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Using this its so helpful
i think its so funny when people take the way donnie acts at face value even though its a horrible lie because he's a horrible liar, while understanding leo is bullshitting very well despite him actually being GOOD at bullshitting. many such cases
#personal#rottmnt#although tbf its probably because with leo its unpacked more thoroughly in the movie#donnie is not a morally ambiguous emotionally unavailable bad boy. he is very sensitive actually#he's a little crybaby /aff#and like this isnt hidden. he isnt SECRETLY sensitive or secretly caring its very out in the open actually#he's not hiding it well AT ALL AND THEY ALL KNOW IT LMAOOOOOOOO#i think donnie's perception of himself is somewhat earnest and somewhat. not? he DEFINITELY thinks he's more evil than he actually is#BGHFHDHGJFHG#i think what causes him to lash out and struggle to communicate is his inability to articulate his feelings#they are just too big for him. like its the exact opposite of robotic#he cant force himself to give a fuck but when he DOES its too much#so he yells and lashes out or he shuts down completely#honestly i think the perception of him being too sensitive being a problem makes way more sense than the perception of him being 'robotic'#when it comes to struggles in how his family sees him at least#even in little ways you can see him take it pretty personally when he's insulted#he struggles to blow things off#and i think it would also explain his tendency to like. visibly calm himself down when he gets upset? its a thing he does a lot in the show#he desperately wants to destroy that perception of him because he's trying so hard to close himself off#he doesn't want to be the sensitive one that cant take anything. it especially works in line with his shell#it was a big inspiration for canary continuity tbh. donnie should struggle with being the sensitive one in fic more#mikey is more empathetic and he's more emotional but donnie's quicker to feel offended or take things personally#BACKED UP HEAVILY BY CANON#that 'you can be honest with me! no hard feelings' - 'he's lyinggggggg'#like he's not upset with them babying him as much as he is with them genuinely finding it frustrating that he can fall behind like that#and just cannot take shit like that. so he tries to pull back and not seem as affected as he is#theyre a very cuddly family but mind you they can be actually mean to each other like that!!#<- op's tags#This is helpful I'm using this dude this is a lot I'm using all of this to write Donnie pov
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arc 3. That’s it that’s the caption.
#Actually no there’s like a lot to unpack#Like thank GOD the redhead is dead#I’m very very glad Viktor and Jayce had their moments and that the writers made the gay pretty obvious#and « no you won’t »??? Hello?????#I loved the animation too it was fire#Ekko was the best (as always)#also the ekko/heimerdinger duo is so well fitted!!#Everyone say thank you to whoever animated vi and Caitlyn’s s*x scene#Everyone say thank you to whoever wrote the line « now I just want my partner back »#EVERYONE SAY THANK YOU TO THE WRITERS FOR HURTING US#Also the alternate universe where everyone (besides vi) is alive healed sm scars like ekko finally saw benzo again??#arcane season 2 spoilers#vi arcane#arcane season 2#jayvik#viktor arcane#arcane#jayce x viktor#jayce talis#jinx league of legends#heimerdinger#ekkojinx#ekko#caitlyn arcane#caitvi
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"My friend, my partner… my Guardian."
#destiny#destiny 2#destiny the game#the final shape#the final shape spoilers#tfs spoilers#destiny art#bungie#the young wolf#hunter guardian#d2 ghost#fanart#it has been... eight hours since i did the final mission and my eyes are still tearing up every now and then :')#the finale was perfect for alfa and zeta - absolute perfect#i often make up small changes in the actual canon to fit their personalities better - not this time#I CANT WRITE TAGS WITHOUT TEARING UP DAMMIT#to think i first created alfa as a 'what if i make my hunter like alfarid from arslan senki but as exo'#but then she took so much from me i began to appreciate this side of myself#and zeta... what a grumpy little light w a big heart he came to be#my comics will never make justice to what they mean to me but here we are#THERE'S A LOT TO UNPACK ABOUT THIS DLC BUT IM OBSESSING OVER GUARDIAN/GHOST OKAY#anyway lemme write the alt already while i choke on coffee#cayde def is now everyone's guardian angel -ba dum tss-
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Turtle Takedown Teamwork.
