#ARE WE TALKIGN ABOUT THE SAME THING?

[soapyakships]

So uhhuh mizu5 trailer how are we feeling chat (I'm ripping my walls)

hrmm going insane maybe

[fanficfish]

some random hetalia thoughts about the countries

mostly headcanons and character studies i guess. probably canon but who knows i'm too sleepy to go check. i'm gonna ramble and maybe it'll maek sense i don't know. Someoen tag me if they get anything idea worthy out of this.

link the inspired post: https://www.reddit.com/r/hetalia/comments/1eqt7ek/after_all_these_years_im_gonna_say_it_i_did_not/

I've seen a little talk about how England leaving America on his own for so long messed him up a little (thank you reddit user who go that talk going). So i wanted to think about some of Englands' other colonies and stuff i guess?

so like we have America. I still stand he's probably like, Jamestown or something and over time he became the main US rep, like how the UK has the four brothers (five? Six with Sealand) but England represents them at meetings. Or Japan reps all of Japan instead of like a couple dozen prefectures showing up. That kind of thing. And like that guy's a little messed up. In earlier parts ofhis story, he's shown to just be really explorative, stil strong tho, but mostly jsut a nice sweet kid who happens to have three teenagers fighting over him. Seriously couldn't they share? Oh wait it's hetalia no they can't XD

anyways, it's only wlater once America is firmly under British rule that he starts growing the yelling and loudness. I think that's like the sign hhat he wants a little attention f rom England- like, he's shown to just be a guy when it's Canada when they're kids but england gets the "SHOVE FOOD IN MY PIEHOLE" treatment. And I think that's just because England keeps leaving and coming back but sometimes he just ignores the kids and does his own thing for a long time. Canada ends up letting America take the lead for them. And then later on once all is said and done America revels in his big parties and whatnot because the attention is on him, and it won't heal the hrut of England just leaving all the time but it sorta helps. (Canada doesn't count they're basically joined at the hip it's not the same).

and if you compare it to like the Italies for example. Austria was still there to watch over Italy North even though he really went for the uh. Less optimal route. But he was till there, in his own way. Prussia definitely wasn't going to leave HRE and later Germany alone unless he absolutely had to. Spain didn't jsut go gallivanting around when Romano was there (no comment onhis other former colonies). Ofc you could make an argument for Iceland, but by the time Norway took over he'd been alone mostly for 300 years, and even if Norway and Denmark didn't exactly visit all the time because i headcanon Iceland stayed happily on his island 90% of the time like Aland and Faroe Islands to avoid the drama called "four nordics pretending they could get along under one roof when they definitely are not good rooommate compatable", I doubt he was entirely without parental guidance. Norway could always sense him (so themoment anything bighappened Norway would be marching right over), and Iceland mentions sending letters out. I'm jsut gonna guess he sent the letters via Mr. Puffin, and I'd guess Mr. Puffin could always deliver some words if needed from overseas. Iceland also apparantly has fairies at his house so there's that too. Not thet he'd admit it.

But if you notice, it's def circumstance that gives some character which is cool when we're talkign about stereotype-based characters. Ameriica becomes loud and "ignores" the room when he's given the stage, because if he outrages everyone then he'll get attention. Italy N.. had everythig taken care of for him and has few worries, and a pretty good work ethic since Austria isn't a slacker. Roomano is a spoiled brat. Iceland....honestly boy just needs to accept the others rubbed off on him and he's just as kooky as the rest of them. I know you're a teen and all but kid c'mon you love them mystical animals and you keep bringing up your weird museums XD (I swear this child got Norway's anti-socialness, Sweden's inability to admit things (in his case, he actually likes hanging out with the others), Finland's oddness, and Denmark's everythign else because we all know Norway probably saw Iceland at last and had a crisis over it, man knows when Iceland appears but can't get around to taking the ruling for how many years????

And then there's New Zeeland, who had to raise Austrailia when NZ was also pretty young. NZ doesn't even have the hope of hep fro manyone- America and Canada i'm pretty sure still had visitors from like France and I think the Netherlands would have popped by a few times, because they did do a bit of um. Trading. with the colonies and stuff. Austrialia used to be on the other hand where they sent English prisoners. New Zealand is not ready for that kind of craziness, and so of course we're gonna get a free range crazy Austrailia and a done with it New Zealand who got no help and probabl ygot even less parental support then America. BTW it's crazy that technically GB still techncialy rules over so many big places like Canada and Austrailia even though they also technicall ydon't like that's just so wild.

so what have we learend from this? England sucks as a dad, and Iceland's teen rebel phase is in full swing. WHat was the poitn of this? I don't know but you read it and i wrote it so.....

ima sleep i forgot the poitn already lol

[iwakuraz]

hello can i ask you about your ocs? your art of them is so cool, i’d love to know more about them

:0 YES!!!! THANK U SM thats so nice of you!!! going on a rant under the cut hehe. hope u do not mind that super bad at explaining so its all just me saying random stuff ajshdj. sorry about that

SO STARTING WITH THESE TWO

the one with buns is called rue and shes an oc I've had since like 2020 ,, shes kinda rude and mean but shes also pretty gay w/ the other character next to her. I think I'm gonna call the other girl paige? but I haven't reallyyyy decided on a name yet! one thing about me is that I'm pretty bad at naming characters. I named her after this one old art website I used as a kid though, the website was called 'paigeeworld'. dunno how many people remember paigeeworld but I do. and paige is def the kinda person to go on art websites like paigeeworld and deviantart. so thats why I'm thinking of using that name. also I named rue after the flower rue

I have a story for them vaguely planned out in my head but I need to flesh it out more. I have the ending planned out but uh. the other parts of the story? yeah. I only have those vaguely decided. they're pretty fucked up tho and .yeah . they make eachother worse probably.

rues birthday is 18th august, paiges birthday is 6th of june. these dates do mean something! paiges birthday is the same day that paigeeworld originally announced their closure (I think?) but rues birthday is something a bit more personal 2 me. their story isn't really connected with any of my other ocs, they're sorta just chilling. I started making a fun silly comic thing with them a bit ago but have barely gotten anything done with that cause school. :[

in my head, paige sorta reminds me of the stummy book song 'we all fall down'. thats why I gave her a cup. bc haha get it...... we're all just drinking out of cups waiting for the day when we can't get enough,,, I think her character item is gonna be a cup. always has a cup of like milkshake or something. yum I love milkshake. a song that I associate with rue is 'please tell me mr wonder' by siinamota. and rues character items is her plush of a bear and a bunny! her plushies are alive btw and talk to her sometimes. but I should probably draw her with her plushies more because right now I only have a slightly old animation of her with them. blehhh

there is another oc who is relevant to these two, her name is rini. but I haven't done a proper drawing of her in a while,, I have a drawing of her from 2022 and I am not showing that. rini is in the same class as paige and rue tho. shes the class representative

next here is dot. shes the mascot of my neocities site but I like her quite a lot :] shes a pretty big nerd I think. nerd bunny. her main source of literature consumption is reading old instruction manuals on how to use windows 98.

OKAY NOW TALKIGN ABOUT VIN MY FRIEND VIN!!!! definitely the oc I've posted about the most. full name is vincent but you can call him vin for short, or vinny for medium. I named him after the car seat headrest song vincent. his favourite food is salt packets (the type you get in restaurants) and his favourite beverage is vinegar. VINegar. I like him a Lot and hes basicallyyy my fursona :3 hes a lonely sad teenage cat and I love him so much!!! he doesn't talk a lot, but I think he communicates through likee his tamagotchi or something. again this is another character I have a story planned out for vaguely but I should flesh him out a lot more. I think right now I'm more just using him to represent myself. just know he is very very special to me -w-

AND. do u see the cat on the left. I think I will name them pepper. they're meant to contrast with vin, I think they're rlly energetic and fun and yeah!!!! :3c <- basically they are that emoticon! been trying to think of a name for pepper forever. I'm thinking maybe the name pepper will work. like yeah sure. I don't think they'd enjoy spicy food so they wouldn't like peppers. thats why I think pepper is the perfect name for them. peppers favourite food is probably dip dab? or whatever those things are called? yknow those weird lollipops you can get that come in a packet full of these weird powder thing and you're meant to dip the lolly into the powder? thats what pepper would eat

this is (tama)rini!!!! tamarini. basically the bunny version of the rini oc I mentioned earlier and then said nothing about! they collect tamagotchis and are very very very normal about tamagotchi. she looks sorta similar to dot, but thats not intentional. I just like the colour purple and I also like bunnies.

there are SOME others but these are my favourite ocs right now. holds them in my hands and shakes them.

