#AND im PMSing

[clementineskesh]

part of the reason ive been awake since 3 am is bc i was dreading work so strongly and my brain is stuck in a rut circling my asshole coworker who has admitted to doing things just bc they make things harder for me+he likes my reaction, who made fun of my degree, who is conservative and is a loudmouth asshole about it, who has been rude about me masking, who never shuts the fuck up--most days i leave him at work and dont think about him anymore but tonight i got stuck on how miserable i am when he's there.

he was on vacation last week and despite that making me the only full-time worker there all week, despite being stressed and understaffed, it was the most ive enjoyed being at work since before he got hired. miserable.

[februaryberries]

im in evil i need to eat mode AND im PMSing and my boyfriend has been making sandwiches everyday so we are out of the stuff for it and he didn’t think to tell me when we were AT THE STORE SO WE COULD GET MORE and i was planning on making a sandwich when i got home and now i can’t……. someone come save him before i kill him LOL

[plainolpuppet]

Wtf is wrong with me. Why do I feel so insanely jealous. Why can't I just be normal. Why do I leave every fuckin g social interaction feeling so small, meaningless, and useless. I feel less than dirt. I feel unwanted. I feel like an obligation or convenience. It feels like every effort is a waste. Why do I try? And why do I pull away as response. I'm such a fuckjng hypocrite. I won't tell anyone I feel like this because it's not their burden. It's a me problem. But what does she have I don't? Why is she all he fucking talks about. Why am I not good enough? Why does she message him so much. What can I do to be better for her? What does she need me to say so that she shares and invites me. Why don't my efforts matter to anyone. Why do they act or accept delusions. And why do I do it too. I just want to die. I want to stop trying to mean anything to fuckjng anyone. Because they're all talk and they never mean what they say. I don't belong and I never did. To anyone. This is all so stupid. Why does this hurt more. I want to disappear. They wouldn't notice anyways.

[eddiegettingshot]

they fixed athena begins. What the fuck. tim minear you are my hero.

[grogumaximus]

[bisclavret]

i get it okay morgana pegs i get it she pegs i understand she doesn't even have penis envy she's just straight up PACKING and she PEGS I GET IT ALRIGHT I GET THE PICTURE

[sefynarose]

what if I just end it all huh? what then?

[dykephan]

if phil said the december i mean october thing because he had a migraine and forgot his line i'm going to ceremonially kill myself as penance for talking about it so much. i'm so sick at the thought of him accidentally revealing personal information before he was ready. MANY SUCH CASES :(

[septembermonologues]

imogen stopping to kiss the top of orym's head is legitimately making me tear up i love her :(

[zackstriker]

i hope 2009 phil knows in his heart how much he will one day be loved by the world

[espresso-ships]

Fellow self-shippers with PMS/PMDD...

You are so SO valid 💕

Your f/o would never judge you for your struggles, nor find you weird.

You're NOT annoying.

They'd be super supportive and be there for you - making sure you're alright.

Whatever you need - A hug, someone to vent to, space... - They'll give it to you.

They love you so much.

Pr0-ships DNI please.

[tazmiilly]

you really will feel like absolute shit for 3 days and not know why and then you check and your period is supposed to start soon

[orangekittyenergy]

[leyyvi]

Did I really have to see this before going to bed. My pillow is gonna be soaked in fucking tears

[hypnagogics]

i have the sudden desire to try out a very fem aesthetic...like total 180 from how i usually look...🧍‍♂️saw this one tiktok like appreciating the office siren aesthetic or something similar to that and i was like damn....wish i could pull that off :/ someone do my makeup when...i do feel like if i dug out an old dress or something it would look funny...UGH IDK THIS IS JUST A YAP

[v1codn]

hey everyone take this house doodle i did before i take another break because im so certain i have art regression and i have GOT to get my act together