#ARGGGHHHHH

[xaphrin]

I need random AUs to stop haunting me like... yesterday

[takekawa]

fixing my horrible insomnia & very tired but i have just enough brainpower for pokemon. clodsire i missed you... slappy.. my boy slappy..

[laulo821]

i want to draw ... my ocs ... love .... gnaws at and shakes a bone around. h elp . who wants a s/o for their oc so i can . draw .

[acerathia]

halfway through the edit............. i should actually do the important stuff?????? like studying.......

[i-have-41-protons]

Wow. Good job, brain: coming up with the absolute extreme worst-case scenario all by yourself. WOW. I didn’t know my friend could start hating me because I wrote them an apology for talking about my life! I didn’t know I could suffocate in this only slightly warm room. Thank you for all that useful information! Sensory overload? You got it covered, brain. Crickets singing too loud, the pillow against my back feels like an oven now. I am tapping on the screen and the sound is echoing in my head! Well done, brain. How very nice you are to me today, fucker

[bunny-on-a-bookshelf]

book blog!!!

current read: Rouge by Mona Awad

i’ll probably just talk about the books i’ve read and am reading here soooo yeah

may or may not reblog?? anywayssss

@charlieswanismydad for my insane ramblings about aromanticism, twilight, and undertale (sans fangirl ye be warned)

anyways btw i’m 15 years old!! act appropriately!!

books i like!

all of scythe. UMPH!!! thunderhead ending hits different

occasional hp (jkr can suck my big toe btw)

twilight (mrs myers can take a long think)

HELL FOLLOWED WITH US WAS SO GOOD OH MY GOD

this one’s for kids but i will rec it to anybody: SCARY STORIES FOR YOUNG FOXES. JUST REaD iT

loveless!!! i loved loveless

tags tags ohh boy

#alice is thinking for once - book reviews. masterpost here

#reblogs - …

#brain thing - book stuck in brain garbage posts

[joffyworld]

DAMNNNN KRISSSSS YOU FUCKING COOKED A FINE ASS CHRISTMAS MEAL HERE FUCK

dressing up chirin like they are a doll. my touy.

[cammy-mcspammy]

SKIP AND LOAFER. Skip... and loafer...

I've seen the new chap.. I CANTTTTTT IT HURTSSSSSS HELPPPPP

[lovelylances]

some lances bc he's very comforting hashtag to me

[missadmyre]

ok ive been trying to think of a perfect first question for MoV, but its soooo haaaaaaard i have either silly or spicy asks lol, ok maybe-

Does First Ninja still have the bonding scar? I know you said it was a permanent bite mark, but i meant like in the 'spirit' realm of Ninjanomicon, since technically First Ninja doesn't have a body there? If he does, does it mean that First Ninja is marked spiritually as well (soulmates mayhaps??)?

And if he does, does the scar give him extra senses (wink-wonk) when it comes to Chase? Like, he could feel Chase is still alive, or when he is near? (or very near ;) winkwinkwink)

love the au, its very fun to read! seriously thank you, for feeding my obsession with them <3 (secret trio stuff is a nice bonus too!)

Oh First absolutely still has the bonding scar.

First still has the scar because it affects both his soul AND his mortal body (so yes, technically soulmates).

As for extra senses... well that's the reason why Chase hasn't gone mad when First decided to disappear off of the world. When mated, a dragon can sense if their connection with their mate is severed or not. They can also track down their mate.

A connection can only be severed when their mate is truly out of existence, aka soul and body go bye bye.

(Just to be clear, this is the difference between soul, spirit and ghost in this AU;

· Soul — the living form of spirit, basically you're still alive but just had an out of body experience.

· Spirit — a soul whose mortal body is dead, they are either in heaven or hell. In some special cases, they are able to walk on to the mortal realm.

· Ghost — a spirit in a purgatory-like state, they aren't able to ascend or descend because of their grudge being too much or because they are greatly attached to something/someone in the mortal realm. Can only ascend/descend when the attachment/grudge is gone.)

It still didn't stop Chase from going through 10 stages of grief and a short-lived denial when he wasn't able to track him anymore. You wouldn't believe how happy? relieved? grateful? he got when he realized that First is still alive.

He really tried finding him, confused on where the hell First Ninja is and how he's this out of bounds.

When he saw future ninjas roaming around, he really doubted First for his fidelity. Definitely short lived when found out that no, he didn't have any bitches before him (insert the loudest sigh of relief ever).