[alex-posting]

me when. When trevor and derek

loooong intro

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hello theree! my name is micheal, but you can also call me by any name! i go by he/they :)

recommended names:

mix

trevor

alec

amariah

iheartalec (,,,)

and more!

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i'm interested in disventure camp, af2, databrawl, total drama, nrdd, heathers (kind of), flicker, barbie, object shows, etc etc.. (pls interacr if you're in those fandoms)

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things you should know:

i'm a minor. please don't be weird in dms.

m autistic and also have adhd

i am trans. you don't have to support me or anything, but please use my correct pronouns.

this blog might swear in about 65%-90% of their posts

this is only a sideblog, not my main blog

this is a roleplay account, but i will be ooc more often

this blog will mainly be about flicker/disventure camp, but i will also post other things

it's okay to ask if we can be moots! just please don't be an asshole

i will tag anything nsfw as.. nsfw. if i'm not sure that it's nsfw, i will put a question mark

i'm stupid asf

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now.. its time

for my interact, thin ice, and dni lists..

interact! (TALKIGN WITH UOU DAILYL)

part of lgbtq or not, idrc! js as long as u respect it

ALEC (DC) LOVERS 🙏🙏

DISVENTURE CAMP LOVERS PLS BRO 🙏🙏🙏🙏

irls?? idk

silly goobers

js nice people in general!

IN THE OSC!! plsllslalwl

people in ths SAME FANDOMS AS ME!!!

thin ice.. (may not talk to as much)

asshole towards my other friends.

joke abt serious topics

calls me by the wrong pronouns. (2-4 times)

asks for personal information.

people who use tonetags wrong on purpose

faking disorders.

19+..

dni. (dont talk to me.)

basic dni criteria

alex haters /j /j /j

21+. im sorry but it js makes me feel uncomfortable

uhh not alot here

might add more soon

yea!! thx for readinh

tags below!

[tommyssupercoolblog]

okay i see a lot of "altrverse spoiler" posts that aren't actually spoilers, just fanart of characters and such, so i'd like to preface this with "yes this post has actual Important Plot spoilers."

THE CAT IS A GUY????? JUST A WHOLE ASS FUCKING GUY????? I THOUGHT HE WAS A NORMAL CAT THIS BITCH IS ANOTHER GUY?????? I LOVE THAT FOR HIM. but also who is this normal ass guy. this just fucking....dude this man.

also I was NOT expecting Iris to show up so soon....seeing the symbol on the jacket and Marvin lying about knowing it i was like. "girl already????? THESE HOES HERE ALREADY??????"

sooo need the backstory for why marvin can't progress in his studies within the magic circle like bitch who. why. can i kill you???

LOVE THE WAY MARVIN'S SO CASUAL AND THEN HE HAS TO SELF-CORRECT TO USING SIR AND SHIT. GOD SAME. also shit talkign some guy's show lololol

JACKIE IS SUCH A DUMBASS BLORBO I LOVE HIM SO MUCH I care him. forreal. Also straight up running away because he thought he might get sued? based. the hot takes about rating systems, and the not wanting to look at your bank account? HITTING HOME ON GOD.

I was not fucking expecting zombies???? ZOMBIES???? zombies AND robots okay bitch we serving cunt out here i'm here for it i see it. multiple baddies. on god slay

anyway we're so excited for the next one we might explode onto people. me and @septiccoffeefreak reading these like WOAHHHH. It actually triggered him to front for a little but but I wanted to post about it so he let me come out to talk about it with the internet. after that tho he's prolly gonna be the one controlling things again and i'll be in co-con.

SLAYYYYYYYYYYY

[420technoblazeit]

22, 24, and 25 for crowley for the fandom ask game (unless you want to do someone else between supernatural or homestuck or really anything)?

22. Give us a headcanon for [character]

i dont think we've ever fuckign seen crowley drive have we. we've seen him ride in the impala and cas' cars as a passenger but not as a driver. i think he just doesnt fucking know how to drive. his ass lived in 1600s scotland and he teleports everywhere now so he never learned. cas finds this out while theyre on that season 12 roadtrip looking for lucifer bc he asks him to drive one day so he can take a break or look at the map or smth and crowley juts has to tell him that he doesnt know how. cas tells dean immediately and calls him so they can both make fun of him

24. What's your favourite thing about [character]?

i like that he never shuts the fuck up ever and is so so insufferable all of the time. tbh. still thinkign about that scene at the start of season 9 when dean opened up the impala's trunk and crowley was tied and gagged not bc anyone would hear him, bc they were in some fuckass abandoned church, but bc he wouldnt stop talkign and it was getting on dean's nerves. i like that he has the same smart ass charmer thing dean has going on but arguably does it better and that pisses dean off

25. What's your least favourite thing [character] said or did?

this probably isnt like. my LEAST favorite thing he did but im in the middle of s8 rn and i feel a little bad about how he's treating kevin. wait hold on. i just remembered he tried to steal bobby's soul like twice ok that might be it. tbh.

fandom ask game!

[chiefatticcreator]

What if the other MILFs like Ino and Temari confront Sakura about the rumors of her sleeping with Naruto and Hinata behind Sasuke back? Will she deny it or accept it?

"Sasuke's gone for a week now." Ino noted.

She and Temari had been invited for tea and a chat at Sakura's house, the married women enjoying some time away from their husband every now and then.

"He has, I wonder how long it will be until hsi return."

That was another clue that something had clearly changed. Sakura was usually very saddened by Sasuke's departure, often to the point of being on the verge of crying for a few days and Temari and Ino had to cheer her up on these kind of occasions. Today, Sakura was nowhere near as dejected as before. She even acted quite cheerful, happily serving the two blond MILFs with more tea when they asked.

So her calm, asbent-minded even, answer made Ino and Temari share a glance.

"And you've spent a lot of times at Naruto's office the past months." Temari added.

"Where are you going with this?"

Despite the rather insulting insinuation, Sakura did not really seem too bothered by her friends' words, answering them with the same calm she had shown for the past weeks.

"Let's cut to the chase, then. Have you been sleeping with Naruto? And that's why you are handling things better now?"

"Yes, i am." Then, as if she just realized what she said out loud, Sakura had a brief panicked expression. "Wait, I meant..."

"Don't worry, we won't tell anyone." Ino reassured her.

"Or at least not Sasuke." Temari chuckled. "Everyone else already knows or suspect it, it's basically the only thing the village has been talkign about for the past month. How "crying alone sakura" is really cheerful after seeing the Hokage."

"Oh.. Thanks." Sakura sighs. "Look, it's jsut that... with Sasuke gone for so long..."

"you don't really need to justify yourself. I think we all understand why you're doing that... or why Naruto is doing you."