[First] Prev <–-> Next
#poorly drawn mdzs#mdzs#wei wuxian#lan wangji#tulu xuanwu#Something about changing the action sequence to something gentle is hilarious to me.#The lesson here is “Be nice to turtles. They are gentle creatures. And many are very endangered.”#don't get me wrong here; I love this scene a lot. LWJ's string technique is one of my favoyrite things.#We do get a fair amount of LWJ fighting but I always loved how the theme of strings comes into play.#There is actually a lot to unpack with LWJ being associate with 'strings'.#The musicianship: Of dedication and rigor in one's practice.#The tension between following along a path or composing your own way forwards (playing what has been written vs composing)#A string is a tightly coiled/taunt entity; The same tension that makes it sing so beautifully can be it's downfall if pushed too hard.#And as a non-musical string - something that binds. Be it to his sect and family or how he binds his fate to WWX -#LWJ cannot exist without his binds. It is not something which ties him down though. It keeps him together.#And he himself *is* a bind. He 'ties wwx down' in ways that are initially negatively viewed ('come to gusu' - feels like: come be trapped)#But later it is shown how (despite being introduced as a free spirit) WWX truly wants to be bound to something and someone.#Marriage is a bind he wants. He wants to be tied and grounded by LWJ.#It's starting to sound like innuendo. Let's call his fondness for being literally tied up smart thematic writing.#Finally. Sex scenes that are important to the plot and characters
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day 7 of torikasa week is future! what will they do after graduation?
#torikasa#enstars#ensemble stars#tori himemiya#tsukasa suou#art tag#torikasa week 2024#i fear im tagging it slightly differently every day#the first page is actually from may hsldkjfhlsjfds#and you can kinda tell because that was the height of my ''they should be in different continents.'' era#promessa fixed me later#but i still entertain this thought often....#after this tsukasa says something dismissive and hurtful and tori gets angry because he was actually excited to share this!#why can't you be happy for me!#but tsukasa can't be happy. because it means he can no longer be by tori's side. then realization. then ooook a lot to unpack there#then maybe he offers to help tori with english#he doesn't want to cut off his wings after all!!!!!!!!!1#then maybe and only maybe he ends up going along with tori despite everything#since this is more like a self-imposed distance in the end#tho if we're being real since this is enstars tori would end up going back to japan like twice a month izumi-style#this writes itself. im not drawing it rn but it does#i think both separation and going abroad together is good#terrible roommates at college sounds so fun............. that should definitely happen in canon my favorite business majors#comic#nearly forgot that one
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Okay wait Imma go through these one by one for Secret (my oc) because I can. This is gonna be a whole bunch of nonsense hehehe
The Am I Gay quiz would be useless, he already has a husband
Talk about his feelings? He does that a lot. He only really reaches surface level and every time he talks about anything deeper something bad happens. Thus the whole funneling everything into surface-level anger.
Transing his gender? Would be interesting. He would have a lot of toxic masculinity to detach from his identity that he simply wouldn't WANT to. Also I don't think he's trans (unfortunately)
Stop being a dick is a top contender. Bro can just stfu and listen to the people around him and that may do something. That's gonna help him with family issues I think, but I think the moment he stops being a dick he's gonna realize how seriously depressed he is.
Ohhh moving on? His husband is (in his eyes) the only thing he has left. We come back to the issue of depression. This guy is codependent on very concerning levels.
Stay with them and love them? Okay. Okay we're getting somewhere. He could most certainly be better for Gunter in a lot of ways, but it's not for lack of love.
Just in general take steps to heal from trauma. Yeah okay. Put this cunt in therapy. He's gonna bitch and moan about it and it would take a longass time for him to even TRY, but this would be fascinating. Let's unpack that bro. I want to see you actually address some of your problems. That would be something, wouldn't it?
Stop dying and getting injured for five fucking seconds... yeah. That would help. I feel like a lot of these coping mechanisms are necessary when you're constantly surrounded by enemies, which he believes he is. He can't show weakness because he has five nemesises who would immediately use it against him! Give this bitch a break! Or don't! I love killing him!
Needs a near-death experience to straighten him out... he's had many. It didn't work.
Crying is good. And entertaining for me. I would love seeing him cry. Would it fix anything? No, and he'd feel terrible about it after. But I'd enjoy it.
Okay *now* I can click an answer, now that I've examined my options. Stop being a dick man.
