiangLee / 梁鯉 #lee arknights #liang xun arknights

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stormy333 · 4 years ago

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Day Four!

Welcome to Day Four!

Best childhood memory? This is the question of today. Oh dear this is going to be interesting! Let's get into it.

Honestly I can't choose between these two specific memories so I am going to tell you both of them because both of them are hilarious and made such an impact on me, well one of them made more of an impact on my poor brother. Anyways we'll start with that one since I just gave a tiny spoiler.

Memory #1

Let's go back in time. It was a christmas morning I think I was like 3 or 4, you'll have to bear with me here it was over a decade ago. We always went to my grandma and grandpa's house on christmas after opening our gifts at the house. This particular memory is actually on video somewhere I just have to find it again but anyway. This year Our grandparents got me and my brother power wheels. I got a princess car with Ariel, Cinderella and Aurora aka Sleeping Beauty decaled on it and my brother got a dirt bike. Totally amazing but oh my gosh I was honestly a really evil sister okay? My brother is four years older than me and ya know I'm glad that now we're older the past is the past but honestly this story will probably be a warning from him to his kids about me and my kids.

So anyway we were all excited about these and grandma and grandpa had this nice big yard with one of those old well pumps in the middle of it. Gosh, this place was the dream and the best part was that my Grandparents, mom and aunts, and uncles rebuilt it when they first moved in? I think if I remember correctly. So anyways I loved the house and the yard it was dreamy. But thats not the memory we're going for here. Back to the story.

After we got our power wheels we took them for a spin. Do you guys see where this might be going? Well if not then trust me um this gets... interesting?

So we're both driving along having fun and everyone's watching us. Somewhere along there I got an evil idea. And this is on film! My brother and I were about to cross paths, I could have swerved to avoid him. He was coming from one side of the well and I was coming from the other. When I saw him coming I floored that little princess car and t-boned my poor brother! and then that's not even the worst part I kept going! My mom, grandma, and aunt all trying to get me to stop and all the guys my dad, my grandpa, and uncles all laughing because what kind of little girl does a hit and run and laughs about it?

All I have to say is thank God I'm a better driver now than I was as a kid.

Memory #2

This memory takes place when I was a bit older than the christmas one, I don't actually remember a lot of details from this one but I remember enough of it to share it.

Okay so heres the deal before we took over the church that my dad pastored there was another pastor and family (Obviously) but I grew up in that specific church so I was best friends with the pastors youngest daughter because she was closest to my age. This happened at their lake house when I was having a sleepover with my friend. So onto the memory.

I'm low key scared of small boats. What does that have to do with anything? Well heres the deal my friends brother, she was the youngest of three, the brother was the oldest. Well the brother took me and my friend out on the lake. Now I don't remember what inspired this little adventure onto the lake but I do very clearly remember us getting stuck in the middle of the lake with no paddles because of something happening to the motor? And I don't remember exactly but he was either telling us horror stories or shaking the boat or honestly maybe both? But I know by the time we got back home I was terrified, I don't know how we got back or if my friend was as scared as me but to this day I still can't get on a small boat. One thing's for sure though this story will be passed down to my kids just because looking back on it it's truly a great a memory.

I hope you all enjoyed the post, comment below your favorite memory if you want :)

Until next time Loves💙

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booobooothefool · 2 years ago

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He spent so much time on them and for me he got lazy

Oh my sweet holy angels...this was something I started after Indigenous day last year (2021) but never got back around to finishing it. I've been having really bad writers block and haven't been able to finish writing the Dark!Thor fic (that I also started back in 2021) yet, but it's like 2/3rds of the way done...a lot has changed since I last posted a fic...for example I recently decided to take a break from school and dropped out of this fall term...I've also been working overtime so yeah...finally had a day off today and I spent it finishing this piece of junk... anyways, hope ya'll enjoy this trash dumped from my overworking brain (๑~๑) I also refuse to proof read...and I will die on this messy anti-beta reading hill (because my eyes hurt and I am too lazy to bother) this is also 8,798 f*cking words..so yeah

-Growing up, you were all alone until you met Steve and you two bonded over being outcasts, but after the serum, you're left all alone again...or are you?

*18+!!!*

WARNING: horrible grammar, NOT edited, bad English (please be nice I know my English is bad, it’s not my first language 🥺) mentioning of unprotected sex (wrap your willy before you get silly), mean and dark Steve, angsty, fat-shaming, ED, pregnancy, noncon, breath play, choking...honestly read at your own risk because I am a warning all on my own

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You had the biggest crush on Steve Rogers, you fell for him the day you met him. The scrawny little boy who stood up for you when a group of kids cornered you and berated you for your weight, acne, and stubby stature. You two would get made fun of, pointed and laughed at whenever you two went out together, so instead you both would meet privately, getting away from your harsh reality to somewhere no one could disrupt you two, your shared safe space. You two began to date secretly, no one knew about you two, not even Bucky knew. When Steve would get set up with another pretty girl that was friends with Bucky's latest flame, you couldn't help but to worry if he'd lose interest in you. Steve would always reassure you that he'd never fancy such shallow women, that he only had eyes for you.

When Steve first told you that he was accepted and would be leaving soon to join the army, you fought every fiber in your body to not break down and beg him to stay, you understood that this was Steve's dream. That was the night you lost your virginity to Steve, holding him close before he would leave you for war. After Steve left you cried as you held onto the shirt he left behind for you, allowing yourself to let go off all the emotions you refused to show to within his presence.

Steve would come and visit whenever he could, whenever he came back, you two would spend most of your time together in bed, wrapped up in the sheets with every inch of your bare bodies touching. After Steve wrote and explained to you that he had received the serum you did your best to not let your fears get the better of you, this was good for Steve, he was healthier, happier, and could now achieve all his dreams with less roadblocks in his way. Steve stopped visiting just before receiving the serum, all you had left of him were his letters, but when those became more and more scarce you had to remind yourself that Steve had more responsibility now that he was the face of America, THE Captain America.

Your parents had sent you to buy things from town for dinner, as you were browsing the store shelves your eye caught a familiar blond man. He must’ve felt you watching him, Steve looked up and it was as if he was a child caught stealing candy. “Doll!” He quickly recovered and suddenly you were engulfed in muscular arms, “Y/n, what are you doing here? I was planning to surprise you.” You couldn’t reply and only stared at Steve with wide eyes, you hadn’t seen him with the serum and felt overwhelmed by his tall and muscular frame, you awkwardly returned his sudden hug.

"What happened to you Stevie? Why are you so..." you paused, your tongue stuck on what words to use that wouldn't be impolite and rude.

"Big? Healthy? Strong? Well it's thanks to the serum doll." Steve smiled down at your with his breath taking boyish smile, the same one that always made you swoon. "I've got something I must tend to, can you meet me at the Wellington Hotel? I am in room 214, be there by 10 sharp." Too stunned to realized what was happening you simply nodded your head as Steve roughly pulled away and left you standing in the aisle with all your questions and words floating in the unspoken air around you. After standing in the aisle like an odd buffoon, you managed to collect yourself and process what had just really happened. As you finished getting what you were instructed to and on your way home, you couldn't help but to wonder why Steve was staying in a hotel and not in his apartment that you helped upkeep for him in his leave, he still paid the rent regularly, you would know because you had just been there not too long ago to dust and care for his things so that they wouldn't ware away with time.

Your eldest brother's fiancé Jenny had asked for your help at the sewing mill, but instead of going you decided to use it as a cover to go meet Steve. You'd already talked to your parents and Jenny about working tonight so they wouldn't question where you were, and with the war becoming so intense they also wouldn't question you about when you'd return. Many people often found themselves working day and night in order to try and do their part for the country. Your father and brothers worked to scrap metal for the war, your mother worked to feed the family on rations, and you worked at the local sewing mill.

You did your best to be discreet in order to not draw any attention when you got to the hotel, it was indecent for an unmarried young woman to be meeting a man in a hotel like this. You carefully knocked on the door of room 214 and twiddled with your fingers nervously, you yelped when the door suddenly opened and you were yanked into the dark the room. "Wha-" Before you could finish speaking, you were silenced by Steve's hand covering your mouth.

"No one saw you coming here did they? You didn't tell anyone you were coming to see me did you?" You pulled Steve's hand away from your mouth and huffed a few breaths of air before replying, "No, it would be indecent, I made sure to be careful." Steve seemed to relaxed and sighed in relief, "Good, I don't want to risk anyone knowing." You wanted to question Steve as to what he meant and why the lights were off in the dark room but before you could ask him he was already pulling at your clothes and kissing your jaw, your mind clouded as you melted like goo in his arms.

You gasped as Steve lifted you and wrapped your legs around his waist, something you two had never done before due to your size differences. He walked you over to the bed and threw you onto it, he open the front of your dress and pushed down your bra as he slid down your body while his mouth bit and sucked its way down from your jaw to your breasts. The room filled with the sounds of your panting and moans of needing more, but Steve didn't seem to make a sound. When you reached up to hold Steve close, he roughly pulled away from your touch and grabbed your wrists, holding them down with one hand as he used his other to bunch up your dress around your hips and ripped your underwear off to place himself at your entrance. You could feel that he still had all his clothes on and had simply taken his cock out of his pants. Without warning Steve shoved himself inside of you, when you opened your mouth to scream from the pain of not being prepared properly Steve slammed his free hand over you mouth, covering your nose as well. As he barbarically pumped in and out of you, he finally began to moan, and instead of your name coming from his lips, Steve repeated another woman's name.

