#All my weight is in my legs
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My veins might be too small to donate plasma lmfao
#I was wondering why my arm hurt so much after the first attempt… apparently that’s not normal#The needle they use for plasma is bigger than the one they use for blood#because it would “shred the red blood cells” if they used one smaller#Interesting#I do have abnormally thin arms for my weight and height so I’m not surprised that the veins are tiny#All my weight is in my legs#Maybe that’s why my hands and feet are freezing cold all the time… maybe my circulation is bad because my veins are so tiny#(I am talking out of my ass)
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The manticore, origami, one square sheet of paper
#mine#origami#manticore#RED#what a lovely sendoff to this red wax pastel.... completely different feeling depending on your screen I'm afraid.#for me it's sharingan levels of hurt on mobile and almost disappointingly orange on desktop.#do switch around your devices for the complete manticore experience.#this is adapted from a winged lion model by Mauricio Flórez Pinzón#I'll make a post with a link and some photo resources#basically the only changes needed was a modification of the tail and a bit of unfriendlyness added to the mane#his was more inspired by st marc's lion i imagine#too much of a cherub vibe for my purpose#otherwise absolutely excellent model#very easy collapsing#GREAT weight distribution: despite my moving the tail to the center and the head being pretty voluminous is still stands on its 4 legs#i had no problem of the model opening up and flattening itself or anything#and there are plenty of sculpting possibility#all the while the shape is pretty understandable already from the collapsed model
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"fat!amputee!fem!laios" bro just make an OC instead. that's no longer laios
well i made one
this oc and laios inspecting each others bodies in ways which i am afraid person bitching about jpegs can't handle
#dunmeshi#dungeon meshi#laios touden#dunmeshi fan oc#dunmeshi headcanons#also saying that fatness and being amputee is things which vanish character core#about character who lost leg in canon#and manga impliing that he gained weight in the end#also its anime about dnd cooking#like#lol#you guys have not enough that standart character model characters#like what even fightibg here for#meh#guys who make headcanons and play with jpegs - dont let anyone take away your power and love for freedom#it's funniest thing to do ever#i can make whatever laios i want if you think that one i draw is top of my headcanoning ability like#no#there is no top thats the point#in conclusion: chill about jpegs#and have fun#also most important - even one word of human who recognize themselves in my art in my headcanons and feel joy is more important of all hate
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Friends are wonderful, all the more so after you've been starved of genuine connection for so long
Happy Birthday @kibbits! I wanted to take the Break a Leg cast for a spin - specifically a soft little moment, after they've established their friendship, but with still enough moments of "Oh right, this is real, they do trust us, they want to be close to us". I have emotions about these guys and I always will <3
#post let luce#my art#dcamv#break a leg au#kibbits#i havent posted anything original in so long i forgot how i used to tag#since on your last birthday we added each other on discord and started talking more#and that leading to me promptly clocking you as audhd in just a matter of days#leading to a lot of this au hitting different for you#it felt like a nice moment to give them this softness#all those struggles to unmask and learn how to be a good friend without hurting someone#but they did it#they got their friend; they got that companionship; its as real as that weight of Y/N casually leaning on them#anyways yes happy birthday 💜#hope its a good one hehe
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Finally watching Smile 2, I'm a little over halfway through and I'm not sure that I'm liking it quite as much as the first one. It's very good still! Very freaky, I love the cinematography and the elevated levels of mind-fuckery. But I feel like the first one had a much tighter grasp on the mental illness angle, in regards to the symbolism.
#smile movie#smile 2#the entity is tormenting skye and making her look bad (trashing her dressing room/making her panic and yell at her dancers) but—#i liked the first one because the entity was much less involved and ROSE was the one ruining her OWN relationships#it's supposed to be a metaphor for how unprocessed trauma can rot you and eat at you#and the scene where skye thinks that she broke her leg again on stage is a really good example of that!#but the entity shouldn't have played with skye's mind to make her late. skye should have been late due to her own short comings#in the first smile rose systematically ruins all of her relationships (which were shaky to begin with thanks to that unprocessed trauma lol)#and idk. i just. like that better from a writing stand point#it feels like every decision has weight rather than the plot just shuffling you from one scary scene to the next#but maybe my opinion will change when i am done with the movie!! we'll see :3
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Spiral Saint Gabriela
#i like the idea of a saw cult and the book of spiral is such a good name#id imagine the saints of the book of spiral are all the people who have been put in the traps by the original jigsaw#the apprentices are like the disciples#anyway in this gabriela lives and loses an eye a hand and a foot#valentina is also alive because SHE CUT HER LEG OFF AND SHOULDVE LIVED ITS NOT HER FAULT JOHN MADE THAT WEIGHT OUT OF SCRAP METAL AND TAPE#amanda young#saw#saw x#gabriela saw x#my art
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so I've been learning how to animate in Unreal Engine for work. I found a pack of free animal assets available in the marketplace and thought they'd be fun to practice with so I slapped a good ol' wolf in my project.