Probably missed a key one, but whatever
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She's fifteen or sixteen years old and she Did Not Need This.
#yasmina fadoula#scorpios rex#jurassic world: camp cretaceous#jwcc#camp cretaceous#I really just wanted that first shot of scorpios because that's essentially its Reveal Shot#we've seen the whole creature before but always in action#this was the real ''this is what it looks like and this is what you are looking at when you find it in the woods''#but then the rest of the bit was...something#and by ''something'' i mean ''she doesn't want to live if she can't save sammy'' so there's a LOT to unpack#this is also probably like 40% of her trauma#and absolutely in her Top Three Trauma moments#which....the fact that it MIGHT not be Number One is saying something#but we'll get to the OTHER contender tomorrow#well....IRL tomorrow#she'd get to that in two days#...is it two?#....actually it might be 24 hours from now#yeah no 24 hours
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I do think after the movie Leo would reflect on his behavior of kind of always lashing out when he gets criticized or w/e and turn into like a slightly gentler version of that (something something leaders should know when to listen to people and when to go lmao no get this fucker out of here) but those are like the ONLY times I can see him actually considering pleasing people and even then he wouldn’t become a complete doormat about it, bro absolutely knows when to put his foot down about things
honestly i feel like people who make leo shut down and close himself off post-movie kinda lost the plot LOL i wish they kept that deleted scene with him and raph and talking about leadership properly in, because its a very nice resolution to their arc and would line it out a little better
really i think the point was that he's becoming more open and softening instead of hiding behind his usual coping mechanisms, because he had to look past himself and realize they really WERE hurting the people around him and putting his brothers in danger. his desire to prove himself had a blast radius. he really does take after his dad like that [gestures at turtle dega nights]
and i think there's still ways to incorporate how fucked up that all was without denying the positive impact it had on leo's arc like,, grappling with almost losing him is of COURSE going to mess them up. in retrospect i think they'd KNOW he had to, and that it was the right thing to do, but that's what hurts about it. i always just love playing around with the question "how do you blame someone for doing something like this to themselves when there was no other way?"
i could really just never see leo as a doormat unless you break him baddddddd. which i suppose is possible LOL you go guys!! idk i dont read most leo-centric stuff (especially not things where donnie's the one unpacking his issues because i always feel like it sacrifices so much about him), i tried out a lot of it early on and didnt enjoy myself and then just didnt rlly go back
#ask#rottmnt#i do actually have some leo angst in my drafts. maybe i'll put it out at some point#and i mean there's a lot of it in cc. so
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also ngl the fact that warriors (2024) has VERY BLATANT anti-cop themes embedded in here with like no sympathy whatsoever makes me think a little bit better of lmm after 21 chump street's quite sympathetic portrayal of a cop that baited a kid to sell drugs on school campus. like,,,hurray for artistic growth fjdjdfkdk yay for warriors for having the balls to say fuck the cops
#tjcjdd look we can discuss 21 chump street at another time because um there is a lot to unpack there#but suffice it to say - i liked to before but now that i'm older i question why naomi the cop was portrayed so sympathetically#so um yay learning!!! fuck the cops!! tangina ng mga pulis!!#warriors musical#warriors album#also full disclosure i actually really like the music in 21 chump street but yea now that i'm older i end up thinking abt the cop shit
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maybe with the ending.. make it be like the link between Breezepelt's leaving to join Kin and his POV in AVOS? of course from Nightcloud's perspective but
like. she would be injured and recovering away from the clan. but they would be unaware that she is alive and like in canon assume she died and hold her a vigil. Breezepelt, who is already at low point, taking it very badly - yes he was pushing her away bc he was hurt and angry and started taking it out on her, but.. it's still his mom. his Mi. and she is dead? or is this stupid clan just going to believe this to make it easier? are they really giving up on looking for her, or her body??
i can see Nightcloud being the one of very few, if not THE Only one, things that kept Breezepelt in WindClan at this point. and without her, what's the point? it's not like anyone else likes him. the link is gone and they buried it in a bodyless vigil. so it's what pushes him to actuall take the step and leave.
not sure how well it would align with the timeline and events. and how soon Darktail was assembling cats from other clans like Breeze. but i think it would be interesting and heartbreaking if at the end of her SE, Nightcloud just arrived back to WindClan and asks where Breezepelt is and someone tells her.. he either was missing since this morning or just left the clan earlier the same day. like, just have them miss each other by a hair.
