#ARENT I OWED AN APOLOGY?

[imunbreakabledude]

i miss patty o'connor. and allison mcroberts. and i miss how i felt before that finale aired.......

[anakinh]

my unnecessary entry for the tumblr confessional is that in the btvs episode 'once more with feeling' (from like 2003) there is a song called 'what you feel', where the villain sings about his evil plan and how cool he is. in one line he says "i'm the hottest thing/i'm the twist and shout" and my immediate response is always "wow, a reference to that destiel fanfic!" i've never even read that destiel fanfic. it literally cant be that destiel fanfic

[vivicas-dollhouse]

Sooooo what to do IF you had a nightmare of your favorite of the ex friends telling you that they hate you and dont accept the apology you drafted literally 2 days ago and you woke up crying..? Asking for a friend.

[pinkyhaert]

I'm beginning to believe that the slight fear of "Oh everyone dislikes me now because I did (1) Thing they probably didn't like like leaving a server abruptly and now I must avoid everyone"

Is a little bit irrational because studies have shown they are

infact

NOT mad at me.

[appsa]

Hey guys. I dont like talking about myself much anymore on this blog because i suppose at this point it has fully become dedicated to promoting fundraisers. but i guess it is high time i said something because lots of people have been asking and i owe them a proper explanation.

Recently i have been having some health and family issues that have made it a bit difficult for me to be as active here as before. I had a setback a couple of years ago due to which i had to take a break from my studies for a few months to recover, and due to some recent events in my personal life those same issues have been cropping once again. It has become difficult to manage. So thats why while I am trying to keep up with the people i have made a commitment to at the moment, outside of that i dont think i will be able to handle making posts for others.

I am deeply ashamed to be saying this, i know there are many people suffering right now. It kills me that i cant offer more help but the fact is that my blog does not have enough of a following that if i made just one post about a fundraiser it would make a difference. It has taken weeks of consistent posting to get anywhere with the ones that we found any success with, especially with how hostile this site has become in recent days to any of these fundraisers.

Please keep tagging me in your posts, i will reblog them when i see them. These days it has become a bit overwhelming, but i will try to keep up where i can.

But i dont think i will be able to write any posts to promote fundraisers that arent the ones that are already being spotlighted here at the moment, and for that i deeply apologize. I am very very sorry it has taken me so long to address this. I hope you can forgive me, but i understand if you dont.

[tea-and-secrets]

i know this is an unpopular opinion bc this is the "cut off your friends for having a bad day!!!! theyre toxic! you don't owe anyone ANYTHING!" site but ive found the more people on here talk about shit like "loving people at their worst" and "helping their friends" and "you have to make peace with being a burden" and "the loneliness epidemic is so sad :(((" type posts the more likely they are to be a shit friend that resents actually having to help you for any reason. if you arent capable of being able to help someone thru a mental health crisis or take a risk helping someone in a bad place or in asking if someone's okay and not immediately dropping it at the extremely-typical-symptom-of-cptsd deflecting, you're not a friend, straight up. that is an acquaintance and that is fine. but acting like that's friendship is lying to yourself. its incredible that people act like this is fine on the site that constantly complains friendships arent taken as seriously as romantic relationships - maybe some people crave that romantic relationship bc it comes with an assurance that they won't be given up on as easily. for a literary culture that romanticises loyalty in a big way everyone on here loves to make up excuses to flake on it in their real life relationships with the excuse that the other is a bad person, a terrible friend, toxic, when id bet my ass they never tried to talk to them about the problems they had with them even once lol and i know everyone on here likes to say they're a people pleaser like that's some virtue and not a maladaptive coping mechanism thatll bite you in the ass and choke out all your friendships, but honestly if you can never get yourself to bring up to someone you call a "friend" that they hurt you or made you upset or made you uncomfortable, and you cut them off for that, you're a shit person. if you never once voice your opinion and fault them for not working around it, you're a shit person. if you get mad at and hold grudges against someone for violating boundaries you never once set up or even tried to hint at, or not solving problems they didn't know existed, you're a shit person. i had friends go nuclear and cut me off during the delusional haze after one of the most traumatic events in my life and it was over shit they'd apparently kept silent about for years. years. and never once tried to bring up. some of those things were things we'd already talked about and i apologized for and i thought we'd cleared the air on, but they were still upset over it and held me acting that way in the first place over my head as if i was evil for having those thoughts in the first place, and they'd never once hinted that they were holding that grudge the entire time we were "friends".