Peggy.

Your tears wouldn't stop as you felt yourself losing consciousness from the lack of air and pain of Steve's brutal thrusts. As you tried to free your hands and shook your head violently side to side in hopes of removing his hand from blocking your airways, you felt yourself becoming more and more tired until everything eventually faded and you lost consciousness.

It was still dark out when you woke up, you found yourself laying sprawled out on the floor in the cold with nothing covering you. Carefully gathering yourself and doing your best to stand on your aching legs as your neither regions screamed in pain, you looked around for Steve and saw him sleeping peacefully on the bed. When you couldn't stand anymore due to the painful aftermath of what Steve did to you, you decided to settle on the edge of the bed, but as soon as you sat Steve suddenly kicked you off onto the floor.

"Get out, people will be waking up soon." You sat stunned, unable to move as you replayed his words in your head over and over again. "Did you not hear me?" Steve got up from the bed and roughly grabbed your arm and dragged you towards the door, "Fix your rags and get out."

"Steve..."You felt as though the air was suddenly as hard as the bricks that made up the walls around you.

"Y/n, I gave you what you wanted, now get out. I will not be repeating myself." Steve's nose flared in anger as he glared into your soul.

"I...I thought you loved me?" Your tears began to fall again, your mind scrambled, unable to understand what was happening.

"Y/n, look at yourself and then look at me. I am every woman and man's dream, why would I be with someone like you? You are fat, your face is covered in acne scars and you are far too short for me. My status is too high to be associated with someone like you. Before the serum I was just as much a loser as you, but now I am the image of perfection, I cannot be with someone who is the definition of 'other'. After I received the serum I came to the realization that we couldn't be together anymore, I've also met someone else...last night was just me making sure that I truly loved her, and it can also be seen as a goodbye to you. I used to feel guilty, but being with you last night made me realize that your body does nothing but disgust me now that I've been with the true love of my life. Now get out before people start waking up, or else I will call for security and tell them that you are a crazy woman who came in here in hopes of harassing Captain America." Steve didn't spare you another look as he opened the door and gestured for your to leave. You quietly gathered yourself and limped out of the room as he shut the door behind you before you could turn around to say goodbye to him.

You limped and made it home before the sun finished rising, you decided to shower and scrubbed yourself clean of evidence from the previous night, hoping to scrub away the pain of Steve's brutal assault and his words with the crusted cum on your legs and breasts. After you finished cleaning off, you decided to sleep in hopes of sleeping away the pain and to avoid seeing your parents in your current mental state. No one disturbed your sleep, thinking that you had spent the whole night at the mill working.

When you finally awoke, you didn't know what to do or think...you seemed to go through the days with little to no emotions, you became quieter and withdrew from everyone around you more and more, feeling disgusted with yourself and replaying Steve's cruel words over and over again in your head, you began to skip meals. When asked about your sudden change, you simply blamed it on the stress of war times and that worked, until you came down with what you thought was a stomach bug that wouldn't leave. But even then you ignored it, even when your clothes started shrinking despite you starving yourself, or when your monthlies never came, you ignored all the signs and evidence of that night until you couldn't anymore. One night after you came home from the mill you found you parents and brothers all sitting in the dining room waiting for you.

"Sit y/n." Your father sat at the head of the table, in this house his word was the law. You sat and looked down at the table, refusing to look up and meet the eyes of your family members or down at your lap that was covered by your growing middle. "William asked Jenny about what happened at the mill four months ago, specifically the night when you limped home and refused to speak to anyone before sleeping the whole day and night away. She said that you never made it to the mill, so tell us y/n, if you did not go to the mill then who did you meet? Because whoever it is, I know that they are the father of that bastard child you are caring." You felt the tears fall one at a time until suddenly, all at once. You finally let yourself go and allowed the sobs to take over your body as everything you'd been ignoring came crushing down on you.

"Oh dear..." your mother came to your side and held you in her arms as your sobs violently shook throughout your body. She carefully wiped away your tears and whispered soft words to you. "What happened dear, tell mom, I won't be mad. Please, you are my only daughter, I've seen how you no longer smile, how you've become withdrawn and dulled."

After a few hiccups, you finally managed to whisper out the words you'd been dreading to face, "I was raped..." As the words left your tongue, your sobs grew louder and you felt your body give out, falling slack into your mother's safe embrace. Your brothers sucked in a breath and your father sat stunned, they seemed to piece together your mother's words and observations with their own experiences with you the last few months and digested it alongside the three horrid words you spoke aloud.

"Y/n..." Your eldest brother William whispered your name and looked at your broken state as the rest his words died before he could speak them. There were always stories of young girls being assaulted, but that was something that only happened to other people...except now it had happened to you, their little sister, and they didn't know what to do or feel.

"Did you see how he looked like?" Your father's voice cracked, betraying him as he tried to hold a strong front at the head of the table. You didn't trust yourself to reply, unable to lie to your family anymore, so instead all you did was cry harder, conflicted with what you were facing. Your mother cried tears of her own as she hushed you like a child and held you closer to her, she looked up at your father with pleading eyes and he understood what she was asking. Even without words, your mother's pained eyes pleaded at your father to not force you to speak and relive the pain you'd experienced that night, and although he wanted to know more in order to try and help you, he complied to your mother's unsaid plea and nodded at your brothers to hold their tongues. "Y/n, you are my only daughter, your mother and I love you very much. But in order to protect you, we must send you away. Your late uncle left your mother his farm, it is far but also close enough that we can come to visit you from time to time...it would be safest and best for you to live there. If you stay here then people will talk, and both you and your child may become endangered due to gossip."

You held your mother tighter, shoving your face further into her chest as you nodded and tried to drown out the sniffling of your brothers silently crying around the family table. The rest of the night was spent packing your things, by morning your things were all loaded into your brother John's work car and everyone waved goodbye to you as your parents drove you away from your childhood home.

When you arrived at the deserted farm your father unloaded the car as your mother helped you clean and unpack some of your things, the drive had taken a full day and night of traveling. You felt guilty and insisted your parents rested a day or two before they returned home, but because of work they ended up only staying that day before starting the drive back.

A month passed and you slowly became accustomed to the house, you worked to sew and fix up old clothes and shoes that Jenny would have William give to John whenever he came by to drop off necessities for you. Your belly grew bigger and it soon became harder to do things around the house, you often found yourself walking around barefoot on the cold hard wooden floors since it had become too hard to bend and put on your socks and shoes. Because John would come to drop off things for you to help patch up, you were able to make a few pennies on the side to prepare for the baby's arrival. You also sent letters home with him and received many from each member of your family, especially your mother.

But John suddenly stopped coming, and then your mother sent a letter through the mail telling you not to try and contact home until John came back. She didn't detail why but you felt that maybe some folks from back home may have started gossiping about your sudden departure, so you respected your mother's wish and stopped writing as instructed and waited for her to write you again or for John to visit and let you know of when this sudden ban would be lifted.

After 2 months of nothing but silence, you became worried. You wanted to return home to see if everything was alright, but now that you were around 6-7 months pregnant, you decided against it and did your best to sit tight in the nearly empty house. You missed seeing your brother, you often found yourself sitting in silence with your ears subconsciously searching for the sound of an old engine, hoping that John would be back to collect the items you'd patched up and with letters from your family with him.

One night while you were upstairs getting ready for bed, your ears caught the sound of an engine. You thought maybe your mind was play tricks, but the sound got closer and before your knew it, your legs began to waddle their way as fast as possible through the house. From the window you could see that there was a vehicle in the front of the house, you were a bit confused at first, you knew what John's work car looked like and it definitely wasn't the one outside, but you chose to ignore the bad feeling at the pit of your stomach after reminding yourself that only your family knew you were out here in the middle of nowhere.

There was a loud knock at the front door and you tried to fasten your pace to go open the door to greet your family after not seeing them for so long. Who you came face to face with stunned you, your instinct kicked in and just as quickly as you'd opened the door, you shut it again and locked it.

"Open the door right now doll, you don't know what I've gone through in order to be here." Steve banged his fist against the door over and over, each one harder than the last, "if you don't open the door then you're gonna regret it. I'm serious y/n, how do you think I found you? I have your family and if you don't open this door then you're never gonna see them ever again." Afraid of what he'd do to your family, you quickly unlocked and opened the door for him.

"What are you doing here?" Your words wavered like your bravery, showcasing your fear.

"Why else would I be here doll, I'm here for you and our child." You stared at Steve and carefully studied his features, he looked older, rougher, his hair was no longer the bright blond it was those months ago, it was now a darker dirty blond. After a while of standing and staring at each other in silence, Steve carefully pushed his way inside. "I know you must have more questions, but I'll explain more inside."

You numbly led him into the living room and stood away from him "Where is my family? What have you done to them?"

"I'll get to that doll, first come here and let me hold you, it's been so long since I've seen you." Steve walked over to you and wrapped his arms around you before you could get away.

