#Aesthetic ⊗ — (An angels smile with the devil’s eyes.)
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nineblooddances-if · 11 months ago
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NINE BLOOD DANCES
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Nine Moons for the Nine Circles of Hell
Ruled by Nine Siblings. Or better known as the Commanders of Hell. Each believed to carry a role in the natural world and each a leader of the Devil’s Army. Each Commander is the personification of their circle and is made with a part of The Devil’s Body.
His Brain. His Genitals. His Stomachs. His Lungs. His Eyes. His Tongues. His Flesh. His Ears. And lastly his heart.
With each part, combined with that of a woman of a different species, flourished the consciousness of the circle, and then from a piece of the circle, a body was molded, creating each commander.
Yet with no one to rule over them.
For the Devil has many things to do and does not have the time to watch over the things he created. So, he gets an idea. A funny idea.
For he wishes not to strip himself of more. So, he goes to a mortal man. One who knew all that of the world, a man who had everything that the mortal heart could desire. Expect love–Yes love. For there is a difference between idolization and obsession and honest love. The mortal man had not that, and so the Devil laughed and lured this man to his death. And when no one showed genuine care for the man at his funeral, he fell into despair.
And the Gods who refused to hear his prayers before now stared upon him and pitied him. And sent the mortal man a gift in order to ease the loneliness.
A gift the Devil needs.
── ⋅ ⋅ ✶ ⋅ ⋅ ──
✶ [DEMO]
✶ [PATREON]
✶ [KO-FI]
✶ [DISCORD]
── ⋅ ⋅ ✶ ⋅ ⋅ ──
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You were a gift. Now to whom? No one knows.
All that matters is that you are a gift and not like any of the others of your species. Uniqueness and importance oozes from every fiber of your being. You're important. Everyone says you're important. But why you're so important?
Who knows?
You must figure out what makes you so special and different. You must figure out what drives you through all circles. And you have to figure out why the nine commanders of Hell all have their eyes upon you and wish to have you by their side.
All before the fall of the ninth moon.
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☽☽✶☾☾ Customizable MC
✶ [Name, Species(human, fallen angel, vampire, succubus/incubus, etc), Personality, Gender, Pronouns] ✶ [Appearance (markings, scars, wings, tails, horns, ears, etc), Traits, Love Language, Allergies, Diet, Piercings, Aesthetics, and more]
☽☽✶☾☾ Ability to have certain traits, likes, and disabilities
✶[Favorite Foods, Smoking/Drinking Habits, & More] ✶[ADHD, OCD, Depression + more] ✶[Hearing Aids, Prosthetic Arms or Legs, and choosing how you lost your limb]
☽☽✶☾☾ Options that have an effect on romantic and platonic relationships.
☽☽✶☾☾ Choose between nine romanceable Love Interests or None at All.
☽☽✶☾☾ Stats, Personality, and MC Characteristics that will affect the story and characters.
[Harem Route & Poly Routes Optional]
| IMPORTANT VIEWINGS OF CERTAIN FEATURES | ✶Ear Piercings
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PERSONIFICATION OF THE 1ST CIRCLE—LIMBO—
COMMANDER AAPO I LIBERTAS
── THAT OF THE DEVIL’S BRAIN
✶ Personality: Aapo is an overly confident, charismatic man who is proud of the ranking he holds, being that he is ranked above his siblings and seen as the current ruler of the Nine Circles. Aapo walks and talks with a smile on his face and radiates this atmosphere of freedom, which is quickly erased by this underlying need for control, and he demands it. He has no reservations to confirm that. Many fear him despite his faux cheery attitude and overly relaxed posture.
✶ Appearance: He stands at [6’1FT ~ 188CM] with pale brown colored skin that is littered with warm brown freckles. He had deep-set shaped eyes while his eyes were the darker color shades of the rainbow, that fluctuated depending upon mood but remained a deep emerald green. He has short mahogany brown hair with a short fringe that seems messy. He’s lean and long, with long legs and arms. Always wearing overly vibrant and eccentric suits of greens and browns, decorated with bronze and gold.
──"CAMBION"—AMAB—HE/HIM ──PANSEXUAL [MASC PREFRENCE]
── ⋅ ⋅ ✶ ⋅ ⋅ ──── ⋅ ⋅ ✶ ⋅ ⋅ ──
PERSONIFICATION OF THE 2ND CIRCLE—LUST—
COMMANDER ANIL/AIDEN II LUXURIA
── THAT OF THE DEVIL'S GENITALS
✶ Personality: Anil is a self-assured, arrogant, aloof, hotheaded woman. Always wearing a scowl or frown of some sort. Her mood changes just as quickly as the wind and follows that of the hierarchy. She demands respect and will expect it. Many of the others stay out of her way and allow her to do as she pleases, since she has no desire to disrupt anything and follow the rules in place. Unless they get in the way of her desires.
✶ Appearance: She stands at [6’2FT ~ 192CM] with deep chocolate brown skin with no blemishes or scars. She has bedroom eyes that are a deep navy blue but appear black until in candlelight. Anil’s hair is jet black hair reaches her waist and is curly, while wet it reverts into a more coily texture. She has long legs and a waist and adds to her height by wearing dark blacks and blues, wearing heels, with a subtle male pirate aesthetic, wearing silver with everything. With the remains of two torn leather wings upon her back, with a long and heavy black scaled tail of a crocodile.
──"INCUBUS/SUCCUBUS"—AFAB—HE/SHE ──OMNISEXUAL
── ⋅ ⋅ ✶ ⋅ ⋅ ──── ⋅ ⋅ ✶ ⋅ ⋅ ──
PERSONIFICATION OF THE 3RD CIRCLE—GLUTTONY—
COMMANDER ALICE III GULA
──THAT OF THE DEVILS STOMACH
✶ Personality: Alice of the three siblings is by far the kindest of them. With a laid-back attitude. She is blunt but kind in her words, and the most approachable. She, just like her Aapo and Anil, expects respect due to her rank, though she cares little about enforcing it, especially with her "siblings". However, she has a mean streak when hungry and can become aggressive toward those who are men or those masculine in nature.
✶ Appearance: She stands at [5’7FT ~ 175CM] with warm ivory-colored skin, that’s covered in what looks to be scars, that are prominent on her throat, the back of her hands, her palms, and her knees which are small scars, while the entire along her collarbone, slanting cut across her entire stomach, and along the outside of both thighs seem like bigger scars, but they’re not. They are instead different mouths with sharklike teeth and crimson red tongues. That she keeps closed unless extremely hungry. Alice also has yellowish blonde hair that is a messy pixie cut, with an eye patch covering her right eye. She always has deep monolid-shaped eyes that are a vivid orange color. She has a sheer clothing aesthetic as while as a leather aesthetic, wearing many shades of orange, black, and white with gold. Accompanied by the small horns of a deer, a shade of white, and the tail of a deer.
──"VAMPIRE"—AFAB—SHE/HER ──BISEXUAL [FEM PREFRENCE]
── ⋅ ⋅ ✶ ⋅ ⋅ ──── ⋅ ⋅ ✶ ⋅ ⋅ ──
PERSONIFICATION OF THE 4TH CIRCLE–GREED—
COMMANDER ERIC/EDWARD IV AVARITIA
── THAT OF THE DEVIL'S LUNGS
✶ Personality: Eric is the quietest of the siblings, rarely speaking unless directly spoken to. He is a loner and prefers to be alone. He is also one of the only siblings who dislikes the hierarchy of siblings, and rarely spends his time commanding his circle, opting to be away, spending his time exploring the other parts and various layers of Hell and the unique punishments.
✶ Appearance: Eric stands at [6’5FT ~ 200CM] with pale skin. With the rest of his features hidden beneath a black cloth that hides his eyes. His black cloth also replicates bandages that covered various parts of his arms and legs. He has shoulder-length curly black hair that he keeps in a ponytail. He has a Dark Victorian aesthetic wearing black, red, and yellow.
──"DHAMPIR"—AMAB/AFAB—HE/HIM/SHE/HER/IT/ITS ──GRAYROMANTIC—PANSEXUAL
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PERSONIFICATION OF THE 5TH CIRCLE—WRATH—
COMMANDER LOUIS V IRA
── THAT OF THE DEVILS EYES
✶ Personality: Louis is a confident, arrogant, egotistical, smart man. Who revels in his circle enjoys using his influence on lower-ranked demons and enjoys spending time with higher-ranked demons. He also throws extravagant parties and chooses to spend most of his time with the Devil, who is the embodiment/avatar of Wrath. Louis tends to his duties well, despite his nasty temper.
✶ Appearance: He stands at [5’7FT ~ 175CM] with limestone-covered skin round bright blue and red heterochromic eyes and short blonde hair that fades into red that cut like a jellyfish. He dresses like that of kings and queens, with a 16th-century royalty aesthetic, wearing that of gold and red. He also has the horns of a ram that are a beautiful gold.
──"HUMAN"—AMAB—HE/THEY ──DEMISEXUAL
── ⋅ ⋅ ✶ ⋅ ⋅ ──── ⋅ ⋅ ✶ ⋅ ⋅ ──
PERSONIFICATION OF THE 6TH CIRCLE—HERESY—
COMMANDER GABRIEL VI MENDAX
── THAT OF THE DEVILS TONGUE
✶ Personality: Gabriel is someone who speaks only of rumors and half-truths. Many don't trust a word he says, and you must force the truth out of it. He gets a lot of humor leading people astray with his words. Even though he is quite knowledgeable and level-headed. He prefers to use his wisdom in more trickster ways, unless threatened, he quickly breaks. Outside of his lies, he is quite kind and fair, yet due to his tongue, no one believes his kindness.
✶ Appearance: He stands at [5’9FT ~ 180CM] with bronze-colored skin and long straight dark brown hair that he keeps in a thick braid, decorated with purple snapdragons, lavender, and vines. Gabriel has a soft flowy cottagecore aesthetic wearing colors of white and purple. While upon his back he has two large gray feathered wings that he keeps tucked away.
──"FALLEN ANGEL"—AMAB—HE/SHE ──AUTOSEXUAL
── ⋅ ⋅ ✶ ⋅ ⋅ ──── ⋅ ⋅ ✶ ⋅ ⋅ ──
PERSONIFICATION OF THE 7TH CIRCLE—VIOLENCE—
COMMANDER DAMEION VII VIOLENTI
──THAT OF THE DEVILS FLESH
✶ Personality: Dameion is laid back, mischievous, charismatic, and cocky. Since he has one of the most popular circles, he garters high respect despite being the seventh. He has overbearing pride and follows the hierarchy of the circles. Still, you will not find Dameion without a cocky smile and relaxed posture no matter where he is. Which leads him to having and being loved by many. Everyone practically swoons when he walks into the room or speaks. This doubles when amongst full-blooded bloodhounds, due to him being able to have a body, unlike them.
✶ Appearance: He stands at [5’9FT ~ 180CM] with honey-colored skin with black armband tattoos upon his wrists and ankles. He has short, shaggy black hair and deep red eyes. With a formal aesthetic, always wearing suits or a more military-type aesthetic. He has two long black tails of a wolf and wolf ears that hide amongst his hair with two red horns of a bison.
──"BLOODHOUND"—AMAB—HE/HIM ──POLYSEXUAL
── ⋅ ⋅ ✶ ⋅ ⋅ ──── ⋅ ⋅ ✶ ⋅ ⋅ ──
PERSONIFICATION OF THE 8TH CIRCLE—FRAUD—
COMMANDER LUCY OR LUCIUS VIII FICTUS
──THAT OF THE DEVILS EARS
✶ Personality: They are an untrusted liar, fake, fraud. Dawning on various masks and looking to deceive whoever they need to deceive. Taking upon titles, achievements, and anything to further their lie, and when it all backfires, they run away and never get caught. Due to this, they are never in hell, nor in their circle, in fact, it's hard to get in touch with them. They also spend a lot of time within the different underworlds and heavens, trying to gain something from the divine. Only to be sent back to Hell without punishment. They are tricksters and unreliable, with no real redeeming qualities.
✶ Appearance: They stand at [5’8FT ~ 178CM] with thick curly gray hair with white faded ends. Their hair is short to their chin and left alone. They have hooded gray eyes and short-bison-like horns with gray bat wings that fade into black with a long rat-like tail. They have varying styles but settle on clothing far more revealing. Wearing pinks and whites.
──"IMP"—[SELECTABLE GENDER] ──GAY OR LESBIAN [SELECTABLE SEXUALITY]
── ⋅ ⋅ ✶ ⋅ ⋅ ──── ⋅ ⋅ ✶ ⋅ ⋅ ──
PERSONIFICATION OF THE 9TH CIRCLE—TREACHERY—
COMMANDER TRENT IX PRODITIO 
──THAT OF THE DEVILS HEART 
✶ Personality: Trent is a sweet talking and kind person. Always understand and be sympathetic. He’s easy-going and easily trusting. He’s a very honest person and falls into his roles, whilst being obedient and submissive. Not wanting to break rules without important reason. He’s a big man with an honest and open heart and tries to live past his title.  
