#AND NOW I FEEL BAD XDDD
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one thing about me i hate games that have consequenses
#yes this is still abt new vegas#HEEEELP.#i am having fun however i was putting off showing up to the tops because ugh. i will be honest i have nothing agaisnt benny#however. i killed his ass#AND NOW I FEEL BAD XDDD#it had to happen. rip my guy even tho he did try to kill me#i talked with swank first then yes man and then i agreed to talk with benny in the presidential suite#then. i forgave him... 😇💖🫶🏼#''but jen you said you killed him'' i did 💖#JAJAKAKDJJAJAJJAJAJAJA THE SECOND HE TURNED AROUND#I FELT SO BAD. because the first time i blowed his head off. so i did all that again but shot him in the torso#i can't do this#sure he wronged me but... i don't know#LMFAO well he is dead now either way. fly high#now. caesar wants to pardon me or whatever. i will go and kill him 🫶🏼 no remorse abt him he does deserve death#i guess i felt bad abt benny because he's kinda funny#caesar is not. death. death upon him.
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Re: Naruto characters I dislike -- under the cut! :)
The thing with Danzo and Tobirama is that, I get it. I might not agree with it, at all, but I get where they're coming from and, honestly, I am very much self-aware enough that, if I had lived through their same experiences, I can't say for sure that I would have done any different. Did they do terrible things? Absolutely. But, again, I can't proclaim with surety that I'd be any better. Like, I can sit here from my current seat and judge them, but experiences color perception and I'm just as susceptible to bias as everyone else is. Who knows what my outlook would be had I lived through the First and/or Second War.
The thing with Rasa and Chiyo is that, there is some resolution. It's definitely too little, too late, especially in Rasa's case, but there is growth and admittance of fault there so that, even if I don't actually like either character, the character development present in the storyline (particularly for Chiyo!) is such that it somewhat cancels my dislike out, leaving me with largely neutral feelings. I did used to have stronger feelings against them, but I suppose it's true that you mellow out with age lmao
The thing with Hiruzen and Hagoromo and Fugaku is that I neither get it, nor is there any character development or admittance/recognition of fault on their part XD
#the best we get is hag//oromo going: well. favoring one son over the other didn't work so this time i'll split my favor evenly between them#but like. that's just because the first time he got a bad result so now he's trying something different#not because he recognized that oh shit. maybe holding ind//ra responsible for the actions of other people was a crappy thing to do#and fug//aku's: we may have our differences but i am proud of you#doesn't really amount to geez i'm sorry i damaged you irreparably by intentionally exposing you to a warfront at the age of four#to further my own agenda and never allowed you to actually have a childhood#do i even need to say anything about hi//ruzen? XDDD#so yeah. with them i honestly just don't get it. i don't get where they're coming from. and we don't really go anywhere with them either.#(personally i think that since orochi already did two of these shitty parental figures in#he should have been allowed to just go down the list. spring cleaning XD)#omg an opinion post? i finally have spoons for those again??#maybe XD#it feels like it's been forever since i typed my own thoughts on something out instead of just putting some brief commentary in tags!#withoutwords
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i posted that stupid shit on my instagram i might just kill myself fr
now im afraid i wont sleep for another 24 hours damn 😭😭
#took me like 50 hours but we did it 🔫😼#i might still delete jt#the anxiety is no joke#like no joke#ahahs7bsudbdus#im so tired man#so like fuck me.but i cant justify killing myseld before trying. after that i can. somehow. Im tired and i want nothing more than that but#maybe i just want to stop the pain. nevertheless#i hope someone anyone who sees. that even if im being too open or too vulnerable online i hope it inspires someone a little bit to do the#same. i hope the reactions wont be too harsh. just dont ask me abt it irl cuz ill cry.#fuck mental illness and traumas man. acchan i hope it wasnt so suffocating for u. at least hopefully the people who loved u could make it#better.#tbh now my anxiety ia better cuz nobody is awake xddd#whatever its not that serious. only for me ig#sorry ppl the mental illness really said emphasis on the illness these past 2 days. i didnt think id live it so badly but here we are. well#i hope with this i managed to get something heavy off my chest. i hope i can continue for just a little longer#to see if it's worth it. i dont even wanna think abt tge fact imma have prom on sunday. why is that im always most suicidal when i have to#graduate? i skipped elementary graduation cuz of it. im not skipping this one but im not participating in the dance cuz i knew id somehow b#at a bad place and i wouldnt have a partner also. hmm whatever. i should sleep now maybe. i feel good now a bit. really have to sigh get my#shit together now.#not sunday friday the 50 hours no sleep getting to me
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How many OCs do you have? Y e s
#really#I already had so many ocs#but now I feel I have even more xDDD#not a bad thing at all it's cool and funny#BUT WHOLY COW THEY ARE SOOO MUCH#ocs#oc#naareblogs talks#writers#artists#writers on tumblr#artists on tumblr
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27 Asks! Thank you! :}} 💞
@peaspods
I might not be understanding, but I'm imagining this as people opening up commissions so people can give them money and they can turn around and donate that money to me..
I fear that this would create the opportunity to scam people.. "I'm taking commissions on behalf of Factual Fantasy! They're very sick so please commission me!" only for them to run away with the money they make..
I've been thinking a lot about setting up some kind of commission/donation thing because I'm starting to kind'a need the money.. but idk, I'm just kind'a run down and need some time to keep thinking about it. Thank you very much though <:)))
@zecromgen5
Thank you very much! :) And I've been hanging in there.. there hasn't been much improvement to my health or my mental state. The fact that in April it will officially been over a year since my health started to decline, and the fact that I'm going to spend my birthday at home collapsed on the couch has made me feel very sad <:( But I'm doing my best to work on it.. I'm hoping this new advice from my doctor helps me feel better <:)
And something good HAS happened actually, I got my tablet/FireAlpaca to work again! :))
XDD SJKFJSH AWW! THANK YOU SO MUCH!! :DDD
I've only seen a bit of it from Markiplier. So far I'm 50/50. Somethings I like and others I don't care for 😅
@neo-metalscottic
Thank you so much! :D 'm glad you've liked my recent artwork!! :}}}}
Also for Homes eyes, that was just meant to represent its oppressive presence and the fact that its watching them in that moment.. 👁️👁️
And I don't have any plans for any of the neighbors or Wally to figure out the house is alive. My AU is more like "a day in the life of" thing. Having someone discover Home is alive would move the plot forward. Which I don't feel like doing <XDD
Now communication... Home understands the concept, but he has no way of communicating other than creaking the floorboards and slamming doors..
I've heard about the well. That could work for Cliffjumper and Breakdown maybe.. and the twins perhaps.? But wouldn't they have to have Tailgates body in order to revive him? Hmmm.. idk actually,,
I've watched the bayverse movies, most of Prime and a few other things here and there. I didn't mind the bayverse movies that much, but I can see why a lot of people don't like them <XD
I just imaging trying to consume more than one Transformers media would be a lot to take on.. and I also don't like the animation styles of most other transformers shows 😅
(That's actually how I decided to watch Prime. I took a look at all the shows and went "this one looks ugly, this one looks ugly,, this one looks REALLY ugly.. Oh, this one doesn't look half bad. TFP it is then!")
@acreaturecalledkyfa
I've watched Markipliers first video on it. So far I'm not sure how I feel about those two 😅
The way I immediately opened YouTube and went looking for it XDD
@fandomcenteral (Link in ask)
Thank you so much! :DD This will come in handy!
@mason-gaylord
Aw! Thank you so much!! 🥰����
@im-nice-but-i-dont-like-you
Jangles would be a helicopter probably, Gerald would be a tank, Cici would be a Miata and Bibi would be a slightly raised up Miata XDD
Aw, I'm honored that you miss them <:}} Though I don't know if I'll draw them anytime soon.. I'm really not into inserted OCs anymore <:(
I'm waiting on Markiplier to release more videos on it <XD
@fadlingartisanfreakwinner
I like to imagine that Pokémon can learn dozens of moves. But 4 is the limit for official Pokémon battles. So any wild Pokémon in my comics can use/learn as many as they want :0
And yeah, they had that chat eventually. I just never got around to drawing it 😅
@wolfie-777
Nah nah its just iced tea XDDD
@whereismycupofcoffee
:DDD Thank you so much!! :}}}}
AAAA THANKYOU SO MCUHH!! :DDDD
@nuggybee
Yeahh,, Sky has its ups and downs. I'm currently in one of its downs. It seems like I'm let down by everything they're releasing 😓
@smithanonsworld
I feel like I've never seen a rabbit that color... its so cute 😭💞💞💞
@heaventhehedgi3
That sounds like me! Though I don't draw Octonauts anymore 😅
I'll keep it in mind! :0
🥹🥹🥹Aw... that's so sweet! Thank you so much!! 😭💞💞
@captain-skyler1987
You made an account just to follow me? :DD Aw that's so sweet! :) Thank you!