[markets]

hi markets how is life going for u bc basically the guy who was my best friend for years well we stopped talkign last spring completely bc long story short he was Very in love with me and i could not get myself to feel the same even though i TRIED girl i genuinely tried sohard but that just ended up with him feelinbg led on and hurt and asked to never speak to me again hahalol well yeah he just texted me out of the blue bc he got a leaked frank ocean song and sent it me. because he knows i love frank ocean and knew i wouldg love it and whAT AM I SUPPOSED TO DO WITH THAT DOESNT HE REALIZE THAT NOW THIS SONG WILL BE FOREVER ATTACHED TO THE FEELING OF GUILT AND HEARTBREAK AND ILL NEVER BE NORMAL ABOUT A SONG THAT WILL PROBABLY NEVER BE RELEASED AND WILL ONLY EVER EXIST AS AN ATTACHMENT IN OUR MESSAGES????? anyway yeah. the song wasgood

ANON. anon listen to me because i literally had this exaxt same situation with my (now ex) best friend SINCE MIDDLE SCHOOL almost two years ago. i also tried and i also accidentally led on and hurt them and they didnt ask me to never speak to them again and actually jsut ignored me all summer instead and likely got all our shared friends (aka most of my friends lol) to do the same so i just didnt bother trying to reconnect once school started again. im also currently on the other end of this kind of as the best friend who took that old best friends place (though we probably wouldve ended up becoming best friends even without that whole mess i hope) broke up with me after a few very good months of dating and a few very bad ones and i asked him not to speak to me for a while but then decided to reconnect with (which judging by the fact that im active on tumblr could be going better).

so yeah now that ive given you my credentials heres what you do you thank him if you havent already and tell him you hope hes doing well and then you put your phone down and go on a walk far far away from it and think about the whole thing. that isnt the best advice because there realyl is no good advice for this situation its one of those things that tears you apart and then points at you and says haha oh YOURE torn apart you say wow what a selfish asshole haha!! but honestly its so clear to me just from this one ask that you care about him so much and im sure he can see that too. if hes texting you he can at least see it a little, and if you would like to do so im sure your friendship is salvagable. the person who put me as the heartbreak emoji in their "people i had feelings for this year" tik tok last december invited me to their house last month and we laughed and joked even though last time i had been there i had been pretending to feel something i could only wish i truly felt. and i dont think theirs an effort more admirable and beautiful than trying to save something like that, than looking the world straight in the eyes and saying "you want me to leave this for dead but i wont because i CARE and that means something." i mean if he wants too of course. which if he sent the text he might thats kind of how i wnet about it when i tried to reconnect too. maybe take this with a grain of salt because im in a highly emotional time in my life but all im going to say is im sorry anon. i know how awful it is to lose a best friend. and im hoping everything goes well for both of you

[poltergeist-coffee]

Alright, a0 is the federation base(that's the word?) But yeah, the feathers probaly have something to do with the avians because is much of a coincidence that Jaiden and Baghera got wings very recently and Cellbit got a puzzle about feathers at the same time But yeah, to this day we still haven't get lore of that thing on Felps' arm Perhaps some sort of sleeper agent? Like, but like, unconciosly?(I don't know how to write that and I too lazy to look) or maybe it's from an experiment? Back then people were considering the chance of him turning into a cucurucho Also, I think Cellbit might not be Bagi's brother, but is funny on how people just look at them say: "yeah, sibling" But would be funny if it was the most random person in this island and everyone is like "HOW??"

And Cellbit stopped solving the enigma and now is ranking cartoons He spend way too long on that thing LOL About the gods hc, do you have any hc about them?

-Plate anon, who one day will ascend to the land of emojis

Philza also has wings!! no model but he was telling his chat yesterday that they’re behind his backpack/tucked away and the federation clipped them. he had to wear a backpack otherwise he’ll lose balance because he’s so use to the extra weight of his full wings :((

i’ve seen almost everyone be a candidate to being bagi’s brother MKAMHIVINAKMA i think it makes the most sense for it to be cellbit BUT if it was someone else entirely random like Foolish i’d still love it. id laugh very hard at it

OOOH GOD HEADCANONS YOU SAY?? >:3c

Tommyinnit is a deity that phil, wilbur and tubbo all know about (tommy has been in tubbos stream before being shown around tubbos new qsmp base + another time he was on call with philza and wilbur when they were playing qsmp)

To me he’s a silly little chaos and life deity. he’s busy a lot of the time but he does make sure to look out for his family and see what they’re up too at times :))

I really like the idea that all the gods/goddesses know each other lamknfkns

like imagine Mumza (Philza’s wife), Forever’s partner and Missa’s partner all talkign to each other about their silly partners in the server

like Kari apologizing for Forever behavior with Philza but Mumza just laughs because she thinks it’s funny and cry ally encourages it

Missa’s partner has to watch him try and water bucket clutch and utterly fail at least three times a day

OOOOH MINE!! HOW COUDL I FORGET HER!! i think she’s a goddess of creativity? i don’t remember what specifically but i know she crochets a lot

she and slime’s gf crochet together while taking about their partners who are both brothers!! they didn’t know before but now they do so they try and get along together :DD

slime’s gf actually makes her own yarn and gardens a lot so i think she’s make very special yarn and stuff for Mine :))

oh i really like Lore blessing Richas to be her cupid which is why all the ships he like usually work (biggest example being q!guapoduo kekw)

[jaehyunsuh]

How would the members (ot 23) act around you if you were their crush (let's say that you are a part of the new nct girl group)? Like would they confess, ask you on a date,...?? I hope it makes sense 😂 and hope you are safe and healthy ❤️

hi babe💕 I’m sorry for answering this late, I really like this !!

taeil: he wouldn’t know how to exactly approach you properly at first because he doesn’t want to make it obvious, later he would try to be nice, give compliments about your work and later after that he would exchange numbers and just reach that at the first moment because he doesn’t want to look creepy.

johnny: he would definitely build a while conversation in 3 seconds and would manage to make you talk about tons of things, he wouldn’t hide that he is interested and if he sees that you are into him too, he wouldn’t doubt on asking you out and for your number as well.

taeyong: he would start a nice and smooth conversation making you feel comfortable, he is a little bit shy but he would do it by giving you advices on being an idol and would compliment you as well. When he feels close enough he would probably as for your number trying not to seem suspicious.

yuta: he would be really direct, he would come all confident and build a conversation instantly, talking about everything. I feel like he is reserved but also direct so I feel like he would leave indirects that he is interested in you and be like “leave it or take it” kinda things and aak you out.

kun: he would always greet you when you are around, ask how your are doing and about projects you’ve been doing lately, he would always be really gentle and after a couple odd times talking to you he would ask for your number and ask you out in a cute way.

doyoung: he seems really polite so he would always build a nice conversation talkign about what you two have been through lately. Honestly, it wouldn’t take him much time to build confidence and would just ask you to hag out and maybe even let you know that he is interested.

ten: he is so nice, I just know that whenever you two met it feels like you are best friends, that’s why he would quicky ask you out and mane sure you understand his feelings aren’t about friendship but something more.

jaehyun: he is also so nice and polite, he would always ask how are you doing and compliment your work. At first he would try to hide his emotions really well but after some time he figures out he actually really likes you so he would also ask for your number, flirt a little, let you know that he is interested and later ask you out.

winwin: he would always be so smiley and cute, he would be shy at first, but would make sure to try to make conversation or include himself while you are talking to another member. He would ask for your number and after he feels a little bit more comfortable he would ask you out.

jungwoo: this baby would be talkative since your first encounter and he probably got your number on that same day lol. He would always flirt here and there to see if you can see the hints tha he likes you. He would quickly as you out.

lucas: he would always be so nice while being around you, building long conversations and talking about many things. He would never stop flirting and he would say something like “i’m actually interested in you.” and would ask yu out.

mark: i’m so soft whenever I think of mark in this type of situations 😔 he would alwas compliment you, talk about any new thing you have released and would always be smiling and being cute. You two would become really good friends so you would exchange numbers but since he wants you to know that he is actually interested in something more he would ask you out and be a little more flirty in that situation.

xiaojun: he would always be so nice to you and talk about things he knows you like, you would have a nice bond he woud be okay with asking for your number and later ask you out but he would be kinda shy, he is so cute!!

hendery: he would always approach you and talk to you comfortably, he would already trust you a lot so he would tell you that he is interested and he wants to get to know you better.

renjun: he would be a little awkward at first because he doesn’t wants to look creepy, and little by little he would be more open when talking to you and have longer conversations, that’s when he would feel good enough to at least ask for your number and talk more.