i see posts now that are like "it's sooo great to cut a toxic friend out of your life :) breath of fresh air" and i look at the notes in agreement and wonder how many of those people did what they did, refused to talk about their problems only to hold those problems against someone as black marks on their character. very few people actively want to be an asshole, most of the time just telling someone "this hurts" or "this upsets me" is enough to get them to stop and reconsider what they've been doing. i know i didnt want to. i begged you to tell me if id hurt you and you still lied to my face. why did you think id willingly want to hurt a friend? i tried to work with your symptoms, i always came to you when id been upset to get clarification, and i thought you'd do the same. what did i do to deserve that

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[spopsalt]

I'm not even a minute in apology tour and I already want to give up watching it. But ig I'll keep going, live reaction under the cut!

Ew can they stop talking about sex. I hate Stolas' victim mentality so much. Blitzo had every right to lash out at Stolas and yet Stolas is the victim. Can they stop trying to make Stolas the victim here.

"I don't look down on you!" YES TF YOU DO I MADE A WHOLE POST ON HOW YOU LOOK DOWN ON HIM STFU! YOU DO THINK YOU'RE BETTER THAN HIM! YOU ALWAYS LOOK DOWN ON HIM ALL THE TIME!

Why is Blitzo made the villian for making Stolas uncomfortable when Stolas made Blitzo uncomfortable for so much longer?

I'm so glad to see Blitzo lashing out at Stolas even if he's demonized for doing so.

"I don't owe you dick!" YES YOU DON'T! GO BLITZO! YOU DON'T OWE HIM ANYTHING!

Why do the human disguises even matter? Blitzo straight up said that it was his face.

I love Verosika but I don't want her to become a Stolas Stan. She actually has a REASON for hating Blitzo. Stolas doesn't. I wish she knew the whole story.

Oh god don't sing Stolas don't sing don't sing- FUCK HES SINGING. Another pity party so Stolas I assume? Yep. Its another pity party for Stolas of fucking course. Stolas kindly stfu <3

STOLAS STOP PLAYING VICTIM YOU ARENT THE VICTIM HERE!

"There is a crowd here full of people who care so much that they throw an entire party about hating you every year. Do you know how much you have to care to do something as stupid as that?" SHUT UP

STOLAS STOP WITH YOUR RANT YOU HAVE A DAUGHTER THAT CARES IF YOU STAY OR LEAVE AND WANTS TO SPEND TIME WITH YOU JUST SHUT UP! GOD YOUR FUCKING VICTIM MEANTALITY

Blitzo trust me you can do much much MUCH better than Stolas. But can you stop being a dick to Verosika? She has every reason to hate you. ALSO STOLAS IS PLAYING VICTIM AND WANTS SYMPATHY NOT BLITZO.

Wow ok. I will admit Verosika and Blitzo have a moment is nice. But then it got ruined by gross kissing. And then Stolitz which is ✨️disgusting ✨️

BLITZO ISNT THE ONE THAT NEEDS TO CHANGE FOR STOLAS THEY SHOULDNT EVEN DATE

Final rating: 2/10 The only redeeming qualities is the nice song at the end and Verosika and Blitzo having a moment was nice.

[waddei]

We agree with the previous anon and we wanted to add onto what they said. Many of the creators who were close to wilbur and/or shubble took their time to respond to what happened, especially people who were close friends due to processing the emotions. Seeing so many of these creators being labeled as “not good people” because they didn’t immediately come to talk about what had happened was so dehumanising to see. The only creators who were close to either person and immediately spoke out (to our best ability to remember) was Ranboo, Aimsey and Sneeg. Seeing people call out anyone who didn’t speak out as soon as the shitty ass “apology” went up just shows how these guys don’t see them as real people.