Also I'm sorry to hear you got the flu :(( I hope you're better by now!
I also have not played Dandy's world 😅
@stargirldrawsx3
The first thing that came to mind was very anxious all the time 😅
@network-warrior-01
Ah, that was an April fools post. <XD There is no drawing
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Summary and opinions of Jason's route ep 5! SPOILERS
Well, well, well, if you're the Jason route, congratulations, my friend! We're celebrating here with cocktails and ugly sobs because we FINALLY get a moment with Jason that last more than two minutes! + a moment alone with him! applauses!
In general it was a good ep, I liked it! I still need to play it with other routes to get a complete opinion, but I enjoyed it.
And now, before continuing, this post contains BIG SPOILERS!!! about this ep in this route, so if you prefer to enjoy the content of the ep by yourself I REALLY recommend that you wait until the day of the general release and play it before read this.
Btw keep in mind that I'm going to make this post with humorous notes on purpose, so pls take it in good vibes!
As soon as I started the ep I got angry because Thomas was two hours late to work without any consequences -Devon was 100% ok with that, like???- while my Sucrette was awake since 7AM as a clown, and then she had to hear how Roy and Amanda argued over a cool project and about how Thomas got the coolest one and then they let my Sucrette take care of the shittiest project of all, thanks Devenementiel! I felt loved and considered! I'll be happy to betray all of you soon! :D Except you, Elenda, you're a sweetheart and wonderful, pls be my wife. I love you, honey.
My sucrette Lily proceeded to take on the project herself without ask help and without making any calls to the client (because she's stupid and because I wanted she suffered alone so Jason could manipulate her later, I'm evil yeees), and ofc she ended up screwing up. Then Elenda tried to cheer us up and then my sucrette went for a walk alone to catch a depression for having disappointed Devon, her coworkers and even her goose. Dishonor on your goose, girl!
Then we found Jason in the park!! Basically our girl was seeing her life passing away in front of her eyes and then our lovely knight came to make fun of her, like a perfect Fool knight in a fairy tale. I swear this man has to have a location chip on us that also detects our emotions, otherwise Idk how we match up with him in every episode XDDD I guess his cell phone alerts him and he will go into "OMG my future wife need my bad jokes! I must go with her so she notices me!" and he runs out of his office.
In short, he offer us his help while he tries to hide his horns, his trident and the infernal flames from the ground , we end up telling him our problem because Sucrette is an idiot, and we make a deal with the devil, but not before Jason telling us to ask him nicely like "pleasee help me", and my Sucrette goes into: desire to kill increasing mode. Jason calls Danica to get info about the project, and while we wait for her response, Jason smirks and thanks us for liking his Instagram photo, while Sucrette tries not to k*ll him. When he gets the info very proud, she also mocks him and comments that "If you track everyone like this, it's no wonder you already have gray hair." and Jason responds that it's not from stress or age, it's poliosis, and that it's hereditary, and his father had them too. And there I wanted my Sucrette to shut up, lol, I'm embarrassed, girl.
Then comes my favorite moment: Jason takes us to Goldreamz!! Here we get a tense scene in which he touches Sucrette's back, they look at each other intensely, she has contradictory feelings because she thinks she's betraying her Devenementiel's coworkers, she doubs about his intentions, and then… *laughs* I love sm this:
Jason is sooo proud of his office and his company that asks Sucrette her opinion about it, Sucrette comments that she has no opinion on it, like meh~ I'm not impressed, man, this is Ikea, and Jason responds like a total offended diva XD Then he counterattacks by making fun of Devenementiel's decoration and both tease each other like always. I love my two fools.
His expression was priceless. And she doesn't give a f***, lmao, tell him, girl. This pathetic man wanted to impress sm his queen and he failed. Someone should call the ambulance, the rival boss is having a shock *laughs*
Next, they both discuss the processes they will follow for the project, Sucrette contributing ideas and Jason getting her very good and surprising contacts. Then there's another of my favorite moments, Jason shows briefly vulnerable when Sucrette asks him a couple of personal questions about his childhood. Jason reveals to us that his parents were not millionaires, that his birthday parties were quite modest, and that his father died when he was a teenager, and then he ends the conversation. And I wanted to hug him.
Here I want to give my opinion. This is the first time that we get info about his family and I'm surprised! Because I thought Jason came from a rich family, like Amanda, and the plot twist about his father leaves me intrigued. The only thing I can theorize now at least is that Jason became an ambitious person perhaps due to this, and I wonder what exactly happened to his father, whether he died from an accident or illness.
Finally, Sucrette thanks him and Jason tells her that she shouldn't forget that now she has an outstanding debt with him that she'll have to pay at some point, dramatic pause----! He doesn't tell us what he wants, but I've a couple of ideas: either Jason will try to get something from Devenementiel by using us (despite Sucrette told him she would never betray Devenementiel) or he will try to get us to go on a date with him to a dinner or an event, without we won't be able to reject his invitation, to try to seduce us.
I already suspected that Sucrette on his route would end up visiting Goldreamz at some point, but I admit I didn't expect it to be so soon! It was a pleasant surprise. We didn't meet Danica and Spencer yet though.
After that, Sucrette presents to her colleagues at Devenementiel the project she has worked on with Jason, without meantion him ofc, Devon congratulates her, Elenda hugs her (my queen Elenda being the best girl always), and Sucrette feels horribly uncomfortable because she thinks she is betraying all of her coworkers by hiding the truth about Jason's help. Hahaha, I'm really would like Devon and the others finds out that Jason helped us, I want to see their reaction *evil masochistic laugh*
At the end I had the date with Roy at the pool, since I will do the ones with Amanda and Thomas in a few days. I loved it! Roy's illu is so beautiful, so colorful and bright! <3 Although Beemoov are cowards for not giving us mermanRoy, he'd have look so hot! U__U Regarding Jason's illus with him in the company, I also really liked the intimacy and tension of the scene, and the detail that their faces are in shadow, as to emphasize the forbidden nature of that secret meeting and that you're making a deal with the devil.
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About the PAs, I spent around 1.700, but I forgot to use jokers this time, so I guess for other people could be cheaper.
You can also get a sea background for your room and furniture of that theme in your closet at the end of the ep. They are available to buy whatever you want. I used the background for my bedroom and I love how it looks!
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Bad anon >:( *sprays anon with spray bottle*
Don’t pester them to work on the comic or they might not wanna do it anymore
(Btw take your time with the comic and don’t push yourself to work on it or you might burn yourself out, please remember to take care of yourself btw)
ayy thanks!!! yeah!!! imma work on the comic when I feel like it! and right now I just feel like drawing silly inbox asks XDDD thanks!!
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sent to tempt me - chapter seven
chapter seven: rosary and riddles
chapter summary: Yunho’s morning prayer gets ruined by thoughts of Mingi messing with his rosary. What’s supposed to be his sacred grounding tool now feels like a joke in Mingi’s hands. As Yunho tries to stay focused, all he can think about is that playful, intense moment they shared. The whole day’s ahead and mostly the theme of their project that they will get assigned, but Mingi’s smirk and the rosary won’t leave his mind
pairing: yunho x mingi
genre: smut (not yet but there will be eventually), angst, fluff, romance, m/m, non!idol!ateez, sub!yunho, dom!mingi, drama, coming of age, collage, religion
rating: 18+ (for the whole series bc there will be smut eventually) | mdni
word count: 3.3k
warnings under
collage, roommates, sub!yunho, dom!mingi, bad boy mingi and religious church good boy yunho same-sex attraction, m/m, teasing, dark themes, homophobia, self discovery, pet names, strangers to lovers, religion and religious topics, aaaand more will be added soon hehehe
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author's note: i lowkey hate the end of this chapter xddd but next chapter will be waaaay better and hopefully soon!
Yunho turned sharply toward the voice, his heart lurching into his throat.
Mingi was sprawled out on his bed like he owned the place, an air of effortless dominance radiating from him. His dark hair was tousled, messy in a way that seemed deliberate, with a few strands falling across his forehead. One arm was lazily tucked behind his head, showcasing the toned muscles of his bicep through the snug fabric of his black shirt. The shirt clung to him just enough to hint at the lean build beneath, while his other hand dangled something small and familiar, twirling it slowly between his fingers.
His rosary.
Yunho’s eyes widened as his stomach twisted into a knot. The sacred beads that had rested neatly on his bedside table were now draped casually in Mingi’s grasp, spinning like some trivial toy. The sight made Yunho’s breath hitch, and his fingers instinctively tightened into a fist.
Mingi’s long legs, clad in baggy jeans that contrasted sharply with his fitted top, were crossed at the ankles. His dark, heavy-lidded gaze locked onto Yunho’s with unsettling precision, the faintest curl of amusement playing at the corner of his mouth.
