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officialdavepeta · 9 months ago

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I just finished my internship that I've been at for a year and I got my evaluation and I exceeded all expectations in all 30+ categories AND I'm about to graduate summa cum laud in a few weeks

I've been working my ass off with a full time job + full time school + internship and it's all coming together. I get to do really fulfilling work AND get paid for it,,, all I need to do is sleep now

#im just honestly so proud of myself #my supervisor said in ten years they think ill be in chagre of the community events/meetings that i attend #luca talks #AND im getting top surgery this year #what a wild time

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mueritos · 7 months ago

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a little strange to get dms from other trans people saying they agree with biden's dumb statemet that he doesnt want minors getting gender-affirming care. if you really think its such an epidemic that 13 year olds are getting their knockers blown off by surgeons every other day, then please point me in the direction of said 13 year olds that are somehow accessing gender-affirming care that literal trans adults can't even access.

like please be fr. we literally have privatized healthcare and insurance where not even people who go through the appropriate avenues can get approved for care they need to stay alive. what makes you think a trans minor is getting phallo or vaginalplasty. feel whatever you want about 13 year olds who want gender-affirming care, but dont parrot transphobic rhetoric that is based on no facts and a moral panic. they second they legitimize barriers to care for trans minors is the second they start finding ways to do the same for trans adults. dont be a buffoon.

#muerto talks #im sorry but you look a little foolish saying all that #especially as a trans person #do i think a 13 year old should get a major surgery? idk! im not said 13 year old! and neither are you!#leave that up for the 13 year olds and their team of doctors and family and friends and therapists and whatever #but limiting access to care #even if they have to wait a few years is still going to get trans kids killed #somehow intersex newborns getting their genitals mutilated to be easily categorized is not too young for such invasive surgeries #but a 13 year old is?#yeah i see whats happening here #an infant cant reject socially imposed ideas of gender much less consent to invasive surgery #but you will white knuckle whatever power you have over a child who dares to express themselves freely #i couldnt even get top surgery in my 20s without two letters of approval and several months of therapy proving that i needed this #u people will believe anything #use ur head please just for once and stop listening to the fears the moral panic spews at ys

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neonhellscape · 6 months ago

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how do we feel about a heretek magos biologis who saw a wrack one time and suddenly figured out her look tm

otherwise known as a server wra [loud gunshot]

#im not tagging this only you rogue trader guys get to see her #i designed her with very little in mind but she was fun to draw. i also found cable organisation very calming #i gave her top surgery it just seemed to suit her look. also the transparent panels showing off her internals #watch as i proceed to not name her for fifty billion years. if i decide to do anything with her that is

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flintyfae · 14 days ago

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waiting...

#im getting top surgery tomorrow #ive waited 3 years #i wish my dad were alive to see it #art #collage #collage art #trans man #queer artist #artwork #mixed media #flintyfae #queer #visual art #trans #transmasc #butch #dyke

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jerboteez · 6 months ago

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save the date 🔪🩸🕺 09-04-24 🏳️‍⚧️

#my art #furry #saguaro fiero #im getting top surgery/breast reduction on sept 4 #have waited over 10 years for this #winning

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vestaldestroyer · 1 year ago

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ok I wonder if there's someone out there who has this too

I don't get crushes or fall in love. instead, I become obsessed with people. I feel absolute loyalty and devotion to them. I'd do anything they ask without question. it's instinctive and automatic, I don't even think about it. I become their servant and follow them around like a puppy. every minimal attention from them gives me infinite joy.

this is always one sided and everyone eventually gets creeped out or annoyed and leaves. it breaks me every time. yet I can't stop it from happening. I try to hold back but it's almost impossible.

not that I would wish this on anybody, but please tell me I'm not the only one

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goodlouse · 2 days ago

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Hi! Do you have a list anywhere of wht cons you'll be attending :??? Thanjks!

yo! i've got tables booked for:

8-9th March - Power Con Glasgow

29-30th March - Megacon Birmingham

19-20th April - Horrorfied

7-8th June - EMcon

27-29th June - Sunnycon

26-27th July - Megacon Manchester

and I'm uncomfirmed (but crossing fingers!) for:

May - MCM London

August - Moseley Folk Festival

September - Epic Comic Con Glasgow

October - MCM London

November - Sonic Con

November - Thoughtbubble

December - MCM Birmingham

also a few small local cons & markets! if ur at any of these cons keep an eye out for me - i love chatting abt bugs and video games :)

unfortunately no international cons yet.. my carapace is soft and squishy and will not survive a climb in altitude - maybe next year!

#aka when i can get fkn top surgery but i dont seem to be moving on the waitlist anymore #cons are crazy long hours to wear a binder #thats why im not doing hyperjapan this year despite how much fun i had last yr #the saturday is TWELVE HOURS #medical advice. do not bind for that long even if ur sitting on ur ass

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wurmwizzard · 6 days ago

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I think the funniest thing about my mothers fervent resistance to me getting the top surgery that i desperately need, both for my gender AND the sake of my poor lower back, is she says im "Lying" to people. She claims that I'm "desperate to decive" people, and that is "doesn't sit right with her"...