"Let me go Steve, tell me where my family is now." You tried to pull away from his embrace but Steve just held you tighter.

"You know y/n, your reaction is a bit different from your family's..did you know I went missing? That I was presumed dead after saving the world by diving myself and a plane loaded with a bomb into ice cold water?" You scrunched your eyebrows together, not understanding anything Steve was saying, he was very clearly alive and in front of you. As if understanding something Steve laughed bitterly as he released you from his embrace and grabbed your upper arms to shake you, "You didn't know? You claim to love me and yet you didn't know that I, the father of your child, died?" He paused to think for a second and scoffed, "Well I guess it does make sense that you wouldn't know, after all, you're out here in the middle of nowhere all alone."

"Steve I don't know what you're talking about or what you want, so please just tell me where my family is and leave me alone." You became more and more frightened by Steve's odd behavior and the crazy things he was saying.

Steve shook his head and looked down at you, "Your family is safe y/n, they put up quite a fight when I came back from the dead to find you. They kept claiming that you'd gotten married and left, but I already knew the truth, I knew that you hadn't left because you got married. I checked for your records when I woke up in the future y/n, couldn't help but wonder what happened to you after I found out that Peggy went off and married, she lived a happy life without me. Should've known that the bitch would move on as easily as she was to fuck. But imagine my surprise and pain when I found out that you'd died in childbirth around 9 to 10 months after we'd spent our last night together?" Steve's hold on you became rougher, he pulled you to him and neared your face, "Imagine that y/n, learning that the one person who ever truly loved me, died trying to give birth my child all alone in a bathtub in the middle of nowhere with no one to be there for her in her last moments. I tried to find your and our child's resting place you know, but everywhere I looked all landed in a dead end, because you two were buried in some unmarked grave on a piece of random land that your parents sold after you died. If your brother hadn't confessed what happened to you on his death bed, then I never would've known about any of this." you gasped in pain as Steve's hold on your upper arms became unbearable, Steve held you closely against him, your bump being squished against his hard body.

Steve seemed to be deep in his own mind when you felt a strong kick from the baby, expressing their displeasure at being woken up from how hard Steve was squishing your bump between you two. Steve's eyes widened and his hold on you softened, he pulled back carefully and looked down at your bump. As if on cue, the baby decided to kick again and Steve saw the way your stomach slightly stretch out where the baby had kicked, he carefully placed his right hand over the spot and felt the baby kick a third time. Steve started crying as he fell to his knees and hugged your waist and rested his head on you stomach.

"I'm so sorry y/n, I never should’ve left you or did what I did to you. But I'm back now, and I can fix things, I swear, I'm not gonna let you and our baby die this time." You tried to pull away from Steve but with every attempted tug, he held on tighter and sobbed harder.

"Steve please get up..." You became more uncomfortable, but no matter how confused or scared you were, you also understood that this wasn't your Steve, this Steve was someone else, someone broken and far more dangerous. You had to be careful not to provoke him. Steve stood and hugged you, he buried his nose in you hair and inhaled the smell of your hair.

"I'm gonna make this right y/n, we're gonna be a happy family. Just like we always used to talk about." You didn't say anything, too afraid of this fragile yet dangerous man...all you did was nod slowly and carefully pulled away from him.

"You seem tired, how about we get some rest and talk more about this in the morning, it's getting very late... I understand what you said, but it's just hard to process... there's a spare room upstairs, you must be tired from driving..." You spoke with a soft tone, careful to not trigger the strange Steve, hoping that he would take this is an act of submission and he wouldn't become aggressive like before.

After leading Steve to the spare room, you returned to your room to sleep. As you were about to fall asleep Steve suddenly barged into your room. You'd debated locking your door earlier but decided against it, too afraid of possibly provoking Steve. Before you could question if he needed anything, Steve walked to your bed and climbed in alongside you and pulled you to his chest, resting his chin on the top of your head. "I can't sleep without you, I need to hold you. After everything I-... I refuse to spend another night without you in my arms." As uncomfortable as you felt, your fear greatly outweighed it, so all you did was nod your head and pat Steve's back in hopes of pleasing the stranger with a familiar face. After some time, you felt Steve's breathing even out and you followed him into your own dreamless sleep.

During the middle of the night you woke up with the intense need to pee, as you were carefully untangling yourself from Steve you accidentally woke him up. "What are you doing?" His rough and booming voice scared you.

"The baby is pressing on my bladder, I have to pee..." he hummed and released you from his hold.

"Hurry back." you nodded and headed to the bathroom out in the hall to do your business. After you finished peeing, you noticed the dry feeling in your throat and decided to get some water from the kitchen. While on your way back upstairs from the kitchen you passed the living room and saw the keys to Steve's car, you looked back and forth between the set of keys and the stairs leading up to where Steve slept, unaware of the idea that popped in your head.

You quietly grabbed the keys, slipping on an old pair of shoes that were too big for your feet, you carefully opened the front door as quietly as you could and walked out into the night towards the car. As you were unlocking the car and getting in to try and adjust the seat you saw the living room lights turn on and the front door swing open. Steve face twisted into the most horrendous look of anger you'd ever seen in your many years of being alive. Panicked, you shoved the keys into the emission and started the car.

"Y/n get the fuck out of the car right now and come here before I break your fucking legs." Steve marched his way towards the car, just as he was about to grab onto the car's doorhandles you stepped on the gas and drove away. As your sped away you heard the Steve growl angrily. You didn't know where to go, but you knew that you had to get away from here and closer to civilization. As you were speeding down the road you caught a glimpse of Steve running alongside the car, afraid you tried to press on the gas but that didn't seem to work. Before you knew it, Steve jumped onto the car and yanked off the passenger door handle, you stepped onto the brakes with full force and threw Steve off the car. The car swerved out of control and fell into a ditch, crawling your way out of the car, you felt your left leg shooting with pain, as you looked down at it you saw your bone sticking out. As you laid panting on the side of the road, you placed your arms around your bump and was thankful to feel the baby kicking away to show their unhappiness at the situation. You turned your head when you heard footsteps approaching you, look at the cut up bare feet and all you felt was despair course its way throughout your being, how had Steve survived?

He didn't say anything as he crouched down and pulled up your nightgown to check your stomach, spreading you legs apart to look between your thighs, "There's no bleeding, that's good, means you didn't hurt our baby pulling that dumb stunt of yours." He roughly grabbed your left leg and looked at the bone sticking out, without another word he grabbed your right leg with both his hands and snapped it at the knee, breaking it too, you screamed from the excruciating pain, "I told you I'd break your legs if you didn't listen. This your own fault doll."

Steve stood up and went to open the trunk of the car, "You know, I wanted to keep my words and let you see your family, to let you say your goodbyes before I returned with you despite my displeasure at them for keeping the both of you away from me for two whole months, but now that you've done this, I won't feel any guilt for refusing you your goodbyes." Steve came back with some weird looking clothes in hand, he first put it on himself before he stripped you and put the clothes on you as well. Steve pulled out some weird devices and scooped you into his arms bridal style before the world around you swirled together into weird shapes and colors, blurring together into muddled nonsense before everything went black.

You woke up feeling completely numb, you couldn't feel your arms or legs. The memories of what happened came crashing all at once, causing you to have a bad headache. As you opened your eyes you tried to ask for help, but instead of words rolling off your tongue, you moaned out unintelligible nonsense, alerting the nurse checking your vitals that you were awake.

"Oh, you're awake, I'll go get Captain Rogers, Mr. Stark, and Dr. Banner." The nurse walked away without further explanation and didn't to try and comfort your very clearly distressed self. Not long after she left, Steve and two strange men came into the room.

"The baby's fine, she's got a few broken bones, but considering that you were the one who deliberately caused one, I'd say there’s really not much to worry about. Just monitor her injuries for infection and try to get her some more nutritious food, the tests came back with some slightly worrisome lack of proper vitamins." The man with glasses explained to Steve with a small smile on his face, acting as if this was all normal and Steve purposely breaking one of your legs was a sort of joke between them.

"I had some people move and set up some things for her at your house. Pepper also had a field day with the baby prep stuff, just like when she went on a spree when we had Morgan." The man who spoke had an arm that didn't look human, he was holding a weird piece of glass in his hands spoke without ever bothering to look up from the weird thing in his hands.

"Thank you both, tell the rest of the team I said thanks to them too, everyone has been so helpful." Steve smiled at the two men and walked up to the side of the bed, he caressed your head and bent down to kiss your forehead.

These people were insane, how could they act as is this was normal. "No need to thank us Steve, you deserve some happiness, we all do...we've all been through so much." A woman with red hair suddenly spoke up from the door, she walked over and hugged Steve. "It's good to see you back, some of us worried when you didn't com back sooner."

"Hey Nat, sorry, got held up dealing with some people when I went back." Steve chuckled and shook his head, they all continued to ignore your presence and spoke amongst themselves before they all eventually excused themselves and went off to do their own thing.

"Well doll, those were some very important people, I'm glad you behaved. Bruce and Dr. Cho both gave the OK so we'll be going home after the ultrasound later." You again tried to say something but nothing came out, only a weak and course croaking sound came out. Steve quickly stepped towards you and carefully helped you drink some lukewarm water that was resting on the table beside you. "Sorry doll, your throat must be so dry."