I'm thinking that the second-to-last chapter is her with Pickle, having a bit of a sabbatical to unpack everything that happens through the story. Mostly because I want to throw her into some kind of pretty garden as a nice setting for this lmaoo
A LOT of BB stuff is being added to Nightcloud's Pannage that wasn't in the main series; Hillrunner's abuse, her mentor Addersong, several expanded little background characters now complete with their own side conflicts. I think what I can bind all these things with is Nightcloud considering what a Clan means.
Because of her new reputation, I'm noticing I'm writing scenes where she's intentionally doing and saying things to try and sway them. While also grappling with her resentment towards them, and things she can't change.
There's a bit of a melancholy air so far, so I'm starting to feel like the best ending is just having a bit of space to herself to think. Ultimately, she decides that it's more than Breezepelt or Crowfeather that binds her to WindClan. It's the life and connections she COULD have.
WindClan cats are also quite religious next to other Clans, so I really do mean "sabbatical." I'm going to have Addersong die of old age shortly after they reconnect, so she's in Pickle's Garden talking to her new friend, choosing cats she's lost to pray to as patron spirits to give her the traits she feels she needs, and just recovering both physically from injury and spiritually from turmoil.
So all that to say; it works well that by the time she gets back, Breezepelt has joined The Kin. He was one of the first to join when he started calling for members anyway, so having Night be gone for about two or three weeks sounds appropriate.
#I'm still working out WHAT the injury was though#I just know for sure that Night was in some DEEP trouble. Possibly being attacked by a fox or dog#And she can't tell for sure if it was gratitude or hunger or the brief influence of StarClan shining through the sow's eyes#But Marge does an RKO OUTTA NOWHERE and kills what was attacking her#Before scuttling off with her three surviving humbugs into the mist#And when Nightcloud wakes up she's at The Pickle Jar#Too injured to travel and kinda understand she needs the time to unpack some stuff anyway#Wanting to get home desperately ofc to stand by Breeze#But also... StarClan has probably placed her here. Away from the Clan. For a reason.#Especially with Pickle in particular since she's grappling with how her reactionary xenophobia has affected people through her life#I have a LOT of little ideas for NcP#Which I'll need to trim and focus I think#As-is I think it's meandering BUT it's good to get EVERYTHING down in a first draft#Better bones au#I actually have a crowf ref finished and planned to post that with a summary lmaooooooo#Sorry Crow. I like ur wife too much#Nightcloud's Pannage
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Mel 🔆, Viktor 🌌, and Jayce 🔥 symbolism
SUN 🔆
Mel's association with the sun is self-evident and still mostly shrouded in mystery, though her love scene with Jayce is notable, which is overlaid with starry imagery, where her silhouette and her freckled face are compared to the cosmos. The sun is also a star. It's just the star that's closest to Runeterra and has the most influence over the world.
Mel and the Hexcore are the POVs of the scene.
Hexcore and starry imagery is more strongly and consistently associated with someone else, though!
STARS 🌟 / THE COSMOS 🌌
Viktor's blue to purple pipeline is real
But seriously, the starry/swirly shapes point toward distant stars, the cosmos, a galaxy. There is no moon in Viktor's night scenes throughout the season, only stars.
Viktor's character regresses as the season goes on (blue to purple, ready to fall into Shimmer-like magenta as his corruption nears its peak).
His hubris opens him up to some kind of corruption by the Hexcore, or by whatever - or whoever - is using the Hexcore as a gateway, like what Jinx points out. Singed as his mentor plants and encourages the lie that Viktor believes, that he's better off alone and that the ends justify the means.
These perfectly ruinous circumstances lead to him getting Sky killed (Sky like sky blue, like Inspiration, lost as Viktor has lost sight of good in his pursuit of great).
In his running scene, Viktor runs not from left to right, filmspeak for progression - he runs from right to left, as though backstepping.