She says all of this, if course, with two 5 pound plastic bags of silicon hanging off her xs frame. Oh? So your gender affirming surgery is ok, but my gender affirming surgery is "manipulative" and "ruining the family". I see. It all makes so much sense 😊

I just wish she'd see that this surgery for me is necessary for the balance of the universe. She gets boobs, I lose my boobs, and 9/11 the squeakquel will never happen. the world is off-kilter!!

#im keeping us from supernova heat death!!!!!#anyways jokes aside. just dont get it. I JUST DONT GET IT!#im going through the motions of getting top surgery!! i potentially found my surgeon and just faxed them my doctors release form 💚#so this interaction from last year is on my mind. unfortunately.#goober.txt

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ofthemorningstars · 10 days ago

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vent post

I have the flu while on day 8 of a high dose course of prednisone (which lowers your immune system) for a hip injury/condition and im kinda scared bc i also happen to have asthma and chronic bronchitis and like

I hate feeling like i just get on here and whine every single time I talk about anything irl but I am not having a good time bro

#plus if im not careful i will literally lose my job #and my HEALTH INSURANCE #because i havent been able to work because i can barely walk bc my hip is nearly bone on bone and has torn the cartilage #tmi im sorry #im just venting #but like i am too young for this bullshit #and now i have to worry about getting seriously ill bc i do poorly with respiratory shit #and ALSO bc i had knee surgery last year #i dont have any leave left at work until FALL to get surgery #unless i want to lose my job and my health insurance #and my job is extremely physically demanding #so im kind of fucked rn and im scared #sorry im just being a whiney baby rn #also to top it off i recently found out i have arthritis and my immune system is attacking itself now to the point where #my kidneys might be at risk #so like #literally what the FUCK do I do #i have already met my health insurance deductible less than a month into the year #AAAAAAAAAA

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stillcominback · 2 months ago

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🎀🎀🎀

#I miss you all so much I can’t even explaaaain #it’s just been a rough year+ and being able to be on tumblr at all just hasn’t been a thing 🫠#I’m still trying to check discord more cause even if I can’t do tumblr I REALLY miss chatting with you all (and writing and plotting etc)#😮‍💨 my mom’s dog/our older one just got diagnosed with c*ncer and it’s unclear how much longer we have with him #he’s okay now after surgery but if/when he gets real sick again that’ll probably be time 💔#it’s just that on top of still not finding any consistent work #trying to grow my shop and freelance business #it’s just !!!! a lot !!#but I’m trying to keep it moving trying to be positive and hang into hope✨#I just wanted to say hello! And that I do truly miss you guys and think of you all here often!#feel free to hmu on IM here or discord or even my shop’s IG that I have linked here!#hope you’re all taking care of yourselves and each other ❤️😌🫂#00. // OUT OF AMMO ( OOC POST. )

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sunnys-side-upside-down · 1 year ago

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My 2023 Summary of Art!

I honestly wasn't sure if I even drew something every month this year with how busy school kept me, but I did!! And I'm very proud of that.

Thank you all for another wonderful and lovely year!! Happy New Year and onward to a 2024 that I'm very much looking forward to!

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theood · 4 months ago

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I Flipflop so much on it but man. I really do want top surgery

#elias howls #its. i dont know. i view it same as i viewed ever starting hrt just not a thing I'll ever get to experience #and it doesnt help my brain is still living in the sense of urgency i made in like 5th grade at age 9 or whatever because i genuinely didnt #see myself naking it past that age so my brains constantly screaming times running out when i know it isnt and its just. weird. and tiring a #nd i dont know anyone else witj similar feelings while also knowing im not alone in this #like. nothing bad will happen if im 30 and get top surgery but i. i want jt done now. in a year. in two. while im in my 20s and young and ca #n still do stuff

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spaghett-onaplate · 10 months ago

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it's literally not a good idea in any way shape or form but I want to get a second job in fast food

#it's not a good idea bc the wages are GARBAGE compared to retail #Macca's base rate for my age is less than half my sunday rate #and they don't get much beyond the base rate #whereas retail we have an incredible base rate AND more weekdays past 6pm and weekends (sat is the same as mon-fri 6pm #and sunday is significantly more)#and like yeah im not getting many shifts but if i were to ask for more I still wouldn't be able to work more than 4 hour shifts til july #bc my retail corporation is surprisingly ethical and extends the age limits by a lot #whereas my friend has a 7.5 half hour shift tomorrow AFTER school. on a week night 😁#which is actually horrifying and should nawwt be legal. thats school 9-3 (+20 min) then work 4-11:30 btw #like i should just wait til my birthday in july n ask for more shifts in retail but i want to try fast food #even though the pay is incredibly ridiculously bad (<10 AUD) (yes our adult minimum wage is a good ~23 but under 21 is a percentage of that #like the pay is so bad so i would earn the same or more doing wayy less hours than retail #but i kinda want to get the fast food experience bc it'll be more difficult to get hired as i age #bc i want to save up 20k for top surgery but at the rate im going it'll be difficult to have even thay #let alone savings after top surgery or money to get a car before #and as school gets more difficult it'll be harder to work more #so maybe i should just grind for a few months or til the end of the year then go back to retail exclusively?#and enjoy higher pay and some longer shifts?#but idkkk it's just such a dilemma bc i want more shifts than I'll get at retail but fast food pays so little #but i also really want the experience and to just try it out #im gonna. idk im gonna sit on it for a bit bc i want to get my legal name change sorted before i apply to any second jobs and that will #take a while #so i shall consider. draw up a timetable. write a pros and cons list #yes that sounds like a solid plan #whoop typo but im on mobile i meant 'wayy less hours IN retail'#oscar.exe