For a moment, Yunho couldn’t move. His heart pounded furiously in his chest, his mind racing with a confusing blend of irritation, unease, and something he couldn’t quite name. The sight of Mingi lounging there so nonchalantly, his presence so overwhelming, filled Yunho with a frustrating mix of emotions.
Why is he holding that? And why does he look so… Yunho swallowed hard, pushing the intrusive thought away.
The room felt too small, and yet Yunho stood rooted in place, his feet refusing to carry him forward. Mingi’s question lingered in the air like a challenge, its casual delivery somehow making it heavier.
Suddenly Jisung’s voice echoed in his head: Stand up for yourself. Don’t let him push you around.
Yunho squared his shoulders, willing his voice not to tremble. “Looks like I’m not at the dorm all the time, huh?” he replied, his tone sharper than he’d anticipated but carrying a confidence he hadn’t entirely expected.
Mingi’s expression remained unreadable for a moment, his sharp eyes studying Yunho with unnerving intensity. Then, slowly, the corner of his mouth curved into a smirk—small, almost imperceptible, but enough to make Yunho’s stomach churn uneasily.
“Our shy Christian boy is a little mouthy, isn’t he?” Mingi said, his tone low and teasing, as though he found Yunho’s defiance amusing. He twirled the rosary between his fingers, the beads catching the faint light of the room, and Yunho’s chest tightened.
The casual swing of the sacred object in Mingi’s hand sent a fresh wave of irritation through Yunho, mingling with a heat he didn’t want to acknowledge. The sight felt like a mockery, yet Yunho couldn’t tear his eyes away from the rosary—or from the way Mingi held it, as though it belonged to him.
Yunho took a step forward, his pulse racing, though his voice came out steadier than he felt. “Give that back,” he said firmly, gesturing toward the rosary in Mingi’s hand.
Mingi tilted his head, his smirk deepening as he held the beads higher, letting them dangle mockingly. “Oh?” he said, his voice dripping with amusement. “Come and get it, then.”
Yunho froze, his breath catching as the challenge hung in the air between them.
He hesitated, his steps faltering. The way Mingi looked at him, like he was daring him to make a move, made his skin prickle. But he wasn’t about to back down. Not now.
“Really?” Yunho muttered, irritation bubbling to the surface as he stepped closer.
Mingi chuckled, low and deep, a sound that sent an involuntary shiver down Yunho’s spine. “You want it or not?”
“Obviously, I do!” Yunho snapped, the frustration in his voice surprising even himself.
Mingi’s smirk widened, his amusement evident. “Then try harder.”
Something about Mingi’s playful tone lit a fire in Yunho. He lunged forward, his hand outstretched to grab the rosary, but Mingi was faster, pulling it back just in time.
“You’re impossible,” Yunho huffed, his frustration mounting.
“And you’re predictable,” Mingi countered, his voice dripping with amusement. He held the rosary above his head, his long fingers effortlessly keeping it out of Yunho’s reach.
The tension in the room was almost tangible as Yunho climbed onto the edge of Mingi’s bed, stretching to grab the rosary. Mingi shifted again, leaning back just enough to throw Yunho off balance.
“Careful,” Mingi teased, watching Yunho struggle.
Yunho glared at him, determined not to let Mingi have the last word. He pushed forward, trying to swipe the rosary from Mingi’s hand. The movement threw him off balance, and before he knew it, he was straddling Mingi on the bed, his knees planted on either side of Mingi’s hips.
Their faces were suddenly far too close.
Yunho froze, his breath catching as he realized the position he was in. Mingi, however, looked completely unbothered, his smirk softening into something more unreadable.
“Not so mouthy anymore, are we?” Mingi murmured, his voice low and teasing.
Yunho’s mind went blank, his pulse roaring in his ears. The way Mingi looked at him, his dark eyes searching Yunho’s face, made him feel exposed in a way he couldn’t explain.
“Cat got your tongue?” Mingi asked, his voice barely above a whisper. He tilted his head slightly, his gaze dropping to Yunho’s lips for just a second before meeting his eyes again.
The moment felt like it stretched on forever.
Then, as if snapping out of a trance, Yunho darted forward, snatching the rosary from Mingi’s grasp. He scrambled back to the edge of the bed, clutching the beads tightly in his hand.
Mingi sat up slowly, stretching his arms above his head as if nothing had happened. “Relax, I was just playing,” he said, though the mischievous glint in his eyes suggested otherwise.
Yunho didn’t respond. He was too busy trying to steady his breathing, his knuckles white from gripping the rosary so tightly.
Mingi swung his legs off the bed, standing and leaning casually against Yunho’s desk.
Yunho stammered, his voice barely above a whisper. “S-so, what did you want to talk about?”
Mingi raised an eyebrow, clearly unimpressed with Yunho’s attempt to regain composure. “The project, obviously.” he said, his tone dry. “We’ll have to work on this after classes. Neither of us has time to mess around, so we might as well get it done.”
“Okay,” Yunho managed, his voice small.
Mingi continued, laying out a plan. “We’ll be picking the theme tomorrow in class. After that, we should meet, probs at the library and start planning. Agreed? Or are you too busy clutching onto that rosary to focus?” He watched Yunho’s hand unconsciously tighten around the beads, a glimmer of smug satisfaction lighting up his face for a moment.
Yunho nodded, still clutching the rosary like it was a lifeline.
Mingi’s gaze lingered on him for a moment, his expression unreadable. Then, with a smirk, he pushed off the desk and headed for the door.
As he reached the threshold, he glanced back over his shoulder, his smirk widening. “See you tomorrow, my project buddy.”
The teasing lilt in his voice made Yunho’s face burn.
Once the door clicked shut behind Mingi, Yunho let out a breath he hadn’t realized he’d been holding.
He looked down at the rosary in his hand, his fingers tracing over the familiar beads. The memory of Mingi holding it lingered in his mind, unshakable. There was something about the way Mingi had swung it, twirled it, held it between his fingers like it was something precious…
Yunho closed his eyes, exhaling shakily. This project is going to kill me, he thought, clutching the rosary tighter.
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Yunho woke to the soft light of dawn spilling through the blinds, the warmth of his quilt making it hard to crawl out of bed. For a few blissful seconds, his mind was blank, cushioned by the grogginess of sleep. The air was cool and quiet, offering him a sense of calm before the demands of the day.
He took a deep breath, letting it fill his lungs before exhaling slowly. Mornings were his sanctuary—a time to ground himself, to find clarity through prayer before the world intruded.
Swinging his legs over the side of the bed, Yunho’s bare feet met the cool floor. He reached for the rosary on his nightstand, its smooth beads a familiar comfort in his palm. Closing his fingers around it, he moved to the side of the bed, kneeling with practiced ease.
The position was second nature to him, a cornerstone of his mornings for as long as he could remember. With the rosary clasped between his hands, Yunho bowed his head until it rested lightly against his knuckles.
“Lord,” he began softly, his voice steady in the stillness. “Thank You for this new day. Please guide me to walk in Your light and resist the temptations that may come my way…”
He trailed off, his thoughts snagging on that word: temptations.
The room was silent except for the faint sound of his own breathing. Yunho tried to stay focused, to keep his mind on the prayer and the steady rhythm of the beads between his fingers. But then his eyes fluttered open, his gaze falling to the rosary in his hands.
The beads glinted softly in the morning light, their smooth surface catching his attention. He traced one with his thumb, the repetitive motion usually grounding him. Yet today, something about it felt… different.
And then, as if summoned by the devil himself, an image flashed in Yunho’s mind: Mingi holding the rosary, twirling it between his long fingers with that lazy, self-assured smirk. Yunho’s breath hitched, his thumb stilling on the bead.
Why was he thinking about that?
The memory deepened, vivid and unbidden. Mingi’s painted fingers had moved with a casual grace, like he owned the rosary, like it was just another prop in his endless arsenal of charm. His dark eyes had gleamed with something Yunho couldn’t name, and the smirk on his lips had carried a challenge Yunho didn’t know how to meet.
Yunho swallowed hard, forcing his gaze back to the rosary in his hands. It was supposed to be a symbol of his faith, a reminder of his connection to God. But right now, all he could see was the way it had looked in Mingi’s hands—how he’d held it like he had every right to touch something so sacred.
The harder Yunho tried to focus on his prayer, the more vivid the memory became. The way Mingi had lounged on the bed, completely at ease in a space that wasn’t his. The way his voice had dipped, low and teasing, as he’d called Yunho “mouthy.”
Why does he have to be so… Yunho’s thoughts stumbled, skidding dangerously close to a line he didn’t want to cross. …so annoying.
Yeah. Annoying. That’s what he meant.
But his mind refused to stop there. It dragged him further, kicking and screaming, to the way Mingi’s shirt had clung to his torso, hinting at the lean muscle beneath. The way his smirk had deepened, like he knew exactly what he was doing.