Dragons can only have ONE TRUE MATE. Once they have marked someone, they can never experience rut again and they won't be able to mark someone ever again.

When a mate has the bonding scar, they subconsciously give off the aura of the giver(dragon), symbolizing who they belong to. Meaning that if they ever come across some magical creature, the scar's aura is literally telling the poor creature to fuck off. The mate can be either aware of this aura or not.

This aura has a pro and con.

Pro: If the giver is a very powerful/influential person, you best believe they're going to leave you alone. A powerful dragon's aura can sometimes emit a very heavy air that can kill if one had been on the same area as their mate.

Con: Each dragon has their own unique aura, if the enemy somehow knew that a certain dragon (especially if they're influential) has marked someone they hate/doesn't have the best of reputation, they'll take advantage of it. So it's best if the giver is old enough that they can hide their aura on their mate to save them from a lot of trouble.

[I just imagine that after the First Ninja got marked, every yokai and monster that had once tried to pester his village just scatter the moment they see him (He isn't aware about the aura).

He appreciates their avoidance but he doesn't know the reason why and it's certainly worrying, even more so when he noticed that even the Sorceress started to distance herself away from him during their fights.]

Dragons have their own unique kind of bonding scar and aura, though they usually differ in terms of STATUS and AGE.

STATUS

-If the giver came from a well-known clan/lineage, the bonding scar may look a bit more flashy (bright tone, glows in the dark, glitters etc.).

-But if the giver isn't that well-known, the bonding scar isn't that eye-catching and more simpler in design (still has a few unique symbols, might glow in the dark but only in rare cases).

Dragons are able to emit a bonding bite at the age of 20 (kind of like very early puberty for dragons). Dragons live a very long life, so 20 is like, a newborn age to them.

AGE

· Young (20-100 yrs old) — small/human-sized bite, barely noticeable with very little symbols to indicate uniqueness. But the problem is that the giver can't hide the scar and their aura.

· Adult (100-300 yrs old) — a normal sized bite (depends if they are on their dragon/human form), it's quite noticeable as the symbols are now flashy enough that if one were friends with the giver, they would recognize them by their bonding bite when they see it. The giver can hide the scar but the aura still lingers on.

· Old (300 yrs old to present times) — a large bite but the size of it can be controlled. The symbols are a bit more grandeur and bright, their aura is massive and the killing kind. Because of that perk, the giver can now hide both the scar and the aura.

Chase, when he marked First, is on the Adult age back then (he was probably 213 yrs old when they had sex). But! A scar grows along with its giver, meaning that now, the scar is in the Old category of the mark.

(Just to be clear, Chase is currently 1000 yrs old. First Ninja and him met during 1213, therefore Chase should probably be 213 yrs old back then.)

On a side note, Chase is a really honourable and generous lover. Usually, when a dragon had marked a mate, they would assume all dominant roles, wanting to control their mate and whatnot.

Chase, though having the dominance in the relationship, still gave First some control over him, which in dragon culture, is a show of serious trust. ("I can't treat you as property if I'm also your property." Chase's words)

First doesn't know he had given Chase his mark, which is one of the things the lizard hybrid protects the most (they are both on equal standing in terms of magic, so just like dragons, people like First have their own unique marks made of magic).

There's more information about my AU's dragon marriage/culture and how dragon bonding works but I'm still finding a way to express my lore more clearly in a simpler way (aka drawing, for me).

I'm not a native English speaker and I'm way too stubborn to use a translator so it'll definitely take some time.Thank you anon for the ask, now I'm able to have a reason to explain my AU (my thinking process is weird). Thanks for reading.

[nemesyaaa]

me right now

tysm for taking my request, and you wrote it so perfectly !! i freakin love it, and aldizkdkeke hello sucker for exhibitionism so bad !!! professor!rafe do a lot of things to me 😩

“Oh fuck…” he heavily breathed out, your hands running up his thighs to his bulge, palming him through his slacks. Rafe looked down at you and couldn’t help but notice how pretty you looked, your thick lashes fluttering at him and lips glistening with lipgloss. DROOLING ALL OVER MY JAW. NEED TO SUCK HIM !!