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nexttothelamp · 1 month ago

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#when your boomer mother looks you in the eyes and says 'charlie. just freeze your eggs and get the hysterectomy. its not worth the risk'#damn.#see the thing is i dont actually want one? not because i plan on birthing children thats just never been something i wanted #but i realized the other day like. theyve already fucked over all the kids on hormones theyre gonna come for us next #when i was sick i went off my T for a couple months due to ins. issues #i had one period and it was the worst pain ive experienced in my adult life!#if they take the T and i go back #im afraid i might kill myself. like i want to live but cptsd and cdepression are illnesses i cant make go away #im scared if they make me do that low i'll do something i cant take back #...so surgery.#i dont want this surgery #but the fact that i explained this to my mother and she.... said i should do it #this is the woman who like 7 years ago would wince or shudder every time i brought up the top surgery lol #so many thoughts and feelings #gotta get going while i still can i guess

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raincandy-u · 10 months ago

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sometimes i think abt how back in 2015 on august 31st i got an anon message and then fast forward a year later to 2016 on august 31st and me and that anon start dating

and now in 2024 we are living together and planning on getting married and obviously we are planning to have our wedding on an august 31st

#situations to make me believe fate/soulmates are real #it would be this year but he respects me wanting to get top surgery and a name change before we get married so i can be like #my true self when the time actually rolls around and atm we cooould do it this year but its soo close to like the end of the healing period #that its like we dont wanna rush everything just to hit a date this year. so next year it is!! :^)#im 5 years old

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iliveinprocrasti-nationn · 11 months ago

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one thing abt being disabled/chronically ill that some people don’t get is that sometimes body maintenance that ensures you have the absolute minimum amount of function can also be something that takes away a lot of control and autonomy. you can argue till the cows come home that making those decisions to try and help yourself (or realistically to try to make sure things aren’t worse than they already are) is something that exhibits control and autonomy and stuff, but they can be so limiting in practice because they’re things that take up so much time but have to be done to do anything else

#i have to sleep a lot. i’m at the point where functioning requires 8 hours of sleep if not more #I should probably be getting 10+ but i’m a student and i work so 8 is the minimum. but then also getting ready for bed is a whole process s #the whole thing can take 10-12 hours depending how much im sleeping. just to make sure i can do anything #that is time in my day i cannot use for anything else. it’s not ‘oh but i can push through it’ because i can’t without spending the next da #lightheaded and nauseous and vaguely dizzy and with such intense brain fog I can’t think with my fatigue so bad i genuinely don’t know how #get myself to work a lot of days. my abled peers don’t have to deal with this at all. they have unlimited study time if they want to #and yeah it is a choice i’m making that’s true i could just not do. except i would lose my job and fail out of college because i would not #be able to get to classes or do my homework or think. but being told ‘but you are making choices about your life’ when i have lost so much #of what i used to be able to do because i am spiralling down and continuing to get worse is so.#literally last year i would wake up at 6:30 and then go to school till 3 and then go to my internship until 10 and get home at 11 and be in #bed anywhere from midnight to two in the morning and then wake up the next day and do it all again. i graduated with a 3.9 gpa and made it #into my top college while dealing with my cancer symptoms and then the two surgeries about it #but now i lose half my day to just making sure i can get out of bed. i can’t go anywhere because my body is physically too exhausted #any extra time goes into doing homework or occasionally time to myself #not decimating my health by doing minimum body care responsibilities isn’t freeing. occasionally i have a good day which is freeing but tha #usually goes into just. other things outside class or work or eating. I don’t go do something for myself or go do something fun on good day #because I still can’t. good days just mean i don’t want to lie down on the pavement when i’m going somewhere #I just. I don’t magically have control over my life because i try to get enough sleep. i lose half my day to doing that and ultimately it’s #just a bodily function that would have to happen anyway #this is a vent post im just having a really hard time right now because it feels like im in exponential decline. it was nowhere near this #bad last semester. my grades are tanking and i have no free time because anything outside of sleep is either work or school #vent tw #yall can rb this just ignore my tags completely #disability #chronically ill #i keep trying to explain to people how pots works because that’s all logical but there’s no way to explain what it’s doing to my body or ho #i feel all the time. the last time i felt this bad was when i had a bad flu or immediately after surgeries because i don’t react well to #anesthesia and always come out of them feeling like shit. and now i just feel like this all the time and it’s only getting worse #I can’t even stay up late anymore because my body feels like it isn’t counting the sleep even if I get 8 hours #I can deal if I have a free day the day after but that just leaves Friday and Saturday nights and I usually still have to do homework

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