(And also for the Rocky Balboa reference called out in this brilliant post, but hey, I think it all works)
It's also worth laying the foundation that Viktor is a fantasy interpretation of Nikola Tesla, the Serbian-American inventor who was fascinated with electricity, radio signals, the cosmos, and [REDACTED for another post probably lol]
If you've fallen down the rabbit hole of League lore like I have, you might have picked up that peoples and warriors who are sun-worshipers are (at least anciently) tasked with hunting down and destroying Void beings, who are eldritch beings associated with the distant stars, or are Runeterrans constructed by the Void Watchers trapped between realms. The sun fights against interlopers from other dimensions or celestial bodies.
Mel and Viktor have the same ideas about risk and the nature of progress, and they are both technically foreigners living in Piltover and pursuing that progress - in two very different (but complementary) ways. They are most likely the two characters whose literal bodies are celestial, imbued with the Arcane. Their bodies are most likely augmented with magical metals.
Yet the arcane imagery that seems to accompany them respectively are diametrically opposed - Sun vs. Void, possibly. (Also, purple and yellow/gold are opposite or complement colors on the color wheel.)
Whether they wind up working together or whether they clash (as Viktor loses himself) or if it's a mix of both, I think Mel and Viktor are destined to collide in season 2.
So where does this leave Jayce?
FIRE 🔥
Fire for Jayce means more than one thing. The first thing that should come to mind is the fire of the forge. Creation and industry. The legacy and hard work of his family.
However, his FIRST imagery with fire occurs when Elora says "Speak of the devil" and Jayce is framed in flames at Mel's fundraising party.
He's similarly framed in the flames of a Molotov cocktail on the bridge between Piltover and the undercity with Viktor, after he's just called the people of the undercity dangerous.
What I think we're being shown here are Jayce's choices. He can use his talents and influence for good - creation and industry - or he can use them for destruction and oppression. A hammer can create.
A hammer can also be a weapon, a tool of destruction:
Fire can quickly burn and spread out of control.
Hey look, blue all the way to magenta in one scene!
And if you know his original League lore, the reason why his rivalry with [REDACTED] crosses the point of no return - fire and destruction. Yeah.
Jayce is interesting because his point position in the Mel-Viktor-Jayce trifecta makes it tempting to assign celestial imagery to him, too. However, adult Jayce is only present with Hexcore, star, and sun imagery when he is sharing a scene with Viktor or Mel respectively.
The show makes it a point that Mel and Viktor are the reasons he is the Man of Progress at all:
Note that Jayce in the center of his Man of Progress posters is backed by a gear (Viktor) and the sun (Mel). If Viktor had not intervened in episode 2, Jayce would be dead or disenfranchised. If Mel had not intervened in episode 3, then Jayce AND Viktor would have been kicked out of the Academy if not imprisoned or exiled, and Hextech with Jayce and Viktor at the helm would not exist.
(This is reaching, but I like to interpret that the circle + notches in the gear shape are like Viktor's star symbolism, but even if that's the big reach that I think it is, Viktor is a machinist, engineer, and techmaturgist with Artificer parents - the gear definitely represents him on a meta level)
The imagery that I believe is Jayce's and Jayce's alone is that of fire. He is terrestrial, using magic contained within tools the way he has always wanted to bring Hextech to every household, while Mel and Viktor are influenced by magic on a whole other level.
Sure would be a shame if Jayce found a reason to choose the path of destruction and be corrupted further, diverging from Mel and Viktor's core values
Sure would be a shame if Viktor's personal choices had consequences that radiated out further than season 1 and he gets put on a disastrous collision course with everything that Jayce and by extension Piltover hates and fears
Sure would be stressful for us if Arcane decided to be a Greek tragedy about it
Though possibly the most important piece of this picture is how Mel - gold like the sun, gold that doesn't tarnish or rust, gold that is an excellent conductor - has already faced the abyss and said NO to her own corruption:
It sure would be something for her to have to watch Jayce and Viktor go down a different path, huh
#arcane#mel medarda#viktor#jayce talis#Theres been a lot of interpretations of symbolism in Arcane but this is where my personal beliefs lie#I take it as matter of fact that Mel survives like Im still flabbergasted that yall think she dies but I suppose we shall see#This post needs to be broken down into like 10 different posts but it's fine weve got 11 months til season 2 to cook its fine#and like 5 of those 10 posts need to be about Jayce alone like there is a lot to unpack and I do not say that lightly#but who I actually want to write about is Mel bc the fandom assuming that shes dead has completely nuked so much#of what the Mel-Viktor-Jayce storyline is trying to say AND what the ENTIRE storyline of all of Arcane is trying to say#I swear to god I will bring the receipts#and I will corrupt you all with my Mel + Viktor agenda on the side ehehehehehe
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the amount of mental trauma boboiboy has is astounding.