jeno: he would always try to approach you whenever you are, he would tell you that you did well and always give you advices and stuff like that. He would feel comfortable with you quickly and that’s when he would show a little bit more of interest, he would ask you to hang out and would text a lot.

haechan: my boy, he would always come to you as you were his bestie, he would always compliment your work and would know about all the things you’ve been doing, you would talk about a lot of things and he would feel comfortable quickly. Here and there he would flirt leaving you in doubt, but later he would tell you that he is interested and you should go out.

jaemin: he would slowly build his way to you. He would always be so nice and compliment you, later he would see the things you have in common and would talk even more to you, that’s when he would ask for your number and later to ask you out and be a little flirty because he is feeling himself more.

yangyang: he would always try to make you laugh and smile, making jokes here and there. He would be confident since day one so he would quickly ask for your number and always talk to you, he would always be flirty so he wouldn’t take long to ask you out.

shotaro: he would always try to come closers to you and compliment your work, he perceives you as a nice person so he would be comfortable enough to have your number, after some time we would ask you out.

sungchan: he would be a little bit shy at first but later would see how you are always so nice to him, he would try to be around when another members are talking to you. After a few interactions he would ask for your number.

chenle: he would be so talkative, he would ask for the story of your life the first day he saw you. He would feel really comfortable around you so he would quickly have your number, after some time he would become more flirty and then be kinda like yuta “leave it or take it” and let you know that he is interested and wants to know you better.

jisung: he would be shy at the beginning but he would always be around when youa re talking to other member and that would make him feel more comfortable. After some time building nice conversations little by little he would ask for your number and be so excited and nervous about it, just picture that !!🥺

[reallygottaremebermypasswords]

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teh viobes i caught yesterday

Te Quiero

You are nothing like my ex ariana grande

adn today i woke up feeling pretty postiev. I diodnt go to my doctors appointmetn today and thats alright.

One the bus I had seen 222 and i had laughed beacuse last night i ahd stayed by one of the ladys at the curch beacsue she was getting pissed on so i decide to stay by her during the night so that she had someone there

i was on athe bus and a memeory came tomind. I alwasy forget to stop bretahing when i zone out to hard......ever since i was a kid...i would think so hard...Id forget to bretahe

as I laid there, in the cell. I ha dlistened to him and i felt this enmrgy of a heqart to theart talk like i use to have. the converstaions that i miss, why im nevre really online cause i always feel things with my heart. He had told me that he had shot his current girl with a gun to the stomach and thats why he was getting caught with attemted murder. I was a tad bit furouis,but as i said i was trying to keep an open mind. I had never met another black trans men in person before this, not that it matter, but from two different worlds. We had started talking about our transtions, how he had been on T shots for 2 years and I for three. he had stayed on it consistyently. meanwhile i had told him i kept switching persections. In the co t as we laid in the dark I had been talkign about what led me here, college drop put Lost my job to covid. and honestly was jsut tryignto worjk things out with my girl becasue i snapped at her cause iw as stressed. HE had told me to say you have got to stop believeing ion love. "These women arent anything but hoes" i laid there, knowing that at one poin t you had have to have been in the sma eshoes. what had happen to make you change so much? He had beagn to tellme the story of how he shot his girl in the stomach. How she was there not hustlign hard enough. "She just be layingaround my house all day not doing anything but tending to her IG. Worried about her followeers. And ewhen i ask her to do something, she younger then me you know, so it like she dont have that drive." We were botht he same age, his girl only being 21....21 shot...walkign the streets and sleepignfor money. The thought. HE had shot her becasue he had warned her before that he would do it and he didnt want to be tested and now people were goingto think he was weak. "DId what i had to do"

i laid there staring up at the botom half of the cot complextely perplexed at how to apporach this. I didnt hate him i couldnt, i would loosemy mind. The other half of me knew that to some degree ic ould judge his postion. As the night fell, he had drifetd off to bed. W ehad been uup talking till around midinght. The converstaion still lingering in my head. As i laid there i ahad seen a fish flash in front of my eyes.

I had had woken up the nexty day with my peiord....I had swallowed so many pain pills that i hadnt even felt the cramps coming on

[histrionic-dragon]

The Real Fake Car Job and The Broken Wing Job

Note: May have lots of typos because my computer is suuuuuper laggy today for some reason and fixing them is extra-frustrating.

Real Fake Car Job

I like all the little bits in here about what they’d all do if they weren’t thieves/if they retired/if they would or could ever retire. Eliot just kind of assumes he’ll take over the brewpub (aww) and he makes sure that Parker and Hardison are on the same page, because he correctly guesses neither of them has thought of that (awww).

“We’re the Mackelroys,” they say, eerily synchronized. I love this. It’s part of the dynamic between Eliot and Sophie: they both get a kick out of kinda unsettling people. They’re both clearly having fun.

Also: “Acting strange? In Portland?” Heh.

Eliot’s fancy sports car appears again! Love it. --And then the world’s most ominous Home Depot run! “Are we being suspicious enough?” *Eliot hands her an axe* “Never mind.”  They are totally enjoying this.  “For future reference, you can chew right through that kind of rope.” Sophie mimes chewing.  And then--! “Any other handy tips from when  you used to *hwk*?” *throat cutting motion*  jfdkl;ajs Sophie! Don’t joke about that!  ...But also, I feel like she’s the one who he’d be least bothered by their bringing it up, for some reason. (The grammar in that last sentence is terrible, butyou know what I mean and I can’t easily come up with a more elegant way of phrasing it.)

And then she has the gall to say “Eliot, you’re what’s scaring me.”  I agree with Eliot, though, I think he could do normal better than Sophie. Sophie can play a million different kinds of normal, but they’re all roles, and she wants to have multiple roles, and ... I think Eliot could commit to a fairly normal life, albeit with some unusual hypervigilance and very distinctive skills that come out at odd times, better than Sophie could.

Crap! Cops! And they’re in the bright orange sports car that would be highly noticeable at the best of times!

Wait, she’s not really a Marshall? Or she’s planning to sell them out??  --What does Nate want with orange soda!?  --Now the real mob is here!??!?!?

*Nate dumps out the soda* “Wha-- That’s the good stuff imported from Mexico!”  Great Hardison line--which he then immediately improves by listing all the reasons Nate’s idea is crazy, then they get shot at and he’s like “yeah okay let’s go.” And they ride off into the sunset in the old car! Whoo!

The Broken Wing Job

The cuts to whatever’s happening in Japan are just great. I think this is another one for the favorite episode list.

It opens with banter! And then Parker’s hurt and going stir-crazy.... “Best meal I ever had was in a French prison”--oh DAMN, better not say that on coms or Eliot’s gonna be pissed it wasn’t his food. His food made you feel things!

I like Parker on pain meds talkign to the bear.

She’s gonna solve/prevent a crime while injured! Territorial Parker! No other thieves in her restaurant, no sir.

Now she’s on the phone with Eliot. What’s he do--  Oh. Samurai duel. ‘K.

VENTS? When you’re hurt like this? Parker.... (I admire her dedication. Really. but also...Parker...)

“You brought a gun? to my bar?” Ohhh yes territorial Parker.

I really like Amy.

Aww, Chicken Parm guy.  :( I hope she helps him somehow too.

“One of us. People who have to help.” YES! So happy and proud that Parker thinks of herself (and the rest of them) that way now.

C’mon, Parker! Mastermind her through it.

Oh no! They’re early! Ohhh crap, they were timing off her? --Oh no, she was the target all along! No!

--Pain pills in the coffee, I get it, nice.

Parker trying to do the comforting thing, even though she’s not quite sure she’s doing it right (look at her face)--very nice.

“Next time maybe mention the family business is multinational.”

And Romeo and Juliet’s dates are cops! Aha!  --She got shot! Nooo---but Chicken Parm Guy will help! Good for him.

This is a very exciting episode.

“You’re in over your head”--no, she’s over your heads. On a rig. Lurking. I betcha.

Aww, they’re giving him every dish to try. <3   And it ends on family movie night!