After drinking some water with Steve's help you took a few deep breaths and looked up at him, "Where are we?" Your words so soft that it could've been mistaken for the wind blowing through the window.

"We're in the compound's hospital suite, after the OBGYN finishes giving one last ultrasound we can head home." Steve smiled down at you with a glint of a crazed look at the back of his eyes. He sat on a chair beside your bed and held your hand in his, he kissed your knuckles, drawing your attention to where he kissed you saw a shiny ring on your ring finger. "After the baby is born and you've completely healed, we can hold a beautiful ceremony. For now just focus on getting better doll." You realized what he meant and scrunch up your face is disgust, how could he expect you to marry him after all that he's done to you.

"I want to go home Steve...please...I'm sorry...please just let me go home..." you didn't know what else to do besides plead for Steve to let you go home.

"I know doll, we'll go home after they check on the baby one last time." He smiled at you reassuringly, clearly not understanding what you meant by home. Before you could correct him and explain, a woman came in with a strange machine contraption, she introduced herself as being a doctor and explained that she was going do something weird so that you could somehow see your baby on the machine, you didn't understand what she was saying but Steve kept nodding and seemed to understand everything. The doctor moved exposed your belly, she placed a weird substance on it and used an odd object to push along and spread the substance around your belly. The machine showed weird shapes as she moved the object around, she smiled and stopped when a big weird shape that looked slightly human-like showed on the machine. She turned and touched some things on the machine before the room was filled with the sound of a loud steady beating.

"That is your baby on the screen and their heartbeat sounds very strong." Steve had tears in his eyes as he held your hand and looked at the shape on the machine, you didn't fully understand, but you did understand that you were looking at your baby and you were hearing their heartbeat. The doctor moved the object and pushed into your stomach slightly as if searching for something and faced to you when she did find whatever it was that she was looking for, "Congratulations, you're having a boy Mr and Mrs. Rogers." she continued explaining more and talked with Steve for a bit, but you drowned out their conversation, all you could focus on was the news she'd given you. When you came back to, the doctor had cleaned everything up and was saying her goodbyes as she left.

Steve carefully helped you put on a loose dress and carried you onto a wheelchair that a nurse had brought in after the doctor left, he wheeled you past strange rooms filled with even stranger things. After placing you in a weird yet comfortable car, Steve drove you through a city covered in large screens that displayed odd images with vibrant colors, people wore weird clothes as he drove past them. Steve did not seem phased at any of this, acting as if this was all normal to him, "I know, it can be overwhelming at first doll, but don't worry too much about getting used to it, we won't be surrounded by all this at the house." You wanted to say something, ask all the questions that tornado'ed around in your mind..but you were left speechless and overwhelmed. As Steve continued to drive, you slowly felt the hum of the car moving lull you to sleep.

"Come on doll, I know you must be so exhausted, but you gotta wake up and eat some food." Steve's soft voice woke you up, this time when you looked around, you saw that you were in a room full of sharp looking objects, there was no warmth around. "I know, everything looks very monochrome and modern, but that's just Tony's style, we can get stuff and decorate the house more to your liking after you get better." Steve carefully helped you sit up on the soft bed and hand fed you food he blew on to chill.

You closed your mouth and turned your head, refusing to eat the weird food that he was trying to feed you. "Steve...where are we...I want to go home, I don't know what’s going on and why you're doing this or what I've done, but please just take me home. I don't know what you want, but I'll try to give it to you...please...just let me go home...I wanna see my family..." you cried as you finally managed to voice your pleas to Steve. He let out a frustrated sigh and placed the food on the table beside the bed.

"Y/n, you are home. I'm doing this for us, I know I hurt you with how I left, but I'm doing my best to make it up to you alright? I travelled through time just to bring you to the future so that we could have the life we always dreamed of. As for your family...that is your own fault, if you'd just listened to me then I would've let you see them and say your goodbyes, but instead you decided to put yourself and our baby in danger. Please stop crying and looking at me as if I'm a monster, I'm doing this for us, for our little family." Steve placed his hand on your bump and caressed it lovingly, "When I first came out of the ice and realized that I'd lost nearly 70 years, I felt lost and broken. Then after I managed to learn and adapt, I looked for answers. When I learned that Peggy had lived happily without me, I felt defeated, I'd saved the country and countless lives, but it cost me my own life and happiness. While I grieved the lost of Peggy, I had a dream of you one night. After that dream I remembered how I'd broken your heart and wondered what'd happened to you, so I searched for answers...at first every lead I had led to a dead end, it was as if you'd disappeared off the face of the earth...that was until I found out that your brother William was still alive, I eventually managed to arrange a visit with him and told him we were old friends in school, that we'd bonded because of our loser statuses and he opened up like red sea did for Moses. He told me about how your parents sent you away to live on a farm all alone after your family had found out you were pregnant after getting raped. He told me about how your brother John always drove back and forth between home and the farm house, how overtime John became frustrated and irritated that he was always the one who had to drive back and forth, he told me about how you would never talk about your rape, how John became suspicious that you knew who it was and was trying to protect their identity. William wept as he told me about how John had refused to come see you after you'd refused to talk to him about who had assaulted you. He barely managed to make out the explanation of how John and him found you dead and covered in your own blood, you’d died trying to give birth in a cold bathtub, all alone. How John blamed himself for refusing to drive to check up on you, William also detailed to me about how the guilt ate at John until he couldn't live with himself anymore and he took his own life as well.".

Steve reached out for your left hand and played with the shiny ring he'd placed on your finger without your permission, "When I asked where you and our baby was buried, William just stared off and said that he couldn't remember, that your family had buried you in what used to be the garden of flowers before you parents sold the old farm off to a company. When he couldn't grasp why I was so invested in what happened to you, I revealed to him the truth. That I'd been the one who raped you, I told him everything and I watched as your brother died of anger, frustration, and heartache. I could've called for a nurse or doctor, but I didn't I watched him die a slow, pained, and guilt-filled death. What I did to you wasn't right, but how your family casted you away and left you and our unborn child to die alone in a cold bathtub in the middle of nowhere was worst." You trembled and tried to pry your hand away from Steve's hold but he just clicked his tongue and continued to play with your fingers.

"I lived in regret, you'd spent your life loving me...truly loving me, and I'd thrown that away for someone who couldn't even wait a proper mourning period for me...but you, you died trying to bring a piece of me into this world..." Steve was beyond delusion, you hadn't gone through the pregnancy for him. Steve had built this narrative of his own, he believed that you'd died trying to birth a part of him so you could stay close to him, when in reality, it was simply because this was YOUR child who you loved, not because it was Steve's.

Before you could correct him, Steve went on, "When Tony found a way to go back to the past it hadn't even crossed my mind to use it to come back to you, in fact when I saw Peggy again I'd forgotten all about you, the old feelings of what I felt for her came rushing back...when I went back to return the stone to her timeline, I had planned to stay with her, but I saw that she had already moved on and I was beyond furious until I remembered you and our baby..." Steve released your hand and began to caress where your baby was starting to kick, "I came back and explained everything to the team, they all agreed that I deserved my happy ending too, so I traveled to the past one last time, this time it was to bring you two home, to save you two from your untimely deaths."

You didn't know if Steve somehow delusionally believed that his explanation was supposed to woo you, but you did know that it did just the opposite of that. "But your family was so selfish, they'd refused to tell me where you were, and when I'd confessed that I was the father of your child, they refused even more...so I did what I do best, I beat it out of them. It took your family two long months before William cracked after I threatened his precious Jenny. Despite how annoyed I was with them for keeping us apart for even longer, I was still willing to let you say goodbye and see them one last time before I brought you back to the future with me...but then you just had to pull that dumb stunt with the car..." Steve looked up at you and smiled smugly. "Y/n, this is home now. We'll be happy here, you can never leave me, you don't know anything about the future, and I plan to keep it that way. I'll never let you go now that I've finally got you back."

Steve climbed on top of you as he revealed your future to you. You tried to move away from him but stop when he purposely put pressure on your broken legs, "Don't provoke me y/n..." In a swift move, Steve tore off the blanket that separated you from him. Like a crazed animal he ripped off the loose dress you still wore, "God, I wanted to wait until you healed, but it's been so long since I've been in you doll." Steve squeezed your breasts with no remorse, your breasts leaked and squirted milk everywhere. Steve moaned loudly at the sight, he bent down and began to suck on your right nipple, drinking as if he'd been deserted for days without water. Just when you thought he was going to stop after he released your right nipple from his mouth, Steve began to suck and bite your left nipple as well, coaxing your breasts to continue feeding him its nectar.

Steve's hands roamed you body, rubbing their way all over until one of his hands wandered its way between your thighs and found the very sensitive nub you always tried to avoid touching after accidentally brushing over it once when you were showering. You thrashed you body around, trying to remove his hand from it, "Do you know what this is doll?" Steve gripped your hip and forced you still with his left hand as his right thumb rubbed circles around the nub between your thighs, "This is your clit...god you don't even know all the things I'm gonna do to you, if you thought what we used to do as teens was good, then you're gonna die of bliss from what I'll do to you tonight."