Out of everyone who was called bad for not immediately speaking out tommy seemed to have it the worst. ppl didn’t actually care about how he was in a situation where this would be hard to talk about (both physically due to healing from surgery and mentally for well. obvious reasons) and seeing a 180 turn from that because he made a song that references how his ex-friendship wasn’t the best even though the point of the song was never meant to be about that, with people being like “oh wilbur groomed him :(“ by just what they think and what little they know about their relationship. It’s so gross and dehumanising to see because it shows that they don’t see these guys as real people.

We arent owed the complexities and inside out of their ex-friendship, if tommy wants to talk about his experiences he can, but he should only do it if he feels ready and not forced by people who think they are his free online therapist

yup, also the ccs that spoke immediately where nawt close to Wilbur like let's be real, sneeg and him have known each other the longest out of that list (smplive) I don't think aimsey or Ranboo where ever close to him at all if I'm being honest.

[mcytqueerbaitshowdown]

PKP heres the timeline!!

TIMELINE

-anons get called pokemon.

-nea(me) claims a flying type pokemon

-sponsor anon claims meowth

-pollrunner gives divorce anon persian

-ethoslab himself makes a connection between them.

-pollrunner asks if sponsor gives money to divorce

-sponsor says they wont give a cent to divorce

-pollrunner asks if theyre divorced.

-divorce asks for alimony

-sponsor says theyre maybe divorced. also says they wont give divorce an alimony as they didn't sign divorce papers.

-divorce realizes theyre still married. pollrunner says they arent.

-sponsor asks if signature was forged. pollrunner says 'holy shit did i'

-freak anon is the lawyer now. asks for payment to feed family.

-bug anon appears omniously.

-divorce asks if they have to serve divorce papers x2

-sponsor asks why divorce wants to leave them

-divorce reprimands them for communication. pollrunner mentions a restraining order

-nea (me) mention the start of this. POKEMON.

-sponsor brings up the upcoming anniversary, not signing the papers, and telling the family. ('oh?????' -pollrunner)

-divorce reinstates pollrunner forging sponsor's signature. divorce also doesn't care about results of divorce.

-lore guy appears!!! hi!!!

-freak has their ways?

-':(' -sponsor

-lore guy is back!!!

-weird bug anon is sponsor and divorce's child now

-sponsor guy says pollrunner took the blame for forging papers.

-divorce feels bad for sponsor. also asks who hired freak

-sponsor says freak hired themself. who is paying them?

-divorce calls this ace attorney. affirms pollrunner took blame.

-fish anon appears. hi neighborhood fish.

-psf and pkp are roommates and getting pizza

-lore guy's back.

-divorce sinned. freak is from devil to torment them.

-pkp asks for pros of divorce

-fish anon calls sponsor and divorce a celebrity couple on twitter.

-lore guy is back. again.

-eff anon has been having an identity crisis between events. i dont wanna edit rn sorry eff anon you seem cool.

-PSF and PKP are getting pizza and PKP is providing soda!!! best anon lore part.

-divorce says pollrunner asked about forging signature. again. sent freak to ask sponsor for cash. and to say hi to the devil and apologized to lore guy oh and devil owes divorce a paycheck

-sponsor asked if divorce is still going on.

-divorce tells pkp divorce's pros are money(3 times) and the bit. YOU'RE WELCOME BTW!!!! gl on the divorce(?) pollrunner needs money

-divorce asks if they have to serve sponsor divorce papers. again.

-PKP asks what if about them being richer than their spouse.

-pollrunner gets pipebombed

-saa appears. hi saa. they bring pkp and [ ] soup.

-sponsor sasses divorce. 'ive never been divorced'

-sponsor and divorce remember their child. weird bug anon.

-fish asks to chill w/ pkp, psf, and saa.

-pkp invites nea/me over!!!

-lore guy is mad at nea/me? :(

-pkp thanks divorce for enlightenment

-divorce calls sponsor out for mentioning family

-nea/me accepts invitation

-sponsor meant the inlaws??

-nea/me asks lore guy what i did wrong :(

-fish asks lore guy to watch videos essays together

-divorce says adoption goes both ways now.

-lore guy accepts fish's offer. and isnt mad at nea/me!! i adore lore guy

-divorce needs to sleep it is 130am for them

-divorce took over pollrunner's brain for the polls. had a treebark divorce. poor tree anon.