Yunho froze, horror crashing over him like a wave. No. Stop. What am I even—
“Lord, forgive me,” he whispered, his voice trembling. He squeezed his eyes shut, bowing his head lower as shame clawed at him. “I don’t know why I’m thinking this. Please, help me to keep my thoughts pure.”
The words felt hollow, like they couldn’t erase what had already taken root in his mind. Yunho’s grip on the rosary tightened until his knuckles turned white.
After a long moment, he exhaled shakily, loosening his hold on the beads. He couldn’t let himself get caught up in… whatever this was. He had more important things to focus on.
Rising to his feet, Yunho placed the rosary carefully back on his nightstand. He padded to the small kitchen area, relieved to find it empty. The quiet felt like a blessing, a chance to gather himself without anyone noticing the storm swirling inside him.
He grabbed a banana and a slice of bread, eating quickly and without much thought. His mind was already shifting to the day ahead—class, the project, and, inevitably, Mingi.
Yunho sighed, slinging his bag over his shoulder as he headed out the door. The fresh air hit him like a reset button, clearing some of the fog from his mind.
Just focus on school, he told himself firmly. Don’t let him get to you.
But even as he walked, the memory of Mingi’s smirk lingered, stubborn and unshakable.
The lecture hall was filled with the usual hum of students packing up as the bell rang, signaling the end of class. Even though the lecture had ended, now it was time for the class to receive the much-anticipated theme assignments for the semester project.
Their professor was making her way around the room, handing out papers. She moved quickly, her heels clicking sharply against the floor as she stopped in front of each row, sliding the papers onto desks without a word. Yunho’s eyes were on the paper as it was placed in front of him, his hands gripping the edges lightly as if the weight of the task ahead was already sinking in.
“Now, as I mentioned last class,” the professor’s voice echoed across the room, sharp and professional, “your semester project will require you to explore a central literary theme. Each of you will dive deep into a specific work, and I expect a comprehensive analysis over the next two and a half months. Be sure to integrate historical context, authorial intent, and, of course, your own critical perspective.”
Yunho barely registered her words. He was already mentally preparing for the work ahead, thinking of the research and reading he had to do, feeling the familiar pressure of a looming deadline. He wasn’t the most excited about the project, but it was a part of the course, and it would likely affect his grade.
Mingi, on the other hand, looked entirely too relaxed, almost as though he was already bored with the assignment. He was leaning back in his chair, his eyes lazily scanning the room, but there was something in his expression—something almost predatory—that made Yunho uneasy. Mingi always had a way of making everything feel like a game, even the most serious things. Yunho glanced over at him, and for a brief moment, their eyes met. Mingi was grinning, that familiar smirk tugging at his lips, and Yunho felt the weirdest sensation of discomfort crawl up his spine.
After a moment, the professor stood at the front of the room, holding up a sheet of paper. She looked around, her gaze sweeping across the room before it landed on the class.
“Now,” she continued, her tone not quite as warm as before, “for each pair, I’ve assigned a theme to explore through the works of various authors. As you all know, these pairings were finalized last class, so I’m sure you’re aware of who you’ll be working with. For Jeong Yunho and Song Mingi…” She paused, her gaze landing on them for just a second, and Yunho felt the weight of her eyes. “…you will explore the theme of decadence.”
Yunho blinked, his heart momentarily skipping a beat. Decadence? His thoughts scrambled, but he couldn’t form a coherent response in time before the professor moved on. The word itself was a heavy one—so full of excess, indulgence, and moral decline. It felt wrong to even think about it, especially in the context of his project partner. He glanced over at Mingi, whose relaxed demeanor hadn't shifted. If anything, he looked pleased, as though this theme had been made for him.
Yunho’s throat tightened. "Decadence?" he muttered softly under his breath, his eyes dropping to the paper in his hands. The name "Oscar Wilde" jumped out at him in bold text. The Picture of Dorian Gray. Yunho knew the novel, of course, but it was one he had always approached with caution. Wilde’s work was brimming with themes that felt too dangerous, too controversial, too… indulgent for his taste. He wasn’t sure how he felt about spending the next two and a half months analyzing it, especially with Mingi.
The professor, clearly aware that the students needed to hear more, continued in her clipped tone, starting with Yunho and Mingi. “Specifically, the theme of decadence as illustrated in Wilde’s The Picture of Dorian Gray. Your task will be to explore how Wilde’s depiction of excess, moral decline, and the consequences of a hedonistic lifestyle defines the notion of decadence. You should focus on Wilde’s philosophy and his own life, particularly how his trials shaped his views on morality, art, and society.”
As the professor moved on, Yunho’s eyes were still glued to the paper, his mind working overtime. The words on the page seemed to blur together. Wilde’s life, his struggles with his identity, his unflinching views on art and excess—it all felt overwhelming and weirdly familiar to Yunho. But what bothered Yunho the most wasn’t the assignment itself. It was that damn pairing. He would be working with Mingi—Mingi, who thrived on chaos and indulgence, who could turn anything into a joke or a game. It made Yunho uneasy to think about how Mingi might approach the project.
Yunho glanced at Mingi again, only to find him still grinning—though now it looked more like an amused smirk than anything else. Mingi’s eyes locked with Yunho’s once more, and the smile on his face grew wider, almost predatory. It was a look Yunho had seen before—one that made him question what Mingi was really thinking.
The professor’s voice broke his thoughts as she moved to the next pair. “Please take your time and plan carefully. I expect you to meet regularly with your partner and discuss your findings. The more thorough your research, the better your project will be. I’ll see you all in two weeks for the first check-in.”
Yunho blinked, still staring at the paper in his hands. He didn’t even realize that the professor had dismissed them until Mingi’s voice reached him.
“Meet me at the library later,” Mingi murmured, his tone low and teasing, his voice laced with something that made Yunho’s stomach tighten. “I’m sure we’ll have a lot to discuss. I hope you’re not backing out or are you?”
Yunho swallowed, glancing up at Mingi, who was already standing and gathering his things. That familiar grin was still on his face, the one that always made Yunho feel like he was in the middle of some game he didn’t understand.
Yunho’s heart skipped a beat. “The library at three?”
“Perfect,” Mingi said with a grin that sent an uncomfortable shiver down Yunho’s spine. “Don’t be late. We wouldn’t want to waste any time.”
Yunho watched as Mingi walked out of the room with his usual nonchalant swagger, leaving Yunho to sit there with the weight of the assignment pressing down on him. He wasn’t sure if he was more anxious about the project or the fact that he would be spending so much time with Mingi—someone who seemed to make everything feel dangerously close to crossing some invisible line. He let out a sigh, running a hand through his hair as he stared at the paper again.
Decadence. Dorian Gray. The idea of exploring all of that with Mingi, who seemed to live in a world of excess and indulgence without batting an eye, made Yunho’s head spin. But he had no choice now. The project was set. And Mingi had already made it clear that he wasn’t backing down.
#sent to tempt me#ateez#kpop#ateez fanfic#ateez fic#ateez imagines#atz#ateez smut#kpop smut#smut#ateez f&f#ateez series#yunho fic#yunho smut#yunho#mingi fic#mingi smut#mingi#yungi fic#yungi#yunho ff#mingi ff#yungi ff#yungi series#ateez oneshot
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Merlinverse Wheel Interactions - Collection Post
I was bored, so I spun the wheel a couple of times. I actually only ignored results I already had, but removed options later on to get more variation. I haven't consulted anyone and just went from vague memory, so lemme know how badly I am off the mark. xDDD
Lavinia attempts to play matchmaker for Zelda
Magister Zelda by @fgfirenation
I believe we had this scenario before, where Zelda is playing matchmaker for Lavinia, when she learned that Zelda actually has en ever so small thing for a certain rabbit.
But truth is... I think Lavi is a rather bad matchmaker. At least in terms of taking action to get them together. She is much rather having long talks with Zelda about when and how and possibilities of outcomes, never failing to encourage Zelda to do whatever is needed. Although, she might also be one to STOP the magister from doing something entirely headless. Since Lavinia's bound to Holistone in service, she'd not often have the chance to actually meet and talk to Lorsan. But since Lorsan is traveling, he might actually drop by and then when he does, Lavi is definitely observing VERY HARD and trying to see what he thinks about Zelda.
So yeah, rather than orchestrating things, she's gotta do the observing and spying and information forwarding. xD
Lavinia learns a new skill from Zelda
Uhm, so the standard answer is, of course, that any Merlin will one way or other, show Lavi how to deal with the left-over Hypogean magic within her. So the definite "feeling" of magic in and around herself, the certain things one can do to ease stress related to that, actual little spells and so on.
On another note, Zelda is such a powerhouse and crazy creature... that I feel like it would be so silly and cool if Lavi learned something as beautiful, delicate and soothing as sand mandala creation. Or like making small pottery creatures. Or making jewellery? xD Anything that's a little unexpected and shows Zelda's warm and caring side. Maybe it's crocheting? Felting? Well, origami, at the least!