You felt your body grow warmer as an unknown feeling bundled at the pit of your stomach near your bladder. Steve continued to rub your 'clit' and ignored your pleas for him to stop, you began panting harder and harder, trying to catch your breath as the bundle of nerves near your bladder threatened to break loose. Steve bent his head and bit down on your right nipple, throwing you over the edge and breaking the bundle of nerves loose. Your back arched up, thrusting your breasts up towards Steve as your breasts both squirted and leaked milk everywhere and your thighs shook violently as the bundle of nerves near your bladder broke, you sobbed in humiliation as you felt and believed that you had just urinated on the bed. Steve moaned loudly and brought his right hand up to examine it, his hand was covered in a clear substance. You knew that the liquid like goo on his hand had come from your outburst, and to your utter shock, Steve licked and sucked his hand clean. "Fuck, doll, you taste to fucking good." You covered your eyes, refusing to look at Steve after what he just did to you. "Ah, ah, ah...what a bad girl...don't you dare look away from me." Steve grabbed your hands and roughly tied them behind your back with his belt, you hadn't even realized that he'd taken off his pants and shirt while his was drinking your breastmilk.

Steve lifted you like a rag doll and made you sit on his lap, your back on his front and making you face a big screen that was on the wall at the foot of the bed. "Jarvis, replay the footage of y/n cumming." After Steve spoke to no one, the screen suddenly lit up and displayed you sobbing and moaning lewdly as your back arched and spread breast milk everywhere. "See that doll? God you look so fucking gorgeous cumming like such a cock-hungry whore." As As horrified as you felt from watching yourself on the screen, you also couldn't concentrate because of Steve's hand that was once again rubbing your 'clit'. Steve slid two of his fingers inside you, making you throw your head back from the feeling of being stuffed with something after neglecting your needs for so long. "Jarvis, display live footage." the screen switched to you sitting on top of Steve who had his fingers pumping in and out of you and his thumb rubbed your clit. Steve used his free hand to force you to look at the screen. "Look at yourself doll, what a lovely whore you are...keep your eyes on the screen as I make you come again." Steve curled his two fingers inside of you and pressed up against a sensitive patch inside of you and made you watch the screen as you once again screamed out like a whore in heat and arched your back, breasts leaking and squirting milk all over your bulging stomach and broken legs that were both wrapped in casts. You held onto Steve's forearms in hopes of stopping him, but this seemed to just fuel him further. "That doll, was your g-spot." Steve laughed manically as he moved his hand from your jaw down to your throat, he began to squeeze harder, closing up your airway. As you became more light headed Steve licked you tear off your cheeks and removed his fingers from inside you to roughly pinch your clit, your body tried to jerk away but Steve ignored it and aligned his cock it at your pussy hole that was twitching from cumming twice. "Watch as I fuck you, watch as your greedy cunt stretches and swallows up my big cock. Just like it did the night I raped our baby into you."

You watched in horror as Steve tightened his hold on your throat, completely cutting off your airway as he thrust his cock all the way into you all in one go and pulled on your clit with the fingers that was pinching it. Your body spasmed and you saw nothing but stars as you cummed harder than the last two times, the feeling was so intense that the world went black for a bit before your regain consciousness and saw that Steve holding your hips to fuck you up and down his cock, treating you like the nickname he always called you...doll. "Fuck that as so hot, I can't wait to fuck another baby into you doll." Steve grunted and shoved you down onto him so hard that you felt in crush against and nearly past your cervix, even though you had just woke up, you found yourself cumming again. Steve moaned loudly as he came inside you, painting your insides with his cum.

Steve let go of your hips and your fell back against him, unable to move a single muscle or bone in your body. You saw yourself on the screen panting for air like a dog. Steve wrapped his arms around you and carefully caressed your bump, he kissed the top of your head lovingly, "I love you so much y/n, I can't believe we can finally live the rest of our lives together, just like we used to talk about..."

...

Goodbye all 🫡 now for me to go drown myself in some holy water and fall off the face of the Earth again...

#1940s steve rogers #1940s steve rogers x plus size reader #angsty #steve rogers x reader #steve rogers x plus size reader #dark steve x reader #dark steve rogers #mean steve #crazy steve rogers #dark avengers #crazy avengers

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stefanmikaleson1864 · 3 years ago

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Girl’s Day (Part two to Good things)

Requested: Can you do a part 2 for Good Things? Were something happens to y/n. And Athena is the only one she is familiar with. And Bobby is happy to see that y/n and Athena getting along

Athena’s POV

It felt good to be able to come home to a quiet house. Trust me I love everyone who lives here but your girl needs a little alone time.

I know it was early but it was 5:00 clock somewhere. So I pulled out a nice bottle of wine and went upstairs to get a nice bath.

As the water in the tub filled up I heard a knock on the door and I huffed to myself.

I turned the water off and headed down to see who the hell was at my door. When I opened up the door I was surprised to see who it was.

“Y/N what are you doing here.”? I asked.

Ericka her baby sister was sitting there with a look on her face. I gustred for them to both come in

“I’m sorry for stopping by like this but Y/N had a bad fall and she broke her arm. We were at the park and she was playing and I took her to the hospital. I went by her dad’s but he wasn’t there and she had this addresses in her emergency contact list.” Ericka rambled on

“It’s okay I’m glad you brought her here and don’t worry about the arm as long as she’s okay kids will be kids and sometimes bones break.” I told her

“don’t worry you go on ahead have the day off I’ll watch her until Bobby gets off.” I said

“Are you sure I don’t want to impose I mean I can watch her no problem.” Ericka said.

“Girl take the day me and little lady will be just fine.” I said and walked her out the door as I yelled goodbye.

I looked over and Y/N had a sad look on her face. So I walked over to her and bent down to look into her eyes.

“Y/N are you okay can I get you some juice or something to eat.” I asked

“mn not hungry.” Y/N said

I got up and walked to kitchen to get some juice and cookies anyway I hoped they would make her feel better.

I walked back to the living room and I sat them on the table and told her she was free to help herself.

As a few minutes went by she slowly reached and grabbed some cookies and I smiled to myself.

Her mood seemed to ease up and she looked like she was getting a little more comfortable so I took it as my opportunity to ask again.

“Are you okay Y/N you can talk to me I’m a good listener.” I told her

“I fell off the swings and it hurt.” She said

I got up and walked and sat down next to her.

“I bet it did.” I said

“Yeah and I want my dad but he’s at work.” Y/N said

“well I’m here and maybe we could have a fun girl time.”? I asked

Her face began to light up and smile and she went over to her backpack on the table. She pulled out some dress up stuff like tiaras and boas.

“You wanna have tea with me.”? she asked

“I would be honored I’ll get the dishes.” I said

I went to the kitchen and grabbed a tea pot and put some regular tea in it and made some little sandwiches and cut them up small. I took everything out and she had her boa and tiara on.

She gave me one and we sat on the floor around the coffee table. She finally loosened up and talked to me.

I put on some good dance music and when we eat we got up and started having a dance party.

The music was loud that I didn’t hear the front door open and I was surprised and scared me a little bit to see Bobby standing there laughing.

Y/N noticed him too and she ran over to him.

“Daddy you’re here I broke my arm” she said

Bobby bent down and looked worried

“What happened are you okay.” ? he asked

“I was on the swing and I fell off and hurt my arm.” She said

“Oh sweetheart I’m sorry but you seem to be having fun.” Bobby said

“Yea we had a tea party now were having a dance party.” She said now jumping up and down.

“Can I join.” ? Bobby asked and she nodded her head yes.

I turned the music back up and we all started dancing again and Y/N had this huge smile on her face and Bobby did to.

I walked over to Bobby and Put my arms around him

“Thank you for everything.” Bobby said

“No problem we had a ton on fun today.” I said

“It’s good to see my girls getting along.” Bobby said

It turned out to be a good day today and who needed that bath anyways I thought to myself.

#bobby nash #bobby nash x reader #bobby nash imagine #bobby nash one shot #Athena Grant #athena grant imagine #athena grant x reader #Athena grant one shot #911 #911 on fox #911 imagine #911 x reader

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frosted-night · 4 years ago

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Jack Frost Designs Review

Yes it’s finally his time. This is going to include his book designs including previous incarnations in said books. There are more movie concept designs than book so, let’s dig in shall we?

This was in fact the first ever Jack Joyce designed while he came up with The Guardians Of Childhood. He even comes with his own backstory! (Which was cut. Sorry Joyce posts walls of text so it’s a girthy read.)

So instead of a young mischievous trickster, we got a much more depressing story of Jack. (Jack by default is sad obviously) but this one... It kind of hits differently and almost reminds me of the story he crafted for Pitch. A dad who tried to defend his family but through tragic events was ripped from them and changed completely. Design wise, he’s a lot more tree than snow. There doesn’t exist a colored version of this so we’ll never know if he sported winter and dull dead leaf colors rather than grassy greens.This Jack has a weird presence to him, I can’t put my finger on it. Rating: 6/10 He’s really neat! Just a little too Autumn feeling rather than a blend of both Autumn and Winter.