kid has never catch a break since the day he got his power watch, especially with the weight of the whole galaxy on his shoulders, and the amount of times the descendants of the first elemental users have seen boboiboy as their ancestors AND retakka… yikes…
i’m glad he’s deciding to stay on earth for the time being, lord knows he needs it 😭😭😭
he has yet to get the all third stage elementals, and also i would like to see the origins of the others’ powers too. i think it’d be interesting to see where yaya’s, ying’s, gopal’s and fang’s powers came from.
so we’ll see how that pans out (hopefully my boy’s gonna go clock in with the tapops psychiatrist before he does any shenanigans)
can’t wait for boboiboy galaxy season 3~~
#boboiboy#boboiboy galaxy#boboiboy galaxy season 2#i think they should all get mandated therapy sessions#fang too cuz he lost his entire family???#if we want to compare boboiboy to ejen ali its like#they’re both kids who got put into a lot of pressure early on#and most of the time they have trouble controlling their power and handling the responsibility#the difference is that ali got the one thing that made him special stripped away and#while boboiboy is seen as the only one to be able to handle his#lots to unpack here guys#its wild to look into these cartoons i watched growing up through a more mature view#i think i actually enjoy them more now looking at them deeper
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was pose shopping for this is the fall and saw this set i didn't need that was too cute not to download anyway.............cries and screams
#happier times. kind of#i know irving's wife died in childbirth she was an academic like him but you know. woman in the 1910s/1920s#she wasn't gonna be recognized like him. she did go to college though she came from a fairly wealthy family#so did irving but his family was a lot richer#i don't know much about their relationship yet though#sidney is the only thing irving has ever loved other than himself and the only thing he'd ever put above himself i know that much#and even then i think he subconsciously kinda thinks of sidney as an extension of himself but we dont have time to unpack that#but yeah irving did not trust /anyone/ with him especially as it became clear that he had a lot of health problems#he took him with him everywhere. it would be cute to an extent but he's actually very overbearing lol#irving has very fond memories of when sidney was a baby though he'd never felt like that before#ppl he knows watching him like. who is this man#then he'd speak to them and they'd be like yeah ok he hasn't changed actually#ts4#irving#sidney
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the more that ive thought about it (it of course being the argument clip), the more that i need to get something off my chest and defend aziraphale - not necessarily against anyone, not saying anyone is attacking him, but whilst crowley is my special apple crimble crumble boy, aziraphale is the goodest lil dude and there is nothing i wouldn't do for that messy man-
i think what a lot people forget about aziraphale is that he is so fucking clever, he is arguably more intelligent than crowley, but has the irksome, painful dichotomy of being kind. what kinda upset me in the clip is that crowley almost addresses aziraphale as if he's stupid, when he's anything but. aziraphale is fully aware that gabriel, michael, uriel etc are all wankers, he's not oblivious to it, but aziraphale is an unfailingly empathetic and compassionate angel, and will try to always see the best in people.
the fandom sometimes mistakes this for naivety or even ignorance, and it's not - aziraphale is not naive, he knows that these angels are shits and treat him poorly, but aziraphale has a pretty strong view on what an angel should be, what they should embody, and even though he knows deep down these other angels don't really follow the same blueprint, he hopes and he tries to remain optimistic and see the best in them. he hopes to be forgiven for his trespasses just as he forgives those who trespass against him✨
and so by the end of s1 i think he really does give up on being an angel ("just enough of a bastard to be worth knowing" got the most satisfied, bashful grin on him we've ever seen) and instead is just a good person. and i think crowley fails to realise or accept this - not bc he's stupid either, but i think he sometimes really underestimates aziraphale and possibly because he thinks (possibly due to his own trauma- the apocalypse as well as the Fall) that god will never love a being that isn't good and godly at the same time. he can't accept that that the two things, being good and being godly, are entirely different concepts, and that in aziraphale the two must go hand in hand.