-pkp asks nea(me) what soda they want

-saa says fish is welcome!

-eff is NOT having an identity crisis. woo!

-nea says they dont care what kinda soda they get. pollrunner REALLY wants fanta. (so real.)

-pkp gave nea/me a fanta!! :33

-mod wemmbu is the devil???

-divorce is a demon. still needs a paycheck. mod wemmbu called them a demon slur. rude.

- nea (me) is apparently lore guy's employee

-nea (me) is one of the lawyers? i was alaa (assigned lawyer at ask)

-nea <3

I thought we had an image

[bridgyrose]

Can I get some Blind!Weiss au pretty please?

(I'm hoping this isnt a repeat post, but... tumblr isnt showing that this part of it has been posted, so.... I do apologize if this is a repeat)

“And you’re sure this is the place?” Weiss asked as she pressed her aura out, trying to sense what was around her. “It seems kinda… empty.” 

“Of course I’m sure!” Sun paused for a moment. “You’re messing with me, arent you? Cant you see the lights?” 

“Nope.” Weiss finally sat down and ran her hand across the crate she sat on to make sure there was enough room to set her cane down. “You should tell me about them.” 

Yang rolled her eyes as she tried to track movement with her scroll. “As much as I hate to say it, Weiss is right. I’m not seeing anything move around in there. If anyone’s there, they’re not any place visible.” 

Weiss sighed and created a small glyph in front of her as she tried to relax her nerves. “They better be okay. They’re not allowed to be hurt enough that I cant apologize to them.” 

“Because you feel guilty?” 

Weiss shot Yang a frown. “I get it, alright? I messed up!” The glyph broke as she lost concentration and the frown slowly disappeared. “I messed up and want to try to make things right. Or at least try to make things better. I owe that to Blake.” 

Yang smiled a bit. “I’m sure you’ll have your chance?” 

Sun grinned and started to climb the crates. “In that case, I’ll go ahead and start looking for a way in! Leave it to me to make sure we can get your teammates out!” 

Weiss listened to Sun’s footsteps and waited until he was out of earshot. “We’re not going to follow him, are we?” 

“No, we’re not.” Yang dropped down a bit and started to look over a few pictures of the warehouse she took with her scroll. “He’ll be a distraction while we sneak in through one of the broken windows.” 

“Lead the way.” 

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Weiss quickly put up a glyph between herself and the White Fang grunts with Yang’s directions, glaring behind her. “I thought you said no one would notice us coming in!” 

“They didnt!” Yang yelled back as she reloaded her gauntlets. “Or at least they didnt until Sun came around.” 

“Its not my fault they came after me.” Sun jumped over the glyph and used his gunchucks to start pushing the White Fang back . “Your friends are down the hall and to the left! I’ll hold these guys off so you can get to them!” 

“And you’re sure you can handle that?” Weiss asked. 

“I’ll be fine!” 

Weiss nodded and practically yelped as she felt Yang grab her wrist and pull her down the hall in search of their teammates. Gunshots echoed through the empty  warehouse, staying just as loud as they ran further away through the halls. She finally pulled out of Yang’s grip and stumbled a bit as she recaught her footing and steadied herself with her cane. “Warn me when you’re going to do that!” 

“I will next time.” Yang came to a stop and peeked into one of the windows of the doors and checked for anyone in there. “I’m not seeing anyone. Think you can see them with your aura?” 

“I dont know. I didnt see anyone before, so maybe there’s a limit to what I can see around and through.” 

“Can you try?” 

Weiss sighed and sat down as she tried to concentrate and pushed her aura out from her. Everything seemed like a black void as she tried to push out, empty and not a soul around. She paused as she saw a faint flicker of aura further down the hall and stood up. “This way.” 

Yang nodded and started to follow Weiss. “You’re sure?” 

“I saw somebody with a faint aura.” Weiss tapped her cane in front of her as she quickly walked down the hall so she wouldnt trip. Once she came to the room she saw the aura flicker in, she tapped on the door with her cane. “Here!” 

Yang slammed into the door to open it and paused. “Ruby!” 

“She’s fine,” Blake said as she looked over Ruby, her own body bruised and battered. “Mostly fine.” 