Nightlight feels like the baby evolution if Jack was a pokemon and that's what I’m gonna stick with. Below is a more recent version of him colored.

In all honesty that one is easier on the eyes proportion wise because sometimes Joyce has ‘interesting’ anatomy choices but we aint going into that today. It’s interesting how his hair somehow looks shorter and longer than Jack’s at the same time. Could be because the longer strands float seamlessly but star boy hair physics what can ya do. It’s a little hard to tell what is his skin and what is his armor, so that is a casuality in making a character only have one or two colors in their color scheme. I love other artist’s depictions of Nightlight but the canon one feels a little weak color wise. Rating: 5/10 Sorry, get some better LEDs and then come back.

Here we have a book Jack but I can’t entirely recall if this was used in the books or not. I digress. This design looks like him still wearing very Nightlight-esque armor/clothing and slowly growing into his new persona as Jack Frost. The intricacies are hard to make out but we’ll work with it. This one is very interesting to me because he very much looks like an older teen close to young adult. His hair looks very fluffy too. Not many complaints about this one but not much praise either.

Rating: 6/10 Not great but doesn’t stand out that much.

Remember when I said Joyce had ‘interesting’ anatomy decisions? Jack looks like he has half a head here and it bothers me GREATLY. This is the adult Jack design he went with. Supposedly he likes the opera and he sure looks it. This! Exists!! Kind of wish it didn’t. The outfit is nice but it just doesn’t fit Jack as a whole. This just screams to me that it’s someone else with a similar-ish hairstyle.

Rating: 3/10 Guess he’d be the...Phantom Of The Opera. (I’ll go home and so should he.)

And finally the final Jack. This is the one that almost exactly resembles the Jack we got in the movies(Probably because it was made after the movie but w/e) but just add a cape on him. I can’t really tell if hes got a hoodie and a cape, or just a cloak+hood on top of a sweatshirt. It isn’t too important because my thoughts on this one are obvious. Rating: 10/10 Edna Mode would have a field day with you boy.

MOVIE DESIGN TIME

Joyce claims this is a design he drafted when Leonardo DiCaprio was considered to voice Jack and I can kind of see that with how his face is drawn here. This Jack looks a lot more like a warrior and less of that trickster look. I can’t say I’m a fan of the weird antenna his hood has but his sword is really cool looking.

Rating: 4/10 Nice bow and sword but it can’t save your fashion choices.

This looks like a lanky 11-13 year old who would put rocks or slugs in my shoes and relish in my disgust. He has the exact look of a snot nose kid and I’m unsure how to feel about it.

His various hairstyles drafted here sort of make him softer looking or just more of a snot nose, no in between. Maybe even an Anime Protagonist.

The top right one almost looks like Hiccup from How To Train Your Dragon if you squint. It’ll be a little hard to rate them all as one individual but why not.

Rating: 5/10 I don’t hate them but they aren’t my cup of tea.

AH- IS THAT A FUCKIN GREMLIN?

Oh wait no it isn’t he looks like a 10 year old. Whatever don’t feed him after midnight. The staff’s design of not being shaped like a G is an interesting tidbit but the whole design looks like he’s really young or like a troll etc. This Jack looks like he thinks girls have cooties uses outdated slang.

Rating: 4/10 This is me being generous.

It honestly looks like he hiked his pants up all the way to his chest. A late teen with horrid fashion choices once again. Not many other thoughts here.

Rating: 2/10 Get a sweater on or something.

This is one is very interesting looking to me. His clothes looked a lot more leather based and very human-like. The tatters, tears and frays all make him look like he was a victim of an accident that never changed his clothes. It makes me wonder if this Jack had the same death as the final movie Jack or something else entirely. Either way, this one looks like hes a mid to late teen which really adds to my intrigue.

This was another image that greatly resembled the design so I included it here. It almost looks like his skin is blue here which is pretty neat to me at least. He’s also got leaf motifs here, which from the first Jack design Joyce made, we can see a pattern here.

Rating: 8 /10 I was originally weirded out by his head but now its not so bad.

This Jack is definitely dressed more like a nature boy rather than him having human influenced fashion and it’s an appealing touch. The tiny leaf sprouting from his staff is also kind of cute since the designers seemed to want to put leafs somewhere on his designs. His hairstyle is also very cute but it reminds me of Sasuke Uchiha in a sense. (Not a setback for me at least)

Rating: 7/10 13 year old Jack is going thru a phase.

I thought this Jack didn’t show up again in story boards but I was wrong!

They look a little different from each other but just similar enough to pair together, so bare with me. The first one obviously has looser pants, slightly longer sleeves and got his leaf motif going. This second Jack is a VERY green. It gives the impression that this Jack made his clothes out of plants and natural materials. Again I’m not wholly sure if greens fit his color scheme but they sure went for it for a while. I can’t say I’m a fan of it because it heavily reminds me of Peter Pan.

However a very similar looking Jack could be found in this storyboard. It doesn’t look as green as the other storyboards made it out to be and looks more like dead grass. Which is a pretty nice touch.

Rating: 5/10 I don’t hate it but it just doesn’t vibe yknow.

Speaking of a vibe...hoo this certainly has one. This Jack isn’t old but certainly doesn’t look very young, maybe in the 20-30 range, thats just me. He has facial features that remind me of Pitch but resembles the Jack Frost of Santa Clause 3

That being said, I wondered if him looking similar to Pitch was in the storyline of them being brothers.(Which was a scrapped thing, who knew.) He’s a bit more menacing in this design but certainly seems like he relishes in his work.

Rating: 4/10 I’d make it a lower score but I gotta give it props

NOW THIS JACK IS KINDA INTERESTING. This one looks like he’s 16 and going through a grunge phase. He’s gonna play Nirvana loudly and not turn it down even if you tell him too. His staff itself has mini icicles hanging off of it and leafs look stuck to his shirt. Did you glue or staple those on Jack? His hair also looks much longer than his other designs and I kind of dig it( Shut up I’m bias.) I’m not wholly sure why else this design has stuck with me but it just has something about it that I just love. I wish there was a full body drawing of it.

(He also kinda has the same hair as the Jack Frost in Runescape but I wont go on about that hoo hoo)

Rating: 9/10 *Bad Boy by Cascada plays in the distance*

This one definitely feels like middleschooler trying to be in a band. His sticks just resemble drumsticks to me what can I say. I’m a big fan of his shoes and his color scheme screams a hibernating tree in winter. His hair also looks like it’s covered in frost rather than it being wholly white, which is very neat!! He looks like he wants to fight but has slight hesitance. Overall a very balanced Jack.

Rating: 8/10 He’s ready for band practice

Not many thoughts here, I just found these tiny Jack designs cute. His hoodie being a jacket instead just adds to the charm of this one.

No talk to him he angy.

Rating: 6/10 fun sized boi

Now this Jack resembles the one earlier that dressed entirely in leather brown colors, however he clearly is different than that one. I’m gonna say it, he looks like a zombie or undead in this design and its pretty fucking gnarly. I don’t know whats going on with his hair but I’m gonna assume it’s just the wind making it look like that. He just has the vibe that he was once human but was turned into something else entirely. It isnt in uncanny territory but borders that. This version of Jack meeting Pitch and the others would have been *very* interesting. Rating: 7/10 Eat a twinkie Jack you’ll feel better.

The final design! I can’t complain much about this one. The way his staff subtly has a G shape and a hexagon(his signature shape) is a wonderful touch. Additionally, the way the frost is gathered mostly where his hand is such an intricate detail. His signature hoodie is iconic at this point so I can’t bad mouth that either.(I can’t anyway because there's no complaints from me here.) Although, I never understood the leather straps that his pants had or their functions. I couldn’t find any colonial outfits that resembled Jack’s pants so its a total mystery to me at least.

And I can’t go on about this design until I mention the snowflake pattern in his eyes

Pure beauty. It’s at a hue of blue that almost looks impossible to have, combined with the electric blue color of the snowflake in his eyes. The amount of detail in this movie amazes me to this day. Rating: One Great Blizzard <3/10

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folklorelise · 4 years ago

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Captain Y/N as a baby (2)

Levi Ackerman - more scenarios about baby Captain Y/N.

Part 1: here

MASTERLIST

SOME MORE SCENARIOS

- you wanted to bring tea to Levi during his meeting.

Today was Levi’s turn to take care of you. But he had a meeting in the afternoon, so he gave you to the cadets, more specifically to Armin and Mikasa. Once Levi left, Jean appeared, and you run to him.

“Jeanie, I missed you this big!” you said with your arms opened as big as possible.

“I missed you too!” he answered taking you in his arms kissing you multiple times on the cheek.

“Jean can you help me make some tea for Levi please?”

“Sure, let’s go.”

“Jean I’m coming too; Captain Levi can’t see you alone with Captain Y/N.” Armin warned.

“Let’s all go then.” Mikasa said.

Once in the kitchen, Jean started to boil the water and Eren prepared the tea leaves. Armin gave you a tray and Mikasa put the teacups on it. You guys walked to the room and Jean told you that he would open the doors and they would all run away. Once the door opened, you walked to Levi but halfway through, you tripped over someone’s cloak and the tray went flying through the room. When you hit the ground, everyone in the room rush to you.