[hellomynudebrain]

Paths (Jumin X reader) Part#18

The party is near, and between your work and the party, you were more busier than ever. Most of the people could think you were stress or maybe overwhelmed with all the work, but in fact you weren't.  Since that day on Jumin's villa, you felt way lighter than before and Jumin and you become much more closer than before. You spent your free days together, eating in some high class restaurant, playing with Elizabeth, trying bottles of wine while talkign about your lifes. You were more honest, which means the constant fights lessen and he laughed more often  when you met him. You were clumsy sometimes like when you were with Jihyun but Jumin didn't matter, he was having fun spending time with you. 

But after some good days with Jumin, suddenly he became distant and started to arrive late. You didn't want to get worried but you did. Maybe he found someone he really likes and that's why he turned like that.  One night, he offered to bring you to a nice restaurant with excelent Italian food, but in the middle of the dinner he got up from his chair and left the room. 

"Excuse me, I need to attend this phone call"

"Yes, work is work...so you can go...hahaha..."

You were curious about the call, so you followed him and see his reactions. The restaurant had the perfect wall for you to hide. So you put yourself behind it and picked on one side. You could see him smiling and he looked so relaxed while he was making the phone call. Maybe he did found someone. That bothered you, but you weren't his "real" girlfriend, which means you haven't the right to be jelous. Resignated, you went back to your table. 

A few minutes later he came back to the table, too. But his smile was so abroad that it was hard to hide it. Sudden, you weren't hungry and the conversation wasn't interesting anymore. You only looked down the food and answer his questions without care. Jumin was so happy that this time he didn't notice the change of your mood. The rest of the night passed. 

The next day you were thinking in Jumin's call. Maybe he did find someone to be with and he didn't end your relationship since you have a contract, and the contract establised that you have to be together until the party. Your chest hurted a little with the thought of you and Jumin spliting off  after that day. You were confused about your feelings. 

The gaze that you had was lost on a wall of your office until that trance was broke off by you phone.It was Jumin. His timing was perfect almost as if you were calling him with your mind. You picked your phone, hesitated a bit, however you anwered.

"....Good afternoon....What can I do for you, Jumin?"

"Oh! It's good that you answered me like that. Tonight, I'll pick you up, driver Kim is going to arrive to you work and deliver a package with  the appropiate attire for this evening date. Please wear it, I didn't buy it. It was Seven and MC's purchase, so  if the outfit is not from your liking, it's not my fault....Anyhow...be ready at 8 pm, that's all." 

He hang up. 

You were surprise with the speed he talked. It sounded like he was in a hurry....Maybe he was about to dump you and that was the reason Seven and MC bought the outfit, maybe he used them to do the dirty job and it was a break up outfit...

Diver Kim arrived to your office and delivered the  package in your hands. He smiled at you like hidding somehing. Now, you were sure. Jumin was a bout to dump you and all were part of the plan, even driver Kim. After, you hesitated to wear whatever the package had, at the end you put yourself together and open the package.  

The dress was a simple but lovely red dress, light and with fluid movements when you weared it, dance heels and water proff make up.All was perfect to dance. How the hell Seven and MC new about your love for  dancing? Maybe Jumin will invite you to dance and dump you on the dance floor? Your mind was playing tricks on you and the worst, each scene was worst than the next one. You looked beautiful, you said when you were standing in front of the mirror on the restrooms of your work, but your sweaty hands and your dry mouth were telling to not go. But was too late, Jumin was outside of your wok place waiting for you. You took the elevator, you wanted to keep inside there all the eternity but unfourtunately, you arrived to the first floor and Jumin's limo is right in front of the entrance. You don't have where to run away. 

The door of the limo opened and inside  Jumin was wearing a light T-shirt in black  with brown colored jeans and a jacket. That surprise you, since you met him, you never saw him like that. He was about to dump you, it was for sure. He wouldn't dress like that for anyone at least was a woman who made him to do it. Again, you hesitated. The coward attitudes weren't your thing, you speak and act with no fear, but entering in that limo was the most terrifying thing in your life. But you put yourself together again, and with your fearful guts, you steped inside and jump to your broke up scene. You were nervous thinking in the worst scenes. Jumin wasn't good either. The clothes made them uncomfortable, and someway hard to think in something to talk. At this time, you have lost the count how many time you have this kind of mood in the limo with Jumin. The limo stoped and your fear and more scenes came to your mind, maybe Jumin would introduce to his real girlfriend and they will kiss infront of you...and how will you feel? How are you going to feel? The answer shaked you inside, you would feel broken again. 

Again lost in your thoughts, Jumin called you and brought you back to reality. You looked him in the eyes, your ideas and feelings were clear but at the same confusing. He smiled to you, took your hand and even with all the scenes in your head, you became brave again. 

The building was an old house with european style and flowers all over it. On the backround, you could hear music, but not any kind music. It was salsa music, cumbia and merengue, the musica you like to dance.

Once you and Jumin entered, a bunch of people scream...

"Surprise!"

"What?! Why?" 

You felt lost in words, that wasn't nothing like the scenes on your head. Your surprise got bigger when a women with long brown hair, white skin and hazelnut eyes came to you accompanied with a redhead with a funny pattern on his glasses and yellow eyes. 

"Hello! Agent 707 is here with Agents MC! Did we surprise you, fair lady?" The red head man talked.

You only nooded with your wide open mouth but no sound came from it.

"*giggles* That's great! Sorry, I'm MC and this crazy man is my husband" "....Oh, thank you! But today it's not my birthday..." You answered with a really confused voice.

"hahaha....Of course not silly! This is your welcome party to the RFA!" MC aswered you back.

All disoriented, Jumin took you from you arm and seat you in a table. "I want to apologize with you..."

"Why?" 

"Because I was a little distant with you the last few days, but it was to keep myself quite about the welcome party"

"Is this because of me?"

"Yes, MC and Saeyong wanted to give you a surprise as a welcome and as a gratitude for helping with the party" 

"Wow! Really?! This...is really a big surprise....hahaha....now I feel like a dumb for all my crazy ideas"

"What crazy ideas?" Jumin asked with curiosity. 

You bite your tongue.

"...no...forget it"  

All the RFA came to you and gave you a welcome gift. Zen and Eve gave you a kit for skincare, Yoosung and Alice, a direction of a refuge for cats and a collar for your next cat, Jaehee and Saeran a pair of coffee cups for couples and finally MC and Saeyong a RFA ID, however when those last two go away. Saeyong came back to you and whispered something on your ear. 

"Here, use them wisely~" And ran away wiking his eye. He put a little box on your hand, it was wrapped in a pretty red paper. You got courious, but suddenly Ali took your hand and brought you to the food table. You put the little box and put it on Jumin's jacket.

You eat and drink, the party could be small but all the people were really enjoyed it. 

There was even a dance floor. Ali was teaching how to dance latin rhythms, Eve and Zen were kiling it on the dance floor dancing as profesionals, Jaehee  was talking and drinking with MC since she has a broken leg, thought Saeran was only drinking juice as Saeyong was making fun of him.

However, Jumin and you were seeing all having fun, you wanted to dance but you were a coward and didn't want to ask Jumin. And Jumin was embarrased because he only knew how to dance waltz and tango, and none of the songs they were dancing was one. 

Zen noticed you wanted to get to dance and since Jumin hadn't the guts to take you at the dance floor. He went to your place and grabed your hand. Zen and you were on the dance floor dancing, at first, you felt weird because Zen was dancing with Eve and they were hell good, but at that moment you were dancing as you used to do before and enjoyed it. Both of you were dancing in perfect synchrony, Eve was happy to see both of you dancing, however, there was a man who started to drink with a sour face, a bottle of wine when you started to dance with Zen. Jumin.

Jumin felt rage against Zen, because he was dancing so near to you, touching you...All that made him mad, and each glass of wine he drank made him madder. 

You were having the time of the year, dancing until your feet hurted, so happy that made you thirsty which made you drink more. 

Finally, Jumin tired of seeing you dance with Zen, stood up from his seat and walked through the dance floor, tapped on Zen's shoulder and talked.