Ruby sighed and tried to push Blake away, swaying a bit and holding her head. “Everything’s still spinning…” 

“The drugs are wearing off. Take it easy.” 

Weiss slowly paused in the doorway as she looked towards Blake and Ruby, not sure what to say. She still couldnt tell what had happened to either of them besides being taken away, and yet, she couldnt find the words she wanted to say. 

Yang helped pick Ruby up and walked her over to Weiss. “Can you make sure Ruby and Blake get out of here?” 

Weiss gave a nervous chuckle. “You’re letting the blind girl help them? What are you going to do then?” 

“Someone has to make sure Sun gets out of here too, right? And out of all of us, I’m the only one that can get to him. Besides, you’re better equipped to help Blake and Ruby with your glyphs.” 

Weiss nodded and took Ruby’s other side to free up Yang. “Dont be too long, alright?” 

“I’ll call you as soon as Sun and I get out.” 

“You better.” Weiss took a few unsteady steps as she tried to keep Ruby supported and use her cane to keep herself from tripping. 

“Take three steps forward and then get ready to turn,” Blake said. “I’ll help you navigate so you dont have to focus on your cane.” 

“Thanks. And I”m sorry about what I said.” 

“Save it for when we’re back at the dorm. But… thanks for coming to get me.” 

Weiss nodded and continued forward with Blake’s instructions, turning with her after three steps. “Then lets get you back to the dorm to rest and get you both looked at.” 

[miowritings]

Oblivious f reader x Rinku

꧁“𝐒𝐭𝐚𝐲 𝐰𝐢𝐭𝐡 𝐦𝐞!”꧂

Rinku aimoto x Female! Reader

A/N: hihi!! My first ever d4dj request🫶🏻🫶🏻 I apologize if it looks rushed or isnt to your liking, it was a bit rushed since i now finished exams😅, i actually like how this turned out and if its popular enough, i'll make a part 2!

Synopsis: you and Rinku got paired up to do a project and have a lil sleepover!

Contains: Rinku is awkward and blushy here, reader here is written as female but pronouns arent mentioned, they didnt get together but theres still romance

Both of you and Rinku were assigned to make a project, luckily bith of you were very close friends. The project was scrapbook making about memories, schools were almost coming to an end and the teachers paired you and Rinku for the project, little did you know Rinku was gleaming with excitement.

You both decided that it was best for Rinku to come at your place since your parents were busy and you had a printer there, once Rinku arrives, she hugged you excitedly and cheered "heyhey!! (Y/N) I wasnt late was i?!" She asks, a hint of worry in her voice, you shook your head and pat her on the head "nono.. in fact, you came here earlier than i expected.. come, i bought some snacks to keep us motivated" you added, Rinku nodded and puts her bag of materials on a nearby table.

You both did the project at your room since it have a/c. You were designing while Rinku was cutting and gluing. "Ow..!" Rinku hissed, you looked over and saw that she had cut herself "oh my! Here let me see" you gently hd her hand, looking at the small cut, you git up and grabbed some bandaids and an ointment, you dabbed some cotton onto the ointment and ever so lightly, dabbed it onto her fingertips, then you went ahead and put bandages on her cut. "There.. how about, you design the paper while i cut.. your still injured.." you say with concern, Rinku nodded, feeling warm because of your gesture.

"Ohhh.. I understand why they gave us three weeks to finish.." Rinku says, playfully and concernly.. time was going by fast and both of you still havent finished the scrapbook, "hehe, we shouldnt really take advantage of our time.. but thats okay, I know we can do it.. if we do end up staying up late.. are you alright with sleeping in? I have some spare clothes.." you added, Rinku was suprised, a sleepover!! She wanted to yell 'Happy Around!' but she couldnt.. afterall she had to maintain this... Proper attitude towards you!