“Y/N! Are you okay?” Hange asked as she saw you started crying.

“Someone cleans the tea, the meeting’s over.” Erwin announced kneeling down in front of you. “Y/N are you hurt somewhere?”

But your eyes were fixed on the tea. Once you saw Levi you run to him crying even harder.

“I’m sorry Levi!” you sobbed, “I just wanted to give you tea because you like tea, I’m sorry.” You cried in his arms, your head on his shoulder.

“It’s ok.” he reassured you while patting your head. “Stop crying, you’re ruining my shirt with your tears and snot. Remember you already ruined my tea.” he laughed but when he noticed you crying even harder, he immediately apologised. “It’s fine, let’s go and rest now. I’ll be ok.” he continued comforting you while hugging you tightly. And of course, every Squad Leaders as well as the Commander were in awe in front of this sweet side of the Captain.

- You are on a ride with Mike and Erwin.

Today, Erwin and Mike had to take care of you, they had to after you cried for an hour or two about how your daddies never spent time with you together. So here you were, in the stable with Mike and Erwin. You were in front of Mike on his horse.

“Daddy, where are we going?” you asked Mike.

“We’re just riding around, spending time as a family.”

“You do know we’re not a real family, right?” laughed Erwin softly but stopped immediately after seeing your tears. “That was a joke! Haha. Mike laugh, now! That’s an order.”

After a few minutes, you started to stand up on the horse with Mike holding you. You hold out your arms toward Erwin and tried to jump to him, but Mike was holding you tightly, with his hands the size of your body. Erwin moved his horse closer to Mike’s and took you with him. Two minutes after, you reached out for Mike again. Then Erwin again. It was fun.

“It’s nice.” Mike commented.

“What is?”

“This is. Just walking around, as a family with no titans around.”

“It is, at least now we know how it feels like.” Erwin joked.

You were starting to get bored since they did not pay attention to you and the horses were going really slow. So, you decided to jump to Mike again as they were still pretty close. But with your tiny legs it was hopeless, so you almost fell but Mike had the reflex to catch your arm.

“What the hell Y/N!” Mike yelled as he hugged you closely.

“Sorry, please don’t yell at me, don’t be mad please!” you cried.

“Y/N,” Erwin continued with a hard tone, “That was completely reckless, and you could’ve hurt yourself!”

“Next time you should perhaps hold her correctly.” Mike said.

“Please don’t fight.” you whined softly and still crying.

“I was!” Erwin defended himself.

“Well clearly not enough! Our daughter almost died!”

“Well, she didn’t!”

“STOOOP!” you screamed sobbing hard. “Don’t fight please, I don’t want two separate daddies.”

“We’re not fighting. Let’s go home now.” Erwin ordered.

“No no! Please. I’m sorry.”

After your begging to stay outside, they agreed but neither Erwin nor Mike spoke. Mike was holding you even tighter than before.

At night, you asked them timidly to tuck you in. Once in your bed, they each lay down on your side.

“I’m sorry about earlier. You are not mad at me anymore right?”

“No, we were just worried.” Mike explained.

“Stay with me tonight please.”

“Ok, we’re staying don’t worry.” Erwin said.

In the morning, as it was Levi turn to take care of you, he entered your bedroom finding you on top of Mike and himself and Erwin cuddling. He screamed: “WHAT THE F...!”

- You are helping Hange with Eren’s experiment.

Today was Hange’s turn to take care of you. Levi was ready to take you with him since he was not fond of you being with Hange and Eren during her experiences with titan boy. But you wanted to stay with Hange, so he gave up and went back to work.

“So, Y/N, today we’re spending the day with Eren!” she screamed excited.

“Jean will be there too?”

“Sorry but it’s just Eren today.”

Once you arrived at destination, Hange gave Eren the green light to transform. It was your first time seeing Eren’s titan form, so when you saw him you ran to him.

“EREN!!” you screamed so he would notice you. You raised your arms up and jumped repeatedly. He looked down and kneeled down. He opened his hand and you hopped in. He put you on his shoulder and showed you his hair meaning ‘hold on to my hair’. Hange was writing like a maniac everything that was happening. Eren was playing with you, swinging you around. When Levi arrived to see what was going on, he almost had a heart attack seeing with Eren.

“ERREEEEN PUT Y/N DOWN RIGHT NOOW!!” Levi screamed as loudly as he could.

Eren panicked for a second and dropped you, as you screamed at the top of your lungs, Eren caught you just before your head hit the ground. Everyone rushed to see you and Levi cut Eren open to bring him back. Eren rushed to you too and apologise a million times.

“It was...” you started out of breath, “AWESOME!! I want to do it again!”

“That’s a no for me.” Levi said taking you with him.

“Eren we should do that again soon!” you screamed as you and Levi were moving away.

- Erwin and Levi go shopping with you for baby clothes

The night you turned into a baby, Erwin and Levi were with you, brainstorming ideas about what they should do.

“First, we’ll have to buy her some clothes, she can’t stay in my shirts forever.” Erwin explained.

“Fine, let’s just ask someone to bring some baby clothes tomorrow.”

“No, I think we should go with her. And see if she likes it or not.”

“You know Erwin, it’s not because she calls you daddy that you have to do all these things.��

But Levi ended up accepting anyway. The next morning, you were dressed in a dress made out of one a Mike’s shirt. Erwin, Levi, and you were ready to go buy some clothes.

Once in the little place where they sold baby clothes, you started to try on different things. The lady who sold these walked toward Erwin and Levi.

“You have a really cute baby here.” she said.

They both looked at her surprised.

“Thank you.” smiled Erwin after a good minute of silence. Levi turned to him with an expression saying, ‘what are you thanking her about?’ But before he could answer, you walked out of the second floor with all the clothes you wanted.

“Daddy! Can I have all of these?”

“Of course, you can sweety.” Erwin answered.

“For the record, she’s not our baby.”

“Let’s go honey.” Erwin joked once he packed all the clothes.

“What.” gasped Levi. Soon after he took you and the clothes in one arm and as he was ready to leave, he slapped Erwin’s ass and said, “you’re right honey.” And winked at Erwin before leaving this place.

“We have to pay.” you said.

“Don’t worry, daddy will pay.”

- You upset Levi and think he does not love you anymore:

Very often, when it was Levi’s turn to take care of you, you had to entertain yourself in his office.

“I’ll be right back brat; I’m going to make some tea.”

You went to his desk and took some papers on it and started to make some paper planes because you thought that would make him happy. Once the door opened on Levi, you threw all your paper planes at him. Levi caught one and opened it and sighed angrily.

“Y/N I told you not to touch my belongings!” He yelled angrily. He took all the papers and unfold them. You started to cry but Levi paid no attention to you. These papers were about the next expedition in a week and they could not waste more time on paperwork. You tried to help him, but he would just yell and tell you to stop bothering him. You ran outside still sobbing hard and ran into Mike.

“Daddyy!” you cried as he picked you up.

“Let’s go to my office.”

As he walked to his office, you told him about what happened with Levi, still crying a bit.

“He doesn’t like me anymore!”

“Of course, he does!” reassured Mike.

“He’s really mad.” you frowned.

Back into Mike’s office, he took some useless papers and made paper planes with you and you threw them outside.

“Daddy I’m hungry now.”

“Okay let’s go eat then.”

In the mess hall, Erwin and Mike were sat next to each other, because you wanted them to.

“Why aren’t you with Levi?” Erwin asked you.

“Levi hates me.” you answered.

“No, I don’t.”

“Levi!” you shouted running to him.

He picked you up and said, “I’m sorry about earlier.”

“Do you still love me?” you asked shyly.

“Of course, I do.” he whispered so you would be the only one to hear. “Let’s go and finish your plate.”

- Cadets turn to watch you.

Today, it was the cadets (rare) turn to take care of you. A snowy day outside, playing with snow and making snowman or even making snow angels. Eren threw a snowball toward you a little bit too strong and you fell backward. They all rushed to you because you still did not get up.

“Y/N are you ok?” asked Jean worried.

You just sneezed in response.

“Your hands are red Y/N!” Mikasa noticed. “You must be freezing.” she continued and wrapped you with her red scarf. Jean took his hat and gave it to you. Then Krista gave you her gloves, but Ymir protested and gave her hers. Eren seeing everyone giving you their clothes started to strip too because he felt like he was responsible for this.

“Y/N, here’s my coat and shoes too.” But Eren was stopped by a slap behind his head. “Stop being stupid. Your shoes are way too big.” Mikasa stated.

“Yeah Eren, don’t be stupid like you usually are.” Jean added.

And they started to fight again. Armin just signed and took you inside. “Let’s get you to someone because you’re probably sick now.”

“I want to see Daddy please.” you whined as you felt your head getting heavy.

“Ok, let’s go find the Commander.”

- Mike and Erwin are too fast:

Another day with your dads but no ride outside this time. They had to work on the next expedition. You were following them around, but they were fast with their big and long legs. You were out of breath at some points, but they did not notice a thing. You were running faster to catch up with them, but your ankle twisted for no reason and you fell headfirst. At the sound of your head hitting the ground, they immediately turned around and ran to you.

“Y/N are you ok?” shouted Erwin helping you getting up.