✶ Appearance: He stands at [7’5FT ~ 230 CM] with tan scarred skin and freckles. He has large heterochromic eyes, his right olive and the left mustard yellow. He has messy brown hair that he keeps in his face, partially hiding his eyes. He bulky and tall, but always hunching over with feathered ears that are dark brown and long wispy split bird tail that is also dark brown. Trent wears many colors yet sticks to neutral tones and dark green. 
──"NEPHILIM"—AMAB/AFAB—HE/HIM  ──PANSEXUAL 
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liliannadelaphinehartifelt · 9 months ago
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[ TUNE ON IN: INTRODUCTION TO THE SHOW + HOST ]
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• • • • • • FIRST SEGMENT • • • • • •
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[ ALASTOR. H. ]
+ “TOUCH STARVED”
+ HEADCANON 2
+ NSFW QUICK THOUGHT (1)
+ “DEVOTION” PT. 1 + PT. 2 + PT. 3 + PT. 4 + PT. 5 + PT. 6
+ NSFW QUICK THOUGHT (2)
+ “CONTROL”
+ “MASQUERADE” Pt. 1 + Pt. 2
+ “ELATION”
+ “HIDDEN HEARTSTRINGS” PT. 1 + PT. 2
+ NSFW QUICK THOUGHT (3) ~ FT. LUCIFER. M.
+ “ACE OF HEARTS” (Prequel to: (DOWN IN THE DUST) PT. 1 + PT. 2
+ “DOWN IN THE DUST” SNIPPET + PT. 1
+ “CATCH IT ON CAMERA”
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[ LUCIFER. M. ]
+ NSFW QUICK THOUGHT (3) ~ FT. ALASTOR. H.
+ “FORSAKEN” PT. 1
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[ ALASTOR. H. ]
+ HEADCANON 1
+ “HUSBAND MATERIAL DRABBLE”
+ “COWBOY DRABBLE”
+ “HIDDEN HEARTSTRINGS”
+ “MASQUERADE” PT. 1
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+ “DEVOTION” PT. 1 + PT. 2 + PT. 3 + PT. 4 + PT. 5 + PT. 6
+ “DOWN IN THE DUST” SNIPPET + PT. 1
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• • • • • • FIFTH SEGMENT • • • • • •
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[ ALASTOR. H. ]
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ageingfangirl2 · 1 year ago
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You Have A Guest! Mihawk (OPLA)
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Shanks shows up uninvited to Mihawk's home and is surprised to find you, and even more surprised when he finds out the two of you are engaged. What did Mihawk do to deserve his peace being shattered? Mihawk x Reader (Female)
You were tidying up the kitchen after bringing in vegetables from the patch outside when three loud knocks make you jump. You pop your head out of the kitchen door and stare down the hallway towards the front door, not expecting any guests unless Mihawk had forgotten to tell you. You shake your head, your fiancé didn't forget anything, but then who was at the door? This island wasn't easy to get to and not many people knew its location.
You walk towards the front door brushing imaginary creases out of your dress, because even if the person on the other side was bad you always wanted to look your best.
You open the door and smile, 'Hi, who--'
'You're not Mihawk,' a tall red-haired man says cutting you off, staring at you as if you were something to be gawked at, eyes lingering a little too long on your chest which made you uncomfortable.
Another man, this one had grey hair slaps the red-haired man across the back of the head, 'manners captain, apologies miss,' he flashes you a smile.
You nod, 'Err thank you, now who are you guys?'
The red-haired man rubs his head before reaching out his one hand which you shake, 'I'm Shanks and this is my crew. Now who are you, pretty lady?'
'I'm y/n, Mihawk is my fiancé,' you answer.
'fiancé!' the group of men shout in unison, shock written across their faces.
MIHAWK
Soft knocks at my office door draw my attention away from the tedious documents on my desk, the knocks could only belong to one person, and I needed someone to put me in a better mood right now.
'Come in darling,' I call out.
The door opens and my stunning fiancé walks in, wearing the new dress I'd gotten them. My whole aesthetic was dark, but y/n looked beautiful in white, the angel to my devil. I motion them to come towards me.
They approach my side and the scent of their light floral perfume calms me down, as I slip an arm around their waist pulling them even closer.
y/n runs their fingers through my hair, 'I hate seeing you stressed, so I might not have the best news for you.'
I blink at them and smile, 'You could never stress me out, darling. What's the news?'
y/n sighs, 'You have a guest downstairs.'
'...impossible...' I reply, racking my mind but coming up blank.
'They said their name was Shanks, and his crew is also with him--'
'...FUCK!...' I curse loudly.
y/n gasps not used to hearing me curse, wiggles out of my grip, crouches down so our eyes meet, and gently reaches out a hand to touch my cheek, 'Are you okay?'
I take their hand and bring it to my lips, kissing each knuckle, 'sorry for scaring you darling, I wasn't expecting him to show up. Did he say anything to you?'
y/n bites their lip, 'he stared a little too long at my chest but a nice man called Benn hit him. Are they your friends?'
I managed to keep my anger under control, wanting to kill Shanks for making my fiancé uncomfortable but felt a little better knowing Benn was more mature than his captain. I snort at the notion of calling Shanks and his crew my friends, acquaintances at best, I could only just about tolerate the man while he liked to annoy me.
y/n clears their throat, 'Mihawk baby say something.'
I snap out of my thoughts, 'Sorry, again, I'll make it up to you later. They just stress me out whenever they come around.'
y/n pouts and puffs out their chest, 'Now you've got me to back you up. I might be small and nice to everyone, but I'm not scared to put a pirate or two in their place.'
My smile turns into a smirk, 'that's my girl. I guess we better go and be hosts.'
y/n had their scary moments and had made grown men cry when we were out together, I kind of wanted the smug satisfaction of watching Shanks and his crew cower before her. The years of being a teacher had shaped y/n into a force to be reckoned with.
TIMESKIP
It hadn't taken long for Shanks to make a mess, and having joked about y/n being a sweetheart and too good for me, when y/n snapped I genuinely saw fear on his face because like me y/n could be calm but their words cut deep.
As we sat around eating, Shanks sitting as far away from y/n as possible and avoiding all eye contact, I kissed the top of y/n's head which was leaning against my chest. They look up at me with a warm drunken expression pausing their conversation with Lucky about food.
'I love you darling,' I whisper, just loud enough for them to hear over the chatter.
They blush, 'I love you more Mihawk.'
I didn't want anyone knowing about y/n and me, and Benn told me on behalf of Shanks they would keep our secret because it was nice to have a quiet captain for once. I'd be happier once they left so I could go back to my peaceful life with y/n. The next time they showed up we wouldn't answer the door.
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elysiaheaven · 1 month ago
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"Pure Insatiablity"-[𝐏𝐀𝐑𝐓-2] 𝐑𝐎𝐍𝐈𝐍 𝐗 𝐆.𝐍 (Yandere) 𝐑𝐄𝐀𝐃𝐄𝐑 (𝐊𝐈𝐋𝐋𝐄𝐑 𝐂𝐇𝐀𝐓)
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Genre: Yandere/Fluff
Summary: After a small smooch session, You decided to ask him on a first date that is outside to an ice cream shop. You sadly realized how much your book is affected the 'simps' be careful, some people just might eye his aesthetic! You have a small motive too Mission : Invite him to a sleepover!
( Reader is a g.n!)
TW: Obsessive behaviour, Lovesick, Blood, Violence, Crazy! Your daily dose of cringe! (He's crazy ><), (Reader is obsessive in love with him) Mentions of disturbing poetic lines?
EXTRA: He's a character from a game named Killer chat! Please play it! It's so good! I think I need to do more research on him, If what I wrote doesn't really scream him! I'm sorry! I'm still learning abt him! I KNOW IT'S BAD I'M SORRYY!!
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You and Ronin walked through the quiet streets, the echo of your footsteps bouncing off the alley walls. His hand gripped yours with just enough pressure to remind you of his presence. He was always like that—an anchor, pulling you deeper into his orbit, and you couldn’t help but sink further in your love with him.
But something nagged at you. It wasn’t jealousy, peruse, but curiosity. How did Angel deal with this devil. Some tips to make yourself interesting You bit your lip, trying to work up the nerve to ask.
"Ronin…" you started hesitantly, your voice small, but he just glanced at you, his eyebrow raised, as if daring you to continue.
"How was it… you and Angel? You know, when you were together?"
He didn’t respond immediately, his pace unchanged as you walked. For a moment, you thought he might ignore you altogether, but then he sighed, a slow, deliberate sound, his lips curling up into a dark smile.
"Keep thinkin’ about it in that pretty stupid little head of yours, darlin’," he teased, his voice dripping with that post-ironic bite that was so him. "But fine, if you really wanna know…" His tone shifted as he spoke, and you could tell he wasn’t playing games this time. His gaze turned cold, distant, like he was pulling from memories he wasn’t entirely comfortable revisiting.
"I felt safe with her, y’know?" He said it so casually, but there was something deeper in his words. "She was like… a reflection of something I couldn’t have anymore. I was projectin' Ther—onto her. Still got a lotta unprocessed shit about them. It's just two people were broken tryin to fix each other."
You blinked, trying to process that. "Ther?" You whispered. Yeah, you knew he mentioned it. Forsaken town, First love.
His grip on your hand tightened, and for a second, his eyes flashed with something colder than usual. "Stop carin’," he muttered, his voice sharp. "You’re askin’ all these stupid questions and you’re gonna get lost in ‘em. That what you want? To drown in this obsession you’ve got for me? ‘Cause I’ll let you. But stop stickin’ your nose where it don’t belong."
His words sent a shiver down your spine, and suddenly you felt that lovesick haze wrapping around your mind again, his voice pulling you deeper into it. You forgot, almost instantly, what you had just been talking about. All you could focus on was him. His presence, his voice, the way his hand felt against yours. Your mind whirled, caught in the spiral of your adoration for him.
He noticed, of course. He always did. He gave you that dark smile again, the one that told you he knew exactly what he was doing to you.
"Why’d you even ask about Angel, huh?" His tone was challenging now, mocking, as if daring you to admit what you were really thinking.
"I… I just wanted to understand," you stammered, looking down at the ground. "I wanted to know how she was with you. For… tips."
He stopped walking then, turning to face you fully. His eyes narrowed as he leaned in closer, his breath hot against your ear. "Tips for what, baby? You plannin’ somethin’ for Angel? If you do, I will have a reason to abuse my crowbar." His voice dropped, a dark serious tone....
You shook your head furiously, eyes wide. "No, no! I would never!" You gasped, the thought of hurting Angel—a sweetheart, someone who had been nothing but kind to you—making you feel sick. "Even if I’m crazy, I wouldn’t hurt her. She’s… she’s too nice. I care about her too much, Ronin."
You said it softly, almost to yourself, as if admitting it out loud made it more real. Your mind spun with the thought of Angel, how she’d always looked out for you, tried her best to help you, even when you were too far gone in your obsession with Ronin to notice sometimes.
Ronin watched you, that cold gaze of his never faltering. "That so?" he asked, his voice low and dangerous. "And here I thought you didn’t care ‘bout anyone but me."
"I don’t care about impressing you with that," you blurted, shaking your head again, a desperate edge to your voice. "I don’t need to do something crazy to make you notice me. I just… I have to be someone. Someone you find interesting. Someone who stands out, right?"
Ronin’s lips curled into a wicked smile, his eyes gleaming with amusement as he whispered, "You’re already like someone when you’re just normal."
You didn’t hear him—your mind too clouded, too wrapped up in him to catch the whisper.
You perked up suddenly, your eyes lighting up as a new thought crossed your mind. "Oh! I just remembered something!" you chirped, unable to contain your excitement.
Ronin raised an eyebrow, clearly not as enthusiastic as you were. "What now, darlin’?" he asked, voice tinged with mild annoyance, though he couldn’t quite hide the curiosity in his eyes.
"There’s a new ice cream shop near my place!" you said, practically bouncing on your heels. "We could go there, y’know? You could stash your stupid crowbar at my place, and then we can grab some ice cream. It'll be fun!"
For a moment, Ronin looked genuinely taken aback. His usual cold expression faltered, his eyes narrowing in what you could only describe as confusion. He stared at you, silent, and the longer he didn’t say anything, the more you started to worry. You bit your lip, fidgeting under his gaze.
"Ronin…?" you asked softly, concern creeping into your voice. "Are you… okay?"
His expression hardened, and he shook his head with a low chuckle, though there was something off about it. "You stalked me or somethin’ when I was a kid, huh? You have been to angeltown?" His tone was dry, almost mocking, but there was an undercurrent of something else—something more vulnerable, hidden beneath the layers of sarcasm.
"What?" You blinked, genuinely confused. "No! What are you talking about?"