While doing the project, the time was currently, 10, almost 11.. Rinku noticed how your eyes kept on dropping.. you were sleepy, with no second thoughts, she got up and walked towards you, "y/n..? You fell asleep.! You can go ahead and rest y/n, the projects almost finished.." you yawned and without a word, laid down on your bed. The clock moves and its now 11! "Rinku.. its a bit late to finish that.. we can wake up early to finish yknow..? Just sleep.." you say, soundung quite sluggish. "E-eh?! I sometimes wake up very very late.. its okay i can-" you cut her off by putting a finger on her lipsn "shush. Your going to sleep.. you might get eyebags and, i already set an alarm clock" you added. Rinku got up and grabbed some pillows and placed them onto the floor. "What're you doing..?" You ask, Rinku looks at you "oh! Just getting ready!" "Sorry Rinku.. i dont have a spare mattress.." you say, slightly guilty, "Haha! Its okay! The floor is much colder afterall.!" She giggles, you shook your haid and grabbed her arm, not so tight that it hurts, but tight enough that she cant let go.

"..no, we spilled some juice on the floor remember? Theres probably ants roming somewhere.. just.. sleep with me, my bed is big enough for 2 people" you suggest, Rinku blushes at that suggestion, she was going to sleep beside you?!?! She was very red when thinking about this.. "E-eh?! B-but... I uh..!" Despite what she was saying, you still shaked your head, "really its okay, my blankets is also big enough.. im fine with this Rinku.. i rather have you on bed here with me, than let you sleep on the floor, Rinku couldnt say no.. afterall you were so kind and it'd be rude to turn down an offer.. so she accepts.

While you both laid down, you were sleeping peacefully, even having your mouth slightly open, Rinku on the other hand though.. her heart was beating rapidly, was freaking out and was looking everywhere except at you, you turn over and your arm, rests over at Rinku, she blushed more because of this, as she was about to move your hand, you instead, moved closer, and was basically clinging onto her.. she was still red and couldnt control herself.. "..y-y/n.." she muttered, she took some deep breathes and took lots of time to calm herself before hugging you back and falling asleep as well

Rinku woke up, the suns out and she looks over and saw that she was still hugging you, this time she hugged you by the waist and you were sitting up, using your phone, "oh? Youre up early" you teased, Rinku giggled awkwardly and immediately pulled away, "Im so sorry!! I swear i didnt do-" you cut her off by chuckling. "Its okay Rin.. really, plus i slept better thanks to you" you smiled, Rinku smiled as well, she got up and stretched "Okay! Lets continue with the project!" She says with determination, "haha..! Its way too early.. i'll cook us breakfast, then we'll continue hm?" You suggest, Rinku nodded and helped you out of bed "okie!"

[callieponders]

NGL sometimes I look at the crew's tweets about him needing to stop being in anger mode 24/7 and reintegrate into society, and I wonder: are we supposed to expect him to work through that by himself? Do we expect great emotional regulation and self-awareness from an elementary schooler in an abusive household? He absolutely shouldn't be redirecting his anger at the people around him (note: Hazel. she didn't deserve that ire at all and doesn't owe him any patience about it), but I can't help looking at him and thinking that he needs, like. I dunno. A therapist. An adult. Someone or something that's actually guaranteed to help him out a little. The adults present in the show... didn't seem very interested in doing that, despite seeming to know what his actual core issue was? Maddening. Anyway

(disclaimer before anything i say. i just need yall to know this show could be the worst thing ive ever seen and id still hope the best for the crew bc its their job and people need to eat alright. that being said i do enjoy the show, please dont take this as me saying they need to NEVER WORK AGAIN ala nostalgia critic style or something)

that wording is so funny though, reintegrate into society... the boy is a small child not someone coming out of prison

but seriously this is exactly the type of stuff im thinking, i dont really go on twitter much anymore because i dislike it so i wasnt aware of the things the crew said (and dont envy them because oh man this was a divisive finale it seems). i dont expect an episode like "dev goes to therapy" and the wacky adventures of him going to therapy or something, but im really hoping in s2 they have peri held more accountable for majorly screwing up here and trying to do right by dev with another chance given to him.

the frustrating thing is i cant blame people defending the choices because some people are genuinely really bad at voicing their opinion/critique, especially because it feels like a lot of people arent having the balls to actually point out peri, even cosmo and (frankly the worse one of the two bc she was so much harder on dev) wanda are a bigger blame for the situation with dev. of course people are gonna assume people are putting the responsibility on hazel, id also be defensive about that because thats a ridiculous thing to expect, but like nah its clear its not her responsibility. she is also 10 and has a world outside of dev, and dev SHOULD be held accountable for his actions in regards to lashing out at others around him when hes upset. the fact hes given more critique than the adults around him that are meant to guide him and help him is the bigger issue than that alone.