Lavinia playfully argues/banters with Sena.
Magister Sena by @bunnybird-afk
I am not sure what this means, to be honest. It sounds more like teasing to me... and in that case, I gotta move forward in time a little bit. Lavinia and Sena are comfortable with each others presence now, not least due to Valen, and there may have been little squibs from one to the other before. But for more lengthy banters, I think Lavinia's firstborn is the perfect reason. xD
Shall the kid have this or that to wear? Can it have tea and why couldn't it be wrapped up in a sock rather than a blanket? Can it be levitated around the Mystical House and climb up the towers made of books? Bedtime is when again and what bedtime story to read? And so on and so forth. <3
Lavinia teaches a new skill to DK
Magister DK by @gloriousrebirth
Ah, oh no, I don't think Lavi can teach ANY Merlin a new skill. xD At least certainly not in terms of magic. And what other skill might she be able to show to DK? Probably something incredibly boring... like a useful knot for tying things up. Maybe that knot turned out essential later on when DK needed it on Sinbad. xD Or maybe DK likes the nuts Lavi sometimes brings to the Mystical House not knowing that they have simply been soaked in water over night. Or maybe the same memory trick Lavi taught Molpe, given Merlin has an issue with forgetting things. xD
Lavinia compares opinions about .... with Celestino
Magister Celestino by @meepinmeat
Well, naturally the first thing that comes to mind is Valen. And that's not gonna be all too exciting, since they have the SAME opinion about him. xD BUT, given the difference in universe, they would probably be quite interested in the subtle differences of the Valens.
Alternatively, if it's CelVerse Lavi, then she'd be just friends with Valen and the three of them have, given her experience etc, a VERY in-depth discussion about the Heroic Order! And subsequently the Celestials and their role against the Hypogeans and whether they might not also be required to help "Esperian" problems.
Lavinia fights/spars with Celestino
Since Celestino is a Merlin, whether Lavi is from CelVerse or her own, the fighting is training in regards to her Hypogean powers. Not that Celestino would have to really break a sweat, though, it's all basic routine stuff. And yet, sometimes, he might make it extra tough for Lavi, not only forcing her to use her magic but also still the sword to win. And I don't see a reason why he wouldn't be able to drag Dionel into the ring, too. "Must I really, son?" and "Yes, really, or do you want to risk her ending up corrupted and on the other end of your spear for real?"
Lavinia attempts to play matchmaker for Rose
Magister Rose by @afkhowstrange
Not. xD Ahahaha, while they probably have a good relationship and can easily sit together with tea and cookies after training sessions etc, Lavinia is still too impressed and careful in what she does around Rose. Playing matchmaker? I don't think she'd allow herself to. That doesn't mean she'd not be interested and observing from the sidelines, to witness any developments. And if Rose ever confided in Lavinia, she's happily try to help in word or action (although she'd always feel silly for "setting anything up").
Lavinia offers to dance with Rose
Oh boy, you know what? Maybe THAT would be something Lavinia isn't embarrassed to do for Rose in terms of matchmaking. I don't actually know who Rose might have a crush on, but this dance would definitely be the perfect excuse to then go and ask her crush, too! Whether a confession follows, I don't know... but at least Lavi's done something for Rose to have a good time. <3
Lavinia meets the child version of Molpe
Magister Molpe by @mcnana
Aww, that would be so adorable! I don't think there would be anything special about the situation, but Lavinia has a way to pay actual attention to children and thus be perceived as a "nice lady" by them. Or on some cases, a lady to be reckoned with, not unlike Valen. Either way, Molpe probably lost her way or something, and Lavinia takes responsibility as a knight and delivers her back home. Getting her treats along the way, of course, and talking about her favourite games to play. xD
Lavinia offers to dance with Violyste
Magister Violyste by @magister-violyste
Hmmmm, this could be somewhere on the job, of course, a professional matter, if you will. But maybe it would be more something in relation with Hogan. xD Maybe there is no such thing as marriage for them, but let's assume there would be something akin to it, a special celebration, an anniversary, you name it... and since Lavinia is just part of Hogan's family and work, she might be asked to help with that. And then, to help Vi prepare, am sure Lavi would help her remember dances again. After all, Vi can't possible say no to Hogan when he asks, and you bet, he WILL ask. <3
#afk journey#merlinverse#into the merlinverse!#magister sena#magister violyste#magister pirin#magister celestino#magister molpe#magister dk#magister zelda#magister rose#and i hope i didn't forget anyone#dame lavinia#ocs
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FSR rambles 24
Back into Blue and Dark's meeting.
Dark Link is speechless at Blue's emotional state.
The face of "What the hell is wrong with you" if I've ever seen one, while also coming to the realization HE'S a part of what's wrong with Blue rn.
Just shyly mumbling he wasn't even TRYING to upset Blue, he was just venting his own feelings about the situation, realizing they hurt Blue a LOT no matter how much Blue needed to hear that shit.
Dark has a moment of clarity realizing they're both "Only good for hurting people huh?"
He realizes without even TRYING he did exactly what he promised Green he WOULDN'T DO.
He lied to him.
And it just makes him feel like crap mindlessly muttering "What do I do now?"
He's aimless and Blue feels much the same way.
He doesn't know how to grapple with the reality he was just smacked in the face with.
Dark's forgetting not everyone lives in his head mumbling to himself.
"...No you don't really like that huh?"
Earning a "huh?" from Blue because...what's this dude talking about now lmfao.
Dark clarifies, that he knows Blue doesn't like hugs.
Which BLUE clarifies he doesn't HATE them.
Both feeling pretty awkward and unsure after the exchange they just shared.
Blue's still feeling kind of defensive clearly.
Also Blue's eye shifted to Link's. It goes in and out for a few pages before staying as Link's eye.
Learning that Blue in fact doesn't HATE hugs, he offers one, saying it'd make him feel better.
The reason Dark assumed Blue DOESN'T like hugs is due to Red often forcing affection onto Blue and Blue responding negatively. (Especially in the OG FS) he doesn't hate physical affection, just when it's forced upon him.
...Reasonable question yet again Blue...
When Dark doubles down on the hug offer Blue realizes he's dealing with a weirdo and leans in.
He takes a few steps forward and is willing to hear Dark out on what he meant about Green now that Blue's feeling calmer.
Dark FINALLY introduces himself properly to Blue, just flopping his head into Blue's chest in exhaustion.
He follows this up by wrapping his arms around Blue and asks him if he can just go home now.
Dark at this point is very emotionally exhausted and it shows. Blue doesn't resist the hug but starts to retrospect the fight they just had.
Coming to the realization he and Dark were basically making a feedback loop of anger in the moment.
Dark breaks the tension in Blue's mind by clarifying he's not mad anymore and shows a bit of sympathy with "Bad stuff is always happening to you too" In reference to Blue...basically being hurt every 5 seconds in the OG FS (If you take a shot every time Blue is harmed in the OG four swords manga ya just might die)
Blue's touchstarved ass can't handle being hugged and tries to divert the conversation by tough guy saying "OH i can handle anything!" which Dark Link just shuts down X'D
Blue's trying really hard to push this guy away, at least emotionally.
While Dark is just, not meeting him with his anger at this point.
Him thinking Blue would be worried about the other's opinions, and trying to relate with "I wish people told me I was good too"
it's kind of vague what he means there but the implication is that he wishes people appreciated his work too, that people recognized what he did and Blue feels much the same. Somebody would just say "hey, you're doing great"
The want for praise and mutual admiration.
And he just bluntly tells Blue he thinks he's great.
Dark really does have a good opinion of the colors removed from the anxieties he basically plays tennis with XD
Blue obviously responds with anger at the blatant confession, cause Blue can't handle direct compliments. (he can't handle a lot of things XDDD)
He denies he cares at all about what Dark Link thinks about him. Who's this random guy to tell him shit anyway?
But being told this stuff DOES affect him.
And we get more of Dark Link's blatant jealousy.
It's a character trait that's often looped back to but Dark is EXTREAMLY jealous of the other Links.
He wants to be like them and have what they have but is far less explosive than Shadow about it.
He's more honest about what he wants vs the more brash "I'm just gonna take it" approach.
He's bitter at what he doesn't have, but instead of taking it out on the colors he often just stews in a growing self hatred.
His injury from Blue will come up again after his meeting with Vio.
The injury to his shoulder is a reflection of how his body reacts to the Four Sword on a smaller scale.
The four Sword damages him IMENSLY because he's a curse. He's a demon, an entity the four sword tries to seal and destroy.
It's something further to note that Green and Shadow are mentioned by Dark to BE his family, but Dark makes the mention he has no family that LOVES HIM here. At least, Dark rejects the idea Green or Shadow love him.