"It’s nothin’," he muttered, eyes flicking away from yours as if he didn’t want to explain any further. "Just… remembered somethin’. Forget it."
But in truth, he was remembering something far more personal than he’d ever let on. Back in his small hometown, there was an old ice cream shop he used to frequent with his childhood best friend—his first love, Ther. They would go there all the time, sneaking off after school, sharing laughs and stolen glances over melting cones. His favorite flavor had been apple crumble, and somehow, that preference had stuck with him all these years, even as everything else changed.
It was a memory he didn’t care to revisit, especially not with you looking at him like that, all wide-eyed and hopeful, dragging him into your bright, pretty world.
"Okay," he finally said, voice low and resigned. He glanced down at you, and you could see the walls he always kept up, the ones you couldn’t ever fully break down.
Your eyes widened in excitement, your heart fluttering at the thought of something so simple, yet so intimate. Your first date with him—ice cream! "Oh my god, this is gonna be our first ice cream together!" you squealed, barely containing yourself. You tried to act cute, hoping for a rare smile from him.
But Ronin just sighed deeply, as if the very idea was exhausting. "Shut up," he muttered, his hand briefly ruffling your hair before pulling away. "So hopeless..."
"I’m sorry," you whispered, though you couldn’t hide the small grin tugging at your lips. "Hehe."
He rolled his eyes and just started walking ahead, his crowbar resting over his shoulder, not even bothering to check if you were following. Of course, you hurried to catch up, practically bouncing along next to him, whispering little apologies under your breath, giggling to yourself.
You reached your small, somewhat sad-looking house, a modest place nestled in the shadow of larger buildings. It wasn’t much, but it was yours, and right now, You turned to him, practically vibrating with excitement, pushing him lightly. "Come on, come in! Don’t be such a grump."
He looked at the house, then back at you, his expression unreadable. He hadn’t said a word about how unimpressive it was, but the way his eyes flicked over everything made you feel self-conscious for a moment. You almost wanted to apologize for it, but then again, this was Ronin. If he cared about things like that, you wouldn’t be here at all.
You changed the subject quickly, "They have apple crumble at the ice cream place, you know! It’s their famous flavor! But! we can try your fav too!"
Ronin’s gaze snapped back to you, and for a second, there was something unreadable in his eyes. His face hardened again as he narrowed his eyes at you. "How the hell do you know that’s my favorite flavor, darlin’?"
You blinked, momentarily caught off guard. "I didn’t! I just… It’s their famous one! I didn't know..!" You laughed awkwardly, hoping to shake off whatever tension had crept into the conversation.
But Ronin wasn’t letting it go. He stared at you, his expression shifting to one of suspicion. "You messin’ with me or somethin’? Huh?"
"What?" you said, confused and a little thrown off by his sudden shift in tone. "No! I wouldn’t—"
Before you could finish, he cut you off, "Forget it." He shook his head, almost like he was trying to shake off the conversation. "This is stupid. I don’t wanna go."
You could feel the excitement you’d built up start to deflate. You frowned slightly, watching him as he crossed his arms, his crowbar still hanging loosely from one hand. "Ronin, c’mon," you said softly, trying to calm him down. "Just relax a little, okay? Leave the crowbar here, at least. You don’t want people thinking you’re the Butcher, right?"
He gave you a look, his lips twitching upward in a smirk. "What, afraid the boys in blue are gonna catch me, darlin’?"
"Yes!" you exclaimed, a bit exasperated but still with a smile. "Just… humor me, alright? We don’t need the extra attention."
He chuckled darkly, looking at you with that familiar devilish glint in his eyes. "So careful… It’s sad, really. But I ain’t stupid. I know how to keep safe." He turned his head away, glancing toward the alley like he was already plotting his next escape route.
"Okay, then," you said, pressing him gently, trying to get him to focus. "So let’s go. Ice cream, remember?"
Ronin sighed heavily, dragging the crowbar along the ground for a moment before he finally propped it against your front step. "Christ, stop with the annoyin’—" He stopped himself, his voice cutting off mid-sentence as his gaze fell on you.
Your eyes met his, wide and pleading, and something in them seemed to stop him in his tracks. He looked at you for a long moment, his expression softening just a fraction. "Again with those eyes," he muttered, almost to himself. "Stop lookin’ at me like that."
"Like what?" you asked, confused and a little concerned by the sudden shift in his demeanor.
"Like that," he said, his voice lower now, a whisper that carried an edge of frustration. He shook his head, running a hand through his hair. "It’s too damn similar."
You blinked at him, more confused than ever. "Similar to what?"
He didn’t answer you, just stood there for a moment, his jaw clenched tight. Finally, he exhaled sharply, like he was forcing himself to drop whatever thought was running through his head. "It’s childish," he muttered. "This whole thing is stupid."
But even as he said it, Ronin pushed past you, walking toward the alley ahead of you like he had already given in. You smiled, hurrying to catch up with him, practically bouncing with excitement. This was a small victory—getting him to go, even if he was acting like it was a chore.
You tried to play it off, walking beside him and giving him a sidelong glance. "You don’t have to go if you really don’t want to, you know."
He glanced at you out of the corner of his eye, his lips curling into a smirk. "Shut up, darlin’. You dragged me into this, now I’m gonna see it through."
You grinned, a blush creeping up your neck. "Okay, okay, I’ll stop talking. But… thanks for coming with me. I know it’s kinda… silly."
Ronin didn’t respond right away. He just kept walking, his hands stuffed in his pockets, his expression unreadable. After a few moments, he glanced over at you again, and for the briefest second, you thought you saw something softer beneath the usual cold exterior.
"Y’know," he said quietly, his voice almost too low to hear, "you’re more like someone than you realize. When you’re not actin’ all… lovesick."
You blinked at him, confused by his words. "What do you mean?"
He didn’t elaborate, just kept walking ahead, his pace quickening slightly as if he wanted to put some distance between you and the conversation. You furrowed your brows, wondering what he meant, but you didn’t press him. You were just happy he was here, with you, even if you didn’t understand everything that went through his head.
Ronin, hands in his pockets, posture effortlessly cool. He carried himself like the devil he pretended to be—like nothing ever fazed him. But you saw through it. You always did.
You smiled softly to yourself, tilting your head. "Did you miss me?" you asked, your voice innocent but layered with a lovesick longing that was impossible to hide. You always wanted to hear him say it, wanted him to acknowledge that he thought about you when you weren’t around.
Ronin’s smirk twitched. He was quick with his answer, too quick. "I was good. Y’know, like... I’m fine, darlin’." His voice was casual, but the way he flicked his gaze away from you betrayed him. He thought he was hiding it so well, but you could see the cracks. He wasn’t as cool and unaffected as he pretended to be.
You pursed your lips, a playful frown creasing your forehead as you watched him closely. "V lied about that too, didn’t he?" you pressed, your eyes narrowing just a little. "He told me you were fine without me, but... were you really okay, Ronin? With not talking to me?"
Your voice softened, a trace of vulnerability slipping through. You wanted to know the truth, wanted to hear it from him, even though you already suspected the answer.
Ronin’s jaw clenched, his hands digging deeper into his pockets. He was trying so hard to keep up the act, but you knew him too well. "I didn’t need to talk, I had to fuck up some cars." he said, his tone rougher than before, trying to deflect. "I was busy, y’know. Cleaning up my victims and all that." He shot you a devilish grin, trying to distract you with his usual dark humor. He wanted to keep it light, to rise you up out of your lovesick thoughts, but you could see right through him.
"Cleaning your victims, huh?" You let out a small laugh, tilting your head again as you walked a little closer to him, almost bumping his shoulder with yours. "Ronin, don’t lie to me. I know you better than that." Your voice was soft, gentle, but there was a certainty in it that made his attempt to dodge the question crumble even more.
He stopped walking for a second, glancing at you, his eyes darting to meet yours before looking away just as quickly. "It’s your fault I had to come out, you know?" he muttered, but the playful edge in his voice didn’t fully mask the truth. "I was layin’ low, had a good streak goin’, but no, you had to drag me back out, didn’t ya, darlin’? You should be sorry for ruining it."
"Sorry for ruining your perfect streak," you whispered, grinning despite the mock seriousness of his tone. But there was something in his words that made your heart skip a beat, something in the way he was still here with you, in the way he hadn’t really wanted to stay away.
He turned his head to look at you, and for a moment, his smirk faltered, his eyes flicking up and down as if he were sizing you up. "Grow some spine, will ya? You’re actin’ all pathetic," he teased, but there was no real venom in his voice. Just that post-ironic attitude, the way he tried so hard to play the role of the devilish rogue, but underneath it, you could feel the truth.
And it was so sweet, so Ronin. He thought he was being smooth, but you could see the cracks in his armor, and it only made you love him more.
"I’m not pathetic," you whispered, your heart fluttering as you took another step closer to him. "You missed me, didn’t you?" Your voice was lovesick, hopelessly romantic, like you were clinging to every word, every chance he’d let slip that maybe, just maybe, you meant something to him.
Ronin huffed, rolling his eyes, but his lips twitched again, betraying the fact that he couldn’t quite keep up the act. "You’re makin’ this harder than it needs to be, darlin’. I’m tellin’ ya, I was fine."
You smiled softly, tilting your head as you gazed up at him, your eyes soft with affection. "You weren’t fine," you said gently. "You missed me, didn’t you?"
He stopped walking again, his gaze locking onto yours. There was a brief silence, just the sound of your footsteps on the pavement and the distant hum of the city. For a moment, he didn’t say anything, just stared at you, trying to keep up the facade, trying to maintain that devil-may-care attitude he always wore like a mask.
But you could see it, the way his eyes softened just a little, the way his posture relaxed ever so slightly. He was trying so hard to hide it, but he wasn’t doing a very good job.
"Christ," he muttered under his breath, shaking his head. "You’re impossible."
You giggled softly, feeling your heart swell with affection. "I knew it."
Ronin’s lips twitched again, and he glanced away, trying to regain his composure. "Stop actin’ so smug about it," he grumbled, but there was no real bite in his words. He was giving in, even if he didn’t want to admit it.
"You’re just my Ronin," you whispered, your voice full of that lovesick adoration that made him roll his eyes, but deep down, you knew he didn’t mind it as much as he pretended to.
You entered the small, brightly lit ice cream shop, a chime from the door announcing your arrival. The cool air hit your skin as you walked in, but something about the place felt off immediately. It wasn’t the place itself—it was the way every pair of eyes inside turned to look at Ronin the second he stepped through the door. The cashiers at the counter, the waitstaff, even a few customers… all of them paused, their gazes lingering on him for just a second too long, whispering and giggling among themselves.
Ronin noticed too, but, in typical fashion, he didn’t seem to care. He just strolled in like he owned the place, finding a booth in the corner and sitting down casually, his back resting against the wall. You followed, but as you took your seat across from him, you could feel your frustration building. Those eyes on him… the way they looked at him like he was some kind of sideshow attraction—it made your skin crawl.
You glanced at him, but he seemed perfectly at ease, arms stretched out along the back of the booth, his lips twitching into a faint smirk as he scanned the menu lazily. "So," he drawled, flicking his gaze up to meet yours. "What’re you having’?"
You hesitated for a moment, your eyes still scanning the room, catching more of those glances, more of those giggles from across the counter. Why were they looking at him like that? Maybe it was just coincidence. Maybe it was… something else. You forced yourself to focus and asked, “What do you want?”
Ronin leaned forward just slightly, his eyes glinting with amusement. "Apple crumble," he said, his voice low and teasing, like it was some private joke. He knew you’d catch the significance.
Your heart skipped a beat, but you tried to stay composed, biting your lip as you glanced at the menu. "I… I don’t know what I want," you mumbled, feeling a little lost in your thoughts.
Ronin gave you a long, unreadable look, then leaned back again, his expression softening for just a second before he shrugged. "Get that 'flavor-name,' Ain’t it your favorite?"
You blinked, surprised. "Y-yeah, it is…" You smiled softly, nodding, but there was something distant about his expression, something faraway that flickered across his eyes for just a moment before he bounced back, his devil-may-care smirk returning. You were about to ask him what that was when a waitress appeared at your table.
She was all smiles, her attention laser-focused on Ronin like you weren’t even there. "Hi there! What can I get for you?" she asked, completely ignoring you. Your fingers clenched into fists under the table, a wave of irritation bubbling up inside you. But before you could say anything, Ronin answered, his tone cool and detached.
"Apple crumble."
The waitress giggled, twirling a lock of hair around her finger. "That’s a great choice! Is your style, like, inspired by that serial killer book? You know, the one with the guy who—" She trailed off, giggling again, clearly trying to flirt.
Your heart dropped. You knew exactly what she was talking about. It was your book. The one you’d written, the one where the main character was based on none other than Ronin himself. And these idiots didn’t even realize it was you sitting right there. But of course, they’d recognized the clothing style—his whole look was...written by you the way you saw him!, the subtle touches only someone who knew would notice.