"Zen, I think it's enough dance with MY girlfriend. Love, I don't know how to dance this rhythms, could you teach me?"

You looked Zen, and Zen as a gentleman, set aside and let Jumin dance with you. 

Jumin was stiff but as a patient teacher, you helped him to move and started to dance. His movements were clumpsy but that only made both of you laugh as sillies. 

The song changed and a salsa with a smother sound came, you felt awkard but Jumin took you from you waist and got closer to you. The tension was evident. You looked at him he looked at you, your noses were near as you felt his breath on you, his touch and the smooth music on the background. You automatically close you eyes and he got near your mouth. 

His lips and your lips touched  in a kiss, suddenly he turned his kiss deeper and his tongue started to play with yours. You wanted more and more, but you were interrupted.

"*whistling* Get a room and use my present!!" The redhead with glasses screamed at you.

You remembered, both of you were in a party and you kissed in front of them. You stoped and felt embarrased, but even so, you want more, what made you more embarrased and redder. 

Jumin looked at you and couldn't stand how cute you were at that moment. Maybe was the alcohol or the dance, but he lean to you, kiss your cheek and whispered something on your ear. 

"Let's go back home and continue this~"

You were mesmerized for the kiss and agreed with him. Both say goodbye to everyone and ran to the limo.

[buppypaws]

k time to go to tumblr again bc i have no friends. carter mentioned hanging out with their friends on halloween so of course i have to fucking sulk bc i know i wont do anything for halloween uwu. the craziest part is that the feeling im feeling rn? i know ive posted about it before on this tag. maybe this is just something im gonna have to deal with forever uwuwuwuwuwu. why cant i just like . make friends. i thought when i got into hana’s friend group, they’d start inviting me to do shit, but lmao not really. i guess zach and danni dont like me that much. and the only one who i actually feel like LIKED me in that group moved. and then paloma is cool too but also like i lowkey had anxiety talking to them that one time and we’ll see if we ever hang out again. nobody ever invites me to shit. im probably just genuinely unlikable. like, thats gotta just be the biggest reason. im like actually losing my social skills and language abilities bc im just not talking to people irl anymore. talking to me irl is literally just like *forgets every word i wanna say*. ACTUALLY YOU KNOW WHAT FUCKING SUCKS? THE REASON NOBODY PROBABLY WANTS TO FUCKING HANG OUT WITH ME IS PROBABLY BC IM AGENDER AND I DONT LIKE, FIT INTO THEIR TYPICAL FRIEND GROUPS. bc if i just have ONE gay friend irl, thats not good :) we’re either gonna meet and only kinda hit it off and have anxiety, or we’re gonna be like “oh ,my god i love you so much kiss me rn <3 <3 <3″ and then they’re in love with me for a couple months bc im Funny and Cute and i give them All My Attention but its not even fucking fun bc its only one sided. why cant i just have like. a group of friends. that i get drunk with. and party with. how come all my friends either move away or i end up dating them and it fucking destroys the relationship. god i really hate that about myself. its so fucking ugly . i literally shave my head in an attempt to make a no homo friendship and it still ends up romantic and shes also like, so far that im afraid of how many ,miles im putting on my car. and now im talkign to carter again hoping to make some kind of friendship again. BUT HERES THE FUCKING KICKER. HERES THE PART WHERE MY EYES WELL UP. ITS GONNA END UP BAD. BC IM GONNA GET EXCITED FOR THE REIGNITED 1V1 ATTENTION IM GETTING. IM GONNA GET A stupid uwu widdle crushy crush AGAIN. IM GONNA RUIN MY RELATIONSHIP WITH SOAP OVER IT PROBABLY. AND THEN THE THING WITH CARTER ISNT EVEN GONNA GO WELL BC THEY CANT EVEN BRING ME AROUND THEIR FRIENDS. BC IM FUCKING WEIRD. AND POSSESSIVE. AND EVEN IF THEY INVITED ME AND I WENT, ID GET TO FUCKING ANXIOUS TO MAKE CONNECTIONS. BC ITD BE BRENDA, WHO PROBABLY THINKS POORLY OF ME, SOME OTHER GIRL, AND APOLLO, CARTERS FUCKING UWU SOULMATE <3 <3 <3. i love life. im so glad that im alive. and living . and not 6 ft in the fucking ground. no wonder nobody wants to fucking invite me to their parties. im weird, and not in a fun way. im uncomfortable. i wanna smash my head in. where’s my robot girlfriend. im desperate. how the fuck does apollo do it. last time i talked to him abt something like this, he was in the exact same boat as me. where everyone is like “omg you’re so cool 🥺can i suck your cock” *has no friends*. this is hell. 

[byjove-cannibalcove]