He’s watching as you take more of him into your warm, wet mouth, bobbing your head up and down. “Goddamn” he moans when your lips suction around him, the lipgloss adorning your plump lips creating nothing but a sticky mess. GOT MY HEAD SPINE AND I'M FEELING DIZZY, NEED SOMEONE TO MAKE MY SENSES COMEBACK TO ME

“Fuck, baby” he mutters under his breath, eyes flickering to look at you between his muscular thighs, fingers digging into the roots of your hair. You push your head further down, earning a groan from him and he quickly covers it by clearing his throat when he notices his students looking over at him. He had to keep his eyes on the class to ensure they weren’t cheating but it was getting difficult for him not to want to look down to watch you sucking him off.  I FEAR, I HAVE NO FUCKING MORAL AND I'M OKAY WITH THIS BECAUSE IT'S INSANELY HOT ?? AND IT'S WHAT I WANT ?

Rafe leans back into his chair, groaning softly when he looks down at you to see you looking up at him through your thick lashes, “You’re fuckin’ killing me, sweetheart” he mutters under his breath, low enough for you to hear. His grip on your hair tightens, pushing and pulling your head along his dick, your saliva coating him entirely, “Look at you, drooling all over my dick”. AWW THE SWEETHEART I THINK ITS THE ONLY SWEET WORD OF THE WHOLE PROMPT LMFAOOO BUT OLFXKZKIDIZKZ THIS IS SO FANTASTIC

save me professor!rafe. your dumb student need you

•°. *࿐ HIDDEN PLEASURE

pairing: professor!rafe x reader warnings: oral (m receiving), slight exhibitionism, 18+ mdni word count: 679 a/n: requested by @nemesyaaa

“Oh fuck…” he heavily breathed out, your hands running up his thighs to his bulge, palming him through his slacks. Rafe looked down at you and couldn’t help but notice how pretty you looked, your thick lashes fluttering at him and lips glistening with lipgloss.

You pop the button of his slacks, his hips lifting from the chair to let you pull his slacks and boxers down. You pull a moan from him when your hand grips his length. You didn’t waste any time, licking a stripe from the bottom of his base to the head, swirling your tongue before wrapping your lips around him. 

He’s watching as you take more of him into your warm, wet mouth, bobbing your head up and down. “Goddamn” he moans when your lips suction around him, the lipgloss adorning your plump lips creating nothing but a sticky mess. 

He heard footsteps approaching, “Shit” he cursed, pulling your head back, his cock slipping from your mouth the second the door swung open as his students filed into the room. 

He was thankful his students couldn’t see a thing, his desk covering him from the waist up, his slacks pooling around his ankles, and more importantly, hiding the fact you were under his desk. 

As his students were distracted, scrambling to find their seats, he looked down at you, holding his pointer finger to his lip to let you know not to make any sudden noises. You huffed, nodding because you knew you had to stay under his desk until his lecture was over. 

Luckily for him, he planned ahead of time to give an exam today which meant he wasn’t required to get out of his seat. As he went over the rules and procedures, you couldn’t help but notice he was still hard, tugging your bottom lip between your teeth as an idea popped into your head. 

As soon as his students grabbed a test from the empty teaching assistant’s desk and started, you wasted no time scooting closer to him, wrapping your hand back around his thick shaft. Rafe didn’t have a chance to process what you were doing as you dipped your head down to circle your tongue around his tip before your lips envelope around his head, sucking softly. 

“Fuck, baby” he mutters under his breath, eyes flickering to look at you between his muscular thighs, fingers digging into the roots of your hair. You push your head further down, earning a groan from him and he quickly covers it by clearing his throat when he notices his students looking over at him. He had to keep his eyes on the class to ensure they weren’t cheating but it was getting difficult for him not to want to look down to watch you sucking him off. 

He rests his chin on his hand, covering his mouth to stifle his small groans of pleasure when he feels the back of your throat hitting at his tip. Your cheeks hollow around him, slowly bobbing your head up and down while your hand pumps at his base. “Shit…just like that, sweetheart” he whispered and you hum in response to his praises, sending vibrations up his spine. 

Rafe leans back into his chair, groaning softly when he looks down at you to see you looking up at him through your thick lashes, “You’re fuckin’ killing me, sweetheart” he mutters under his breath, low enough for you to hear. His grip on your hair tightens, pushing and pulling your head along his dick, your saliva coating him entirely, “Look at you, drooling all over my dick”. 

His students were too focused on their exams to notice but the thought of getting caught and the way your mouth felt around him had his abs constricting as he was close to busting in your mouth, “Fuck, ‘m gonna cum”.