Before you could snap at her, tell her to fuck off and that it was your book, Ronin spoke up, his tone dark and playful. "Well, I know the writer personally," he said, his gaze drifting toward you with a wicked gleam in his eyes. "Got plenty of inspiration, actually. And I think the writer did a damn fine job… wouldn't you say?"
The waitress, clueless, just laughed, her eyes still locked on Ronin. "Wow, really? Well, they must be really good at what they do!" She leaned in slightly, biting her lip. "You’re cute, you know that? I bet they wrote the character to be onto someone like me, huh?"
That was it. You snapped.
"Could you fuck off? you growled, your voice low and dangerous, every ounce of your lovesick adoration for Ronin now tinged with a fiery possessiveness. "I don’t care if you thinks he's-cute—I have money, and I’m not here for your stupid comments."
The waitress blinked, clearly taken aback by your sudden outburst. She let out a small huff and muttered something under her breath before walking off to place your order, but it was too late. Your anger was already burning hot, threatening to bubble over into something darker, something primal.
Ronin chuckled, his gaze sliding back to you, his eyes filled with that same devilish amusement. "Feelin’ a little murderous, are we, darlin’?" he teased, leaning forward, his voice a low purr. "You looked like you were about to tear her apart. Got something you wanna share?"
You clenched your jaw, trying to calm the storm inside you, but it was so hard when he was right there, taunting you, pushing all the right buttons like he always did. "I just…" You swallowed, your voice shaking with the intensity of your emotions. "I just can’t stand the way she looked at you. Like she had a chance."
Ronin smirked, leaning back in his seat again. "So, you’re jealous, huh? That’s cute. Really cute."
"Shut up," you muttered, but your voice lacked any real bite. You were lovesick, and he knew it. He always knew exactly how to twist you around his finger.
"Come on, darlin'," he whispered, his voice dripping with mock sympathy. "She was harmless. Just a dumb waitress tryin’ to flirt. But you…" He leaned in close again, his breath warm against your ear. "You’re the one I’m here with, aren’t ya?"
For a moment, he didn’t say anything, just stared at you with that unreadable expression. You could tell something was stirring beneath the surface, but with Ronin, it was always hard to tell what exactly. Finally, he let out a low chuckle, shaking his head. “Damn, darlin’, you’re worse than those fangirls and fanboys who come ‘round hopin’ to see the style in the flesh.”
You blinked in confusion, not quite sure what he meant. “What?”
He tilted his head, eyes glinting with amusement. “Y’know, when I’m at the garage, workin’ on scooters or cars—people come in, they recognize the style. The way I dress. The way I act.” He paused, his grin widening. “You wrote it so damn well that people think it’s me in real life. It’s like a show every time. They get all worked up, thinkin’ they’ve spotted the real deal.”
Your jaw clenched. Anger bubbled inside you again, not at him—never really at him—but at the world for not understanding that you were the one who crafted him so carefully, so intimately. You created this version of him, this persona that everyone else now saw as their own discovery. It made your blood boil, the way they fawned over him, completely missing the deeper connection you had.
Ronin’s eyes flicked over to you, and you knew he saw it. That anger bubbling beneath the surface, no matter how hard you tried to hide it. But, of course, Ronin was always good at seeing through you, pulling at the threads just to see how far you’d unravel.
He leaned forward, his smirk darkening. “Look at you, darlin’. You’re tryin’ so hard to keep that pretty little face of yours calm, but I can see it. You hate the way they look at me, don’t you? All that attention, all those eyes, and none of ‘em know what it’s really like to be close to me. But you do.”
His words sent a shiver down your spine, and you felt yourself trembling, your pulse quickening. He was doing it again—getting inside your head, stirring up all those feelings that you tried so hard to control. And you couldn’t stop it. You didn’t want to stop it.
“Of course I do,” you whispered, your voice shaky. “I hate it when they act like they know you. They don’t. They don’t know you, not like I do.”
Ronin laughed softly, a low, mocking sound that made your heart ache and flutter at the same time. “You’re somethin’ else, y’know that? Worse than the rest of ‘em, even. But that’s what makes you so fun, baby. The way you get all wound up over me.”
He was right, of course. You were worse than them. You were completely consumed by him, and he knew it. Every little look, every word, every touch sent you spiraling deeper into your obsession. And yet, you couldn’t bring yourself to care.
“I don’t care what you think,” you muttered, even though you knew it was a lie. “I just… I hate that they don’t see the real you. They just see the version of you that I wrote.”
Ronin’s eyes darkened, his smirk fading into something more serious, more intense. He leaned in closer, his voice dropping to a low whisper. “And what is the real me, huh? The one you see? The one you wrote?”
You swallowed hard, your heart pounding in your chest. “The real you… you’re mine,” you whispered, barely able to get the words out. “You’re my Ronin.”
For a long moment, he didn’t say anything, just stared at you with that same unreadable expression. Then, slowly, his smirk returned, darker and more dangerous than before. “Yeah,” he said softly, his voice sending a thrill through your veins. “I guess I am, darlin’. I guess I am.”
Your heart swelled at his words, even though you knew better than to take them at face value. He was always playing games, always toying with your emotions, and yet, you couldn’t help but fall deeper every time.
“Shut up,” you muttered, but there was no heat behind your words. You were completely and utterly lovesick, and he knew it.
Ronin grinned, leaning back again with a satisfied smirk. “Yeah, that’s what I thought. Now, stop lookin’ so pissed, and enjoy your damn ice cream, darlin."
He finished his, soon.
Ronin leaned back with a long, exaggerated sigh as he shoved another bite of his apple crumble ice cream into his mouth. "One ice cream, darlin’? This is all we’re doin’? Christ, I’m tired of this bullshit already,” he grumbled, though you could see the small smirk tugging at the corner of his lips. As always, he played at annoyance, but you knew better.
You smiled softly, spooning some of your ice cream as he shoveled through his. “If you’re tired, we can get out of here,” you said, trying not to sound too eager. You didn’t want to rush him, but the thought of spending more time together made your heart race.
He paused mid-scoop, glancing at you out of the corner of his eye. “You done already?”
You nodded, even though a part of you didn’t want to admit it. "Yeah… I mean, if you want another scoop though…”
He scoffed, looking distanced for a moment before narrowing his eyes, trying to read you. “Another scoop?” he repeated, almost like he was testing you.
You smiled, pushing through the tension. “I’ll buy it for you if you want.”
Ronin blinked, his expression unreadable for a second before he shook his head, letting out another one of those dramatic sighs. “You’re somethin’ else, y’know that?” He leaned forward, resting his elbows on the table. “You get me too well, it’s scary. Almost like you’re in my head sometimes.”
You couldn’t help but grin at that, your heart fluttering at the way he said it, even if it was meant to be a jab. “Well, it’s my turn to spoil you a little,” you said, winking playfully.
Ronin snorted, rolling his eyes. “Your bullshit’s so cute it’s killin’ me,” he muttered in that mock-annoyed tone, though the slight crinkle in his eyes told you he wasn’t really annoyed at all. He liked playing along, rising you up because it amused him, but there was always that undercurrent of something deeper. He didn’t admit it outright, but you could tell he enjoyed these moments—just you and him, even in the simplest ways.
You both stared at each other for a second, and then, with a shrug, he relented. “Fine. I want another scoop.”
Your smile grew, and you couldn’t help the way your heart swelled. “Alright. One more, coming right up.”
When the waitress brought the extra scoop, Ronin wasted no time digging in, and you watched him with quiet adoration. Every bite he took, every small, almost unconscious movement, made you feel like you were watching something special—something only you were privy to. It was ridiculous, but you couldn’t help it. He was your Ronin, no matter how much he pretended to push you away.
After a few bites, he caught you staring and raised an eyebrow. “What’re you lookin’ at?”
You blinked, snapping out of your lovesick daze, a small flush rising to your cheeks. “Nothing,” you muttered quickly, looking down at your empty bowl. “Just… you seem to be enjoying that.”
He paused, studying your face for a second before smirking. “You’re so easy to mess with, darlin’. But yeah, I guess it’s not bad.” He took another large bite, savoring it a little too dramatically to not be teasing you.
You couldn’t help but smile again. “I’m glad.”
Ronin let out a low chuckle, finishing his ice cream before standing up and stretching lazily. “Alright, that’s enough sugar for one night. Let’s get outta here.”
You nodded, standing up as well, though you hesitated for a second. “You sure you don’t want another scoop?”
He shot you a look, exasperated but amused. “Don’t push it. You already spoiled me enough.”
As you both made your way toward the exit, you couldn’t help the lightness in your step, even though you knew he’d never outright admit it. These small moments, even when filled with his teasing and sarcasm, meant more to you than he could ever know.
Ronin glanced at you out of the corner of his eye, a small, almost imperceptible smile tugging at his lips. "Stop grinnin’ like an idiot. You’re makin’ me regret ever lettin’ you spoil me.”
You bit your lip to keep from smiling too wide, but the warmth inside you was impossible to contain. "You’re welcome, Ronin."
He rolled his eyes but didn’t say anything more, just shoved his hands into his pockets and walked beside you, the night air cool and crisp as you both left the ice cream shop behind.
You said your goodbyes with him. Tho, he didn't show it. You can see maybe he did enjoy this day..
Things weren't so great.
You felt the familiar vibration of your phone as you made your way back to your house, alone after parting ways with Ronin. Your heart was still fluttering from the whole night, but the moment you saw the names on your notifications, reality hit like a truck. Angel, V, Misaki—they were all on your case, blowing up your phone.
You sighed, unlocking it and seeing their frantic DMs, especially from Angel, who was trying her best to keep V from spiraling.
Angel:
"Hey, I talked to V. He's pissed. I tried calming him down, but it's not working. You and Ronin really need to explain what happened. V is not gonna let this slide unless someone takes responsibility."
Your heart sank as you read her message, realizing just how badly things were spiraling. You quickly shot her a message back, hoping to at least ease her a little.
You:
"I went on a date with Ronin…"
It wasn’t long before Angel replied, and her concern bled through the screen.
Angel:
"A date? Oh god… Look, I’m not mad, but this is going to be a mess. V’s furious. Misaki’s trying to play it cool, but they feel bad for you. Just… be prepared. You need to explain everything. V won’t let it go."
As if on cue, your phone buzzed again, this time a notification from none other than Goreboy—Ronin’s online persona. You knew it was him even before you read the message, and something about his casual, detached tone made your heart race.
Goreboy (Ronin):
"What now, Darlin’? Don’t Freak. Just Follow My lead."
It was typical Ronin, brushing it off like it wasn’t a big deal, as if he hadn’t just upended your whole situation. Still, his confidence was oddly reassuring, and you couldn’t help but trust him.
You:
"Are you sure?"
Goreboy (Ronin):
"Yes."
That was all you needed. You took a deep breath, mentally preparing yourself for the inevitable storm as you all joined the group VC. The moment you entered, V was already going off.
"Explain yourself, Ronin!" V barked, his voice sharp and accusatory. "I don’t care what you think you’re doing. You should’ve stayed away from them!"
Ronin’s voice came through, calm and post-ironic as ever. "Y’know, V, you’re really makin’ this more fun than it needs to be." He drawled lazily, as if V’s anger was nothing more than a mild annoyance to him. "I didn’t ‘come after’ them, if that’s what you’re thinkin’. They showed up in my alley. I was just mindin’ my own business, darlin’ here just had to check on me."
You felt the familiar tug of lovesick warmth as he said that. He was defending himself, but in a way that still made it sound like it was your fault for being tempted by him. He knew how much you adored him, how much you’d do anything to be in his orbit. He played with it, as always.
V wasn’t having it, though. "Bullshit. You knew they’d come after you if you showed yourself. This is on you, Ronin. You’re dragging them into your mess."
Before you could stop yourself, you stepped in, heart racing. "No, V, it’s my fault. I… I wanted to see Ronin. It wasn’t him dragging me anywhere."
There was a heavy silence in the chat after you spoke. Angel and Misaki were quiet, unsure how to approach the situation. Misaki finally broke the silence, their voice soft but clear. "Poor you…" they muttered, almost to themselves
Angel sighed, her voice filled with sympathy. "Maybe… maybe it’s best to let them handle their own business. This is getting complicated."
V, however, wasn’t backing down. "This isn’t just their business. Ronin, you know better. You’ve got some sick game going on, and it’s not fair to them!"
Ronin laughed, the sound dark and mocking. "Oh, , I’m always playin’ games. You know that. But this time? I was just tempted. What can I say?" He chuckled again, clearly enjoying how much this was getting under V’s skin. "Besides, I told ‘em it was their fault for comin’ after me. I’m the devil, remember? It’s so easy to pull them in."