Hannibal AU for @pragnificent​

will is called in to find the person responsible for the murder of roughly 15 people over the course of a single weekend up in new jersey The killings were really brutal, and disproportionately targeted a home where a party had been taking place, as well as a single police officer who had arrived to check in on them preliminary assumption is that it was a large group of people, possibly an occult ritual slaying of some kind, especially because it happened on friday the thirteenth and the teenagers had been having a scary movie watching party for some reason so anyways they get up there and are looking at the carnage and trying to figure out how the hell most of these murders were even pulled off, since it includes things like 'cut a head from someones shoulders' and 'a 6'4" football player was thrown onto a spike' and shit like that naturally they look into it and find out that there has been large scale killings in this general area every ten years or so for 30 years or so that the first one was the only one where the killer was caught (a little old woman, motivations unknown) and that while there is usually at least 1 survivor of each attack the survivor is in all cases driven too insane by the events to accurately describe anything that had happened (though for what its worth they, for the most part, do not tell cohesive stories, so you cant listen to them anyways) so anyways will is out here trying to get a vibe, get a feel for the person that did this, trying to understand why he targeted these people hes fifuring out shit like 'yeah this cop was a serial abuser' and 'a lot of these teenagers show evidence of having been having a lot of sex and underage drinking and drug use beforehand, all of which appears consentual' that the kids with records of wrong doing and bad reputations were killed most violently, that those that seem like good kids were mostly killed quickly and pretty painlessly and wills preliminary feelings are 'this killer was... driven... but not calculated... almost childish.. ' this leads team science to be like 'okay so like a fellow teenager?' and then argue like 'only if they are a GIANT teenager, we are talkign 6'5" based on some of these swings" and wills like no no not a teenager, like, an actual child, think Home Alone, a child with no concept of torture but who just wants to make the bad people go away, who feels like hes defending his home which leads the group to be like 'okay potentially a giant disabled person, cant be too many of those secreted away in the area' wills going out to sit by the lake days later and thinking how beautiful it is, how peaceful, serene, like you could just float out into the water here and stare at the moon and never look away he finds a used condom in the reeds by the dick, curls his nose in disgust, imagining them fucking in the water, or on the dock, how vulgar it would be there are homes along this lake, not here exactly but visible in the distance at the far other end. this is a big long lake with many nice little divots like this one, so many people live along it and have never been hurt, many families, lots of vacation homes. the only families that were ever killed on this lake usually lived there for a decade, more, before it happened, kids that were raised in those homes only killed during a party when they were vulgar when they disrespected the lake disrespected nature ruined it with their noise and their wild parties, drug use just the sort of thing a little old lady in 1979 might find worthy of death, might be driven mad by it takes a while but eventually they will dig up the information of the little old lady having had a disabled  son, jason, who drowned in the lake a few years before Mrs vorhees went on her rampage, the information that he had drowned while attending a summer camp, while the teenagers on duty werent watching him hes long dead btu will latches onto it, that it fits perfectly, they tell him hes losing it will starts channeling mrs vorhees, wandering around the lake, whispering to her boy, cleaning up trash he finds on the lake shore mrs vorhees was by all accounts an incredibly kind woman, a bit of a radical even, very environmental, a bit of a hippie, kind to strangers, lover of children, cherished and adored her disabled son, wouldve loved this lake and the clean air, the beautiful nights would have wanted the lake to be clean, to stay quiet will spends all night cleaning the lake for no reason at all other than an odd compulsion to see at least one small section of it be as nice as it would have looked to Mrs vorhees eyes how she would have taught it to her son, to cherish that will is sort of losing his mind, snapping at everyone, he hates loud noise and drinking right now, doesnt like how careless it makes everyone, is avoiding drinking himself for now at least but the clarity hurts, he is staying up at night in dirty hotel rooms and wishing he was outside under the clear sky, he buys a tent and puts it up down by the lake, in the area he cleaned he knows he shouldnt, there is a killer on the loose in the area, but will knows he isnt what the killer is looking for in the night he sees a shadow go over his tent, thinks he hears the crunch of a boot in the leaves, he holds his breath, cant move he sees a knife cutting through the fabric and tenses but when he looks again the tent is fine he realizes hes sleep paralyzed and sits up suddenly in burst of motion, throws open the tent flap, stumbles into the clearing its empty the lake reflects the white face of the moon at him. their eyes meet and it is beautiful he returns to the hotel room with the sunrise and as he climbs the stairs the phone in his pocket rings, the door to his room is wide open, jack stands inside with the phone to his ear he sees the tent under wills bag he thinks will is losing it, it is insane to camp by the lake when there is a killer on the loose there will doesnt have an excuse jack tells him that they found the cemetary that jason was buried in (very difficult because records from the time are so fucking spotty and it was a tiny family cemetary for a family that no longer exists) and that he was clearly marked as a drowning victem, dead at age 10, so no, its not mrs vorhees son, and there are no relatives, so scrap that, they are back to square one jack orders will to go home and talk to hannibal because being here is not very helpful right now if hes gonna do crazy shit like camp next to the murder lake will talks to hannibal about it, with as much honesty as possible, and how certain he is that its jason hannibal convinces jack to exume jason. there is no living family to protest and it will settle will enough to get will back on track and stop focusing on it. jack agrees in a very irritated way they go to do it (jack team science will and hannibal as well, as support for will) and... yeah there is no casket in that spot. empty grave. a marker and nothing else. holy shit somethign something something eventually they manage to link shit up like 'okay maybe it was jason that killed the second camp full of counselors in training-- the person was described as a  teenager, small in stature with a bag to hide their face. the killer in the 3rd instance was a grown man who slaughtered a fuckton of people over the course of a FEW days, and then was killed by a small child who fucked his head up so much that there was nothign identifiable left, not even teeth, so no one ever knew their identity, it literally might have been jason, it totally could have been a huge disabled man living in the woods  and no one ever knew about it ((we are gonna pretend 'jason lives' didnt happen)) anyways its basically decided that 'yeah it literally might have been jason vorhees, growing up alone in the woods, who committed most of those murders... but hes dead now so this is a new killer' and its a very frustrating thing because jack is like 'cool we just answered some cold case files btu we still dont know wtd happened last weekend' and will is like NO I SWEAR IT STILL FEELS LIKE THE SAME GUY And is trying to claim that 'maybe the person that was killed by the kid was someone else'   'an accomplice?'    'no no this person-- jason-- he is entirely alone. only the memory of his mother. only her touch guiding his hands, only her words in his ears, he cant listen to anyone else, he cant... he cant collaborate' and hannibal sits with him out on the lake, lets will row out in a boat with him Will imagines Mrs Vorhees, feels the way she must have felt, looking out at this beautiful lake, the one that nearly her son from her, beautiful and calm and tranquil, while the teenagers behind her loudly partied, drank, didnt have a care in the world, and his teeth bare at the idea, and he hates them too, hates the way they would look at her son if they knew he was alive Hannibal, sitting across and watching him, tells will thatthe lake is beautiful ((of course hes looking at will rather than the water haha)) will tells him its deep and cold will looks deep into the water and sees the drowning boy. blinks to wash the image away. blinks again. again. "Hannibal??" hannibal asks what will sees will jumps in the water reaches for child jason snags the hand of an adult dragging him down its beautiful here one blue eyes looks into his, startlingly clear hannibals arms snag will around the middle and pull him back to the boat jason lets go without fuss ((he just wanted to touch wills hand, will who for a few moments had looked, to jason, like his mother)) back at shore will tells hannibal this, and he is shakign and shivering and frightened of the lake and of himself, because he must really be fucknig losing it asks for comfirmation that hannibal didnt see anyone in the lake hannibal does not give will that confirmation he asks if will is seeing ghosts will says its more like spirits "a lake spirit, then?" its such a silly thought but somehow will ends up out at the lake the next night, hannibal at his side. hannibal has dressed down, a warm cream sweater over his dress shirt for the late october chill, will in flannel, and they set up wills tent and clean the area around their campsite meticulously. hannibal warms food he brought from home over the fire and will fishes, cleans and guts his catch, the knife catching the white face of the moon as it flicks over the scales in the dark night will stands, jus tinside the circle of light by the fire, and channels mrs vorhees "Jason... jaaaasonnn" nothing he thinks hannibal will laugh at him, but he doesnt he concentrates more on the image in his mind, the kindly smile she wore in the photos he saw of her, the fierce protective instinct that lay behind those eyes, the fact that jason is out here, alone, confused, scared, and he feels protective of him too "Jason.. come here" a tiny intake of breathe behind him, and wills blinks his eyes open and Jason stands before him. not a child. a man. Tall. huge. a giant he is wet, the only sound he makes the slow dripping of lake water from his clothes onto the ground below. his clothes are ragged and encrusted with leaves and dirt. his face is covered by a battered hockey mask. the skin beneath it is grey the image is a terrifying one, the stuff of nightmares but he isnt a monster he is wills son will holds out his arms "Jason, come here" jason is still for a time, tilting his head only slightly as he tries to work out what will is, who he is but he comes slowly he is so much larger that will, but he kneels, down on one knee, looking up at will one blue eye shining, searching wills face for something will wraps his arms around him "My special boy" jason shudders and melts into the hug, mask pressed to wills stomach the machete drops to the ground, huge hands press to wills back, so gently, like will is made of glass, something too precious to jason to risk hurting will tells him that he knows he was scared, was confused, was lost and alone for so so long that he thought he had to be that way but he doesnt that he can come home with will he doesnt have to stay here anymore, he doesnt have to wait Jason makes a sound, the first sound he has made so far, a small, a tiny little sob, and his shoulder loosen, like a great weight has left his shoulders he seems to shrink in wills arms, and for a moment will is holding a child and then his arms are empty but not cold there is a warmth in him, something between his lungs, love, peace, hope, life in a way he has never before experienced it will wants to cry but it feels more like happy tears he holds them at bay, sniffles once, wipes his eyes with sleeves filthy with lake water arms wrap around him from behind, and it is hannibal again, pulling at him, and will turns, melts into hannibals hug, lets himself cry they dont stay the night at the lake, they pack up their campsite, put out the flames, walk through the darkness to the car, will being led behind hannibal by the hand like a child, too shaky and full to do it himself later, in therapy, they talk about it, briefly, and agree that jason is somewhere better now, that the killings will stop, that they dont need to tell jack about this, that jason was a special boy, a good boy who loved his mother very much, that maybe they are together now, somewhere and when will looks out at the moon from his porch that night, he feels a presence just behind him, a warm, protective presence, who is looking up at the moon with him, and he knows its true

[mystech-master]

RWBY Shadows

To go with my BBTAG stuff, I wanted to think of what kinds of Shadows the RWBY characters could get. I will not be thinking of Personas though because that also depends on other factors, and also some characters might continue to reject their Shadow and thus not get Personas, like Mitsuo did.

I’m taking the characters from their Vol 2-3 timeline as shown in BBTAG

Blake Belladonna

Seems appropriate to start this off with the girl who’s theme is called “From Shadows”

There are two things I have in mind for Blake, but one of them is kind of solved by Vol 2′s ending and Vol 3′s beginning.

1. Blake being worried that her status as a traitor to the White Fang might result in her new friends being dragged into her mess and being killed. It’s what she was so stressed about during the Dance arc in Vol 2. But on one hand, in Vol 3′s beginning she was very much more chill and Oz and everyone assumed that the Breach was the big evil plan, but on the other hand even with Roman captured Adam is still out there.

