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theirloveisgross · 3 days ago

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☀️ golden boi ☀️

#Missing Louis hours #Missing tour hours #Missing afhf hours #I literally just cried about tour and everything the last 3 years #This is wild wild wild #The things I've lived #My boi #I miss him so so so much I want to give him all my love and I can't #And idk when I'll be able to???#Afhf malaga

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starry-bi-sky · 14 days ago

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yall ever think Shen Yuan went through like, internet withdrawal after being transmigrated into Shen Qingqiu? Like, he's canonically a NEET shut-in who did nothing but spend his time online, you can't tell me that for the first week or first few weeks of being SQQ he wasn't twitchy.

Like, reaching instinctively to his pockets for a phone that wasn't there, having an obsessive itch in the back of his mind that he should check and see if X or Y novel or webcomic has updated -- only to realize he can't anymore and being irritated by it. Wanting to go and see if there's new posts about this or that, but again realizing that he can't.

When he's bored or uncomfortable or just feels like wanting to escape he tries to go for his phone to distract himself, but oops! Not there anymore, and now he has to find a new and different way to distract himself from his feelings. And going through system notifications, quests, etc only does so much.

And there's that Tetris Effect too. SQQ makes a mistake while writing and instinctively goes to backspace on it except hey-ho that's not a keyboard and now he just dipped his pinkie into a bottle of ink or on a still-drying letter.

With him scrambling to fix his reputation and learn how to be a peak lord, I think his abrupt cold-turkey from all things internet would just be another straw on the camel's back that he promptly Ignores until it goes away on its own after he acclimates to his new surroundings.

#svsss #mxtx svsss #scum villain #scum villian self saving system #shen yuan #shen qingqiu #i think him learning how to be a peak lord and cultivation and everything else would help distract him from the internet withdrawal for the #most part. but the moment there's a lull in the day and his mind wanders or he becomes bored or stressed and he instinctively reaches back #for his phone and realizes it isn't there it just sends a spike of panic/frustration/irritation through him because its a familiar comfort #and now its gone. like this is all based off my own experiences from being Chronically Online but i just think its neat to think about #in that same vein i think it also pushes him into getting into the arts on QJP. Like as the peak lord naturally he would be doing this kind #of stuff but hes NOT the peak lord but to keep up appearances he has to know how to do this stuff. and finds it??? actually quite rewarding #even more than getting into an argument online or getting a new merch item. he's making or doing this stuff. he starts drawing and finishes #a piece and regardless of its skill level he feels something unclog in his chest. like sediment being scraped off the bottom of a creek and #being washed downstream. a weight that's been slogging through his veins suddenly untangled. physical proof of his efforts that feels great #starry is incapable of NOT giving her favorite blorbos more hobbies. starry is incapable of not giving her favorites artsy hobbies #this is probably NOT a new or original thought whatsoever but im throwing it out there anyways bc it fascinates me. i love transmigration #and albeit i've only read isekai manhwa/manhua there's a common theme of the people there assimilating into their new lives relatively quic #which i know is for ease of transition and getting to the rest of the story. but WHAT IF.#i have still not read svsss yet and idk when i'll be able to BUT have some thoughts anyways

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drawingwithmeek · 1 month ago

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He makes me sick

#sickly in love #stanley pines #stan pines #grunkle stan #gravity falls #swooning over stans #gravity falls fanart #idk when I'll ever be able to stop drawing him #he's so so handsome

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swampybogg · 4 months ago

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#vampire hunter d #vhd #art #sketch #Twin and D #my babies #Sorry I'm the most inconsistent poster 💀 I just do it by impulse no rhyme no reason #I was letting it rot for a while before I came to fix some of the dumb stuff #(There's still some things (a lot) but ehh good enough for now)#My birthday is next week maybe I'll try to have something for then uh #Idk if i'll be even able to post on the day though since I might be in the mountains #when I'm there I only have internet when at the brasserie 😭😭#Also I did finally rewatch 1985 the other night but fell asleep at the final battle 💀 (it was 1 am in my defense)

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artsy-1diot · 4 months ago

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drawing kudos managers as I beat them part 7 (+satellite investors)

IM FINALLY FREE FROM THIS DRAWING OH MY GOD i had to learn how to draw skelecogs just for this drawing and it took like four days to make.

also fun fact one of my besties is named nix :3

#toontown #toontown corporate clash #ttcc #plutocrat #cosmo kuiper #satellite investors #im about to ramble in these tags about the pacesetter drawing i made for this series bc i dont know where else to talk about it #looking back at it i am not happy with that drawing tbh #specifically the shading #like the shading itself looks good but with the other parts of that drawing it really just doesn't fit the vibe I was going for??#its way too dark in most places imo so most of the details that you should be able to see get hidden in the shadows #it was an experiment and failed experiments happen whatever #i might upload an alternate version of it where i tone down the shading #idk #i'll probably just end up making another pacesetter drawing when my motivation comes back cus i am a bit artblocked rn #ALSO WHY IS IT THAT WHEN I DRAW MY FAVS IT TURNS OUT MEH AND WHEN I DRAW THE GUYS I DONT CARE ABOUT IT TURNS OUT AMAZING WHAT IS UP WITH TH #stupid made this

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phant0m-l0rd · 8 months ago

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My pictures of Dir En Grey in Paris, Day 1 (22.03.24)~

Day 2 pics here.