Your heart pounded in your chest as he said that, and something inside you snapped. "Stop blaming Ronin!" you yelled, voice cracking slightly. "It’s my fault! I wanted to see him! I’m the one who—"
Ronin’s voice cut you off, quieter but far more intense. "Enough." The weight of his tone silenced everyone. "It’s my fault I was tempted. That’s the truth. But you," he paused, and you could almost feel his eyes on you through the screen, "you need to log off for a bit. Let me handle this."
You hesitated, torn between your need to defend him and the strange, commanding weight his words held over you. You were lovesick, desperate to stay, to stand up for him, but he was telling you to go.
Angel spoke softly. "Maybe… maybe it’s for the best. Just… take a break for a bit. Let Ronin and V handle this."
Ronin’s voice came again, a little softer, though the devilish edge remained. "Yeah, darlin’. Log off. I’ll deal with V."
With a heavy heart, you nodded, even though no one could see you. "Okay," you whispered, more to yourself than anyone else. "I’ll… I’ll go."
As soon as you logged off the call, Ronin messaged you, and all the other frantic DMs from V, Angel, and Misaki vanished into the background, their notifications irrelevant. It was like the world narrowed down to just Ronin—his presence wrapping around you like a vice.
Goreboy (Ronin):
"Just kidding, darlin'."
Your heart skipped a beat. Kidding? Before you could even ask, his next message came through.
Goreboy (Ronin):
"Logged off with Ya. Figured the show’s over, huh? Don’t worry, it’s all Part of the Game"
You stared at your phone, anger bubbling up. What the hell did he mean by that? You quickly shot him a message.
You:
"What the fudge did you do, Ronin?
His response came almost instantly, like he was just waiting for your reaction.
Goreboy (Ronin):
"Relax, darlin'. Just played a little game. Y'know how V gets with his 'fucking justice' and 'fucking morals'. Thought I’d Ruffle his feathers a bit. It’s kinda Funny, don’tcha think?"
"Played a little game, that's all."
He sent the message so casually, as if the chaos he just caused was nothing. You could practically feel the smugness radiating from his words.
You:
"Annoying! I can't see anyone's messages except yours!"
He responded instantly, his words quick, almost playful.
Goreboy (Ronin):
"Of course. It’s just You and Me, darlin’. Lovers tryna enjoy each other Without the Bullshit distractions. But V, with his fucking morals and justice, thinkin' you're getting influenced by yours truly."
His words dripped with that usual post-ironic tone, mocking yet dead serious. And somehow, that made your heart race even more. You knew he was right, at least about one thing: you were completely under his spell.
You:
"That’s… true."
There was a pause before his reply came through, and you could almost see him grinning on the other side of the screen.
Goreboy (Ronin):
But you Love* it, don't you, Darlin'?"
Your breath caught in your throat as you typed your response, fingers trembling slightly.
You:
"Yes…"
He was quick to pounce on that, pushing you further into his devilish web.
Goreboy (Ronin):
"I know ya do. You wouldn’t be here if you didn’t. So go with the flow!
His words made your pulse quicken, the way he so easily took control of the situation, twisting it into something that was just between the two of you. His devilish charm always made you feel like you were playing a dangerous game, but you couldn’t help but crave more.
You:
"It's annoying how well you know me."
Goreboy (Ronin):
"I had a Good Time Today, by the way."
You nearly jumped out of your chair, excitement bubbling up inside you. Your fingers instinctively kissed your palms, a gesture you often did when the thrill of your affection overwhelmed you.
You:
"Really? Oh my god, that’s so cute! I’m literally squealing right now!"
Goreboy (Ronin):
"Christ, you’re Ridiculous. It's Embarrassing, honestly."
You could almost picture him rolling his eyes on the other side of the screen, but that only fueled your excitement more.
You:
"I can't help it! My love is riding the park on a unicorn of feelings!"
Goreboy (Ronin):
"Ew. Seriously? What the Hell is wrong with You?"
But deep down, you knew he loved it.
You:
"So… is apple crumble your favorite flavor or what?" You asked, half-joking.
Goreboy (Ronin):
"No shit, Sherlock. How Pathetic is it that you don’t even know what I like?"
You pouted, feeling a mix of embarrassment and defiance.
You:
"Well, you never tell me a lot about yourself!"
Goreboy (Ronin):
"Hmm, is that the case? You think I’m just gonna spill my guts to you, sweetheart? Maybe you’re just too wrapped up in your little fantasy world to notice."
You suddenly got a notification. Decided to check it than Check Ronin.
Goreboy (Ronin):
"........."
"Hello, Hell to Y/n."
"So, how’s your book coming along? I hope you’re writing about me, of course."
Dude, was down bad. He won't admit it of course. In truth the Devil wants yours attention.
Of course you are dumb to realize that he wants it. After seeing the nofication. You saw his messages
You couldn’t help but smile, a mix of pride and mischief bubbling inside you.
You:
" Oh, expect justice! I’m writing everything down! V is going to be sad because I got distracted by you, and now I have to rewrite so much."
Goreboy (Ronin):
" You finally replied. Ah, so I’m a Good inspiration For you, huh? How Adorable’."
The way he said “adorable” sent a thrill through you, igniting something darker beneath the surface.
You:
"It’s crazy! I even wrote about how much I love you, Ronin. It’s all in there—gore and all!"
His laughter came through the screen, dark and enticing.
Goreboy (Ronin):
"Well, if we’re being honest here, My love for blood is Pretty Poetic, wouldn’t you say? It’s the ultimate Expression of affection. Give Me Your Aorta, sweetheart. Let me have it."
You felt a shiver run down your spine at his words, a strange thrill coursing through you as you pictured the grotesque imagery he conjured.
You:
"You want my aorta? For you, it’s yours. It’s not like I need it, right?"
Goreboy
"Aw, So cute."
K9 requests to message you
Goreboy (Ronin)
"V is really Trying to get you to Talk, but I Don’t Wanna deal with him right now. What Do you think? Focus on me or let Him Blabber on?"
You thought for a moment, weighing the options.
You:
"I guess we could let V talk... he does seem like he has something to say."
Goreboy (Ronin):
"Nope. I think you Should Focus On Me. I have a Better idea."
Your curiosity piqued.
You:
"What do you mean?"
Goreboy (Ronin):
"How about a round of Truth or Dare? I haven’t played that with you in ages, and it could be fun."
It took a second for the realization to hit you. This was a game you hadn’t played in forever, but the thrill of it sent a shiver down your spine.
You:
"Oh, I like the sound of that! But what about V?"
Goreboy (Ronin):
"We’ll deal with V later. Besides, if you Need Me to distract You from him, then I’m all yours."
His words were laced with something deeper, something tantalizing. You felt the heat rise in your cheeks.
You:
"So, you think your flesh and bone is enough to keep me distracted?"
He grinned, and it was the kind of grin that sent your heart racing.
Goreboy (Ronin):
"I bet I can Keep you Plenty Entertained."
You both laughed, the tension dissipating into playful banter.
You:
"Oh, please. You think you're all that? What’s so Special about You?"
Goreboy (Ronin):
"Well, for starters, "Insert your liking about Ronin's character" . That’s pretty rare, don’t you think?"
You:
"Right, right. How Romantic."
Goreboy (Ronin):
"I know, I’m like a walking Romance novel, just with a bit more Blood and Guts."
You giggled, the absurdity of it making your heart flutter.
You:
"I can’t decide if that’s charming or disturbing."
Goreboy (Ronin):
"Why not both? It’s like the Best of Both Worlds, darling."
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rosetyler42 · 3 months ago
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If the Drac Fam got corrupted by Bendy's Ink:
Dracula: Bendy or Tom-like Boris.
I know there's a thing about Jewish characters and horns/Devil imagery, but personality and Aesthetic-wise Drac has ALOT in common with Bendy/The Ink Demon: Tall, thin, associated with darkness and the color black, wrongfully seen as nothing but dangerous murderous beast, a signature toothy smile, kind of a butt monkey, both having been persecuted by humans, both have a mischievious streak, vampires being thought of as soulless demons, try to act tougher and scarier than they are etc. (Plus, there are alot of Jewish coded characters here sorted as things without horns and goyish characters WITH horns.) However, Drac also has alot in common with Tom too: a loveable wolfy damaged grump who's suspicious of strangers. However, I DO have 3 other Borises.
Bonus: He also has some similarities to a more competent, good-leaning Joey Drew as well, who at least one point was thought to be the soul at the heart of Bendy/The Ink Demon.
Ericka: ALICE ANGEL. Specifically, Twisted Alice.
Ok, this one's probably one of the clearest of the lot. Not only does Ericka ALREADY have a strong Fleisher vibe, but she has the duality of angelic charm, friendliness, cheeriness and elegance with a feral murderous and mischievious gremlin side and somewhat unhinged dramaticism. She's unconventionally attractive, knows it, and is more than willing to use this to her advantage - and is something of a soft dom in the bargain who loves to toy with people's heads even if it's not malicious. She also has Allison Angel's athleticism, pragmaticism, and optimism and has a similar taste in love interests. XD She also, like both Alice's, never had parents and delt with abuse/neglect in some ways by their "creators."
Mavis: Alice Angel or Audrey
Mavis has a similar optimism and relative sanity to both Allison and Audrey, and seems to serve very similar roles for Drac that they did for Henry and Audrey: the hopeful innocent that serves as something of a moral compass to the more damaged morally grey Drac. She also has a similar nievite to Audrey and a similar mischievious streak and emotionality, but lacks Audrey's dryness and trauma. Like both Audrey and Allison, Mavis didn't grow up with a mother and was favored by her "father" and is oddly chill with weirdness. Not to mention: Glowing eyes, zipping around, and the ability to drain her enemies and oddly unsettling/secret badass power despite her friendly nature.
Johnny: BORIS
Loves food, a cheerful-yet-easily-scared good boi, oddly chill with weirdness, loyal as bleep, clashes with his opposite Drac but genuinely likes him as a friend/father-in-law, a surprisingly brave risk taker despite being the least powerful and scary of the group, loves dancing and plays an instrument, something of a slacker, possible Jewish coding... it's perfect.
Dennis: Also Boris.
Taking more after his father and nearly ending up humany, the shy quiet and sensitive yet adorably loveable Dennis strikes me as another Boris. Lile Buddy, both he and Johnny are also chronologically 2 of the youngest here and are both Jewish coded.
Abraham: Bendy, Alice, Dudley, or Bertrum
Dunno if this is a bit on the nose, but him ending up as something with horns would be hilariously appropriate. Bendy kinda comes from his horns and his status as Drac's rival and evil counterpart, Alice is because of his thought he was doing something good for humanity, Dudley for his mechanical aspects, sea association, and similarity in personality and motive to Wilson. And Bertrum...well, he is mostly head and machine XD
Vlad: BENDY
A surprisingly easy one, but with his mischievious/scary somewhat irresponsible nature and secret soft side, not to mention technical villain status for a bit there, I feel Bendy works pretty well for him.
Simon: Boris or Swollen Searcher
I mainly see Simon as a Boris, perhaps with something of a Brute Boris bent. He's a big strong guy and secretly quite dangerous, but most of the time he's a shy sweetheart. He's much like a tougher, more pragmatic and less sheltered version of Dennis. However, his large size also works well for Swollen Searchers.
Lucy: Bendy, Alice, or in @lovelylivelyv 's AU: Jack Nephalem
Being Ericka and Drac's daughter, Lucy has aspects of both Bendy and Alice. She's a mischievious chaos gremlin who takes pride in her monstrosity and power, but is also charming and elegant and generally both braver and not as ruthless as her parents and something of a rebel. Kind of similar in personality and concept to @lovelylivelyv 's chaotic good Bent Halos ship child oc Jack Nephalem - who in Original canon, was an unused character born from the ink machine and the soul of Wally Franks. In canon, Lucy would probably be closest to Bendy, but I like the idea of the mischievious Dhampirica being a Jack in the universe this is possible.