on that same note, hazel should also be held accountable for the same things, like saying devs problems werent that deep and having wanda, a FAIRY GODPARENT, basically agree??? also when she was like "oh friends work things out" i didnt hear no apology for not hearing dev out or at least for leaving him in the dark on if theyre friends or not. and the thing is i dont expect her to do that on her own, because shes 10, but theyre fictional 10 year olds who will have more maturity than most real kids either way, so like... yknow?

additionally its kind of a double standard either way, if you dont expect hazel to act mature, why on gods green earth would you expect DEV to??? and hazel, compared to dev, has people to guide her the right way and people that are patient with her, meanwhile dev doesnt get that, the most hes ever gotten is hazel and THATS NOT HAZELS JOB!!! im not saying the writers are claiming it is, its just that its frustrating that the writing has ended up with her feeling like the only person who really gives a damn yknow

[goth-oatmilk-latte]

i am not someone who was made soft or sweet or forgiving or kind by my trauma

my trauma made me angry, my trauma makes my violent, it makes me enraged, it makes me vengeful, and it makes me unable to forgive or forget.

i am not sorry for it.

i dont owe a damn person kindness, especially when it wasnt afforded to me. I don't owe a single motherfucker forgiveness. and I certainly don't owe anyone a goddamn apology if me saying I want to gut a rapist makes you uncomfortable. if youre uncomfortable by that youre a rape apologist by extension in my eyes, and you can get fucked too.

literally dont just kill your local rapist, let their victims absolutely pulverize them in public as an example. thatll teach everyone. rapists arent fucking people, theyre shitscum monsters and they dont deserve a shred of forgiveness, second chances, or softness.

and fuck you if you disagree.

[castor-oil001]

[ PERSONAL GUIDELINES ]

Again, this wont be consistent, so please be patient

I can refuse any request I want, I dont really owe an explanation, but it’s either because I found it disrespectful, I dont have the ability to do that, or I cant because of personal reasons. I may have to delay too..

I will block anyone if they are disrespectful, so be mindful.

[ REQUEST RULES ]

My main intention with this blog is writing, so requests are always appreciated!

Please give the rules a quick read <3

NO NSFW. I AM A MINOR. Also no extremely suggestive stuff, romantic gestures and kissing n stuff I dont mind!

I can try angst, but vvv picky with the scenarios. May take longer because tears make it hard to see, man.. 😔👍

Creepy/ disturbing scenarios are totally fine, yandere stuff is cool too

Specify what you want the writing to be, or it will be headcanons by default (see list below)

READER WILL ALWAYS BE GN with the exception of M!reader if requests or platonic relationships. Simply because I feel very uncomfy writing female romantic pov.. apologies. Also will always be second person pov, again just another writing preference.

Please kept character limit at 5 for headcanons and 1 for one-shots. Unless for like “all (vice)housewardens/1st/2nd/3rd years”.

Also I don’t really write for staff unless a strict platonic relationship.

I don’t necessarily have a set amount of asks at one time, but if there’s a bunch I’ll prolly close them temporarily

[ THINGS I WILL/ WONT WRITE ]

There are always exceptions so ask if necessary, but these are what I’ll usually write. Also some headcanons might interest me enough for me to draw!

✅

fluff

angst

comfort

headcanons

one-shots

x-reader

m!reader/gn!reader

platonic relationships (friends, siblings/parents, reader can be either) ❤️

romantic relationships

scenarios

shitposts/incorrect quotes based off a sentence or concept in an ask

❌

NSFW/smut/suggestive

f!reader

character x character or oc x character

certain angst-y prompts ex. cheating, hanahaki, hurt no comfort

anything I say no to

[ CHARACTERS I WONT WRITE ]

I write for every character in each of these fandoms EXCEPT:

[ BSD ] mori ougai (for obvious reasons)

[JJK] aoi todo (makes me uncomfy), panda (ONLY PLATONIC FRIENDS), mei mei (uncomfyyy), ui ui (uncomfy 😭), no curses (except mahito and choso!!)