“My nose...” you answered.

“It’s bleeding, let’s go see the nurse.” Mike said picking you up and rush you to the infirmary.

“Why were you running?” Erwin asked once the nurse fixed your nose and knees.

“You were leaving me alone.” you trembled.

“Just yell our name next time ok? You scared us there.” Erwin murmured.

“Sorry daddy.” you apologised and hugged them.

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SOME MORE RANDOM HC

- You would be often found sleeping on top of Erwin or Mike. Sometimes it was Levi, but it was mostly with your two daddies.

- At night, you would most likely sleep with Levi because, according to Erwin, it helps him sleep. If Levi disagrees, you’ll just cry and scream so he has to do what you want him to do.

- Hange would always steal you when she did her experiments with Eren because she knew you loved his Titan.

- Levi would definitely think about having kids with you after spending time with you as a baby.

#attack on titan x reader #levi ackerman x reader #erwin smith x reader #mike zacharias x reader #hange zoe x reader #levi ackerman x baby!reader #baby!reader #snk #aot #levi ackerman hc #attack on titan hc #too many possibilities for a tag so imma stop here :)

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OKAY time for a college au!!

You 3 know each other from before college

You and kazuha were seating next to each other during your first year of high school you became close enough to greet each other whenever you guys pass by each other

And you and Xiao were best friends from kindergarten to 2 grade but unfortunately you had to move suddenly you two tried to keep contact but the two of you made new friends and kinda lost contact with each other

So when you go to college you meet kazuha at the front desk when you're trying to get your schedule and yall are like "omg I'm so happy to see someone that I know here!" and when you guys check your schedules it turns out that the two of you have the same class during the first period

And you're like "we've got 30 minutes wanna go grab a cup of coffee and get lost together?" and kazu knows that you playfully flirt with your friends so he jokingly says "are you asking me out for a date? Because if you are then I accept!" and you guys talk on the way to class and the two of you barely make it on time

Class ends and you're sad to say goodbye to the only person you know on campus but then all of a sudden he hits you with a "by the way can I have your number?" so you two exchange numbers

Later you're going to your last class and it turns out that this class doesn't have many people you go sit in the back and someone comes up to you and is like "can I sit next to you? " you say yes obviously

But the thing is... there is something very familiar about this guy and you just can't put your finger on it so you kind of stare at him without realizing it

Of course he noticed how hard you've been staring at him and turns around and is like "what? Is there something on my face?" that's when it finally clicks

And you're just like "XIAO??! IS THAT REALLY YOU?!!" but the teacher comes in so you two can't really talk

But the moment class ends you tell him who you are and take a few minutes to catch up

Though I say catch up it was mostly you teasing him saying shit like "I can't believe the shy kid who used to tear up whenever his turn on the swing was taken would grow up to be this handsome!" (he's starting to think that maybe he should have sat somewhere else)

So you're like "hey how we go actually catch up I've got some coupons for this café I went to this morning with a friend"

He doesn't have a reason to say no so he just accepts the invitation

When you guys get there who do you meet? KAZUHA! This man actually works there!

When you see him you're like "kazuha why didn't you tell me that you work here?" but he pretends not to know you and is like "oh? Well who might this fine customer be?" you can tell he's joking by the way he's trying not to laugh so you decide to play along

Poor Xiao is starting to regret coming with you (but don't worry he got 2 plates of almond tofu as an apology)

-no primogems (I'll make another part later where you 3 become roommates)

YES I ABSOLUTELY LOVE THIS-

dhfaeiahe I realize now that I should've just posted this as is since I wasn't planning on adding to this but might as well add in some thoughts I've had about this lovely trio eh??? tbh I didn't add much I just slipped in a few little things hehe

Can you guess the roomates?? Also the bio professor is Albedo ehe

Anyway!!

Considering it's the first semester of college, you haven't yet decided on your major. Luckily, you have quite a few general education classes to take, so you register all in one night.

You'll have the time to figure it all out as time goes by, no?

The rest of summer is spent juggling moving into the campus' dorms, working, and keeping up with some friends from high school. While you've kept contact with a few friends, you definitely kicked yourself in the ass for forgetting to ask Kazuha for his number...how could you forget one of your best friends?

But, you suppose that he's far off in a whole other city with his wish to experience more. You can't help but wonder what he's up to.

Then, the first day of classes starts.

How did you not figure out where everything is first? Instead of moping, you trudge to the administrative building early to ask for directions and, even better, a map of the large campus.

Instead, you find a familiar head of cream-colored hair.

Immediately, you gasp and he turns around in confusion, only for a soft smile to spread over his features. It's only been a summer but it's a relief to see that you know another person. Comparing schedules, he points out that you both have Communications 1301 together.

For once, you're glad you have to take these mandatory courses...

But with an abundance of time (as Kazuha just so happens to know where the class is), he accepts your jokingly firtatious proposal to head to the cafe just across campus to grab a morning drink.

It's hardly been long since you've last spoken to him, but there's still so much to talk about! It turns out he opted to rent out a small studio apartment just a few blocks away from campus! Naturally, he invites you over sometime.

He's also admitted that he decided to major in English--something you're not surprised to hear. After all, Kazuha's a natural at the subject, exceeding the assignments and always so eloquent.

If you recall correctly, he used to tote around a little notebook full of little musings and poetry during high school. You wonder if he still does that.

You talk about how you've just moved into the dorms a week ago, how you're lucky to be rooming with two musically inclined (if not a bit rowdy) people. You're sure that he'd take a liking to them once everything is calmed down a bit. Kazuha just raises a brow in half-doubt.

Before you know it, it's been an hours and, to your horror, your first class starts in five minutes. Not to mention that it was back closer to the admin building and you were on the opposite side of campus.

But it's still fun, Kazuha laughing as you jolt up and tug him to stand, the two of you running to get to class on time. With heaving breaths and flushed faces, you make it just a few minutes late. Luckily, your professor didn't mind because it was the first day...

Following class, you have to make your way to Bio 1301, Kazuha having a major-specific English course to get to. Before you can speak, though, he offers his phone to you. It's newer than his old flip phone you'd tease him about all the time, the screen clean save for a few stray fingerprints.

After you put in your number, he beams and quickly sends you a call so you can have his too.

"Call me after you're done with classes, alright?"

You promise to and the two of you set off.

Biology proves to be uneventful, a full hour and a half of the (rather attractive) professor going over what to expect as well as passing out lab waiver forms. A necessary precaution, he said with a reserved sigh. You wonder what happened.

When the hour ends, you have some time before World History, followed by a Trigonometry course.

By the time you find your trig class, most of the seats are already taken, making that feeling of dread fill the pit of your stomach. Nothing is worse than being forced to take whatever seat is left. But, noticing a seat by the windows, it's not so bad.

You're in the back, though, settling your bag beneath your chair and picking out a pen and schedule book.

At some point, someone walks in and asks if the seat in front of you is taken. You don't bother to look up long as you fish out a notebook, letting him know it's free.

As class goes on, you realize that the guy in front of you most likely hasn't been paying attention. Considering that the professor has been rehashing stuff from Algebra...you're not surprised. But something about his dark hair catches your eye. Not to mention his striking gold eyes...hm.

It's not until you catch his profile as he stares out the window that it clicks.

"Xiao."

His eyes dart to look at you, a confused look washing over his face. You repeat his name.

"Yes?"

Part of him is just about ready to leave as recognition floods your expression, smile wide. How could you possibly---

"I can't believe the shy kid who used to tear up whenever his turn on the swing was taken would grow up to be this handsome!"

The tips of his ears turn red fast, something that you remember very well about him, and his gaze quickly flicks over to the professor still dragging on. When gold settles back on you, they're practically begging for you to lower your voice.

"It's been forever--I can't believe that you-"

"If you're going to talk, do it outside of class."

Ah. Oopsie.

Time seems to drag on while you buzz in your seat, excited to see your childhood friend after loosing contact. You've missed him over the years, always wondering what happened to him, how he's been. And finally, when class ends, he gets up and waits for you.

Naturally, you want to catch up, so you invite him to go to the cafe with you for a late lunch.

"You still like almond tofu right? It's all you used to eat when we were little." Laughing, you nudge his shoulder and the color returns to his cheeks as he mumbles a yes.

When you step into the cafe, a familiar voice greets you.

"If I knew a cute customer would be coming, I would've gone on break."

Kazuha leans on the counter, mirth in his eyes and you gasp. It makes sense now, why he's so well acquainted with the campus and why he'd already known what to order when you arrived for drinks-

"What can I get for you today?"

"Your number."

Xiao's face pales at the blatant flirting, wondering if he should've just declined the invitation to the cafe until the two of you burst into laughter. Though, it's hardly better.

"Sorry, sorry- This is Kazuha, one of my friends from high school. Kazuha, this is my childhood best friend Xiao."

With a day so filled with nice coincidences, you doubt that life can get any better than this.

Oh, how wrong you'd be.

#anon asks #no primogems anon #kazuha x xiao x reader #xiao and his two lovely dumb s/o's #college au #polycule #polyamory #meet cute #xiao #kazuha #genshin impact headcanons #genshin impact drabbles #genshin impact fics #genshin impact

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