You feel his cock twitch in your mouth, his large hand pushing your head down, holding you there as he comes undone, thick ropes of cum spill down your throat.

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[simcardiac-arrested]

With its modifications, how reliant is 33 on NS? Would he try to send them away if he hypothetically develops terminal rot so it doesn't get endangered?

33 could definitely survive on their own (they’re very resilient, it’s why ns chose them in the first place) but bold of you to assume they would leave ns to die. hypothetically

[marstowns]

in other words, it is the universe observing itself and the beauty and the boring found within. it's love and loss found in the strange places of sticky streets, stained lawns, and the never-ending noise. and how far we've come and how much we've lost and knowing that we'll never be able to remember it all

and i am chewing on glass trying to describe everything it means to me but i can't, but i want to so bad

[therealturbovicki]

GODDD sometimes i like to think about how despite diluc leaving kaeya with nothing but words of disdain (they seemed to roll so easily off his tongue that night) and a few scars, kaeya still thought it was important to tell him about eroch. even if he wanted nothing to do with him, he still deserved to know about the downfall of the man that spit on their deceased father. “you don’t have to reply.” LIKE. man :((

when diluc receives the letter is he angry? confused? or do his eyes light up for the very first time since leaving, a little spark of joy or hope or relief even? to know that you hurt your little sibling…but he still cares enough to tell you everything……”do you think he took special care to not let any of his tears fall onto the letters” AUGGHHHHHHH

do you think diluc and kaeya took each other’s requests to look out for themselves to heart? “take care” “take better care of yourself instead” (i love how these lines that are most often quoted to show how they still care about each other are from different time periods but diluc’s still seems to be in direct reply of the first. how long do you think he built up the courage to say it?) kaeya has one less drink then usual that night. diluc remembers to bandage the littler scrapes and cuts. kaeya keeps the grip on his blade a little steadier and diluc decides not to leave the winery on an empty stomach. do you think even unconsciously they Did take better care of themselves? that the tiniest thought in the back of their minds that the other still cares enough to even fret is enough?

“do you think, in that moment, that kaeya finally felt hopeful?” YOU CANT JUST SAY THINGS LIKE THAT (you absolutely can and yeah i’m thinking about it big time op) diluc and kaeya are both such sentimental little assholes. keeping piles of letters and seashells and stupid vases. they don’t have to but they do because it’s something to hold onto. a tangible reminder that there IS hope. i hate them <3

okay so i'm STILL thinking about the hidden strife event btw. and the symbolism between diluc keeping the letters from kaeya out in the open where he can see them, and the fact that he kept ALL the letters

every single one.

do you think that while he was away from mondstadt, sheltering from the biting wind in shenznaya, he thumbed between the few letters he had and committed them to memory? do you think he sat there, with all the time in the world to think about what happened, and about what he could've done differently? do you think he took special care to not let any of his tears fall onto the letters, just in case the ink smeared and became unreadable? do you think that the second diluc got the chance to write back, he stared at the parchment for what seemed like forever, mind filled with words and apologies that refused to be written down?

how often do you think diluc doubled checked his mail after arriving back in mondstadt? how long did diluc stay up at night before finally writing "take care of yourself, instead." ?

and kaeya,,,

kaeya, who keeps everything close to his chest, hidden away in a corner only he knows. how often do you think kaeya slipped onto the roof of the KoF HQ before diluc had responded to his letters, his fingers gently tracing over the shells he kept tucked in a pouch. do you think he looked around every corner with the hopes of seeing diluc, only to be disappointed every single time when he wasn't there?

when diluc still hadn't returned, and yet he'd sent a letter anyway, how quickly do you think kaeya rushed to hide it away with his other treasures? how many times did he read that letter, committing it to memory while diluc did the same thing miles and miles away?

do you think, in that moment, kaeya finally felt hopeful?

anyways, i have a lot of thoughts about them now that i'm a little more coherent about that event (it took like eight months holy shit) (and i'm STILL mentally unwell??? wtf)

[bykalopsia]

gotchard boonboomger crossover movie! this means i have to actually catch up with gotchard instead of just letting it run in the bg during sht

[what-does-the-moose-say]

Apps are ultimately an agent of evil, nevertheless they should make an app that let you put in like 10 movies you like to watch but cant dicide which. That get cut down to 5 and you get printed out a tvguide where those 5 movies are and they have like score and a little text that may or may not tell you what to expect. An easier, kinder world.