aziraphale understands the difference, and knows that he can still be loved by god even if he doesn't align himself with heaven anymore. so therefore its a real foreign idea, a ludicrous concept, to crowley that aziraphale is still being kind to gabriel, being compassionate, when in his mind this is the angel that wanted to kill them both and is a first class wanker to boot.
but i think that does actually show that, not in any way maliciously or intentionally but likely just as a projection borne out of anger and possibly self-hatred, crowley is thinking appalling little of aziraphale right now. does he really believe that the angel that he slithered up next to on the wall and who not only didn't smite him on sight but also conversed with him and listened to him and sheltered him from the first rain whilst not even bothering to shelter himself is incapable of being kind without being heaven's puppet?
so yes i totally get where crowley is coming from, and whilst it kills me a little inside to think that crowley might consider himself so unworthy of kindness and affection unless it originates from a systematic compulsive side effect of being a Holy Entity, i think he's being grossly unfair to aziraphale in not realising even after 6000 years of knowing him that aziraphale might just simply be a really kind person.
#good omens#good omens season 2#corr big feelings being discussed here tonight lads#theres a lot more i could say about this theres so much to unpack#and noone is at fault in this but yeah i think bc of the ✨comedy✨ and 🤌angst🤌 value in this scene#aziraphale isnt being given due credit for just wanting to help a lost and lonely person?#like i joked about it but this is NOT gabriel? as far as we can tell atm this is just a person that looks like him???#aziraphale is the goodest purest person in the world and truly is the only rep on earth that actually seems to embody ✨god✨#gomens shitpost
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And if I said that the familial tensions mixed with genuine care and love between Pierre, Caroline, and Abigail had a lot less to do with some tenuous affair and a lot more to do with them upholding some amount of gender roles in their parenting while both simultaneously fail to do so themselves…well what then?
#stardew valley#sdv pierre#sdv caroline#sdv abigail#and also this has a lot to do with my personal headcannon that Caroline and Pierre are former Yoba followers#simlair to deconstructed Christian’s#and did not rlly unpack a lot what becomes their biggest issues#hence the sexism but also the way Caroline’s fearful of Abigail getting mixed with the occult#and Pierre’s obvious insecurity and boastfulness being a bit of a projection of the fact that he is terrible at actually fulfilling his role#and both him and Caroline were just not given any alternatives so they can’t imagine a life that doesn’t look like this#which in turns pushes Abigail away when she can. she can so amazingly clearly#that she exposes the fruitlessness of their misery and it terrifyies them#PIERRE AND CAROLINE SHOULD GET DIVORCED NOT SO CAROLINE CAN FUCK THAT WIZARD#BUT THAT THEY CAN BOTH BE HAPPIER AND KINDER PEOPLE
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creation of adam but it's this photo of me handing scott the martini before his buddy cole set in the KITH toronto show
#just now i was feeling shitty and scrolling through youtube until i saw someone had posted a clip of the buddy monologue from that show#and the clip just happened to include my cameo!! so i may be just sitting in my childhood bedroom still unpacking from college at 2am#but on my phone is the image of me sharing the stage with my favorite comedian in front of over a thousand people#so y'know life isn't always one thing. i'm capable of being bored and stressed but also capable of THIS#i wanted to comment on the video to say hi but the original uploader's comments were off#but this did make me feel a lot better bc oh my god that was such a fun weekend#i should text scott soon to let him know i'm done with college. and see if i can make new year's a tradition again#i met scott on new years (and even tho i'd talked to bellini before it was also the day we met irl for the first time)#and last year i managed to convince paul to invite me and scott and some other friends over for new years bc i wanted it to be a tradition#not sure if paul's up for it this year but i did ask scott about it last time i was in toronto#when i asked his plans for new years he said he might be out of town (which is okay)#but then when i explained it was the anniversary of when we first met he was like ''no actually i'll be here'' which was funny#my friendships with bruce and paul are generally in a similar place to where we were at the beginning of the year#(like obviously knowing each other longer makes us closer but our dynamic hasn't changed which is still positive bc we were already friends#but holy shit december 2023 jessamine and scott are like unrecognizable compared to december 2024 jessamine and scott#and the fact that we technically haven't even known each other for two years is WILD like it won't be two years until the 31st#anyway i'm getting rambly i'm tired i should sleep. my circadian rhythm is messed up and the lighting problems in my room are not helping#goodnight everyone see you tomorrow for more nonsense
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