When you download characters from the Unreal marketplace, they generally come with a skeletal mesh (a digital model bound to an internal skeleton but no controls) and some pre-made animations that can be loaded onto it so that you can use the character in your game without having to animate it yourself. I downloaded the wolf for the purpose of learning to make a control rig (so taking that skeleton and adding controllers to easily drive it for animation, like a puppet), so I wasn't planning on actually using any of the default animations, but I decided to take a look at some of them anyways just for funsies and HAHA WOW THEY WERE BUTT-UGLY so I took it upon myself to remake some once I got my control rig up and running whoop
honestly i don't even consider these all that polished but compared to those default options? yeah good enough lol
#my art#animation#the default walk isn't tooooo awful; mostly just stiff and awkward#but wHAT IN THE EVER-LOVIN' FLIP DIGGITY IS THAT DEFAULT RUN HELP--#also sorry for all that motion blur in the legs; haven't figured out how to disable that yet :P#not super thrilled with the way his haunches deform either but to change that i'd have to go in and edit the weight painting#and i really don't feel like doing that lol
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Chronic pain having disabled Jace with a mobility aid 💖
#his cane is so decked out#going through it so I’m projecting again 💖💖 onto my fave lil guy~~~#ily disabled Jace ilyyyyy#I imagine he found one to match his wand so it looks like a large version of it#just also purple bc it has to be his favorite color#porter offers to carry him places and he refuses bc he likes to build his strength back up after being bedridden for a week or two#jace stardiamond#personal#feel free to ignore beyond this point#->#watch this is gonna be what pushed me to get my own can bc the days that my mobility is limited are fuckin rough#these last couple weeks have been ROUGH#I had trouble making it up the stairs when I got home today trying to put all the weight onto my good leg#just for THAT ONE to start hurting too#gah#bad bad bad day man FUCK#getting in and out of the car almost fucking killed me#I had to keep adjusting on the drive bc every turn shifted me back onto where it hurts the most
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i know too fucking much about qsmp badboyhalo.
#and also. not enough#that one big summary of his Deal was like . 1k words.#and it brushed over so much shit#like his trust issues and the vacation arc and his criminal background (on qsmp) and the way he was the first to take protecting the#eggs seriously and i dont even KNOW enough about his relationship with maxo and the french that is a big blindspot for me but bad and max#(and foolish?) og founders of the theory bros the first people who started questioning cucurucho and then the french his family the people#who keep proving to be on his side over and over and i love it when he hangs out with pierre and talks create#and when he chills with antoine and helps fix the big spinning ring#and his WEIRD warrior's bond with etoiles (bad always gets along with the protectors have you noticed that#forever was the second big egg protector and baghera took care of pomme from the start and cellbit threw himself to the feds to try to help#the island and etoiles took the weight of the code attacks from bad's shoulders to his own in entirety. he respects them all a lot and i am#chewing him to pieces)#and his relationship with baghera!!!! she can read him so so well and he fucking trusts her enough to be dapper's mom#he may have felt weird about it and was jealous and :c because tahts HIS dapper but#he didn't kill her about it#or really do anything to discourage it#and he noticed her tear streaks and her leg and got Worried about the federation 'fixing' her and#genuinely he was so so happy when he realized she was back he went !!! mode#look. LOOK at these fucking tags. look back at the post. i can Keep Talking.#my point remains i know too fucking much about qsmp badboyhalo#shit and i didn't even TALK about his weird bullshit with foolish#i need a giant corkboard
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hey how are you doing I hope you didn't have to go to the emergency room and everything is OK
i am okay but very fatigued and sleeping a lot ��� i didnt go to the emergency room but im staying at my parents for a few days incase they need to drive me to the hospital
#i dont think i actually said but basically ive had fainting spells losing vision and dizziness all weekend#and the big thing was on saturday night i was temporarily completely paralysed for an hour or something#like i couldnt move my arms and legs at all i was just dead weight#and i got convinced i had died and i was a spirit trapped in my own dead body ALKSDJF#so uhhh yeh that was horrifying#ask#anonymous
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“She had no magic to wield, save for the keen eyes of the goddess at her shoulder and an uncanny ability to remain unnoticed, to play into expectations.”