(my quick thoughts on the shows below the line)

I went to both Paris shows (VIP on day 1) and it was hands down the best experience of my life so far. So amazing beyond words. To not only meet my favourite band of all-time in the flesh, but to also watch them perform from the front row on the 1st day (and still very close to the stage on day 2) felt so surreal. Seeing them perform some of my favourite songs of all-time (including dead tree, my number 1 favourite song) was so overwhelmingly amazing I cried multiple times. I got acknowledgments from Die, Toshiya, and Kyo for screaming so loudly every time they came to our side of the stage, and I can't describe how affirming it felt. Since yall follow me on here, you know how much this band means to me, and especially Kyo. This man is my biggest inspiration in regards to both his music and his artistic self-expression. I've never been so inspired by a musician before; I've never been this obsessed with a band before. This was a dream come true, one that I never thought could happen. Thank you so much to this most incredible band. No band will ever come close for me.

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echosong971 · 3 months ago

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(wip) i've missed drawing these two...

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quirkle2 · 6 months ago

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[zombie au] the image is too big for tumblr i had to cut it in half GVEAUYGV (please for the love of god zoom in)

#qkdraws #id in alt #mob psycho 100 #mob psycho #mp100 #ritsu kageyama #mp100 ritsu #blood #tw guns #many witsus for y'all #had to work with a 30 layer limit here and if u know anything abt the way i work . 30 layers is hashtag Not Enough #for a girl that uses 16 layers to do an action the requires Maybe 2 and never merges anything . yeah that was hell #im kidding it was a fun challenge i kinda liked it. didn't mean for the canvas to get so big #i just kinda kept drawing ritsus and it got bigger and bigger #my hobbies include Drawing Ritsu. and also Writing Ritsu #he's just a lil guy. full of secret childlike wishes n innocence wrapped up in a layer of jadedness and learned violence #we love to see it #that one ritsu ..the one where he's talkin abt the settlements ......i think about that shit all the time #his attitude toward them. his never-ending contempt for the ''other side'' even tho he's been shown kindness from them #and how that shit highlights exactly how far away people are able to stray from logic when they're deep in the middle of things like this #and that applies to both parties.ritsu And the settlements #idk i'll articulate it better eventually but.god. this situation they're all in is fucked up

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ckret2 · 1 year ago

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"so when you visualize a post canon Bill's-been-resurrected AU is it so that he can apologize for his mistakes and be kinder" no it's mainly so he can do crap like this

#bill cipher #human bill cipher #grunkle ford #gravity falls #fanart #my art #(idk when I'll be able to put this in the fic)#bill goldilocks cipher

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thatonebluedog · 1 month ago

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Telemachus doodle because You Should Listen To Epic

#i know i said the project i was working on would take about two weeks #and it is almost finished #but i ended up burning myself out a little and feeling really tired the last few days of the holiday #and because school's started back idk when i'll get around to finishing it #i might be able to this weekend #no promises though #anyway i am so fucking hyped for vengeance saga #dangerous is already my favourite song without having even heard the full thing #also he/they telemachus #fight me #epic #epic the musical #telemachus #telemachus epic the musical #fanart #epic the musical fanart #telemachus fanart #calen draws

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biblically-accurate-dca · 7 months ago

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@vanweek2024 day 4 - food

peep the vanny

#my art #vanweek2024 #vanny fnaf #the stinky rabbit is also here technically but its a minor cameo so i will not be tagging it lmao #sso anyway. admittedly this one was really rushed but i was going for a simple style anyway so? idk it worked out #originally when i finished the lineart my program didnt actually save it. its very outdated and weird so it happens sometimes but UGHHHH #luckily it does save the thumbnail for the image... so i was able to save it #i did do all the coloring in an entirely different program bc of this though #and SPEAKING of the coloring i edited this like a MILLION times #PISSED ME OFFFFF ugh #its done now though. smiles #but if i stare at it too long i'll want to edit it again BDJZJFJG #so YEAH this one. despite being so simple. gave me a lot of trouble HFJSJGJG #anyway uh just in case this is only a US thing.... i based this off of 'peeps' which are like a marshmallow candy #that come in two main shapes: a little baby chick and a little bunny rabbit. theyre mainly for easter i think #honestly i hate them. HFJSJFKF but theyre rabbit shaped so u know. rabbits

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humming-fly · 1 year ago

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Inktober Day 26 - Discarded

Once again I've started rereading @post-it-notes7's fic Heart and Soul and am as always having a Wonderful time with it unlike the protagonists

(will probably go back in and add the shading later but for now it's 2am so it's gettin posted!)