[TWST] ortho (unless in a sibling/friend relationship), sebek (don’t completely understand personality yet), grim by himself (cool if side character 👍), trein + vargas (no, not even platonic), any family members

IF YOU DONT UNDERSTAND SOMETHING (or if I need to clarify) OR ARENT SURE IF A REQUEST IS OKAY, FEEL FREE TO ASK BEFORE SENDING IT IN!

[mouseycometz]

I hope you're happy with the pain and suffering you have caused. I have known Freckly for YEARS, I've gotten to spend a week with her in person and share space and time together, and she has always been kind and honest and sweet. I've seen her go through 2 relationships that ended badly, and you still left her the worst, and yet still you are letting people attack her character. All you had to do was block her, tell your friends to block her, and respect her wish to keep your comissions private. Thats it. All her vent posts are tagged. She is allowed to be angry. There is a difference between feeling rage and making a threat. People are allowed to have extreme emotions. You should know, you blamed every single awful thing you said and did on being Bipolar. Other people have reached out to her telling Freckly you've done the same thing to them.

Also, Freckly isn't trying to lay claim to Starscream, but she feels she's lost him, that he was taken from HER. And you told her you SAID you didn't have feelings for starscream but you were lying. She said she was happy to share but for some reason you still just lied to her. She's also told me about the art you got. The things you've said. Just leave her alone and tell your friends to do the same. And maybe try and keep your promise about keeping your comissions private, just let artists send them to you, like you *promised*.

Just because you're nice to some people doesn't mean you werent awful to others. Thats actually a common abuser tactic so-

Just leave her alone and let her move on. If she could catch a break from you and the people talking to her about you, she'd be able to move on and stop talking about it. She left a website she adored and had friends on for 8 months because of you. Give her peace. I'm only saying something now because your partner is slandering her. Tell them being kind to one person doesnt mean you arent capable of hurting others. Where's the proof Keri did anything to you?

You probably didnt even read all this, and theres an even smaller chance you answer. If you did, I hope you grow and better yourself. I hope you get it together. And just leave her alone so she can get past this.

Hello, anon. No, I am not happy with the pain and suffering which I caused. However, I am not responsible for her feelings.

I am aware that I did wrong things. I apologized for them, never did them again, and I intend to move on from this horrific fallout.

Attack her character? Anon, she is the one who decided to publicly demonize me in front of her thousands of followers.

She is not venting. She is absolutely making threats against me. I can understand feeling rage, but death threats are never acceptable.

Anon, it’s bpd. Not bipolar. I didn’t use it as an excuse and I even mentioned that to her. It is an explanation and I realized my mistakes and I am constantly trying to better myself. I apologized and I want to move on.

Anon, you cannot rip a fictional character away from someone when they were never ours to begin with. I apologize for lying to her, but I did want to preserve her feelings because I know how attached she is to this character.

Anon, I don’t owe her anything. I tag my commissions properly and I even ask artists to do the same, but I owe her nothing. Likewise, she doesn’t owe me anything, either.

Where’s the proof that I intentionally abused her? Where’s me convincing her that Starscream wouldn’t love her?

If she really wanted to move on, she wouldn’t make death threats directed towards me.

As for my partner, she is responding to her claims, especially when she called for my death.

Anon, did you ever stop to think that I am suffering as well? I cannot eat. I cannot physically eat as much as I am suppose to because ever since she made her “vent” post, I have been unable to eat like a normal, functioning human being. That is not her fault. But I cannot help that I react this way. It is something that I must heal from on my own, much like herself.

I agree. I want to move on, but she has to be willing to as well. I hope that she seeks help and feels better.

[septic-9mil]

Sorry i kind od blew up without asking, im just really stressed out and that isnt an excuse of course but im sorry for yelling like that. Im feeling befter now that i opened up im just having a bad week n ive been getting all pissy this week and you arent the reason im upset at all but i still feel like i owe you an apology for that

It's okay Val, I understand this week has been rough for you and I'm sorry you've been feelimg bad.