Dark's want to be a part of a family and BE LOVED loops back to his main goals being "I wanna kiss someone", physical contact and emotional vulnerability.
I usually hinge on the silly side of Dark's inherit desire for "kisses" and all the characters have dismissed this as a silly thing Dark wants, but that's kinda IGNORANT on their ends.
Dark doesn't JUST want to shallowly kiss someone he considers "hot" or attractive, he wants to be close enough with someone that they'd wanna do something that you'd associate with it. He wants someone to love him.
It's less about the action itself and more the idea behind it he's interested in.
Dark Link's desires inherently completely contradict his existence as a curse that destroys someone's mind, because Vaati's wish was extremely confused.
He's VAATI's vision of the IDEA of "Link" mixed with his hatred, his fears and desires for freedom.
And being a living contradiction really ends up messing with Dark's mind and mentality down the road.
because coaxing doesn't work...Dark Link diverts to his usual tactics.
Emotional manipulation.
He knows what will push Blue's buttons and acts accordingly to get Blue to act the way he wants and from his grin he's extremely pleased with himself.
Blue realizes too late Dark is playing him completely.
This guy can read him and get him to respond the way HE wants. And Blue just doesn't know how to react to that.
Blue's extremely defensive, feeling foolish as hell rn due to falling into Dark's trap.
Dark only pushes him further because this is amusing to him. XD
Blue comes to a real stand still with Dark because unlike the other colors, Dark matches his energy.
Despite his power, Dark Link doesn't take his threats seriously.
None of Blue's usual tactics work against Dark.
Getting mad, physical violence, in general being unpleasant just doesn't deter Dark Link at all.
Vaati's his master this should be a given XDDD
So Blue met his match and he doesn't know what to do because now he feels a twisted form of respect for this freak.
The line about Dark giving Green that flower so he could EAT IT will always be pretty funny to me because like...Dark wtf is wrong with you XD
Blue's face just about sums up the normal person's reaction to that.
Blue reached his limit for nonsense and accidentally pushed Dark's off button.
If you aren't in the know about Dark's weird reaction to head pats:
It's the ONLY real kind physical encouragement Vaati has given him through the series.
So it's something Dark Link seeks out.
Which is why when Blue goes to stop, Dark Link hesitates to let him but does leave flustered.
I'd be confused too buddy.
There was a lot of mixed messages given during their time together XD
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So seen a few 'What if the ISAT cast were in Pokemon Mystery Dungeon' posts...
And I'm gonna put my hat in the ring because darn it I've been thinking about this for over a week now and I want to infect others with these ideas.
Siffren: Hisuian Zorua - White, adorable AND comes free with a neck ruff to hide their face in, but well, doesn't it fit Siff extremely well lore wise too? Just a cute little guy that's a remnant of a home and life forcefully taken away, Normal enough to be among the living with no issues but also Ghost because there's something missing... Something lost that shapes them, tears at them but they just can't let go... Also they eat a lot, have a good amount of mischief in their nature and use 'illusions' for self protection so like. It's a perfect fit really~ XD (Also the 'red' aspects during the Vs Friends fight makes me wonder if in the PMD version of ISaT Siffrin is evolving so wrong somehow that the universe is breaking and a huge chunk of the fight is the party basically mashing B button in utter terror~ XDDD)
Isabeau: Ditto - No joke, Isabeau had me really stumped for ages because what kind of pokemon species goes from nerd to buff to eventually somewhere in the middle during their evolution line but then I realized 'Wow I'm an idiot. There's a pokemon all about Change that can be any form right over there!' and thus Isa-Ditto was born in my mind. I like to think he's almost always in the form of a Marchoke, Zangoose or Scrafty or something that to the others is big and buff but Isa's warm smiling ditto face always stops him from ever looking intimidating, and back in the 'nerd' days Isa probably stuck to being a Gothita/Gothorita, if only because they're about the only mon I can think of with braids and they do seem like a good form if one wants others to stay away so they can focus on studying and stuff...
Mirabelle: Minccino/Cinccino - Ok, most of my reasoning for this one is because Mira visually reminds me of the Minccino line (those eyes <3 And her ribbon! <3) but like, she IS pretty studious and helpful and probably cleans up after everyone and that's Cinccino as anything to me, plus the sheer way this mon blitzs with Skill Link... IDK I just really feel the line suits her.
Odile: Kanto Persian or Purugly - After realizing Siff, Isa and Mira were all Normal types I decided to make it a thing and since under this logic Odele couldn't be a Kadabra (as was my first instinct), the idea of her being this big old book reading cat affectionately rolling her eyes at everyone else's nonsense just had so much appeal <3 Leaning Persian if only because its design matches her visuals better but the thought of her as a Purugly feeling comfortable enough around the others she doesn't puff up her fur via her tail around them is pretty cute/very 'seems standoff-ish but is secretly affectionate Odile' so I'm still struggling to choose between them.
Bonnie: Zigzagoon - Bonnie was probably the hardest to pick out because there were so many possibilites (Aipom for the mischief? Munchlax for the cooking/food vibes? Oh but what about Meowth for their weird hug face???). But then I realized pokemon of all sorts could do all of those things and what really stands out about Bonbon is their 'NPC somehow on the big adventure and doing their best' vibes so a spunky little Zigzagoon using their 'Gluttony' expertise in food to 'Pick Up' the party's sprits felt really fitting (also they way they dart in and out of combat with their Quick Feet just. It works you know? XD). Not sure which Zigzagoon form would be most fitting for them but currently leaning Galarian if only because Siff being weak to Bonnie fits hilariously well, it matches with Bonnie's 'desire to be edgy despite still being adorable' vibes and the mental thought of them far off in the future, all grown up and protecting their family as a big bad Obstagoon gives me a ton of warm fuzzies so yeah~ <3
Euphrasie: Lopunny - Look, it's just the hair, the affectionate personality and her being really really tall compared to the others alright? Only the party is actually Normal locked to me! X'D (I could see her as an Altaria or a Mega Ampharos as well but Lopunny just feels more 'right' somehow.)
The King: Hisuian Zoroark - . . . In my defence, he's an incarnation of malice born from the loss of his home/life with long long hair who acts as Siffrin's foil, pushes them towards 'discovering the red' and yoyos between tragically lamenting and being a ruthlessly, cruel monster who would hurt a child. There was no other option.
Loop: currently torn but leaning Cosmog/Cosmeom or Mimikyu for most of the game and Necrozma/Ultra Necrozma for the Act 6 secret fight - Finally the one non Normal type! And the fact it's the eldritch feeling Loop is kinda perfect? Helps them stand out more at least, and well you really can't beat Ultra Necrozma for 'star shaped thing that is both terrifying, potentially world ending and in immense amounts of pain'. (...Also its weak to Siff's H!Zorua and Bonnie's potential Dark type so it fits type wise also XD).
Change God: Mew - Do I really gotta explain why? (Legendary, has Transform, cute and sweet but also a little bastard, etc- It ticks all the boxes XD
So... Yeah. Those are my In Stars and Time 'what Pokemon would the main cast be' thoughts.
#isat#in stars and time#Pokemon mystery dungeon#PMD#isat pokesonas#silly#but also I've put way too much thought into this#oops all normal types#isat act 6 spoilers#isat siffrin#isat mirabelle#isat isabeau#isat odile#isat bonnie#isat euphrasie#isat king#isat loop#...you think pokemon types actually still exist in a ISaT/PMD fusion or if all battles are still rock paper scissors? I'm leaning the later#isat spoilers#just realized that if everyone from The Island is a Ghost type (now)#then everyone else being normal type kinda explains why no one can hear the language/remember the place#because its a ghost language and Normal is immune to Ghost (laughs and cries in 'yay pun but also ahh that's a horrible joke to make')#isat pmd au#not related to neoncityrain's isat pmd au (had most of this in my head prior to their Siff Shinx art post) but check that out too plz <3#isat all normal pmd au
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My angel ♡︎
Lucifer x fem! Fallen angel! reader
Summery: Lucifer and reader have been friends since Lucifer was still in heaven but sadly separated when he fell. What happened when the two are reunited but reader has experienced something that concerns Lucifer.
!Warnings!: sexual assault , bullying, abuse, violence . Also Adam’s a dick. (If you like him I’m sorry it just felt right to the story)
A/n: hii! So this the first time I’m writing something here in a while so I hope you enjoy this! XDDD
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Freedom.
That’s what she felt when she fell.
She felt free to speak her mind and not be judged, she felt free to agree with him…Lucifer.
Although, the two shared the same dream, (y/n) decided to stay quiet since she was scared of the seraphims and was scared to also be like him, fallen.
But it changed when Lucifer’s daughter came for a meeting in heaven.
*𝑭𝒍𝒂𝒔𝒉 𝒃𝒂𝒄𝒌*
“Oh my goodness! It’s you!”