#I still plan to do the shading but idk if i'll be able to have it done before october ends since i'm about to fly out for a conference lol #i Might be able to take my sketchbook but i might also just wait to do it some other time when things are less hectic #def do plan to finish it up at some point though #inktober #inktober2023 #meta knight #galacta knight #heart and soul #h&s #do i still need to tag spoilers the relevant chapter has been out for quite a while by this point haha #despite reading the relevant chapter like 2 days ago i couldn't recall if the moon phase was mentioned so feel free to ignore it if I'm off #my art #doodles #drops gk like a sack of flour #he's fine

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roxasboxas · 1 year ago

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Most Divorced Kingdom Hearts Character Surprise Tournament Finale

They're literally divorced from each other. But who is more divorced about it?

#kh axel #axel kh #axel #saix kh #kh saix #saix #kingdom hearts #tumblr polls #im going on vacation this week so idk when i'll be able to get into the whole. like. results thing. but yknow

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gingerswagfreckles · 8 days ago

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It's crazy how I've stayed on this website for thirteen months of the most batshit Nazi antisemitism I've ever seen in my life but that the thing that is probably going to drive me off is seeing 70% of the like 12 people I still follow start suddenly super aggressively posting "won't somebody please think of the men!!" shit in the wake of the US elections and then 2 days later posting "my god it's crazy how all these hysterical BITCHES get soooo hysterical and upset just because we told them they need to think about how men are feeling at the worst moment for women's rights in recent history!!!"

#Idk how seriously i can take someone's takes about antisemitism anymore after seeing them cry scream throw up #For days on end when women don't like it when you center men's feelings in discussion about the oppression of women #Sorry but if you're using the word misandrist in 2024 you're not a serious person and I'll probably never be able to take anything you say #Seriously ever again bc you are just ridiculous #gingerswagfreckles #feminism #mysogyny #Unironically I've blocked 16 people at this point and that is literally at least a third of the people I still follow who post about #Anything serious

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akkivee · 2 months ago

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*kuukou voice* berry?? as in, strawberry???

#vee queued to fill the void #wip lol!!!!!#idk when i'll be able to finish it tho 🤔 but preferably with a better tablet LOL #but omg 😭😭😭😭😭😭 i got to draw on a weekday is that not what's up 😭😭😭😭😭#already the streaming is paying off lmao #vee is arting

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deoidesign · 6 months ago

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#ok finally making a post about meds #I've not ever tried taking medication before. I was sorta raised with that classic 'dont rely on meds you have to learn to manage without'#I mean I was also raised with the idea that therapy is stupid unless you have 'real' trauma. and also like idk.#can't stay home from school unless your temp is over 100 or you're throwing up. etc. very suck it up mindset #so I was just really nervous to start. also of course worried about losing myself or whatever I know that's a silly fear but #it's also a common fear for a reason!!! anyways #so I finally was like 'I need to do something' when I realized I was so anxious I couldnt even get myself to go outside alone #like I just don't want to do ANYTHING alone to a detrimental effect. and it was butting into my ability to do my work...#for various reasons. but then ALSO adhd has been a constant issue with my work as well!#it is SO hard to write and draw on a weekly pace like I am without being able to focus #my whole life I've had these terrible nightmares constantly and I've always woken up constantly in the night #sleep has always been terrible so I've always dreaded going to bed.. ESPECIALLy because it didnt even make me less tired #it was more something that I just did because I had to.#but going to bed was always terrible. there have been times I was too scared to go to sleep for weeks on end...#I've been mitigating this for years of course. and recently I've been taking melatonin which has been helping too.#but I've also always struggled to get up. because I've always been EXTREMELY exhausted #but also anxious of what the day might bring... idk.#anyways it has all hit a point that I was like okay. I am doing as many coping mechanisms as I can. the psych said they were good too #but... it just has never been enough. it's never been enough to make me not tired it's never been enough to make me not scared #so I finally talked to the doc about it. and she was like youve def got smth wrong basically. which yah I know.. but yknow #anyways so I started taking wellbutrin. and I am so frustrated now. because it's WORKING #that constant looming sense of dread is gone. I'm excited to get up. I'm excited to go to bed BECAUSE I'm excited to get up #I feel like for years I've been holding on to the idea that I have to get up because I have to put something good out into the world #and I've been clinging to knowing that if nothing else. I am able to help other people feel better.#but now for the first time in my life I'm like. free of it. I didnt even know it was possible... and I'm so sad how much I've lost out on #and so frustrated how my whole life I've been told to put up with it and push through it. and treated like a failure for it being too much.#and just. It has only been 2 weeks. but the lack of anxiety is SO noticeable I'm so...#I'll never miss it. the adhd is still pretty present but like whatever. I can manage that better.#and I'm just crying because of all this combined.#I just. I hope I get to finally be the best I can be now. for myself but also for you guys!

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