#Chapter 23#Kingdom of Ash#Sarah J. Maas#Lorcan Salvaterre#Elide Lochan#Elorcan#no spoilers please first read to read along with me#more notes quotes annotations & reacts in the tags spoilers for the chapter & book in post & tags of course pt 2 of 4 perspectives#Lorcan had never felt the weight of the hours so heavily upon him-I FEEL IT 2poor Rowan must feel this 247HURRY where’s Elide?hold on Aelin!#And to send Elide into Maeve's clutches--it had taken all of his will to let her walk away.😭#If Elide was captured if she was found out he wouldn't hear of it know of it. — you’d know cause she’s your mate idiot (I love you idiot#without proving their worth they could still visit--briefly. — ugh Maeve why does everything about you suck so much#If she emerged. — COME ON ELIDE — I CANT HANDLE ANOTHER CAIRN-NAPPING#the Prince of the North and the Lion the protector and the ever impatient in love idiot we all love Lorcan#He knew some of them. Had commanded them. Were they now his enemy? — they are all having some inner morality battles#What manner of birds? Raptors mostly — none from the House of Whitethorn — they fought for him on the other borders… for her🥹😭them#why so many guards if no Aelin hmm???? SHES HERE GUYS#though Gavriel kept glancing to the tattoos inked on his hands. How many more lives would he need to add before they were through?#Aelin had been trained to endure torture. Elide... He could see those scars on her from the shackles. — how about we save them both?😭🖤#She had endured too much suffering and terror already. He couldn't allow her to face another heartbeat of it--#Rowan and his random hatchet now😅😂 it’s giving my wife is gone unhinged in the woods with the bros might become a horror movie vibes#But then a two-note whistle echoed and Lorcan's legs wobbled so violently he sat back onto the rock where he'd been perched-OH MY ELORCAN😭🖤#also Lorcan… perched??? isn’t that bird boy Rowan’s thing?😅😂🤣#her cheeks rosy in the cool night air. — cheeks pink in the twinkling lights tell me bout the first time you saw me (shipping in insanity)#She was fine. She was unhurt. There was no enemy on her tail. Elide's eyes met his. Wary and uncertain. I met someone.#THANK GOD — but also wait WHAT-when?WHO?HOW?#also this quote posted is like one of the reasons I love Elide#another grand Maasverse enterance is on its way?#the fact the opening line shows that being sold out to Maeve is the same as death — OH GET TO AELIN ALREADY PLEASE#no more tattoos guys — what’s with Maeve’s wolves — isn’t dark haired beauty what Elide called the girl in the caravan so maybe it’s her
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I like when the alcohol is in your legs
#omg kiera no one cares#when I'm drinking and all of a sudden my legs feel like weights and warm and it's like oh yeah baby this machine is starting to run
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Update on my golem workouts:
I'm getting way more of a sleeper build but honestly that's my goal. You'd have no clue my thighs are built unless I flexed them which is kind of freaky lmaooo
If I could be a security guard but only at shuls, I would heavily consider it. I'd take tips/payment in pastries, but specifically anything that's lemon-flavored 🤤
#jumblr#personal thoughts tag#i'm about 40lbs/18kg away from maxing out some of the leg weight machines which is surreal#because right now i'm lifting almost twice my weight#like hashtag ACAB but unfortunately we do need to hire security due to. very obvious reasons#i also just want an excuse to give back to the jewish community while also touring shuls across the state#there aren't many shuls in my state but i want to go to them all
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Oversized tees have become one of my two summer looks, I quite like them
#thoughts#ezra#all the weight gain has gone to my middle so I really do like this style#makes me wear shorts more but I’ve gotten used to my legs
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just a little sneak peak bts shoots for later this month ▪️◼️◾⬛
#i only have like three poses and they're all subpar :/#buy hey i am trying my best#these feel a little too loose? are they supposed to feel that way or super tight? i need to know to reorder them a size down#please don't judge my body#i already feel like i'm dealing with lost of appetite so i don't need anymore negativity#or say whatever you want#i can't control other people's comments.#so i rolled up an old black trunk xD#just wanted to see if it's better with or without underwear underneath?#also#should i shave my leg hair for this or nah?#there's a lot of internal questions here#but point is - i feel a little sexy in these?#you can see how tight the underneath trunks are for me 🤣😭 look at those muffin tops of mine oof#gotta get back to my weight loss journey#anyways - i know this is not much but i am trying#okay @anon who asked#here ya go- i will do my best to keep my word and post again by the end of May 👍🏽✌🏽#personal#a rose colored tease#fishnets
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so part of the reason the deal on the kilns was worth breaking a leg for is that there were included in the frankly Absurdly low price. So we're about 50 more we didn't get bc I fell and ~got severely injured~ and we'll be going back for them on Saturday. mostly so I can give the guy "sorry for getting blood on your shed floor and taking two days to get everything" cookies.
The extra extra bonus is that part of the reason this stuff was cheap is the sheer number of mud dauber nests in and on them.
he apologized for it but no, I think they're neat
#anyways I'm real glad my dad moved in nextdoor right before i ficked my leg#He has a ford 150 and the weight of the kilns and all the molds we were able to take in one go nearly bottomed out the suspension#'werent you saving money for a hospital stay?' A kiln is just as good for my health as any hospital#they were Really cheap kilns. because of the wasps.
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