Charlie heard behind her right before she entered the room for the meeting in heaven. She saw an angel, who looked oddly familiar to her.
“Wait? You know me?” She asked. “Well, of course, being the daughter of the king of hell gives you quite the impression up here” the angel said while smiling but stopped when she saw the worried look on Charlie’s face.
“Oh no! Not in a bad way! Well, at least not for me, I always knew that Lucifer’s daughter will more like him.”
The younger demon sighed in relief “ oh that’s good- wait you know my dad? Like personally?” She asked.
“Oh I’m so sorry! Where are my manners? I forgot to introduce myself, my name is (y/n).”
‘(Y/n)… that’s right! That was dad’s best friend when he was in heaven!’ Charlie thought. “Wait- so you don’t hate him?”
Hate him? She could never hate him.
“Heavens no! He was my best friend, my only friend actually…” (y/n) said. “How is he? I heard about the divorce, it must tough for him…”
“He’s fine? I honestly don’t know… when he’s around he seems all cheery but I notice that it’s not really… sincere, you know? As if he’s trying to mask his feelings just to make others feel better.” Charlie said sadly.
(Y/n) sighed “I wish I was there to help him…”. The two stood in comfortable silence as if a mother and a daughter would. “Oh golly! Look at the time! You don’t wanna be late for the meeting, now do you?” She said while slightly pushing Charlie to the doors of the room. “I hope the meeting goes well, Charlie. I’ll see you inside” (y/n) said right before Charlie goes in.
She stood there in silence, and disappointment not at Lucifer or Charlie.
But herself that she couldn’t even be by his side at his lowest.
He still is her best friend…
… And first love…
Almost tearing up she stood in front of the door to the meeting room until…
“Heya babe, whatchu doing here?!”
Adam.
The one person she despises most.
“Are you fucking crying?! That’s hilarious! Well what are crying about hmm?” He asked with fake sympathy in his voice.
“It’s non of your business” she said.
“Yeah probably about that guy that literally fallen from heaven just to not to see your face” he said
Although she never took his words seriously, this one really hurt.
“Well you know I can satisfy you in ways that guy wouldn’t even think of” he said while putting his hand on her waist.
It got lower and lower…
“Please stop-“
“Adam” the voice of Sera the head seraphim was heard. And immediately his hand left her body. “The meeting is starting”
“Yeah right we were just going in” he said. He waited for the seraphim to go inside. When she did he didn’t hesitate but throw a punch right in the angel’s face.
“You fucking bitch! You really want sera to fucking think of me as the bad guy huh?! Well, next time it won’t be just your face you’ll have to cover” he said while going inside the room.
She sat there yet again in silence. She took out a pocket mirror that she had and some foundation.
Because it was not the first time …
* 𝒑𝒓𝒆𝒔𝒆𝒏𝒕 *
When she fell felt even happy to out of there.
Until she hit the ground breaking her wings and most of the bones in her body.
She saw shades of red in the sky and was the last thing she saw before she fell unconscious
Lucifer’s pov:
I was in my office sorting some paperwork I don’t even know what it was, until I heard something crash.
Or rather someone…
I rushed outside since I can’t just leave the person alone to suffer.
The first I saw was wings. White, beautiful wings, although cover in blood since they were injured. The blood was gold that meant one thing.
It was an angel. A fallen angel.
I quickly went to check the angel’s other injuries so I turned them around only to find out…
It was (y/n)… my best friend from the beginning of time. My (y/n)… wait what was I thinking she probably met some tall hunk while I was out of heaven.
I pushed those thoughts aside and focused on helping (y/n). I took her to my room and carefully laid her on my bed.
Thankfully she was breathing and was starting to heal since angels can heal faster. (a/n: idk if it’s actually real but for the sake of the plot k go with it )
What did she do to fall? She was always so kind to everyone and was cautious not to talk too loudly about things that were forbidden by the seraphims.
What happened?
No one’s pov:
The first thing she felt when waking up was pain in her back specifically her wings.
When she opened her eyes she was confused and also scared because she didn’t recognize the room she was in. She groaned in pain while trying to get up.
“Oh no no no don’t do that, they’re still healing, you should rest” that voice.
The voice she loves oh so much. It was him.
“Lucifer?” She asked while her eyes are filling up with tears. Even though it hurt and she really shouldn’t do that, she didn’t care. She got up as fast as she could and wrapped her arms around him, crying in his chest.
Those were tears of happiness and relief that she finally got to see him again.
“Hey it’s okay, I’m here shh don’t cry” he told her in the softest tone ever as if she would break if he had spoken any louder.
“Im just- I’m so happy to see you” she said while looking up at him smiling through her tears.
“I’m really happy to see you too, sweetheart, but seriously you should rest. You still aren’t fully healed .” He said while picking her up and gently laying her down on the bed. “You know, I was really worried you wouldn’t wake up.”
“What? How long was I asleep?” She asked genuinely confused.
“It was only a couple of days, don’t worry. But my back did start to hurt because I was sleeping on the couch” wait what.
Then she realized, it was his room. And that was the way he saw her for the first time in eons, she probably looked terrible. That brought tears to her eyes yet again.
“I am so sorry, lucifer. I-I didn’t mean-“ she was cut of by her own sob while Lucifer quickly went to comfort her.
“Hey shh it’s okay. Really, I don’t care if i break my back, I just want you to feel better.” He said while holding her close to him.
Boy he really did miss this.
Eventually (y/n) calmed down and said “well I’m glad that you’re the one that found me and not some random weirdo on the street”
He laughed softly. “Yeah well I’m glad as well. Speaking of finding you, why exactly are you here?”
* 𝒇𝒍𝒂𝒔𝒉𝒃𝒂𝒄𝒌 *
“Are you fucking kidding me?” (Y/n)’s voice was heard in the meeting room.
“(Y/n) use proper language-“ the head seraphim was cut off the angel’s enraged voice.
“I don’t give a flying FUCK about the language. But extermination of human souls just like us. What is wrong with you?!” She exclaimed.
“Ooh the nice little girl is getting feisty ” Adam said sarcastically.
“And YOU! You don’t give a shit about anyone but yourself. If i were to decide, you would be in hell in no time” she said to him.
“Careful or else-“
“Or else what? You will throw me to hell? To me it seems much more nicer than here. If you gonna do it, knock yourself out. Go fuck yourselves, all of you.”
* 𝒑𝒓𝒆𝒔𝒆𝒏𝒕 *
“You really did that?” Lucifer asked shocked. He never thought that (y/n) can even say curse words.
“Yeahh… well now I’m here.” She said smiling at him lovingly.
Lucifer’s pov:
I’ve missed her so much. Her voice, her eyes everything about her.
God I love her…
“Wait what”
Shit. I said that out loud.
Fuckfuckfuckfuckkkk Lucifer calm down breathe in ,breathe out. SHIT NO how can i mess up this badly already. I mean she just got here and you’re telling her that you’re so stupid why did you do tha-
“I love you too, Lucifer”
“What.”
No one’s pov:
“I love you too, ever since you left heaven I realized that more and more everyday but I also knew I could never be with you. You were in hell and I was up there in heaven also you were with lillith-“ (y/n) was cut off by Lucifer after he calmed down from his internal panicking.
“It doesn’t matter anymore, because now you’re here with me and nobody is going to change that” he said while leaning, glancing at her lips until their lips touched.
It was something that both of them wanted for a long time and it’s finally happening.
His hand went to cup her cheek and the other one went to her waist.
But then she flinched way.
She wrapped her arms around herself, almost as if protecting herself from something.
Lucifer did know what caused this or why was this happening but he knew he had to help.
He went closer to her but not touching her to not trigger her even more. “(Y/n), my love, it’s me, it’s okay” he said trying calm her down.
She looked up at him. She was scared. But why?
When she saw it was him, she started to clam down “I’m sorry it’s just something that happened u-uhm it was-“
“Love, it’s okay you don’t need to explain if you don’t want to. I just want you to know that I will never do anything to hurt you. I love you and I mean it.” He said softly. “Darling, is it okay if I hug you?”
She nodded and was immediately wrapped in a warm hug.
She realized she was safe, with Lucifer, finally.
☆
#hazbin hotel#hazbin hotel x reader#lucifer morningstar#hazbin lucifer#lucifer magne#hazbin hotel lucifer#lucifer morningstar x reader
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Sorry about the bots!! I have the same problem on my main and side blogs. 🥲
So here is a normal question for ya! What are some of your favorite Blade HCs?