2. and this is more headcanony. Blake is more like Adam than she thinks. THis comes from 3 ideas: 1. In BBTAG her Astral is VERY much like Adam’s Moonslice, 2. Her and Yang killing Adam in Volume 6′s climax, and 3. a little oneshot idea ft. Blake and Kokonoe where Kokonoe calls Blake a coward for not taking off her bow and facing the Faunus discrimination.

Like, Blake saying she wants to be judged by her actions, not her species. To which Kokonoe would reply that by that logic, she thinks that if a faunus stands up for faunus then she’s whining. But if a human stands up for faunus then it’d be true. It’s like a Black person pretending to be white and trying to tell his/her “fellow” white people that it is wrong, since they won’t listen to the discriminated minority that they are currently beiung racism towards.

Then, Kokonoe might theorize that the reason she hides her ears, why she runs, is that she’s afraid that if she’s pushed to the edge she will snap and kill and be no better than Adam, she and the Faunus just want to be left alone and are tired of being pushed around. And we all know what happened the last time someone just wouldn't back off in current canon.

Not too sure on the coward part in option 1, but the killing monster in option 2 might be a beastial cat creature as part of her Berserk form.

Yang Xiao Long

This one is kind of simple. Her Shadow would be part of her abandonment issues. Constantly wondering what is wrong with her that made Raven leave.

Is she not pretty enough? Not smart enough? Not strong enough? Not cool enough?

These subconscious questions are why A. Her semblance could be linked to her hair, and why she gets all pissed when her hair is messed with and when Neon calls her top heavy, B. Why she is a decent student (I recall a few posts where Yang is said to be a good student/pretty smart and I will link them if I find them), C. Why she tries to be the strong juggernaut of Team RWBY, although this is also out of protective insincts towards Ruby.

Before anyone says that this isn’t something she hides, 1. I don’t think telling one person about something means your open about it and ready to change, and 2. Yang said to Blake in Burning the Candle that she does want to find her mom and why she left her, she never opened up about any self-loathing or anything like that.

not really sure what kind of monster you could make out of this.

Ozpin

Of course, the guilt he feels for all the people that have died under his watch not only as a headmaster, but in his fight against Salem.

Who says that the current Ozluminati are the only people he’s had that have helped him, and like he said in V6Ch2 “Do you think Leo was the first?” Not just the betrayal, but betraying because Salem’s power is just so unimaginable. We don’t know if Raven and/or Leo learned of Salem’s immortality or are just scared of her power.

All the people who gladly died for Oz’s cause in their fight against Salem most likely died thinking that their death would be a stepping stone for the next generation to win. But since Oz i just interested in playing defensive and not trying to actually win, all those deaths and sacrifices meant nothing. True, they allowed humanity to survive and live another day, but they died believing that it was one step closer to stopping Salem. And now it isn’t.

Maybe the Shadow is o.g. Ozma wracked with guilt, along with all the other lives he’s lived.

Penny Polendina

Also simple, the fact that she isn’t real. Just a weapon to be used by Ironwood and the fake face she wears is just meant to not be scary to the people.

Kind of simple and almost a resash of Labrys’ shadow but it’s all I got for now.

Shadow is obviously some robotic mosntrocity.

James Ironwood

This I got the idea for from a long post talkign about Ironwood beign close to a dictator.

One must remember, a Shadow is one’s represed thoughts that they don’t want to show others or admit they have.

Ironwood’s Shadow would be a sort of Warrior King, beleiving Ozpin’s peaceful defensive apporach isn’t right and expecting evil to fall before the Might of Atlas’ military and technological power is the way to go.

Him bringing his fleet to the Vytal Festival is part of this, as is his idea to send in a full assault to Mountain Glenn before Ozpin suggests to send “the Scouts”. Of course this all bites him in the ass once Cinder’s plot is in motion, but his systems then get messed with by Watts in Vol 7, where he also plans to use military might to defeat Salem once he unites the world.

The monster form could be a reference to the Greek Titan Atlas, a giant robotic figure holding a globe on it’s shoulders, either struggling (referencing the weight on his shoulders that he thinks justified this behavior) or only needing one hand to hold it (showing how easily he thinks his military might and power will defeat Salem). Remember this is all before he learns of Salem’s immortality.

Raven Branwen

Let’s look at Raven’s life shall we:

She and Qrow were a part of the Branwen bandit tribe, they lived by the “Strong ones Live, Weak ones Die” rule.

They were sent to Beacon with hopes to get the skill to kill Huntsmen rather than just Grimm. But during that time Qrow, who was most likely not popular with the tribe due to his bad luck semblance, was accepted by and made friends wth Taiyang Xiao Long and Summer Rose, which led to him being good friends with them.

We don’t know what Raven was like during her days at Beacon, if she was emo edgelord or if she actually did have fun back then. Either way she did end up married to Taiyang and eventually became pregnant with Yang. But sometime before or during this she and Qrow, after they had been given their bird powers by Ozpin to be his info gatherers, learn of how powerful Salem is and Raven considers how much she may be in over her head.

Qrow, wanting to repay the people who accepted him and gave his a purpose, continues to fight. But for Raven, whatever love or hope she may have had for anyone in her heart, became muffled or eclipsed by the fear in her heart. And once she got rid of the “baggage” that was a child, as she couldn't just run away while pregnant and raise Yang with the tribe because that would be even more problems down the line, decided to bolt back to the tribe where things were simpler, none of this Salem garbage, and unlike Qrow she didn’t have any problem with the tribe because she wasn’t the living jinx.

She does love those three (Qrow, Yang and Tai), but it is all beign eclipsed by her fear. She tries to call herself strong and that what she did was the “smart” choice, because hey, not runnig towards the thing that’ll kill you is usually the SMART thing to do. Since her tribe is all about the strong surviving over the weak, this may mean that both versions of “Stength”, both the good “endure and fight for love and hope even when things are bad” strength and the bad Darwinistic Might makes Right strength that her tribe works under, are both traits that Raven doesn’t have.

To which, the Shadow would claim that “Chicken Branwen” is much more appropriate for her. And come on, a giant black chicken as Ravens Shadow would be kind of funny right?

Some minor Shadow things:

Since I wanted to make Adam how he was before Volume 3 started to slowly turn him into a yandere ex-boyfriend, he’s going to be more focused on his mission in my idea. BUT, maybe the Blake obsession can just be something on the back of his mind, and his Shadow would be the Volume 3-6 Adam. SO we can have Old Adam vs new Adam, with old Adam being disgusted at this, or maybe acknolwdhing this but then cutting out those feelings because they get in the way of his true mission.

Jaune’s self-doubt might be a thing, but I feel like he’s aprtially over it after improving with Pyrrha. If Pyrrha were to die should I choose to go as far as the Vytal Festival and Fall of Beacon in my idea and he gets that “It doesn’t matter if I die so long as the important ones live” thing he says in Volume 5′s climax gets in his head then maybe he’d have this. Or maybe some self-entitlement on beign a hero, but after Pyrrha gave him a talking to and the Bully Arc in Vol 1 he should be over this, or maybe not if him getting in Weiss’ face for the dance is anything to go by, but just like in Vol 1 , he seemes to have gotten over that.

Emerald’s loyalty to Cinder isn’t really a thing she hides, so I guess her desperation for a mother figure would be it, but that might also be shown in her lotalty to Cinder. Same with Mercury, his shit with his dad isn’t really a part of himself he ignores, it’s a personal part of his past. He’s pretty open about his assholeness.

Qrow also doesn’t seem to be hiding any issues except for all the stress on his life. Unless we want to go the easy road and just make it his general self loathign and angst over his sister leaving, one of his teammmates dying, and his brother-in-law being a single father and Qrow is unable to help due to his Jinx.

It’s most likely he was just a teacher at Signal just ot teach Ruby, like how Gran Torino was to All Might in MHA.