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inferncls · 4 months ago
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𝙿𝚁𝙴𝚃𝚃𝚈 LITTLE 𝐃𝐄𝐕𝐈𝐋 , LIAR AND 𝐂𝐇𝐄𝐀𝐓𝐄𝐑 . A 𝐂𝐎𝐋𝐃-𝐇𝐄𝐀𝐑𝐓𝐄𝐃, 𝗕𝗟𝗢𝗢𝗗 SUCKIN' LITTLE 𝙇𝙀𝘼𝘾𝙃𝙀𝙍 .
name : SEBASTIAN REYNE . title : LORD OF CASTAMERE . age : TWENTY - FIVE . gender + pronouns : CIS MAN , HE / HIM . orientation : BISEXUAL . allegiance : HOUSE REYNE & HIMSELF . disclosed religion : FAITH OF THE SEVEN . languages : COMMON TONGUE , HIGH & LOW VALYRIAN , SOME BRAAVOSI & SUMMER TONGUE . status : UNWED , METICULOUSLY REFUSING NO BETROTHALS
PHYSICAL INFORMATION
face claim : DAMIAN HARDUNG . height : 1.79M / 5"8 . eye color : CERULEAN BLUE . hair color : DIRTY BLONDE . build : LEAN-LIMBED, SLENDER
PERSONALITY
positive traits : VALIANT , CHARMING , CONFIDENT , TENACIOUS , SHARP-EYED . negative traits : CALCULATING , SELF - CENTERED , CALLOUS , APATHETIC , VINDICTIVE . mbti : ESTJ . moral alignment : CHAOTIC EVIL . enneagram type : TYPE 8 ( THE CHALLENGER ) . virtues : PATIENCE & DILIGENCE . vices : PRIDE & LUST . character kin : SEBASTIAN VALMONT (CRUEL INTENTIONS) , THE DARKLING (GRISHAVERSE) , LESTAT DE LIONCOURT (INTERVIEW WITH A VAMPIRE) , MAVEN CALORE (THE RED QUEEN) , ASTARION ANCUNIN (BALDUR'S GATE) , PETYR BAELISH (ASOIAF / GOT)
AESTHETIC
𝐌𝐎𝐑𝐓𝐀𝐋 𝐒𝐈𝐍 𝐌𝐀𝐃𝐄 𝐅𝐋𝐄𝐒𝐇 , BONE, AND SKIN ; SWEAT & BLOOD - SOAKED FINGERS ON UNSHEATHED BLADE, PRESSED AGAINST THE WIELDER'S BACK, GILDED AND CONNIVING LIPS PULLED INTO AN UNWITTING SMILE . // 𝐆𝐎𝐋𝐃𝐄𝐍 𝐁𝐎𝐘 , 𝐃𝐄𝐀𝐑𝐄𝐒𝐓 𝐒𝐎𝐍 , PRIVILEGED - SMEARED AND ADORATION - DROWNED , HANDS WASHED FREE FROM FAULT AND SHACKLES - AVERSE ANKLES , WANDER , HUNT , AND HAUNT THE WORLD , MINDLESSLY , HEARTLESSLY , AND WICKLEDLY . ALL FOR SPORT . // 𝐅𝐋𝐀𝐌𝐄 𝐄𝐍𝐆𝐔𝐋𝐅𝐄𝐃 𝐂𝐀𝐒𝐓𝐋𝐄𝐒 , HARROWING SCREAMS , BLOCKED PASSAGES , DEVOURED SALVATION , SHATTERED PLACES OF WORSHIPS , A TOWERING FIGURE WITH FEATURES CRAFTED BY THE GODS THEMSELVES , ONLY A MORTAL SHELL , LIPS DRIPPING WITH UNEARTHLY BLOOD , TEETH GNAWING AT THE DEVIL THAT ONCE STOOD ON HIS SHOULDER , WHILE THE ANGEL ON THE OTHER FLEES .
FAMILY
father : LORD CASPOR REYNE ( 71 ) mother : THE LATE LADY HELICENT REYNE NEE TARBECK ( 60 ) siblings : LADY ROHANNE REYNE ( 35 ) , LADY / LIEGE / LORD UTP REYNE ( 31-34 ) , LADY / LIEGE / LORD UTP REYNE ( 28-30 ) niece : LADY LYNORA REYNE ( 10 ) extended : THE LATE LORD MORREC BRAX (IN - LAW) , HOUSE TARBECK (MATERNAL COUSINS)
HISTORY 
at his very first breath, his visage treaded the thin line between breathtaking and foreboding . always was there an unsettling sensation brewing beneath skins and itching at the tip of fingers at the sight of the youngest of lord caspor and lady helicent. a young boy who stands tall and proud, worthy of the sigil and worthy of the name. a young boy who had the world at his feet, gold, silver, and play things that still, breathe, and bleed. what a dangerous lesson , to be rid of culpability at the mere display of guilt , but never truly feeling so. oh , the young lord of castamere understood ! no truth was ever clearer than the power he had tasted , like honey on his lips and velvet against his cheeks.
not even the ruling lord and his beloved wife could say a word , for neither can tell the fault their son holds. all suspicion fall upon pressed lips , hopeful smiles returned to their precious son boy who has done wonderfully in court - or so they've heard. but truly, what horrors lie behind those terrifying beautiful eyes ? why do some cower , or lower their gaze ? what grim is concealed by the perfectly-crafted porcelain , should they even dare ? no , they did not . like the rest , no words had been spoken , and sebastian bloomed like roses in the gardens of castamere , roots and claws sinking further into the ground ( until it bled ).
over the years, he grew more ethereal and charming, sans the ability to blend in court for he stood out without effort. he carried himself well, learned to speak different tongues, learned even their nuances to adapt. yet despite the apparent intellect, there still brews the haunting air that follows his steps, like a ghost whispering ill will, banshees wailing desperately to be heard as their bodies wither beneath the ground, a warning slipped by the gods, carried by the winds of a vicious storm distilled into the body of one glorious lord born with ocean - blue eyes.
no one dares speak, for what awe it was to fall into the eyes of a dashing man, to hear loving words slip past his lips, delivered melodiously close to the ears of maidens and knights. the young lord matured , garnering dangerous truths and whispers from beds he laid in . all remained in his pocket for many turns and he made it known that he holds them, tethers all those around with him their secrets, shame, and secret shames. not a soul knew his purpose, only that there is greed and hunger for more. but certainly not power , for every opportunity to wield it falls on the ground like rain. perhaps it is for pleasure , to damn every mind in one's own chambers in the quiet of the night, uncertain of his undoing.
now he possesses a reputation, its nature depends upon where the inquiries are spoken. in gatherings and celebrations, where most are on his line of vision and within his earshot, lord sebastian reyne is a match worthy to be considered, a price to his house and his future beloved. and when there is certainty that he will never find out, or when there is no intent to return to westeros, aboard a ship to sail across the narrow sea, there is only silence... for as long as the shade of his blue exists , the wrath of a true red lion looms , and the claws and tongue of gold needs not be bared to hunt.
HEADCANONS
lends a hand in overseeing the precious metal and minerals trades that house reyne does. this lead to him traveling a lot, having visited many corners of westeros and those beyond the narrow seas. this same journeys allowed him to learn more languages and explore more cultures.
thinks high valyrian is the perfect language of love. to him, it's regal, poised, but also vicious-sounding and stern
during his boyhood, he considered studying at the citadel and forge as many links as he is able. however, he had grown displeased of the old way of doing things, and would rather do them the way he wants to. he still pursues knowledge though, reads an unhealthy number of books during his free time.
though he is not a good fighter, he is a skilled archer and horseback rider.
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affablyevilshowdown · 2 years ago
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Small Bracket Round 1
Small Bracket has passed the planning stage!
Should I have just put them through a random number generator and called it a day? Probably. But I didn't, so there
Blanket disclaimer that I don't know every nominee so a lot of this is based on research and I'm sorry if I got the vibes wrong
Full bracket under read-more
Rules over Hades/Robot Hell
Hades                   (Kid Icarus: Uprising)
Robot Devil         (Futurama)
Fans hate him
Aechmea             (Houseki no Kuni)
Ladd Russo         (Baccano!)
Daniel    (Camp Camp)
Extra knife-murder
Johnny C             (Johnny the homicidal Maniac)
Alpha                    (Dollhouse)
Music Videos
The Evil Bald Guy from the Genghis Khan music video     
(The Genghis Khan music video)
Dr. Carmilla        (Dr. Carmilla and/or The Mechanisms)
Fight your shadow self!
Professor Venomous       (OK K.O. Let’s Be Heroes)
Shadowy Figure                (OK K.O. Let’s Be Heroes)
Friendly old women
Kanchenjunga Sarrektjaka            (Alcatraz vs the Evil Librarians)
Lesley    (Don't Hug Me I'm Scared)
Pathetic soggy washcloth of a man
King Richard       (Galavant)
Namakelder        (Happiness Charge Precure)
Ghetsis                 (Pokémon (gen 5))
You vs the guy she told you not to worry about but the guy she told you not to worry about is you wearing lipstick
Lugnut                  (Transformers Animated)
Clobber                (Transformers: Cyberverse)
The ones that I can only appreciate from a distance cause if I take 1 step closer I just say yikes and walk 5 more steps backwards
Dr. Boris Habit   (Smile For Me)
Shaun Gomez     (Smile tapes)
Am                        (I have no mouth and I must scream)
Yikes pt.2 but for entirely different reasons
Clay Puppington                (Moral Orel)
Cruel Angel Clionel          (The Battle Cats)
Mariko Kurama                 (Elfen Lied)
Traumatized girlbossses can commit a little murder as a treat
Ada Graceheart                (Medieval Cop)
Helena G. Wells                (Warehouse 13)
I am so sorry about this, I shouldn't make them fight but I thought it'd be really funny to have a person vs that same person inverted and with gold spooky eyes
"Then teach me how to knit" vs "knitting isn't as fun as murder"
Morgan Sterling                (S and D tier)
Alex Stewart                      (S and D tier)
Lil psycho/Lil in love   (... I lied, these losers are both head over freakin heels)
Beatrice (Bibi)    (I Love Amy)
Claire Stanfield  (Baccano!)
If you take away all context, and I mean ALL context, I genuinely think this is the same character.  
Tigerstar              (Warrior Cats)
Darkstalker         (Wings of Fire)
Wet Dishrag Men pt.2
Simon Keyes                      (Ace Attorney)
Ogata Hyakunosuke         (Golden Kamuy)
Ben Linus                            (Lost)
Girlbosses who deserve an entire kingdom to lie, broken, at their feet
Cassandra           (Tangled the Series)
Charlie                 (Don’t Starve Together)
They're just pleasant- If it weren't for the atrocities
Izaya Orihara                                    (Durarara!! and Durarara!! x2)
Thomas Jerome Newton               (Fringe)
Yugi Tsukasa                                     (Toilet Bound Hanako-San)
Fan-Favorites
Dottore                               (Genshin Impact)
Midori/Sou Hiyori            (Your turn to die)
Alfred Bester                     (Babylon 5)
Just a little guy!
Invader Skoodge              (Invader Zim)
Fawful                                 (Mario and Luigi)
The Nome King                 (Oz)
The Butler did it ™
Shelly De Killer   (Ace Attorney)
Argalia                 (Library of Ruina)
Just a little guy (clown edition)
Jevil                      (Deltarune)
Dimentio             (Super Paper Mario!)
The freakin theater mask aesthetic (Yes one of them is a sentient theater mask)
SCP 035                (SCP)
Janus Sanders     (Sanders sides)
The smitten™
Garcia Flynn        (Timeless)
Joshua Kiryu       (The World ends with you)
The Camp Capitalists
GoodtimeswithScar         (Third Life SMP + Hermitcraft)
O’Malley                             (Red vs Blue)
Did someone say lizardmen?
Toffee                  (Star vs. the Forces of Evil)
Elim Garak          (Star Trek: Deep Space Nine)
The Ace Attorney games said prosecuting lawyer should be evil dramatic and 100% committed to the aesthetic
Manfred von Karma        (Ace Attorney)
Barok van Zieks                 (The Great Ace Attorney)
He's Horrible (❤️ ω ❤️)
Isaac “Felix” Gates           (Red vs Blue)
Marcus Cutter                   (Wolf359)
Warren Kepler                  (Wolf359)
Bill Cipher Wannabes + bird doctor (aka: I was bound to have one miscellaneous category, actually I have 7 >:3)
Bob                       (Voltron)
Samuel White    (Kill Count (Webcomic))
SCP 049              (SCP)
Father went to Evil class but got distracted and became a theater kid. (Also, the trouble with twins)
General Tarquin                (Order of the Stick)
L. D. Curtain                       (The Mysterious Benedict Society- specifically the TV Show)
Discovers things that shouldn't be real
Rafaam                (Hearthstone/ World of Warcraft)
Artemis Fowl      (Artemis Fowl)
The Camp Capitalists Tyrants
Lord Dominator                                              (Wander Over Yonder)
The Monarch (Malcolm Fitzcarraldo)        (The Venture Bros.)
Would be going against HAL but they'd be so crushed
XANA                    (Code Lyoko)
Rie Kishibe          (Digimon Cyber Sleuth)
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very-grownup · 2 years ago
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Angels in Neon Genesis Evangelion
As we all know, 2020 is most notable for being the year in which I watched Hideaki Anno's 1996 television series Neon Genesis Evangelion. It is now time for the most important and definitive takeaway from the series.
Yes, at last, the official ranking of the Angels in Neon Genesis Evangelion based on how aesthetically delightful I find them.
NUMBER 1 SACHIEL
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The first, the best, the cutest, the standard of pure delight to which no others could reach. Sachiel's comfortingly bipedal with grabby looking fingers that are not unreasonably long and that like to hold the Dick and Jane red bouncing ball close to its chest. It has a little face with a plague mask vibe to it that also looks like it belongs in a Hieronymus Bosch painting. Later, Sachiel turns out to have TWO adorable little faces which enhances the feeling of a nest of little barn owls peering at you from the dark comfort of a giant mechanical alien monster torso.