Ah glad I'm not the only one. They're so annoying 😭
And thank you for the ask! Means a lot and I'd love to be able to interact with others about our OC's and headcanons
I have a few of my own personal HC's for the angry helo 🚁:
- British. Despite the Planes 2 film being set in the US (I'm assuming), I'm writing my own fanfiction which is basically my own version of the film with added OC's, and it's set in the UK JUST for the sole reason that I can write Blade as a Brit 🇬🇧 (I have another post that support this lore: land, fire statistics, etc)
If Blade was British, he'd be from Northern or North-Western England 🏴 He's got that vibe in him: Typical working-class, an unmatched taste in humour, down to earth, sarcastic, takes no shit, stubborn and incredibly stoic (especially this), and I would imagine he would swear.. a lot
I think another reason why this is fun for me is that I can show other non-UK followers what the UK is really like. None of that London aesthetics shit. Idk how others view my country but whenever you look at ✨️UK aesthetic✨️ pics online, it's either London or cute little countryside cottages. A lot of photos and posts on social media perceive the whole of the UK as one big "London" island. Blade is none of that, and I think it'll be fun to see what he brings to the table 🇬🇧
- another HC is that he's best friends with Bravo and Echo. I've not yet explored how he meets and befriends them
- Blade occasionally drinks on the job. Not intense drinking, but Maru would definitely make him a glass or two to prevent him from going on a rage induced murder spree on everyone when he's in one of his bad moods. It's even hinted in the film when Maru sarcastically replies to Cad via radio "Oh, he's out back sipping a Motojito". So Blade's definitely having a few cheeky mojito cocktails on the sly whilst on duty. Maybe that's why he's sometimes so calm and chill in the movie XDDD
- The biggest HC I'm exploring is a big self-insert in Blade's past. Nick is alive so there's a reason why he leaves filming, but he's dealt with another traumatic experience in the past.
For the entirety of 2024, I've been dealing with the aftermath of a best friend breakup. In all 24 years of life, this is probably the worst BFF trainwreck I've experienced to date. That person is also a member of the LM community (not here) and have since replaced me with a new best friend also in the LM community. So this year I've been processing the up's and down's in my mental health. It's been 1 year since it happened, and I'm still not the same and it still affects me, but I've survived and maybe I've come a long way since but it doesn't feel like it - but I'll keep on trudging forward *keep calm and carry on Brit energy 🇬🇧✨️*
I'm planning on Blade going through the same 'best friend betrayal' ordeal because I think that maybe this will help me in some way. Due to this event, Blade will be affected badly and will become depressed, withdrawn, melancholic and angry, and will actively isolate himself from his team and others. When my heli OC Toni comes along, she'll have a hard time earning his trust, but with time, patience and Maru's help, she will eventually break through his shell and he'll be a much happier character in future and they'll become a couple.
I'm not sure how the timeline and scenes will pan out, but I use quotes to take notes and ideas for now, but I struggle with motivation and creativity often. But I'm going to get the Planes 2 fanfic out the way before I can worry about this one XD
But anyways thank you for letting me ramble and I hope you all enjoyed the read ☺️
#blade ranger#bravo and echo#disney planes#disney planes 2#disneyplanes#pixar planes#planes fire and rescue#bravo planes#echo planes#ask me stuff#ask me anything#piston peak air attack#planes f&r#planes fandom#planes#planes ocs#oc lore#ocs#oc#my ocs#hcs#headcanon#headcanons
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Blog Announcement
Hi there my lovelies! It is a rare guest, Ria here :D
I put on an Oblivion Let's Play to hold my blood pressure low while formulating this announcement, so you better settle down with me xD
I would like to announce here how I will deal with my main blog and all my side blogs on tumblr from now on.
As most of you know, I am working a full time job in retail, so my nervous costume tends to be a tiny bit thin after around 9,5hrs of shift. I am happy to announce to you all that my time as a worker in retail is finally a finite one. If everything works out right, I won't just be able to start a homeoffice job by next year, but also live at a completely different place and city. Sadly there is still a good while of wait ahead of me until then and a lot of things are unsure as of yet. But I will do my best to get to that destination, because right now everything is pretty much murdering me.
What does that mean for my blogs? I have been on Hiatus for a long while, on and off, over years. And yet I have always returned here, more or less satisfied or happy with my performance or the RPC.
From this day on I will treat myself better about being able to come here and also, I will not spread myself thin anymore. I will transform Mariku into an Ask- and Art-Blog. Interactions are always welcome, on and off Anon, as well as dash commentary or writing pieces and updates of myself. You can tag Mariku and me in everything, the followed tags will stay the same, I will just update a few things on my BIO in the next days etc. [maybe I'll finally force myself to make a card, should the mobile pages not work anymore].
Things that will for the close future not be done on my blogs:
RP-Threads: no matter if long, short, or anything. I am torturing myself, because I cannot say no to new thread ideas and the moment I really get invested into plots, threads, ideas or anything alike, my partners tend to just leave and let me drop like a hot potato and I honestly neither need nor want that hate in my life anymore.
Anon-Hate: Will NOT be displayed on this channel. I will keep my Inbox with anonymous messages on, but every piece of disgusting hate will be immediately plucked out of the screen and burned in a bonfire. You will not get a stage here and you can be assured, that I will piss and shit on your disgusting hatred and then laugh about it for the coming week, because you are the most pathetic thing that I had the displeasure of even having to lay a momentary glance on <3
RPC/personal Drama: I will ignore drama and strictly remove myself from it. I will not be part or target of any hatred, impulsive meanness and/or random bouts of radical opinions. If you don't feel seen/represented in my opinions, turn around and find a place you fit into, but leave me and my muses alone.
Things that will be done on this blog (and partly my side blogs):
Ask-Memes: Of any kind. Ask-Plots, random asks, symbol ask memes, color memes, background memes, AU-memes and YES, also art related asks.
Open Commissions: I will open art commissions again after I had a bit more training on my tablet, for everybody, who wants to commission art. They will likely be limited and they may also for training reasons only be for free for training, thus included in art memes, but I will open paid commissions eventually again, definitely this year. I cannot tell you details, yet, but keep your eyes peeled ;)
IMs and Mun related things: You are definitely allowed to write IMs and ask me questions!! I am here to have fun as all of us are, so if your fun includes coming into my IMs and leaving a cat meme each day or send me weird asks, I am all here for it!! All of this might sound very dickish of me, but I just feel like I get too emotionally hurt and immersed and I want to protect me from bad feelings and you from my wrath xDDD
Thank you for reading all of this and I hope all of us can stick to those ground rules (for now) - we will get on peachy! If the fact that I am not RPing (for now) on here is breaking you beyond compare, I do own a Discord and I am usually willing to share it. Please contact me on here before adding me, so I know who exactly is adding me on there, otherwise, I might not accept your request. Discord: sangnoire
I will warn you though, that I will be very selective with accepting RPs and partners on there still and that any unwillingness to accept that will be met with... a uno-reverse card reaction x'D
#ooc#announcement#blog announcement#ria rants#mun speaks#mun talks#for the day crowd#ilu guys#sorry for having been away so long#long post
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YIPPEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!! CHAPTER 16 OF KOM!DJ!!! AND YESSSSSSSSSSSS DJ AND CHOSEN BONDING TIME AND GETTING TO KNOW EACH OTHER MORE LITERALLY LIKE A UNCLE AND NEPHEW!!! AND AWWWHHHH CHOSEN GETTING USED TO DJ CALLING HIM THAT LIKE IT'S A NICKNAME AT THIS POINT- EVEN THOUGH IT PROBABLY STILL SOUNDS SOMEWHAT OFFENSIVE PROBABLY-
Also ballistic I'm so sorry but I can't take you seriously at all when I try to imagine your height compare to dj's he really is an absolute midget- BUT OOOOOOOOO- VICTIM IS COMING UPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPP!!! WONDER HOW THIS WILL GO DOWN NOW-
YAY! Uncle and Nephew DJ and Chosen!!! Chosen would just eventually accept DJ calls him "his favorite terrorist" because apparently that's DJ's way of teasing him, but instead it just turned into a nickname that he'll soon grow to like XDDD. IT IS, supposed to be offensive from DJ's side since he just wants to fuck with Chosen. But Chosen just went with it and it's eventually gonna turn into a nickname LMAO. It's crazy how KOM DJ's relationship with all of them is healthy (looking at CS Alan) Very very healthy relationship ngl XDDD. I almost feel bad for the other guy LMAOO.
Ballista's height is definitely around DJ's waist, so no wonder he didn't see him the first time Ballista spoke to him LMAO. DJ never knows when to look down /j AND YESSS Victim is about to pop in! One of Alan's child, i wonder what will happen!!!! I'm excited!! - S
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Tapakah! Take a break! You've probably been working on your animation for a long time straight!! Drink some water, have some tea, let your body, hand and mind take a rest. It does not feel good to work on it for so long nonstop, I've done that before, so please take care of yourself.
Ohhh I will take a rest after finishing it! But right now I want to work while I have inspiration! I strangely have more powers on animating when I'm tired... so I can't tell that it's bad XDDD *Takes water* ehehe Thank you for reminding, I appreciate it *bows*
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