PROS: Adorable little face, times two! CONS: Self-destructs and does a lot of damage to civic infrastructure and humanity, I guess.
NUMBER 2 GAGHIEL
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How can you not love Gaghiel? It's an underwater buddy that looks like someone smashed a manta ray into a plesiosaur and borrowed the mouth design of a cartoon Venus flytrap. Like a lot of oceanic creatures, you know it's not nearly as cute as its big toothy smile would lead you to believe but it looks so happy and frolicsome that you permit aesthetics to overwrite common sense. Just leave Gaghiel in the ocean having fun and fighting sharks or whatever Gaghiel wants to do. There's a lot of ocean and there's definitely room for Gaghiel!
PROS: Mouth can fit so many hotdogs! CONS: Did eat those two entire submarines like they were hotdogs.
NUMBER 3 MATARAEL
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Matarel's a sneaky little black UFO covered in illuminati eyes with comically long spider legs that go high above its funny little eye-spangled head/body. There's something incredibly charming about a big supposed to be scary thing with great long legs that look like they have the thickness of spaghetti. You find yourself asking "Buddy, how can you skip leg day when you have so many legs?" but also finding that disregard for bodily care endearing.
PROS: Reminds me of an eyeball spider from space in an old episode of Johnny Quest. Love thinking about the non-racist parts of Johnny Quest! CONS: Matarel does ooze orange acid from its true eye. That's not something I love seeing or thinking about.
NUMBER 4 LELIEL
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Leliel! Get a feeling so complicated about Leliel! Leliel is a delightful sphere of black and white geometric patterns evoking Escher drawings. You could put Leliel on display in a classy home, maybe as a centrepiece in your beautiful dining room table and it wouldn't look out of place aside from it being a towering giant alien thing that would crush you and your table and your house and your neighbourhood. Leliel is the black-tie evening wear of Angels. Unfortunately, classy giant alien monster isn't as delightful as adorable giant alien monster. Also, it turns out Leliel is actually the shadow cast by the tasteful Escherphere, not the Escherphere itself. Be your true self next time, Leliel!
PROS: Goes with everything. CONS: A poseur.
NUMBER 5 SAHAQUIEL
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Sahaquiel is the most '90s of the Angels. Sahaquiel looks like a toy advertised on Saturday morning television to compete with bop-it and the latest attempts to get devil sticks and hula hoops to catch on with a new, impressionable, plastic-garbage loving age group. It's orange with a giant eye and is all long and flat with hands that look like those sticky grabby hands you'd get out of a capsule toy machine in the grocery store and then lose behind the couch by the end of the day. Sahaquiel isn't cute the way the top three are and definitely isn't classy the way Leliel is, but you have to respect the hustle and how Sahaquiel is trying its own thing. Be your quirky but endearing self, Sahaquiel!
PROS: You could easily make your own Sahaquiel out of playdough. CONS: Actual Sahaquiel is made up of bombs and drops pieces of itself onto the ground below and that's a lot to deal with and maybe you'd rather buy a bop-it after all.
NUMBER 6 SHAMSHEL
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Shamshel has a lot going on. There's an eggplant vibe to Shamshel but also a vaginal look to its head that is a bit disconcerting. I've never seen it, does the Vagina Monologues take into account a vagina that's 80m tall and has laser whips for arms? Does the Vagina Monologues take Neon Genesis Evangelion into account at all? Folks, I'm going to be honest: Shamshel is a bit upsetting to look at but then I think about how its name is Shamshel and I find that so delightful to murmur in my mind that it supersedes how I don't really like looking at the eggplant vagina.
PROS: Shamshel. Sham-shel. Shaaaaamshel. CONS: Its physical existence.
NUMBER 7 TABRIS
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Have you ever encountered something where you don't really have a problem with something as it is but you have a problem with how it complicates everything around it? Like maybe you're very proud of a collection of physical media but circumstances have caused you to have one entry in the middle of the series that doesn't match up with the things that come before and after, so you're putting them on a shelf and you want to be able to appreciate them from a display perspective but also this is about storing your stuff and whenever you look at it that one book or DVD or game sticks out like a sore thumb from its fellows and you resent it for how it has disrupted the peaceful and aesthetically pleasing ordering of your library. It hasn't done anything, maybe you even quite like it, but damn does it make organizing complicated. That's Tabris.
PROS: Akira Ishida. CONS: It's an Angel that's just a teenage boy. Mr. Anno why did you not consider how difficult this would make my ranking?
NUMBER 8 SANDALPHON
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Oh Sandalphon. What am I going to do with you Sandalphon? You're trying so hard with this flatworm-frog hybrid thing. I feel like you should rank higher! Sandalphon's got a muppety vibe to it, like Kermit the Frog goes body horror. Or maybe H.R. Giger got to design a Pokémon. There's a lot of cilia going on with Sandalphon's extremities? Also, a cilia-surrounded underneath sucking mouth hole? Those are the sort of things that really cancel out googly eyes. Sorry Sandalphon. You're a baby. It's not your fault.
PROS: More Angels need googly eyes. CONS: Cilia. All the cilia. Keep that shit in your ears and around the edges of prokaryotes or wherever that shit goes.
NUMBER 9 RAMIEL
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Ramiel's just a prism. Ramiel's just a floating prism. If Ramiel was some kind of spaceship or satellite, you'd say cool, that's a pretty distinctive design you have going on there Ramiel, a little alien but with a simplicity that makes it uncanny. But as an Angel, Ramiel feels like it was the Angel made when ... God? had a hangover after designing a more complicated Angel and just couldn't be fucked when it was time to make Ramiel.
PROS: No upsetting qualities. CONS: No interesting qualities.
NUMBER 10 ISRAFEL
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I know this is going to sound harsh, but: Israfel is just bootleg Sachiel. A little bit of a pallet shift. Not quite as detailed. A little face but not as cute as Sachiel's little face. There's two of it, sort of, but two of a knockoff doesn't make it less of a knockoff. Instead, it really underscores how mass-produced and unoriginal Israfel is.
PROS: Makes me think of Sachiel. CONS: Very much not Sachiel.
NUMBER 11 IREUL
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Ireul is the microscopic nanotech hacker Angel. Small is cute but after a certain point, small becomes more upsetting than big. You don't really see Ireul, you just see what Ireul does which is using rust nanolasers on computers? The most neutral of Angels.
PROS: None. CONS: None.
NUMBER 12 ZERUEL
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Zeruel is the big boy Angel. Not cute but very cool in an '80s boys' toys kind of way, Zeruel looks like you could unfold chunks of its limbs and turn Zeruel into a blocky spaceship or truck. Again, that's cool, but that's not so much my thing. I liked the Transformers that were dinosaurs and the zords in Power Rangers (which could be dinosaurs). Basically, Zeruel would rank higher if it looked more like a dinosaur.
PROS: It does look like some of those blocky cute bug Pokémon. CONS: Not a dinosaur.
NUMBER 13 BARDIEL
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Bardiel is the Angel that is the Eva built in America, so Bardiel looks like the other Evas, but with an evil colour palette (purple, but really dark purple). As this important document is ranking the Angels and not the Evas, some might be reading this without the knowledge that I find the design of the Evas deeply upsetting. I do not like them. I do not like looking at them. I do not like looking at Bardiel.
PROS: Is not the worst or more upsetting Angel to look at. CONS: Bardiel? More like BADiel. Because all of its qualities are bad and if you remove the 'r' from Bardiel the first syllable is 'bad' which is what Bardiel is. Bad. Badiel.
NUMBER 14 ARAEL
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I keep looking at images for Arael and double-checking that they are, in fact, the Angel from the show and not some shitty MS Paint knock-off. Arael is a collection of white scribbles with what might be an eye at the centre or might just be an orb that two of the small scribbles are carrying around. Arael's a spray paint stencil someone got bored with halfway through their first can.
PROS: I can see ways Arael could have been cool. CONS: I'm not angry, just disappointed.
NUMBER 15 ARMISAEL
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This motherfucker is literally just a giant ring of floating Xs. Ohhhhhh noooooo a fourth grader's drawn on finger tattoo is coming for us, helllllllllp. Fucking Claire's looking threat to humanity.
PROS: Easy to draw. CONS: There are too many non-threatening things to compare it to and choosing which to use is irritating. Do kids today even draw shit on their hands and arms and pretend they're tattoos? Would alien hula-hoop have been a better choice? Does Claire's still exist and do they still sell NeoPets merch?
NUMBER 16 LILITH
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This is the real unlovable freak level. Lilith is only saved from the bottom by virtue of the extremely over-the-top Christian imagery. An awful, giant, bloated top half of a corpse nailed to a giant red cross, Lilith oozes orange goo. You look at Lilith and know Lilith has skin and that skin has elasticity and it pulls and undulates with the horrors Lilith contains. Lilith is constantly trying to regenerate, I think, via spawning a bunch of teeny tiny human legs, making the end of its torso look like Dr. Moreau's second place science fair project. Lilith has a cratered purple mask-like disc for a face with one giant triangle and seven eyes. The purple triangle can horrify conservative Christian reactionaries who want to go beyond Teletubbies, the eyes on the triangle can get Illuminati lovers horny, and the asymmetry of the eyes exists to piss me off.
PROS: It's important for the baby goth weebs to have something to latch onto. CONS: It's an undulating mass of flesh with horrible little human legs and it oozes orange goo and I hate it and do not want to look at it anymore.
NUMBER 17 ADAM
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So there's two forms of Adam and one's just a light energy giant robot shaped thing that's boring and we're not going to talk about it because I forgot the fucking thing existed until just now. I'm basing this ranking on the embryonic Adam. Some might say this is unfair, would I judge a beauty pageant based on ultrasound images? Consider, instead: wouldn't that be rad? Maybe I'm the visionary the pageant industry needs.
Adam is a disgusting handful of veiny purple jizz with a single red eyeball and lives in Gendo Ikari's palm. The preceding sentence is like a MadLibs where every blank was qualified with 'terrible'. Choose which part of that description you hate the most!
PROS: No. CONS: Gendo Ikari.
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gctchell · 9 months ago
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@slvttyspider asked: "look babe, Lucifer may have managed to fumble you but i'm tellin' ya ... i can guarantee you'd be in wonderful, magical hands. stick with me, we'll go places!" he says this while batting his long lashes, done up in the finest drag she ought'a ever have seen. what? he's just doing his job, call it a force of habit. with that being said, he knows an attractive demon when he see's one! no disrespect to either party but ... "then again, he's a guy - what are ya gonna do?" / lilith: *is a mystery sorta* us: angel and her vibe. :)
Curses and Bells, the sheer confidence to come at Lilith with such an attitude towards her husband is astounding. Sinners did seem to have a little more.. mm, gall when it came to royalty. It would seem more often than not that the Overlords would have a touch more respect than the monarchy. Curious, but Lilith figured it must have been some deep-seated need for solidarity in an afterlife filled with devils and hellborn. A 'stick together' sort of mindset.
A cant of the head as just a hint of a smile was cast towards the gorgeous spider, vivid purple eyes admiring the aesthetic. It was not often she seen many like him around, and it was such a shame. She felt the familiar glow of inspiration for an art piece webbing in the back of her mind. Clearly, he took pride in his artwork and was quite the self-artisan.
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She would amuse him for the moment, looping an arm through one of his many. "And what are these places that you have in mind, little one?"
Walk with your head held high, Angel - The Queen is on your arm this evening.
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imjustabeanie · 9 months ago
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Hello hello it's me for the matchup trade 🌹Thank you for messaging me and please take all the time you need.
Female, she/her, INFJ, Gemini. Personality wise, I got two sides (stereotypical ik).
Most of the times, I'm really affectionate, warm, calm but I can also get really serious and slightly intimidating in a blink of an eye if it's needed, thing that surprises some. I'm basically that meme: I can be your angel or your devil (lol). Resting bitch face until you talk to me and I'm smiling at you. Extremely ambitious when I want something. Really protective and caring to my dear ones (I'd do anything for them). Unfortunately, I tend to overwork myself and won't say a word to others about it even though I know it's not good. I just don't want to bother anyone so I keep going. We all have problems in our lives, why should I add mine to anyone else's? However, I crave a break from it all so bad, from time to time...
I work in the medical field and love it, it was my dream and still is. I always make sure to put patients at ease and help them get through their condition mentally first. I'm interested in how people feel and think. I want to specialize myself in neuropshychology or medical recovery.
I'm the mom friend of the group, always the mature and responsible one.
Aesthetically wise I go for slight dark feminine and romantic. Colour palette: red, black, white, silver. I'm all about casual dresses, skirts, white shirts.
Appearance: Curvy, copper brown hair now, hazel eyes, a lot of beauty spots and subtle freckles on my face. I also have a tattoo (hint: it's a crescent moon on my thigh lol)
When I'm not studying, my hobbies are: Aikido and bokken training, dancing, oh and I also have a big thing for learning about perfumes, wine, and tea.
Likes: flowers, deep conversations, classic literature, meditation.
Deal breakers: cheating, indifference.
I'm attracted to both wild individuals and calm and serious ones. No in-between.
What I'm like as a lover: Soft (almost fragile) but really playful, teasing even. That's when I shed all the layers. My love language is physical touch and gift giving. I really like to help my partner relax and break free from all daily restraints.
Hope this is alright for you and not too long or confusing. Thank you so much for your time. Take care, dear, have a wonderful day!
Helloooo! Here's your match hehe
For JJK it's....Yuuta!
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Okay so your jjk match is Yuuta. The reason I gave him to you is because he is also mature, caring and responsible plus he’s a romantic. Yuuta is understanding and sees beyond what you appear like (ngl you remind me of maki based on your description). So once he gets to know you more, I am sure there’s a blossoming romance coming (be careful of rika. She is y all number 1 problem lol). Your aesthetic also compliments his very well and he lets you know!
At first Yuuta will be too intimidated to speak to you since you have an rbf. But when you two got paired up for a mission and he saw you being all smiles and joking with him he let his guard down and started talking to you more. He notices his feelings when he found himself thinking more about you and being all red when you patch him up after a mission. Also you two work very well together because you know when to get serious.
Yuuta is very shy when you get all affectionate, if you’re in public he will take some time to respond lol. Bur it’s only a question of habit, he will even start initiating himself with time! He loves and craves your warmth, especially after a long mission where he only wants to find you and enjoy your presence. He is rather nervous but your calm personality helps him get grounded, you’re his reference if we can say that. That’s why he also got into meditation with you, it’s just so soothing! Now, both of you overwork yourselves and are hypocrites about it. What I mean is that you both scold the other for overworking themselves lol. That’s why you came to an understanding that you both have the right to just…get the other away from their work if it gets too much as well as a mandatory 2 hours together each night.
Now I think that Yuuta will notice how you don’t share your problems but he doesn’t know how to deal with it. He will probably ask Maki and gojo for advices (wrong people. Yuuta you should know better..) And in the end it’s Toge who gives him good advices to give you space at first and then confront you about it. He’s a little hurt that you won’t confide in him because to him, your problems are his problems. What kind of lover is he if he just abandoned you to your demons? Yuuta is very determined about this too lol so try to rely on him more.
Concerning your aikido and bonkken training, he is your guy. He was formed by maki and gojo so yeah he’s good. He loves sparing with you because you both learn from each other. I think he sucks at dancing and he’s too shy so good luck making him participate lmao. I headcannon that he is a bookworm and probably has some knowledge on teas, it’s not uncommon for you two to surprise the other with a new tea flavor (he will even do the 4 hours tea ceremony for you and with you). He also reads all your recommendations and brings you gifts (often books) each time he is in a solo mission or makes you worry. He doesn’t spoil you with gifts and touch as much as you do but Yuuta is someone whose love language is words and acts of service. He always tries to make your life easier like you made his easier. The biggest issue is probably him accepting the fact that he loves someone else after the whole rika fiasco. He doesn’t want to endanger you!
Your runner up is nanami
For BNHA it's...aizawa!
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Aizawa!
This one effing bothers me cuz you predicted it! Urgh….but at the same time he fits you so well! Aizawa is a no bs guy who despite his rude and lazy exterior cares a lot about his entourage so there’s a lot of common points here if you see.
You two definitely started as work besties and none can convince me otherwise. You’re his favorite medic as he always feels calm and soothed around you. Heck if you accepted he’d take a subscription cuz due to his quirk he does need regular consultations. At the start he’d be annoyed at how you respond to his indifferent behavior but then he understands that you’re just mirroring his bitchiness so he starts acting more friendly and all. I think he’d be the one to propose training with you when he can and that’s due to the rising villains in the bnha universe so he worries about you. He finds you to be a nice sparring partner.
Now, how Aizawa falls in love is a mystery but the person who pointed that out to him is definitely Mic (who may or may not have been the one to convince students to address you both as mum and dad for teasing). After you two got together, Aizawa definitely started showing more warmth and love in private. He doesn’t mind your physical touch but he probably initiates a lot of cuddling when you two are home resulting in you two being always late. He is also the type of partner who teases you at home and none can convince me otherwise but him and the author.
I also believe that Aizawa is the type of dude who are into meditation, yoga and all activities that help him be more at ease. He is so happy to do them with you! He also find your work ethic and ambitions so motivating that even his colleagues noticed changes in him since he got with you. He is…*gasp* livelier! Congrats on this new achievement. But your colleagues also noticed you being less of a work alcoholic because Aizawa is a calm voice of reason who can somehow always convince you to stop when you’re ruining yourself. I believe him to be quite emotionally intelligent and when he notices you having internal problems he doesn’t confront you directly. No he hints at it softly and then when you’re in private he asks you what’s wrong during your daily cuddling session. You’re not a bother to anyone and if someone says so then they’re not worth befriending. That’s his moto to you.
Aizawa loves your passion for perfumes, wines and teas. I can see him subscribing you both to a tea tasting thing each month and marking down your favorites. And he also loves bringing you two a rare bottle of wine each month to enjoy it. For perfumes, students noticed their sensei smelling differently ever since you two started dating…yeah he is spraying your perfume on his pillow to be with you when you’re away. He is also into classic literature when he has time but, due to his eyes he prefers to listen to audio books.
The biggest issues with aizawa is that he seems aloof and indifferent but he is not. You just have to get through that barrier.
I hope you like it!
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arcane-vagabond · 11 months ago
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Tagged by the lovely @blue-aconite
APPEARANCE
i'm over 5'5 // i wear glasses/contacts // i have blonde hair // i prefer loose clothing to tight clothing // i have one or more piercings // i have at least one tattoo // i have blue eyes // i have dyed or highlighted my hair // i have gotten plastic surgery // i have or had braces // i sunburn easily // i have freckles // i paint my nails // i typically wear makeup // i don't often smile // i am pleased with how i look // i prefer nike to adidas // i wear baseball hats backwards
HOBBIES AND TALENTS
i play a sport // i can play an instrument // i am artistic // i know more than one language // i have won a trophy in some sort of competition // i can cook or bake without a recipe // i know how to swim // i enjoy writing // i can do origami // i prefer movies to tv shows // i can execute a perfect somersault // i enjoy singing // i could survive in the wild on my own // i have read a new book series this year // i enjoy spending time with friends // i travel during school or work breaks // i can do a handstand
RELATIONSHIPS
i am in a relationship // i have been single for over a year // i have a crush // i have a best friend i have known for ten years // my parents are together // i have dated my best friend // i am adopted // my crush has confessed to me // i have a long distance relationship // i am an only child // i give advice to my friends // i have made an online friend // i met up with someone i have met online
AESTHETICS
i have heard the ocean in a conch shell // i have watched the sun rise // i enjoy rainy days // i have slept under the stars // i meditate outside // the sound of chirping calms me // i enjoy the smell of the beach // i know what snow tastes like // i listen to music to fall asleep // i enjoy thunderstorms // i enjoy cloud watching // i have attended a bonfire // i pay close attention to colours // i find mystery in the ocean // i enjoy hiking on nature paths // fall is my favourite season
MISCELLANEOUS
i can fall asleep in a moving vehicle // i am the mom friend // i live by a certain quote // i like the smell of sharpies // i am involved in extracurricular activities // i enjoy mexican food // i can drive a stick-shift // i believe in true love // i make up scenarios to fall asleep // i sing in the shower // i wish i lived in a video game // i have a canopy above my bed // i am multiracial // i am a redhead // i own at least three dogs
no pressure tags: @goldenseresinretriever @fanficfandomlove @nouis-bum @garfield-mug @callsigncurse @stoptaking-the-good-names @yuckosworld @jupitercomet @mothdruid @attapullman @seresinsbrat @im-just-ken @devil-angel-winchester and anyone else who wants to do it!
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euclydya · 2 years ago
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Hey! Do you guys have like a group look? Like uh... how do I explain this? If we are all playing a game that we can't each have a separate character we've made, we'll make it look like this. Something of a mix of our sharer aesthetic and how the body looks!
👀 We do indeed! Our collective sona's name is Limbo, a few pics of it are under the cut!
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the first two pics are old but its design hasn't changed much—the gif is small tho sorry abt that cjskdkskx it's a thumbnail gif for its toyhouse page!
uhhh bc its toyhouse page is set to private here's a lil bit abt it:
Veryyy short. Part pixie, angel, and demon
Its eyes can be either white & glowy or yellow (or both!)
droopy eyelids bc tired. also resting bitch face bc emoting Hard but if it genuinely smiles it comes off as sarcastic anyway again bc Emoting Hard JFJDKSKFKFK
the lil light ball on its head Is A Part Of Its Design Yes. tho we forget to draw it Often fjdjskdkck
Any outfits are good!! Tho it wears Weird Socks Only. get funky w the designs if u draw their socks Please the sillier the better!!
Any hair colour is fine too we change it up when we dye our hair tbh
while it does have black & blue angel wings we've drawn it w stereotypical red devil wings in the past so either is fine!
Limbo uses it/its pronouns or mirrored pronouns!
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manwalksintobar · 11 months ago
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Insomnia // Fran Lock
And contemplate this: the heat-treated hairdos of next-door neighbors, the roseate nosebleeds of fuckboys in hoodies; your own face, rinsed in the mirror, the sweet green sweat you’re riddled with in mornings, a rock pool reflection under algaecidal light. You are going nowhere. This poem yokes you, to the pain you are chronic and adipose with; to the desk, to the chair, to ergonomic purgatory. And to the body, its spasms and its rhapsodies, three-part harmonies, one-chord wonders. You will never be whole. The voices. His voice, broadcast on your remedial frequency, making its way through a rubbishy dusk, the streetlamps beaming fizzy glow like Lucozade. You will never be whole. Vomit o’clock and the brain is Kraken, white and shaking. Open the window, pry the chipboard from the window; fill your punctured eye with stars. And contemplate this: Saturday night and the dirt purrs with it; cars, litter bins, pit bull dogs. A girl with high Yorick cheekbones drags a false nail down the scratchy surface of a bri-nylon sleeplessness. A man rides ignorance like a white horse, kicking mirrors from parked cars. You have the itch under your skin. Insectile dysfunction. Lust, with its own murky gravities. You will fail. You have not made a friend of this city and you will fail. Cup your eyes like coins. Addiction holds such simplicity. Check your used-car contours in the broken glass. You are going nowhere. They cannot nail you to a pronoun, hot mess of cravings and behaviors, tainted frailty, old meat’s rancid rainbow. Ugly. Contemplate. Consider: your lilies, toiling like deaf ears, tearing the tired night a new one, stirring a sulfate dust in your veins. Your eyes are blue with pseudo-scientific toxicity, with chemical expectancy, a dread that dries a smile like paint. Your blood is on fire, full of bellicose adrenaline, nitrate and neon; brighter, even, than the hoary fluorescence of angels. It is so late. And you are pining the rhinestone shine of a lost narcotism. Now trauma’s your ergotamine. Trauma, your ergot, your argot of rye. Awful thought that treads the brain’s rank breadth. Silence. Pray silence. Pray the dark room away, the candles, the pious vibrations of flame; the dim bulb with its gospel of moths, one hundred pairs of gloved hands clasped to powder. Marooned in your gooseflesh, one hand does not know what the other is doing. It’s three a.m., the mind’s alive like frostbite, a cold burn that blackens things. Your graphite smile could shatter. Thoughts of him have poisoned you, rust in the blood. You have not eaten for days, you mottle, run your own hands over your oxidizing thighs, watch the bruises ripen to a landmass, a landmark, a brave new world, a here be dragons. You listen to yourself, creaking like rope; your body, its canned laughter repeating mean and low, throwing out thought according to the malnourished algorithm some devil has devised. You clutch and sway in a crêpe air and you want-want-want what you’ll never have again: sleep; his image breaking across your scrubbed flesh like surf. Contemplate this: this is forever. There is no movie montage where you’ll shop yourself to transformation. You will never be whole. And grief is not a line we walk to wellness; the tidy smirk of therapy, the therapized, the girls licking flakes of gold- leaf pastry from a Pret a Manger croissant, saying you should take up yoga. Grief is a longing in the body, your body, the machine-tooled aesthetics of starvation. It’s so uncool, a super-terrestrial emptiness; the acetone-eroded teeth of your disorder. He will not come again. Sleep will not come and make an amnesty of bandages, the white ribbons rendering you prematurely maypole. It will not wrap you. It will not keep you. It will not launder or succor you. It will break into your ballerina box, will chew the jewels from their semiprecious sockets, set them pulsing in your frontal lobe. Your heart has a headache. Drink raw egg. Or Dettol. It’s up to you. The sky is pasteurized by thunder ... 
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